things nowadays is like on n on abt projects?
so many things undone?
more and more piling up to be done?
its like wth.

i dont know why, but its like not much of use whether shes there anot?
shldnt comment much.
jinye came to find me today.
haha, also to find cy lah. because she got nth to do. lols

thks caiyan for helping me get my lunch from tmart.
hmm..did project los.
n i was late for cca this time round=/
syf is like just on monday yet im late for prac?!?
im so dead tml.
tianlaoshi is coming n i didnt go for prac on fri.
dont know if she will scold.

jeremy agrees that yaoyi n qingyi should be in the same group for future projects.
he seemed to have to complete most things by himself.
at least ours still have caiyan n chankai doing too.

im still thinking if i should bring home the cello tml. =/
lets hope the project could be done on time.
was talking to joel just now.
felt so emo suddenly?
wished for total silence and darkness?
that was like what i wished for for that moment.
now? no idea? also didnt felt like doing anything.
i felt like isnt it nice to just lie on the floor and stone for the whole night.
things just kept passing through my mind.
making me more doubtful. =/

there was cello practice today.
i didnt turn up for practice because we were doing bio project.
a sudden plan.
told yinglan that i would go later...
but in the end..i didnt mark my words=/

sometimes i find that life is like so monotonous.
sometimes i just dont see the mood there.
attitudes. im like rather sick of it.
you just seem to be able to find everything wrong with me.
dont always take me for a punching bag after ur day can.
sometimes i really feel like giving u a punch on ur face.
one fine day that will change my total attitude that i have for you.
it seemed rather true that i dont attempt to let ___ _______ __.
things are far way too complicated.
somtimes it seemed too drama.

i dont know why, but i was feeling really sleepy today.
i woke up at 6.45am=X
was supposed to meet chuiying at the bus stop at 6.50am.
how to make it!
lols. so i sms-ed chui ying aand told her abt it.

today..had mt(sians!) then physics then pe.
todays recess was really noisy.
* tried putting in the rubbish from his bottle into a pencil case and thought no one saw it.
i saw it because it was in my direction and whose pencil box was that rubbish placed into? MINE.
so obviously i saw him doing it.

my ruler's gone.
my pencil was gone.
my hole puncher broke.
my pen ink dropped and the ink is jamm-ed.
how great isnt it. =/

had history, english, amaths and emaths.
i fell aslp during english =XX
i also dont know how i managed to fall aslp lah.
its like i was lying back against the chair.
hands in my pockets.
and from what i could rmb, i could still see a very blur image of the board and hear her teaching. so its like i didnt even know i was dozing off.
she suddenly called me and i got a total shock that i somehow jumped.
=XX and after that, i was so awake throughout her lessons.
so next time u feel like slping, ask msyanti to call u and u will be wide awake.

then my mood went for a total turn during amaths.
i dont know why either.
i was just not in the mood to laugh or joke abt.

i gotta revise on so much of my work man.
i believe im lagging real loads.
syf is somehow like just 5 days away.
theres practice tomorrow, friday and saturday.
im not sure if i wanna prac on sunday too.
im sorry for pissing u off recently, but seriously i dont mean it on those comments.
its just that sometimes i cldnt stand on certain things.

well, its been like a week since i last post.

well, i tried posting sometimes, but yet sometimes, its blogger which is not working.
so, well, last week was some sort of a interesting week i guess?
or mayb its a week full of cca practices.
or mayb just touching the cello much.
lols. dumb. well, so i have quite a few pics i wanna post.
but im lazy to do so, for fear that blogger would cork up and things would go haywire.

lets start with today.
it started raining heavily this morning.
its really big.
i was still in bed when it started raining.

lols so woke up round 7.30am.
didnt feel like waking up because i somehow tried to rush things up yesturday night for the cme project.
why are they making us doing all this things!?!
waste our money n time. lols.
whats the matter with me man. crazy.

so, went to sch without chuiying cause she woke up late too and wanted me to go off first.
so off i go onto 28.
when i open the door at the back of the class, i was like WOW! umbrella parade!
lols. weiliang has the umbrella i used to use=)
the BLUE garfield umbrella. but it spoil. =/

ayisah has the umbrella i used to use to, but that spoil too.
under the hands of shihui&chuiying?
lols. that umbrella protected me from bird shit.
the amazing thing is, i only used it once n it spoilt, because we were meddling with it. lols.
but mine is PURPLE instead of GREEN.

all umbrellas seems to die faster then the day they should die under my hands. lols

my current umbrella is GREEN. lols. same as jetaime's, but hers is YELLOW.
went in and started on cme.
qihao started stepping/squeezing out water from his shoes.
gross. =X lols. im not gonna place my cello there.
okay, the school cello, not mine.

made qihao help me to unwind? the string. lols. thks.
but he seems interested to do it=D right?
lols. had ss then vl.

mrs koh flared today?
lols then i was still doing cme with others during recess.
lols cme day today hur? had amaths.
for dont know what reason, i dont understand a single thing.
why?!?!?!
is it because i missed the previous lesson?
i turned qihao n jeremy somehow crazy with the WHYS i asked i guess.
lols gaoyang started making funny noises n we all couldnt stop laughing. esp me.-.-

had mt. mr thong scolded abit again today.
all teachers seemed to have a bad mood today hur?
must be their performance are bad, so they got scolding on founders day.
lols. kidding-.-
had assembly and then went back to class.

jetaime went home and told me this : you better finish the cme before you go home ah.
lols. caiyan went off for lunch.
aiysah, no idea.
abigail n priscilla were not in class, so i asked qihao to explain the maths thing first.
lols. actually, im not sure if i understand. lols. but everyone had a long day i guess.

abigail&priscilla came back!
so we started on cme again. lols.
qihao said something like this : today i keep seeing u do cme ah?
lols. blame koh. haha.
okay lah, mayb my fault, who asked me on not starting it earlier.
ever since we went to check on chinatown which was some time ago, we somehow stopped doing things i guess?
only started on sunday, the day before the DEADLINE.

lols pris went for cca. then abi. thks abi for staying the longest u can.
so i some sortta asked jeremy for some help.
that money sucker =XX lols.
okay, abigail, if ur marker are blunt, blame jeremy, he made it blunt..
but im sorry for not being able to do anything. =XX

so i was the last to leave the class. lols.
lets hope the aircon is switched off.
i did switch every thing off, but i dont know did it on again?

okay, i prac the cello today =DD lols.
i didnt get to prac yesturday.
theres prac tml. i hvnt study for emaths.
i guess i gonna fail again. sianz...
i just found out that my sis is staying over at a bbq tnight.
who am i to pester for maths?!? argh!!!!!
swt dreams everyone.

i finally get to post this after so long.
i was lazy to get outta bed.
but i was meeting chuiying for our date at 7.35am.
she gave me a allowance of 5 mins instead of 7.30 to sleep more.
lols. but...i woke up at 7.30 this morning.
lols. i went : WHAT!?! why time pass so fast?
so i went hurrying n got down at the bus stop somewhere 7.40-45 i guess.

went down to cd shelter n started practising.
to start off prac, hui yi's A string broke.
then, i went into the room to get the string changed.
then i broke it. lols.
yinglan came in, we broke the string again.
just like this we spent $50.
yinglan cldnt take it n we resorted to using chalk.
lols. so huiyi cello got whiteR.

lols.it was finally done n we went back to join dazu.
had a 50min break. lols.
so i went with chuiying to the kfc at tmart to get a bite.we bought a meal each.omg. like chuiying says(did she? or i did? lols) : early in the morning eat kfc.lols.
so we ate till like 10.10?
but we werent late =) lols.

after co, went to meet chankai n went to caiyans hse for project.
i had the cello n yan yin's blazer with me.
we bought the bus n when we reach caiyans bus stop.
i suddenly lost grip of the cello n it fell lah!
i was like : omg! but luckily, chankai was infront of me.
so it fell halfway on him instead. lols.
chankai save the day. lols.

it seems that what we did previously was somehow unacceptable.
so did till like 5.10pm?
then we somehow went off direct after sweeping cys floor. lols.

rushed home.
only reached like 5.40?
i just reached the mrt station at TAMPINES.
when junyan called n ask where was i.
lols! he was already at parkmalls fish&co. nvm.
what to do. hes free-.-
so reached there like almost 7pm.
omg.
im like almost 1 hr late.
sorry. i rushed asap le.so had dinner los.
then chatted. then went off n out to take some pics.

lols. i got so bored that i went up n down the escalator while waiting for the train.
stacia joined me. lols!
went into the train n i started playing slapping games with juliet.
lols. we're crazy.

this game started so randomly n lamely.
we were like come lah, fight la, scared u ah.
then scissors paper stone n hit the loser.lols.
fusheng started the laughing thing again. -.-.-.-.-
okay, i gotten some pics from stacia =)
chuiying! dont snatch stacia from me! uve gotten urs! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! lol
i dont know whats wrong with blogger. everything is not working properly.
upload the pics other time

okay. had dazu today.
i heard cello from one of the rooms in cd shelter, so i went to take a look on whose the one playing.
i pushed the door n....
OMG!!!!!!!!!!! fusheng had this really beautiful cello in his hands.
omg omg omg omg.
im so freaking jealous. lols
its so beautiful lah.
the sch just bought some yangqins. other instrument i not sure, cause the yang qins look really new.
back to fusheng cello.
omg, its so beautiful. lols. the colour shading n stuffs.
its just so so so so nice!

prac on n on.
we sat according to syf position after the break.
but i didnt though. lols. because cello had missing people.
people are always absent =(
hello, can u people be more commited to co even if u dont want to?
argh. okay, fusheng,huiling,yinglan all agrees on making a c&b tshirt too.
but all are lazy to design it =////

theres practice tml.
n then project.
n then C&B gathering!
just chatted with stacia n jocelyn.=)
they cant stand my lameness.
lols! jocelyn says im *. ~shivers~
stacia is a blur block! lols
i hvnt told stacia if im going or not. lols.
u will see me there tml stacia =P
i just had this really gay conversation with chuiying.
lols. we are going on a date early in the morning tml. lols.
okay, im going off now.
i hvnt done the chinese compo.

theres cello prac later n maybe dazu?
its from 1-6...
aw..lets hope i dont get scolding from tianlaoshi today?
because i guess i might have forgotten the fingerings or not accurate already?

sorry mandy. im broke currently.
im staying home for lunch today.
some other time k!
ure always busy too hur!
tell me the date when u settle it.
i'll treatt u lunch. lols.

im gonna cook maggimee for lunch. lols.
i hvnt done anywork....aww...i even woke up earlier specially to get a start on my work. but i meddled with my com instead-.-
okay, its 11.51am now.
i shall have a early lunch today.
cya

didnt want to go for enrichment.
chuiying called n woke me up.
i overslept, forgotten that im meeting her.
lols. sorry chui ying.

so reached sch round 8.20?
saw ryan, we took a long time to get to the lab.
went in n just stayed there till somewhere 9am before going off with dion n qihao to cd shelter.
went to self prac instead. lols.

the erhus had prac. so i was the only odd one there.
nvm, koknam switched on the player really loud!
blasting everyones ear.
played chang cheng along.
we tried playing jian kui, but our speed somehow didnt tallied.
we went round taking up percussion stuffs n those cymbals n made really loud n irritating noise.
lols. the erhu peeps started going round hunting dion.
haha. they bully him =P
played a little taidi n we went off.

went to tmall to eat mos burger with qihao,koknam&dion.
we're pathetic, there was no space, so we landed up at the staircase.
was undecided of whether retuning back to sch for enrichment cause we finished n started our lunch later.
decided to catch a movie instead.
bought the tickets for the pursuit of happyness.
the show was at 3.55pm n it was only somewhere like 2.20pm when we bought the tickets.
so we went round tmall stoned at the basement.
then round n round the building before crapping at toys-r-us.
shall have some pics up later.

because everything was planned so sudden, we were all very budget.
so..we bought drinks from ntuc.
lols. guess what we bought!
the super big packet of yeo's chrysanthynam EACH.
lols! its only 90cent. thats y we got it.
lols. its the weirdest movie experience ever lah.
as in..we were drinking from a super big packet of drink in a CINEMA.
how weird. lols. we took straws from mac =X
dion was being bullied today.
all of us were ganging up on him. lols. he says we doesnt he zuo(cooperate) with him. lols

went home after the show.
took 21 with qihao.
we were observing dion's actions opp. lols
our bus came before his! lols. -.-
okay, pictures time =X
dont kill me dion. lols

dion's swimming with the float

lols! what are u trying to do!
what a pretty helmet u have dion.
dion sent this message to kok nam by mistake when koknam is just beside him lols.

it says : show finish. coming home now. from dion

hey! look whos there!
a closer look; its dion! lols -.-

woke up at 9am.
had cello prac at 10.
well, i was late a little.
im like cello more n more.
lols. i have the urge to play it more often now. though it still gives me blisters.
tianlaoshi n the erhu teacher were so cute today.
lols. im improving? i gotta improve! lols.

went for lunch with joel n huiling.
tried the banmian? at the food court today after two years. lols
waited at mac for cy,gy,ck,qy because i didnt want to walk back to sch gate to meet them.
HUILING pangseh-ed me. she went off to interchange first.
lols. went to cy hse to do the bio project.
haha. didnt do much i guess? but i did do something lah. lols
i was told to draw the pregnant women on the A3 sheet of paper.
for once, it look quite okay n nice?
cy said : eh, i didnt know that u can drew nicely -.-
but after cy outline it with the marker, the sketches are gone n it look really weird because she didnt follow some curves here n there.

didnt get to go for my dentist cause the time over shot. i cldnt rush there because it closes at 6pm. n we only went off round 5.10++.
i went home n fell aslp till 7.30?
so..i cldnt make it in time to go back to sch.
so....i went for TKD instead!!!!!!! =)))))))
its like since so long i went back!!!!!!!!!
omg. i seriously have no mood to go for tkd on sats man..
aww...i gotta go for trainings lah. i keep forgetting poomsae lah.
i wanna go for tounament lah. my black belt!!!!!!!!!!
damn...ah beng sir is seriously very inefficient. lols.
kidding. its just because he hvnt passed me my stuffs yet.
okay. i hvnt done my chinese compo yet.
argh..dammit. so much things to be yet completed. okay. overall, today is pretty nice =)
I LOVE CELLO-ING!!!!!!!!!!!

busy week ahead

woke up round 10++ this morning.
the first feeling i had was that today was so like sunday.
i was thinking of what to do.
n i suddenly remember, yesturday's monday. so today gotta be tuesday, so theres CO prac. how dumb.
so i was using the com till round 1.45pm? then i noted the time.
so i rushed down. banging the cello against my gate once against. =X

got onto 28.
i didnt realise that no one press the bell n it overshot past the sch to tmart.
so..walked back to sch from tmart for nth n decided to carry the cello like a bag instead of holding it.
i wasnt early for prac just because the bus overshot.
practising on n on. tianlaoshi pushed me from side to side again.
like swa ku like that. as in as if i was so stiff like a robot. cause when she push, its really from left to ride and vice versa.

just got to know before the nearing of prac ending that we gonna have a syf rehearsal on 21 march.
damn. its like there seem to be so much thing to be done?
or rather touching the cello exceptionally many times.
mon : founders day rehearsal.
tue : co prac
wed : syf rehearsal
thur : might have rehearsal if mon doesnt goes well.(lets hope not)
fri : founders day
there seem to be so much rehearsal.
so lets hope i doesnt get a blister.
n after that, syf is nearing so SOON!
2 April. luckily it isnt on 1 April.
lets hope we will improve by then.
5 other schs are also having chang cheng as their chosen piece. lets hope we dont fare too badly.

i hvnt done hw yet. why is the holidays only 1week?
but yet there seem to be more activities then normal days.
there will be extra cello prac tomorrow from 10-12.
if only its longer. but tianlaoshi cant make it.
shes nice! really. shes busy with her schedule n yet she bothers to take time out to give us extra prac to improve =)
but i dont know if everyone would be able to make it for the extra prac =( its sad if not many gets to attend isnt it.

tomorrow gonna be a busy day for me?
cello prac in the morning.
project till dont know what time.
dentist at 5.
mayb i gonna change dentist to fri morning?
damn the enrichment. takes away our time.

there seems to be so much things that i have yet to touch on.
theres cnb gathering on sat.
i dont know if im confirming going yet.
cause i hvnt complete or even started on many things.
but its like, its a pity to miss it.
nvm. i shall try to rush things n get it done properly.
so that everything will be in place this week.
busy week ahead. maybe its just because i dont know how to plan my time properly

well, today isnt a that great day lah?
had lessons as usual.
ate my medicine after recess cause i was afraid i would fall aslp.
getting the result slip back today came across harder to me today.
in fact, since this year started.
because, so far from what i rmb, i dont breakdown on such matters in the past till this year.
im really sorry to those who i might have raise my voice at.
really sorry, i somehow just lost control n fears n problems just seem to came into my mind.
i tried to control, but i dont know why, i failed.

went for lunch with zhihui,jo&caiyan
its funny n interesting. lols

went for founders day rehearsal.
okay lah. normal, we still play equally as lousy.
hahas. tian lao shi is weird.
kept changing our places.
or rather, mine with other ppl.
one minute beside junyan on my left,
nxt minute huiyi on my right n no one on my left-.-
hey, seriously speaking..can all CO members listen to their sectional teacher to improve?
i seriously dont know whats wrong lah.
hearing so much nagging yet none of them are bothering to take actions to improve.
abit hardcore stubborn ah.
though im not good myself, im still trying to improve..

went off earlier.
met new peeps.
it was quite okay.
pretty interesting.
i felt like rebutting so many times halfway through.
okay i shall go have my dinner now. its already 10.27pm
swt dreams everyone.
once again, im sorry to those who were nice to me.
n thks for consoling me. really thks.

omg! omg! omg! omg!
i just finished watching hana kimi last epi =)))
but..what am i to look forward to since it ended yesturday =(((
argh..ruixi,quan,xiuyi,dashu,nanxuezhang!
till now, i still think that its really nice!! =))
i will rewatch it during the march holidays.

im lazy to blog abt what happened today.
on the brief..its pretty amazing that i got 4th in mt getting only 50/70 for mt.
for chem, its disappointing. 28/50. even lower then the previous paper.
what am i doing?!?!?!? aiming lower n lower each time round?!?!? argh, nvm.
got caught again for my hair. what shit. cut not long also kena. forget it man. im not gonna have it trim lah, its nearing the hols whats the point.

going off now.
one more thing, anyone visiting candy empire any time from now??
i want their choc mints!

hanakimi ended =((((

went for co.
felt so sleepy during prac after eating the cough n flu tablet.
my cough n flu is getting worst =(
im afraid i might pass it to my sis.
because my mum has already gotten it.

went for lunch with huiling,chuiying,koknam,fusheng,joel&junyan at yoshi(again).
hahas. i realise that recently i stepped into yoshi more.
we finished round 2.10++ n were actually supposed to meet others at 3.15 for the concert.
lols. so we all went home each n get changed n met up again.
so we didnt say bye. we said see u later.
hahas.

omgosh! after seeing dhs performance.
i felt so pathetic.
its like, our skills are of so so so much difference lah.
we're the lousier ones obviously.
okay, mayb for cello n bass lah.
because i only focus on that. lols
hanyin was performing! saw her too.
her skills are like also wow!
im so jealous.
tianling is also their teacher.
so why i there sucha big difference in our skills?
reason : no one bothers much abt practicing=(, their attitude towards cello, etc
if only everyone could work together and strive for the best though its only a cca?

for once in all the concerts i had seen before,
they had an item only on cello. bass?
its superb!
as in, all were so uniform in their gong fa, their swaying(not like ours, so stiff, abit like weird looking at), the way they express their feelings while playing.
arghh...i just felt that there are way up high like heaven n we're like way down almost to hell. =(

went for dinner at hans with huiling,stacia,catherine,shumei,huiyi,koknam,celeste,yiliang(?),joel,vick,fusheng,julian.
stacia is lols.
she kept saying : eh, can anyone tell me where are we going? im hungry already. my legs are tired.
lols. she so cute lah.
now i really missed her teaching us cello.

walked around for like half an hour ++? to look for the mrt.
lols. because we walked the wrong way?
i started laughing for nth again.
just because stacia n huiling told me that they walked all the way to chinatown while the others were still eating.
i dont know why, but when ever i look at stacia n she gives me those blur look, i find it funny.
the juniors are laughing cause i laughed. -.-
cat even took a video of me laughing-.-
so on the train, i was pretty noisy i guessed.
cause i kept laughing. n they made me laugh on purpose by giving me those stares which looks really funny.
esp fusheng.

went back home round 9++
pretty early, cause everyone had their activity n stacia was unwilling to go home?
lols. she wants to go to either marina bay or the esplanade.
but i have no idea what can we do there.
i told her, what abt watching the pursuit of happyness? but she said no.
lols. anyone wanna watch the pursuit of happyness too?

todays weather is really cold.
i find that staying in the class room is warmer then being out in the lab or anywhere.
this morning, chuiying was funny. her HAIR. lols
bought DARS milk chocolate=) the dark is nice too

went to class n started the day los.
mrs wee is seriously very sweet.
shes nice. i love her. lols.
shes nice lah. everything abt her is good.

had lessons n physics spa.
todays weather is really cold.
im still feeling cold while wearing my jacket on the way to the lab.
i have done some of the bio. some ques not done though.
okay, im going off. cya