And this is why they say "the one who hurts you most are the ones that you love the most."

Though my exams are next next week, I'm already feeling the stress. Arghhhhhh. Wish me luck. Really really need loads of it. I'm scared like seriouslyyyyyyy scared. 

Once exams are over, I'll have about 2 full months + 2 months of internship (only 1 is confirmed so far, but I do hope that I get the other one as well) to enjoy. Be it travelling, chilling or just hanging out with my friends and family back in Singapore. Can't wait for it. The sun, the warm, the food, the people, the familiarity. Can't wait, can't wait, can't wait. But before I can get all these, I have to first get through 4 papers. I have no confidence this time. Seriously no confidence on how am I going to get through the exams. I'm really scared that I can't pass my papers which I hope that will not happen because so much money, time, feelings and everything has been invested here. I don't want all these to go to waste. But ok, I do admit that I was a little too playful for consistent work. But I promise really really really to do consistent work when I am in year 2 now that I kinda know how everything works and what is expected of me. But for now, please God, I do hope that you'll help me get through my first year without any problems.

On a random note, these few months have given me a lot of insight on the different kinds of people, the reasons for their action and things I never thought of before.