experienced really a range of moods today.
firstly, it was like fine but a little moody with something.
because it wasnt really my fault but yet i will be getting punished for it which is damn -.-
whats more, the 'punishment' doesnt just last for today.
instead..it will drag over a time of period..
but then i was still feeling alright.
got to know that faggot2 is making a hell load of noise over something which she obviously did something wrong.
its because you did do something wrong thats why you're getting punished for it..so its fair and just what.
why are you complaining?!?

and then came chuiying who suddenly broke down and stuffs..
i was seriously worried for her.
as in, it was just a moment ago when i came to school with her.
saw her all fine and even drinking coffee.
was standing beside her for being late.
and yet so suddenly, things goes wrong.
that seriously made my day worst.

not having my phone with me means i cant contact anything or what to have the least idea if shes well or what.
and, i was already feeling down that my grandma was admitted into hospital last night for having a mild stroke.
so to me..i seriously do hope that people around me are well and fine.
i dont want anything to happen to them.
i might not seem as one who is so emotional, but deep down, i can get affected by the slightest thing that you might never have thought of.
i dont know how to describe how i feel.

and then next was scoldings from mdmashikin.
i seriously forgot about the knocking on the door thing.
and for that, im sorry.
and, i somewhat think that im really really very very very unlucky to be late today.
to be late when there was such a big crowd.
it can form at least 2 classes.
and whats more, i think that the humilation today was....nvm, forget it.

caiyan gave me a scare.
i guess it was really really pain for her.
but i being a friend, could yet do anything to help her-.-
and..i do want to act on my own actions to see if i could help to ease her pain.
but yet, i dont want her to think that im probing too much and maybe she wont like me doing things on my own accord for her.

i then started pondering about more stuffs.
like how fragile life is.
as in, i do know that life is fragile and stuffs and such.
but yet, the feelings i get after each things happen is way different from what i thought i might have felt.
i thought it would be nothing for me.
but it doesnt seemed the case.

got through the day and got home after lunch with caiyan,zhihui,qihao,gaoyang&chankai.
at least it brought me laughter.
but yet i still couldnt stop worrying for my grandma.
reached home and i broke down a little.
i dont know why but i just wanted to let things out.
furthermore, i think what happened on tuesday night made me worst.
my sis came home and she got a scared.
because, she has always known that i wasnt one who would tear so easily.
washed up and my sis decided to visit my grandma again with me though she just came back from there.
she was being damn nice for that.

saw my grandma.
she looked different.
as hers is not a full stroke, it wasnt that bad.
but somehow she just looked different and i badly wanted to tell her how much i cared for her.
but i just stood there while my sis talked to my grandma.
i guess i might not have learnt how to express myself out.
stayed there and went off after some time.
i wonder what my grandma will do throughout the night.
she wont have anything to do and no one will be chatting with her.
i feel sad. seriously sad.

i think i will stop here.
i cant take it again.
theres more things that are on my mind.
byebye.
everybody, do take care.

wont be replying tags today.
would reply it when i feel better.

hi.

school was the same.
just that i found out that the $1.20 noodles the school sell is really alot.
and caiyan can gobble it down way faster then me.
she finished hers when im only halfway down.

and btw, caiyan freaks me out a little today.
with her damn CNY songs.(her singing is horrible, LOLS)
and she kept leaning on me today.
well, you dont always do that right caiyan? so 你今天发什么烧啊? lols
and you reminded me about you thinking that i was a les. lols-.-
i was also thinking..'you alright? what happen to you. suddenly so weird today. lols'
and doing all those weird actions are definitely NOT funny.
i dont hope that to happen to any of my friends okay.
and i think we were damn noisy during physics. lols

i just realised that i havent been practising cello for a very long time.
as in, apart from friday and saturday during practice..
i dont practice it at home now.. =/
oh great..so i shall prepare to get scolding from tian again.
or maybe..she wont even bother scolding us now because we would not be of use any more since we're leaving..
but thats not the point.
wheres the passion for it?
okay, i better use my own cello more often now...
because i wont get to use the school's one forever.
but my bow is still hairless D=
and that doesnt make it nice to play.

homeworks homeworks and more homeworks.
but i arent starting on them. instead im doing rubbish-.-
bye people.

feeling emo. =(

YOYOYOYOYOYOYO!

lols. im damn hyper today for dont know what reason-.-
went for breakfast with caiyan.
had rotiprata and i broke three plastic fork when eating 2 pratas only and caiyan only 1 fork when eating 3pratas -.-
and caiyan was laughing with me-.-
lols, anyway, after gaoyang called caiyan, we were saying that we will be late for school.
and who knows, we really were late! hahaha!
it was already 8.15am when we just bought the bubbleteas and caiyan said 'sure can reach by 8.20am lah!'
yah..rubbish lah. lols
but still, we were still merrily strolling. lols

it was damn fun..lols.
having breakfast then strolling though being late and crapping. lols
caiyan said it was so exciting.
and so..we had to pay for being late by sitting outside GO for the whole of assembly. lols

had lessons and during chem..
i suddenly had the urge to laugh out loud. lols
really! but there was nothing funny.
so i was entertaining myself by doing funny faces.
end of chem and out of the lab we went.
and then..i dont know what started it...
but i was lol-ing when suddenly for nothing.
there wasnt even a lame joke or what.
i just laughed-.-
mrspong saw and gave me the STARES. lols!

calmed down and i started again after emaths when she released us for lunch break.
all thanks to caiyan stupid MANLY voice.

then during chinese..
we laughed again. lols
but i was better this time round.
caiyan totally lost control and abigail said my laughing madness got transferred to caiyan because she really couldnt control her laughter.
just because guowei?(i forgot his name. lols!) said pi bei instead of pi pei.
i think yunjen thinks we're mad. lols XD

physics was not that bad lah. at least i didnt laugh for nothing or hae the urge to LOL.
it was then the doing of diagnostic test and i only started at about 3.30pm.
so i was chionging lols.
whats worst, i had no idea what to write and i think i went out of topic halfway.
okay and at the end too.
because, instead of writing how to please someone..
i wrote till it was how to cheer someone up-.-
lets hope its okay.....
i knowing im lying to myself-.-
but still, im hyper. lols

junyan had tuition and so he didnt come...
and i think i suck. really suck.
lols, i mean it!
and..i keep getting distracted today that i keep playing the wrong bar..
so in conclusion...i played alot of mistake.
and.... i suck. lols XD
wah..i suck and yet im still so happy that i suck. lols
i guess im really nuts today.
but i never eat nuts leh! lols

got even more hyper when practice end..
lols, i was playing and crapping-.-
at first with juliet..
then yanting..
then nicholette.
lols. i like punching others bag. lols
caiyan, im coming for your bag next! XD
i guess im really hyper today.
lols, because i dont really usually behave so childishly in school-.-

im going to watch dou niu yao bu yao now.
so bye.
lols, i have yet to study and yet im watching shows.
and i still have to chiong history HOLIDAY homework later-.-
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

PS : im DAMN HYPER TODAY. LOLS =D

hello.
its yet another saturday.
time passes so fast hur?
i dont use to say that until the end of the year..
but now, its only the beginning and ive started to think time passes really fast.
i dont know why, but time seems to be passing faster and faster the older you grow =/

well, as usual, went for CO practice in the morning.
i dont know why, but my playing sucked like hell today.
lols, okay it always suck lah, but i think today's the worst.
especially during the start of practice.
i just cant seem to find my 音准.

went for lunch at mos.
theres new names up the board.
yuyun - public disgrace
junyan - public nuisance
me - public display -.-
leechuang - public cleaner
shihui - public loony
and theres a few more that leechuang gave.
but i cant remember it. haha

went to catch one missed call at gv tamp today.
and the actual plan was to study =/
so i brought my books for nothing.
but thats not the main thing.
the main thing is, my saturday is just gone like that.
without studying or any completion of homework at all. lols
ohmy天(i orgot who said it XP), i should stop playing.
lols, i just cant help it =X

now i see the difference between a PG and a NC16 horror movie.
lols, its just more shocks given to you.
aand..the row behind us was DAMN noisy.
practically all of us 'shh..' them i believe.
while watching the show halfway..
there would be comments like :
-you still owe me my $9.50 ah
-you already know what is this movie about why are you still so scared
-GG is good game lah. like to state game over
-eh *, im jack eh
-you know ah..actually * like * before eh..

and theres even LIVE narration for you. -.-
they even spoilt the show by saying out whats next.
* is replace for names used. forgotten what are the names anyway.

went to open plaza later because there was this fellow who is famous among aunties coming.
the crowd was..small.
lols. they even had this autograph session thing which finishes very fast.
very unlike the hanakimi one last year. lols
and..so fast, its been one year since the craze over hanakimi which i was catching during the hols that time.
koknam wanted to stalk that artiste. but i guess the mission failed. lols

i later had this laughing fits over yiliang doing one action of covering his top and bottom.
as in, it looks damn funny with him doing it. to me at least.
everytime i said the word suck or you suck to chuiying..
they would move further away-.-
they went as far as to the opposite of me-.-
and chuiying was trying to make me say that they are nice. lols

took neos with them.
and chuiying sure had a long and hard time persuading them while i was laughing. lols
went home after that while chuiying went to meet her mum for dinner.
and now..my mum has just called me to meet her at ikea to get some things for the curtains-.-
so i shall scram now. cya!
im studying tomorrow! anybody joining me? lols

i dont know how to start the post already lah.
so i shall just start, no crapping.
but got rapping. lols -.-

well, went to school today because my fever was officially gone.
and also because my mum didnt know i had a day off today too
so she just woke me and chase me to school.
i asked her whats for breakfast, because i needed to have something before i take my medicine.
she told me : banana-.-
early in the morning ask me to eat banana.
i rather eat apple eh-.-
so i made myself a cup of milo and then off i went to school.
i even got scolded for drinking milo because it was heaty.

abhishek, get well soon.
hope that accident isnt anything serious. haha

lets see what have i learnt today?
vl, ss, physics, amaths, chem, eng

didnt listen during physics because i missed yesturday's lesson.
so i was reading up on it.
and when i got to the page where the teacher was at..
i didnt understand a thing.
so i just did things on my own instead.

amaths was..
reading up on binomial theorem because i havent been listening to that chapter.
not havent been listening lah.
is..during the intro of the chapter, i didnt listen carefully.
so i got lost on the next lesson.
and today, i believe im back on track.
only that i arent sure of the one shes teaching today-.-
what the hell..
im always one step behind-.-
or maybe its a lot of steps.
the drowsiness from the medicine i took was also taking effect at the same time.
i was starting to feel sleepy ( oh damn =/)

chem was..
i forgot to bring down my worksheet because i thought she kept it for us.
so i had nothing to copy.
so i was also not really paying much attention.
further more, i want to sleep. lols

english was...
caught for sleeping/resting.
seriously, i got a total SHOCK out of my life.
i had only just rested my head on the table not long ago i think?and then the next thing was msyanti called me & caiyan to wake up.
and it was really those shocked where you jumped out of your seat.
and i was DAMN awake throughout the lesson.

and then it was TIME TO GO HOME!
but sadly, i had to find mrspong.
so yup did some maths before leaving school around 4.30pm with caiyan.

i think mrspong looks nice, but yet she looks scary too(as in, those kind you never know when will she not be nice)
i think mrspong is nice, but yet she might be freaky(as in, she might just be ticking you off the very next minute like crazy)
she gives me a different feeling everytime. lols

walked with caiyan to her bus stop which i dont know why either.
see..im nice though im sick right!
lols. kidding lah.
im not sick in the mind though!

good luck to all who are getting their O's tomorrow.
have already sent out smses to some though.
oh, i forgot to wish my cousin luck too.
but nah..hes so smart.
i doubt he wants any luck from me. lols

bye bye people.
i have loads of homework yet to be completed..
and more will come along the way.

i just wasted a mc today =/
and..zengmei, get well soon!
LOLS! THATS SPASTIC! XD

hello.
everyone's in school now.
but im not.
i cant fall asleep anymore
im not feeling sleepy =/
but there isnt much for me to do unless im studying.
and i think i rather force myself to sleep instead then.


for once i didnt like the quietness in my house.
everyone's out at work.
normally, if i just came back feeling tired and the whole house is empty..
i would like the peacefulness.
but thats not the case now.


IM BORED.
CAN SOMEONE PLEASE ENTERTAIN ME?
OKAY, NO ONE CAN DO SO BECAUSE THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO LISTEN TO LESSONS IN CLASS.


I SUDDENLY FEEL LIKE TYPING IN CAPS.
IT SEEMED SO FUN.


ITS BEEN QUITE SOME TIME SINCE I BLOGGED IN THE morning.
THATS TO MAKE THE MORNING LOOK OUTSTANDING AMONG ALL CAPS THOUGH I THINK ITS NOT REALLY OUTSTANDING.


MAYBE I SHOULD PLAY WITH THE COLOURS XD
ORANGE RED PINK YELLOW GREEN BLUE PURPLE MAROON BROWN GREY & BLACK
what the hell..
im spamming my blog post again-.-
nevermind, i shall go now.
cant think of anything to write.
bye.

i think im really sick
and being sick really isnt the thing for me.
things will either just keep getting wrong for me or i would break things.

lets see the examples below..
i forgot to bring leechuang's present to school.
i forgot to bring chem project to school either though i reminded myself to bring it this morning.
and then when i got home, i found leechuang's present in my bag-.-
@!$%&*&(#!
meaning i did remember to bring her gift..
but i forgot that i brought her gift.
wth wth wth wth

and during chem spa, i screwed things up.
again, just because i wanted to reach out for something, i knocked over my styrofoam cup-.-
and i found myself VERY stupid later.
i didnt use the cover they supplied me with during the experiment-.-!!!!

oh, and one more thing to end the day.
i seriously screwed up the amaths test today.
after getting the paper, i wanted to just give mrspong back the question paper with a empty answer script.

and, sorry abigail for shooting u off i think.
because you went paranoid about not bringing your chinese textbook when it was nothing because mrthong dont really scolds one for not bringing their textbook.
and for dont know what reason, i was also feeling pissed and irritated.

i can like just tear for nothing now too you know.
everytime when i wanna sneeze or what, my eyes would sting instead and i wont sneeze-.-
that was what happened during bio spa.
so while wearing the safety goggles..
mine could easily form a layer of mist on it.

hello.
went studying again but today wasnt productive.
wasnt feeling good in the morning when i woke up.
but i didnt know how to contact caiyan and i dont know if she has started her journey.
told my mum i didnt want to walk there and she told me to take a bus there and walk backwards because its situated between my stop and the next.
what a nice answer-.-

i was late but yet early. =D
late because i reached after 10am, early because no one was there yet.

something hilarious but horrible happened.
lols. i spilt caiyan's cup of coke on her while reaching out.
and the whole cup landed straight on her pants.
so she was stucked in the toilet for like 40mins while waiting for gaoyang to come. lols
i could have gone home and get one for her because it would be faster
but she needs accompaniment, lols.
so i was stuck in the toilet with her as well.
but for spilling the drink on caiyan, im really sorry.
its really by accident and..why was you wearing white today? lols

felt even worse later on, so i decided to come home instead.
caiyan and gaoyang came along too.
to escort me home.
so nice right!
lols, kidding lah, they came for.. i dont know why either. lols

wanted to sleep, but i cant.
because if anyone was to come into the room..
i would be scolded for leaving my friends alone for sleeping.
watched SAW IV.
its gross.
how can the director actually shoot this?
what if there were many NGs along the way?
lols, imagine those gross scenes happening again and again.

gaoyang went home first and caiyan stayed on.
so we did amaths after dinner.
but i guess we sidetrack for quite sometime before really starting.
and so, the end result is.. im DEFINITELY not prepared for the test tomorrow.

and, my mum gave a casual comment which i found it a little hurting.
because, my thermometer had ran out of battery
so i was asking her if she had one.
she couldnt find hers and she shoot me with a comment with a irritated tone : you're already having your dinner, look for thermometer for what.
i was like..am i that irritatable and am i not even comparable to a meal?

caiyan wasted my effort-.-
told her NOT to drink from my bottle because i wasnt feeling well and yet she still drank from there before going home.
-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-
oh, and i broke a glass too when i was reaching out for something.
AGAIN-.- something bad happened-.-
as in, first, i spilt caiyan drink on her.
next, i broke a cup-.-
how lucky can i get.

anyway, im going off now and i forgot that theres mock SPA for chem tomorrow-.-
bye people. sleep early

hello.
its saturday today and yup, theres dazu.

went for lunch at tm later and ate at open plaza.
played some games there and then was bored in no time.
caiyan&me went window shopping and gift shopping.
bought leechuang's birthday gift and then went off to whitesands.
lols, sorry for not saying bye to your(my juniors i meant) and pangseh-ing your.

i dont like the word cam-whore, so i will just use simple terms to describe what me and caiyan did.
we took loads of crap pictures.
and i thought 39 terminates at pasir ris interchange, so i didnt bother pressing the bell.
caiyan knew it doesnt terminates there but yet she never tell me-.-
so we almost went to hougang i think? haha
as in if we didnt get off the bus.

went window shopping at whitesands and went to get some earrings.
i lost one side of my treble clef-.-
at first we was like not intending to get much, so we said we shared.
but later part, we saw tempting earrings and thus, we both got three pairs each.
and we even have a pair of the same design.
its a alarm clock. lols
spent quite some time in the shop when we were only choosing for 3 designs.
what caiyan said was very true. haha
a few things caught my eyes.
but i dont have the MONEY now.
so i shall just wait and save for it. lols

had a red bean pie for dinner at mac.
well, i dont know what to say.
but i prefer taro turnover from BK XD
went to take a bus to downtown east.
caiyan went crazy at the interchange and it was a TOTAL DISGRACE to be SEEN standing next to HER.

we realised one thing, sometimes we really do overspend.
like, things which we thought we wont get or what, after seeing it, we might just get it almost immediatly even when it wasnt in the plan.
and thus, we ends up 'bankrupt' for the day. haha
but at least the spending is not those kinda $40 or above those kind.
its just like we brought a limited amount for certain things and everything gets used up in the end.

went to watch a movie marathon at downtown east with gaoyang, qihao, koknam, dion and obviously the TOTAL DISGRACE caiyan. haha XD
the first part for fantastic 4 was alright.
but because there wasnt like a wall to lean on..
caiyan&me lied against each other instead.
so innovative right! lols. kidding lah.
there was a short break between the two movies.
went out for a walk for a while.

was tired during the middle of the next part.
i dont know why.
totally no concentration in it at all.
so i sort of slept.
its like, im awake, but yet my mind is switch off.
because i can hear everything and see some images.
but its like just not registered into my mind.
because at the end of it, i couldnt remember what happened. lols

took 21 home and had sort of a short nap during the journey.
it was quite of a short rest and i was damn energetic when i woke up.
was somewhere after tpjc when i 'woke' up.
and i was like..
wth...why am i so energetic only now? -.-
reached home and my dad was already asleep.
so he didnt ask me anything XD
well, some things changed and yup, i return home early now. lols
as in compare to the past where i return home like after midnight?
now is really like 8pm++ or 9pm++ the latest so far as compare to the past when its like 11pm, 12am or even later.
im a good girl now. lols
kidding lah, like i am-.-

okay, im going to stone on my bed now.
so bye everyone.
have a early night rest.
oh! and i think i forgot to mention..
my buddy recieved my birthday card for her already!! XDD
haha, okay, though its early, but at least i know that it travelled safely there and isnt late for her bday. lols XD

HEY YO!
my computer is back.
but i dont know if it will last.
because the repairman didnt touch any of my files(luckily) and any program in my com.
but then, i still think that its not working right and that there might be some problems popping out in time to come =/

okay, lets talk about today shall we?
well, once again, i didnt hear my alarm ringing this morning again.
i dont know whats the damn problem with my nerves.
seems pretty dead recently ah?
and though im tired nowadays, im still nocturnal in the night-.-
but im able to sleep early at maybe like 12am ocassionally now.

was hoping lessons to pass by real soon today.
no mood i think.
and, havent been studying this week.
monday, i cant remember.
tuesday, in cd shelter which wasnt of much productivity.
wed, was fixing shawn's bday present.
thurs, went for lunch to celebrate shawn's bday and then window shopping with caiyan.
fri, which is today, had cca.
so in conclusion, i somewhat didnt study at all.
unlike the first week. so hiong. lols
i will get back to that hiong mode next week!
but i shall leave next thursday free to watch a horror movie XD

went for lunch at tmart again.
im somewhat sick of tmart. lols
but i have no idea of where else to go for lunch.
went back to school for cca.
tianlaoshi wasnt here today.
so i was the teacher instead.
lols, i dont know what your think about today..
but i dont wanna change too much thing because im afraid if tian suddenly decide to change the style of playing suddenly and your are stuck with the old one..
she will be scolding your again and if she happened to be in a bad mood, your might get the scoldings.

went home after that because i had to wait for the repairman.
had no idea what time is he coming over.
so my mum told me to go home and wait for him-.-

i guess thats all about it.
have to go to school at 8am tomorrow while my juniors get to go at 9am. =(
haha, and by the way, i think i have yet to have breakfast with my juniors yet so far eh =(
i used to have breakfast with yinglan before co in the past eh..
my dear juniors, do your want to have breakfast with me the next co prac when we all report at the same time? =D
and i do have nice juniors who listen to me XD
dont bother listening to dion or qihao because they are of bad influence.
lols XD

bye everyone.

hello there.
im here again.

my computer has officially died on me.
i couldnt switch it on at all for the past few days.
as in, it doesnt even remains switch on and jams..
it just remained OFF..
and the repairman dont wanna come down on the weekends..
so my computer has only left today-.-
using my sis laptop now which is running at only a speed of 256mb i think?
much slower then mine, so i can practically die while waiting for it to load.
but yet its more lasting then my desktop-.-

by the way, i think im damn pro last night.
after dinner and stuffs, i went into my room to try switching on the com..
but it couldnt be on, so i went to lie on my bed and listen to songs when it was only about 8pm.
and so, i fell asleep all the way till this morning.
okay, i woke up at 10plus and 2-3am plus..
but went back to sleep almost immediatly because i didnt want to do anything else other then listening to songs.
so isnt that still considered pro?
like i slept for more then 8hours on a sunday night.
its really rare that i sleep at 8pm in the night.
but yet, i seem to be in a daze the next morning.
i couldnt think properly quite frequently today.
i think i suit being nocturnal instead.

school was just the same today.
went lunching with the suzhou girls today.
okay, its chuiying, yingqi and chongmin lah.
but they are called the suzhou girls, and me the shuai-ge from suzhou.
haha, thats crap.
and by the way, sorry caiyan, for pangseh-ing u last minute.
but its really rare that the four of us could find time to have lunch together.
so far, this has been the first time we had lunch together since we were back from suzhou.

after going off because chongmin had to return to sch for vball, i was sorta frustrated or depressed after receiving a phone call.
im not gonna write it here as it might get a little offending and for safety precautions, i should just forget about it.

met norman on bus 21 while going home.
he still sort off look the same, only that he seemed fairer?
he said hes in basketball.
if so, shouldnt he get darker?
and he said hes surprised that after so long, hes still shorter then me.
haha, that was pretty funny.
but hes already 160++, so i bet he gonna be taller then me in no time since guys grow at a later age.

had a umbrella but that was somewhat equalvalent to not having one.
shared it with chuiying while walking home from the bus stop before the stadium.
we're weird right?
though the bus do stop at our stop, we still got down earlier and walked home. lols
but it was only raining after we got down the bus-.-

going to have my dinner now.
its 9pm by the way and i have loads of homework to be done =/

sometimes i do really wonder what are people thinking.

didnt went studying after school today.
reason was i think i couldnt take those everyday studying life.
been studying out since sat, and i dont think i like those kinda life.
so im gonna take a break today before resuming it tomorrow perhaps?

last night was pretty much of a emotional night for me.
had all different kinda mixed feelings.
sometimes i just feel like giving everything up.
i dont know why but i just cant seem to grasp maths easily.
my sis was even rubbing salt in.
sometimes i just wished i could just shut her off.
but still, its also thanks to her that i get past some things easily.

was just checking my mail last night and i saw a email from shenyun.
i was feeling sick of stuffs yesturday.
but after seeing that i had a mail from her, my mood went for a sudden turn.
i dont know why, but i just felt that, theres still a friend out there whose still asking on me though shes busy with her life too and though it wasnt a weekend, she sent me a email.
she hardly uses the com on other days.

about today, i went down slightly late in the morning.
made chuiying and her mum wait for me.
for that im sorry.
i slept early last night at 12plus.
but i didnt want to get up this morning.

went to tm to get a walk after school.
at the same time, went to get a birthday card for shenyun too.
her birthday is coming, its on the 21st january.
same as leechuang.
helped my sis to get feilunhai 2nd album too.
didnt want to preorder it.

walked home instead.
i dont know why i did that, but i just did.
okay, some of the songs in flh 2nd album are alright other then that xiao xiao da ren wu.
i think i like that song called Ti Amo and other songs in the album too.
not all though.

going off anyway.
no mood.

BOO!
got a scare?
lols, lame. nevermind, haha XD

well, today was the first proper day that lessons started for me.
and school gonna end so late everyday, and even later when epp kicks in.. =(
haha, the pleasure of being a sec4 = going home at 4pm on most days. -.-

mrthong looks funny/weird being my mt teacher now.
i dont know why, but i just seem to have the mood to just treat him as a normal friend instead..
rather then a teacher like how i used to before the suzhou trip.
maybe because i was used to speaking to him like a friend for 9days and crapping with him so much that he dont seem to have a disposition of being a 'strict' teacher to me now. XP

went for lunch with shirlin and zhihui later at kfc.
saw two fellows(decided not to use freaks since freaks would be a much nicer person then them) which pissed me off greatly.
let it be my fault since i didnt stay behind to look after the seats.
but still, why should we be treated like as if we were in the wrong all along?
okay, im going to talk about it since those two fellow pissed me off really much.

here goes the story :
i placed all the bags on a chair each before going next door to look for zhihui, shirlin and caiyan.
returned and found out that our seats were occupied and that the bags were shifted.
but they've already gotten their food and were starting to eat.
so i thought, okay, its my fault that i didnt look after the seat, so we shall just wait for them to finish their meal quickly before we take over the seats.
but i dont know why, there just seemed to be a problem with them that they just wasnt happy that we confronted them on the seat matter.

guessed caiyan accidentally hit onto one of them while getting her bag and thus they were unhappy?
they then said that we didnt know how to say 'excuse me'.
in the first place, they were giving us those kinda voice which sounded simply so irritated by us when i guessed we did nothing?
and, to have your seat taken when you've OBVIOUSLY placed your bag on the chairs..
its hard to be NOT pissed.

'listened' to them and said 'excuse me' in a sarcastic manner to them but not that loud either before taking zhihui's and my bag.
its already hard enough to try grabbing two bags which were tucked so tightly to the table from a distance with the next table occupied.
but yet they had to picked up zhihui's amaths textbook and threw it onto the floor just the MOMENT when i was to grab it.
and they did it RIGHT IN MY FACE.
and i mean it, RIGHT IN MY FACE!
that just totally got my nerves outta me.
that was simply ridiculous.
firstly, who were they to touch others stuff?
and next, i DIDNT ask for their HELP to pass me the book.
so why are they touching it and yet throwing it onto the ground RIGHT IN MY FACE!

and so i glared at the b*tch who threw the book.
so she was like saying to me 'what are you staring at, not happy is it!'
at that point of time, i was seriously going to blow at her i tell you.
but because i was in my school uniform, NOTHING HAPPEN TO THE BOTH OF THEM.
no matter how unpleased i am, im not gonna risk my last year in ngee ann in getting into some trouble which only puts my own future at risk.
its simply not worth it.
i seriously wanted to punched her right into her face.
i dont care if she gets a crooked nose because of that or what because if that happens, she deserved it.
they should be glad that they didnt meet me on a day when i wasnt in my school uniform or some other students who are even worse then me.

they then started being uncouth by using all kinda 'interesting' words on us and about what complaining about us and what shit.
we did the same back to them.
HOWEVER, we're CIVILISED PEOPLE.
we gave negative comments hoping that they would take into considerations for changing for the better.
so we wont bother insulting them with the words which they think they are so smart by using it.
they're just showing how uneducated they are.
shirlin and i had fun at the counters when we were so near to them and yet insulting them on how low class they can get.
shirlin even said that they were so 'in' enough to know how to use vulgarities!
lols, that was really funny at that time k!
and i got so pissed that i placed the wrong order though i obviously already knew what i had in mind. -.-
but the cashier was kind enough to change the order for me though i said nevermind because it was my fault to place the wrong order.
for that, i will say THANK YOU to her..
and that not all people are like those two who had just displayed out their ugliness.

and, BANDITO is SO COOL!
haha, stupid Bandito, what the Bandito, loser Bandito.
I LOVE BANDITO!
lols. that was crap. but BANDITO IS REAL COOL.
hah. only we know about it XD

went to complete some work after meeting up with gaoyang, qihao & chankai.
went home around 6.
tried switching on my media player but my com chose to hang on me.
so i fell asleep while waiting for it to load.
and when i woke up somewhere near 8pm, it was still jammed-.- lols
and so, i told my mum what an EVENTFUL day i had.
well, was on the phone with her while having lunch and she asked what was the commotion about.
HAHA. my mum is a educated woman.
she dont go round throwing strangers stuff around.
and she nots a auntie, shes a NICE MUM.
SHE DONT BELONG TO THE SAME CATEGORY AS THEM XDD

haha, okay, im going off now.
i shall go do some reflection instead hur? lols

by the way, happy birthday yinglan.
forgot to post this earlier-.-
my memory is getting really lousy.
maybe i will lose all my memories hur?
lols, i guess im really typing rubbish now other then the sentence for wishing yinglan happy birthday.

my dad is sleeping
my mum is watching a movie
my sis is playing online games
i am bored because i dont know what to do.
i feel like playing with anything that i dont have to clean up later or clear up if there gonna be a mess.
maybe i should take my soft toys and shove it into the printer too hur?
just like what happened to zhihui's one.
lols, i was just kidding XD
i dont torture toys.
i just play with them.
(haha, like real)

well, this is real crappy.
i had better sign off now.
i think no one understands all this talking either.
because every sentence is just so random.

i want to watch some shows too..
but there isnt any interesting to me now-.-

spams my blogpost
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THIS IS UTTER RUBBISH!

bye people.
go to bed.
its late now.
you shouldnt be seeing this actually.
gogogo!
you can do it!
(as in fall asleep)
=_='''

hello.
its already saturday today.

well, went out to try to complete my homeworks today.
but sadly, its not finished yet. lols
and today was the first day since i laughed that much for the year of 2008.

and i guess, my slippers really needs a change.
lols, i slipped twice and nearly once just while walking to the bus stop opposite 201-.-
and guess what, my position is damn cool hur!
im like proposing to someone. lols
and gaoyang was laughing damn madly about that-.-
nearly slipped again when walking home-.-
okay, its not that i dont wanna change my slippers though its already wore-out.
but, its been with me since i was p6.
so, im somehow attached to it. lols-.-
partly its also because i cant find one that i like.
and, because i have BIG FEETS XD
okay thats not a good thing either. lol
so i always wear that pair of slippers out and its really very comfy!(to me at the very least)
this pair of slippers only ran out of sole like at the end of last year?

oh, and i just recieved a email from my buddy!
wahahahahahha.
okay, i sounded like im some kinda despo-.-.-.-.-
but well, thats me lah, i do miss people who are close to me.
okay, maybe i dont look like those who does, but well i am.
that sentence dont makes sense-.-
anyway, back to it, if there isnt any problems, she will be coming over in july!
well, i do look forward to seeing her again.
but still, that would mean O's are arriving in no time.
so should i anticipate for her to come or not? lols

going off now.
bye.

hello.
its been the 2nd day since school for year 2008 has started.
and unlike other years, im still thinking that im living in 2007 still-.-
New Year's day and the eve of it just seemed to be any normal other days which seriously doesnt make me feel that a year has passed.
was talking to my juniors today before i realised my time is lag very backwards.
for example, i said..'this year wont have, next year would have' when i actually meant, last year didnt had it, but there will be one for this year.
another was when we were talking about poly's open house or what..
i was thinking..'why would we need to go for open house? its more important for the sec4s what'
and im already sec4 this year-.-
i seem to be still stuck in 2007 hur? lols

oh, and a new blister just join into my fingers family-.-
one was caused by the plucking today the other was by scalding myself accidentally that day.
and it seem that its been long since i really pluck the cello hur?
because just this little plucking could sent blisters off.

and, my throat hurts. =/
screamed at the top of my lungs today a few times because they were simply too rowdy.
okay its not screamed. its shouted.
i cant scream for goodness sake-.-

yesturday night was a really busy night. lols
it seemed lah.
because after dinner at like 8plus..
came to the room and was settling some co stuffs.
i then had to make quite a number of calls here and there which make me scared that i wont complete some work i aimed to complete in time.
in the end, i only really like start on homework at 11pm plus?
and it seemed that when im free..
i have nothing to do.
when i have things to do, my friends from primary school and others just suddenly come out from no where and chats with me.
so i was like replying them with really short answers like 'yup, dont know, ok, yes, no.'
sorry for that.

oh, and i wanna say that it was damn freaking cold this morning?!?
wore my jacket over me immediatly after getting off the bed.
my mum was shocked and asked me what had happened because i just woke up not long ago and im walking everywhere in the house with my jacket on like some kinda weirdo.

was once again late this morning-.-
i gonna be early tomorrow i tell u!
okay, not early but on time.
i dont feel like doing bio mindmaps =/
I.Hate.Mindmaps.
lols, this reminded me of one of my friends email which was something like 'i_hate_your_face@...'

i feel like sleeping now. lols
okay, im going off now. bye

hey there.
Happy New Year Everyone.

Well, i dont know if it will indeed be a 'happy' new year for me.
because..2008 would also mean for me that O's will be coming in just how many months time.
so let it just come by when its time for it.
and being 16 suddenly wont be a nice thing either.
because that meant that we're going further into life meeting more obstacles then before.
so everyone, all the best! Gambate!

and though 2007 has just passed about 3hours ago..
all memories be it bitter, sweet or sour..would be something thats worth reminscing in the times to come.
and i will certainly miss the times spent in 2007 because nothing would be the same again.
and thanks to everyone who contributed to my life in a way or another because without all those help ive gotten or the tolerance your have given me, nothing would have turn out as the way it is.
and if i pissed anyone off at anytimes..which i believe ive done that oftenly given my bull temper, im sorry for it and thanks for your graciousness.

so let this be the first post for 2008.
though i wasnt anticipating the new year..
well, the last ended off with laughters shared by few of my closer friends and thats nice enough =)
all the best everyone and Gambate! for the new year to come.
cheers!