Does justice still prevails?

My morning had been spent fruitfully today.
However, it wasn't really a happy one.

I went to the Supreme court this morning to watch my mum's boss appeal.
She could not represent the case as she was involved in the case; which I think she could definitely do a better job defending herself.
I went there with much anticipation, but only to be given disappointment.
Her attorney wasn't able to handle certain questions shot to him by the judge, and couldn't provide some of the evidence on the spot, the defendant even gave an answer to the judge before he did. =/
I guess he hadn't really studied the case well.
But I don't fancy the defendant, I find that she's a downright liar.
But reality is such isn't it?
You have to twist and turn the facts to protect your client.

I like the judges though, they do have a sense of humour, are alert, etc..
Apart from the fact that they didn't overturn the verdict because they didn't want to put the judge in charge of the case previously in a spot.
But what is this man?
One appeals in the hope of getting a fair trial and verdict, but yet the reason for why they fail is often dubious.
Sometimes, judges can't do anything either because of the law.
Law and justice can be relatives, but also, they can be enemies as well.

The session went on for 2hours plus today.
I was surprised in the beginning because the plantiff(aunty tuan's attorney) went on speaking for an hour and then the defendant went on for another hour.
I was a little amazed that there wasn't any rebuttal while he was saying his case.
Aunty tuan had a glow on her when I first met her in the morning, but the glow seem to be lost after she lost the case. =/

I am disappointed by today's outcome as well though it doesn't really concern me.

Irritated.

My day was good till I came home.
First, to see stupid replies from some people to other people.
Second, to receive stupid replies from someone on something which is downright dumb and irritating.
Third, to get lectured and accused for doing something that isn't done by me and to protect someone's butt.
I'm so in the mood to blast at the next person who talks to me.
I know that I don't have to take it to heart but still, am damn irritated for getting all these shit.

Nothing is going the way I want it to.
What's the freaking problem now?
I will break your wings even before you get to take off.

Once again, I'm feeling sad over the topic that I have mentioned before.
I don't know why I feel so but I'm feeling down just at the thought of it.

Broken key

It's 8.35am now and i ought to be sleeping!
But my mum got part of the key stuck in the lock just moments ago and her first reaction was to wake me up.
-.- seriously -.-
Am I a locksmith or do I look like one?
Why is it that the first thing she did was to wake me up and not to call a locksmith??? ._.
She was making such a fuss that I simply opened the lock and chase her to work before removing the broken key.
And now I can't fall back into sleep.
I only slept at 5am last night T.T
Ciaoz.

Happy birthday grace!

Went to get my cello case this afternoon!!!!!!
YES YES YES YES YES =DDDDDD
Okay, I wanted to get an acrylic case actually, but its way off my budget because I can get another cello at that price and so I guess a semi-hard case would make do as well =)
I like the compartment for my bow!!!! =D
It protects my bow from getting hair-less! =D
There's even a security lock for it! Hahahahahaha.

Brought home my cello case because it was bulky(one disadvantage D=) and wandered off with my mum. Hahahahahaha
She's removing her cast next fri! Like finally!
Hahaha, her left arm must be wanting a bath desperately.

Met up with the rest and played.
Hope you enjoyed it grace, though it isn't a lavish one.
Something simple and nice =D
haha.
Happy birthday!

I LOVE MY NEW CELLO CASE! =D
I have yet to receive my enrolment packageT.T

Where will those feets of yours bring you to?

Life has been so monotonousT.T
Washing up, watching dramas, reading, eating, sleeping.
That's the kinda life I'm living now.
Seems luxurious, which working adult won't want this kinda life, probably adding in shopping and that would be perfect for them.
This has been the longest break ever since education started for me.

Recessions hitting everyone but yet I spent a hundred over at borders within 1week.
And that's not inclusive of other living expenses.
I'm in a dilema if I should go out and scout for anoter temp job to maintain the money in my account.

Airfares now are downright cheap that I'm so tempted to just simply book a ticket for myself and go on a backpacking trip.
But again, who to pay for my expenses?
Haha, let's take it as if I'm day-dreaming.

My sis has registered with a uni already and she's starting school in on 2march.
There goes my dream of having a companion for march-.-
She told me previously that her course starts in April.
Rah...there goes my plan *poofs*

My cousin has finally reached.
Bye

Thankyou.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUILING & ABIGAIL! =)

My computer is now as good as a new computer with everything deleted off its memories.
Thank god I had two hard drives, so only one of it(the main one-.-) has everything deleted off.
My songs, movies, pictures...all gone.
But my whole photo collection so far wasn't saved into that spare hard disk, so now, all the pictures that were taken after MrLim's wedding are deleted T.T
Now I only have those memories left in my mind.

All my program files are deleted as well and some of the applications are as backdated as those of 2004.
Loads of updating to be done.

Hesitated about getting out of the house today from like 11plus all the way till 3plus when I finally decides to make a trip down to vch.

That's what I saw on my way from Raffles Place mrt to VCH.

Different faces everywhere, each holding a camera of their own, snapping the same scenic view as everyone else, but yet the photos that comes out of it are very different.
That's how different every person is though alike.

Can't help but to think about those good old days.
When we went there for concerts, to perform, the supper after those concerts and so much more.

What will life be like 10years down the road?
No, 10months down the road will already be very different, whatsmore 10years.

And on my way back to raffles place mrt, different memories came back to me.
That's how wonderful life can be.
Though passing through the same place, but in a different direction and different time, everything feels different.

How am I going to give enough thanks for all these memories.
It isn't something that easy to be expressed.

Something that I received unexpectedly which kept my mind pondering.
满天的流星雨，是我撒向你心头的祝福，
奔流不息的江河，是我投向你无尽的问候．
愿霏霏的雨丝洗尽你心中的烦愁，
愿金灿灿的阳光洒满你脚下路．

A fool's bliss; ignorance

How often is it that one gets moody after all the thinkings?

I have two bruise thighs now.
It's damn ugly. Lol
And caiyan...I'm sorry haha.
Really sorry, I can give you some aloe vera gel to apply on your thighs.

Played all kinds of weird games today but it was fun though.
Haha, I think that we are all saddists who enjoy getting beatings, LOL

Looked at the clock when I got home and I was pretty amazed that it was 10pm already!
Didn't felt like it was 10 at all!
I thought it was only 8 or what, no wonder shirlin looked as if she was rushing home. Haha
Time passes quickly when you are having fun yeah? :D

Meeting up again tomorrow and then having cello lesson after that.
Another meaningful day ahead!

When the weekend ends, it's time for the jc students to be back at sch again and for the poly students to rot again. Lol

Happy valentine's day!

Hey there, a sad news to start with, till now, my com is still dead:( haha

Ok, next up...
How did I spend my day? :D

Pretty good, went to 3 locations today.
paya lebar, tampines and then pasir ris.
Haha.
It was hard to wake up this morning at 9am when I had been waking up at 12pm++ almost everyday for the past two weeks?
But I'm glad I got myself out of bed rather to send an SMS to fs to say that I'm not joining them.
Haha, saw the cello casings which I fell in love with almost instantly. LOL
I can't wait to get it! Seriously:D
Damn cool, just like me. LOL ;D
Got my cello mute and so...I can start practicing in the middle of the night without having to fear the trouble of waking people up.
I can also play it whenever I want, who cares if it's 4 or 5 in the morning? Haha
Never cross the road with fs because he is DAMN dangerous.
He has sucidal thoughts, lol.

Went back to help out in co and thanks for the gifts. Haha
Hope you like mine though I didn't wrap it up this year. Lol
I think tian wants to be my valentine eh LOL.
Just kidding.

Met the WEIRD people at ehub ntuc. HAHA
Made friends with zhihui's friend!
Believe me?
I know their name!
One of them is called grace and the other is...
I'm sorry, I forgot :X
Haha

Steamboat was madness, amazing, fun, serious and all the things that you can come up with to describe it. Haha
13people squeezed into one table with one hotpot.
Hahaha, one word, fun. Haha
Imagine seeing everyone sitting and chatting and waiting calmly at one moment and the next when the lid was removed, chiong ah!!!!!! Lol
The best joke was the one on caiyan and yaoyi and indirectly shirlin. Haha
The one where cy failed to get any food upon reaching out and yy getting it so easily. Haha

It's amazing how we changed topic so randomly.
From mad laughings to sudden solemn discussions and debates, lol, politics...hais..
Haha, maybe someday we might all sit in the parliment and start debating as mps lol.

I think it will be pretty cool should we really open up a one stop center, from seekig medical aid, to counselling and then to filling a lawsuit.
Haha, imagine, how cool will that be man!
HAHAHA
I'm speaking as if I have already got a position available for me as a lawyer to be telling people to look for me in the future. Lol
Well, dare to dream! Haha:D

I'm obsessed with cabbage now!
Haha

If only time freezes and never ends,

Please be alright.

My com is dead at the moment.
I hope that it will be alright soon.
Please please please please please.
I swear that I will go and get an external hard disk this time to store all my stuffs.
Please work again, please please please please.
I almost clicked system recovery without even knowing what will happen to it.
Please, work again for me.
I will not make you work for longer then 18hrs straight again I hope.

How sad can I get when my com choose to die on me now?
My main source of entertainment._.
ok, it's better then it dying when sch starts.
But please work again, please.
ARGH!!

Went to borders today like finally!
Been saying that I want to go there, just that I didn't bother to go there.
Know why? It's because of the bus fare! -.-
And only the bus concession will be offered at a student rate for poly students, apart from that, we will be paying adult fare-.-
Damn it. Because I live so near to tp, I jolly well walked to school to and fro unless I have a lot of things or am late.
But waiting for the bus takes quite long sometimes too, might as well run to school if I'm really late-.-
But what if I decide to travel to other places?
I would have to pay adult fare-.-
Kns.

Back to borders, saw a few books that I wanted to get, but decided not to, because it aren't exactly worth my money.
Haha, but still, for the effort and thoughts of the author writing the book, it deserve to be at that price.

Guess what!
Of all things that could happen, borders at wheelock place chose to ran out of the book!
Damn damn damn damn damn damn
Parkway outlet has it though, but the problem is that I went there with the aim to get that book but yet it chose to be out of stock.
Another title was out of stock too, but I didn't want that book as much because I came to know about that book only today.
I hope to get that book soon, lest it run out of stock at borders.
Checked with other book stores but they don't carry it.
There was this book that I got that didn't had a price sticker on it and it cost me $40plus-.-
It doesn't look that expensive. LOL.
Ok, the book just have to be thick to look expensive to me, lol, but it's not thick at all-.-
I wonder how much will I be spending this hols of mine man.

Went to taka to spend the $50voucher gotten from prom. :P
Bought random stuffs because the stuff that they sells there aren't what I'm looking at now.
Got a friendship keychain and someone to share with after so many years. Haha
I think it's somewhere during sec1 when I wanted to get it but didn't want to keep the other half myself, LOL.
Imagine how embarrassing it is when the conversation goes like this :
-Chats happily-
Someone: hey, who has the other part of the keychain?
You: oh, I bought it for myself actually and the other one is at home...

Am going to charge my iPod now.
Bye:)

i guess that it's all over =)

I feel cheated-.-
Received a phone call and they said that they have a number of part-timers today, so I'm not needed; will let me know again when they need me.
kns-.-
like suddenly..I've dropped back to the 'without job' category again.

I told my dad that I wanted fish soup beehoon and he bought me chicken rice.
I'm supposed to be on a soft diet-.-
Is chicken rice anywhere near soft?!?

Cello later on, don't feel like going for it suddenly.
all thanks to the damn person-.-
Either going to scout for another job or simply live without another job-.-

So similar yet different..

Will be having my second cello lesson in about 11hrs time.
Hope that it will be fine..given that I haven't really practiced much:P
And maybe..it might be because of that reason for me to get scolding from tian and maybe lesson will seem longer then. Haha
Must set off earlier from home to avoid getting lost or being late.

Will be starting work tomorrow night at phin's.
I hope I will not get the sack there, till I decide to give them the sack instead. Haha
Job's scope will be 4hrs/shift, not bad..will still have time for other things rather then having a life which is nothing but work,sleep,work,sleep.
Not sure of the roster yet, will only know about it tomorrow.
Hope that I won't die of boredom or exhaustion tomorrow.
Life might be so boring because there isn't much customers which means there might be nothing much to do.
But life could also be exhausting because there's just so much to do in the f&b line.
Though still a customer oriented job, it will be a different experience.

A little stunned that I'm working once again so soon because everythig just seem to happen so quickly as compared to robinsons.
Robinsons : Went scouting/interview in oct, training in nov, job in dec.
Phin's : went scouting on wed, interview on fri, briefing and working on sun.
Isn't the whole process so much faster? Haha

Just a week ago, I was thinkig of what to do at home.
From this coming week onwards, I will spend my day working, cello-ing, reading, watching videos/dramas/movies and other things to keep myself entertained.
The only difference from my life now is actually only the difference of having to work now.

Is anyone going to borders or is free to go there with me??? Haha

going through it once more

Removed my right wisdom tooth today.
And now, I have officially lost 50% of my wisdom because only my top ones are left.
Wonder if I can continue going towards my dream now that half of my wisdom are gone.
Okay, judging by what I've said, I'm not anywhere sane.
Hahaha, I think its not funny eh, what about you?
Hahaha, lame.

Well, this time, the operation/surgery took 1hr-.-
It was only 20-30mins the other time.
Just because my tooth won't budge-.-
And what's amazing about it was that the tooth broke 2 of my dentist's METAL instrument-.-
Yah, and he had to use laser to cut the tooth into 2 and remove it.
It also had a curved root, like a hook, just that it isn't that curve as a hook and that made it harder to remove, because simply pulling it out would cause the gum to bleed profusely.
The feeling I had this time was worst than the previous time.
RAHHHHHHHH.......

Heard the drillings and stuff and I was like damn...
Because I didn't had any drillings the other time, it was simply cutting of my gum and then removing it.
The tooth was deeper this time round.
I could feel my jaw vibrating when he was drilling, was also worrying what if he lost control of the instrument. LOL
Broken jaw.

Saw my wisdom tooth, as expected, its small...lol, it look so much like my other back teeths.
Not any bigger.
As compared to my sis ones', its so much smaller-.-
And..its broken into two pieces -.-

Once again, the smell of the raw gum/wound would always be there.
It wasn't that bad the other time because it didn't went on for that long the other time.
It was totally disgusting.
It seem exactly the same as the air I breathe in when I was P4 when he cut my gum to expose two of my 'lost' tooth.
RAH..can't stand it, hate that smell.

And I saw the needle he used to stitch my gum, it was shaped like a hook ._.
However, I felt better after everything because unlike the previous time, I don't have to prepare myself for another surgery to remove my wisdom tooth again, unless something crops up and I hope none of it would happen.
Though I would be living on liquid food the next few days, I feeling good now.
Felt damn irritated after I left the dentist because the anesthetic wore off and I felt the pain and the damn bus made me wait for 20mins.
But I forgot about the pain as soon as I continued reading my book.
Hahahahahahaha.

After reading the book, I actually wondered if I should continue aiming to be a deputy public prosecutor/defence counsel.
Because, its hard to survive when you're not the top few, because the punishment for capital crimes concerns a life, so people would naturally look for the top ones.
And I don't know if I want to be a DPP because sometimes the accused is actually innocent =/
And I don't know if I will be able to stand looking at those gruesome pictures for certain cases(that is if I'm appointed to that case.)
But if I don't continue my aim, life would be boring, I don't fancy conveyancing, and I can't possibly only be a lawyer to handle divorce cases right?
Life would be so boring-.-
Argh....there's simply just too much time for me now that my mind keeps running wild-.-
I'm saying as if I would definitely end up as a lawyer-.-, I haven't even started poly yet.

Gonna go down to Phin's tomorrow for I don't know what reason either, the person just said he wanted to talk.
The other time, it was also on the second day after the surgery that I had to go for robinson's training and now this. -.-
My swollen face-.-
People would stare at me like I'm some kinda weirdo.
I haven't heard from Bernard & Rada Law Corp.
But its kinda expected that I won't hear from them anyway.
I know where I stand.

Talking about this, I started thinking what have I gotten myself into.
Previously, I know that I got to study loads and loads of stuffs/years before I can be a lawyer, but I just didn't expected it to be THAT much.
Was stunned after looking in depth into the modules, courses and everything else.
After poly, get into a University to get a degree, and then go for pupilage and then the bar exam and so much more!

I started thinking how I got myself that ambition and it all started with children rights.
Because I was always debating with my mum about children having children rights and was damn determined to get change the system for children right because my sis often shoots me that 'Children have no rights, don't talk about that to us.'
Yah, so because of that, my dream started growing.
And then later on in life when I realise about what's going on in the world about human and women rights and so much about the justice that I want to fight for.
Debated with my sis the other day about children rights and I realise that children indeed can't get much rights.
Because..should they really get their 'rights', the world would turn havoc.
Not saying that they can't have rights, but just that they can't have like 100% of the rights they deserve to have.
Then suddenly, one of my aim(children rights) simply went *poof*, gone...
Didn't know how to continue on fighting for children rights.
Hais hais hais hais.

I'm already thinking so far into the future._.

First annivesary

Happy first death anniversary grandma.
It has already been a year since I last saw you breathing.
So many things has happened along the way; I've passed my O's and got into the course I want.
Thanks for the memories and care you have given me and also for the support that you gave me all these years.
I hope you're doing fine.

Bought a book written by Subhas Anandan; one of Singapore's Top Criminal Lawyer, The best I could.
Love the contents in it. =D
I think I will love TP's library in the future.
Maybe the library will be my next love.

First cello lesson of the year!

I've officially taken up cello as my next hobby. Lol.
Decided to take up private lessons with tianlaoshi.
And I happily set off for her place without even searching on the net on how to get there, how smart....
Luckily qh brought me to her place then I wasn't late for lesson.
thanks ah! though you walk here and there until I don't know where. lol

Time passes damn fast I tell you!
We practiced a few new scales and some 练习曲and there you go, 1hr up.
Lessons 45mins only, but she gave me extra time! =D
Hahahahahha, randomly walked out of the place after that and I landed myself at another bus stop.
Lol, but at least there's buses leading me home from there too, gotta hunt for tian's place again next sunday.
Oh, and she gave me a red packet too! Hahahaha
I can say I can't wait for the next lesson. Lol

For those starting school tomorrow, have fun! =)

Steamboat Dinner with the clique:D

Yo!
Okay..long day today but a fun one. :D
Went to mrspong's and mrsteh's place.
Fun fun fun and fun. Hahahaha
We can simply find any games to entertain ourselves and have fun!
Hahahahaha, gambled for the first time this new year.
Didn't win much, but hey, didn't lose any money afterall!:)
Haha:p

Went to Ecp for steamboat dinner and it was pretty fun, laughing at all the stupid things.
Haha, and playing wen zi jie long with hmt people makes one whose chinese isn't that good depressed. Haha
But hey, I got an A1 for my mt afterall, so my chinese shouldn't be that bad right?? Hahahaha

Took pictures and suddenly my mind got me a little depressed.
Most of them are starting school on Monday whereas I would still be rotting at home.
Can't wait to start school, don't like the feeling of not studying for so long.
The fact that everyone will be seperating is inevitable, but I rather not have it happening.
Why can't i handle seperations well:(
We'll have lesser opportunities to hang out because of everybody's hectic schedule..
I will miss all of you like mad, the laughters and all the fun.
All the fond memories, I can't bear for it to get lesser, so keep it going ok!!

After today, our next outing seem so far away...