Happy Birthday Cai Yan!
Hope you really really really enjoy yourself.
Take good care of yourself and stay happy.
Anything, can come and find me =)
Okay, going off now.
It's already/only 11.38pm.
Just reached home and I'm dead bushed.
Friday, May 30, 2008
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
I'm back.
Haha. My modem died on Monday.
Though I didn't had the chance to use the computer...I don't know how but I simply let my time pass by me.
Let's see what I wanted to blog about the past two days=/
Monday
It was the day which I had been studying a whole week for.
Haha. Being a coward for fearing I wouldn't get what I would hope for, anyone who asked me how was the paper..I simply replied I don't know.
For it seem that all along if I commented on any of this things, it might turn out the opposite.
So I rather just shut up.
It gets really really really irritating when someone just cut into your lane for no good reason.
Especially when the pool wasn't crowded and when there were abt 2-3 other lanes available.
The conversation with mrthong via sms was damn funny =D
Met up with chuiying&yanting later before coming home to practice my cello for the fun of it.
No lah, I was just reminded of how long I haven't touch it and how unprepared I am for the exam that I'm having most likely in august.
I hope they doesn't like place it in july or what.
If not, I'm SO dead.
Chatted with huiling on the phone and randomly decided that 'ok, i shall go audition for the fun of it.'
So she helped me inform them and stuff.
Off to bed.
Tuesday
Woke up and saw the message from huiling last night.
It says that my timeslot is Today at 1pm.
I was seriously thinking 'WTH?!'
Because like what I mentioned, I didn't intended to go for it, wanted to study hard to get in through my Olvl points rather then DSA.
So..I didn't had any song in mind because I'm not ready for any shit. Not even the exam pieces, because like I said..I haven't touch it for quite some time.
But still, I didn't bother much, just had the intention to go there and get the experience.
Went to tjc after school with jingzhi.
I somehow got the 'anxiety' bug from her.
It started out great.
The students there were like very friendly?
Let's see how it goes :
Jingzhi&I walked into the school with our instruments.
Two/three guys were infront of us.
They started joking among themselves on who was a past-co boy.
And one of them suddenly turned and ask us to follow him.
But because we didn't know where was the co room and I was supposed to call huiling when I reach her school, we didn't know what to do.
So I decided to just follow Jingzhi who followed the guy.
Another friend came past and they were saying something like 'your future junior'(referring to jingzhi because she was holding nicholette's zr)
And they asked us to follow that new guy.
Walked a little more and they met this fellow friend of theirs.
They told her to bring us to the co room and so we followed her.
And everything started changing.
I'm not gonna recall about what happened again because it pisses me and agitates me off.
Seriously.
Because I knew I wasn't going there for the audition to be successful since I wasn't at all prepared, what I anticipated for was the experience I could get.
Like get to know the procedures and stuffs since I never does this before.
What I would comment was, being like a fool/idiot over there, I didn't know what to do at all.
I felt insulted.
I don't know why I felt that.
But that was definitely not my standard.
It seem as if I went there to bring shame for myself.
Was damn pissed even after a few hours.
Didn't know why was I taking it so hard.
Went home and started playing the cello.
I seriously went crazy.
Vented my anger on the strings and luckily, it didn't break.
And though my index and last finger hurt, I continued.
And now my index is swollen. and it still hurts-.-
huiling, gaoyang and caiyan, thanks.
Even when I recall it now, it gets me agitated.
Chance upon the scores for the theme for Swan Lake yesturday.
It rocks I tell you.
Im gonna master that song some day though it isn't that hard. Lols
Just have to smoothen the notes.
Wednesday
3hours of maths today.
Crazy. Haha, but I think I might know how to do it.
This isn't something good, everytime I think I know how to do something, it gets tougher later-.-
Saw yuyun!
Haha, you've grown darker.
废话。-.-
I appreciate that hug.
Really.
That movie medley themes thing irritates the guts out of me while I was in the sheng room playing with yuyun.
Its not hard actually, but it just got me irritated with all the different countings and the same notes.
Totally can't hear anything out of it.
Maybe I'm overestimating myself.
I actually forgot what I wanted to blog for today after being reminded of all the stuffs that happened the past two days.
Nevermind, I should go get a start on my homework.
Bye.
Its yet another long post right? =d
I really miss 田老师.
Haha. My modem died on Monday.
Though I didn't had the chance to use the computer...I don't know how but I simply let my time pass by me.
Let's see what I wanted to blog about the past two days=/
Monday
It was the day which I had been studying a whole week for.
Haha. Being a coward for fearing I wouldn't get what I would hope for, anyone who asked me how was the paper..I simply replied I don't know.
For it seem that all along if I commented on any of this things, it might turn out the opposite.
So I rather just shut up.
It gets really really really irritating when someone just cut into your lane for no good reason.
Especially when the pool wasn't crowded and when there were abt 2-3 other lanes available.
The conversation with mrthong via sms was damn funny =D
Met up with chuiying&yanting later before coming home to practice my cello for the fun of it.
No lah, I was just reminded of how long I haven't touch it and how unprepared I am for the exam that I'm having most likely in august.
I hope they doesn't like place it in july or what.
If not, I'm SO dead.
Chatted with huiling on the phone and randomly decided that 'ok, i shall go audition for the fun of it.'
So she helped me inform them and stuff.
Off to bed.
Tuesday
Woke up and saw the message from huiling last night.
It says that my timeslot is Today at 1pm.
I was seriously thinking 'WTH?!'
Because like what I mentioned, I didn't intended to go for it, wanted to study hard to get in through my Olvl points rather then DSA.
So..I didn't had any song in mind because I'm not ready for any shit. Not even the exam pieces, because like I said..I haven't touch it for quite some time.
But still, I didn't bother much, just had the intention to go there and get the experience.
Went to tjc after school with jingzhi.
I somehow got the 'anxiety' bug from her.
It started out great.
The students there were like very friendly?
Let's see how it goes :
Jingzhi&I walked into the school with our instruments.
Two/three guys were infront of us.
They started joking among themselves on who was a past-co boy.
And one of them suddenly turned and ask us to follow him.
But because we didn't know where was the co room and I was supposed to call huiling when I reach her school, we didn't know what to do.
So I decided to just follow Jingzhi who followed the guy.
Another friend came past and they were saying something like 'your future junior'(referring to jingzhi because she was holding nicholette's zr)
And they asked us to follow that new guy.
Walked a little more and they met this fellow friend of theirs.
They told her to bring us to the co room and so we followed her.
And everything started changing.
I'm not gonna recall about what happened again because it pisses me and agitates me off.
Seriously.
Because I knew I wasn't going there for the audition to be successful since I wasn't at all prepared, what I anticipated for was the experience I could get.
Like get to know the procedures and stuffs since I never does this before.
What I would comment was, being like a fool/idiot over there, I didn't know what to do at all.
I felt insulted.
I don't know why I felt that.
But that was definitely not my standard.
It seem as if I went there to bring shame for myself.
Was damn pissed even after a few hours.
Didn't know why was I taking it so hard.
Went home and started playing the cello.
I seriously went crazy.
Vented my anger on the strings and luckily, it didn't break.
And though my index and last finger hurt, I continued.
And now my index is swollen. and it still hurts-.-
huiling, gaoyang and caiyan, thanks.
Even when I recall it now, it gets me agitated.
Chance upon the scores for the theme for Swan Lake yesturday.
It rocks I tell you.
Im gonna master that song some day though it isn't that hard. Lols
Just have to smoothen the notes.
Wednesday
3hours of maths today.
Crazy. Haha, but I think I might know how to do it.
This isn't something good, everytime I think I know how to do something, it gets tougher later-.-
Saw yuyun!
Haha, you've grown darker.
废话。-.-
I appreciate that hug.
Really.
That movie medley themes thing irritates the guts out of me while I was in the sheng room playing with yuyun.
Its not hard actually, but it just got me irritated with all the different countings and the same notes.
Totally can't hear anything out of it.
Maybe I'm overestimating myself.
I actually forgot what I wanted to blog for today after being reminded of all the stuffs that happened the past two days.
Nevermind, I should go get a start on my homework.
Bye.
Its yet another long post right? =d
I really miss 田老师.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Hi.
So my days had been filled with chinese chinese and chinese
It quite a miracle how I survive so many days of chinese studying, but well, yeah, I survived. Lols
But it makes me really tired as well.
I couldn't get out of bed this morning and I don't know why.
I really hope that I can secure a A1 for mt.
Like afterall the things(shouldn't call it effort because I think I had not done enough) I've done, I don't know why but I'm actually scared that I won't be able to apply anything at all or rather, I've learnt nothing ._.
So please..let me get a A1 for mt.
Please please please please please.
Went to Swensen with my mum yesturday.
Had a nice time there and not to forget...the Ice-creams!
But sadly, I had to go there to study Chinese as well.
Why don't the menu have chinese either?
Maybe I can use it to study.
That's crap-.-
TJco concert.
Saw many ex-nasians there as well.
Saw Stacia!!!
Haha, I think I get what they meant by saying Bernard is less quiet now. Lols
Fusheng's waterhorse hair is gone.
Huiling was all glittery.
For the first time in history ever!
My mum told me to go and have supper with the rest after the CO concert. Lols!
I think I'm really nocturnal!
Because I soon got quite 'alive' in the night.
Lee Chuang is really fun!
My cup of tea. (LOLS! JUST KIDDING!)
Anyway, its sunday today and that means that the chi Olvl is tomorrow.
So all the best everyone whose taking it as well.
Let's kill the paper.
Hahahahaha .....
Wanna see my chinese standard?
Hi, 你好！
希望我们明天的paper会是容易的。
Kena sai._.
So my days had been filled with chinese chinese and chinese
It quite a miracle how I survive so many days of chinese studying, but well, yeah, I survived. Lols
But it makes me really tired as well.
I couldn't get out of bed this morning and I don't know why.
I really hope that I can secure a A1 for mt.
Like afterall the things(shouldn't call it effort because I think I had not done enough) I've done, I don't know why but I'm actually scared that I won't be able to apply anything at all or rather, I've learnt nothing ._.
So please..let me get a A1 for mt.
Please please please please please.
Went to Swensen with my mum yesturday.
Had a nice time there and not to forget...the Ice-creams!
But sadly, I had to go there to study Chinese as well.
Why don't the menu have chinese either?
Maybe I can use it to study.
That's crap-.-
TJco concert.
Saw many ex-nasians there as well.
Saw Stacia!!!
Haha, I think I get what they meant by saying Bernard is less quiet now. Lols
Fusheng's waterhorse hair is gone.
Huiling was all glittery.
For the first time in history ever!
My mum told me to go and have supper with the rest after the CO concert. Lols!
I think I'm really nocturnal!
Because I soon got quite 'alive' in the night.
Lee Chuang is really fun!
My cup of tea. (LOLS! JUST KIDDING!)
Anyway, its sunday today and that means that the chi Olvl is tomorrow.
So all the best everyone whose taking it as well.
Let's kill the paper.
Hahahahaha .....
Wanna see my chinese standard?
Hi, 你好！
希望我们明天的paper会是容易的。
Kena sai._.
Thursday, May 22, 2008
hellOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
byEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
That's freaking lame-.-
Well, I think Fong's lesson is not that bad afterall.
In fact, I think I might like it?
Lols. Let's leave out the fact that he goes round pin-pointing at everyone's attire.
Or maybe I don't know him yet.
So I think hhes good.
Haha.
Kept thinking that we don't have to go to school tomorrow.
I guess the last day of school thing for everyone else apart from the sec4s have got to me as well.
Hahaha.
But sadly..there's lessons tomorrow =(((((((
And school is not starting any time later but the usual.
Rah......
Caiyan : I still feel sorry. Haha.
Got annoyed by my damn fringe.
Went to get it snipped off at some random salon opposite my house.
My mum was saying, go risk your hair then, HAHAHA.
And there I go, off to the salon.
Lols. I don't know what to say about it.
But my fringe is indeed less irritating!
Trimmed the back as well.
You see...I'm all ready to sit for my MT paper.
All trimmed and proper.
Lols, indeed-.-
Huihui says shes feeling the stress for us.
Haha, interesting!
She can feel the stress for us so that we can be stress-free!!
Haha.
Btw, went to see the sitting plan for the paper and DAMN.
I'm at the 3rd seat again. -.-.-.-.-.-.-
Like how coincidental can this get man?
Class Register: 3, therefore at the 3rd seat.
MT register: ......0065?(forgot already. lols), don't know why, but also at the 3rd seat.
Like everyone's arranged in a random manner and yet I'm still at the 3rd seat.
And OMG!
Caiyan is also sitting beside me for the MT paper too.
Lols, like omg omg omg omg.
So cursed! (lols, thats kidding=D)
But well..its just like so coincidental?
Because shes also sitting beside me for internal exams.
Haha, fated lah.
Caiyan, 命中注定啦, I'm not just a Nobody.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.
How did I get Caiyan's spastic-ness?
Omg. *shields it away*
Haha, LAME!!!!!
Bye.
byEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
That's freaking lame-.-
Well, I think Fong's lesson is not that bad afterall.
In fact, I think I might like it?
Lols. Let's leave out the fact that he goes round pin-pointing at everyone's attire.
Or maybe I don't know him yet.
So I think hhes good.
Haha.
Kept thinking that we don't have to go to school tomorrow.
I guess the last day of school thing for everyone else apart from the sec4s have got to me as well.
Hahaha.
But sadly..there's lessons tomorrow =(((((((
And school is not starting any time later but the usual.
Rah......
Caiyan : I still feel sorry. Haha.
Got annoyed by my damn fringe.
Went to get it snipped off at some random salon opposite my house.
My mum was saying, go risk your hair then, HAHAHA.
And there I go, off to the salon.
Lols. I don't know what to say about it.
But my fringe is indeed less irritating!
Trimmed the back as well.
You see...I'm all ready to sit for my MT paper.
All trimmed and proper.
Lols, indeed-.-
Huihui says shes feeling the stress for us.
Haha, interesting!
She can feel the stress for us so that we can be stress-free!!
Haha.
Btw, went to see the sitting plan for the paper and DAMN.
I'm at the 3rd seat again. -.-.-.-.-.-.-
Like how coincidental can this get man?
Class Register: 3, therefore at the 3rd seat.
MT register: ......0065?(forgot already. lols), don't know why, but also at the 3rd seat.
Like everyone's arranged in a random manner and yet I'm still at the 3rd seat.
And OMG!
Caiyan is also sitting beside me for the MT paper too.
Lols, like omg omg omg omg.
So cursed! (lols, thats kidding=D)
But well..its just like so coincidental?
Because shes also sitting beside me for internal exams.
Haha, fated lah.
Caiyan, 命中注定啦, I'm not just a Nobody.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.
How did I get Caiyan's spastic-ness?
Omg. *shields it away*
Haha, LAME!!!!!
Bye.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
YO!
Okay, I don't know why am I feeling so hyper now.
Haha. Might be because of the swim I just had. XD
Well..This week is supposingly the MT intensive week to prepare us for Olvl Chinese next week.
But yesturday was like even worse then a normal MT lesson?
The teachers must be thinking that they have the whole day to teach MT.
Must be Must be.
I think I learnt something after having SunTao's lesson.
Time seemed to pass by fast too!
And the girls were quiet as well.
Haha, shes not bad =D
WangQiang..less capable as her. Lols.
Omg, I'm making myself sounding like some critics.
I find him very entertaining.
Him, not his lessons.
Just as like what Caiyan said, he is teaching in his own LaLaLand and speaking to himself.
Certain phrases said by him sounded funny too.
I heard that we will get a taste of LeiMee & Fong as well. -.-
Seems as if this is a time for us to experience all the different kinda MT teachers in the school way of teaching.
Went to tm after school.
Bought a chinese assessment book. Lols.
Sudden enthusiasm.
My mum might be nagging at me again.
Because I hardly touch assessments(in fact..unless it is needed to be handed in, then will I do. lols-.- my mum has also decided not to get any since I doesn't do it. lols)
and now I'm getting one without asking her.
Lols, gonna pia for MT and finish that book by Sat night before meeting Caiyan on Sunday.
We will be marking each other's book and the loser have to treat the other fellow lunch. Lols!
Saw this guy dipped in the pool and swam for one lap and off he went to sun tan.
After that, he came into the pool and dipped himself again and went off without swimming.
Weird isn't he?
If he just wanted to cool himself down or what..
He could possibly have just gone to the tap and shower himself?
Why does he need to enter the pool?
Lols, maybe he likes the chlorine smell to be on him
LOLS!
One dumb thing I did today.
I totally forgot that the seniors are performing for tapestry too.
So I asked some if they wanted to go catch it.
Only remembered about it after receiving replies from them like 'I'm performing'
Lols, felt damn dumb =X
Off to do my chinese assessment!
Lols. -.-
Okay, I don't know why am I feeling so hyper now.
Haha. Might be because of the swim I just had. XD
Well..This week is supposingly the MT intensive week to prepare us for Olvl Chinese next week.
But yesturday was like even worse then a normal MT lesson?
The teachers must be thinking that they have the whole day to teach MT.
Must be Must be.
I think I learnt something after having SunTao's lesson.
Time seemed to pass by fast too!
And the girls were quiet as well.
Haha, shes not bad =D
WangQiang..less capable as her. Lols.
Omg, I'm making myself sounding like some critics.
I find him very entertaining.
Him, not his lessons.
Just as like what Caiyan said, he is teaching in his own LaLaLand and speaking to himself.
Certain phrases said by him sounded funny too.
I heard that we will get a taste of LeiMee & Fong as well. -.-
Seems as if this is a time for us to experience all the different kinda MT teachers in the school way of teaching.
Went to tm after school.
Bought a chinese assessment book. Lols.
Sudden enthusiasm.
My mum might be nagging at me again.
Because I hardly touch assessments(in fact..unless it is needed to be handed in, then will I do. lols-.- my mum has also decided not to get any since I doesn't do it. lols)
and now I'm getting one without asking her.
Lols, gonna pia for MT and finish that book by Sat night before meeting Caiyan on Sunday.
We will be marking each other's book and the loser have to treat the other fellow lunch. Lols!
Saw this guy dipped in the pool and swam for one lap and off he went to sun tan.
After that, he came into the pool and dipped himself again and went off without swimming.
Weird isn't he?
If he just wanted to cool himself down or what..
He could possibly have just gone to the tap and shower himself?
Why does he need to enter the pool?
Lols, maybe he likes the chlorine smell to be on him
LOLS!
One dumb thing I did today.
I totally forgot that the seniors are performing for tapestry too.
So I asked some if they wanted to go catch it.
Only remembered about it after receiving replies from them like 'I'm performing'
Lols, felt damn dumb =X
Off to do my chinese assessment!
Lols. -.-
Monday, May 19, 2008
Friday, May 16, 2008
Hi.
I don't know whats with that sudden uproar of mine.
So much vulgarities used-.-
And I would still work on maths despite hating it.
Let's see what happened today.
Woke up in the morning having diarrhoea -.-
Don't know why either.
So I went down late in meeting chuiying.
Sorry..I'm really sorry.
Been going down late-.-
Either for waking up late or what-.-.-.-.-
Luckily, I found my diarrhoea pills before leaving home.
Guess that saved me.
I can't stand the way Yongyuan commented today.
It was like not our fault or that we're insisting on doing things that way?
We were just going round to give the envelopes earlier so that everyone won't like have to rush around because it was already like nearing 12pm?
And yet he made it seem as if we insisted on having a second round of donations.
Hello?!? We wasn't the one who came up with this. We were just carrying out the actions planned by you all?
We know that not many will donate a second time.
But we didn't phrase it in the way that they HAVE to donate once again?
We merely said that if they have cash to spare and can afford to, we would appreciate any amount donated by them.
And giving only to the sec1s and stopping at it might make others feel why are we like only focusing on the sec1s and like not bothering about the others just like what happened during the sports day?
And the sec1s might be thinking why only are they required to foot out extra?
By choosing classes to pass the envelope and not to, it might make us seem as if we're picking and not accepting whatever we got?
Surely many would be unhappy, but its best to at least pacify most and do things the way that seem to be more impartial isn't it?
Seeing those smses sent by my juniors makes me feel sad.
Really. I felt helpless.
I don't really know how to phrase the feelings I was having but I am just feeling sad about it.
Now that the weekends are approaching...I'm actually feeling rather lost.
Like I don't know what to do.
I know I'm suppose to be studying.
But apart from that, I can't help but have that lost feeling in me.
It seem that not having anymore CO practices is making me rather depressed and lost actually.
I knew I would miss everything before stepping down, but I didn't know that it was that bad.
Though I know I can still go down and practice since I'm still having a cello exam yet to be taken..The feeling is different.
When I went down on Wednesday to help with the scores.. while walking to CD shelter, I don't know why but just felt differently and as if I wasn't welcomed anymore.
sorry, emo-ing.
I don't know whats with that sudden uproar of mine.
So much vulgarities used-.-
And I would still work on maths despite hating it.
Let's see what happened today.
Woke up in the morning having diarrhoea -.-
Don't know why either.
So I went down late in meeting chuiying.
Sorry..I'm really sorry.
Been going down late-.-
Either for waking up late or what-.-.-.-.-
Luckily, I found my diarrhoea pills before leaving home.
Guess that saved me.
I can't stand the way Yongyuan commented today.
It was like not our fault or that we're insisting on doing things that way?
We were just going round to give the envelopes earlier so that everyone won't like have to rush around because it was already like nearing 12pm?
And yet he made it seem as if we insisted on having a second round of donations.
Hello?!? We wasn't the one who came up with this. We were just carrying out the actions planned by you all?
We know that not many will donate a second time.
But we didn't phrase it in the way that they HAVE to donate once again?
We merely said that if they have cash to spare and can afford to, we would appreciate any amount donated by them.
And giving only to the sec1s and stopping at it might make others feel why are we like only focusing on the sec1s and like not bothering about the others just like what happened during the sports day?
And the sec1s might be thinking why only are they required to foot out extra?
By choosing classes to pass the envelope and not to, it might make us seem as if we're picking and not accepting whatever we got?
Surely many would be unhappy, but its best to at least pacify most and do things the way that seem to be more impartial isn't it?
Seeing those smses sent by my juniors makes me feel sad.
Really. I felt helpless.
I don't really know how to phrase the feelings I was having but I am just feeling sad about it.
Now that the weekends are approaching...I'm actually feeling rather lost.
Like I don't know what to do.
I know I'm suppose to be studying.
But apart from that, I can't help but have that lost feeling in me.
It seem that not having anymore CO practices is making me rather depressed and lost actually.
I knew I would miss everything before stepping down, but I didn't know that it was that bad.
Though I know I can still go down and practice since I'm still having a cello exam yet to be taken..The feeling is different.
When I went down on Wednesday to help with the scores.. while walking to CD shelter, I don't know why but just felt differently and as if I wasn't welcomed anymore.
sorry, emo-ing.
Thursday, May 15, 2008
I'm feeling VERY pissed right now.
I don't know the reason for it either.
I don't know what started it and I feel like banging the wall to vent my frustrations.
what the fuck.
To add on, I don't know why but am just reminded of my bio and physics marks.
Okay, I know I didn't score well for either.
But what I just wanna rant about is that I studied like crazy for physics this time and yet what have I gotten?
SHIT RESULTS.
I spent like so much time on physics such that I neglected the others as well.
But yet why is it still like SHIT!
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
And because of it I screwed others as well because of the failure in planning my time well.
I spent lesser time on bio and yet for now at least(without section C)..it seemed that I gonna do better for it then physics.
My mood now is really like shit?
SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT.
DAMN IT.
Yuyun, I'm sorry.
I felt glad for you while looking at what you type though I wasn't in a good mood.
But I couldn't stand it when you shot me that sentence that I simply replied 'haha ok'.
I seriously couldn't stand it.
What's the damn fucking problem with me man!?!
Physics is just simply killing me.
And I really really really really hate maths. >:'(((((((((((((((((((
I don't know the reason for it either.
I don't know what started it and I feel like banging the wall to vent my frustrations.
what the fuck.
To add on, I don't know why but am just reminded of my bio and physics marks.
Okay, I know I didn't score well for either.
But what I just wanna rant about is that I studied like crazy for physics this time and yet what have I gotten?
SHIT RESULTS.
I spent like so much time on physics such that I neglected the others as well.
But yet why is it still like SHIT!
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
And because of it I screwed others as well because of the failure in planning my time well.
I spent lesser time on bio and yet for now at least(without section C)..it seemed that I gonna do better for it then physics.
My mood now is really like shit?
SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT.
DAMN IT.
Yuyun, I'm sorry.
I felt glad for you while looking at what you type though I wasn't in a good mood.
But I couldn't stand it when you shot me that sentence that I simply replied 'haha ok'.
I seriously couldn't stand it.
What's the damn fucking problem with me man!?!
Physics is just simply killing me.
And I really really really really hate maths. >:'(((((((((((((((((((
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Tried to escape but I don't think my conscious will let me off if this continues.
Though I seriously started earlier on the subjects, what I've gotten is seriously shit.
I think I might be thinking that just because I started earlier meant that I've studied more?
Maybe that's not the case.
I should stop finding excuses for myself.
After getting back the papers for combine humanities yesturday, I felt scared.
Seriously scared.
But I don't know where to start from.
* said something to me.
But the thing is, I'm not like you.
Don't come and tell me at least I didn't fail all my subjects.
That's not the point.
I know what I want and where I'm aiming for.
But the point is I'm not yet working on it.
So don't come and tell me that because that is not what I'm aiming for.
Though I seriously started earlier on the subjects, what I've gotten is seriously shit.
I think I might be thinking that just because I started earlier meant that I've studied more?
Maybe that's not the case.
I should stop finding excuses for myself.
After getting back the papers for combine humanities yesturday, I felt scared.
Seriously scared.
But I don't know where to start from.
* said something to me.
But the thing is, I'm not like you.
Don't come and tell me at least I didn't fail all my subjects.
That's not the point.
I know what I want and where I'm aiming for.
But the point is I'm not yet working on it.
So don't come and tell me that because that is not what I'm aiming for.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
I think this piece is pretty nice.
Saw it on Vick's link and decided to have a look.
久石讓 Joe Hisaishi Asia Dream Song
Another piece that I find it nice : 久石譲 － Spring
Does anyone have the song?
I didn't mean to behave so insane-ly today.
But that is one way where I would stop myself from thinking about other things.
Sorry for being a disgrace.
Saw it on Vick's link and decided to have a look.
久石讓 Joe Hisaishi Asia Dream Song
Another piece that I find it nice : 久石譲 － Spring
Does anyone have the song?
I didn't mean to behave so insane-ly today.
But that is one way where I would stop myself from thinking about other things.
Sorry for being a disgrace.
Monday, May 12, 2008
I screwed things up for myself again-.-
I sort of accept the others but not for physics!
Because I started on it the earliest.
For the others like amaths, I knew I won't be able to get it.
I know I suck but everything for today is very disappointing.
Even MT.
Not say I'm good in it or what..just feeling....
I wanted to go swimming today.
Which I did.
I know I would appreciate a swim after getting any result.
If its for the good, a relieve.
If its for the bad, to tire myself out.
Guess what I heard from some people.
Translated from another language(its pretty obvious that the other language I understand is chinese-.-) :
From # to %: Don't talk to me about my result. So far from the marks I got, my L1R5 is 4. *looks pissed*
What a failure I am.
I see the dark clouds ahead-.-
I sort of accept the others but not for physics!
Because I started on it the earliest.
For the others like amaths, I knew I won't be able to get it.
I know I suck but everything for today is very disappointing.
Even MT.
Not say I'm good in it or what..just feeling....
I wanted to go swimming today.
Which I did.
I know I would appreciate a swim after getting any result.
If its for the good, a relieve.
If its for the bad, to tire myself out.
Guess what I heard from some people.
Translated from another language(its pretty obvious that the other language I understand is chinese-.-) :
From # to %: Don't talk to me about my result. So far from the marks I got, my L1R5 is 4. *looks pissed*
What a failure I am.
I see the dark clouds ahead-.-
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Happy Mother's Day!
Okay, I wrote 'Happy Mummy Day' on the cake for my mum. Lols
Felt like writing mummy instead of mother.
Left out the 's because the cake didn't had space for it. Lols.
Dozed off before I could wish my mum happy mother's day last night. =(
Guess it was due to sleeping late on friday and waking up early yesturday.
But still, chatted with both huiyi and yuyun. Lols.
From which, I got to know some things...
That sentence made it seem as though they were some complain queens or what-.-
No they aren't ones. =)
I was up early this morning! Hahaha.
Okay, lame-.-
Went to the temple with my mum and my aunt and my sis.
Went to wish my grandma happy mother's day. Lols
And my mum sort of bought a feast for my grandma.
Rather, I should say a fruit feast. Haha
She brought over the cake that I baked for her too. Lols.
Talking about the cake..I think I seriously have no patience. Hahaha.
Because of my patience..there was foam forming on the mixture when there wasn't suppoed to be any.
The others were having fun laughing at me =/
Okay, I'm still feeling sleepy. Have yet to re-energise myself with sufficient sleep.
I have two blisters on my feets now.
All thanks to my shoe-.-
It didn't gave me any trouble before I washed it.
But now its washed, it gave me blisters-.-
Shawn!
Okay, I wrote 'Happy Mummy Day' on the cake for my mum. Lols
Felt like writing mummy instead of mother.
Left out the 's because the cake didn't had space for it. Lols.
Dozed off before I could wish my mum happy mother's day last night. =(
Guess it was due to sleeping late on friday and waking up early yesturday.
But still, chatted with both huiyi and yuyun. Lols.
From which, I got to know some things...
That sentence made it seem as though they were some complain queens or what-.-
No they aren't ones. =)
I was up early this morning! Hahaha.
Okay, lame-.-
Went to the temple with my mum and my aunt and my sis.
Went to wish my grandma happy mother's day. Lols
And my mum sort of bought a feast for my grandma.
Rather, I should say a fruit feast. Haha
She brought over the cake that I baked for her too. Lols.
Talking about the cake..I think I seriously have no patience. Hahaha.
Because of my patience..there was foam forming on the mixture when there wasn't suppoed to be any.
The others were having fun laughing at me =/
Okay, I'm still feeling sleepy. Have yet to re-energise myself with sufficient sleep.
I have two blisters on my feets now.
All thanks to my shoe-.-
It didn't gave me any trouble before I washed it.
But now its washed, it gave me blisters-.-
PICTURES
the cake. haha
Guess who is behind the glass!
Dion just wanted me to snap him that he just kept taking the eclipse box away
Funny Ranon =d
Shawn!He was wearing a couple tee with ranon that day! Haha XD
Friday, May 09, 2008
Omg!
I just heard my sis talking over the phone that one of her secondary mate is getting married!
Haha, I was like wth?
Because, they are only 22 this year?
And yet tying the knot as such a young age?
Okay, its not that young anyway, but a little Wow to me.
Whoops! I disclosed my sis age.
HAHAHAHAHa. LAME. okay, whatever 0.0
To think that they still keep in touch until now.
So sweet isn't it? =/
I'm actually jealous that shes still in contact with her old friends.
Even those as far back as kindergarten!
But thats provided if they went to the same primary school as her.
HAHAHAHA.
I sound retarded-.-
I hate moodswings.
I just heard my sis talking over the phone that one of her secondary mate is getting married!
Haha, I was like wth?
Because, they are only 22 this year?
And yet tying the knot as such a young age?
Okay, its not that young anyway, but a little Wow to me.
Whoops! I disclosed my sis age.
HAHAHAHAHa. LAME. okay, whatever 0.0
To think that they still keep in touch until now.
So sweet isn't it? =/
I'm actually jealous that shes still in contact with her old friends.
Even those as far back as kindergarten!
But thats provided if they went to the same primary school as her.
HAHAHAHA.
I sound retarded-.-
I hate moodswings.
Thursday, May 08, 2008
Hi there!
I'm back.
Been quite a time since I last came yeah? =d
I think it has also been a very long time since I abstain away from my blog though I continued viewing others.
Well, Mid-Years are over today.
Like finally. Haha.
And I'm gonna take a break and put down all troubles that I had been containing and hopfully get over it before getting back up again.
Might have said many times that I'm back up or what.
But I guess I had never been ready all this while.
The mid-years this time round, has been a different one for me this time either.
Since the last, I had never once dreamt of my grandma again yet so far.
I don't know if I mention before, but that dream was really really really really very realistic at that point of time.
I practically felt the warm from my grandma.
It was very real and I woke up crying.
I had never once experience such a dream so real before.
Is it real? Or just an illusion?
Maybe theres such a thing called spirits?
I don't know. I don't believe in that.
But to have my grandma back with me again, I would believe in it.
But no, I should wish her all the best and get going.
I think I drifted.
Got a little emotional.
Now, okay back to the present. (thats also what matters isn't it?)
I didn't had the mood to continue studying yesturday.
It felt to me as if yesturday was the last paper when theres still one major one today; not including mt listening-.-
And my mum was nagging at me last night too.
Haha, for once after so long..I joined her in the living room and she chased me back to my room.
And so I sort of had a interesting chat or is it argument with her? Haha.
Its not either actually. Sounded more like a joke of the day for us instead.
I think Bio is pretty screwed.
I don't even know if I will pass.
Practically didn't studied for it-.-
Couldn't decide where to go after both papers.
Haha, there wasn't any post exam mood at all. Lols.
Guess the mood came for me one day earlier-.-
Been spending ALOT this week.
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN.
And its really alot.
Omg Omg Omg Omg Omg.
It was only 3plus noon when we were leaving.
Everyone headed home but I didn't felt like doing so.
So I alighted and transferred to 21.
I dropped my wallet-.-
Damn dumb.
Luckily Jo and Caiyan were on the bus.
So Jo noted it and I got it.
Seriously..it was 'Phew'
Because I had quite some bit of cash in there.
And so, I headed to TM instead.
Went to look at the new Popular Bookstore.
Spent $20++ there-.-
I wonder how did I spent that much money.
What's more it isn't on books -.-.-.-.-
There are many design and colours of ribbons selling there now! =D
Got tempted, and yup, I bought some. Haha. Stupid-.-
That wasn't the end of it.
Continued shopping at other shops.
But sadly, nothing I bought was for myself-.-
Rah..the total amount I spent today was like over $50?!?
Without even having the basic intention to shop at all, I simply just spent $50++ today-.-
And so..I pronounce myself broke for the week.
=(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
Well, but I think that made my mood went for the better.
I didn't know buying things for others could make me happy as well =D
Wanted to catch a movie.
But I had only $5 left on me so I didn't bother checking out the shows available either.
Tell me which idiot had no intention to spend much of it at all and spent it all later so randomly?-.-
Oh! and I saw a crowd near the MRT.
There was the banner of 'the Showdown' displayed.
There were also some celebrities like the police in 'Police&Thief' and Paul Twohill(in ancient dressing)
Lols, they were doing stupid acts-.-
Came home and here I am.
Take care everybody! =)
Won't be replying old tags because I think its a little outdated hur? =)
I'm back.
Been quite a time since I last came yeah? =d
I think it has also been a very long time since I abstain away from my blog though I continued viewing others.
Well, Mid-Years are over today.
Like finally. Haha.
And I'm gonna take a break and put down all troubles that I had been containing and hopfully get over it before getting back up again.
Might have said many times that I'm back up or what.
But I guess I had never been ready all this while.
The mid-years this time round, has been a different one for me this time either.
Since the last, I had never once dreamt of my grandma again yet so far.
I don't know if I mention before, but that dream was really really really really very realistic at that point of time.
I practically felt the warm from my grandma.
It was very real and I woke up crying.
I had never once experience such a dream so real before.
Is it real? Or just an illusion?
Maybe theres such a thing called spirits?
I don't know. I don't believe in that.
But to have my grandma back with me again, I would believe in it.
But no, I should wish her all the best and get going.
I think I drifted.
Got a little emotional.
Now, okay back to the present. (thats also what matters isn't it?)
I didn't had the mood to continue studying yesturday.
It felt to me as if yesturday was the last paper when theres still one major one today; not including mt listening-.-
And my mum was nagging at me last night too.
Haha, for once after so long..I joined her in the living room and she chased me back to my room.
And so I sort of had a interesting chat or is it argument with her? Haha.
Its not either actually. Sounded more like a joke of the day for us instead.
I think Bio is pretty screwed.
I don't even know if I will pass.
Practically didn't studied for it-.-
Couldn't decide where to go after both papers.
Haha, there wasn't any post exam mood at all. Lols.
Guess the mood came for me one day earlier-.-
Been spending ALOT this week.
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN.
And its really alot.
Omg Omg Omg Omg Omg.
It was only 3plus noon when we were leaving.
Everyone headed home but I didn't felt like doing so.
So I alighted and transferred to 21.
I dropped my wallet-.-
Damn dumb.
Luckily Jo and Caiyan were on the bus.
So Jo noted it and I got it.
Seriously..it was 'Phew'
Because I had quite some bit of cash in there.
And so, I headed to TM instead.
Went to look at the new Popular Bookstore.
Spent $20++ there-.-
I wonder how did I spent that much money.
What's more it isn't on books -.-.-.-.-
There are many design and colours of ribbons selling there now! =D
Got tempted, and yup, I bought some. Haha. Stupid-.-
That wasn't the end of it.
Continued shopping at other shops.
But sadly, nothing I bought was for myself-.-
Rah..the total amount I spent today was like over $50?!?
Without even having the basic intention to shop at all, I simply just spent $50++ today-.-
And so..I pronounce myself broke for the week.
=(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
Well, but I think that made my mood went for the better.
I didn't know buying things for others could make me happy as well =D
Wanted to catch a movie.
But I had only $5 left on me so I didn't bother checking out the shows available either.
Tell me which idiot had no intention to spend much of it at all and spent it all later so randomly?-.-
Oh! and I saw a crowd near the MRT.
There was the banner of 'the Showdown' displayed.
There were also some celebrities like the police in 'Police&Thief' and Paul Twohill(in ancient dressing)
Lols, they were doing stupid acts-.-
Came home and here I am.
Take care everybody! =)
Won't be replying old tags because I think its a little outdated hur? =)
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