Can't help but stop thinking 'I don't want to go back!!'
Never want to stay home so badly before.
I want to be by my mum's side physically. T.T

我的痛苦又有谁会知道呢。

So much has happened in the past 13 weeks since I left for Birmingham.
Life for me has it's ups and downs, good and bad, joy and sorrow.
Made some friends, lost some friends.This is saddening but I don't know what can I do for it is not within my control.
Learnt some experiences which made me felt that all battles will be fought by myself eventually.

看到您这个样子，我的心好痛。
但我又不能说出来，不能让您操心。
您一定要答应我，勇敢和坚强的走下去，克服病魔。