I took 49mins to type a simple letter in chinese that is only 10 sentences long.
Totally what the .............
Letter writing has never been so tough for me.
Not even those letters that we drafted in class have used up these much of my brain cells.
And I'm totally exhausted now lol.

Nights

Sometimes I tend to not know what am I doing and I get lost.
I don't know what am I doing.

Just like why I was practicing my cello just now cause I missed it suddenly.
But yet again, when at CS this morning, I didnt feel like playing at all. Like I was just playing for the sake of playing and I don't feel happy playing.

I don't know what am I thinking.

On a sidenote, after the long wait and rewatching of the movies from book 1-6, I've finally watched hp 7 part 2 last night! and I like it alot.
The ending might be crap, I mean as compared to the entire movie, but nonetheless, I still like it very much.
Others may say that it wasn't as good as expected, but because I didn't set any expectations for it, so I'm satisfied with it. And I'm veryyy sad that it ended just like that. Felt like a part of me just died/ended like that.
All the time spent waiting for the books to be out, reading the books, over and again for don't know how many times, getting emotional over the contents of a book, yes, the book where Dumbledore died  first taught me how to have emotions. LOL.
Farewell to my first true love. LOL

it's a happy day today!
even though we helped in a veryyyyyyy small way like just helping to cut the cakes for the folks, i'm glad i did that because i didn't get to do that for my grandma.
and it feels good to serve them in any manner to thank them for staying strong.

bought a new school bag for myself! haha it's been 4 years since i last bought a backpack for myself! hahaha
andddddd i'm changing specs soon! nothing fascinating but yah, haha.

byeeeeeeee

A

Am still trying to convince myself that I made the right choice.
I knew it would be tough, but I never expected it to be hurtful.
I don't want to fight on anymore because I feel that it ain't worth my effort.
I know if I hang on and look back next time, I would be so glad that I survive through.
But the problem now is to even hang on.
But one thing I can't deny is that without these assholes, I wouldn't be aware of how many awesomes are there around me.