Just a random note.
It has already been 6 years and 3 months since I had my cello! Isn't that so amazing!?
Hahaha like 6 years just passed like that and I have been having this cello in my home for 6 years!

And to think that I once left it alone in the corner of my house for 2 years and used the cello that I brought home from nas instead despite the inconvenience just because my cello's bridge was too high that it hurts after playing awhile.
I've also got use to being an obstruction in public with my cello for 6 years! LOL
This is all so unbelievableeeeeee. Hahaha

But sadly, after 6 years, my standard is only like that. Nothing amazing.
But still.... I'm very amazed by the fact that my cello is 6 years old already! hahahaha

I had a kinda fun yet crazy yet exhausting weekend!
Had food poisoning since tue night all the way till sat.
Just when I thought I was better on thur, I WAS WRONG.
That was in fact the worst I've felt.
And one freaking trip to CGH in the wee hours was only 1/10 the cost as compared to the consultation plus medication fee.
Crazyyyyyy. How is this affordable healthcare?!

Anyway, so yah, spent thur and friday at home and I felt that I was staying home wayyyyy too long already.
And then sun was madness cause a few of us had to prepare for a last minute performance and omgggggggg.
I feel so sorry that I didn't get to play my best but too much fear overcomed me already! so exposed! so quiet! so cold! so scary! and everything!
And I'm never going to wear contacts when practicing cello again anymore cause I realise that my eyes gets too complacent and lazy that it's getting clear vision wherever it looks that it causes my brain to not even focus-.-
I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooo sorry yuren! lol.
The onlyyyyyyyy thing I can hope for is that no one saw through my smoking skills apart from ourselves but I don't know.
So embarrassingggg. Hais.
I hope that they will have a very happy wedding though!
HAHAHAH I THINK THIS STATEMENT OF MINE MAKES IT SEEM AS IF YUREN IS THE ONE GETTING MARRIED LOL!

I got my retribution for I was haunted by the song the entire night!!!!!!
Because I was soooo tired that I wanted to sleep awhile and study throughout cause I haven't studied a thing for my test today which was 20% and it was my least confident subject!
No, it's actually the ONLY law subject that I'm so afraid of so far.
Tossed and turned in bed from 1230-430, it was NO JOKE I tell you.
I think I was like either possessed by the song or what.
The moment I close my eyes, the song played, I even went to the extend to tell myself to stop playing the song in my head and that it will soften and finally disappear as I slowly count down.
The amazing thing was that it did quieten down!
But everytime I reach 0, it starts playing again.
Wahhhhhhh my brain was even more exhausted because of that man!

And cause of that I was so tired when I was supposed to wake up that I slept till 730 before chionging my studies for my test in less than 12hrs time. Siao one.
Practically killed myself.

Anyway, it's time to chiong crim by thur morning. DIE DIE MUST CHIONG OUT.
Another 20% -.-.-.-.-
How can I buy more time, seriouslyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Purpose for blogging - I don't know.

I don't know what am I doing with my life now.
Lol. Everyday is just lectures, tutorials, lab,, projects, co and tkd.
I don't even know what I want to blog about because there is nothing interesting about my life to blog about.
Everyday, I'm just doing the duties and work that I have to do, come home to get enough rest to continue the routine the next day.
And when I go out and play, I feel guilty for not studying.
Woahhh, saw that?! Zengmei feels guilty for not studying! Like serioussssssssss?!

I'm looking forward to july when I believe that my schedule should be less hectic.
And I can't wait to apply for SIP despite all the jitters that I will get from it. Haha

Take Care Ms Lim!

Apart from Ms Foo, Ms Lim is another teacher of mine whom I will hold dearly to my heart.

They are both great individuals who are incomparable and I will never forget how they have changed my life.

I hope that they will be strong and happy as how they have been no matter how tough life gets for them in the future.

Hi Paul, wanted to leave you a tag but I don't know how to.
You know in that pic of yours, I see the word fatigue written all over our faces. LOL

No matter what happens, as long as we faces it upfrontly, nothing will be too much for us to handle.

Even though we've experienced it before, we probably get too complacent and forgets what it felt like before. Nevertheless, A wake up call is never too late just like how the opposition is becoming a crisis or threat to the majority now.

And the irony was, it wasn't exactly a fight. I have to remind myself to be more honest with myself and never to take things for granted.

And tell you what, I went to cut my hair today lol! And I think that it's a little too short lol!

Bye!

Even though I know that there are problems now in the comm, I'm cool with it for I know that I am not alone.
For that reason alone, it is sufficient to keep me going for I know that at the end of the day, my efforts will be a change in some aspect. Be it people, opinions or anything!

On a side note, school has started just 2 weeks ago but I feel as if I have gone through like probably a month into the term already?
Guess that I've been staying in school for too many hours hahahaha.
I can't wait for applying to my SIP firms and stuffs! (Although I think that everything is gonna be soooooo troublesome)
The time that I have waited for since 2 years ago is finally here!
Maybe when SIP starts for me, I will really start complaining for I have never exactly worked in the law area before.
But no matter what, I will take it as it is for this is what I chose for myself.

Can't get more positive than anything now.
Till I meet CPA or Civ pro which will make me sink back down again, hahaha.
Goodnight!