It's already thursday today.
Oh no! That means next week is coming soon!
All the sciences SPA skill 3.
Omgoodness!
And worst still, it will drag on until the following week for my biology spa skill3.
That means I can't play my guts off on friday-.-
But at least, I will be done with my cello exam.
Isn't that wonderful? Lols-.-

Practiced the cello for 2h30min straight!
Haha, been quite some time since I practiced so vigourously this year.
What to do..I have been slacking ever since CCA stopped.
Though I know I don't play the cello nicely..
I still wished that I would be able to get a Pass with Distinction =/

There's this layer of dead skin forming on my finger.
And its hardening.
Lols.

The dark knight is a nice movie.
Harry Potter's coming out later this year. Yes! Haha
I will want to watch it on the opening day.
Let's hope that O's has already ended by then.

Look after yourself people. Bye

Paranoid.
It's said that a dream will not happen, however, the opposite of it will.

Bad dreams? Sweet dreams?

Why is it that some dreams keep recurring?
Whereas some only happens once.

Some dreams wears you out.

Still, you hope that it would happen again.

What are dreams actually?
A desire of one?
A person's hope?
Or is it a person's regrets?

Regrets are the consequences of not spending enough time with the ones that you hold dearly to your heart.

It's saturday today but yet I kept having the impression that it's a sunday.

Maybe.

Totally disgusted, irritated and pissed off.
Like wtf. -.-

Bastard-.-

Damn Loser.

Every single vulgarity can simply just come out of my mouth if I were to speak.

And to add on to the irritation, my left index is feeling damn pain-.-
All thanks to the stupid bridge of mine.
I'm so gonna change it off after O's.
Adding on to the layer of dead skin on my finger-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-

Everything's all just going the wrong direction lah.
Wtf -.-

12more days.
To either be disappointed or satisfied.
But I fear that I will feel disappointed.
I don't deny that I hardly find the time to touch my beauty.
Thus, whatever result it is, I can only say, serve me right.
But obviously I would still be wishing all the best for it.
Nevermind, I shall chiong it for the last few days I have.
Shall make up the hours as much as possible.

Everyone just seem to be stepping on my 'tail' recently.
wtf-.-

Hey Yo!
Time flies doesn't it?
Didn't even realised that my last post was on the 9th of july.
Not that is has been very long.
Just that I didn't know that I hadn't updated my blog since then.

Well, I guess life everyday has been nothing but just studying studying and studying.
But well, given the fact that I like to study on my bed...
The comfortness often led me to slacking.
Not in the context of using the computer.
But something worst then that.
Stoning on the bed-.-

Quite a number of things happened recently.
Not major ones. Duh-.-
But just small daily ramblings that can turn my day topsy turvy.
I guess what I miss now is simply 'simplicity'.
When everything was so simple and not having to worry about anything.
Like, playing with my cousins, chatting with my grandma, playing with my sis, attending loads and loads and loads of cca.

For some unknown reasons..
I was just simply very hyper today.
Couldn't stop laughing.
But after those laughs, I felt dead.
As if my energy got sucked away by some creeps.
Seems as if Life's a Chore.

Supposingly..
My buddy that I made from Suzhou last nov was supposed to come over to S'pore somewhere during this period of time.
But I don't know what happened or what..
It doesn't seem to be so.
I can say, yup, I'm disappointed.
Though people might say 'You only knew hr for less then 5days? How close/well can you two possibly be?'
Well, I guess to me..it's not a matter of duration.
Instead, its the process.
I'm one who emphasis loads on the process and not the end result.
One might attain the end result by any means, but the process can never be gotten through any means.
Also, I don't term a friend as someone who I know for long, gets benefits from them or whatever crap, but one that I can click with, enjoy their accompaniment, appreciate them for who they are.

I miss practicing with my juniors.
No only that, but also the after-co lunches with them.
And many others.
Also, seeing yuyun's sms today just made me felt......
awwww....I miss you too.
Although I get to see you on and off too lah.
The feeing's just different.
I wonder what would my life be should I be rip away of my friends, family and everything around me.

Okay, okay, okay, whats with this man?
It was supposed to be a happy post, but I don't know how the heck had I digress-.-

Bye people. Take care of yourself.

A break for the time being.
Another routine will start again on friday.
Nevermind, all shall be over within months.
In fact, in time to come, I would wish that time stops.

Didn't touch the com for maybe 2days?
Well, it might be nothing to others, but to me its something 'wow'.
Because I would just stone in front of the com even if I'm not doing anything and just let the time pass.

I hope that I would continue to have the drive throughout.
No, I can't hope. I HAVE TO.

Well, brief updates..
Nothing much actually..
Since everyday has been studying.
Ok, I do slack too. =/
I guess things gonna get tougher as time passes.
Espcecially with my cello exam coming up.
Now...I don't even have the confidence that I will pass the exam-.-
Given the lack of practice and stuffs.
I need pushing. I don't deny that.

Take care. Bye

Sorry for late replies.
Yuyun : why are you saying sorry? its nothing =) thank u
Huiyi : no lah. am i that mean to give you all expired stuffs?!? was afraid that it melted. thats why.
-SLY-, yuyun : sorry lah. and i didnt abandon you all that day. will go next time k. sorry
yihui : hah, another lie. stop decieving yourself =P
Li Yi : hi. okay, shall drop by.