LAW&MANAGEMENT! =D

what a long course name.
haha.

I got my first choice!
Wahahahahahhahaha =D
But that's like also the only course that I'm interested in.
I will be seeing the lecturer that I saw the other time(I think she's nice) and yes, I'm going there! =DD
I hope that I will have meet nice people there.
Law = politics?
Course intake for 2009 -> 120

But the best thing is that it's damn near my place!
Hahahaha, just a walk away! =D
So it means that I can also only wake up half an hour before my lecture and also get to school in time!
All the schools that I've attended so far are all very near to my place!
My primary school, secondary school and now, tp!

But then, I don't feel as happy as I thought I would be.
Many of my friends didn't get to the school or course that they wanted and I think the disappointment got to me too.
Also, everyone around me was saying that they want to go jc, but yet suddenly, there seem to be so many people who are going to another jc of their other choices or poly instead.

How can I help? =/

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAHAO!

I bet you will have a more interesting birthday then my sis! LOL

Presents presents presents.
Where to get the money to get presents?
Hahaha, leave the angbaos out, not many collected. haha

Postings gonna be out soon.
Can I say I die die also want to get into the course I want?
Who don't anyway, redundant comment.
Hahaha.
School gonna start soon for those going to JCs and that is so depressing. Lol
Know why?
Because I will have nothing to do when most of my friends goes to school.
Haha, haven't gone on a job hunt and I don't know yet will my mum's friend hire me.
Hais...................hahahaha

Those going to polys must let me know ok!
Hahahhaahha, I'm god damn bored but yet damn awake.
It's 3.43am now!
Good morning everyone!
Cheers!
I think I lost my mind.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Happy Birthday Sis!

Yesyesyes, it's my sis birthday today!
Hahahahahha.
Going out to celebrate later in the afternoon I guess?

We're sort of done with visitings already.
Haha, because we don't really travel around to different places, sort of gather at a specific place for my paternal side and same for my maternal side.
Only that...there's lesser people at my mum's side this year because my late grandma isn't around anymore..
No more of the super crowded house and the laughter of hers.
Indeed..it is very different without her, to the extent that it was a little disheartening actually.
Okay, shall talk about another thing then.

Paternal visiting is always very boring for me, hahaha.
A torture I say.
Can't wait to see my uncles,aunties&cousins from my mum's side! =D
Actually, I've already seen them just now.
Hahahaha, just got home not long ago actually.

Oh, and I want to comment something!
Being at my dad's side makes me feel very smart among them! LOL!
I can't seem to communicate with them which I don't know why either but I click with my mum's side!
Totally love them though they do compare results sometimes.
But still, not to the extent that I'm disgusted by them, unlike my dad's side.

Know something!
It's only the first day of CNY and I've already broken alot of the taboos!
Haha, can't really remember those taboos but some of it is like the touching of sharp objects(eg. scissors) and scolding of vulgarities(eg. called my sis a jerk when she refused to let me win during daidi. LOL)
We are healthy people who didn't gamble with money today! Haha
I would have win loads should money have been involved. LOL

Shall watch movies and play wii with my mum&sis! =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!

whats with all the complications?

Iwonderwhatsupwithpeoplesmindtheseday.
Somethingsosimplemadetillsocomplicated.
Wheresthejoyinlivinglifethiswaythen

alumni?

First performance as an Alumni.
How does it feels?
Certainly weird. =/
No longer anxious/excited for those performances and like I don't know, as if I wasn't a part of the school before.
Or as if I was a outside performer performing in some random place.

Don't know what was it because but my mood just simply went down and down and all the way down again.

Went shopping yesturday in the morning and I think maybe I'm the one acting weird actually.
Cut my hair which didn't really look very much different, but definitely less thick/unkempt, and probably the only difference is with the fringe -.-

Was so tempted to do something to my hair this afternoon but I don't know if I really wants to.

What's with me these days? -.-

I will be going out tomorrow.
Don't feel like staying home.
Guess it will be to shop or rather just to spend money-.-
So many things to get, but no money -.-

Shop at where?
I don't know about it either.
Find me if you can.

Got part of my pay!!

Hi there!!
Haha, I got part of my pay today and treated my mum and sis to a dinner plus a movie:)
Somehow a whole night expenses paid by me and it isn't cheap I tell you!
Hahahahahaha.
Guess I will have a lesser budget for shopping then!
What's more, I made a pair of specs on Friday, so after deduction it's like...aw...my money... LOL
And also...part of my pay has to be given to cpf!-.-
Damn, hundred over... Hahaha
I still intended to get a cello hard casing!
The really pretty ones!!
I want one!! But it isn't cheap...haha
Suddenly my money seem to be vanishing by the hundreds.
But not to worry! Because I have yet to withdraw any money out yet! Haha:P

Finally watched a movie in the cinemas today after so long..
Watched red cliff 2 with my mum and sis today.
How amusing, i didn't catch the first part but I'm catching the sequel...
Watched the 11.30pm show and re movie ended at like 2am!
Totally got a shock out of my life, like suddenly so late already.
Haha, haven't been out late much.

Now..I want to spend sometime with my friends catching up and hanging out before January ends!
When everyone will either start their busy jc life and me probably a working life again till poly starts.
Argh...if only I have the power to stop time...
and..I really hope to get to the course I want!!

Gotta go now, it's 5plus in the morning
Good morning!
Haha

Don't doubt yourself.

I guess thats what everyone has to keep in mind.
I've made my choices and there's nothing to regret about because I know that's what I want in life.
Still, I have my fears for the future.
Growing up isn't that fun and interesting actually.

I WILL TAKE CHARGE OF MY LIFE!
NO ONE ELSE CAN AND WILL!

A friend of mine studied hard for his maths because of his pretty maths tuition teacher that he requested for...
I'm speechless. haha

Fading away?? says:
maths really a headache
keep failing

Fading away?? says:
my mum say this cannot go on
so she got me a tuition teacher
a pretty one
lol

zm. says:
lol wth
haha

Fading away?? says:
coz i requested
lol

zm. says:
haha
wth, of all request

Fading away?? says:
lol
study hard for my maths
go for it

zm. says:
you study hard for your maths because you got a pretty maths tuition teacher?

Fading away?? says:
part of the reason la

zm. says:
lol
wth
haha

Ridiculous. Haha

TP's LAW AND MANAGEMENT!

I guess I deserve my results since I didn't study hard.
I sort of predicted that it will be something like that, but obviously I would hope that it won't come true right?
Regrets are obviously something that I will feel, but well, I've already taken the exams and the results are already out.
Nothing can be changed, so why not make the best use out of it?
It took some time for me to settle in with my results but well, I know what I really want at the end of the day though.
So I'm just taking another route there but I will give it my best.
According to some people, my results aren't that bad, but what's the reason for their statement?
Because there's others who did worse then me -.-
That's not really a valid reason.

My friends around me did well for their O's and I'm really glad for them, like their hard work pays off you know.
I was seriously happy for them, just that I didn't express it out.

I had my mind made up VERY FAST.
Seriously, even my mum didn't know what to do with me.
My sis don't even know how to change my mind or talk to me.
By the time they were back home, wanting to 'choose' the courses with me, I was already done with it.
I was also a little amazed by how fast I settled in with my results and getting back to reality and think of what's the next step to take instead of feeling lost.

I think I should start adopting singaporeans kiasu style. Haha
Went to TP at like 12plus and it was full of O'lvl students with their parents checking out on courses and relevant stuffs.
I started thinking, it seem as if my parents are the only one who sort of bo chap -.-
But I guess its just because they believe that I know what I should do lah.
I think I will start appealing like mad if I don't get the course I want at the end of JAE.

It seem that everyone around me is going into jc.
And the thought of only starting school in april isn't appealing to me amazingly though I used to say, 'so good, sch only starts for you in april' to my sis that time.
When all my friends start going to school, I don't know what am I going to do.
Find another part time job or stay at home to rot?-.-

Jo&Zhihui are really sweet!
I forgot who said this but it sounded a little funny when I heard it.
'While we were busy working at robinsons, they were doing this.'
Really, a big big thankyou.

Last day of work

Feeling sad that my job at robinson ends today.
Though I was hoping for it to end the other time, the feelings I have now are different.
Pretty much enjoy working there for this past week.
This has been a really great and wonderful experience for me.
I will seriously miss my colleagues(no, I should call them my friends instead) there loads.
I mean it.
I can say that I've been very happy working there despite the long and tedious(ok, not that tedious) standing hours.
Thank you for all the memories you've left me my friends.
I'll definitely miss those times.

Results to be out tomorrow.
All the best to my friends!

21st century

Why are the ladies carrying the shopping bags containing nothing but only the guys item?
As in..I'm not saying that shopping bags should only be carried by the guys for the ladies, but the very least the guy could do is to help lightening some of the ladies load right?
Neither party have to carry everything, they just simply have to share it and won't it make everyone happy?
What's more, they are already an old couple.
But I think there's quite alot of occasions when I saw the lady carrying everything, but the guy carrying nothing.

I think I'm speaking gibberish.
Not really sure of what I'm thinking now.
Am tired, will retire to bed now.
Cya some other time!:)

Ps. Loida came to work today! But there was a shortage of people that I had no choice but to work as a cashier and hence, no chance to join her and Lucy...

Waiting at the airport now.
Flying away in 1hr time.
Just kidding. Haha, so not funny:P
Nah, waiting for my mum and sis to join me before we have our dinner.
Loida cheated my feelings today. She's on noon shift today but she never mention it to me..was anticipating for her to come today.
Aww..where are you my love??
Oh no...lol

Noon shift tomorrow, can sleep late tonight!!:D

seeing is believing

I'm home early today!
Haha, thats because I claim hours since I can't claim OT.
Well, I'm lucky because the next few days gonna be busy, so I can have my hours off straight.

Past few days at work of being somewhat a mute has been horrible.
Haha, ok, not really that horrible, its only the speaking part which is horrible, life was more interesting in fact.
Getting to know Loida, Lucy, Chin Boon and one more person(which i forgot his name)was somewhat interesting.
Like Loida is really very humorous!
And the jokes that she make isn't those ._. jokes, but real funny ones! Though shes pretty lame at times too. Haha

Getting back my voice equals to being able to work as a cashier.
Was doing morning shift yesturday and this morning mainly as a cashier and life's DAMN BORING because theres NOTHING TO DO!
As in...most of the time you're just standing there wating for customers to come.
Life's at the cashier currently is so boring that I actually prefers working at the selling floor(which is folding clothings with Lodia and Lucy) because its much more interesting there.
At least when you have nothing to do, you can chat with others.
Unlike being a lonely soul at the cashier, which is super boring.
I wonder how those full time cashiers can stand working alone at the till when life is so boring there.

Results are confirm to be out on 12jan. Damn =/

MY VOICE!

Got back my voice today!
Haha, LOL.
Okay, the first thing I did this morning right after I woke up was to try to talk.
And amazingly, I could talk!
Only that I can't say that I've fully regained my voice.
But more or less, I've gotten my voice back.
Hahahahah, so no more quiet zengmei. =P

Spent my day staying at home watching dramas, sleeping, eating and playing wii alone.(Lol, wth right, haha)
What to do, I got sian of waiting for replies and replying.
Actually..I even thought of going to the cinema alone.
But I didn't like the timings the shows are arranged, so I stayed home instead. Haha
It has been so long since I slacked like that.
I don't know what else to talk about today.
Kinda lost the mood to blog.
Guess I will be going back to watching shows again. Haha

Kinda miss school.
I can't really remember what was I doing on this day last year, but I sort of still remember what I was doing in school last january.
The good old times.

Wanted to blog about random, interesting and happy things actually.
But suddenly..my mind started running away and I thought about so much things.
And I don't know why but I feel pretty sad suddenly.
Very randomly.
I thought of the past, especially year 2008, it has actually already became a past.
Because of all the wonderful times I had, I love it.
But at the same time..I hate it because of all the bitter memories.
And..sad to say, that was a year which left me with much regrets.
Till now I can't forget the pain of losing my grandma.
I keep thinking that if only she's here, what would we be doing now and many other random stuffs.
It's not that I don't want to let go, its because I don't know how to.
Damn, stopping here now.
Sorry and bye.

I'm already living on the 5th day in 2009.
I'm behaving like a pessimistic person suddenly now and I don't know what to do.

I lost my voice-.-

What a great way to spend the new year.
I lost my voice on 1jan2009.
-.-
I wonder how long will it take y voice to cone back.
How am I supposed to work properly this way?!? -.-