hi! its sat today, so theres co prac.
i slept late yesturday, so i didnt got to replenish my sleep from the loss of sleep on thurs night.
so i woke up late. like at abt 7.30am?
lols, so i made chuiying and her mum wait for me.
sorry. haha
placed my cello at the front seat.
lols, my cello get to sit in a car with a seat to its own u know! lols -.-

had co prac..
and hias...the songs thing, still in a mess.
why erhu cannot play lower notes?
hais...then now must re-find the notes on cello again.
gonna use my own cello to find the notes which will be like a horror.
because just using the sch cello, while finding some notes on A string, my fourth and last finger the skin sort of came out.
and the bridge for cello isnt that high.
my home one is higher.
die le..torture to my fingers again.
supposed to stay back to prac but alls gone.
and now..all not enthu if theres concert.=(
like now, if theres concert, it will only be like the usual sec3s who go and watch de..
the juniors dont really go ...
hmm, must go mah..so can see what others standard is like and maybe learn from them their taifeng or maybe their skills or what?
and carry on the having 'outings' together before or after the concert.
but leechuang somehow said is compulsory to my juniors.
lols, because alot say not going to watch, then no one go, abit hard to reply nanyang girls shouxi ah?

went for lunch at yoshi with yuyun,liying,koknam,dion,qihao,benjamin,kimwee,yiliang
lunch was about crapping.
i cant believe dion&kokknam is so wu liao as to go round trying to make others shoe come out.
and they attempted on my shoe liek dont know how many time and i sort of knock onto the banner while turnign back to 'spy' on them
haha, yuyun was the fastest in eating among us, and so she said : i wonder its i eat too fast or ur slow.
i said she was too fast, but then i turn to the guys table, they were already done eating and i was left with like abt half?
so i said that its really we slow.
lols. and i dont know what for i add on a drink when i dont drink it at all -.-
as in, theres miso soup, so normally i dont get a drink but i dont know why i got it this time.
so shared with liying&yuyun.
haha, im nice right. lols,you have to admit it. just accept it.
kidding kidding.

went to catch Rush Hour 3 after lunch.
i cant have a movie marathon on mon =(
theres meeting for SLs on monday at 2.30pm
and secret starts at that time =(
i wanna watch secret!
hmm..how to watch secret? =/
went to the open area while waiting for the show time.
omg, koknam and dion is seriously seriously........no comments.
so all of them were like playing with those playground things, only me and qihao were the normal ones to not play it. lols
oh, and they kept bullying benjamin..
so bad, haha, like ps him so many times.

before going in..
i did something mean/bad.
haha, i told qihao to keep the tickets as all the others were infront and no one saw me passing him the tickets.
so i sort of pretended to lost it, and qihao act along.
haha, and they went round looking for it.
but later i felt bad, and i dont know if i should continue playing.
as in..they really went to look for the tickets, and like im making a fool out of them?
so when koknam asked if im serious later, i admitted.
sorry. for making ur find it and 'worry'
i dont know if they were angry abt it.but if ur are, then sorry. really.

while waiting for benjamin to buy his nachos
we waited near the entrance of entering the cinema.
and guess what!
i saw mandy!
haha, mandy mandy mandy mandy.
i saw MANDY LEONG YU LING!
haha, okay im crazy.
but havent seen her for quite some time.
and im glad to see her as she did once made a great impact on me during my p6 year. =D
i will nvr forget her and sarah
haha. she and her friends were catching rush hour 3 too!
one of them was qihaos pri sch friend too.
coincidence. the world is so small. lols -.-
qihao said his friend was the emo kind.
while mandy was those feng fen dian dian kind.
haha, okay i dont mean anything of the wrong meaning.
i meant like those very carefree and outgoing kind.
pretty crazy too. lols
so its like, the two of them personality is really different
haha, but its alright, because thats what friends are, people of different personalities getting to know each other.
went to the toilet before the movie starts.
in case of disruption. haha
mandy was sitting inside, and she signalled me to sit behind her, so i was a nuisance requesting for a change of place.
see mandy, all for ur sake.
lols. and she did this twist thing on her head for fun during the commercials.
lols, so mandy to do crazy stuffs.
but shes not that crazy today yet.haha

there was one part which i was wondering what happened.
but just watched on, and later when qihao asked if we know what happened,
none of us know.
but the others later slowly understood.
leaving only me and benjamin still blur.
so i was like bugging everyone to tell me what happened?
and none of them wanted to say out after they found out.
all saying that its damn sick or what.
but i dont know mah, so can tell me right?
as in its in the show. not some sick joke or what
but none of them wanna say.
grrrrrrrrrrr
so i was like bugging them from the time qihao asked the que until we were going home?
later met mandy again when she was in toys-r-us
i asked her if she knew because none of them wanna tell me.
she dont know abt it either.
i think she later asked her friends and told me abt what they think it was.
after hearing her interpretation, i was like, very sick meh?
and it turned out that i think it isnt the one they were refering to.
so meaning mandy and her friends didnt understand it too
because what the others later add on abt laser? doesnt really match.
so its wrong i guess.
and qihao kept saying he got a feeling its abt two different things.but he just dont wanna say it out -.-

so went home after that and i asked my sis if she know what happened though she hvnt watched it.
but i describe out the entire scenario and included in the 'clues' they gave me
and my sister think she got it.
but she dont wanna tell it to me too.
grrrrrrrrrr
she just kept on laughing and kept saying that its sick.

can someone just tell me what is it abt?
she says that its abit kinda weird for a guy to tell a girl abt it.
as in like how to say it.
but how would i know if she dont tell me.
then why cant she tell me?
she meant that shes a guy?!?
wow..i didnt knew that.
and i asked how did she know that since she didnt want to tell me.
maybe i could go check it out ont he net or what.
but she told me that its from what she heard on others talking abt while she was having her intern with one of the shipping companies.
thats how she came to know abt it.
but in conclusion..
i still dont know what is it-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-

okay, i gonna fiddle with the cello.
trying to figure out other songs if i can.
haha, i like the song in zhong ji yi jia
as in the part where 'duan chang ren/xia tian's dad' and 'da dong/xia tian' were kneeling outside the hse.
esp when xiatian's dad played it on the violin later part.
that means it can be played on the cello too!i must find that song and play it on the cello too!

lols..dion & koknam

i dont know how to phrase things out.
im actually having a slight fear towards it.
why did it turn out this way.
its just so not right.
i really really really felt very bad.

chiong the amaths hw that i owe mrs wee last night.
did till 4am++ because i only start doing at 1am++ -.-
and i was using the com at the same time.
in fact i spent more time looking at the com instead of my hw.
so i deserve the lack of sleep.
somehow couldnt wake up this morning.
and so i dragged time.
went down without seeing the sms chuiying sent me abt telling me to not go down yet.
only saw the message when i was down.
so i sat at those tables&chairs underneath the block and i nearly dozed off.

didnt do english hw.
and msyanti gave this comment : im so disappointed with u.
-.- im not the only one who didnt complete my hw.
why is it said only to me.
and its only ex 100 that i didnt do.
i did other exercises.

learnt blood groups in bio today.
it seemed that only our class has yet to learn blood group
blood O is rare?
i dont think so.
it seemed as if its quite common =/
everyone in my family is of O blood group.
haha, no fun at all =P

i dont know why but i was afraid to break the balloon today while twisting it during recess
the fan was also making me shiver.
the weather is like damn nice to be sleeping in bed at home!
grr, im jealous of my sis.
cause shes still sleeping at home at that time.
zhihui said my hand is shaking, yeah i guess so.
partly because the weather is cold and i have not twisted such balloons for a very very very long time.
i dont know why, but i seemed to be a little afraid to burst it.
i dont used to be like this when young.
things that i dont fear when young seems to be making me fear them a little now.
i could just twist the balloon into a dog very quickly in the past..
but today.. i was like twisting it very slowly, worried that i hurt it -.-
is not a living thing, how can i possibly hurt it?
maybe because the balloons arent mine, thats why im worried if i break it.

had co meeting after sch.
as usual, it was the lecturing by the teachers
mr lee went through about the way the cca system works.
so okay, i finally hear it.
he said this last year at the co camp too.
but i wasnt there.
qihao has got 24points.
wow..he only need one more point for his cca points to get A1.
im jealous.
daphne is once again not here.
i just dont know what to do with her so that she will attend practice.

went for lunch with celeste, koknam, dion, qihao, kimwee, yiliang, julian & yu jing? at east cc mac
koknam is a queue cutter.
lols, i was just like standing a little to the side and he just came in front of me suddenly.
then dion and yiliang.
so i joined another queue.
but koknam is faster.
grrrr. lols

played the number guessing game with dion's untouched fries.
so everyone had kena leaving only me and kim wee
but later kim wee kena-ed too and i was the only one safe.
haha, because my surname heng mah..so i lucky los.
and so they kept on playing and said to stop only after i kena
celeste and yiliang had to eat the fries the most times.

and then, i courted my own doom.
there was like quite a big gap among the number..
some where 40plus - 80plus i think.
and yet of all number there is within the range...
i guessed 72 which so happen happened to be the number julian had chose on his hp.
it was like..so tyco!
others got the forfeit due to no choices of number of just by one or two and yet mine which had sucha big range..i hit the jackpot.
so celeste and julian chose a fries which was sort of covered fully with the sauce combi of chilli tomato and bbq sauce.
this is not the worst combi ever, but it doesnt taste nice as well.
and when i took up the fries, it was like so damn slimy and soft?
yucks.
thats due to being 'seasoned' by the sauces for too long.
its disgusting.
i wasnt given a chance to take any revenge cause it ended after i gets the forfeits =(
so bad. lol

okay, i havent been practicing the cello though its at home.
the last i touch it was probably last last sat when i brought it home.
oh, and celeste recieved a call saying that there will be a concert.
is it really true?
then we will be preparing for a concert.
which will be like so cool, because the juniors will be taking part in it too.

okay, im going to play the cello now.
what do i like most about the cello ? getting blisters from it.
lols.. -.-
okay byebye

Only Love
2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust

[Chorus]
I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our last good-bye

okay, three more test left.
bio, ss & emaths
well, lets start with monday
it was raining pretty heavily the night before..
so i thought maybe we can go to sch later?
but it didnt last.
that big rain =/
no tim eto finish chem.
so rushing!
i was only at page 3 when the teacher said 15mins left.
i was like chionging like crazy.
because theres still 3 more pages yet undone.
okay maybe not like crazy, because not alot of words to write.
just sums to do.

had bodyache on the way home.
actually it was since morning.
but my temp was still under normal in the morning.
and i was really really really sick of bread on monday.
practically had it the whole weekend.

had fever when i reached home and my sis gave me dont know what medicine that my fever got worst-.-
so i wasted the afternoon sleeping.
went to the doc in the night.
drtan is lols.
he gave me like a NE talk?
just because i commented something about going back on thursday if i still has the fever.
given two days mc.
but if i were to miss sch, then i would have to take 6tests when i return.
so studied till like 1am++ before sleeping

went to sch this mornign because the fever was like moderate.
as in it dropped pretty much.
but it rise again now-.-

gotta go study already.
why is my temperature going up and down?!?
fusheng just sent me this song 冬
the song is damn cute okay!
lols, the starting. omg..so cute lols
okay bye im going to ake a nap before studying.

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went to study this morning.
but it was not as productive as yesturdays one.
reason : the amount of time spent on chatting was more frequent
there was only me&caiyan yestuday. and we are serious ppl k!
studying means studying! lols. crap
yup and theres gaoyang, chankai(that pangseh-er), ranon and jiahao

went off to yaoyi's cell though he wasnt there today.
its yuanzhan(?) birthday today.
so happy birthday yuan zhan!
went off first because my dad called and he wants me to be back home by 7pm just because he arranged dinner with someone else-.-
what time did he call me? 6.50pm
luckily there was a cab at the traffic when i got down.
thats why i was able to hop on to that cab
waste my money on cabfare!!!!
for a dinner which is like not formal?
or rather, its not the first time we're having dinner with them.
though they are cambodians and our asean friend(accroding to what chankai says), i dont give a damn
as in, they are not the only cambodians in the world?
lols, im mean.
okay bye bye

its a day off toda.
but i guess i gotta spent the weekends studying.
so it doesnt makes much of a difference
so well, woke up at 10.30am
went down to airport to start studying first while caiyan will be there later.
chankai that pangseh-er.
lols. i have been calling him a pangseh-er everywhere.
had my lunch and then i started on chem

caiyan reached like er...maybe 12pm++?
so we chatted here and there too.
so it wasnt like totally really mugging today.
lols. saw cheryl.
shes blind. lols
cheryl, if ure seeing this.. I'M SAYING HI TO YOU!
lols. okay this is so retarded of me to be doing so.

caiyan, i seriously dont know to call ur juniors cute or what.
lols. its was like damn funny when u told me those things they did.
but i couldnt laugh out loud, otherwise i would be seemed as some crazy fellow in public.
okay, school is a public place, but not as bad as in the airport.
lols. bought cakes home upon request by my mum&sis.

guess what. my mum is not back for dinner tonight.
so my sis is the one doing the cooking.
lols, not much of a yeah! but well..
didnt eat like fried rice? lols
ate dishes from different plates today!
lols. im crazy. its just eating different dishes on different plates.
well, my mum doesnt like to cook that way, she thinks it troublesome.

dumb sis, uses those dumb high pitched voice and called out for me-.-.-.-.-
caiyan, you really blog for a real long time.
i started much much much much later then you, and im done when u arent done yet.
lols. slowpoke =P
i wanna catch a movie!
or maybe two?
three?
everyone is like watching movies bu i dont get to =(
i wanna watch disturbia, secret & rush hour 3.
dammit dammit dammit.
i shall go and have a movie marathon some day after the common tests.
lols. crazy.

it just pierce right in just like that.

the concert was quite okay.
the story that mrwong told made me feel =(
and then about the hall, i suddenly felt so sad that once its demolished, its gone
before today, i was like, demolish los, it doesnt affects me anyway.
so then i became like damn emotional?
just playing the national day song made tears welled up my eyes very quickly.
and jetaime was messing with my hair -.-


the class activity was boring.
then had fiesta
went to try the haunted house thing.
but it wasnt scary =/
so walked around the canteen.
i think i preferred the fiesta my batch did.
went back to class earlier since there wasnt much to do.

had amatths lesson later and i was totally not in the mood for studying.
so i wasnt really listening and i was scribbling all over my paper to note down what mrs wee wrote on the board.
played with the balloons later.
everyone was like bursting it. lols
the guys was like using the balloons to attack each other and later i was attackedby dont know the balloons or my class people.
i dont know why but they just rushed over with the balloons and started attacking each other and i was behind all the balloons.
it was like squashing my face and anytime, it can burst.
took two videos of the balloons attack.
one of i was taken by grace when i was behind all the balloons

walked home from sch after that.
tooked abt 34mins from sch gate to my block downstairs
haha, the walk might seemed long because its all straight ahead.
but i was listening to songs in my hp through the earpiece.
so it wasnt that bad.
in fact, it seemed as if it wasnt that far.
okay, sch is not that far after all.
came home and took a shower and went out with my sis to the bank-.-
so i was playing games on my hp while she queued
then we went to hans for lunch.
her treat. wahahaha.
then went to sembawang
bought zhangdongliang's wang zi after so long
well, my sis helped me pay for it first, becase i didnt have enough cash with me.
going to study for common test on these few days off.
anyone wanna join me too?

violent. lols, the popping sounds were the bursting of balloons

the attack where i dont know how i got involved in.

shirlin, me & mrswee

balloons!

the back of the class with balloons. like a storeroomlols, dont let bokai know abt this. because i wasnt supposed to take it with his face in. but i forgot to zoom in to cut off his head =X

balloons.

do you see a head among the balloons? haha
abhishek
it looks like some white blood cell or DNA. only that its red in colour

hi!
chem was the first period for the day.
then it was pe.
i actually wanted to play badminton, but i played basketball in the end again.
lols. this tim eround..i didnt get a bruise or what.
instead...i hurt my middle finger-.-
now its swollen and a little painful at the niddle portion
dumb..continuously hurting myself-.-
and i kept hitting out the ball today with that 'buddha palm' of mine as they deemed-.-
just because of the action. lol
bio was okay.
caiyan was sleeping i think, then mdm ashikin came by and i tapped her a little, hoping she dont get caught.

had ci yu xiao ce yan for mt
dumb thing. i read through the book and its meanin gyesturday but not remembering how to exactly write it.
and todays one was to write the words out
it was physics after that.
was given back the test paper.
guess what!
i passed my physics!
like finally!!!!
lols! im like damn glad that i passed my physics this time round because i hvnt pass my physics once yet since this year.
though its not that high as someone deemed, its still great!
because i can improve from there=DD
then english was okay too.
someone was being a .... by trying to get away msyanti's attention on the speaking thing just to skip it

went for lunch with jet, pris, ayisah and abi
had waffle with peanut butter and choc.
i didnt knew that we could mixed it before today.
because pris ordered strawberry&choc and jet ordered cheese&peanutbutter
yup, and so thats how i came to know of it
bought green apple green tea to go with it. =D

went back to sch to open the cd shelter.
i told myself that i cant afford to break the key or twist it again.
lols. the opening of door was alright, nth happened.
lols. i attended bass lesson today!
lols. i asked the teacher if i could join in just for today.
he said yes!
hes pretty nice and funny
it was quite meaningful actually.
i learnt of this metal thing like i forgot what is it called.
but its like so cool!
as in, because of the vibration from the metal, if applied onto something, u can hear the perfect A sound.
u can also tune the bass from there.
it works for other instrument too.
there was this la la la thing too
but like, u imagine it in ur mind is alright
but to sing/say it out, it felt pretty weird
lols. then tried a little on feng nian ji.
its quite fun to play that using bass too!
haha, like so damn cool please.
but the bass teacher is just damn nice!
though i arent a student of bass, he still taught me as per normal.
haha. and he says i should have learnt bass in the beginning
even my hand is bigger then his!
lols. every teacher just says that i have big hands and i should play bass instead-.-
nvm, i take bass as part-time
can? lols, abit rubbish. me i mean.
so went home after that.
yup and thats it for today.
oh man..im just like so interested in bass now?
as in playing songs on it.
lols, and the way he played the bass was like so nice
as in the sound that came out.
bye

VL was quite okay.
it was pretty fun today.
only that i had to break the egg-.-
but i seriously didnt touch the region near the egg!
dont tell me that it gotta do with pressure(physics)-.-
okay so my fault then.
lols. my area stinks with the egg smell now. lols
haha, sorry to make ur do the forfeit.
lols, my fault my fault
but seriously, i rather solo cello then do other forfeits.
as in, i know my playing is awful, but its still better then like soloing dont know what in front of the class
so i went to wash my hands during recess.
washed it like twice without soap and thrice with soap, but it still stinks of the raw egg smell.
i wonder why is that egg so stinky

wasnt really listening again during mt.
had already read the story, so yeah.
the short clip was damn nice.
lols, im violent. okay not damn nice but just interesting then
at least it didnt bore me
assembly was again the usual thing
they had this blowing of balloon thing, but actually, i pity huihui
lols. as in, people just loves to do the opposites.
i dont deny that because i like to do that sometimes too
maybe there could have been more balloon if so many didnt break

stayed back after school to help a little with the balloons
haha, shirlin was damn nice.
lols, as in to come back to school though she was already on the bus home when i called her
shes too fast. lols
woah..i didnt get caught by munera(?)
lols, the way she like signalled them to stop is like.. u, u and u stop
okay, its sort of a funny day today
i sorta enjoyed it.
just with those simple words, its totally a different thing

well, i guessed my mood turned very quickly over the weekends.
i dont know why, but im getting a little sick of things.
lets start from friday.
after the retests, was talking to juliet while walking down to cd shelter.
i was reminded of my grandpa.
felt a little horrible.
so went for cello prac next.
i was like late. went there like only at 3.30pm i think?
do i have to pay $1 to the c&b fund?

tried to settle some stuffs and yet i dont know why everytime something is settled or trying to be settled..
* will have to step in and then everything will go haywire for me again.
when somethings goes right, ok none of my business
but yet when things goes wrong, im like seemed as ...
and dont give me that look, i wasnt the one to drag others in.

so i only prac here and there because iw as late and then the next thing was i had to settle some things and then i just missed practicing
and because i was at error while playing feng nian ji as in the bow moving direction..
i think i got scolded or what?
but nvm, because it was my fault.
but yet that reminded me of the past too.
got a lift home from chuiying mum.
thanks.

woke up late for prac on sat but was so called on time thanks to another lift from cy's mum.
lols, i feel bad.
then later at prac there was this very one time which junyan got on my nerves ALOT
i dont know why but it just got me all irritated and i seriously felt like telling him off.
of all things to pick up..he pick up that disgusting actt.

and i dont know why * cant just wait
* just goes on rattling and rattling and rattling at me
i dont know for what
cant * listen carefully, not say im just sitting somewhere and listening carefully
im doing some things and everyones talking how the heck u expect me to know what their talking abt
and..not say i wont keep the chairs, just wait a moment wont ya?
went for lunch and then went off later to meet yy,gy,ck with my cello
on and off it made me agree that that was what i felt.
esp the story that was said.

and then when i went home
i took my cello out to play and then i just suddenly felt very horrible
i wanted to talk horribly to someone
but yet again.
i dont know how to.
and instead of like getting the frustrations off my chest, i was yelled at for nth
and i mean for nothing!
i was very very very very very pissed this time round
went to locked myself in my room
and so i sort of vented all my frustrations to the cello
i was playing too hard on it that my left index actually swell a little on the side.
it was painful too, both my left and right index and my left little finger
i just went on playing and playing for 3hrs straight without stopping
okay, other then flipping the scores
so i guess i played pretty loud and awfully.
because i was applying loads of force on it.
as in on the bow but not that much to break it
went directly to bed after playing it
my shoulders were even aching

sunday...
i took my cello out again and i dont know what for
i guessed i didnt let off my frustrations fully
but i just went on and on again
thanks yuyun for trying to ease me
but i didnt really bothered abt her
sorry for not saying out anything but well i just dont felt like to
sorry liying for not replying ur sms too
i think im dumb or what
my index is hurting and yet im still applying equally as much force on it
my mum then came in and like asked me to play the songs that she wanted to hear like im some kinda music player or radio. dumb.

went over to my grandma place for her birthday celebration
i dont really know whens her birthday actually
because i dont know why the date changes every year
but its somewhere round national day period.

and so i wasted my sunday again
its 2am+ now.
im going to bed i guess, or maybe just stare at my ceiling and then maybe i will start punching it again
i always does that
maybe my neighbours would complain someday if they cant stand it anymore
anyway, it was a horrible weekend for me.
okay maybe not that horrible then there was still some happy times too

okay, its thurs today.
which means....i have survived though the four test we had this week! =D
okay, its not even common test over yet and im like happy for nothing?
nvm. lets get starting.

im like pretty happy with myself that i managed to not stay online and chat.
lols. because normally even when i do have tests, though i said that i wont chat..
i still chat in the end and ends up dragging the time i have for my studies.
but after checking somethings and sending caiyan the pic which she always says that i never send to her(which i dont know why), i went off.
yup and so my music accompanied me throughout my studying time.

i spend quite alot of time and bio and not much on physics.
did revise and do some questions on physics though!
so lets hope i pass my physics =/

early in the morning, was told that bio test might be postponed.
i was like..feeling dont know agitated or what.
because i spent so much time on bio just to hear that its to be postponed?
and didnt spent much time on physics..then isnt it not worth it?
so when we went back to class mrchee had swopped the period with mdm ashikin.
abigail and ayisah didnt hear from huihui that the test might be postponed i think?
so abigail was asking me why.
i told her that i didnt know why and not to ask me why.
she still asked me why for nothing.
and i dont know why, i got damn fed up.
so i sort of glared at abigail with those eyestares.
okay, sorry abigail, i know ure just asking
but im already pissed with the fact that bio test was going to be postponed and that u asking me why for nothing just simply adds on to my nerve.
so im sorry for that attitude i showed u.

and so one hour of physics was just gone like that.
i had a careless mistake.
i forgot if i should minus off 8cm from the height.
did both on the paper but i corrected it off with the correction fluid.
i cancelled off the right one!?!?!? wth...
okay yup so the last ques both parts is gone.

mdmashikin came in later and bio test was later resumed again.
i heard a * comment. wont write it here.
and i forgotten some of the terms used.
i was like just remembering and remembering the cells things uses and all and all that i somehow forgot its main properties or what.
so a few marks is gone here and there.
and that does not include other mistakes i might have..just that i might not know it =/

the test was over and it was like a great relieved.
now..its only the waiting of getting back the testpapers for our marks.

then it was english.
actually..i also had like some of the descriptive in the so called conversation i wrote that eric uses.
lols. and i was like..oh gosh after msyanti commented.
so it was my turn and i did many editting to it.
while reading it halfway, i dont even understand what i was writing yesturday that i changed here and there very oftenly that i er and erm alot.
or maybe paused.
yup, so its rubbish.
i think i was like leaning on the teachers bench is it?
i cant remember, but i think i did so.
lols. like, leaning on the desk while presenting abit er...
how to say..like too casual ah?

okay had emaths and then chem.
sorry shawn for getting ur partner away from u everytime.
but i just felt like er..
how to say..
just felt like having someone to chat to.
not say abigail dont chats with me.
i just dont know why. yup so sorry shawn for making u alone again.

walked to the bus stop with pris and jet.
so im home pretty early again and im going to sleep now.
i desperately need to sleep. lols

just came back home not long ago and i feel like just going off to bed.
but i cant..because i have yet to study much for the tests.

okay lets talk about today.
well...i woke up like maybe 5 mins later then usual..and so we went down to the bus stop at 6.55am
it was supposingly to be later then our set meeting time.
but it seemed like we always meet each other somewhere round that timing too?
lols.. so i think not much of a difference.
8,59,28 were fully packed.
so me,chuiying,gina didnt get to board the bus.
lols. i was also damn forgetful this morning..
i forgot my watch, hist text book and one more thing whih i forgotten what it was.
so after meeting chuiying, my mum went off..
then..she came down with my watch and sec2 hist textbook.
lols, she took the wrong book. so i told her nevermind, study others then.
then...she came down once more to pass me the right book this time round.
and she said to me..this time, you're confirm to be late.
lols. its like pretty true..u came down thrice(in total) and u still sees me at the bus stop which i would normaly no longer be there..
i would be late.
lols. so yup..i was late..but amazingly! i wasnt given detention =D
qihao is like damn lucky? always let off by mr ong de..
until now..i think he isnt book for being late yet. as in for so many times.

didnt read up for ss.
forgot to actually. so i dont know much abt what mrstan was talking abt.
amaths was another blur lesson for me.
i know that i dont understand something..but i dont know what i dont understand.
i only know that theres something that i dont understand!!!! -.-
emaths was quite okay.

did letter writing for mt.
i forgotten the formal letter writing structure.
so i dont know if it will be right.
or maybe i would have marks deducted for wrong format =/
mrsteh isnt here again and we dont get to get back our test paper.
chemical calculations can kill man.
im getting more and more confused.
i cant really remember what equation/formula to use after the next step.
die die die.
eng was about oral.
kimyong ought to be shot.
he says he prefer badminton to tkd.
loser-.- i think its because he dont gets wallop so easily when playing badminton compared to tkd.
but like..so what u get kicked by ur opponent often?
its like..even so..if ure able to defeat them..isnt there the satisfactory?
and no one tells u to let others attack u-.-
gaoyang who tried to sabo-ed me failed once again =D
actually..qingyi also learns tkd too. lols

extra cello pactice.
crap, i slacked again, only like study on facist japan before i went back slacking or playing.
played with the mic..bass(at the beginning) then cello
hias..what song to use??
hias hias hias hias.
who to perform??
hias hias hias hias.
its like..after stacia's batch was gone..there was fusheng,huiling they all to 'protect'
now that they are gone...no one else =/
fusheng said that i was damn sad..
because all the juniors pang-sehed me and went off first.
lols. pretty true..quite sad ah. lols
was looking at the key before returning it to the GO.
lols, to think i spoilt it-.-

okay bye bye..no mood le

tried playing harry potter out on the cello.
my finger still hurts though.
so theres pretty much places which is out of tune.
lols.

here are the two samples that i played =X lols
someone tell me how is it?

harrypotter-pizz(turn ur volume up higher if its too soft)


harrypotter-arco(this one seriously has loads of out of tune part. lols)

heyheyhey!
okay im sort of quite happy with myself for figuring out the fingerings for harry potter theme song! =D
okay, maybe its not exactly right? as in according to the actual score.
but for one without any music beackground like me and no proper theory lessons..
its sort of like a wonder for me at least. lols

thanks celeste, for sending me another version of harrypotter and the piano scores.
i tried converting..but the notes were all like too high!
seriously too high! all were like 5-6 more lines above the normal scale.
lols. so i didnt used it. and maybe because its for piano, thats why it doesnt really tallies to the tune when i tried playng it.
but thks anyway, i used it to note down the notes. lols

okay there was CO prac this morning.
daphne didnt answered my call and didnt turn up-.-
nvm. forget it i wont talk abt that

i broke the metal thing on my bottle this morning while on the bus-.-
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN .
every metallic thing seems to go haywire under my hands.
wth....yesturday the key..today my bottle-.-
okay abt the key, it broke this morning while yiliang was trying to open the door.
i was feeling like.. oh no...=XX
lols, so we went in through another entrance today
sorry key. lols.

alot people seemed to be absent today.
juliet and shihui pang-sehed bass today.
lols, and germaine&yvonne didnt really bothered abt jingwen and pris.
tried to help them as in when to come in, but i kept getting lost because there were so many bars to rest here and there that i kept losting count and went to ask catherine&liying.
lols. and i somehow finally familiarise with the fingerings on bass.
i all along thought it was like 1,3,4 1,3,4 but it was only like 1,2 1,2 unless there are sharps.
thanks for jingwen's/priscilla's paper which had the which note which fingering.

went to play er quan ying yue on bass during break.
guess what! i think im able to play that too!
as in really the whole song.
because the song is at a slow speed. haha, thats why im able to, otherwise i think i will be applying cello fingerings on it.
will play it with juliet next time =D
thats if shes willing to play with me. lols
guo told me to go over and prac&play bass sometimes during practices
but if i ever does that, tian will definitely be scolding me saying 'why are u always playing bass? go and practice ur cello! havent master ur cello yet and here u are playing bass..very free ah..if thats the case, u choose either cello or bass then transfer over'
lols.

went for lunch with juniors at ljs.
koknam and dion who said they were going to queenstown and so not joining us joined us for lunch in the end.
lols. and koknam had this winner/loser thing by seeing ur fingers-.-

came home after lunch and slacked.
so my day today was practically slacking on the cello
played all sorts of rubbish on it.
awful ones digusting ones average ones. lols
and the best thing is...i figured out the fingerings for harrypotter!!!!!!!!!
yeah =DD lols
but my fingers are like red and painful now because the strings were too high compared to the sch one.
thats because of my cello bridge, its slanted so its too high.
okay, its 4am now. bye!

this week was another week which flew past damn fast.
well, all tests are postpone to next week...and that means..there will be like so many test next week?!?
as in..like its those that really requires memorising.
mon there will be ss test
tue..i think none for now as far as i can remember
wed..emaths retest, hist test
thurs..bio & physics test.
fri..amaths retest.
omg..my maths really suck man.

okay so actually sch past very quickly since sch started.
so lets talk abt today.
had english. but msyanti didnt come again.
so practically slacking.
bio was okay lah.
and once again..abigail pang-sehed me.
lols. so i was all alone.
haha, instead of home alone, its sch alone -.-
forget it. its cold.....lols
chem was okay too lah.

collect the cello from yinglan during recess.
and went back to class to play the hp games i downloaded from the net yesturday.
i downloaded really quite alot of games! serious, but i deleted them off later.
lols, but i still have quite a number of games to entertain me =D
so i was playing the cake mania on my hp.
and jetaime was disturbing me really much!!
lols. and i guess i sort of went too crazy abt she disturbing me.
ranon came and joined in too.
i sort of lost control though i know its only a game.
lols. its just A GAME! -.-

cme was crapped.
yaoyi was practically saying everything wrongly.
lols. funny. its supposed to be KY superscript Y fan club okay!
lols. actually..who knows..
haha..

had oral after sch.
omg...i was like grr...
i dont know whats wrong with my pronounciation.
grr and i was like..damn friendly towards the teacher i thing?
when i was talking abt the topic..i was like sort of laughing at myself just because i didnt know what words to use?!?
and later come to think of it..i was worrying abt my marks for oral..because i think i sort of screw it up.
i sort of had brain jammed every now and then that i dont know what word to use and i was like kidding with the teacher as well?!?
omg, thats crazy. now i starts to wonder abt my marks.

co prac after that
we somehowcan say completed er quan ying something.
but maybe the confusing part is on the counting of beats or gong fa i think.
only tried a little on feng nian ji because there wasnt much time left.
and know what! fusheng sort of know the finger positions for harry potter!
omg...im so gonna bug him for the fingerings.
at least..to write it down on a paper so that we can learn it i guess.
and guess what!
i think i did something horrible to the cd shelter keys.
lols. those who sees it will get what i mean =X i hope they replaces it. lols

went to photocopy the cello book that i lent from fs
802 doesnt does those kind of photocopying, so i had to go to prime area.
so i went to this shop called copyland.
they told me that it will only be ready by tml.
so after asking like..really not able to complete by tonight?
they said, nope.
so i agree to come back tomorrow to collect it.
but they say it must be before 2pm-.-
do i have to rush to go and get the book?
so nvm, i came home and sort of was in a damn damn comfortable position on the sofa watching tv when they called me to say that the photocopying was ready -.-.-.-.-.-.-
and they told me to go back and collect before 9pm if i want.
argh.....i was feeling like so relax already and lazy to step out of the hse..
and now u tell me to collect it before 9pm at like 7.55pm -.-.-

so i went back.
and guess what..i think i really need to change my slippers.
i have been having slipping experiences with that slippers of mine.
just within that few walking distance..
i had like nearly slipped 2-3 times-.-
even when the floor is not that wet..just slightly wet.
and i was holding onto my hp damn tight..incase it flew off if i really slipped and fall.
lols. unexpectedly..i went over to chuiying hse after that supposingly for a while.
but then it turned out that i stayed there till like 11pm
lols, sorry for disturbing u.
haha. and i just found out that the celebration thing for the syf and farewell party is rather budgeted-.-
nvm, lets see how.
and joel was really right
he had called mrskoh but she didnt responded.
and i dont know why was i the one who called mrskoh later. =/

okay, so here i am.
theres co tomorrow.
im not sleepy at all. lols.
bye bye

yoyoyoyo!
okay, now i see why do US open helplines for hp fans to call in.
because..when i was reading the book yesturday..i was also very frustrated by it.
i dont know why. lols.
i was reading it halfway, and suddenly i went into my sis room and complained to her abt what happened so far.
lols. she said i was crazy and told me to go and call the helplines-.-
and she told me not to talk too long, because oversea calls are expensive-.-

and another dumb thing was, though i kept whining on and on about the book..
i still went back to reading it after taking a break on and off.
finished reading it today at abt 4.57pm!
my fastest every reading speed. lol.
the previous books..my reading period was like abt 1week.
and this time round, its been only two days.
lols. crazy. and i wont talk much about the book.
otherwise i would be called a book spoiler.
lols. but iw as damn happy when they went back to hogwarts.
though not for studying, for a mission instead, but i was just damn happy that they were back at hogwarts. dont know why either. lols

oh yah! that damn damn damn damn damn damn bellatrix died!
yeah!!! lols. guess who killed her!!
the damn damn damn damn damn damn cool molly weasley!! =DDD
she rocks man! aw... lols.
but i still dont like the idea of ginny with harry. lols
and i guess that when they start to film the 7th movie of harry potter, albus should be a nice looking fellow! =D

okay, i better start doing my homework or anything that need to be done.
because i did nothing other then eat, sleep and read these two days. lols
but i feel like going out to have a walk instead. lols
bye!

yoyoyo!
its the 21st of july today!
which means....HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS are out today!
my book arrived in the morning somewhere around 8.30am as said by my mum.
but she only woke me up at like 9.20am?
so i sort of got out of bed immediatly.

got an sms from hueiyin
and i was thinking if i should go back for the primary sch homecoming.
but i was thinking..my batch de..maybe not many will be going back bah?
so..i decided not to go and stay home to read my storybook instead=DD

so i read it from like 9.30am-12.30pm
then i went for lunch till like 1pm++ before reading it till 3.10pm
and im taking a break now.
might go back to reading it.
but i might wanna do something else instead?
anyway, the book is quite okay..but i dont like moody to die lah
just at the beginning of the book and he died.
wth...so many ppl die..
i dont like it man. =(
nvm..thats all.. bye

i bought the book with its special box!! =D

there it is in the box.. wee

did nothing in sch today.

it was sort of like a waste of time.
esp the part after the carnival.

had the racial harmony performance, we waited like so damn long doing nth when we were the last item.

but i sort of enjoyed it because theres huiling and fusheng there.

as in, its not very often that u get to play with the seniors again. =/

so yup. okay. went to helped to carry some stuffs down and i had like 2-3 small cuts on my ankle caused by the instruments -.-

i didnt realise until water touched it and it actually bled a little.

so now my sch shoes has a little blood there.

lols.

went up for the carnival.

but it was sorta pretty boring.

so i went back down to cd shelter.

stoned there for some time and something funny happened.

lols. celeste reaction was damn lols.

as in, she wasnt scared suddenly. she just saw those masks and she went crazy.

lols. funny things she does.

went to play the yangqin awhile and i think leechuang gonna be driven crazy by me anytime.

lols. theres just so many strings that u go blur seeing it.

and i kept hitting the wrong ones.

haha. im not cut out for yangqin i guess. lols

went back to class at 10.30

thks caiyan, for bringing my bag up for me

did nth but slacked and stoned again.

me and abigail were sleeping later part.

lols. its totally boring.

so when we were finally released, i sort of went home straight.

moodless..

haha, then there came a sms from yuyun.

i was on the bus home at that time.

so when i reached my bus stop(which is abt two stop later), i called her and we decided to meet at white sands.

so crossed the road and took 15.

so yup, wasted time. lols

but it was fun. okay, maybe because i dont get to do such stuffs nowadays.

saw juliet, shihui,nicholette,valerie,yanting there too.

so had lunch together with them.

left first because we werent supposed to be with them.

lols, in any case, i have laughing fits. but yuyun is worst then me.

lols, i said this before, but she seriously have worse laughing fits.

she was practically laughing all the way every shop we went into.

crazy fellow. lols.

so yup anyway, just had fun.

so walked her to the bus stop where there is her bus to take home before going off.

and as soon as i started crossing the road...

it started raining-.-

pretty heavy. and i was lazy to open my umbrella though i had one.

lols. so i walked under the rain los.

emo emo. lols.

kidding lah.

but then...now im sicker.

lols. thats so dumb of me.

i deserve to be sick.

not in the mind though.

lols. okay, im going to have a nap now.

thks yuyun! for accompanying me and making my day later. haha. thks =DD

aiyo..how old le..still play..lols

yo!
its thursday today.
though its not the last day of sch, because there isnt lesson tml, so it can sort of be considered day off.

went to pass liying her umbrella today.
i was like pretty dumb?
lols. i was liek tryign to find the class, then i asked, where is 1r6?
and the next thing i knew was, liying was somehow standing in front of me at her class.
lols. dumb

bio, physics, bio
i havent studied salts.
so i was studying it during physics.
so i some how didnt listen to physics lesson=/
gonna read it later.

bio practical was quite funny.
first, caiyan broke her boiling tube.
and i got a shock not because the boiling tube broke.
but got a shock because she broke it.
as in, she was like holding on to it, and suddenly she just dropped it.
dont know why i got a shock either.

then, i couldnt retrieve the leaf out from the boiling tube
think im dumb or what.
didnt thought of using the rod.
so gaoyang helped me sort of bring the leaf out, and i tilt the boiling tube back up, and there it goes, back to the bottom.
lols. so gaoyang took it up again and this time round, i dropped it into the basin.
how dumb can i get-.-.-.-

emaths was funny!
as in, mstoh laughs pretty freakily.
lols
its like, after teaching, then she chatted with me and abigail awhile.
then she laughed.
lols. it was funny.
its just funny.
okay to me at least.
lols. and jeremy is damn evil..
actually, i cant rmb who was the one who said it lah.
that someone said : make her laugh non-stop, then later do chem test cant concentrate-.-
so evil. lols
abigail is damn funny in imitating ppls laughter.
lols. she somehow changes the voice of it.

chem test.
did the paper very slowly
i dont know why.
i was like, wanted to answer the questions carefully.
but i dont know if its right or not.
lols.

walked jiewei home to the traffic junction!
lols. dont know why i did that either.
but i just walked her to the traffic junction before going back to sch.
lols. went to buy a lotus seed paste bun.
omg, it taste horrible!
its look itself is not appealing.
shumei said its because im sick thats why it taste awful.
shouldnt it be, if im sick i wont be able to get its taste?
its just something u wont wanna buy.

waited like dont know how long
so walked here and there
went to r2 classroom!
dont know what class it belongs to now.
but last year and the year before 1r2's class.
i miss those days.
hahas okay nvm.
so yeah, moved the instruments back down after the rehearsal
and it was like 6++pm
and i gotta reach home by 7pm today-.-
and we had to stay back for a debrief.
omg, its killing me. lols.
and..im late.
lols. okay and the bus broke down just one stop before mine-.-
so i got down and walked home
then...when i reach my bus stop, the bus went past me-.-.-.-.-.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
okay, i gonna watch shows tonight!
everyone say yeah!
lols. i wanna eat chocs. lols.
but im having a sorethroat.
maybe i should just eat it?
maybe it will cure ah?
like the chinese cheng yu or what, use poison to treat poison. lols
crapped.
i think my brain is damaged or what.
okay, bye bye

was late for sch today.
actually, its sort of my fault.
because i came down late.
haha, so sorry chuiying.
made u late for sch too. lols.
abt two bus went past us.
and its pretty depressing to see it driving away when u needa reach sch on time.
haha. but luckily...mr ong let us off today! =D
yeah! haha. otherwise i would have to serve detention today le.
lols. because this will be the second time that im late.
does anyone knows when do they change the record of being late again?

pe was boring today.
didnt get to play any games.
only later part..when it had to rain -.-

went over to 4c2 classroom?
its taken over by 3r6 today.
because their teacher had to demo something for the visitors.
Godwin is pretty funny now.
lols. he likes annoying ppl.
he admitted it himself.
and one of the often irritated one is jiewei.
haha, she said that herself too.
because joel was sitting at his place while godwin was like so high..
i said joel was emo-ing.
lols. and i dont know how joel knows abt it.
okay fine..godwin..ur tall now
im short k.
haha, its NOT normal if ure shorter then me
lols. so its no big deal that ure taller then me now =P
though i wanna be taller. lols

i think im screwed up for both maths test today.
okay i dont think, im pretty sure that im screwed for it. =(
hmm..lets dont talk abt it.
so went home after lessons and saw yandong walking infront with qihao.
and when i reached home, yandong was already online!
omg..so fast. lols. he learnt how to disapparate is it?
teach me how to do that too!
lols. ignore me, im .........no words to describe.
so okay i shall go now.
gonna try harder for chem.

lazed in bed today and didnt bother abt my alarm till chuiying message me that she just woke up.
i was still in bed though.
lols

ss was like eh...i dont know.
didnt really engage in the doing of the essay=/
no one tells me anything=/
nvm. so i was scolded for laughing during amaths-.-
this freaky relieve teacher.
she dont bothers listening on what ur stand is or what u say, if she wanna scold u...
she will just ying ying scold-.-
emaths was alright i guess.

guess what! it was mt next.
and...i listened to mrthong lesson!!
as in the whole period lah!
omg...lols. thats like the first time since he started teaching me!
as in..like a normal boring lesson.

chem was some sort a blur for me.
not that sure.
but i will try on it.
must remember to bring chem textbook home tomorrow.
eng was like rubbish again.
me and abigail went high.
lols. we were like making rubbish noises. lols

had enrichment after sch.
pretty okay.
at least its not that boring.
had co after that and again..i got another blister.
but its on my middle finger this time round.
because it still hurts when i use my index, so i use the middle one, and now theres a blister there.

while walking to the bus stop, me and chuiying ractically went crazy.
lols. okay maybe me alone?
no..but she did went on those high pitch voices.
and i was like squeezing my voice?
to make those high voices.
lols. and now my throat hurts
ALOT!
lols. that tells u not to go crazy and making noises when ure having a sore throat

okay, im either going to sleep and then study for the test or study now and sleep later.
i dont know. cya

gosh..im sick =/
today has been like hell for me.

YOYOYOYOYO!
haha, okay, im over high now.
maybe its just some sugar rush or what.
i guess i had too much swt stuffs for the night.

slept from like 4++pm-6.30pm before waking up to meet my cousin for dinner.
wanted sakae sushi, but the queue was way way way too long.
so went to jack's place instead.
had steak and chicken set!
pretty nice, other then for the carrots.
then had cheesecake! and a coke float!
omg! i had so much swt stuffs.
lols. and later i shared popcorn with my sis and cousin.
wow...the money spent...ouch, my pocket hurts.
haha, not mine actually, my cousin.
other then the popcorn which is from mine.
but that is like nth compared to what my cousin paid.
sat there damn long.
from 7.30pm-9.30pm
wow...2 hrs. lols, but we took a long time to eat.

went to catch harry potter when it was 10pm!
okay, its pretty nice.
but just that a lot of details are lost.
and yet...the show is still so long.

i seriously detest dolores umbridge.
in the storybook, i was still quite alright with her.
and the impression i had of her was those kind of stern.
but in the show.
omg, please, i dont know why, i just think she irks me.
everything is like pink?!?
even her tea-.-
and the amount of sugar she added...dont know how many spoonfuls

luna lovegood is interesting!
haha, she has that luna lovegood look.
haha, okay, im crazy.

i find professor trelawney pretty pitifful ='(
that look she had when she was chased out of hogwarts by that damn umbridge.
that damn bellatrix.
grr....killed sirius..though i knew that in the story book...
argh...she looks like a *.
argh...that damn look she had on her face...
ah..sirius....
oh..and tonks is pretty cute!
lols. as in the personality and on...
dumb, all these is in the storybook-.-

okay, nvm.
so all in all, its pretty nice to me at least.
the show ended at 12.35am?
somewhere there.
walked my cousin home and then walked home with my sis.

okay, going to take a shower and off to bed.
i think im falling sick.
-.-.-.-.-.- my temp has been going up and down and up and down
getting stuffy nose, and a sore throat.
pretty uncomfortable..and i ate all the rubbish.
nvm. cya !

had co in the morning.
changed of seating arrangement again.
im sorry for changing so many time.
but my aim is to try to help ur.
so..though u might want to stick like to ur friend, i gotta spilt ur up.
and, ur will shift back one seat every week.
yup, so junyan and me will try to help ur as much as possible.
ur may not like it, but..i will still carry this out to try to help ur.

went for lunch with quite a group of ppl.
but we spilted up.
so i had lunch with junyan, liying and yuyun again!
lols. okay, im crapping. yup, cat joined us later part.
went home after lunch.
hmm, junyan, cheep up lah. hahas, all this will get better de lah =)

yeah!!!
im catching harry potter later at 10pm!!!!!
haha, okay, i shall go now.

HARRY POTTER 5 : THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX is out today!
okay, but i cant catch it today.
so whats the use =/

i was damn damn damn sleepy in the morning.
i dont know why. practically couldnt get out of bed.
so i woke up at 6.35am
and i went down slightly later.

english lesson...i was yawning through out.
i soon lost concentration during both maths.

mdm ashikin wasnt here, so it was a free period.
and for goodness sake! i laughed for like one whole period!
wth...and i got choked on water, laughed till my cheeks were aching-.-
next was two hours of physics
i practically screwed up spa.
i was liek, totally lost.
i didnt know what to do.
didnt understand it
and i forgot to convert.
everyone were like doing ahead of me.
im lost for it.
lols.

cello extra prac after sch.
went straight down after packing my bag
i didnt know what to do.
as in feng shou luo gu we prac quite long,
fs dont wanna prac the awful part.
so we skipped it.
and, there isnt like much to prac for that song.
dont know if to start on the new song.
so we sort of prac for 1hr and slacked the other hour.

came home and i dont know what came to me.
i just sat in front of the tv not doing anything!
the fan was off.
tv wasnt switched on
and just nothing.
i was just sitting on the sofa.
i didnt know what was i dazing at too.
okay, im not going for the india trip to new delhi. =) ? =( ?

grr.. i can only watch harry potter on sat at 10pm.
that performance thing is cancelled! yeah! lols
but then, now i got the whole afternoon free, then cant watch hary potter.
abit #$%&* leh...lols

PE today.
played bball!
haha. and i banged someone again-.-
this time it was a head crash.
lols. our head just bump into each other while dashing.
i think its my fault.
lols. because i just suddenly appear to try to wanna snatch the ball.
but shes on the same thing as me.
so i think we were both aiming the ball. lols
and it was a hard bang on the right side. lols
and later, someone knock me on my head hard on the left side. -.-
one left one right. to make even ah. lols

i want to go to new delhi. lols
as in i wanna go for the exchange programme to gain exposure los.
its the experience that matters.
asked my mum way back when mrchee first told us abt the trip.
but just didnt ask my dad and didnt mention abt it.
so when i was back, i aksed my mum, she agreed.
asked my dad, he said no.
a flat NO. =(
he says that i everytime so mischevious, go there ure get into trouble.
i know im mischevious, but i do treasure my life, why would i go to somewhere far and place myself in danger-.-
which country doesnt have dangers in it?
he askd if i went to india before, do i know how complicating it is?
obviously i didnt go before thats why im thinking of going to see whats things like right-.-
okay, lets take it as hes being cautious then =/
but at the very start, he made this remark which made me have another negative thought of his disapporval.
and he said, other countries he will think abt it.
india, would be a flat no.
and told me not to ask him abt this matter anymore. =/
lets take it as im not fated then. =////

somehow made to help out for the slf. -.-
just because i didntobject.
but it doesnt means that i agree either.
im thinking. okay take it that im slow then, but i still do have the right to think!
lols. i dont know anything and what u wanna me to do? =/
msyanti let us off slightly a little earlier today because many were not in class, gone for their oral.
so yup, early dismissal for maybe like 5-10mins.

went for prac, and my file kept dropping-.-.-.-
its not too big, lols, it just simply has too much valuable scores and memories.
thats all, and i wont be removing much of it unless theres really no space.
every little memory/moments are precious to me. =)
so yup, junyan is irritating.
zzzzzzzz. went to play bass for racial harmony.
lols. wo ming ming jiu zai dao luan ma.
but im sorta able to play munerru valiba(?) right juliet?

okay. im going.
hmm, new delhi trip = no.
so i shall see i theres any other exchange programme which i can go? =/
theres this japan one which would be pretty interesting i guess.
but the competition is stiff, many are fighting for like just 20/30 places.
so i think i dont stand a chance.
but i shall just gonna try, if possible, then good, if not, nvm, im just not fated lols.
theres also this shanghai trip which im thinking abt too =/

its monday today.
i didnt know what time to set my alarm for this morning.
just because today starts later-.-

went to collect my phone after sch!
yeah! lols. okay its -.-
everything in my phone is deleted-.-
luckily the songs were stored in the memory card and not the phone.
or else i dont know i will spend how much more time on it.
i had a copy of my contacts.
but its not that updated.
as its copied down somewhere like last year oct?
then those who change their number de, i lost it-.-
and some who i just added this year, its lost too. -.-

came home and spent my remaining afternoon on it-.-
and so, i didnt watch huan huan ai.
i hear whats going on in the show-.-
but i watched the mu hou hua xu.
lols. its pretty funny again.
all the weird moves.
haha, then one part mike(xiao mei) was damn funny.
lols. okay not damn funny, but he act gay.
lols. and rainie uncle is so bad lah
grrrrr. how can he do that to his own niece.
evil evil evil
then chuan yi and rainie like 'breaking'
okay, according to what rainie said in the show, is waking up from her dream and not breaking up.
okay, yup, but its like..pretty wasted.
hmm, i dont know how to say. lols.
okay, i have dl-ed feng nian ji and converted the file to store in my phone.
i gonna show ur during prac on thurs.
i mean, at least to get an idea what is it like if ur dont know.
yup. so im going off.
my blister isnt okay yet.
as in, i poke it and peeled the skin-.-
and now theres this pretty disgusting wound there.
all the different layers-.-
and tml it will be playing racial harmony again-.-

reached sch pretty early today.
okay, as in its early for me.
because i normally reach on time or slightly late=XX
wanted to check the scores for all of them(juniors) today to see if its the right one.
but the rain spoilt everything.
so in the end, cd shelter opened late + started late = not enough time to get the things i intended to do done.

daphne is again absent for practice again.
just because she overslept again-.-
thats like the second time.
if she can wake up on weekdays, why is it not possible on sat.
nvm. im thinking of something.
but i think its a little unfair for the rest.
but that will only be what that will make them ensure they dont absent themselves regularly?
as in to make others 'suffer' with them.
huiyi, im sorry that u had to sat alone for prac today.
but that was because daph didnt came -.-
but anyway, theres this co rule abt not talking during practices.

celeste/erhu ppl were very evil.
lols. i wont have eat the sweet if cat didnt ask me too.
because i dont think they were up to any good when celeste first passed it over.
lols. after drinking water, i still find the sweet flavour lingering inside my mouth, which was pretty disgusting.

stayed back after co prac for meeting and then to prac celebrated canon.
im okay with playing cello1, but the prob is that i think i wont be able to make it for some parts.
so i rather not take it up, otherwise is like i spoil everything only.
so i guess i wanna stick with cello2?

didnt want to bring the cello home today de.
only intended to bring the bow.
but i still brought it later part.
i dont know why, but became moody again.
lols. i was practically having moodswings very randomly throughout this week.
it can like happened anytime. =/
didnt want to go for lunch with huiling & the rest today.
but i still went in the end.
and, i dont know why are my lips pale.
i think its pretty normal for me i guess. ?

went home straight after having lunch.
didnt go elsewhere with them.
lols. sorry, i dont know whats the matter with me.
i know that ur hardly come down le.
as in like on sat everyone come down together.
but i dont know what came into me.

came home and like started playing the cello again?
and the worst thing is... i didnt practice any songs that i was supposed to prac.
instead i went to play all the other non relevant songs-.-

my mum came in and suddenly asked me to acc. her to her friends wedding-.-
i was so not in the mood.
but she was like..
argh, nvm. so i went with her and it was at bukit timah!
omg....someone kill me please.
i was totally bored throughout the journey just listening to my mp4.
then when we reched there it was already 5++pm
i asked my mum what time the wedding started
and she told me anytime from 2-6pm
zzzzz. what time did she asked me to go with her? 3..45pm++
-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-
where got ppl go so late de.
and like going there and then going off in less then 15mins totally wasted my time.
spent like hours, okay an hour plus, going there just to spent the few mins.
how pathetic.
im tired lah.
grr...and that place is damn ulu.
u cant get anywhere if u dont drive.
so we just walked randomly to the next bus stop we see and board a bus to orchard.
i still wasnt in the mood.
nvm. so went to taka and i saw this bag which was pretty unique and nice.
okay, at least its nice to me.
but i wasnt willing to spent that amt.
so off we go.

okay, went to the foodcourt and i was irritated.
i dont know why but my mum just cant leave her bag there on the chair.
im gonna look after it what, so, just leave it there cant u?
and so off she went to get her food.
alot of ppl approached to see if the seat is occupied.
some wanted just the chair.
and they were damn qian bian.
they asked if anyone was occupying the seat and wanted to pull it away even before i answered.
if they were to just take the chair without me answering, its like, u might as well dont ask.
whether i reply or not, u still take the chair.
so one got away by just taking the chair away and my mum didnt had a chair-.-
so i went to grab another empty one.
others tried taking it away too.
so i was damn sian of replying 'the seat is taken'
that i took a piece of tissue paper and wrote 'this seat is occupied'.
and some * still tried taking it away, so i sort of hooked one of the chairs leg with mine and so when they tried pulling it out before i answered them, my leg obstructed it.

went home afterwards.
and yah, moodswings suck pretty much.
it spoils everything.
feng nian ji scores are out.
fs say we will have a hard time playing it.
i dont know how hard it gonna be.
but all i know is that there will be a part where cello plays the solo for awhile. =DD
but i dont know if we can make it =//
cya guys.

this wee khas finally come to an end.
i dont know why, but i felt that this week passed very fast and was pretty tiring afterall.
todays lessons was somehow a total slack.
mt was not much of listening again.
then had to do another compre passage for eng.
then it was bio.
bio lesson today was like not much of studying.

had cme after recess and mrskoh was like scolding us the first thing she came in.
so okay los. go ahead and scold. lols.
i didnt contribute to the loud noise made, so not my problem. lols
she changed some places today because there were like complaints about not being able to see clearly.
so..she changed yandong away and here comes abigail my new partner!
lols. she always changes the people around me, but she just dont change my seat hur?
lols. nvm. so yup, abigail is my new partner.
lols, abigail said : the _ ___ are sitting together.
haha. and yandong was changed to the back again.
hes not that quiet afterall, he does talk too.
haha. and he wasnt as quiet as i expected on monday.
as in, from tuesday onwards, he talk bit by bit los.
as in more. i still havent hear him saying 'nice one, nice one' =/

had cello prac after that.
todays practice was i dont know how to say.
maybe because i was sort of tired maybe?
theres co prac tml at 8am.
argh....i want to die le.
lols. although i look forward to practices, because i want to sleep more, i feel like dying instead =/

The play of the cello,
with it's haunting musical tune
brings me back to a past
that I had long forgotten,
or had long chosen to forget.
Like a song
playing the story of yesteryears,
it continues to sing to me
as if calling me
and groping within
the past filled with hurt and pain.
On and on it goes again,
I hear it even in my dreams
and with it comes a vision
that blurrs both my reality and fantasy.
What is this,
this frighteningly beautiful melody?


Thrumming with life,
Purring its song,
Pouring it’s sound
Into my body.
The vibration of the strings
Echo my need
To feel the music.
Moving with the bow,
Pouring my heart, soul, and body
Into the instrument,
Allowing it to convey
My feelings.

sometimes i starts to wonder.
what am i anticipating for =/
im getting all depressed and i dont know why =(

1st lesson was bio.
haha, pretty okay i guess.

physics was okay too.
i think maybe im understanding it or what?
i dont know either, or maybe its because this time round it didnt involve much trouble so im at least able to apply the formulas.
and there was this formula for temperature called fahrenhait.
lols. why isnt it copyrighted? lols.
mrchee is pretty funny on and off.
but his lessons was like hypnotising me to sleep. lols
got really sleepy or rather maybe moodless.

and then it was back to another hour of bio lesson. haha.
mdm ashikin sang a song to kimyong.
lols. shes so cute. lols.
found the song pretty familiar and realise it was mo li hua.
hahas. it reminded me of co which then later to the east zone co camp we had during the dec hols.
after some time didnt felt that sleepy anymore.
mrchee really has hypnotising skills. lols

msyanti wasnt around today.
so it was free period, but had work to be done.
so managed to get those compre ques done.
caiyan started imitating me for nothing and zhihui joined in too.
i dont know whats the problem with them-.-

miss toh talking is very muffled, and all of us were like laughing over it.
lols. went to eastpoint after sch to help my mum get her specs repaired.
was thinking whether to send my phone for repair.
didnt bring along the warranty card because i didnt expect to send it for repair today.
all along i was thinking, october, still far to go lah, but that was during jan feb like that.
then i thought, october actually might also be coming soon, so just send it first before the warranty wears out.
they said that all datas in my phone might be lost =/
i dont know if my contacts are saved in my sim.
=// i very long nvr update my list of contacts on the sheets of paper =/
so, lets hope i did save my contacts in my sim.

its already thurs today.
this week seemed to pass so quickly!

poked the blister last night!
lols. thats rather lame.
well, and it hurts more after poking it. lols
and i was like slow or what?
i went to heat the needle till glowing red hot to sterilise it-.-
and i was just holding on to the needle with bare hands, i seemed to forgot that metal conducts heat-.-
so i dropped it and it changed in colour.
heat it again this time but not that long anymore.
lols. so i sort of inserted the needle in and pull it upwards.
so theres sort of a tear in between it.
i thought water would FLOW out from it, so i went to overturn my hand.
guess what, that liquid inside was not dripping out.
it was like stationary there instead.
lols. so i washed it off, it was like red in colour?
maybe orange-red
lols. that looks like some chemical or bio results.

sort of couldnt wake up this morning.
so i was late in meeting chuiying.
lols. chuiying says that i was making her sleepy by not speaking to her-.-
lols. what rubbish.
told mrskoh abt the purchasing of items and a tuner was one of the items.
so she said : that time syf i thought we just bought a few tuners? where is it?
me : i dont know. cant find it.
mrskoh : *hits me* hmph, i dont care lah, u go and find the tuners first.
lols. how i know where are the tuners?
it sort of like went missing long before i took over?
lols. and abigail was lauging away.

mt was the first lesson again.
then physics and pe.
physics was fine i guess.
pe was quite okay too i guess.
at least we managed to play basketball.
so this term isnt entirely spoilt by the on going prime.
all the girls played together.
so it was random arrangement.

i found out that i knocked alot of ppl. lols
i accidentally punched jo while waking past her i think.
then i knocked someones head.
NEARLY stepped on abigails foot.
and collided with caiyan which resulted in we both falling.
sorry caiyan, for knocking into u.
lols. sorry.
if i attacked anyone else, sorry, i didnt mean it. haha

hist, eng, amaths, emaths.
jeremy was being an ass during emaths.
with all those scoldings of vulgarities for nth.
crazy guy. and he had this damn lame 'game' which i fell for it.
it goes, how many eights do u see on the paper?
it was loads and loads of circle looking like eights.
and after replying, he said there is none.
reason : they are infinite sign, not eight -.-
and then lessons are done.
i was like some sort of all ready to go.
because after being let off, i was like out of the class within 5mins.
lols. okay, theres loads of hw to be done.
but im still lazy.
grr...and now my index hurts again, because i just banged it against a sharp corner-.-
i seemed to like banging alot of things.

carried like loads of big stuffs to sch today.(its only two in fact, lols)
so chuiying helped with the gift for jiewei.

passed jiewei the gift.
and her reaction was super funny/cute!
lols. she was like, huh?!? all for me?
lols, there was only one item inside it.
so its naturally for her only.
lols. its rather big with the wrapper though =P

had ss first thing in the morning
the class was really really really very quiet.
lols. it either got to do with the new seating arrangement or is becauses its her lesson.
i forgot what is she called =X lols. so i can only use she.
mrs tan is it? i dont know. forgot. lols
and yandong was seriously very quiet!
so i was also wondering, omg, is he gonna be that quiet?
i gonna die man. lols. wont die lah, as in be very bored.
but it was better during amaths.
not that silent.
and talking about amaths!
i did my homework! but i left it on my desk, didnt kept it in my file, and i gotta do/copy it all over again so that i can hand it up. zzzz

had the chinese book reading test, but yet its not really the actual one-.-
couldnt really remeber detail for detail because the last i touched it was like 2nd week of june hols after finshing reading it
because mr thong said that he didnt say it gonna be a open book test,
i didnt bring it to sch today.
and he said it was a open book test -.-.-.-.-.-.-
damn him.
he allowed ppl to return to class to get the book, but the time took is included in the test too-.-.-
caiyan didnt bring i too.
so we went to shirlin's class to see if we could borrow.
luckily we did get 2 books in the end.
thks shirlin and the ones who lent us their book.
if im not wrong, its amelia and theresa.

didnt really have enough time to complete it =/
i didnt write much on why i like it.
grrr. i think i will score badly for this damn dumb test.
didnt bring textbook to class either.

chem was somehow a little funny.
had the presentation thing for eng.
lols. was the demostrator(?) for the packing of bags.
and i/we forgot that everything should be in a mess.
so everything was so neatly arranged and closed, it was pretty dumb when i had to closed the book.
lols, so i opened and closed it again.
oh yah! i saw this pink bottle on the table, and i thought it was caiyan's bottle.
so i wanted to asked caiyan why is her bottle there, because it was not included in the item lists.
and she told me that we dont need a waterbottle.
then msyanti said, thats my waterbottle.
lols! at that time i was like..i forgot that was her bottle!
lols. i was even thinking why was the bottle containing hot water after being in the class for so long.

after dismissal, i was just like stoning in class playing puzzlebobble at my seat-.-
lols. didnt want to do hw and didnt went for lunch and that equals to stoning.
lols. went for co prac later.
didnt know when to change note at the beginning for hong lou meng.
so i was practically playing rubbish.
and junyan didnt seemed to tally here and there.
so it was a total disaster in the beginning.
somehow got it later part, so it became manageable.
but my gongfa and junyans gongfa NEVER tallied.
and i was like also changing to suit his gongfa.
because shumei's gongfa direction was the same as him too.
till i finally found that i didnt play wrongly any note, as in the gongfa
and that shumei was actually following his if im not wrong.

so i decided not to follow him and wanted him to follow mine.
but he just didnt changed!
so i just went on playing and ignoring him when he stared over.
i knew i was right, and i want him to change to the right one.
and he finally changed after a very very very very very long time.
and he said it was my fault -.-
i told him that the motion for the bow was wrong at certain parts and he said it was my fault-.-.-.-

junyan left after the break.
so shumei sat beside me.
we were sitting in threes.
actually we wanted two, one
but he wanted to sit there
so thats why i sat behind instead.
but we changed later part
played racial harmony later
and i got this super big blister.
lols. i feel like poking it to make it burst.
but yet im afraid it wont get cured by fri.

okay, so played celebrated canon once/twice and then off home we went.
both my index are hurting. -.-.-
left thumb too. guess i press the cello too hard or what.
and those slidings. i have loads of dead skin on my index and left thumb man.
i gonna have my dinner now. cya
oh yah, i forgot to ask mrskoh abt the purchase of items-.-.-

wasted my day away again.
i hardly did much homework.
okay, nvm, im a slacker =/

went to use the converse card today.
so i bought a shoe, but not a sch shoe -.-
lols. what i intended to get at the beginning was a sch shoe.
so i will be using my other pair as sch shoe instead.
till that spoils, then will i change my sch shoe.
lols. but actually, it can sort of pass of as a sch shoe?
cause its like milky white or beige.

then went to look for my cousin's bday gift.
hmm, i dont know what to get him.
anyone has any suggestions?
lols. went to best denki with my mum cause she wanna get a new house phone.
bought a mouse because the one im using spoilt.
it doesnt runs correctly.

oh yah! taught my sis how to play the cello from the basics yesturday because she told me to do so.
shes sick of me telling her what note to play everytime she wanna plays it.
so taught her everything from the start.
and she gets pissed off with me before i get pissed by her.
lols. i taught her what i learnt in one month in just one hour yesturday and she said i teach so slow -.-
grr...meaning if she go and learn, she die le lah, like that so easy find boring.
what to do, her gong fa is wrong.
she keeps playing onto other strings.
the way she place her cello and everything is wrong, but she dont wanna listen to me..
i change the position, she complain that its not comfortable.
since when is it comfortable?
lols, how can it be in the position that u deemed fit instead of the actual posture?
i didnt even make her sit straight. lols

and she wants me to teach her in the way of maths.
dumb. my maths suck and she wants me to teach in the form of fractions.
that will makes cello so torturers to me. lols
okay, im going to complete some of my hw now. cya

went to liying's blog and did some quizzes randomly.

Your Birthdate: June 15

You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things.
You tend to be close to family and friends.
But it's hard to get into your inner circle.
Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home.
You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak.
Your strength: Your intense optimism
Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents

Your Personality is Very Rare

Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant.
Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men
You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.

You Are 40% Weird
Normal enough to know that you're weird...But too damn weird to do anything about it!

You Are 72% Non Conformist
You are a pretty serious non conformist.
You live a life hardly anyone understands.
And while some may call you a freak, you're happy with who you are.


You Are 68% Peaceful
You are a very peaceful person.
All is good in your world, no matter what's going on.
Occasionally you let your problems get to you, but you generally remain upbeat.
Your inner strength is inspirational - much more so than you may realize.