hi there.
its only the second day since term2 started and i seriously forgot about it totally.
i was like thinking, its just a normal schooling day with all the lessons and stuffs thrown in.
it seriously didnt felt like a new term beginning. lols.
guess im really mental.
talking about being mental..
i thinking sleeping REAL LATE makes one hyper. lols
due to sleeping in the late noon and waking up in the night..
i cant get back to sleep.
moreover, with all my undone Holiday Homeworks.
so i stayed up all the way till somewhere round 5.47am(looked at the clock before sleeping).
well, it wasnt solely based on doing homework.
while doing it halfway, i got distracted by my DAMN DAMN MESSY bedroom that i stopped doing my homework and started packing it up-.-
thats a very DUMB THING to do.
especially at a timing like 3am++ ?!?
oh, another thing that made me amused too.
just as i was to go to bed..
my sis just got out of bed to prepare for work.
lols. like 'WTH'
people elsewhere is GETTING OUT or have already GOTTEN OUT of bed.
but here i am, getting IN to bed-.-
isnt it how interesting that my day actually ended and is starting just within a couple of hours?
ps : i only consider my day to end when i rest for the day, and not according to the 24hr system.
the lack of sleep got me very hyper.
i was in the mood for playing and stuffs.
but no other was.
lols, or maybe call that the excitment of getting back to school(which i doubt so? because im lacking all the way back. lols)
not even caiyan or zhihui played with me.
so bad..*cry le lah* lols!
and amazingly i didnt drop dead after 3pm. lols
so i guess i threw my own face away with the stupid things i did. lols
and i was in a very enthu mood in playing the cello.
but, no one to enthu with me. lols
sad thing right =/
another crazy thing was that me and chuiying sat OUTSIDE her house with stools and a table.
it was seriously LOLS.
and i guess i really saw how much the connection between a dog and its owner can exist.
and chuiying knocked her dog's head onto the table accidentally-.-
omg, i was seriously thinking 'ouch' for it.
came home and dropped dead. lols
seriously dead.
so i was just staring and staring and staring at my books-.-
doing NOTHING productive.
and i concluded that such cases of irregular sleeping, for me at least, makes one hyper.
and its very hyper.
for, every since something happened this year, i have never really felt so hyper and'played' without caring about anything.
and its really from my heart.
chuiying, dont come and say that im so happy because you didnt go to school-.-(which you have already said. how can you say that lah-.-)
today..tuesday.
i told jetaime that because i was too hyper yesturday, ive used up my energy for today.
lols, what a stupid thing to say-.-
but nevermind. haha
but i seriously felt dead today.
as in, i wanna just stay in bed for another couple of hours. lols
and i totally forgot about my bottle of lemon drink which i got from 7-11 yest.
so luckily, i had that to keep me awake on and off when im dozing off.
and actually, i dozed off for a while during ehist.
lols, bad student; sleeping in class.
caiyan and i had our candlelit lunch together today. lols
since dont know how long. lols
the rehearsal dragged all the way.
and so, we only really left at about 8pm.
talking about cca, seriously, i have to say this.
shumei, i believe ive mentioned to you before a couple of times, no matter what, you still have to give junyan the respect he should get from anyone as a senior.
and till now, my stand still stays.
its not whether about if im siding him or what; because he do gets on my nerves at times, just like how i might get on anyone's nerves inculding any of your.
thats not the way to say things.
all of us makes mistakes.
no one, seriously, no one is perfect.
i know im not a good cellist either.
but what i can say is, you cant deny that he is a better player then you for now.
the inaccuracy of one's note is unavoidable for us.
just with that alone, everyone of us makes mistakes in that aspect.
i guess im wrong too with the way i express it out just now.
but looking at it for the interest of everyone(like how it will display the standard of cello), it does matter how do we present ourselves.
with a better player, why should i not choose him?
okay, topic close.
but if i have caused any displeasure in any of you(cello people),
i hope you would let me know about it.
at least, let me apologise for it if im in the wrong.
and, i dont have anything against anyone by stating your name.
i just dont think theres anything to hide about it.
and its like, what for.
but i just want to let you know, sometimes, little reactions of one could cause anything, be it troubles or what.
well, shall end it off here. bye