its 12.45am now and ive just stop playing the cello.
lols. i found the scores for the swan!
everyone say yeah!!!!
lols. retarded-.-
okay. actually, my aim was to find the scores for my heart will go on.
but....i cant find free scores..
lols. must either purchase the scores or the book which will then arrive in like 10days time?
and that is when sch reopens.
so when sch reopens...i dont think i will be doing such stuffs.
so just look out for any other song and ta dang....i found the swan.
lols. because it was four pages long,
i went to make it into a powerpoint slide show so that i dont have to click on the mouse for 'next'
okay, i know thats bo liao of me..
but i have yet to print the scores out and theres no one to press the mouse for me.
okay, there is someone, but no one bothers abt me -.-
and after playing a few times, i stopped.
now my index hurts.
lols. because i have been playing it since 6++ till 8++
and then 10++ to 12++
but played different songs though.
like hong lou meng, tong hua, feng sou luo gu, canon, jian kui de liang feng, chang cheng, song wo yi zhi mei gui hua.
lols. so means i played then next play then next.
grrrr....my rosin just broke!
im pissed now!

woke up at 9.15am this morning by a wake up call from shirlin.
lols. i dragged till like 9.50am
plan was to marathon hws today.
so i completed physics(with references from caiyan's ws on and off), chem and ss
wahahaha...lols. at least i did my hw. so today wasnt to waste. =P
i dont know how to do mindmaps. lols.
i dont wanna use those mindmaps software.
because its troublesome.
alot of things are restricted.
well, we rested for maybe 1hr?
lunch+tv break.
haha. we chatted while doing the hws too.
lols.

okay, im going to play the cello now.
lols. now that ive done some of my hw, i can play the cello.
lols. i will still play even if i didnt do my hw. -.-
haha still have amaths, bio, hist and alittle of english though
well..cya.

went to polyclinic with caiyan
spent like almost 2hrs there on waiting and stuffs.
hmm, caiyan has wild imaginations. lols

she came over later part and i fell asleep on the sofa-.-
lols, caiyan...i know what u did. lols.
i even know which spot was it taken..
wahahaha...lols.
wanna know what i know then come and ask me los.
lols. wahahaha.
lols. lame-.-

okay, going to have my dinner.
i wanna try playing feng nian ji.

wanted to wait for more episodes of 换换爱to be out first.
but i went to watch it.
theres like only 2-3 episodes out?
hmm, gotta wait weekly.
zzz..the main casts are from 恶魔在身边.
and again, jia di(rainie yang) and huo yan are supposingly attracted to each other.
but it looks like she will end up with huo da in the end.
dont know to say boo or what.
haha. but i guess its pretty interesting after the first two episodes.

it has some similar things to my lucky star.
both second young master are the rebellious/naughty ones
both female lead are supposingly 'unlucky' people
both have uncles who keeps accumulating debts or need money
both second master gets involve in an accident and breaks either their hand or legs
both can't race anymore because of their injuries.
lols. and the 幕后花束?(behind the scenes) are pretty funny.
lols. especially the part where both huo yan(Kingone Wang Chuan Yi)and huo da(Mike He Jun Xiang) were trying to burst the balloon.

the time its airing is also 9.30 on sunday.
i wonder if that online media thing has that show too

had the runs yesturday.
omg, sorrowful.
lols, i even thought of what fusheng said that time that he slept in the toilet-.-
nvm, ate dont know how many diarrhoea medicine because i seriousy cant stand it.
lols. sorrowful night.

woke up at like 12pm today lols.
went to queenstown with huiling to collect the c&b tees.
though i said i expected it to be bad or what,
the feeling of not wanting it to be bad was still there.
the back just look kinda messy =/
in total, i think its _.
huiling's right, you cant rush to get things done.

walked round queenstown before collecting it because it wasnt there yet when we arrived.
so walked los.

yup, so met up with juliet and nicholette later.
then just some chats and yah im home.
to all c&b ppl, im sorry that it looks bad.
i dont know what happened.
no idea why it turn out that _.
im sorry to make the first c&b so .....
i just think that i sort of disappoint ur.

amaths remedial this morning.
i was late, because i woke up late.
lols. how -.-, but it rhymes though. lols

went to east cc mac with jetaime and abigail.
had breakfast and i suddenly realised that i forgot so many things.
so i went to sort some out. lols
thks juliet. for waiting to get the money before passing to me.
but u abandoned me later. lols. just kidding.
catherine looks different, like some kinda da xiao jie.
especially with her new hairstyle and with hair that wavy.
she really look different.
didnt recognise her until she was waving across the road.
haha. gracie alo woke up late, so i told her to look for me at the mac instead.

jet&abi are funny.
lols, okay i know that they're funny.
as in today. okay, i dont know how to express it out.
but well, they're just funny

did amaths project when the rest were here and i guess its rather messy. =/
i dont know, lets see how things get.

im collecting c&b tees tomorrow.
*fingers crosses* lets hope its alright.
its still pretty a waste that i forgot abt toapayoh-.-
as in for the price

and, thks shawn & jet for the bday gift.
jet, i was kidding, lols

happy birthday zengmei.
lols. crap -.-

okay thks to those who sent me greetings.
must credit chankai who sent it right on the dot at the strike of midnight.
chuiying says shes the first to wish me happy birthday.
okay, to ur wish =) haha. ure the only one who called so late in the night. lols.
i dont mind, i was still awake. until 3am++ actually. lols
juliet, yanting, shirlin and others =)
yinglan, thanks for coming down! to help me. and thks for ur gift.
jiewei too, for asking me out yesturday just to pass me my gift. lols

so..went back to sch for self prac.
juliet woke up late. so shes late.
lols. shes lucky that the c&b rules will only take effect when sch reopens.
i was late too. lols. but a little only. at least i got the key to open the cd shelter. lols
thks stacia for making the trip down to sch gate. lols.
haha, paiseh, i thot u meant the bus stop outside sch because u said the bus stop nearest to the sch.
lols. so yup, gotta make u walk.

most came today.
so yup, at least its good, at least they were willing to come back.
haha. i seriously didnt know ho to start today.
well, hvnt really like started teaching all as a whole before.
i forgot the ways how stacia's batch conducted self prac.
so i was jammed. lols. suddenly brain jammed.
daphne, please lah, lian often can? or at least prac so that u can cope with the others.
and yuyun, jiayous! u sure can make it de =)
haha, seriously ure damn hardworking, as in to prac to catch up or to be at the same level as them. jiayous!

vick&fusheng came down too.
grr...fusheng,dont try to even _ the _ home i tell u!
dont make my life difficult lah. grr. lols.

went to ica building to make ic after prac just because i wanted the issue date to be 15/6
lols. abit -.- bah. well, i dont know
lols. the pic look weird lah.
place the sides of my hair behind and i dont know why it slipped down and it looked like i had two feelers beside my face-.-
and my moustache? were damn obvious.
esp at the side. lols. i seriously look like a guy in the pic. -.-'
didnt waited that long because i dont know why either.
lols, seeing that the queues for taking pic were long, i went up to the top most lvl.
the lady there was grouchy, kept going on and on abt a boy who stepped on her tail.
lols. i waited like for only 15mins for the registration of ic.
phototaking i dont know, but not that long.

went back to sch after that because shirlin they all ask me to.
so went back and sort of celebrated.
thks shirlin,caiyan,zhihui,liangrong,jiadong.
they went to the sci lab to light the candles up. lols
caiyan&liangrong went high.
very high over everything. lols

everyone went off after that.
i was totally bored.
so i went to my grandma place, but my cousins were hooked on maple-.-
so i went out again to walk abt.
took a random bus that came which was 28.
soon got pretty down on the bus. nvm
walked the whole of tmall and decided to spend a little money.
its my money, didnt embezzle the money i collected from c&b.
dont worry. lols.

okay, im going off.
once again, thks everyone! =)

woke up late this morning for project.
project was like at 12pm and i woke up at 11.55am.
so i was late. lol.
did somethings on amaths project.
so well, at least we got started.
got a stupid laughing fit today -.-
nvm.

im having a fever now -.-
what a mood spoiler it is.
so that means no tkd training for me tonight-.-
no mood to type long things down.
meeting jiewei tomorrow.
she wanna 'walkwalk'
yup. so lets hope the fever goes away.

went for amaths this morning.
i gotta do the hw fast man, otherwise i forgets the method to do the que, then cannot do le. lols
amaths make up lessons are cancelled for the rest of the week because we are done?
dont know. but r3 covered more then us.
lols. discussed a little abt the project and went off for dentist.

met up with juliet before going because e had the intention of going to queensway after that to check out the prices for the tees.
i dont know why, but whenever i go out with her as in a group or what, all along she has been wearing the same clothes. she realizes that too and says whenever we are together, we would be reacting abnormally. lols
did some really really damn weird actions today =/
i dont know why either.
its just totally not my normal reaction.
and she can go on laughing and laughing and laughing abt it -.-

she sure takes a long time to decide on getting a thing.
lols. even longer then me.
walked around orchard before going to queensway.
alot of weird things happens.
as in my reactions and stuffs. not everything is me though

went to queensway and walk ard to do research on the pricing.
theres a shop whose hq is somewhere at bedok and could offer as much as we request for.
but the pricing is on the higher side.
so we didnt took that.
so went on to other shops.
i dont know how will the final product end up looking like.
lets hope its still alright bah?
but got the price at least still managable.
so we could settle some payment today.
haha. feel bad to make leechuang to come down all the way to lend us 10 bucks.
lols. all the way down. sorry and thk u leechuang.

leechuang and me were sort of bullying juliet on the way back.
lols. as in rebutting back in everything she say.
lols.

theres amaths project tml.
oh yah, whoever who see this, as in cello&bass de, there is prac on fri from 9-11, pls bring along $13 to pay for the tee. thks

had amaths this morning.
quite okay i guess.
my maths still suck. as usual.
i decided to go out and take a walk when it was too cold in the lab.
lols. and when i return, the lesson had sort of ended.
lols. they asked why i took so long in the toilet, i was actually walking ard. lols

waited for shirlin for like abt 1hr++
can die. haha. but nvm, i didnt just stare into space.
went to call up and ask a little abt the pricing.
i guess the shirt would be within $20
i would try to get it lesser.
still looking around.

went to the gym with shirlin.
saw this couple in the swimming pool who were super obscene -.-
for goodness sake, its a children's pool, if they wanna do all these, shouldnt they find somewhere else.
PDA.
met jessie.
she looks tanner. lols

tried shaker fries today.
i think its sort of the first time i ate shaker fries?
did i eat it before? cant rmb.
but i dont think so. lols
guess it taste quite okay bah.
not obsess over it. lols

oh, and when i wanted to wash my hands before going off,
it didnt strike my mind that there the toilet would be crowded
so i sort of gave the door a hard push.
so guess what, the door knocked onto the 'bimbos' inside.
damn her. i wouldnt have called them bimbo since it was my fault.
from the moment i knocked her till she left with her damn friends, i had been apologising to her.
and now i dont see why should i bow so low to her.
grrrrrrr....
but the damn attitude they gave me was as if i didnt bother to apologise to them
and that &^@# said : argh...zou lah zou lah, bu yao dai zai zhe li le (argh..lets go lah, dont wanna stay here any longer.)
at that moment i was like, whats with that attitude man.
first of all, for goodness sake, they can see with their own eyes that the toilet is so small, and yet they are crowding in it.
i didnt know that mac toilets were so popular -.-
she even said as if i used that much strength to push the door tht she 'flied'
even rehearse the scene to her friends who were in the toilet. -.-
how dumb.

took 39 instead of 67 because they were taking it too-.-
cant stand that girl's face.
what a *
got on this super stinko 39
got down the next bus stop and took 23.

theres amaths tml -.-
at 8am...boo...
lols. like aem like that. so early, but this is better, the distance isnt killing.

i learnt how to make chawamushi from my aunt just now.
lols. its pretty simple.
lols. cause with adding all those ready broth, theres nth much to do. lols.

just went to have a look on the english assignment.
we have to get a personal response and reply done by 15june.
i find this whole thing rather troublesome.
because u gotta wait for the teacher to accept u as a friend and then u can view the friends only post?
and, the reply would be on what others comment on ur post.
so what if no ones comments on ur post?
how are u going to reply?
and all this gotta be done by next fri.

boo.
so anyone who has yet to create a account for the livejournal thing,
better get going with it.
so that u can meet in time with the dateline.
there will be yet another task to do that is to be submitted somewhere like by 22june i think.
asknlearn has the details. go and have a look at it.

omg, i cant believe that i forgot jacklyn's bday.
omg, im so sorry.
shucks. =X
BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACKLYN!
im really sorry.

okay, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHIHUI!

well, supposed to go and check out the pricing for the making of tees.
but im feeling lazy today.
so..plans off, another day perhaps.
anyone knows the way there? haha.
i dont know how to get there, so someone have to direct me =XX

im also watching 放羊的星星(my lucky star) now
caiyans been telling me abt the show and i have been dragging it.
well, previously there were things not that settled so i wasnt that in the mood to catch(zui) shows.

i sometimes feels that things are no longer as it is.
i mean, i know its different.
but i just thinks that its kinda weird or funny now.
theres just this kinda distant feelings.
i dont even know how to clear things
the attitude seems to be kinda weird.

no microbio today! yesturday was the last day.
nice. so i got to sleep till late this morning.

met yinglan on the bus while going to get the cake for zhihui.
she says to take good care of the cello.
lols. i didnt take over hers.
gracie took over it.
so let it be safe. hahas

went down to pack c&b area after celebrating zhihui's 'bday'.
hers is tomorrow. so early bday in advance zhihui!
luckily juliet and i went down to cd shelter yesturday after my microbio at abt 5pm++
though its closing soon, we still got the bags sorted.
otherwise, i will be like 'sian-ed' le.
asking junyan to help me do soemthing as simple as sorting the scores like will kill him like that.
so i told him to just differentiate the cello and bass apart and to pack it neat.
but he only seperate cello from bass and says hes done -.-
he even shot me this, 'im not the leader, why should i do this? not say i will get points from doing it.'
but its like, ur also a part of cello too, isnt it?
so its like, whats wrong with doing ur bit for cello?

tian was early today.
so she was like just sitting there with a gloom face?
not all were there yet.
so she decided to see what i was doing and commented.
she wants to know the reason why are all the things missing or lost.
im not going to say why in here.
because..i shouldnt lah..in case any one decides to pick up that bad habit.
find it hard to cover up anyway. so she was speaking/reprimanding on and on and on abt responsibility and blah blah blah.
so well, i got a earful for something that wasnt done by me -.-
nvm. she insisted on locking the cupboard by today.
i wanted to lock it too, but has yet to find the missing bar to close the cupboard.
so i wasnt really like 'i must lock the cupboard today' but she wanted it locked.
and she told/chased me to go and find the bar and those missing things that i have to find.
so i didnt prac. =/ lols.

so i went to find a bar, but there isnt any that fit =/
did something really bad. lols.
as in, not bad lah, but i shouldnt be doing that.
i will just say, i broke the lock of a cupboard to get that bad.
no one's using that cupboard anyway.
so yah, manage to get the c&b cupboard lock anyway.
and got two cuts on my left ankle -.-
how great -.-

so went back up and wanted to prac.
but then i was told to teach gracie.
so..i didnt get to prac. okay as in practicing the parts that i arent good at yet.
not as in im good at the other parts, but its more managable.

i feel like saying something to the juniors man.
as in, they only prac the basics for a short period of time only.
as in compared to the time when we had to prac the basics.
and okay, since most learnt cello in their pri sch before so its alright, but for those who just picked it up, they didnt prac enough on their basics yet.
so i really hope that gracie would choose to be bored by the basics but master it well now.
instead of just wanting to play songs.
because, she wouldnt have a easier time if she choose to forgo practicing the basics well and jumping because there wouldnt be time for her to get the basics other time.
i just hope she understands why im making/forcing her to practice the basics instead of playing the songs.
i tried letting her play the song at her own speed, but she sort of cant cope with it yet.
as in it wouldnt help by just trying to play the scores if she dont get the positioning of the scores well.
i dont know, but she sure definitely is not happy with me making her practice the boring basics instead. =/

i wanted to add a practice for them.
but i got a really dumb ans.
it irritated me.
its like, its not funny or what.
but u mean, u dont understand the meaning of 'anything on during....' ?
what i meant on was unavailable on those days.
u mean i must spell out everypossible things that u might have?
doesnt classes covers tuition and other studying stuffs?
grr..... nvm. i wont really get that irritated on such simple stuffs like this.
but because its at the end of the day le.
so im like abit 'sian-ed' after doing all the things.
so such a ans naturally irritates me.
forget it, take it as im being moody -.-
so, there wont be any additional practice for the remaining hols.
unless they request for it which is surely something that would never happened.
but when sch reopens, the rules that me&juliet have applied on cello&bass would take effect.
and i mean it. unless something crops up or what.

sort of make/force all of them to bring home the cello to prac.
what tian said is true
is like, the school didnt force them to buy their own instrument, so they can loan it from the school to bring it back home to practice.
well, some other schools dont allows the instrument to be brought back.
so..shouldnt they bring it home and practice on the parts they are weak on?
and tian didnt force them to get a instrument.
not like pan-.-
i hope they really do practice it on and off and not just let it rot somewhere in a corner.
its not like i demand for an hour of practice everyday, but maybe like once or twice a week, half an hour or so each time, will be better then not.

i dont know why or what, but maybe just thinking of how to get back those missing stuffs spoils my mood.
and like..well, shldnt day it.
but i really really hope that the juniors really realise how impt it is to at least get the basics right before getting on to others. because, without the basics, u cant really proceed much.
and theres the note for the rules of c&b on the c&b cupboard.
so..refer to it if u arent sure what the rules are.
as in, couldnt hear or get me because the percussion was so loud.

will be going to check out on the pricing for the tees tomorrow.
hope it wont be that ex. =/

the net hasnt been really working that well for me these two days. =/
so i cant get to watch shows online or just browse through the net well.
but it doesnt matters much anyway, because i have been falling aslp on the sofa recently. -.-

theres just one more day before the microbio thing ends.
guess i will just fail the test tomorrow.
i simply didnt listen much to the lectures.
i dont know why, but i get really distracted away from the screen easily.
i dont seem to lose concentration that fast in class. =/
as in, okay i loses concentration during lessons too.
but not that fast and not that bad.
maybe its because of the journey there which is tiring itself?
okay, got to sit in the mrt so not really tired.
but its just sometimes like u sit on the train or bus for a long time and u starts to get sleepy or restless?

went to kikkoman factory yesturday.
so didnt really do much just walk around and got a free sashimi sauce bottle -.-

went to the mycofarm today.
those logs is it? dont seem to look like a log.
the mushrooms are mostly not grown yet for those we went in to have a look.
caiyan was going crazy by hitting her hands so often just because she saw those really small and not fully grown mushrooms.
i pity her hands. lols.
poor things. lols.

i have yet to read the lecture notes.
and everyone is like really listening to the lessons while im not.
like what the hell?
maybe i will be the only one who fail =/
so diu lian.
hais. forget it.
im going off now.
guess might upload some of the irrelevant pics that i took for nth tml.
oh ya, cello practice on fri is at 2pm. not 1.30pm.
please take note and pass around to others.
(thats provided if any of my juniors come to my blog. otherwise writing here would also be for nth)

todays microbio was okay lah.
later half of the day didnt seemed as fun as it should be.
lol. i think too much lah.

okay, so came home and did the report.
i dont know if it can really be called a report.
looks more like an informal essay to me.
but im too lazy to write another one.
so..i will make do with it. =/

okay, i think its somehow settled bah.
i also dont wanna force ppl into anywhere.
otherwise like juliet says, hist will like repeat.
now im worried what if theres not enough bass for the nxt batch
sheesh. its dragging so long hur?

nvm. i dont wanna blog le.

omg. bass is suddenly gaining a lot of popularity hur?
i cant confirm any one going to bass yet.
ze me ban.
omg.
what if i place them in bass then they dont come for prac how?

theres microbiology tomorrow.
hmms, all the way down to clementi.
woo...........lol..
i dont know what to get for my dad.
any suggestions anyone?
his birthday is like on tues. and now is sun
lols. lets hope i get an idea soon.

ohya, if anyone wanna get anything from converse..
im currently given 30% off.
so..if anyone might wanna use it, tell me k?

i seriously dont have any inspiration now man.
aw..cant think of anything yet.
its been like taking me such a long time to come up with something?

i dont know how to confirm things with juliet.
not everyone is replying me.
esp. d* -.-

there isnt co prac. =/
dont know what to do.
that will means that our prac during the holidays are like only once a week?
boo..maybe we can find elsewhere to prac at?
like mayb in the ccs?

mom woke me up at ard 9am++.
but i ignored her. lols.
because..i wanna sleep. lols.
slept late yesturday, so yeah, wasnt willing to wake up.
she finally managed to get me out of bed somewhere round 10.30am

so went with her to walk.
didnt had an idea of where to go.
so we just took a random bus to get to somewhere random.
lols. 15 came. so we went to marine parade.
shopped a little and then we decided to go to orchard.
lols. so random. took 36 there.
omg, the driver seriously need a refreshing course for driving.
lols. alot of ppl lost their balance when it jerked and my foot got stepped alot of times when they lost their balance. =/
luckily i was wearing shoes.
lols.

walked more in orchard and saw meibin&other ngeeann seniors.
hmm..no one is like bothering abt the amaths thing so far?
die..what if we're not able to complete it on time or what?
hmm, someone start something abt it?

went to the gym at 10am++ today because theres co at 1.30pm
brought the cello bow along with me to the gym. =/
ppl were staring at me like some weirdo.
lols. quite lah. carry a cello bow to the gym. lols

went off around 1pm.
it started drizzling.
i was worried that what if it rains.
because i dont have a umbrella with me.
im alright with not using a umbrella but what abt the bow?
so.yup reached sch before it started raining heavily.

mrskoh was there to read out the exco'07/08
so celeste is the shouxi.
sort of expected. like huiling said, she dont be who be?
lols. leechuang is the chairman for co!
cool man. lols.

it was sort of a surprise that koknam wasnt om(logistic manager).
because even fusheng expected him to be.
dont know what is mrskoh thinking. lols.
theres like 3 om i think.
qihao is one of them. lols.
too bad he didnt get treasurer =/
lols. joyce from zhongruan is the treasurer.

oh. and fusheng said junyan was actually bass sl.
all of us were like huh?! when he told us everything.
because its like junyan dont know anything abt bass.
how to be bass sl. not like fusheng, he played bass before mah, then know abt bass.
then he sort of told mrskoh that juliet should be instead.
haha. i sort of agree.
juliet is a better choice.
chuiying is the secretary.
loads of things to note down! lols. busybusy.

okay after that went to prac cello at the classrooms
lols. after leaving the juniors with tianlaoshi, we went to other classrooms to prac.
but..we were like slacking.
lols. we played other songs like jian kui de liang feng?!?
lols. we were doing anything far from practicing feng shou luo gu.
hmm =///
gotta prac on it. lols
ii brought home my cello to prac!
and i did bring home scores to prac too!
so im able to prac it! hahas. -.-

suddenly theres like so much transferring?
ppl going to bass and then later not and blahblahblah.
lols. juliet damn lols.
she said : suddenly got so many ppl wan go bass.
i dont know los.
jingwen...faster come back. i needa ask u something.
lols.

we sort of decided to start practicing by joining back the juniors.
i found out that that is sort of like the only way then we will prac seriously?
lols. but was told to teach gracie as soon as we return.
lols. oh yah! tianlaoshi damn lols.
because we didnt prac mah, and we also dont know like what is the fingering position she told the juniors to use, there was a part where me&junyan sort of play wrongly or what, then she was like sort of happy.
lols. she told the juniors to play and let us see.
and she said they were better then us.
lols. actually i think so too. hahas.
they can easily beat us with more practice and when they are more used to it.
lols. hmm, if any of ur dont know anything just ask k?
its easier this way.
i dont know if gracie knows how to see the scores =/

im going to have my dinner. cya