lazed in bed today and didnt bother abt my alarm till chuiying message me that she just woke up.
i was still in bed though.
lols

ss was like eh...i dont know.
didnt really engage in the doing of the essay=/
no one tells me anything=/
nvm. so i was scolded for laughing during amaths-.-
this freaky relieve teacher.
she dont bothers listening on what ur stand is or what u say, if she wanna scold u...
she will just ying ying scold-.-
emaths was alright i guess.

guess what! it was mt next.
and...i listened to mrthong lesson!!
as in the whole period lah!
omg...lols. thats like the first time since he started teaching me!
as in..like a normal boring lesson.

chem was some sort a blur for me.
not that sure.
but i will try on it.
must remember to bring chem textbook home tomorrow.
eng was like rubbish again.
me and abigail went high.
lols. we were like making rubbish noises. lols

had enrichment after sch.
pretty okay.
at least its not that boring.
had co after that and again..i got another blister.
but its on my middle finger this time round.
because it still hurts when i use my index, so i use the middle one, and now theres a blister there.

while walking to the bus stop, me and chuiying ractically went crazy.
lols. okay maybe me alone?
no..but she did went on those high pitch voices.
and i was like squeezing my voice?
to make those high voices.
lols. and now my throat hurts
ALOT!
lols. that tells u not to go crazy and making noises when ure having a sore throat

okay, im either going to sleep and then study for the test or study now and sleep later.
i dont know. cya

gosh..im sick =/
today has been like hell for me.

YOYOYOYOYO!
haha, okay, im over high now.
maybe its just some sugar rush or what.
i guess i had too much swt stuffs for the night.

slept from like 4++pm-6.30pm before waking up to meet my cousin for dinner.
wanted sakae sushi, but the queue was way way way too long.
so went to jack's place instead.
had steak and chicken set!
pretty nice, other then for the carrots.
then had cheesecake! and a coke float!
omg! i had so much swt stuffs.
lols. and later i shared popcorn with my sis and cousin.
wow...the money spent...ouch, my pocket hurts.
haha, not mine actually, my cousin.
other then the popcorn which is from mine.
but that is like nth compared to what my cousin paid.
sat there damn long.
from 7.30pm-9.30pm
wow...2 hrs. lols, but we took a long time to eat.

went to catch harry potter when it was 10pm!
okay, its pretty nice.
but just that a lot of details are lost.
and yet...the show is still so long.

i seriously detest dolores umbridge.
in the storybook, i was still quite alright with her.
and the impression i had of her was those kind of stern.
but in the show.
omg, please, i dont know why, i just think she irks me.
everything is like pink?!?
even her tea-.-
and the amount of sugar she added...dont know how many spoonfuls

luna lovegood is interesting!
haha, she has that luna lovegood look.
haha, okay, im crazy.

i find professor trelawney pretty pitifful ='(
that look she had when she was chased out of hogwarts by that damn umbridge.
that damn bellatrix.
grr....killed sirius..though i knew that in the story book...
argh...she looks like a *.
argh...that damn look she had on her face...
ah..sirius....
oh..and tonks is pretty cute!
lols. as in the personality and on...
dumb, all these is in the storybook-.-

okay, nvm.
so all in all, its pretty nice to me at least.
the show ended at 12.35am?
somewhere there.
walked my cousin home and then walked home with my sis.

okay, going to take a shower and off to bed.
i think im falling sick.
-.-.-.-.-.- my temp has been going up and down and up and down
getting stuffy nose, and a sore throat.
pretty uncomfortable..and i ate all the rubbish.
nvm. cya !

had co in the morning.
changed of seating arrangement again.
im sorry for changing so many time.
but my aim is to try to help ur.
so..though u might want to stick like to ur friend, i gotta spilt ur up.
and, ur will shift back one seat every week.
yup, so junyan and me will try to help ur as much as possible.
ur may not like it, but..i will still carry this out to try to help ur.

went for lunch with quite a group of ppl.
but we spilted up.
so i had lunch with junyan, liying and yuyun again!
lols. okay, im crapping. yup, cat joined us later part.
went home after lunch.
hmm, junyan, cheep up lah. hahas, all this will get better de lah =)

yeah!!!
im catching harry potter later at 10pm!!!!!
haha, okay, i shall go now.

HARRY POTTER 5 : THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX is out today!
okay, but i cant catch it today.
so whats the use =/

i was damn damn damn sleepy in the morning.
i dont know why. practically couldnt get out of bed.
so i woke up at 6.35am
and i went down slightly later.

english lesson...i was yawning through out.
i soon lost concentration during both maths.

mdm ashikin wasnt here, so it was a free period.
and for goodness sake! i laughed for like one whole period!
wth...and i got choked on water, laughed till my cheeks were aching-.-
next was two hours of physics
i practically screwed up spa.
i was liek, totally lost.
i didnt know what to do.
didnt understand it
and i forgot to convert.
everyone were like doing ahead of me.
im lost for it.
lols.

cello extra prac after sch.
went straight down after packing my bag
i didnt know what to do.
as in feng shou luo gu we prac quite long,
fs dont wanna prac the awful part.
so we skipped it.
and, there isnt like much to prac for that song.
dont know if to start on the new song.
so we sort of prac for 1hr and slacked the other hour.

came home and i dont know what came to me.
i just sat in front of the tv not doing anything!
the fan was off.
tv wasnt switched on
and just nothing.
i was just sitting on the sofa.
i didnt know what was i dazing at too.
okay, im not going for the india trip to new delhi. =) ? =( ?

grr.. i can only watch harry potter on sat at 10pm.
that performance thing is cancelled! yeah! lols
but then, now i got the whole afternoon free, then cant watch hary potter.
abit #$%&* leh...lols

PE today.
played bball!
haha. and i banged someone again-.-
this time it was a head crash.
lols. our head just bump into each other while dashing.
i think its my fault.
lols. because i just suddenly appear to try to wanna snatch the ball.
but shes on the same thing as me.
so i think we were both aiming the ball. lols
and it was a hard bang on the right side. lols
and later, someone knock me on my head hard on the left side. -.-
one left one right. to make even ah. lols

i want to go to new delhi. lols
as in i wanna go for the exchange programme to gain exposure los.
its the experience that matters.
asked my mum way back when mrchee first told us abt the trip.
but just didnt ask my dad and didnt mention abt it.
so when i was back, i aksed my mum, she agreed.
asked my dad, he said no.
a flat NO. =(
he says that i everytime so mischevious, go there ure get into trouble.
i know im mischevious, but i do treasure my life, why would i go to somewhere far and place myself in danger-.-
which country doesnt have dangers in it?
he askd if i went to india before, do i know how complicating it is?
obviously i didnt go before thats why im thinking of going to see whats things like right-.-
okay, lets take it as hes being cautious then =/
but at the very start, he made this remark which made me have another negative thought of his disapporval.
and he said, other countries he will think abt it.
india, would be a flat no.
and told me not to ask him abt this matter anymore. =/
lets take it as im not fated then. =////

somehow made to help out for the slf. -.-
just because i didntobject.
but it doesnt means that i agree either.
im thinking. okay take it that im slow then, but i still do have the right to think!
lols. i dont know anything and what u wanna me to do? =/
msyanti let us off slightly a little earlier today because many were not in class, gone for their oral.
so yup, early dismissal for maybe like 5-10mins.

went for prac, and my file kept dropping-.-.-.-
its not too big, lols, it just simply has too much valuable scores and memories.
thats all, and i wont be removing much of it unless theres really no space.
every little memory/moments are precious to me. =)
so yup, junyan is irritating.
zzzzzzzz. went to play bass for racial harmony.
lols. wo ming ming jiu zai dao luan ma.
but im sorta able to play munerru valiba(?) right juliet?

okay. im going.
hmm, new delhi trip = no.
so i shall see i theres any other exchange programme which i can go? =/
theres this japan one which would be pretty interesting i guess.
but the competition is stiff, many are fighting for like just 20/30 places.
so i think i dont stand a chance.
but i shall just gonna try, if possible, then good, if not, nvm, im just not fated lols.
theres also this shanghai trip which im thinking abt too =/

its monday today.
i didnt know what time to set my alarm for this morning.
just because today starts later-.-

went to collect my phone after sch!
yeah! lols. okay its -.-
everything in my phone is deleted-.-
luckily the songs were stored in the memory card and not the phone.
or else i dont know i will spend how much more time on it.
i had a copy of my contacts.
but its not that updated.
as its copied down somewhere like last year oct?
then those who change their number de, i lost it-.-
and some who i just added this year, its lost too. -.-

came home and spent my remaining afternoon on it-.-
and so, i didnt watch huan huan ai.
i hear whats going on in the show-.-
but i watched the mu hou hua xu.
lols. its pretty funny again.
all the weird moves.
haha, then one part mike(xiao mei) was damn funny.
lols. okay not damn funny, but he act gay.
lols. and rainie uncle is so bad lah
grrrrr. how can he do that to his own niece.
evil evil evil
then chuan yi and rainie like 'breaking'
okay, according to what rainie said in the show, is waking up from her dream and not breaking up.
okay, yup, but its like..pretty wasted.
hmm, i dont know how to say. lols.
okay, i have dl-ed feng nian ji and converted the file to store in my phone.
i gonna show ur during prac on thurs.
i mean, at least to get an idea what is it like if ur dont know.
yup. so im going off.
my blister isnt okay yet.
as in, i poke it and peeled the skin-.-
and now theres this pretty disgusting wound there.
all the different layers-.-
and tml it will be playing racial harmony again-.-

reached sch pretty early today.
okay, as in its early for me.
because i normally reach on time or slightly late=XX
wanted to check the scores for all of them(juniors) today to see if its the right one.
but the rain spoilt everything.
so in the end, cd shelter opened late + started late = not enough time to get the things i intended to do done.

daphne is again absent for practice again.
just because she overslept again-.-
thats like the second time.
if she can wake up on weekdays, why is it not possible on sat.
nvm. im thinking of something.
but i think its a little unfair for the rest.
but that will only be what that will make them ensure they dont absent themselves regularly?
as in to make others 'suffer' with them.
huiyi, im sorry that u had to sat alone for prac today.
but that was because daph didnt came -.-
but anyway, theres this co rule abt not talking during practices.

celeste/erhu ppl were very evil.
lols. i wont have eat the sweet if cat didnt ask me too.
because i dont think they were up to any good when celeste first passed it over.
lols. after drinking water, i still find the sweet flavour lingering inside my mouth, which was pretty disgusting.

stayed back after co prac for meeting and then to prac celebrated canon.
im okay with playing cello1, but the prob is that i think i wont be able to make it for some parts.
so i rather not take it up, otherwise is like i spoil everything only.
so i guess i wanna stick with cello2?

didnt want to bring the cello home today de.
only intended to bring the bow.
but i still brought it later part.
i dont know why, but became moody again.
lols. i was practically having moodswings very randomly throughout this week.
it can like happened anytime. =/
didnt want to go for lunch with huiling & the rest today.
but i still went in the end.
and, i dont know why are my lips pale.
i think its pretty normal for me i guess. ?

went home straight after having lunch.
didnt go elsewhere with them.
lols. sorry, i dont know whats the matter with me.
i know that ur hardly come down le.
as in like on sat everyone come down together.
but i dont know what came into me.

came home and like started playing the cello again?
and the worst thing is... i didnt practice any songs that i was supposed to prac.
instead i went to play all the other non relevant songs-.-

my mum came in and suddenly asked me to acc. her to her friends wedding-.-
i was so not in the mood.
but she was like..
argh, nvm. so i went with her and it was at bukit timah!
omg....someone kill me please.
i was totally bored throughout the journey just listening to my mp4.
then when we reched there it was already 5++pm
i asked my mum what time the wedding started
and she told me anytime from 2-6pm
zzzzz. what time did she asked me to go with her? 3..45pm++
-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-
where got ppl go so late de.
and like going there and then going off in less then 15mins totally wasted my time.
spent like hours, okay an hour plus, going there just to spent the few mins.
how pathetic.
im tired lah.
grr...and that place is damn ulu.
u cant get anywhere if u dont drive.
so we just walked randomly to the next bus stop we see and board a bus to orchard.
i still wasnt in the mood.
nvm. so went to taka and i saw this bag which was pretty unique and nice.
okay, at least its nice to me.
but i wasnt willing to spent that amt.
so off we go.

okay, went to the foodcourt and i was irritated.
i dont know why but my mum just cant leave her bag there on the chair.
im gonna look after it what, so, just leave it there cant u?
and so off she went to get her food.
alot of ppl approached to see if the seat is occupied.
some wanted just the chair.
and they were damn qian bian.
they asked if anyone was occupying the seat and wanted to pull it away even before i answered.
if they were to just take the chair without me answering, its like, u might as well dont ask.
whether i reply or not, u still take the chair.
so one got away by just taking the chair away and my mum didnt had a chair-.-
so i went to grab another empty one.
others tried taking it away too.
so i was damn sian of replying 'the seat is taken'
that i took a piece of tissue paper and wrote 'this seat is occupied'.
and some * still tried taking it away, so i sort of hooked one of the chairs leg with mine and so when they tried pulling it out before i answered them, my leg obstructed it.

went home afterwards.
and yah, moodswings suck pretty much.
it spoils everything.
feng nian ji scores are out.
fs say we will have a hard time playing it.
i dont know how hard it gonna be.
but all i know is that there will be a part where cello plays the solo for awhile. =DD
but i dont know if we can make it =//
cya guys.

this wee khas finally come to an end.
i dont know why, but i felt that this week passed very fast and was pretty tiring afterall.
todays lessons was somehow a total slack.
mt was not much of listening again.
then had to do another compre passage for eng.
then it was bio.
bio lesson today was like not much of studying.

had cme after recess and mrskoh was like scolding us the first thing she came in.
so okay los. go ahead and scold. lols.
i didnt contribute to the loud noise made, so not my problem. lols
she changed some places today because there were like complaints about not being able to see clearly.
so..she changed yandong away and here comes abigail my new partner!
lols. she always changes the people around me, but she just dont change my seat hur?
lols. nvm. so yup, abigail is my new partner.
lols, abigail said : the _ ___ are sitting together.
haha. and yandong was changed to the back again.
hes not that quiet afterall, he does talk too.
haha. and he wasnt as quiet as i expected on monday.
as in, from tuesday onwards, he talk bit by bit los.
as in more. i still havent hear him saying 'nice one, nice one' =/

had cello prac after that.
todays practice was i dont know how to say.
maybe because i was sort of tired maybe?
theres co prac tml at 8am.
argh....i want to die le.
lols. although i look forward to practices, because i want to sleep more, i feel like dying instead =/

The play of the cello,
with it's haunting musical tune
brings me back to a past
that I had long forgotten,
or had long chosen to forget.
Like a song
playing the story of yesteryears,
it continues to sing to me
as if calling me
and groping within
the past filled with hurt and pain.
On and on it goes again,
I hear it even in my dreams
and with it comes a vision
that blurrs both my reality and fantasy.
What is this,
this frighteningly beautiful melody?


Thrumming with life,
Purring its song,
Pouring it’s sound
Into my body.
The vibration of the strings
Echo my need
To feel the music.
Moving with the bow,
Pouring my heart, soul, and body
Into the instrument,
Allowing it to convey
My feelings.

sometimes i starts to wonder.
what am i anticipating for =/
im getting all depressed and i dont know why =(

1st lesson was bio.
haha, pretty okay i guess.

physics was okay too.
i think maybe im understanding it or what?
i dont know either, or maybe its because this time round it didnt involve much trouble so im at least able to apply the formulas.
and there was this formula for temperature called fahrenhait.
lols. why isnt it copyrighted? lols.
mrchee is pretty funny on and off.
but his lessons was like hypnotising me to sleep. lols
got really sleepy or rather maybe moodless.

and then it was back to another hour of bio lesson. haha.
mdm ashikin sang a song to kimyong.
lols. shes so cute. lols.
found the song pretty familiar and realise it was mo li hua.
hahas. it reminded me of co which then later to the east zone co camp we had during the dec hols.
after some time didnt felt that sleepy anymore.
mrchee really has hypnotising skills. lols

msyanti wasnt around today.
so it was free period, but had work to be done.
so managed to get those compre ques done.
caiyan started imitating me for nothing and zhihui joined in too.
i dont know whats the problem with them-.-

miss toh talking is very muffled, and all of us were like laughing over it.
lols. went to eastpoint after sch to help my mum get her specs repaired.
was thinking whether to send my phone for repair.
didnt bring along the warranty card because i didnt expect to send it for repair today.
all along i was thinking, october, still far to go lah, but that was during jan feb like that.
then i thought, october actually might also be coming soon, so just send it first before the warranty wears out.
they said that all datas in my phone might be lost =/
i dont know if my contacts are saved in my sim.
=// i very long nvr update my list of contacts on the sheets of paper =/
so, lets hope i did save my contacts in my sim.

its already thurs today.
this week seemed to pass so quickly!

poked the blister last night!
lols. thats rather lame.
well, and it hurts more after poking it. lols
and i was like slow or what?
i went to heat the needle till glowing red hot to sterilise it-.-
and i was just holding on to the needle with bare hands, i seemed to forgot that metal conducts heat-.-
so i dropped it and it changed in colour.
heat it again this time but not that long anymore.
lols. so i sort of inserted the needle in and pull it upwards.
so theres sort of a tear in between it.
i thought water would FLOW out from it, so i went to overturn my hand.
guess what, that liquid inside was not dripping out.
it was like stationary there instead.
lols. so i washed it off, it was like red in colour?
maybe orange-red
lols. that looks like some chemical or bio results.

sort of couldnt wake up this morning.
so i was late in meeting chuiying.
lols. chuiying says that i was making her sleepy by not speaking to her-.-
lols. what rubbish.
told mrskoh abt the purchasing of items and a tuner was one of the items.
so she said : that time syf i thought we just bought a few tuners? where is it?
me : i dont know. cant find it.
mrskoh : *hits me* hmph, i dont care lah, u go and find the tuners first.
lols. how i know where are the tuners?
it sort of like went missing long before i took over?
lols. and abigail was lauging away.

mt was the first lesson again.
then physics and pe.
physics was fine i guess.
pe was quite okay too i guess.
at least we managed to play basketball.
so this term isnt entirely spoilt by the on going prime.
all the girls played together.
so it was random arrangement.

i found out that i knocked alot of ppl. lols
i accidentally punched jo while waking past her i think.
then i knocked someones head.
NEARLY stepped on abigails foot.
and collided with caiyan which resulted in we both falling.
sorry caiyan, for knocking into u.
lols. sorry.
if i attacked anyone else, sorry, i didnt mean it. haha

hist, eng, amaths, emaths.
jeremy was being an ass during emaths.
with all those scoldings of vulgarities for nth.
crazy guy. and he had this damn lame 'game' which i fell for it.
it goes, how many eights do u see on the paper?
it was loads and loads of circle looking like eights.
and after replying, he said there is none.
reason : they are infinite sign, not eight -.-
and then lessons are done.
i was like some sort of all ready to go.
because after being let off, i was like out of the class within 5mins.
lols. okay, theres loads of hw to be done.
but im still lazy.
grr...and now my index hurts again, because i just banged it against a sharp corner-.-
i seemed to like banging alot of things.

carried like loads of big stuffs to sch today.(its only two in fact, lols)
so chuiying helped with the gift for jiewei.

passed jiewei the gift.
and her reaction was super funny/cute!
lols. she was like, huh?!? all for me?
lols, there was only one item inside it.
so its naturally for her only.
lols. its rather big with the wrapper though =P

had ss first thing in the morning
the class was really really really very quiet.
lols. it either got to do with the new seating arrangement or is becauses its her lesson.
i forgot what is she called =X lols. so i can only use she.
mrs tan is it? i dont know. forgot. lols
and yandong was seriously very quiet!
so i was also wondering, omg, is he gonna be that quiet?
i gonna die man. lols. wont die lah, as in be very bored.
but it was better during amaths.
not that silent.
and talking about amaths!
i did my homework! but i left it on my desk, didnt kept it in my file, and i gotta do/copy it all over again so that i can hand it up. zzzz

had the chinese book reading test, but yet its not really the actual one-.-
couldnt really remeber detail for detail because the last i touched it was like 2nd week of june hols after finshing reading it
because mr thong said that he didnt say it gonna be a open book test,
i didnt bring it to sch today.
and he said it was a open book test -.-.-.-.-.-.-
damn him.
he allowed ppl to return to class to get the book, but the time took is included in the test too-.-.-
caiyan didnt bring i too.
so we went to shirlin's class to see if we could borrow.
luckily we did get 2 books in the end.
thks shirlin and the ones who lent us their book.
if im not wrong, its amelia and theresa.

didnt really have enough time to complete it =/
i didnt write much on why i like it.
grrr. i think i will score badly for this damn dumb test.
didnt bring textbook to class either.

chem was somehow a little funny.
had the presentation thing for eng.
lols. was the demostrator(?) for the packing of bags.
and i/we forgot that everything should be in a mess.
so everything was so neatly arranged and closed, it was pretty dumb when i had to closed the book.
lols, so i opened and closed it again.
oh yah! i saw this pink bottle on the table, and i thought it was caiyan's bottle.
so i wanted to asked caiyan why is her bottle there, because it was not included in the item lists.
and she told me that we dont need a waterbottle.
then msyanti said, thats my waterbottle.
lols! at that time i was like..i forgot that was her bottle!
lols. i was even thinking why was the bottle containing hot water after being in the class for so long.

after dismissal, i was just like stoning in class playing puzzlebobble at my seat-.-
lols. didnt want to do hw and didnt went for lunch and that equals to stoning.
lols. went for co prac later.
didnt know when to change note at the beginning for hong lou meng.
so i was practically playing rubbish.
and junyan didnt seemed to tally here and there.
so it was a total disaster in the beginning.
somehow got it later part, so it became manageable.
but my gongfa and junyans gongfa NEVER tallied.
and i was like also changing to suit his gongfa.
because shumei's gongfa direction was the same as him too.
till i finally found that i didnt play wrongly any note, as in the gongfa
and that shumei was actually following his if im not wrong.

so i decided not to follow him and wanted him to follow mine.
but he just didnt changed!
so i just went on playing and ignoring him when he stared over.
i knew i was right, and i want him to change to the right one.
and he finally changed after a very very very very very long time.
and he said it was my fault -.-
i told him that the motion for the bow was wrong at certain parts and he said it was my fault-.-.-.-

junyan left after the break.
so shumei sat beside me.
we were sitting in threes.
actually we wanted two, one
but he wanted to sit there
so thats why i sat behind instead.
but we changed later part
played racial harmony later
and i got this super big blister.
lols. i feel like poking it to make it burst.
but yet im afraid it wont get cured by fri.

okay, so played celebrated canon once/twice and then off home we went.
both my index are hurting. -.-.-
left thumb too. guess i press the cello too hard or what.
and those slidings. i have loads of dead skin on my index and left thumb man.
i gonna have my dinner now. cya
oh yah, i forgot to ask mrskoh abt the purchase of items-.-.-

wasted my day away again.
i hardly did much homework.
okay, nvm, im a slacker =/

went to use the converse card today.
so i bought a shoe, but not a sch shoe -.-
lols. what i intended to get at the beginning was a sch shoe.
so i will be using my other pair as sch shoe instead.
till that spoils, then will i change my sch shoe.
lols. but actually, it can sort of pass of as a sch shoe?
cause its like milky white or beige.

then went to look for my cousin's bday gift.
hmm, i dont know what to get him.
anyone has any suggestions?
lols. went to best denki with my mum cause she wanna get a new house phone.
bought a mouse because the one im using spoilt.
it doesnt runs correctly.

oh yah! taught my sis how to play the cello from the basics yesturday because she told me to do so.
shes sick of me telling her what note to play everytime she wanna plays it.
so taught her everything from the start.
and she gets pissed off with me before i get pissed by her.
lols. i taught her what i learnt in one month in just one hour yesturday and she said i teach so slow -.-
grr...meaning if she go and learn, she die le lah, like that so easy find boring.
what to do, her gong fa is wrong.
she keeps playing onto other strings.
the way she place her cello and everything is wrong, but she dont wanna listen to me..
i change the position, she complain that its not comfortable.
since when is it comfortable?
lols, how can it be in the position that u deemed fit instead of the actual posture?
i didnt even make her sit straight. lols

and she wants me to teach her in the way of maths.
dumb. my maths suck and she wants me to teach in the form of fractions.
that will makes cello so torturers to me. lols
okay, im going to complete some of my hw now. cya

went to liying's blog and did some quizzes randomly.

Your Birthdate: June 15

You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things.
You tend to be close to family and friends.
But it's hard to get into your inner circle.
Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home.
You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak.
Your strength: Your intense optimism
Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents

Your Personality is Very Rare

Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant.
Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men
You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.

You Are 40% Weird
Normal enough to know that you're weird...But too damn weird to do anything about it!

You Are 72% Non Conformist
You are a pretty serious non conformist.
You live a life hardly anyone understands.
And while some may call you a freak, you're happy with who you are.


You Are 68% Peaceful
You are a very peaceful person.
All is good in your world, no matter what's going on.
Occasionally you let your problems get to you, but you generally remain upbeat.
Your inner strength is inspirational - much more so than you may realize.

drag getting out of bed this morning.
so i only woke up round 7.15am and then prepare to meet chuiying at the bus stop at 7.30am
but we both reached round 7.35am.
so its alright i guess.
board 8 because it came and then we went to 7-eleven.
i seemed to be not yet awake because i couldnt make out what was chuiying saying.
lols. oh, and qihao dao-ed me when i said hi to him while getting off the bus.
lols. chuiying likes corn bao?
im still sleeping in the morning but shes rather blur/blind in the morning. lols
she couldnt find eclispse and she thought they wasnt selling it.
qihao was behind us later at the traffic light and he said he didnt heard me saying hi -.-
okay, no comments.

the juniors were all earlier then me.
lols, including junyan.
why are they so early? lols
chuiying was finding people to help her eat her strawberry pocky because it cant be brought down.
but everyone rejects her offer.
lols. wahahaha. im evil =P

there wasnt a 十大天王 today =/
haha, okay i know im doing rubbish.
nvm, but almost everyone wore the c&b tee.
lols. okay, im really sorry to the liuqin and pipa people who have to shift in so that theres space for cello.
sorry =/
maybe we must come up with another sitting arrangement for cello.
the speaker was practically turning me deaf.
turned it away after break.
suddenly thought why was it so much better, reason : fusheng turned it to the direction of guochangsuo.

while getting a drink at the machine venders there,
yaxun was there too.
i didnt recognise her at first
until she came over.
its not that i dont want to wave back to her.
but i didnt even know that she was waving to me =/
lols. so she was like waving and waving but i just stood there staring at her.
went back down and tried playing other songs.
huijie has feng nian ji!
lols, i wondered how she got it and she said it was from her pri sch.
shes from maha bodhi(correct spelling?) pri.
wow, so pri schs plays such chim song too.
haha, so that means my skills are even lousier then pri sch students =/

fusheng's plan of sabo-ing us to play that awful part actually failed when guo asked 中胡 and 弹搏(?) to play.
but he stilled asked cello to play later part. =X
so fusheng got his wish. =/
as expected, it was awful.
and for that part, it was a beautiful part for other instruments, but a horrible part for us.
lols. so junyan was asked to play first.
then i was asked to play.
but i dont know why am i plaing it longer then him.
grr...cant guo experiment on him the 音准 on him then me?
my fingers were trembling after that =/
the feeling was sort of like no control over it.
i dont like that part =/

my playing and junyan playing doesnt tally at certain parts.
so fusheng was saying, if u two also play so messy, how the others follow?
lols, pretty true, but i dont know why our playing doesnt tally. lols
bows and stoppers seemed to be lying around everywhere today
opened and locked the cupboard like 2-3 times today in just less ten 10mins i think
someone is out to zhen me.

went for lunch with junyan,liying&yuyun
oh! and yuyun has laughing fits too!
haha. and hers seemed to be equally as bad as mine. lols.
liying is the more 稳重 one.
lols. went home afterwards.
waited at the same bus stop as yuyun to accompany her to wait for 291 while i wait for 28.
so bye junyan. lols
he said that there are more buses at the other stop
well, i know that too.
but since she asked, so i dont mind waiting together because its not out of the way anyway.
and 28 came shortly behind after 291.
so when it passed the bus stop opp 201, junyan was still there.
lols, so though i only had 28 to wait for, it came before his.
so haha, off i go. lols

okay, i gonna play the cello for awhile and then maybe do a little of my hw?
theres loads of hw to be done.
but im lazy. lols.
have a nice day everyone.
chuiying, when are we playing/practicing together?
lols, i have my tuner with me. lols

had new sitting arrangement today.
im one of the few who didnt moved/shift at all.
lols. i suddenly think that, i dont know how will i survive this term.
like, suddenly my environment is changed so much.
=/// if i need help anywhere, * better help me and not ignore me.

i wasted like dont know how many sms to inform the sec1s abt where to collect their blazers.
but everything turned out different.
so next time i shall wait longer before informing.
otherwise so many changes made, like i so ma fan or naggy =X

shumei&the rest seemed to be pretty anxious for the shirt?
they(including JUNYAN) volunteered to help me carry the cello. lols
i hope they are okay with it.
catherine,shumei,huiyi,daphne were super on.
they went to change into the shirt RIGHT away.
they were called the 四大天王 by junyan.
lols. it will be 十大天王 tomorrow.
or maybe more.

went for prac at 3c1(i think) classroom
could hear them from afar
somewhere round the art room like that.
sounded quite okay here and there.
junyan was VERY noisy.
he kept making those irritating noises and makes alot of noises during that super nan ting part.
kept saying what hand pain.
hes not the only one playing those notes.
everyone is also playing that, but i dont see them making so much noise as him.
moreover, hes a guy. -.-
shouldnt his tolerance level be higher.

i seriously missed the times when the seniors were still here.
but i was the one getting all the scoldings though.
lols. but that was what made me improved.
the times when huiling goes asking me playing all different songs with her. lols

hmm, i will ask juliet if shes able to have extra lesson next week.
daphne and catherine gotta be seperated.
not because they talks a lot.
but because they need someone to guide them.

settle some stuffs with tianlaoshi.
so i didnt have a break to get a drink.
didnt arranged the tables&chairs back today.
i think from next prac onwards, i gonna make everyone help to arrange the tables and chairs before going down with the cello and stuffs.
something crazy happened while walking down to cd shelter.
and tianlaoshi commented something.
lols, i dont know which screw of them went loose today.
was supposed to prac with chuiying
but both of us didnt bring home our tuner.
lols. how great.
and i cant remember where i placed mine. =X

had the cravings for durians suddenly on the way back.
chuiying contradicts whether she likes or dislikes durian.
lols. all because it gives her pimples.
lols. guesswhat, my sis bought durians. lols.
so i got to eat durian just now. lols.

theres dazu tml.
and we have to report earlier.
i hope i dont oversleep =X
just went blog hopping and i was glad to see that ly&yy like the shirt =)
juliet is busy lols.
and juliet, u better not go round telling that to everyone =X
we both really becomes abnormal in each company. lols.

mt early in the morning dont makes ur day.
and time passes so much faster in physics then in mt.
had chem spa today.
i dont know why, but i seemed to be doing rubbish during spa.

ehist was quite okay.
me&caiyan didnt know that there were notes
and we didnt have a copy of it until later part.
i was still thinking why did others seemed to have something that we dont have, but thought it was something else, so i didnt bother. -.-
amaths was again a ? for me.
somethings wrong with me.
cause i just suddenly had a 360degree mood change.
so, if i ignored anyone. sorry.
emaths was another ? subject for me.
but i think i understand todays lesson.
so shld be alright bah?

chiong to 201 after sch.
dont know why either, but caiyan gotta go for her band asap.
so we chiong to and fro within like 20mins.
had practice for racial harmony.
i dont seemed to know how to play hongloumeng today.
played different fingerings from what i usually play(i only play it whenever i dont feel like playing something else)
the fingerings which fusheng used makes me stuck.
so can say i sort of really learn how to play hlm today?
and i dont know how to come in certain parts =/
cause when i play alone is according to my own rhythm. not really according to the scores.
lols. so yeah i suck at it.
the juniors pang-sehed me.
racial harmony has caused a blister on my finger again. =/
gonna take a GOOD look at maths today.

a weird way to start a term.
few hours of sleep the night before.
hahas. and i just realise that once im into helping something,
im like, sort of persistent till the end?
i didnt want to sort of give up though the com was jamming and wanted to get things done.
lols. and i kept checking the com for nth-.-
lols.

okay, so back to sch and we have a new ss teacher.
well, i dont know what will i think abt her later part as times goes, but the very first impression that she gave me while standing there was, well...no good.
hahas. so lets hope i will see a nicer side of her. lols

mt was sort of doing nth again.
okay, maybe its something, but nth much.
fell asleep during assembly.
got a total shock when caiyan tapped me.
lols, i thought i was caught by some teacher or what.
lols. while going back to the @eins lab(new classroom for now)
a either nie or new teacher dropped his file and i got a shock once again.
and that spastic jeremy was laughing at my reaction. -.-
well, whats wrong with my reaction?
i just stared at the teacher for a moment(i dont know why either..guess my spirit flew away for the moment! lols crap.)
and after that i started walking again.
whats so funny abt that?

so went back to the lab and sort of did a little on project.
shawn cut his finger with the penknife.
and jeremy that smartass, was justing making some rubbish noises there instead of helping-.-
i dont always have plasters with me what.
i am forgetful, so i dont refill it everytime.
come to think of it, i shall try to remember to place some in my wallet later.

and the sch GO is pathetic.
in their first aid box, they dont even have plasters -.-
what type of first aid box is that?
but that lady was kind enough to offer if i wanted some gauze and iodine.
but aother lady told me to go to the bookshop and see if they sell plasters first.
so okay, i went to popular.
asked the lady for plasters, and she told me to go and look for it myself -.-

nvm, so i only found those with pictures on it and in different shapes and sizes one.
lols, so i asked her if there were those normal ones and she told me they only have that -.-
bought a scissors too, because i hvnt return qihao one since i broke his.
lols, and i suddenly felt so dumb =/
i seriously dont know whats the market rate like for scissors.
and he complained that it was big.
lols, that was the smallest scissors i see there.
and his pencil box is big enough for it anyway, so nvm. haha

i guess that somehow rounds the day up.
and the two cys that i know have the same specs design.
only of different colours.
lols, birds of a feather flock together.
okay, i hvnt complete my bio and amaths yet
infact, i didnt start. lols.
i only have two mindmaps completed but without colours =/
so cya. swt dreams everyone

these few days have been nth but just doing of hws.
thats the result for not doing the hws given throughtout the hols.
hahas. but thats just me, the lazy me. lols
tell u what, my cousins got their hws done BEFORE THE HOLS STARTED.
wth...lols. my mum wishes i was just 1/4 or even 1/8 as hardworking as them.
too bad, thats me, she just gotta accept it. lols.
okay, i havent done my bio.
infact, i dont know how to do it.
lols. i dont think i will be including pics.
sch's starting
infact, its just like 12 hrs away.
i havent done amaths either.
hmm, im not bothering abt hws for now.
because im waiting for 9.30pm.
wahahaha. i wanna watch 放羊的星星and换换爱.
i might look at bio after the shows.
or maybe i might already be looking forward to my bed instead of doing bio.
lols. its 8.18pm
maybe i shall play the cello instead of doing bio.
grr.. im just simply too lazy to do hws.
zzz. i should go and bang the wall.