just came back home not long ago and i feel like just going off to bed.
but i cant..because i have yet to study much for the tests.

okay lets talk about today.
well...i woke up like maybe 5 mins later then usual..and so we went down to the bus stop at 6.55am
it was supposingly to be later then our set meeting time.
but it seemed like we always meet each other somewhere round that timing too?
lols.. so i think not much of a difference.
8,59,28 were fully packed.
so me,chuiying,gina didnt get to board the bus.
lols. i was also damn forgetful this morning..
i forgot my watch, hist text book and one more thing whih i forgotten what it was.
so after meeting chuiying, my mum went off..
then..she came down with my watch and sec2 hist textbook.
lols, she took the wrong book. so i told her nevermind, study others then.
then...she came down once more to pass me the right book this time round.
and she said to me..this time, you're confirm to be late.
lols. its like pretty true..u came down thrice(in total) and u still sees me at the bus stop which i would normaly no longer be there..
i would be late.
lols. so yup..i was late..but amazingly! i wasnt given detention =D
qihao is like damn lucky? always let off by mr ong de..
until now..i think he isnt book for being late yet. as in for so many times.

didnt read up for ss.
forgot to actually. so i dont know much abt what mrstan was talking abt.
amaths was another blur lesson for me.
i know that i dont understand something..but i dont know what i dont understand.
i only know that theres something that i dont understand!!!! -.-
emaths was quite okay.

did letter writing for mt.
i forgotten the formal letter writing structure.
so i dont know if it will be right.
or maybe i would have marks deducted for wrong format =/
mrsteh isnt here again and we dont get to get back our test paper.
chemical calculations can kill man.
im getting more and more confused.
i cant really remember what equation/formula to use after the next step.
die die die.
eng was about oral.
kimyong ought to be shot.
he says he prefer badminton to tkd.
loser-.- i think its because he dont gets wallop so easily when playing badminton compared to tkd.
but like..so what u get kicked by ur opponent often?
its like..even so..if ure able to defeat them..isnt there the satisfactory?
and no one tells u to let others attack u-.-
gaoyang who tried to sabo-ed me failed once again =D
actually..qingyi also learns tkd too. lols

extra cello pactice.
crap, i slacked again, only like study on facist japan before i went back slacking or playing.
played with the mic..bass(at the beginning) then cello
hias..what song to use??
hias hias hias hias.
who to perform??
hias hias hias hias.
its like..after stacia's batch was gone..there was fusheng,huiling they all to 'protect'
now that they are gone...no one else =/
fusheng said that i was damn sad..
because all the juniors pang-sehed me and went off first.
lols. pretty true..quite sad ah. lols
was looking at the key before returning it to the GO.
lols, to think i spoilt it-.-

okay bye bye..no mood le

tried playing harry potter out on the cello.
my finger still hurts though.
so theres pretty much places which is out of tune.
lols.

here are the two samples that i played =X lols
someone tell me how is it?

harrypotter-pizz(turn ur volume up higher if its too soft)


harrypotter-arco(this one seriously has loads of out of tune part. lols)

heyheyhey!
okay im sort of quite happy with myself for figuring out the fingerings for harry potter theme song! =D
okay, maybe its not exactly right? as in according to the actual score.
but for one without any music beackground like me and no proper theory lessons..
its sort of like a wonder for me at least. lols

thanks celeste, for sending me another version of harrypotter and the piano scores.
i tried converting..but the notes were all like too high!
seriously too high! all were like 5-6 more lines above the normal scale.
lols. so i didnt used it. and maybe because its for piano, thats why it doesnt really tallies to the tune when i tried playng it.
but thks anyway, i used it to note down the notes. lols

okay there was CO prac this morning.
daphne didnt answered my call and didnt turn up-.-
nvm. forget it i wont talk abt that

i broke the metal thing on my bottle this morning while on the bus-.-
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN .
every metallic thing seems to go haywire under my hands.
wth....yesturday the key..today my bottle-.-
okay abt the key, it broke this morning while yiliang was trying to open the door.
i was feeling like.. oh no...=XX
lols, so we went in through another entrance today
sorry key. lols.

alot people seemed to be absent today.
juliet and shihui pang-sehed bass today.
lols, and germaine&yvonne didnt really bothered abt jingwen and pris.
tried to help them as in when to come in, but i kept getting lost because there were so many bars to rest here and there that i kept losting count and went to ask catherine&liying.
lols. and i somehow finally familiarise with the fingerings on bass.
i all along thought it was like 1,3,4 1,3,4 but it was only like 1,2 1,2 unless there are sharps.
thanks for jingwen's/priscilla's paper which had the which note which fingering.

went to play er quan ying yue on bass during break.
guess what! i think im able to play that too!
as in really the whole song.
because the song is at a slow speed. haha, thats why im able to, otherwise i think i will be applying cello fingerings on it.
will play it with juliet next time =D
thats if shes willing to play with me. lols
guo told me to go over and prac&play bass sometimes during practices
but if i ever does that, tian will definitely be scolding me saying 'why are u always playing bass? go and practice ur cello! havent master ur cello yet and here u are playing bass..very free ah..if thats the case, u choose either cello or bass then transfer over'
lols.

went for lunch with juniors at ljs.
koknam and dion who said they were going to queenstown and so not joining us joined us for lunch in the end.
lols. and koknam had this winner/loser thing by seeing ur fingers-.-

came home after lunch and slacked.
so my day today was practically slacking on the cello
played all sorts of rubbish on it.
awful ones digusting ones average ones. lols
and the best thing is...i figured out the fingerings for harrypotter!!!!!!!!!
yeah =DD lols
but my fingers are like red and painful now because the strings were too high compared to the sch one.
thats because of my cello bridge, its slanted so its too high.
okay, its 4am now. bye!

this week was another week which flew past damn fast.
well, all tests are postpone to next week...and that means..there will be like so many test next week?!?
as in..like its those that really requires memorising.
mon there will be ss test
tue..i think none for now as far as i can remember
wed..emaths retest, hist test
thurs..bio & physics test.
fri..amaths retest.
omg..my maths really suck man.

okay so actually sch past very quickly since sch started.
so lets talk abt today.
had english. but msyanti didnt come again.
so practically slacking.
bio was okay lah.
and once again..abigail pang-sehed me.
lols. so i was all alone.
haha, instead of home alone, its sch alone -.-
forget it. its cold.....lols
chem was okay too lah.

collect the cello from yinglan during recess.
and went back to class to play the hp games i downloaded from the net yesturday.
i downloaded really quite alot of games! serious, but i deleted them off later.
lols, but i still have quite a number of games to entertain me =D
so i was playing the cake mania on my hp.
and jetaime was disturbing me really much!!
lols. and i guess i sort of went too crazy abt she disturbing me.
ranon came and joined in too.
i sort of lost control though i know its only a game.
lols. its just A GAME! -.-

cme was crapped.
yaoyi was practically saying everything wrongly.
lols. funny. its supposed to be KY superscript Y fan club okay!
lols. actually..who knows..
haha..

had oral after sch.
omg...i was like grr...
i dont know whats wrong with my pronounciation.
grr and i was like..damn friendly towards the teacher i thing?
when i was talking abt the topic..i was like sort of laughing at myself just because i didnt know what words to use?!?
and later come to think of it..i was worrying abt my marks for oral..because i think i sort of screw it up.
i sort of had brain jammed every now and then that i dont know what word to use and i was like kidding with the teacher as well?!?
omg, thats crazy. now i starts to wonder abt my marks.

co prac after that
we somehowcan say completed er quan ying something.
but maybe the confusing part is on the counting of beats or gong fa i think.
only tried a little on feng nian ji because there wasnt much time left.
and know what! fusheng sort of know the finger positions for harry potter!
omg...im so gonna bug him for the fingerings.
at least..to write it down on a paper so that we can learn it i guess.
and guess what!
i think i did something horrible to the cd shelter keys.
lols. those who sees it will get what i mean =X i hope they replaces it. lols

went to photocopy the cello book that i lent from fs
802 doesnt does those kind of photocopying, so i had to go to prime area.
so i went to this shop called copyland.
they told me that it will only be ready by tml.
so after asking like..really not able to complete by tonight?
they said, nope.
so i agree to come back tomorrow to collect it.
but they say it must be before 2pm-.-
do i have to rush to go and get the book?
so nvm, i came home and sort of was in a damn damn comfortable position on the sofa watching tv when they called me to say that the photocopying was ready -.-.-.-.-.-.-
and they told me to go back and collect before 9pm if i want.
argh.....i was feeling like so relax already and lazy to step out of the hse..
and now u tell me to collect it before 9pm at like 7.55pm -.-.-

so i went back.
and guess what..i think i really need to change my slippers.
i have been having slipping experiences with that slippers of mine.
just within that few walking distance..
i had like nearly slipped 2-3 times-.-
even when the floor is not that wet..just slightly wet.
and i was holding onto my hp damn tight..incase it flew off if i really slipped and fall.
lols. unexpectedly..i went over to chuiying hse after that supposingly for a while.
but then it turned out that i stayed there till like 11pm
lols, sorry for disturbing u.
haha. and i just found out that the celebration thing for the syf and farewell party is rather budgeted-.-
nvm, lets see how.
and joel was really right
he had called mrskoh but she didnt responded.
and i dont know why was i the one who called mrskoh later. =/

okay, so here i am.
theres co tomorrow.
im not sleepy at all. lols.
bye bye

yoyoyoyo!
okay, now i see why do US open helplines for hp fans to call in.
because..when i was reading the book yesturday..i was also very frustrated by it.
i dont know why. lols.
i was reading it halfway, and suddenly i went into my sis room and complained to her abt what happened so far.
lols. she said i was crazy and told me to go and call the helplines-.-
and she told me not to talk too long, because oversea calls are expensive-.-

and another dumb thing was, though i kept whining on and on about the book..
i still went back to reading it after taking a break on and off.
finished reading it today at abt 4.57pm!
my fastest every reading speed. lol.
the previous books..my reading period was like abt 1week.
and this time round, its been only two days.
lols. crazy. and i wont talk much about the book.
otherwise i would be called a book spoiler.
lols. but iw as damn happy when they went back to hogwarts.
though not for studying, for a mission instead, but i was just damn happy that they were back at hogwarts. dont know why either. lols

oh yah! that damn damn damn damn damn damn bellatrix died!
yeah!!! lols. guess who killed her!!
the damn damn damn damn damn damn cool molly weasley!! =DDD
she rocks man! aw... lols.
but i still dont like the idea of ginny with harry. lols
and i guess that when they start to film the 7th movie of harry potter, albus should be a nice looking fellow! =D

okay, i better start doing my homework or anything that need to be done.
because i did nothing other then eat, sleep and read these two days. lols
but i feel like going out to have a walk instead. lols
bye!

yoyoyo!
its the 21st of july today!
which means....HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS are out today!
my book arrived in the morning somewhere around 8.30am as said by my mum.
but she only woke me up at like 9.20am?
so i sort of got out of bed immediatly.

got an sms from hueiyin
and i was thinking if i should go back for the primary sch homecoming.
but i was thinking..my batch de..maybe not many will be going back bah?
so..i decided not to go and stay home to read my storybook instead=DD

so i read it from like 9.30am-12.30pm
then i went for lunch till like 1pm++ before reading it till 3.10pm
and im taking a break now.
might go back to reading it.
but i might wanna do something else instead?
anyway, the book is quite okay..but i dont like moody to die lah
just at the beginning of the book and he died.
wth...so many ppl die..
i dont like it man. =(
nvm..thats all.. bye

i bought the book with its special box!! =D

there it is in the box.. wee

did nothing in sch today.

it was sort of like a waste of time.
esp the part after the carnival.

had the racial harmony performance, we waited like so damn long doing nth when we were the last item.

but i sort of enjoyed it because theres huiling and fusheng there.

as in, its not very often that u get to play with the seniors again. =/

so yup. okay. went to helped to carry some stuffs down and i had like 2-3 small cuts on my ankle caused by the instruments -.-

i didnt realise until water touched it and it actually bled a little.

so now my sch shoes has a little blood there.

lols.

went up for the carnival.

but it was sorta pretty boring.

so i went back down to cd shelter.

stoned there for some time and something funny happened.

lols. celeste reaction was damn lols.

as in, she wasnt scared suddenly. she just saw those masks and she went crazy.

lols. funny things she does.

went to play the yangqin awhile and i think leechuang gonna be driven crazy by me anytime.

lols. theres just so many strings that u go blur seeing it.

and i kept hitting the wrong ones.

haha. im not cut out for yangqin i guess. lols

went back to class at 10.30

thks caiyan, for bringing my bag up for me

did nth but slacked and stoned again.

me and abigail were sleeping later part.

lols. its totally boring.

so when we were finally released, i sort of went home straight.

moodless..

haha, then there came a sms from yuyun.

i was on the bus home at that time.

so when i reached my bus stop(which is abt two stop later), i called her and we decided to meet at white sands.

so crossed the road and took 15.

so yup, wasted time. lols

but it was fun. okay, maybe because i dont get to do such stuffs nowadays.

saw juliet, shihui,nicholette,valerie,yanting there too.

so had lunch together with them.

left first because we werent supposed to be with them.

lols, in any case, i have laughing fits. but yuyun is worst then me.

lols, i said this before, but she seriously have worse laughing fits.

she was practically laughing all the way every shop we went into.

crazy fellow. lols.

so yup anyway, just had fun.

so walked her to the bus stop where there is her bus to take home before going off.

and as soon as i started crossing the road...

it started raining-.-

pretty heavy. and i was lazy to open my umbrella though i had one.

lols. so i walked under the rain los.

emo emo. lols.

kidding lah.

but then...now im sicker.

lols. thats so dumb of me.

i deserve to be sick.

not in the mind though.

lols. okay, im going to have a nap now.

thks yuyun! for accompanying me and making my day later. haha. thks =DD

aiyo..how old le..still play..lols

yo!
its thursday today.
though its not the last day of sch, because there isnt lesson tml, so it can sort of be considered day off.

went to pass liying her umbrella today.
i was like pretty dumb?
lols. i was liek tryign to find the class, then i asked, where is 1r6?
and the next thing i knew was, liying was somehow standing in front of me at her class.
lols. dumb

bio, physics, bio
i havent studied salts.
so i was studying it during physics.
so i some how didnt listen to physics lesson=/
gonna read it later.

bio practical was quite funny.
first, caiyan broke her boiling tube.
and i got a shock not because the boiling tube broke.
but got a shock because she broke it.
as in, she was like holding on to it, and suddenly she just dropped it.
dont know why i got a shock either.

then, i couldnt retrieve the leaf out from the boiling tube
think im dumb or what.
didnt thought of using the rod.
so gaoyang helped me sort of bring the leaf out, and i tilt the boiling tube back up, and there it goes, back to the bottom.
lols. so gaoyang took it up again and this time round, i dropped it into the basin.
how dumb can i get-.-.-.-

emaths was funny!
as in, mstoh laughs pretty freakily.
lols
its like, after teaching, then she chatted with me and abigail awhile.
then she laughed.
lols. it was funny.
its just funny.
okay to me at least.
lols. and jeremy is damn evil..
actually, i cant rmb who was the one who said it lah.
that someone said : make her laugh non-stop, then later do chem test cant concentrate-.-
so evil. lols
abigail is damn funny in imitating ppls laughter.
lols. she somehow changes the voice of it.

chem test.
did the paper very slowly
i dont know why.
i was like, wanted to answer the questions carefully.
but i dont know if its right or not.
lols.

walked jiewei home to the traffic junction!
lols. dont know why i did that either.
but i just walked her to the traffic junction before going back to sch.
lols. went to buy a lotus seed paste bun.
omg, it taste horrible!
its look itself is not appealing.
shumei said its because im sick thats why it taste awful.
shouldnt it be, if im sick i wont be able to get its taste?
its just something u wont wanna buy.

waited like dont know how long
so walked here and there
went to r2 classroom!
dont know what class it belongs to now.
but last year and the year before 1r2's class.
i miss those days.
hahas okay nvm.
so yeah, moved the instruments back down after the rehearsal
and it was like 6++pm
and i gotta reach home by 7pm today-.-
and we had to stay back for a debrief.
omg, its killing me. lols.
and..im late.
lols. okay and the bus broke down just one stop before mine-.-
so i got down and walked home
then...when i reach my bus stop, the bus went past me-.-.-.-.-.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
okay, i gonna watch shows tonight!
everyone say yeah!
lols. i wanna eat chocs. lols.
but im having a sorethroat.
maybe i should just eat it?
maybe it will cure ah?
like the chinese cheng yu or what, use poison to treat poison. lols
crapped.
i think my brain is damaged or what.
okay, bye bye

was late for sch today.
actually, its sort of my fault.
because i came down late.
haha, so sorry chuiying.
made u late for sch too. lols.
abt two bus went past us.
and its pretty depressing to see it driving away when u needa reach sch on time.
haha. but luckily...mr ong let us off today! =D
yeah! haha. otherwise i would have to serve detention today le.
lols. because this will be the second time that im late.
does anyone knows when do they change the record of being late again?

pe was boring today.
didnt get to play any games.
only later part..when it had to rain -.-

went over to 4c2 classroom?
its taken over by 3r6 today.
because their teacher had to demo something for the visitors.
Godwin is pretty funny now.
lols. he likes annoying ppl.
he admitted it himself.
and one of the often irritated one is jiewei.
haha, she said that herself too.
because joel was sitting at his place while godwin was like so high..
i said joel was emo-ing.
lols. and i dont know how joel knows abt it.
okay fine..godwin..ur tall now
im short k.
haha, its NOT normal if ure shorter then me
lols. so its no big deal that ure taller then me now =P
though i wanna be taller. lols

i think im screwed up for both maths test today.
okay i dont think, im pretty sure that im screwed for it. =(
hmm..lets dont talk abt it.
so went home after lessons and saw yandong walking infront with qihao.
and when i reached home, yandong was already online!
omg..so fast. lols. he learnt how to disapparate is it?
teach me how to do that too!
lols. ignore me, im .........no words to describe.
so okay i shall go now.
gonna try harder for chem.

lazed in bed today and didnt bother abt my alarm till chuiying message me that she just woke up.
i was still in bed though.
lols

ss was like eh...i dont know.
didnt really engage in the doing of the essay=/
no one tells me anything=/
nvm. so i was scolded for laughing during amaths-.-
this freaky relieve teacher.
she dont bothers listening on what ur stand is or what u say, if she wanna scold u...
she will just ying ying scold-.-
emaths was alright i guess.

guess what! it was mt next.
and...i listened to mrthong lesson!!
as in the whole period lah!
omg...lols. thats like the first time since he started teaching me!
as in..like a normal boring lesson.

chem was some sort a blur for me.
not that sure.
but i will try on it.
must remember to bring chem textbook home tomorrow.
eng was like rubbish again.
me and abigail went high.
lols. we were like making rubbish noises. lols

had enrichment after sch.
pretty okay.
at least its not that boring.
had co after that and again..i got another blister.
but its on my middle finger this time round.
because it still hurts when i use my index, so i use the middle one, and now theres a blister there.

while walking to the bus stop, me and chuiying ractically went crazy.
lols. okay maybe me alone?
no..but she did went on those high pitch voices.
and i was like squeezing my voice?
to make those high voices.
lols. and now my throat hurts
ALOT!
lols. that tells u not to go crazy and making noises when ure having a sore throat

okay, im either going to sleep and then study for the test or study now and sleep later.
i dont know. cya

gosh..im sick =/
today has been like hell for me.

YOYOYOYOYO!
haha, okay, im over high now.
maybe its just some sugar rush or what.
i guess i had too much swt stuffs for the night.

slept from like 4++pm-6.30pm before waking up to meet my cousin for dinner.
wanted sakae sushi, but the queue was way way way too long.
so went to jack's place instead.
had steak and chicken set!
pretty nice, other then for the carrots.
then had cheesecake! and a coke float!
omg! i had so much swt stuffs.
lols. and later i shared popcorn with my sis and cousin.
wow...the money spent...ouch, my pocket hurts.
haha, not mine actually, my cousin.
other then the popcorn which is from mine.
but that is like nth compared to what my cousin paid.
sat there damn long.
from 7.30pm-9.30pm
wow...2 hrs. lols, but we took a long time to eat.

went to catch harry potter when it was 10pm!
okay, its pretty nice.
but just that a lot of details are lost.
and yet...the show is still so long.

i seriously detest dolores umbridge.
in the storybook, i was still quite alright with her.
and the impression i had of her was those kind of stern.
but in the show.
omg, please, i dont know why, i just think she irks me.
everything is like pink?!?
even her tea-.-
and the amount of sugar she added...dont know how many spoonfuls

luna lovegood is interesting!
haha, she has that luna lovegood look.
haha, okay, im crazy.

i find professor trelawney pretty pitifful ='(
that look she had when she was chased out of hogwarts by that damn umbridge.
that damn bellatrix.
grr....killed sirius..though i knew that in the story book...
argh...she looks like a *.
argh...that damn look she had on her face...
ah..sirius....
oh..and tonks is pretty cute!
lols. as in the personality and on...
dumb, all these is in the storybook-.-

okay, nvm.
so all in all, its pretty nice to me at least.
the show ended at 12.35am?
somewhere there.
walked my cousin home and then walked home with my sis.

okay, going to take a shower and off to bed.
i think im falling sick.
-.-.-.-.-.- my temp has been going up and down and up and down
getting stuffy nose, and a sore throat.
pretty uncomfortable..and i ate all the rubbish.
nvm. cya !

had co in the morning.
changed of seating arrangement again.
im sorry for changing so many time.
but my aim is to try to help ur.
so..though u might want to stick like to ur friend, i gotta spilt ur up.
and, ur will shift back one seat every week.
yup, so junyan and me will try to help ur as much as possible.
ur may not like it, but..i will still carry this out to try to help ur.

went for lunch with quite a group of ppl.
but we spilted up.
so i had lunch with junyan, liying and yuyun again!
lols. okay, im crapping. yup, cat joined us later part.
went home after lunch.
hmm, junyan, cheep up lah. hahas, all this will get better de lah =)

yeah!!!
im catching harry potter later at 10pm!!!!!
haha, okay, i shall go now.

HARRY POTTER 5 : THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX is out today!
okay, but i cant catch it today.
so whats the use =/

i was damn damn damn sleepy in the morning.
i dont know why. practically couldnt get out of bed.
so i woke up at 6.35am
and i went down slightly later.

english lesson...i was yawning through out.
i soon lost concentration during both maths.

mdm ashikin wasnt here, so it was a free period.
and for goodness sake! i laughed for like one whole period!
wth...and i got choked on water, laughed till my cheeks were aching-.-
next was two hours of physics
i practically screwed up spa.
i was liek, totally lost.
i didnt know what to do.
didnt understand it
and i forgot to convert.
everyone were like doing ahead of me.
im lost for it.
lols.

cello extra prac after sch.
went straight down after packing my bag
i didnt know what to do.
as in feng shou luo gu we prac quite long,
fs dont wanna prac the awful part.
so we skipped it.
and, there isnt like much to prac for that song.
dont know if to start on the new song.
so we sort of prac for 1hr and slacked the other hour.

came home and i dont know what came to me.
i just sat in front of the tv not doing anything!
the fan was off.
tv wasnt switched on
and just nothing.
i was just sitting on the sofa.
i didnt know what was i dazing at too.
okay, im not going for the india trip to new delhi. =) ? =( ?

grr.. i can only watch harry potter on sat at 10pm.
that performance thing is cancelled! yeah! lols
but then, now i got the whole afternoon free, then cant watch hary potter.
abit #$%&* leh...lols

PE today.
played bball!
haha. and i banged someone again-.-
this time it was a head crash.
lols. our head just bump into each other while dashing.
i think its my fault.
lols. because i just suddenly appear to try to wanna snatch the ball.
but shes on the same thing as me.
so i think we were both aiming the ball. lols
and it was a hard bang on the right side. lols
and later, someone knock me on my head hard on the left side. -.-
one left one right. to make even ah. lols

i want to go to new delhi. lols
as in i wanna go for the exchange programme to gain exposure los.
its the experience that matters.
asked my mum way back when mrchee first told us abt the trip.
but just didnt ask my dad and didnt mention abt it.
so when i was back, i aksed my mum, she agreed.
asked my dad, he said no.
a flat NO. =(
he says that i everytime so mischevious, go there ure get into trouble.
i know im mischevious, but i do treasure my life, why would i go to somewhere far and place myself in danger-.-
which country doesnt have dangers in it?
he askd if i went to india before, do i know how complicating it is?
obviously i didnt go before thats why im thinking of going to see whats things like right-.-
okay, lets take it as hes being cautious then =/
but at the very start, he made this remark which made me have another negative thought of his disapporval.
and he said, other countries he will think abt it.
india, would be a flat no.
and told me not to ask him abt this matter anymore. =/
lets take it as im not fated then. =////

somehow made to help out for the slf. -.-
just because i didntobject.
but it doesnt means that i agree either.
im thinking. okay take it that im slow then, but i still do have the right to think!
lols. i dont know anything and what u wanna me to do? =/
msyanti let us off slightly a little earlier today because many were not in class, gone for their oral.
so yup, early dismissal for maybe like 5-10mins.

went for prac, and my file kept dropping-.-.-.-
its not too big, lols, it just simply has too much valuable scores and memories.
thats all, and i wont be removing much of it unless theres really no space.
every little memory/moments are precious to me. =)
so yup, junyan is irritating.
zzzzzzzz. went to play bass for racial harmony.
lols. wo ming ming jiu zai dao luan ma.
but im sorta able to play munerru valiba(?) right juliet?

okay. im going.
hmm, new delhi trip = no.
so i shall see i theres any other exchange programme which i can go? =/
theres this japan one which would be pretty interesting i guess.
but the competition is stiff, many are fighting for like just 20/30 places.
so i think i dont stand a chance.
but i shall just gonna try, if possible, then good, if not, nvm, im just not fated lols.
theres also this shanghai trip which im thinking abt too =/

its monday today.
i didnt know what time to set my alarm for this morning.
just because today starts later-.-

went to collect my phone after sch!
yeah! lols. okay its -.-
everything in my phone is deleted-.-
luckily the songs were stored in the memory card and not the phone.
or else i dont know i will spend how much more time on it.
i had a copy of my contacts.
but its not that updated.
as its copied down somewhere like last year oct?
then those who change their number de, i lost it-.-
and some who i just added this year, its lost too. -.-

came home and spent my remaining afternoon on it-.-
and so, i didnt watch huan huan ai.
i hear whats going on in the show-.-
but i watched the mu hou hua xu.
lols. its pretty funny again.
all the weird moves.
haha, then one part mike(xiao mei) was damn funny.
lols. okay not damn funny, but he act gay.
lols. and rainie uncle is so bad lah
grrrrr. how can he do that to his own niece.
evil evil evil
then chuan yi and rainie like 'breaking'
okay, according to what rainie said in the show, is waking up from her dream and not breaking up.
okay, yup, but its like..pretty wasted.
hmm, i dont know how to say. lols.
okay, i have dl-ed feng nian ji and converted the file to store in my phone.
i gonna show ur during prac on thurs.
i mean, at least to get an idea what is it like if ur dont know.
yup. so im going off.
my blister isnt okay yet.
as in, i poke it and peeled the skin-.-
and now theres this pretty disgusting wound there.
all the different layers-.-
and tml it will be playing racial harmony again-.-

reached sch pretty early today.
okay, as in its early for me.
because i normally reach on time or slightly late=XX
wanted to check the scores for all of them(juniors) today to see if its the right one.
but the rain spoilt everything.
so in the end, cd shelter opened late + started late = not enough time to get the things i intended to do done.

daphne is again absent for practice again.
just because she overslept again-.-
thats like the second time.
if she can wake up on weekdays, why is it not possible on sat.
nvm. im thinking of something.
but i think its a little unfair for the rest.
but that will only be what that will make them ensure they dont absent themselves regularly?
as in to make others 'suffer' with them.
huiyi, im sorry that u had to sat alone for prac today.
but that was because daph didnt came -.-
but anyway, theres this co rule abt not talking during practices.

celeste/erhu ppl were very evil.
lols. i wont have eat the sweet if cat didnt ask me too.
because i dont think they were up to any good when celeste first passed it over.
lols. after drinking water, i still find the sweet flavour lingering inside my mouth, which was pretty disgusting.

stayed back after co prac for meeting and then to prac celebrated canon.
im okay with playing cello1, but the prob is that i think i wont be able to make it for some parts.
so i rather not take it up, otherwise is like i spoil everything only.
so i guess i wanna stick with cello2?

didnt want to bring the cello home today de.
only intended to bring the bow.
but i still brought it later part.
i dont know why, but became moody again.
lols. i was practically having moodswings very randomly throughout this week.
it can like happened anytime. =/
didnt want to go for lunch with huiling & the rest today.
but i still went in the end.
and, i dont know why are my lips pale.
i think its pretty normal for me i guess. ?

went home straight after having lunch.
didnt go elsewhere with them.
lols. sorry, i dont know whats the matter with me.
i know that ur hardly come down le.
as in like on sat everyone come down together.
but i dont know what came into me.

came home and like started playing the cello again?
and the worst thing is... i didnt practice any songs that i was supposed to prac.
instead i went to play all the other non relevant songs-.-

my mum came in and suddenly asked me to acc. her to her friends wedding-.-
i was so not in the mood.
but she was like..
argh, nvm. so i went with her and it was at bukit timah!
omg....someone kill me please.
i was totally bored throughout the journey just listening to my mp4.
then when we reched there it was already 5++pm
i asked my mum what time the wedding started
and she told me anytime from 2-6pm
zzzzz. what time did she asked me to go with her? 3..45pm++
-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-
where got ppl go so late de.
and like going there and then going off in less then 15mins totally wasted my time.
spent like hours, okay an hour plus, going there just to spent the few mins.
how pathetic.
im tired lah.
grr...and that place is damn ulu.
u cant get anywhere if u dont drive.
so we just walked randomly to the next bus stop we see and board a bus to orchard.
i still wasnt in the mood.
nvm. so went to taka and i saw this bag which was pretty unique and nice.
okay, at least its nice to me.
but i wasnt willing to spent that amt.
so off we go.

okay, went to the foodcourt and i was irritated.
i dont know why but my mum just cant leave her bag there on the chair.
im gonna look after it what, so, just leave it there cant u?
and so off she went to get her food.
alot of ppl approached to see if the seat is occupied.
some wanted just the chair.
and they were damn qian bian.
they asked if anyone was occupying the seat and wanted to pull it away even before i answered.
if they were to just take the chair without me answering, its like, u might as well dont ask.
whether i reply or not, u still take the chair.
so one got away by just taking the chair away and my mum didnt had a chair-.-
so i went to grab another empty one.
others tried taking it away too.
so i was damn sian of replying 'the seat is taken'
that i took a piece of tissue paper and wrote 'this seat is occupied'.
and some * still tried taking it away, so i sort of hooked one of the chairs leg with mine and so when they tried pulling it out before i answered them, my leg obstructed it.

went home afterwards.
and yah, moodswings suck pretty much.
it spoils everything.
feng nian ji scores are out.
fs say we will have a hard time playing it.
i dont know how hard it gonna be.
but all i know is that there will be a part where cello plays the solo for awhile. =DD
but i dont know if we can make it =//
cya guys.

this wee khas finally come to an end.
i dont know why, but i felt that this week passed very fast and was pretty tiring afterall.
todays lessons was somehow a total slack.
mt was not much of listening again.
then had to do another compre passage for eng.
then it was bio.
bio lesson today was like not much of studying.

had cme after recess and mrskoh was like scolding us the first thing she came in.
so okay los. go ahead and scold. lols.
i didnt contribute to the loud noise made, so not my problem. lols
she changed some places today because there were like complaints about not being able to see clearly.
so..she changed yandong away and here comes abigail my new partner!
lols. she always changes the people around me, but she just dont change my seat hur?
lols. nvm. so yup, abigail is my new partner.
lols, abigail said : the _ ___ are sitting together.
haha. and yandong was changed to the back again.
hes not that quiet afterall, he does talk too.
haha. and he wasnt as quiet as i expected on monday.
as in, from tuesday onwards, he talk bit by bit los.
as in more. i still havent hear him saying 'nice one, nice one' =/

had cello prac after that.
todays practice was i dont know how to say.
maybe because i was sort of tired maybe?
theres co prac tml at 8am.
argh....i want to die le.
lols. although i look forward to practices, because i want to sleep more, i feel like dying instead =/

The play of the cello,
with it's haunting musical tune
brings me back to a past
that I had long forgotten,
or had long chosen to forget.
Like a song
playing the story of yesteryears,
it continues to sing to me
as if calling me
and groping within
the past filled with hurt and pain.
On and on it goes again,
I hear it even in my dreams
and with it comes a vision
that blurrs both my reality and fantasy.
What is this,
this frighteningly beautiful melody?


Thrumming with life,
Purring its song,
Pouring it’s sound
Into my body.
The vibration of the strings
Echo my need
To feel the music.
Moving with the bow,
Pouring my heart, soul, and body
Into the instrument,
Allowing it to convey
My feelings.

sometimes i starts to wonder.
what am i anticipating for =/
im getting all depressed and i dont know why =(

1st lesson was bio.
haha, pretty okay i guess.

physics was okay too.
i think maybe im understanding it or what?
i dont know either, or maybe its because this time round it didnt involve much trouble so im at least able to apply the formulas.
and there was this formula for temperature called fahrenhait.
lols. why isnt it copyrighted? lols.
mrchee is pretty funny on and off.
but his lessons was like hypnotising me to sleep. lols
got really sleepy or rather maybe moodless.

and then it was back to another hour of bio lesson. haha.
mdm ashikin sang a song to kimyong.
lols. shes so cute. lols.
found the song pretty familiar and realise it was mo li hua.
hahas. it reminded me of co which then later to the east zone co camp we had during the dec hols.
after some time didnt felt that sleepy anymore.
mrchee really has hypnotising skills. lols

msyanti wasnt around today.
so it was free period, but had work to be done.
so managed to get those compre ques done.
caiyan started imitating me for nothing and zhihui joined in too.
i dont know whats the problem with them-.-

miss toh talking is very muffled, and all of us were like laughing over it.
lols. went to eastpoint after sch to help my mum get her specs repaired.
was thinking whether to send my phone for repair.
didnt bring along the warranty card because i didnt expect to send it for repair today.
all along i was thinking, october, still far to go lah, but that was during jan feb like that.
then i thought, october actually might also be coming soon, so just send it first before the warranty wears out.
they said that all datas in my phone might be lost =/
i dont know if my contacts are saved in my sim.
=// i very long nvr update my list of contacts on the sheets of paper =/
so, lets hope i did save my contacts in my sim.

its already thurs today.
this week seemed to pass so quickly!