dammit.
what's the bloody problem with u.
for heaven sake. pls lah. u see what type of environment are u giving me.
still complain. im sicked n tired of ur rubbish lah.
comparing.
pls. do the others get these nonsence as what im geeting from u.
do other parents create rubbish every now and then.
ure always hurting us n yet still thinking that ure right.
u want me to go crazy is it?
i cant take it lah.
why dont u think y m i like this now.
isnt it all because of the bloody impact that u always throw us deep in to the valley
and yet when its getting better, u create another one for us to fall in.
it affected sis so much that it changed her.
im just using another way to deal with it.
i had enough of u.
but yet what can i do?
ure forever abusing ur power
u think i wish to be so crazy.
its the only way for me not to be bothered with u.
its the only way where i can stayy at least happier though having to deal with it.
other examples u see everywhere is like so nice.
everyone no matter whats quarrels u see,
at least they dont have to suffer what ure treating us.
i know its not rightto do so,
but yet sometimes i wished so much that ure dead.
at least we dont have a fear while sleeping everynight.
u just dont accept any comments that is made on u.
thinking ure forever right.
n when i take a stand for myself, u tell me not to give such excuse and unlogical reasons.
pls lah. what benefit would i get.
when will u wake up n realise that ure the one doing wrong all the time.
dammit.
everything is all affected because of u.
when will u ever realise that. WHEN!!!
n yet u dont know what are we suffering n yet ure throwing us with all these shit.