4 test in a row, thats crazy

4 test in a row. mad!
im gonna be so dead when i get back my marks.
i mixed everything up.
dammit. even those giveaway marks, i didnt manage to get it. damn
its d-day for me when i get back the papers.
ive gotten a blocked nose too =/

got pretty moody after physics paper.
for once, i find * damn irritating.
i know that shes/hes trying to tell me to just put it aside.
but she keeps going on n on abt it.
even if i do wanna put it aside, she/he kept harping on it.
how would i not think abt it then.
wth. just give me peace. i really wonder if ur * tallies.

sch ended pretty quickly because those tests took the sch hours away.
didnt know what to do after sch.
i wanted to be out instead of home.
had to top up my card. but it was raining.
forgotten to bring my umbrella out today.
so the result is, i got drenched to the skin.
my jacket absorbs water in after some time now=(
well, its been used for quite some time.
my shirt/blouse wasnt that wet except the collar because i had the jacket protection.
but my hair was dripping wet.

went to my grandma's place after that.
for once, i wanted to tell my grandma badly to really take good care of herself.
i felt so bad, so upset n on.
i chatted with her n i felt that she was feeling so lonely.
i wanted to be there for her if she needs a chatting mate.
she wanted to catch her show so we ended our conversation after awhile.
i suddenly felt that she wants grandpa to be by her side so badly.
ian came up with rubbish again.
he asked me on composition. sian.

went home round 6.30 n fell aslp till 8++
it seemed that the time i put into studying for the test yesturday somehow...
argh, nvm.
i wanted to play the cello so badly today.
its the only thing that __________ me.
i love the sound of the cello.
my cello bridge is bent badly =/ im afraid it breaks anytime
long bus rides are soothing too.
sometimes, i wished that the journey home could be longer, as the bus rides are nice.
but living too far away is not that good either.
so be contented. =/

i shall go others blog now.
lets hope jinye doesnt have training tml.
sometimes i just felt like ___, _________.
its pretty weird because i find that ________.
im thinking of going back to the old me, where _____ wasnt what i used to do.
but yet i find comfort in it, at least i wasnt that much _ by matters.
im feeling down=/