had a 'bad' night yesturday.
thanks celeste, chuiying, liying & yuyun.
i dont know why but i just felt damn bad.
i guess theres something wrong with me these days or what.
my mood just change here and there very quickly. =(
and most of the time its for the bad =(
but i just felt like a total failure sometimes.
im sorry that ure were 'forced' to go to the concert and later had to pay for it even if ur are not going.
especially catherine. sorry.
and btw, belated happy birthday. though i dont know if u will see this. haha

had co this morning and my mood was actually quite okay.
but as soon as i got to school..
i suddenlly felt damn bad and emo.
i sort of had no mood for todays prac and just felt like staying home.
but i cant for no good reason as in i shouldnt be doing that.
so i made junyan arranged the chair instead today.
haha sorry junyan and thanks for arranging the chair.
but he dont wanna help me tune my cello-.-
i was in no mood to touch the cello either.
so tune it here and there then i had my disappearing act for maybe like 5-10mins.
haha, guess it doesnt matters though.
yeah, so nvm.
during that period of time..
i suddenly thought of so much thing and felt so lost.
theres some things i wanted to consider doing like telling my dad abt something but yet im not prepared to think what the consequences gonna be.
and theres other things too. nevermind, end of this emo thing.
cause its nth good.

so i was in a no mood state to play the cello.
played other songs during break even though my fingers were pain -.-
thats what a idiot like me does.
so the end result is...
my left index and last finger hurts and i have gotten blisters on my index and right middle finger.
my middle finger dont really get blisters on it =/
i guess i felt better after the break so prac after break was much better for me.
got to try playing fengnianji at the actual speed i guess.
but im still not sure when to come in at certain parts.
but i managed to get through the whole song once =D
sorry yuyun, for causing displeasure later part. really sorry.

went for lunch at tecc mac later.
played the number game and now i know why dion dont like mayo
im actually alright with mayo taste
but after today with its mixture with others..omg..it taste disgusting!
lols. and yuyun the poor fellow kena continuously a couple of times.
haha, sad for her.
just hope that u dont get tummyache.
haha. going to nanyang girls high for a co concert later.
so far D=
okay bye bye thats all for now.
once again sorry catherine and yuyun.
if i owe any apologies to others, sorry too.
have a nice day everyone.