我什么都不要，我只想消失掉。
Enough with those crap of making me a better/stronger person.
I know what I'm going through is nothing as compared to those less fortunate, but that's not the point.
The point is, why do I have to go through all these.
If only this is just a piece of glass, I will smash it till there's no visible remains of it.
Yes, I am that violent and so what about that.
Sometimes I just hate being able to think on both sides.
Deep down, I'm still just a kid.