Friday, May 25, 2007

just got home from sch.
meet the parent-teacher session today.
mum was pms-ing me right in the morning.
so i was sort of moody.
kept flaring at me for nth.
its not my fault that u dont see the teacher at the time u want right.
how would i know that theres also 7am++ timing slot.
argh...nvm. my fault yah my fault.
wanna scream in the morning go and find another victim lah.
scream at me for what.
i know that ur worried for ahyee because things doesnt seem as well as it is.
but..my fault ah. things not going well for her my fault ah.

mrs teh came in and i saw her but yet looked away.
so she walked over and said : why scared to see me because ur mum is here ah?
no lah. its not that im scared to see u.
its some sort of i dont know how to see u.

other parents asked quite a couple of things.
she didnt asked much.
just said something like : do u know whats the cause?
zzz. mrskoh asked if when i started revising.
mrskoh : 2weeks before?
me : no comments.
mrskoh : what u mean by no comments?
me : just no comments.

i dont know why but the moment she opened my report book.
i felt horrible.
very very very very horrible.
mrskoh told my mum something like maybe its because of the great jump that im not able to cope with and the stress or what and syf was somehow at that period.
as she said on and on to my mum.
my eyes started stinging.
and then the next thing i knew was that i started to be breaking down alittle.
tried my best to control it but i just couldnt help it.
abigail&her parents were there =X

guess some of the things that mrskoh said was truly what i felt.
but my mum just dont seem to see it ='(
i was also hoping to get away as soon as possible because the tears started flowing quickly.
so..i didnt even say bye to mrskoh when she said bye to my mum&me.
i saw mum tearing.
i felt even worst.
just told mum to go off first while walking away from her.

so..i went to the toilet supposingly is to wash my face.
but i soon started breaking down seriously.
i couldnt control any longer.
so i went into one of the showering cubicle.
stayed there for quite some time.

im not going on any further.
im stll feeling veryveryveryveryveryveryveryvery horrible.
damn it. just writing this post has made me started tearing.
im going to play the cello now.
hope it makes me feel better.

='((

Thursday, May 24, 2007

hey!!
okay. had ss which was just watching movies.
then 2hrs of bio was sort of a free period.
went off to ngeeannpoly at 11am.

went to SIM canteen to have our lunch.
we thought lesson was at 1pm and so we rushed our lunch.
lesson only started at 1.30pm =/
sorry lifen. haha. but not i say the timing one.
is dont know who pass de.
lols.

had a minor quiz.
then had lecture.
i felt super sleepy.
i dont know why. maybe because i slept late yesturday.
gonna read on what she did just now.
but i think i missed quite a bit

had lab work later.
weighed nutrient broth, glucose and agar powder.
mixed them and then heat it up and blah blah blah.
haha. pretty fun though.
with all the nice equipment. if only our sch can have that too.
lols

went sorta high and we took pictures.
lols. post them later.
had to do a project.
two in a group.
im with ranon(nurse gracie)
doing on herpes virus.
caiyan is with jiahao.
lifen with perry.
CHANKAI with kimyong on HIV! lols!

then got a ride from engleong's dad to somewhere near the new tampines mega courts.
somewhere that area.
there was like 8-9 of us sitting at the back of the van!
lols.
theres caiyan,perry,chankai,weijian,jiahao,chengboon,ranon,me.
engleong joined us at the back later part.
lols. we then started playing like concentration? hai dai quan. lols

went to collect the scores from chuiying.
thks chuiying! lols
that time ask u help me bring back my bow now file.
lols, thks. though u didnt brin ghome the new songs scores.. u brought me my file!!
my file is found!!! hahas. thks fusheng too.
because she said he found it. =)
okay. shall post the pics.

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nurse gracie&drHo&caiyan
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perry being squeeze into the corner. lols
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lols. the crowded van


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Wednesday, May 23, 2007

my shoulders are aching =/
because i brought home physics&ehist today.
i dont know why but it seemed to be so heavy today.

i took almost everything out of my file yesturday.
just found out that i forgot to bring all the worksheets n forms today-.-
gotta bring it tml.

left sch ard 11am or earlier to get to ngeeannpoly
somehow slept during the train ride there.
but i can still hear ppl talking.
so is that considered sleeping?

reached ngeeannpoly and headed to the canteen for lunch.
we all had chickenchop for lunch.
dont know is coincidence or what. lols.
people were staring at us.
because we were one big gang of ngeeannsec students.
as in one big gang wearing uniform.

we then sort of got lost.
heard some saying, sec students sure lost.
lols. whatever. then another said we were secondary school KIDS. -.-
the lecturers are sort of interesting.
quite comical here and there.

had campus tour.
their sch is kinda similar here and there to tp's.
but i know tp better.
lols. thats for 'sneaking' in.
well, didnt do much today.
most was orienting, will only start learning tomorrow i guess.

it was time to go and yeah so end of the day le los.
damn. i gotta skip tkd today.
that mood spoiler.
anyone has a locker to spare till sat?
hmm..the journey to ngeeannpoly is like so sian. 5-6 more trips.

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

woke up like late again this morning?
but not that late lah. still able to rush to make it on time.
first thing received for the day was the drafted report slip.
it suck. real suck.

practically chatted the whole day of lessons.
didnt do much for each subject.
mt was again some sort of chatting period.

went on a secret mission.
lols. crazy. i just dont know what to blog abt.
i asked chuiying to help me bring home the sch cello bow.
lols. because she says shes scared the bridge might break of what.
so yah, shall use my own cello but not my hairless bow. lols
guess i gonna prac that super awful part.
it made fusheng hand numb when he went to play along.
i played two bars and stop. lols. because its sorta stressful on the fingers?

theres microbiology tml.
hmm, i dont know to look forward to it or what.
its all the way to ngee ann poly and that means waking up early during the holidays.
but thinking of the hands on that we get to do..maybe it might be worth it.
but having tests n projects. not a nice idea hur.

oh yah. i got my sis chocolates because its her graduation day today.
haha! im nice isnt it. know the reason why?
because its kindness week.
lols. thats pretty -.-
just wanted to get her something.
thats why i got her chocolates.

marks&spencer percy pig is really nice!
haha. been having it since young.
mum intro-ed it.

thats so radom. okay, im in the mood to play the cello when its 9.24pm now.
im sorry for causing the unpleasant noises to the ears of my neighbours.
but im really in the mood to play the cello.
so bear with it ppl.
swt dreams everyone

Monday, May 21, 2007

accompanied my mum to deliver some office stuffs to somewhere near far east plaza yesturday.
went to borders to look around and bought two books : the lollipop shoes&little people.
wanted dead end too. but nvm, i still have the other two.

went to nydc to have orea cheesecake&lemonshiver(nice!)
mum had nuttynougatbrownie&e=mc2(aka the genius drink)
the cheesecake is alright. alittle too filling though.
but lemonshiver was just nice(fresh lemonade+lemonsherbet)
it was sour enough to ease the cheesecake.

the nuttynougatbrownie was hot brownie with nougat ice cream&whipped cream.
its quite nice & its beautiful!(sort of)
e=mc2(the genius drink) is made up of a chocolate drink with double chocolate ice cream.
they say its best consumed before a test. lols

went to walk around before taking 5 from far east back.
chatted with my sis like for 1hr plus? before going to bed ard 2-3am.
lols. i was rebutting everything she said.
like it was the factories that made lousy metal, thats why i broke the chain for the keychain.
or it was left too long thus rusting.
lols. it was crap.

today

mum woke me up at 6.40am and told me i was late for sch already!
lols. i believe her and rush..
then while brushing my teeth halfway, i realised that today was monday.
sch only start at 8am++. lols. so i sat on the sofa and slept all the way to 7.20am

it rained this morning so we dont have to assemble at the the bball court.
and the aircon went crazy today.
leak for a moment and then stop leaking.

i didnt understand amaths from the beginning today.
so for the whole period, i was doing my own things.
so i gotta check out the textbook later =/

mr thong was dont know why but so nice today.
lols. he let us off at 12.30 to have lunch instead of going to the hall.
went to bio lab for the microbiology briefing.
it sounds interesting i guess.
but we have to make our way there on our own on the 23,24may & 4-7june.
so yeah, guess it will be another long journey.

then went to st luke's old folks home for cip.
its three bus stops away from school.
well, did quitea couple of things there.
wept the chairs, 'dry' the floor, seperate the blinds from a plastic thing, wiped the tables after the old folks had their tea break&helped zhihui rinsed the soap off the bowls after used.
so yeah, i did something there. not like the trip to another old folks home last year?(i did practically nothing)

so..walked home from there since it was only a bus stop away from mine.
and...i wanna go get a nap now. lols. cya!

Friday, May 18, 2007

ANY ONE WANNA GO TO THE TEMASEK JC CONCERT TOMORROW(SAT 19/5)?
its friday today!
lols. so fast.
we had class phototaking today and mrskoh didnt came.
so..everything dragged and we had our class photo without mrs koh.
how interesting. =/
it seem that the informal shot are quite formal too.

there was a few ques for bio which i could have got it right.=/
had chem spa.
did titration.

went for lunch with abigail.
and then went for co.
i saw my cello after like...1monthplus?
lols. it sound nice with the new strings too.
played it and i couldnt find the correct notes at first.
now on&off still wrong tune quite often=/

many faces appear today!
so..cello juniors today was pretty much of a full attendance!
it looked like cello suddenly has so many people! hahas =)

todays prac was also real slack!
lols. tianlaoshi was teaching the sec ones&twos.
so we were slacking in the other room.
we even went to prac with them for a really really short while before going off.
lols. we then went to the volleyball court and play the cello.
we brought chairs up and played there.
fusheng&chuiying later joined us.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
i cant find my co file.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
im feeling like.....
going crazy anytime?
maybe not that bad lah.
but i just cant find my file.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want my file back...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
dammit.dammit.dammit.
i know its just a file...
but i dont knw why...im just feeling so @$^*%# for not being able to find it.
it should be in the cupboard lah!
anyone see it can tell me?
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!arghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

not going any further.
I WANT MY FILE!!!! zzzzzzzzzz
theres dazu tml at 8.

Thursday, May 17, 2007

woke up late today...
thus, late for sch. lols
no detention for me =P
mrong made a mistake. hahas.

my result sucks.
i wonder how many underline will appear tomorrow when we get back our report slips. =(
im dumb.
thought i would get better for bio. but....
DAMN IT!

seeing what others get is like so wow!
i was like : whats the problem with me?
why am i so lazy?
why do i slack so much?
when will i change this bad habit?
my average will be like so damn low =(
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..................

dont feel like hanging around the com.
so i shall be going to watch tv -.-
the only thing im looking forward to is for tomorrows cello prac =)
remember to bring ur tie for tomorrow's phototaking everyone.

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Wednesday, May 16, 2007

its a sad life for me.
i dont know whats the bloody problem either.
it was mt first thing in the morning.
mr thong wasnt here again but we got back our paper.
guess its sorta alright? =/
listen carefully to both physics n chem.
i get physics but not chem today.
lols. too chim? or im just purely dumb.
i guess its more likely that im dumb then its chim.

e.hist,amaths&eng.
got back both ss&e.hist.
luckily, i passed both.
but because i failed during term1..
i dont know i will pass overall
amaths was...
i think i got the lowest.
i FAILED WITH FLYING COLOURS. -.-
though i knew i would fail it and badly at the same time.....
grrr.. nvm, i deserved it.

eng was as usual lousy.
my eng is deproving greatly.
went to qy's place for correction.
i dont get it, she can see things clearly from there as long as ryan dont move abt. lols
sorta miss the seating arrangement last year. lols.
with ryan sitting the row beside and crapping so much. lols.
waited in the lib for mdmriza with cy,jet,abby,ayisah,pris.
zzz. i guess it sounds bad. of all thing to be done.

went to look for stacia after sch to get things from her.
she told me not to blog abt what she said today.
lols. while taking 39 back from her sch to transfer to another bus back at sch..
i suddenly felt that the journey was so long.
it was also a depression ride.
lols. met chuiying after getting down the bus, nearly wanting to cross the road.

reached home and i wasnt in the mood to do anything.
so i just lied in bed staring at my ugly ceiling.
its sucha sad thing to say that i failed so much again. -.-
maybe im sorta numb to it already.
grr.. sian.
theres prac on fri and sat.
im looking forward to it because i really miss playing the cello and the people.
lols. playing the cello helps to numb myself too.
but sometimes theres much comfort sought from the cello.

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

it rained this morning.
what a nice weather to sleep in.
didnt change into pe during pe because it was drizzling and there wasnt much time for pe either.

got back physics&chem today.
er...no good ='(
i seriously hope my other papers would be better so that my average wouldnt be that bad.
i seriously hope that im able to buck up..
what my sister said just now....
it really dont make me feel like thinking abt it

so while waiting for shirlin..
chankai&me went to help qihao&huihui to shift things from the sc room to the 'student lounge' lols. funny thing to do. lols

went to subway for lunch with shirlin,qihao&chankai
met chuiying,shunzi&valerie over there too. lols
qihao&chankai bought a footlong loaf each. crazy. lols

took 65 all the way to my dental.
crazy. the bus journey was crazy! totally crazy!
sat till my butt ache
lols. my appointment was at 4.15 but i only reached there at 5pm. lols
i waited for some time because i was late. lols.
its the first time i was late for dental! make me wait. lols.
actually everytime also gotta wait. no difference
maybe not first time late? but i arent late for most of the time. at most 2-3 time? lols bad enough. nvr been late that long before. lols

so after dental my mum called.
asked me to stay put and wait for her call while she ask my sis if we wanna meet up for dinner.
so i waited waited & waited.
i waited that long that i walked from heeren all the way to fareast plaza and then back to heeren before she called me back -.-
i even walked one whole round of far east basement.
saw campus superstar khim&zhiyang&one more girl.
caiyan told me that she wanted to get a watch but not sure where to get one.
so i saw this watch cart and called her to ask if she wants me to help her get first.
she wanted a pink one. lols
but the pink one didnt look as nice.. so she decided on one that has a pink screen instead. lols
because i think that was nicer then the black one.
oh yah, caiyan, if theres any problem with the watch, send it back to the place by the end of this month.

took 65 home. zzzz. another damn long journey.
i was feeling sleepy so i sorta slept. and when i woke up, i wasnt even yet at ubi. -.-
from sleepy to not sleepy. lols
listened to my hp playlist of 14 songs like 3 times?
and by the tim ei was at ubi...i was freezing cold-.-
okay, im gonna have my dinner le. cya

Monday, May 14, 2007

made breakfast for my sis&mum this morning!
lols. it was amazing that i could wake up and could for them because i slept at only like 5am++?
woke up at like almost 7am. lols. wanted to go back to bed instead.

so off they go to work and im left alone at home.
tried watching cornerlove.
but again, i turned my screen and lied on my bed while watching...
so..guess what, i fell asleep. lols
luckily i set my alarm to ring at 11am.
was going to vivo to catch spiderman3 with chuiying, nicholette, joel, fusheng, koknam.
huiling didnt catch it because she watched it already and had tuition. lols.
so i prepared and went to chuiying place to meet her slightly after 12pm.
supposingly was to help her to decide on what she gonna wear so that she wouldnt spent too much time. but we chatted instead? lols. so we took a longer time instead. lols.

set off from her house somewhere near 1pm.
we were supposed to go off earlier on a secret mission. lols
so we were guessing on whether will we see koknam&fusheng at the mrt.
lols. guess what, they were really punctual, but we werent meeting them. lols
we thought we saw them and we were on the same train. lols. but at the other end.
asked fusheng if he was wearing green to confirm because we didnt know if they saw us lols.
he was wondering how we know and i said because i was 'shen' so i knew.
lols. i know, thats very -.- of me. lols.

so reached vivo at ard 2.25 i think.
went to carls jr for lunch and they were already there.
chuiying was thinking so much on bio. lols. even a simple drink and she can link it to fractose, lactose&galactose.
got a western bacon cheeseburger. lols. forgotten what was it already. its big. lols.
had ice lemon tea. lols.

went to the roof. huiling made me wet -.-
she and chuiying were planning on that.
evil. evil. evil. lols. and guess what, whenever my pants touches my leg, it was really cold.
went to pet safari and i saw some pretty cute dogs.
lol. i would like to play with them, but taking care of them...i dont know if i have the patience to. hahas.
so walked and wasted time as the show was only at 5.20pm

well.. the movie was quite alright.
only that those ppl beside me were very noisy.
there was a few times during the show i wanted to tell them to shut up.

went to the foodcourt above for something 'light'
koknam suggested having something 'light' lols.
shared steamed dumplings and zha jiang mian with chuiying.
its the first time im eating zha jiang mian.
guess what, koknam ordered zha jiang mian too because they wasnt niu rou mian(beef noodles) already. lols. his expressions was lols.
so..thats his light. lols.

was deciding if we should take 65 directly home or mrt home.
lols. the 1 or 2 method is good. only that one doesnt actually really follows it. lols
so took mrt to 'send' nicholette back.
mum called and was chiding me for not cooking dinner for them today-.-
lols. just because i have no school. =P other time lah. lols
took 18 from the interchange and chatted.
lols. sent chuiying to her lift today.

theres sch tomorrow. =/
its been quite some time since waking up at 6am++
lols. scarely tomorrow late for sch =XX
i hvnt done the eng hw=/

Sunday, May 13, 2007

kinda get moody easily recently =/
been staying home doing nth but just staring blankly into space air.
i dont even have the mood to....
i dont know if i will be going tomorrow actually =/
there was this sudden moodswing over me which made me felt like sian?
actually, that sian mood was here ever since like thursday or friday?
the shows that im watching recently have seen to made me get more *.
i might want to get a job in the holidays instead of just spending the days like how ive been spending this few days. =/
it totally bores and suck =(
i seemed to have so much in mind but yet i dont know how to. zzzzz
bye
the reason behind that answer.

Friday, May 11, 2007

i told my mum that i would make breakfast for them today. but i woke up at 8 instead of 7.
lols. my sis was right.
she said she would wake up and see me in bed instead of preparing breakfast.
lols. so my mum still made breakfast in the end. lols

went to sch for listening.
listening was alright.
my mood was on the low side.
dont know why either.
maybe because my eyes were hurting in the morning ?

went to tm with caiyan and shirlin.
walked ard to look for cy's jeans. but she didnt get one in the end. lols.
she decided not to.

after that, like dont know what to do le.
=XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
i dont know why im feeling so sian-ed.
it was really really really really SIAN-ED.

went to subway for lunch and chatted.
well..seriously speaking..i have no idea what will happen to co if the seniors leave. =/
okay, im going to sleep. zzz. lols

I MISS PLAYING THE CELLO.
as in practice. lols

Thursday, May 10, 2007

woke up at 9am instead of 8am++ today.
haha. reason : i slept at like 5.30am++ this morning/lastnight.
so i rushed down to somerset.
reached my dentist somewhere round 10.30am.
waited till like 11am before it was my turn. zzz.
they asked if i had to rush to anywhere and i said i have something on at 12.
so they attended the working adults first -.-

nvm. took 65 back.
timed todays journey. it was exactly 1hr.
lols. i was practically falling asleep.
its super boring.
met caiyan at abt 12.30++ and we went to pasir ris for her job interview.
she got it. lols
she will be starting on the weekends first.
so..weekends...cant jio her out le.
lols.

then met up with shirlin at er...the letter post there?
we simply just crossed the road, forgetting that the meeting place is actually the bus stop.
lols. well, it was a total slack.
caiyan was watching hana yori dango on my com.
me&shirlin were watching deathnote2 and playing the game of life.
lols. i was actually that bored that i asked shirlin : shirlin, u wanna play barbie dolls? lols
and she said she dont mind. lols
bu we didnt play.

cooked instant noodles, eggs & sausages.
it was a total mess?
lols. i seemed to not know what to do because there were three ppl cooking at the same time.
lols. everytime its only me just cooking instant noodles for myself, so i only need one pot. lols
the cooking of the egg was lols. everything was lols.
i said : it seems as if we didnt learn home econs.
lols. mainly is because of the damn oil. which kept spurting.
it was like exactly the same thing as what happened or maybe alike.
but funny though.
i was damn mean.
they were hungry, but i insisted on eating together. lols
so they starve for some time.
and caiyan went back to her show after eating. -.-
so lifeless. lols

today somehow reminded me about those days back during sec1..
those times we had.
sometimes im actually missing it=/

okay nvm. theres mt paper 3 tml.
lols. the mood just isnt there.
its like staying home for these two days and going out.
a little like holidays le. lols
will be going out with caiyan&shirlin tomorrrow after paper i think. lols
hmm, report t osch at 9am++. sians =(
lols. what to do after that hmm?
okay, im not sleeping tonight. hows that? lols
and i will surely hear nth during listening =D

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

yo!

lols. went to suntec today with shirlin&caiyan.
well, today was hmm..... relaxing. lols!

woke up round 9am++ when shirlin called me.
shes coming over and im still in bed.
lols. so i woke up and tried to packed my table.
lols. it was in a total mess. A REAL MESS!
she came and we stared at the com. lols.
watched a little of zhongjiyiban.
shirlin dont understand anything of it. lols.

went to meet caiyan at tamp mrt at 12.
went down to suntec's secret recipe.
had chocolateindulgence&toffeetwister =))
we took a long time choosing what to have. lols
its nice. but i was full just having the cake.
so we spent something like 1hr++ there? lols.
its been so so so long since we did that and the cake was just....mmmm=)

shirlin wanted to go to YES! eyecare specialist. but they were renovating.
so we walked around instead.
went to rsh. theres loads of nice jackets.
okay not loads but a few. lols.

gotta go back to SOMERSET at 10AM for my dentist.
siti called me and told me that they need to do something. i forgotten what is it.
lols. its like, i just been there yesturday and now tomorrow.
zzzz. the journey kills lah. lols. plus the waiting time. it kills too.
lets hope i dont have to wait in the morning. =//

im going to have my dinner now. bye!

caiyan's hot chocolate
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toffee twist! mixture of toffee&hazelnut
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the highlight of the day! cakes!
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Tuesday, May 08, 2007

mid year is over!
hahas. okay left with chinese paper 3.
but normally when all other papers are over, that dont matter.
lols. today is a really nice day. lols
okay its just an average day.
but because physics&emaths paper 2 is over...
theres nth to study! yeah! lols
so...i can use the spare time to practise the cello =)))
lols. gonna prac entertainer when fusheng photocopied copies of it =)))
and cca will resume soon right?? =?

so..i didnt have time to finish emaths =/
maybe because i did it too slow.
lols. because..normally theres loads and loads and loads of question i will just scribble some rubbish on it and thats my answer.
well..because i dont know how to solve it. lols.
i dont know what will be the marks this time round. =/
lets hope i pass. lols. because i know my amaths is a sure fail.

then physics was better then the previous tests i suppose.
i dont know. i just think its better then the previous times.
and i had spare time for it. lols.
mrchee said he left the papers in the cupboard and no one knew it?
but it was fake. lols. because some saw him walking in with the papers, only hiding it in the cupboard to trick those who didnt notice.
lols. but for this, hes funny. lols
after mrchee collected the exam script, i was like smiling away away n away.
lols. because i can sleep tonight! lols
stayed up to study for physics yesturday too because i didnt start on it. lols
and that temporarily, there isnt studying to be done.

accompanied caiyan to tm to get her com mouse.
she got a pink one.
lols. lets see if theres a pink keybooard to suit her mouse.

went for dentist.
appointment was at three. but i reached there earlier.
i went to walk abt at heeren and cathay instead of sitting there and wait.
it can be that long to make one fall asleep. zzz... lols..
went back after walking very briefly.
wanted to see if i could find anything interesting to get for my mum for mothers day.
but i found nth. lols

then i went back and waited. =/
waited there instead of walking the malls because i seriously dont know how long later i will get back there if i seriously start walking.
theres so many malls there like ngee ann city and others.

the dentist called my mum and talked..
blah blah blah... lols. he wanted to check if i did went home and discuss abt whether wanting to add attachment to my teeth to make it look bigger? or to just let it be.
but i dont want to attach anything on.
imagine, although it would look erm...nicer? but how weird it is having that attaching thing for dont know how long. maybe permanent =/
i rather stick with this.
yup so i will be going back next tuesday to collect my lower retainers.
he made me like some kind of the end product after an experiment?
lols. he told one of his nurse to call the others in to see -.-
he took out my original mould and showed them what my teeth was like originally.
and went on explaining this and that.
and said my was a unique case because i had microdontia(small teeth) which very few have.
so..im one of the 'lucky' few hur?
but with him 'teaching/showing' them, i learnt more abt teeths and what my condition is about and what will make the treatment go not smoothly too like the head structure.. lols.

there isnt sch for tml and thurs! yay!!!!!!
haha there is lah..but no paper mah =))
im helping my sis to dl a show called re qin something something.
she kept bugging me to help her dl when i was studying!!!!
damn. pisses me off so many times just because she wants me to dl it. cant she just dl it herself or at least send me the source so that i dont have to look for it lah.
so qianbian. lols.
i gonna watched all the shows i dl-ed. like corner love, 18jing bu jing, and many more lols.
and rewatch hanakimi? =)) cya!

Monday, May 07, 2007

i survived today! lols -.-
slept around 4.30am? this morning/last night.
well. i had it coming =/
because..throughout the weekends..i wasnt really absorbing much but yet slcking at the same time=/
but i did tried to study on sun afternoon but i fell aslp instead -.-
but yet when i studied like from 12am++ onwards..i didnt even yawn once-.-
abnormal.

so slept till like 6.30am? before waking up to get a bath.
otherwise i will surely be yawning like crazy. lols
dragged time and was just browsing through the hist txtbk because the last i touched it was like on sat i think, before studying bio.
so tried refreshing my mind.

i seriously dont know what i would get for hist.
it was like less tense then taking ss that day.
at least my palm didnt sweat that crazy as to make my hand slip down the pen?

before bio paper started, it was funny. lols.
* is like so * to say that.
the electricity breakdown was like lols?
kept turning on and off.
actually, i think the school attendant is like...er...nice?
dont know lah. but he just go round letting in as much 'light' as possible in the hall.
the best thing was that the lights switch on when he opened all. =/
he close the windows, curtains, it black out again =/

went to 1r5 to do bio paper instead.
well, its like since quite some time the arrangement is in that order.
it reminded me of sec1&2 times.
when sl&cy was just sitting like diagonally in front and behind.
nurul beside, jie wei behind.
haha. those times are missed.

board bus 28 and i saw huiling on it!
lols!! so qiao!
okay, im gonna try to get a start on physics now man, or i might have to stay up awake tonight again.
lols. one more day!!! and mid year is over and cca will resume! =)
lols. just thinking of playing the cello makes me smile(though i play it awfully. lols!)
i seriously want to play english songs instead. lols. cause it sounds nicer=/
the swan is nice..but seeing those notes..i can cry.. lols.

physics&emaths tomorrow!
the two paper that kills me.
lols. in fact every paper kills me =/
i might change dental to tomorrow instead of wednesday.
i think my ankle didnt recovered fully =/
MY MUM IS BACK!
hahas. been smsing her.
didnt keep track of how much messages i sent her.
lols. she said i was even more naggy then her. -.-

well..mainly i just asked her if she had her meals mah..
then like take care and have fun. lols.
i sent her one message : do u miss us? hahas
mum : guess lols.(she used lols!)
me : haha. must be missing us now right. miss our accompaniment&lameness. lols! but yet ur also missing the times u had when u were single, not having to worry abt so much stuffs and having times on ur own.
mum : so clever. lols
me : thk u thk u lols.
mum : u damb mischevious ah.
me : u mean damn is it. lols. or ure saying me dumb. lols.
and yah..we went on and on.

okay, im going to get on with bio.
im so dead. im so unprepared for bio. serious.
though im unprepared for all. but im really dead for bio =XXX

Saturday, May 05, 2007

went with jinye to the airport to study.
she was late.
so i started off myself alone first.
she came somewhere round 1++pm?
lols. one hour late =P
i dont know whats my plan for tomorrow yet=/

Friday, May 04, 2007

the feeling of today is so like saturday.
though its friday.

i woke up round 9++ to study hist.
but i went back to bed somewhere like 11++ lols.
i realise that i absorbed things VERY slowly in the day. =//

chuiying took a real long time to wake up. lols.
acc. her to pasta mania for lunch and then we went to her hse to study
lols. we slacked alot just the time in pastamania.

i was like some goon do(?).
playing with the pig bone i think?
went home round 9++
totally slacked.
i hope i will study later=?

mum's going away tomorrow n be back on sunday.
dad's going away on sunday dont know when he will be back.
all of them are going away. =//
my sis is thinking of going away too.
so evil. wanna leave me alone at home. =((

recently..i somehow have this fear in me.
i dont know why and whats wrong.
i just dont know how to phrase it out.
i dont know....

Thursday, May 03, 2007

todays amaths&chem papers were....not good. or maybe...NO good.

came home and the first thing i did was to sleep. lols.
okay maybe not the first. but the main thing i did.
and i slacked for a few hours =XX damn.



no sch tomorrow.
hahas. because i dont have a paper for tml.
so good luck to those taking elect geog&poa tomorrow.


gotta chiong on bio&physics&e.hist
esp. physic. because i dont get a thing on it.
so many formulas.
i hate formulas.
it sucks.



im going to bed now. swt dreams everyone.
i still enjoy watching those cello videos. =)
lols. i just like wished i could play that well too?
i made a random picture that day while studying.
no effects done because i have no image editting software.
so yah. but i still like it though. =)

Sunday, April 29, 2007

anyone able to teach me graphs?
my sis dont wanna teach me
just because she wanna watch jiayou jinshun on youtube.
damn u.
bloody hypocrite!
when im not doing maths,
you complain to mummy that i dont want to touch maths.
now i touch on maths, u dont wanna teach.
tell me go do revision.
damn you.
i dont know how to do graphs do what shit revision.
ure pissing me off so much.
not because of not wanting to teach me.
i dont mind that.
what pisses me off is that * attitude u gives me.
replying me back in those damn tone.
wtf. i dont owe u a damn single thing man.
forever saying im indebted to you.
fine, yah, taking up ur precious time to teach me maths.
yup, in that area, i admit.
but wtf. i seriously cant stand that damn attitude of urs.
forever acting the angel one.
im forever like the devil.
just because ur more 'gentle' than me
damn you. its not me who doesnt one to do maths and u complain to daddy that i dont want to do maths.
all u gotta do is just to say : daddy, mei* dont wanna do maths.
and the next thing i know, im being threaten to get whacked.
wtf. u suck man.
making me * for nth.
i need someone to talk to man.
u suck lah!!!!!!!!
argh!!!!!!!

why am i breaking down for nth suddenly. =(
too many problems or is it just moodswings? ='(
grrr.....
was supposed to meet jinye today at 12pm to study together.
but * came and i had *.
SHIT!
spoil my day. >=(

i wasted yesturday again.
im practically wasting everytime of my day.
all thks to the lazy worms.
got scolded for nth.
dammit. one day if i really cant take it, ure so dead.
forget it.

locked myself up in the room since 1pm.
nows 4++pm.
so i studied for this time of period. lols!
at least i didnt touched the com. =))

i love my whiteboard.
hahas!
all my markers and stuffs, still can be used after being untouched for so long=)
okay. are the videos nice?
guess no one was here anyway. lols.
good luck for ur mids everyone.
everyones working their guts out and here i am slacking.

im going out to study tomorrow.
anyone wanna study with me?? lols

Friday, April 27, 2007

this post is manily abt the videos i browse through.

This is a pretty amazing video of Ethan Winer playing 37 separate cello parts to create one song. He even plays the percussion parts on his cello. It was recorded on 23 tracks using 37 plug-in effects. He spent hundreds of hours on this project so its worth a listen.


its like such a WOW! can!
u see the part where he play all the notes at the lowest u can get man! aw~!


she was only 13yearsold at that time. how genius!


the same girl, Han-Na Chang. she just have the habit of making weird expressions while playing.


nice? =)


the swan. hes only 11. his way of interpreting the music is interesting=)


another cello prodigy(9y.o). J. C. Bach's Cello Concerto 3rd


my gosh!! those powerful kicks!!


shes good! kicking continuously so many times, not even my instructor could do that! lols.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

headaches are attacking me today =/

i said that i wont touch my com today. but the temptation was there.
moreover, i have yet to transfer the pics from chuiying thumbdrive
thus, i gave myself that excuse to use the com. =/
okay, i shall go after finishing this post.

mrthong was absent today again.
so the period was like left to revise?
but part of it i slept.
caiyan: thks for helping me to get the history book. i dont meant to just make u get it for nth. but i was having a headache suddenly. but i did read up too..though u said it was irrelevant stuff=/
ngeeann poly dooesnt have anything courses that interest me.

didnt bring my notes to phyics..and i just remembered that i forgot to copy it from jetaime=//
PE..i pangseh-ed jetaime with abigail because we said we will pangseh-ed each other today. lols

history seems to be more interesting now.
i was like refering to the txtbk while he went through the SBQ =/
manage to catch where he was. so at least i understood.

english..amaths...emaths...
brought home quite a couple of books today.
so yeah..sorry chuiying. im really sorry for both this morning(i guess i was still in sleepy mode, but i just remembered agreeing walking back together after lunch.)
somethings meddle with my mood today.
kept having headaches during lessons today. dammit.
but looking at the pictures now just cheered me up =)

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all of them like twists! hahas
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chuiying, huiling..they made me took many pics of them with really bad lightings(blurred) and only set flash after so long =///
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they were trying to follow the cones
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saw what they did to shumei&her friend?(pink&blue)
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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

watched 200 Pounds Beauty with caiyan&qihao today.
its nice! lols.
the part where her dad was at her concert was touching.
especially when she admits that hes her dad afterall =))
the doll that her dad gave her. hahas.
its not gonna be screen any much longer.
so if any one wanna catch it..catch it soon k? hahas
exams are nearing though.
wanted to ask caiyan if she wanna watch it.
but i was thinking she might want to study instead..so i didnt ask.
but she asked me instead. lols!

well, i did some amaths hw. lols.
hmm..i guess i needa revise more on physics because i hvnt been listening =/
as in absorbing in while listening.

misstoh was pretty glad today i think.
because the class was quiet for once. hahas.
oh, and i thought qihao stepped onto some shit or what. lols
bad timing lah.
i smelt the awful smell when he was changing into his black shoes.
so yeah..bad timing. hahas.

mrthong didnt come for mt again today.
so we just had to do a worksheet.
got back chem paper and well...didnt score well..but at least i passed lah.
thats like the only consolation after receiving back so many paper with a fail.
passed eng exposition too. just passed. but its a passed afterall.
the first passed missyanti gave me.
she commented that my language was atrocious.
okay. haha. anything. and yah..i hvnt learnt anything from debate yet. =/
slow =///
only attended one session of its meeting so far because of the timing clashing with co.
guess it will be better as time pass? as in more interesting?

well..amaths retest....hmm....
guess i will fail it again?
because my answers were all different from jetaime.=/
so its either one of us die which is very likely me or the both of us get it wrong.

found the soundtrack for the song familiar while watching the show..
but i cant rmb who has that album =/
im looking for the song from the movie 200 pound beauty.
its called maria. sung by kim a joong. anyone has it?

okay i gotta go now. cya =)
the show is nice! lols

Sunday, April 22, 2007

today was a pretty fun day. hahas.
went to interchange to meet up with chuiying, huiling, yinglan, meiqi, shumei, fusheng, koknam, shumei's friend.
took 31 to parkway to meet up with joel and julian.
they had mos for dinner.
they spilted the seating arrangement to the cello, erhu&percussion, tan 2 bo 1?(eg. pipa&liuqin)
yl&hl decided to take a walk, so me&shumei pangseh-ed fusheng to sit on his own while we join chuiying&meiqi.
the guys then joined him.

shumei kept laughing.
i asked her why and she said because i laughed, so it made her laugh too.
so in another words, shes laughing at me -.- hahas.
so the cycle is like, im laughing at chuiying, shumei's laughing at me.
went to vjc and watched the performance.
it was alright.
i think vj played the best among all. as in as a whole orchestra.
the tai feng and others.
theres this bass in tp which look really really like a fake.
its just that its kinda abit too flat and what made it worst was its finishing was a little weird.
quite a couple of funny things happened.
oh. theres this girl who went up stage and was in slippers!
i think she wore it for comfort sake and intended to change before getting up stage but forgotten too.
so imagine how malu it is man.
she went in and changed into shoes for the nxt item.
so its alright =)
and one guzheng bridge came out while they were arranging the guzheng and i think they dont have enough time to get an extra one.
so one player cldnt play =((
the feeling must be like..its only just so near to be performing and suddenly u cldnt perform because the instrument had hiccups. =(((

i didnt know that guo chang suo was tpjc co's conductor man.
he was unable to come today i guess, and a student took over conducting.
mj's attire was quite nice.
hahas.
julian was saying that he might go there because of the attire-.-

after the concert, took pictures with tianlaoshi.
haha. she damn cute lah!
even posed for the picture with a twist! hahas =)
koknam said we were so close with the teacher.
haha. not all actually, i dont think the sec2s and sec1s are? other then some.
maybe they will like her soon too=)
when she gets to teach them and not when they only get scoldings.
i used to gets loads and loads of scolding from her too.
nows better. haha. because i sorta manage to improve here and there?
there just seemed to be so much error found on me when she first took over. hahas
gave stacia her sunflower.
saw yanpeng. james i think? and saw hanyin too! hahas

took 31 and transferred at bedok.
shumei didnt get down while her friend came down.
they(fusheng they all) kept making fun of the two of them. hahas.
we called shumei and told her to get off the bus.
we then told her friend to run to the next bus stop and send her home.
hahas. so cute lahs!
she really got off the bus and he really ran to the next bust stop.
and when we were on 28, we saw them on the next bus stop.

went to 801 for supper with huiling,yinglan,chuiying,koknam,fusheng,yiliang
i dont know why, but there seems to be loads of cockroaches around today!
i killed two. haha. so bad.
but well, its better then it goes round and people starts shrieking?
then it will be like, so late le, might as well kill it then nth los.
haha. im so evil =X
its seems to be cockroaches day today. hahas

sent chuiying to her block before going to the bus stop with the rest.
so..i only have some pics with me. the others is with chuiying.
will upload when i get it?
hahas one thing for sure is i will put it in my phone when i get it. haha
hahas! so cute! =))

im obsessed with her =XX (that sounds so wrong! =P)

the sunflower for stacia =)

Friday, April 20, 2007

woke up earlier this morning to read bio because i couldnt absorb it anymore last night round.
so i was feeling pretty sleepy today.
bio paper didnt turn out that good for me.
its very likely that i will fail this paper ='(
i went totally unhappy after the paper.
felt angry with myself actually.
there was even times when i wanted to ask * to ......
so..cy, if i ignored u, sorry.

saw fusheng and he told me he took my cello and changed all strings to the tiger strips one because hes using it for audition.
normally, my reaction would be like happy or what, but even after he told me, i was like, orh,okay los. feels nth abt it. that was how low my mood got.
supposingly, i think my mood got better during/after recess.

adeeb took number 15. =/
its his birthday number he says.
but i wants it too. because its the same for me.
both of us are taking 15 since its this case.
he did not want to share at first and said he take 40, but he later decided that he still wants 15.
for once, i felt that hes nice enough to share the number.

went to look for stacia at mjc after school to get the tickets because she couldnt come over.
im nice right stacia? hahas. lols. just kidding.
stacia is still as BLUR as ever.
stacia the blur block. lols!
wanted to stay and watch their practice..
but....haha, nvm, shouldnt disturb their prac.

stacia ask if i felt alright. hahas.
im alright because i used to sneak into tp often to look for my sis too. =P
though it was only seeing her for a while..
i felt happy?
im starting to miss her though i just saw her just now. =/
how weird.

im home now..
but my mood just got to the low side again.
im stopping here.....
in no mood to type anything.

by the way, happy birthday qihao.

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

i nearly board the bus when i received chuiyings sms.
lols. so i waited for her and we board this super pack 28. lols.
lessons was alright today because there wasnt maths! lols.

had bio practical.
quite okay.
though i have my own results written in pencil or in my mind..
i copied qihao's one-.-

mt was after recess and we had a compo test.
for once, i brought dictionary.
as in since the starting of this year.
or rather, since mr thong started teaching us.
i think mayb i wrote out of point or what?
the title is something like 交友 ?
can it be written like as in how u think that means or what?
caiyan was rather pro, she rushed out a compo within 15-20mins?
lols. because she rewrite. =X if i did so, maybe i wont have enough time. hahas.

it was physics.
mrchee talk abt some other stuffs which sounds more interesting then his teachings.
lols. im so bad to say that.
but im not that bad. qihao's worst.

msyanti had something on or what.
she didnt came to class.
but, she still gave us work to do =/
but most ppl slack their time off. including me.
hahas. bought lunch from the canteen.
lols. the aunty is funny.
caiyan is so lame. lols.
shes says i have a new sister called zengdan. -.-
nvm. forget it.
brought it back to class and eat.
lols. what logic man! eating in class. lols

had additional class of bio.
because of all the holidays, we missed lessons.
started yawning like crazy during the last 10 mins of bio.
turned moodless.

lols. went to tmart to photocopy some stuffs.
chuiying,leechuang,elaine was going for lunch.
so i left my stuffs with them at kfc while i go to the photo shop.

qihao's paper is somehow damaged by the uncle.
he just pulled the stapler out and now there is a hole =/
sorry qihao. lols. not my fault, uncles fault. hahas.
maybe mine lah, because i nvr take it out?

went home with chuiying after they finished their lunch.
instead of waiting at the bus stop opp, we walked all the way back to the one opp the cc.
lols. the drizzle started getting heavier but then stop when it was our stop.
waste my time getting the umbrella out. =/

we were crap.
first, chuiying says she sent me home.
and when we are at my lift,
i said i send her home because we were still talking.
lols. so i walked past my lift twice before getting in the secondtime.
lols. like going home two times when i only got out of my home once.
chuiying, ur so evil. changing ur mind so fast.
ask me go ur hse study, then dont want. lols.

so i went back home and i started packing my table -.-
cant i just start studying?
what in the world am i doing man.
im having tests and hws but im not doing them.
instead, im packing the table-.-.-.-.-
okay, i should go. seriously.
jeremy suggested us doing this-.-
bio practical. lols.

Monday, April 16, 2007

my alarm rang this morning.
it was 7.10am?
i was thinking...what day was it today?
saturday or sunday?
and i went back to sleep after deciding that its either one day today.
suddenly i thought, the weekends cant possibly be so long..
then i realised today was monday-.-
there isnt the mood for sch. =/
theres so much i gotta catch up with.

mrskoh gave us a slip on target setting or what.
damn. that paper looks too nice to be real lah.
if only like half of it is what appears in my report slip, i would be so damn happy.

there was a pre test for chem today and i didnt know how to do anything.
i looked at it, i was totally clueless abt it. lols.
luckily thats the case for most.
otherwise, im dead.
because that means im behind loads of things

mt again was ......
i dont see how come hes the HOD for mt?
he will be teaching us mt for like nxt year too?
i think my chinese will drop for sure.
theres chi compo tml.
rmb to bring dictionary to sch!

assembly was another boring thing.
luckily there was nurul.
went back to class and packed my bag and went home.
its somehow the first time this year since i went home so 'immediate' after sch.
i tried looking at the chem slides that i missed on syf that day i think.
but then, i was chatting online too.. =//
theres always something available to distract me.
even if im not chatting, i would do rubbish? instead of doing serious work. -.- damn.

watched zhongjiyiban and i fell aslp halfway through-.-
i think caiyan's watching ahead of me le. lols.
i went to look at blogs and i finds that * is rather spendthrift.

get well soon chuiying.

Sunday, April 15, 2007

its sunday today.
15 APRIL 2007!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIRLIN!!!! =)

hmm, not able to meet up with shirlin and others because my dad has a dinner with some ppl and wants me to be back home by 6pm.
he dont believes that i will make it home by 6.
so..okay, i shall stay home then.

damn it. i dont want to go for that dinner-.-
its at safra's sakura -.-
i rather stay home and rot then to see them.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

no mood to do hw....
argh!!!!!!!!!! when can i change man.
dammit dammit dammit dammit.
argh!!!!!!!!!! i miss co too. lols.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIRLIN!

Friday, April 13, 2007

it was the combine sch sports meet today.
so had to travel all the way to jurong stadium
though i had enough sleep, i was feeling restless.
lols. so it was a long mrt ride.
sorry for making dion&co. sitting on the floor.

reached the stadium.
dunman high banners looks nice.
sat under the sun from like 9-12++
hahas. i turned slightly red i guess. because caiyan said my nose was red.
rudolph the red nose reindeer. lols.
i was laming with shirlin all along. lols.

walked to jurong point instead of taking the bus catered for us.
we are people with great sense of directions!
lols. crazy.
had pizzahut for lunch. we queued for sometime and also ate for a long time.
lols. we only reached jurong point ard 1.35? cant rmb.
we finished our lunched ard 3-4pm?
and by that time, jetaime,abby,pris and others finished their movie.
lols. went home after that.
after the long mrt ride, i went to take 28 home-.-
another long ride.
lols.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

chem test & eng compo test tml.
the end of the tests for the week.
then it will be the settling of the hw undone.

this is what u get for not getting things done. =(
argh... i want to play the cello$^%^*@
i dislike my bow. its 'hairless'
fusheng said he asked tianlaoshi to bring some nice scores for us to play when prac resumes.
i guess the pieces she bring might really sound nice?
but its us playing which destroys it. =(

band's syf is tomorrow!
GOOD LUCK BAND!
ALL THE BEST. =)
caiyan, dont think too much. just play as per normal and everything will go as per normal =)

yinglan, i dont know when can the shirt be ready man =(
ideas?? ideas??? i forgot to show u what it look liked.
mayb i will ask huiling abt it during the weekends.
cya.

Monday, April 09, 2007

hey! crazy. haha.
yinglan called me this morning which woke me up.
lols. its a morning call!
nah, she just wanted to ask me something.
its was already 7.25am and im still in bed whereas she was wide awake!
hahas. so i got ready for sch pretty quickly.
i was like ready to get out of the hse somewhere near 7.40-45am.

went to sch with chuiying again.
she finds me too high.
she says i smile too much?
haha. im crazy. no idea why too.
but its better then being gloomy afterall.
one thing for sure, maths makes me gloomy! hahas

went for dentist when ss was ending.
well, this trip to the sch dentist was pretty bloody for me.
as in, its been sucha long time since the sch dentist gets to do anything to my teeth because of my braces. hahas!

but this time round, gosh, she somehow polish? it and my gum bleed like crazy while i was there.
esp my upper teeth since the braces is removed.
when i rinse my mouth, i saw the water, it was like.. disgusting.
i could even smell or rather taste the blood?
though it was rather painful..
i didnt like make any noise out?
like usual when i see my own dentist. lols.

even when i tell my dentist its painful at the beginning, he said : to make it shift, it has to be painful-.-
so from since then, i cant be bother to tell him unless he said : tell me if its painful.
otherwise, its no use telling him. lols
one more thing. i dont like the scaling or polishing too much as it somehow thins ur teeth if its done too many times and make it sensitive if it ever gets too thin.
so whenever theres like any scaling or polishing done, i so DONT LIKE IT.

shes observant. hahas. she have to?
its her job. hahas.
she asked why i didnt remove both my braces.
because my bottom one isnt stable yet.
hahas. but luckily it was there.
my lower gum is more sensitive.
it bleeds easily. compare to my upper gum.

like what caiyan thinks, mrchee is nice.
hahas. as in the way he treats us so far?
or maybe because he is caring or what?
but not when his fierce. hahas.

didnt really get to have a nice recording of the guzheng&choir.
those ppl are like making noises for nth.
so the recording isnt nice.

emaths is cancelled again.
changed to wed 2-3.
seriously, if it keeps getting cancelled..
we can somehow forget abt learning emaths then.

had elect hist test at 3pm.
guess it will be another bad paper?
i dont think ive master the structure.

went off with jetaime.
we both missed our buses while walking.
lols. took 39 to tmall.
walked round to get certain stuffs.
still thinking.

when i was crossing the road to the bus stop opp. century square,
i suddenly felt like walking home.
so..yah i did.
hahas. so i walked home from tmall via the long way round junyuan pri& eastview pri.
i missed the time walking home from junyuan with jessie and others.
hahas. i was so bored that i even went to timed how long the journey was back home.
its abt 16mins to walk back leisurely.
hahas. one day i shall timed the way back home from sch.
maybe i will try it tomorrow if theres nth on.

Sunday, April 08, 2007

im here again =X
well..doing some stuffs on english project?
lols. fell aslp earlier and now im wide awake.

its already 2.39am-.-
im so bored.
lols. everyones asleep.
i wanna play my cello. lols.
no scores to train for.

mayb i train canon in d and play with mel? hahas
mel added me in friendster a few days ago! lols-.-
didnt trade with her my contact but she still found me though.
im lame. so random. what a topic.

i want the cello&bass shirt lah.
i dont know why am i so into it.
lols. im crazy. yah. i admit it.
its better then being emo.

whatever. im typing practically crap.
nvm, i shall go and flip my amaths txtbk.
lols. n see if i go bonkers after reading it.
tomorrows sunday.
maybe im going out to study. anyone?
sweet dreams!!!!! =)
its morning now! wake up everyone! lols. -.-

Saturday, April 07, 2007

yesturday was good friday.
so, it was suppose to be a stay home day to rest. hahas
but we went to the airport to study.
the 'we' refers to caiyan,qihao,chankai,jeremy n me.
studied on for sometime and we went off to century square for jeremy's 'chao da ji pai'
all of us bought to try it too.
it had too much seasonings on it. or powder?

took 28 to the stop near paya lebar mrt to meet shawn.
we went one stop too far. lols.
n we stopped in the middle of the road to take pictures. -.- lols!

went to shawn's church after having desserts.
the band there looks so nice.
hahas. got on to know more things later.
and got to know someone new called maryl?

took 28 home with jeremy&chankai.
shawn,caiyan&qihao took the train back instead.
the journey home seemed shorter then the way there.
maybe its because we didnt sit all the way back to the interchange.
that explains the difference.

reached home and my mum sent me out on an errand-.-
lols. okay. sorry huiling, didnt answer ur call after so many times because i was sleeping.

okay. todays SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!
well, woke up ard 7++am
i was thinking if and hoping that theres co prac today.
after syf, it seems that its been so long since we had co prac.
maybe its because during syf period, we had practices often.
so now, it seems like a great difference.
I MISS CO PRACTICES!!
lols. went back to bed later=(((((((
woke up at 10++ later.

went on the com to print some things out.
went to meet gaoyang,qihao&chankai for eng project at 1pm at east cc mac.
saw james n yanpeng.
gaoyang was the earliest.
qihao's the latest.
because he woke up at 12++ when i was on the bus. lols
but he still came down asap? lols.
chankai was late late late late.
he told me not to be late n hes late. lols!
saw jetaime. lols. i sent her a lame sms. =PP

did some things that could be done.
discussion was over pretty soon.
i dont know why, but more things seemed to be done only when the deadline is nearing.
that can be called last minute work? lols?
well be completing as much as possibly after everyone does their research i guess.

went off at 3++pm and gaoyang says because hes there, thats why things are completed so quickly.
thick skin man! lols.
gaoyang went off and we went to watch meet the robinsons-.-
lols. because number 23 timing was at 6++pm.

the show was quite okay?
funny at times.
i like the ending. lols
its G-rated. so obviously the ending got to be nice.
from what qi hao said, seeing that uve a child whose 13 when ure only 12.
isnt it lols!

went home after the show.
i didnt go out with huiling=//
lols. huiling! u better get a start on it soon!!
lols. crazy me...

u see the three guys..they're acting cute. lols.
caiyan's head cut off=XX

lols. at last

after meeting shawn, we took pics again. lols

ohyah, approach qihao if u need money$$$. lols!
because he carry spares with him.
chankai, fine, u did tell me u will be late. i forgot abt it k. =P
i had $9 with me. not $4! so i owe qihao $0.50. lols!
anyway, this movie thing was also so random.
how would i know to bring extra cash for it. -.-

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

im waking up later n later nowadays.
chuiying PANGSEH-ED me.
hahas. was reading through history this morning because i didnt manage to study much on it yesturday night.
i was feeling sleepy lah. i fell asleep while reading it on the sofa-.-

had mt first thing in the morning.
i was feeling super sleepy man.
and i didnt really bother listening to him talking.
hahas. i guess i will suffer if this continues.

physics today was alright.
i finally have an idea on what we're doing. lols.
i asked qihao a pretty -.- question : why are we learning this? what has it gotta do with us?
n qihao said : because this is physics. -.-
okay. this is lame man. lols! i know its physics.

had chem spa.
omg. i think i screwed up this class test lah. lols.
first, i spilt quite a bit of distilled water on my own paper. how dumb.
i didnt know that the 'tunnel'? wasnt close n didnt realise abt it n just kept pouring it on and on till i suddenly look down n i was like, oh shit, my paper is wet.
n my graph paper teared.
next was i couldnt switch on the damn bunsen burner.
lols. i dont know why either.
mr mohammad? help me switch it on. -.-
marks minus.
then i dont know why i held onto the burette and miss gan asked me : if ure holding this, whats the retort stand for?
lols. okay im doom.
then i kept forgetting that i have to see when it closes or what n all i did was kept on turning turning and turning the thing n the volume overshot lah.

i dont know whats wrong with me today lah.
im like doing everything wrong for spa.
maybe all my marks are deducted till 0 and i get lvl 0 for it. lols.
qingyi was asking mrs teh if she can redo the whole practical and says she dont mind forgoing her recess.
mrs teh said no extra time.
but she later request from missgan for some ________
and she redid it in the end and she was really please-.-

okay. haha. caiyan. dont think abt it =PP

elect hist.
mrlim was reallyreally nice.
he asked how many of us hvnt studied i think.
he then postponed it to monday.
hes nice. hahas. im gonna concentrate as much as i can during his lessons.
by right, i should. lols.
he also allows us to eat in class lah. which is like really nice of him.

i started having laughing fits during amaths lesson.
i didnt know what started it either.
but its got to do with something qihao did.
really. i cant rmb what is it either.

went for dentist after sch.
i was like falling asleep anytime on the bus or mrt on the way there.
did some talking today. shall think abt it.
i might be able to get the lower one off soon too. not that sure abt that yet.

took 65 home. it was a long journey.
hahas. so i listened to songs for the journey back.
it was like cold lah.
but i was lazy to open my bag to get the jacket out.
so i just hugged my bag-.-

there was this girl with her mum who came up and sat in front of me.
she was crying like crazy.
at first i wanted to just tell her to shut up because it was really noisy.
but later i saw her mum just kept beating her lah.
i didnt know what they were talking abt because it was in malay.
but i heard the word shut up.
so i guess she was trying to tell her daughter to stop crying i guess.
but she just kept beating and pinching her to tell her to keep quiet.
its like, by doing that, she would only cry more.
but whats worst was she just bang her daughter's head on to the bus window suddenly.
i was like totally stunt.
its like, why are you hitting her like this just to ask her to keep quiet?
she also kept pushing her daughters head downwards.
i wanted to like appproach her and tell her to stop but one lady went forward and approach her.
but that lady was scolded and that mother just banged her daughters head onto the window on purpose again lah.
i was like omg man. shes kinda mad is it?
i mean child abuse is like not being encourage lah.
and its her own daughter after all.
so dont she feel the pain?
one day the world should really focus more on children rights lah.

okay, i shall end here. shadnt say more abt it.
i guess we gotta rush english project tonight.

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

actually...supposed to accompany chuiying for breakfast because shes having her 2.4 today.
but...both she and i woke up late.
i woke up later. lols. at around 6.35?
i fell aslp pretty fast yesturday. compared to sunday night.
but was still sleepy.

we still met at the bus stop.
lols. waited for shihui, then huiling.
because they were all just a road away. lols

huiling, ure bad.

hahas. had chem first.
i got really really sleepy.
lols. i dont know why.
i somehow dont know what hes talking anyway.

it was pe.
i gave an excuse and i was excuse.
but in the end, i still went to run-.-
jetaime....u lah...lols.

bio was a total slack. slack. slack.
recess....n then mt-.-
the subject that im rather bored abt recently.
okay this year lah. not recently.

physics was making me blur again.
oolala..
i seriously needa start going through every chap.
i seem to dont know what im doing lah.
im just doing like for the sake of doing and not knowing.

maybe thats the case for every sub.
i was also feeling like...now...
syf's over..theres like really nth i look forward to?
i dont know, but mood in class today was like sians.
really, maybe im too engrossed into cca.

went for health checkup.
it's really really fast this year.
no fbt.

something happened.
so i went off first before coming back to sch.
sorta rush lah.
lols. i didnt know it took so much time.
hmm, i came home but yet didnt grab a bite. lols.

went back to sch for napfa?
had standing broad jump, sit&reach and shuttle run.
for once after so long, i passed standing broad jump.
lols. both mrwong & missteo tried giving me some methods to try helping me jump with two legs. lols. they wont take anything that is jumped with one leg.
missteo told me last year to try this year instead of thinking i cant which is sort of true that my standing broad jump seriously suck. lols.

hmm, chuiying, did u mention earlier abt going down to cd shelter?
i guess i didnt hear or forgot abit it i guess. lols. im senile. lols.

okay. heres two videos of the past co.
its really so WOW!!






look at the no. of cellos, suona and everything else
i find it just so WOW. lols.
its like the whole thing is so massive.
so grand.
so 'shen'.
so IMPRESSIVE.

Monday, April 02, 2007

syf!!!!!!!!!

SYF TODAY!!!!! 2nd april!

firstly, had breakfast with chuiying,chankai,qihaoand shawn.
met really many familiar faces. hahas.
i nearly spilt the milo on my shirt this morning! =XX
i held up the tray n it suddenly fell, luckily it was tight, so nth spilt.
i was mistaken as a SIR again.
lols. am i that handsome? hahas
yucks. disgusting. lols. im crazy.
went to sch after breakfast.
thks to those who wished me luck. =)
went down to cd shelter straight for practice.
practice seem to pass so quickly lah. hahas.
set off for SCH soon.
i went on humming the songs for syf with yinglan.
hahas. forgotten who said that we will forget the notes when we get on the stage. so bad
tianlaoshi chatted with us. shes funny. lols.
shes really nice!
as in i like her more n more n more=))
shes so cute. she isnt that fierce afterall.
just that she has a loud voice too. hahas
shes just so cute. lols. im falling in love with her. lols =XX
thats so wrong.

it was our turn. actually, we're the first for the afternoon.
hahas. we're no. 11!!!!!!
hahas. wasnt feeling that nervous n excited.
it was like alright. but i think we didnt play as well as what we played during practices.
went in to look at other schs after leaving the instrument.
saw some sch. their playing method was different from us.
theres one conductor with really freaky long and too volumise hair. lols
he dont make me feel good looking at him.
others thinks so too.
and some of us thinks that our conductor really nicer looking then them n we believe that hes a nicer person to work with.
lols.

went up to the volleyball court and slack while waiting for the results.
the sch was really empty today.
dont know why.
lied down on the volleyball court with chuiying and yinglan.
6pm was finally here!!!!
we connected to the 'live' scene.
it was really noisy.
they kept thanking ppl.
made us really impatient
the result is out.
we have gotten a GOLD.
okay its nth that great.
but well, at least we tried working.
i believe many know that after the seniors left,
we dropped really much.
so at least we maintained though we didnt improve-.-
so nice try everyone. continue to jiayou so that we can have a concert k?
hahas.
i guess im just somehow commited to my cca?
so now that our syf is over.
good luck to all ccas attending the syf too.
syf is gone so soon.
hmm, its like suddenly so aimless lah.
i sure will miss the times.
the really nice times.
the times when tian lao shi goes really anxious.
but really, i must thank her lah.
at least, i did really improve.
shes really nice
went for dinner with really many ppl today.
lols. but we spilt table. too big a grp lah. lols
today is a pretty emotional day man.
i somehow felt like im *
haha. walked home with chuiying.
good digestion of food. lols
thanks to those who comforted me=x
i really didnt expect that breakout.
some pics i took today. hahas
me&juliet after the syf
cat took this while we prac
isnt it just so beautiful?
me and yinglan before syf. lols

the moon was seriously so beautiful n bright today. but i go a lousy cam to take it=(
there u see is qihaos head facing the cam. lols
during dinner
the cellos really just look so beautiful lah! lols
happy april fools day everyone!!!!
haha.

woke up by the sms tone this morning 8++am.
so i was smsing caiyan abt the project meeting.
it was then cancelled.

i wanted to go back to bed.
and didnt know if chankai, qihao, gaoyang were awake.
so caiyan did the informing instead.
but i smsed gaoyang before going back to slp.
cause, he will see the message when he wake up even if hes still aslp.

woke up again at 11++am.
when i got back from brushing my teeth,
there was a message on my phone.
it was from CAIYAN at abt 1150.
it said that she had forgotten to inform qihao abt it.
and later, chankai too. lols(luckily he called gy)

after seeing the message, it was somewhere like 12.05?
i called qihao, but he was out. =XXX
i went oh shit.
why? because what day was it today?
aprils fool day.
i went ringing caiyan up. lols.
smsed gy and asked chankai on the net.

i went down to the mac hoping to catch qihao.
reached there somewhere near 1pm.
i went oh shit. he waited for an hour.

i reached there but he wasnt there.
oh dear, could he have left?
went to tmart to have a look too.
he isnt there.

told caiyan abt it while walking to tmart.
told her to tell chankai its cancelld.
but!!!!!!! chankai was out by then =XXXX
oh dear dear dear dear me.
hahas. everything seem to be turning so funny today?

so chankai was eating his lunch when i reached mac n then caiyan came.
decided to give qihao a call to see if hes back.
he picked up the phone and said he just reached home.
so we went how? how? how?
in the end, he came back down again.
lols! omg! sorry qihao.
sorry for making u wait for an hour?
and then come back again when u just reached home?
sorry abt it. sorry!
its not meant to be a joke on u.
just an incident on the wrong day which made it a wrong mistake.

so tried doing the project.
wouldnt talk much on the process.
tooked a bus down to bedok 'princess' wanting to catch the haunted sch.
but its off screen.
went to tmall n century square.
it was off screen too.
we were taking the lifts all the time! lols.

went to starbucks to slack?
we went on talking and talking.
hahas. quite some time.
chankai said the least numbr of words.
lols.

we all took 8 home.
chankai is funny. he alighted the stop after the interchange which is = bus stop opp library.
lols! caiyan alighted and one women soon sat beside me the next stop i think.
but she decided to change place later because qihao n i were like talking to each other over her? lols. so she changed seat.
sorry aunty. hahas.

went home n my mum decided to make her specs.
like FINALLY FINALLY.
shes been going on saying she wanna change her specs, but everytimes says she lazy to do so.
so i got my genes from her when im lazy to get something done n dragged it.
lols. thats just a lame excuse.

went to a outlet at simei.
the one where yinglan went to make her specs because she passed me a voucher that she got after making her specs and my mum decided to use it.
chose RED specs for my mum.
hahas. how cool. its half framed cause she didnt want frameless.
shes rough, like me. haha. im worst.
i like that spec frame!
my mum suggested we getting the same specs but i said : what if i wear urs by mistake n didnt realise that its blur and go to sch with it, how am i going to see the board? lols

anyway, lets wait for the nurse to check if i needa change or specs or what.
was smsing chuiying on the way back.
she called me and asked to call her back.
i said i called her back when im home.
so, i got down bus 5 and guess what! i saw chuiying at the bus stop!
lols lah!
its like, a moment ago we were on the phone n messaging each other, the next thing i know, ure right in front of me.
lols! lols! lols!

okay, its late now.
i should turn into bed.
SYF'S tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!
good luck man!!!!
im meeting qihao, chankai, shawn and chuiying for breakfast tomorrow.
lets hope qihao n chankai wont prank me. lols.
chuiying might be bringing others along. lols.
i prac cello a little and its back in the bag. lols.
theres so much thing to carry tomorrow!
the cello, a bag to put my stuffs n the blazer.
swt dreams everyone!

GOOD LUCK MAN=)))))
jiayous! we are the first to play in the afternoon!
we will beat the rest, and we'll be the best!!!!