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went for CO prac today..finally decided coz * pissed mi off by wad * said..even if i dont go..it also wont haf much impact on u wad..made until lyk so serious lyk tat..somemore change the timin to even earlier..think i too much slpin hrs ah..wtf..asshole..how wld u wan mi to brin the cello along back to jyps if i was to go earlier n leave later for cca..do u noe how troublesome izzit anot..****** ********..n it wont have much impact on u lor..coz u also onli chat more wif ( & ) nowadaes..leavin mi n jess out..still bein a *** here..yah..then was told to play one by one when he was checkin..yah..n when it got to mi..i placed the wrong fingerins n later was criticise by him..u see the way u stared at us lah..im not the onli one hu was 'scared' by u lor..others also..yah..then juz prac on..n i seemed to haf deteriorate greatly todae..mayb coz i didnt realli prac much tiz wk..then saw tat i had two missed call from jacklyn..so called her back when havin break..n she n jess told mi to go back again when i said i wanted to stayed on in prac..but later gave in n told them i try to go back..then went to fusheng abt it..n he agreed to lettin mi off..so packed the cello up n went off wif it..yah..hl..i did turn up for prac..lol..then went to take 291 to interchange..saw chui ying at the bus stop n was surprised tat she left early too..was told tat she had a headache..hope it got better for her now..n transferred to 22 when reached interchange..finally..reached the jyps le..then went in to find jacklyn n jess lor..but was stopped by fong ee, stef, hui ping n kelly..so didnt get to find them when i was supposed to..n then they wanted to play wif the cello..n they r bein a ass lah.told them say i goin in to find jess le..then still say nvm, let her wait..wtf..so they took it n play lor..then later jacklyn walked to the walkway btween the bball court n canteen n she saw mi..then say wad she waitin for mi there then here i m n gave mi those look..was lyk so %*(@# lah..rushed here le u still lyk tat..then went in to looked ard lor..wth..they installed so much more things..now canteen also got one tv..somemore is plasma one lor..so evil..when we were there also dont haf..then went all the way up to our ex classrooms..sat in there(exactly where i used to sit in the past) n was lyk so miss the feelin lor..missed the table, the classroom, the lessons, the cupboard(used to b in charged of it..also had some privilege from it), the classmates n more lah..but tat might seem rather lame to others..but i juz love tat feelin..then jacklyn wanna play wif the cello..so yah..let her touched it..but then later recieved a call from mrs de almeida n miss foo..they told mi to go n looked for them..didnt noe how they knew i was there..coz when was smsin mrs de almeida last nite..my last reply was her as not bein able to go..so..went to find them lor..n miss foo was still the same..still as lovely as ever..lol..i mean it..i realli miss her so much man..i was lyk so happy when i saw her lah..no words cld describe tat..then mrs de almeida..she had cut her hair SHORT..she had been havin long hair since i was p3/p4..so yah..she looked exactly the same as the last she had long hair..then chatted wif her for a while..saw some pple there too..but coz i was there so late..missed some pple lyk sarah..shane n his sis was there too..not mani of his sis batch were there..but at least she went..not lyk my sis..too lazy to go..n yah..mrs de almeida was lyk keep on commentin : aiya..ur sis so long nvr see alreadi..she still dun wan come..lol..haha..n jessie, jacklyn n others were lyk so wu liao lah..went into the toilets at lvl 2 n 4 to see the difference..lol..the basin looked so short suddenly..the mirror too..though had to bent a little to look at the mirror in the past, now had to bent even more..n they were lyk praisin themsleves by sayin the mirror too short for them ah..lol..then went off..jess went to tm with kelly n stef n others..but i was lyk carryin the cello with mi which was so obstructin..so didnt went..then after much tokin of goin to SAFRA to play bowlin or pool..jack n mi decided not to go..then we were lyk ge zou ge lu..but later went to tampines west cc for lunch..n it was lyk so full..but had these table wif two sit..n lucky it was near the corner..otherwise i dunno where to put the cello..we had our lunch n tok much jokes, teasers n craps on n on lah..then later saw sheng han wif some of his frenz..then he see mi was lyk so amazed lyk tat lah..dunno y..later then went off lor..jack n mi was lyk arguin of whose hse to go first to get the vcds lah..lol..then in the end became mine..then put down the cello n followed her home lor..then stayed at her hse for awhile after gettin the vcds..then saw those family albums they taken at the end of last year..didnt believe it was her at first lor..coz it looked so not lyk her k..lyk a different person lor she..with makeup n long hair on(fake one de..lol..coz she dun wanna keep long hair when her mum told her to)..she look so freakin mature n beautiful lah..haha..if shes readin tiz now she will b so damn happi..yah..then sat at the playgd wif her n chatted coz her mum frenz came..then later called my mum n came over to her office..which im still there now..dunno wad time she gonna finish her work..its alreadi 6++ now n todays a sat..which is suppose to b as half day..shes the onli one left in the office..hiaz..bought lunch on the way here for her too..coz got to noe tat she havent eaten..

shld b goin off soon bahx..hope so..n.. ** r u a***y wif mi??