sorry??

well..i seems to be goin back to my old self again..of not botherin abt others feelins n juz blah out wad i wan to shoot anione down..but..i dun mean to..dunno wads changin mi back too..so..i can say tat im realli sorrie to ur..n..i said tat tellin u to shut up was coz somethin provoke mi previously n u was lyk keep on bangin on the desk durin maths when we were told to hand it up..n it was lyk..u're realli noisy..n when u asked..u was lyk so 'happy' tat they fite or wad..n im not realli ventin my anger on u..coz..i dun noe myself nowadaes too..juz feelin n gettin pissed off or irritated damn easily now..tats y i sayin tat i thinked im turnin back to my old self..n..if becoz of tat u get so pissed off or rather in a bad mood..then its realli nth compared to wad i'd gotten from __.but no matter of wad i did..k..its wrong of mi aniwae..n..its not say * wna cry or wad..but y do * haf to put up wif everythin..* realli sick of it le..n u see..even when its real tears or by yawnin or wad..u also cant see it out..n when i called u..the tone u gave i was lyk exactly the same as tat time when __ _____..u dun sound lyk u wna tok..u said tat if theres anithin juz call..but then..how can i say anithin if its lyk tat..n the way ur were lyk durin *&* made mi more sure tat ** r realli un_____ wif mi..wad more can i do..n i myself dont noe y im changin back too..but..none off the *********** haf affected mi as greatly as tiz..i somehow was lyk felt everithin were normal when sl ran wif mi durin my 2.4 re-run..butafter the run..it was lyk everithin was back to as how sour it was..i didnt noe if ur wanted mi to b there..tats y i went away..but wad i heard from **..it seems tat ur were thinkin i was givin ur the cold shoulder..y wld i do tat..i admit tat im somehow different wif ur in thinkins or wad lah..but if theres no problem, wad for wld i go create one..n ur didnt told mi of ani of ur plans..tats y i supposed tat ur were a***y wif mi..n i didnt noe abt ur ___ n ___ onli when i saw the change tiz mornin..im not havin a gd time either k..i dunnoe wad will happen if tis carries on..mayb it will juz blow over or not..i haf no idea..but im thinkin of ** idea of thrashin everythin out..but..i dont noe wad ur think..n..im writin it here coz i dont noe tat will we even chat if ure online n i dunno how to tell u all these if we dont even chat..so..lets hope u will read tiz n see wad u decide lor.