went studying yesturday at east cc mac.
theres some pics i wanna post, but nothing is working well for me >:(
rah.....my com seem to be dying soon or what.
i cant use msn
cant log in to certain webpage
cant post pics
and its taking a long long long long time to load pages
i even have to refresh the com dont know how many times or even restart my com -.-
i dont know whats happening to it, but just using it is making me frustrated.
i dont know if its dying or what.
but it better not die at the wrong time.
i dont know if its the modem problem or is it that my com has gotten virus or it just have some problems with it.
even checking my inbox is a difficult thing to do now =/

had cello this morning.
well, i havent really been practicing on it actully, maybe i just took it out from its bag and just left it on the floor just plucking it on and off.
the school undergoing prime is a troublesome thing.
its like, there isnt anywhere for us to prac?
the classrooms cant be used because exams are going on in the upper levels.
percussion took cd shelter.
the other assembly ground is taken by other ccas.
so we landed up using the canteen.
its like since sec 1 i practice in the canteen?
and that was the one and only time.
i have retarded fingers.

went for lunch at pizzahut later with liying, shumei and huiyi.
was supposed to meet my sis later, but she was sleeping-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-
nevermind. i even had to buy home lunch for her.
and guess what when i called her...
she says she has bad news to tell me -.-
i dont know what she did to my com, but she didnt bother asking me about where my files are place and she just fiddled with my com and in the end, all the movies i downloaded are gone!
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isnt she amazing!
what the hell.........now that all the shows are deleted what am i gonna watch?
and its like she always blame me for making things wrong..
about not opening my mouth to ask first before doing things that im unsure..
what about her..she cant find the files cant she wait till i get home or call me and ask?
just because she thinks she know how to do things she takes everything in her own hands.
what the heck.
no offence, but it seems the case that the elder ones are most of the time are always doing things in a way they deem fit?
they always criticizes others but yet they dont applies what they say on others on themselves?
they're always asking others to reflect on their doings but it never seem that they're using it on themselves?
it seems that only the elder one always uses the excuse to probe into the younger one matters on the context of they are caring for the younger one?
and that if they ask for an answer it must be given to them?
and yet on the other hand, if the younger one probe into the matters of the elder, they will be just shut off by saying : you've no right to bother about my matters.
and the elder one just sometimes think that they have the authority on controlling the younger ones as in every decision made must so called go under their 'acknowledgement' even if you're asking your parents and not them and that they can/must have a say in whatever you does?!?
okay, nevermind, maybe its only on my case that it seems so.
rah......i feel like smashing my com!