woke up at ard 10.05 today.
so..i just got ready and prepare myself.
i kept wondering if i forgot to do or bring something but i just dont know what was it.
so..i just got out of my hse.
reached the stadium bus stop and i realise that it was only 10.40-45am
i finally remembered what did i forgotten.
i forgotten to check the time before getting out the house.
i was only to meet caiyan at 11am.
so..took out my earpiece and listened to songs while waiting.

caiyan sms came to tell me that she gonna be late.
at that point of time, i was like, oh dear.
gotta stone there.
lols. im rather early then on time these few days hur? lols
qihao said in his sms : ur everyday meet up ah?
lols. is coincidentually we have been meeting up these few days.
we dont meet up everyday. lols.

okay. so caiyan came and we went to the gym.
its better then what i expected.
lols. blame the net.
there was discussion on the net abt tampines gym being rather stink.
so i didnt have a good impression of it in my mind.
but it was rather all right.
something like, all gym smells like that.
dont it?

so started on the treadmill first.
then to others.
did some lifting too.
took a break somewhere around 1.15pm?
called shirlin back because she gave me three miss calls.
was on the phone with her for like 15mins++?
yah so some sot of stop for 15mins.

after that went off le. because caiyan was hungry.
lols. had a subway buddy meal.
it was quite okay.

then went to walked around a little at tm and century
and we went off.
caiyans watch still isnt working after changing the battery.
so left the old batt inside that watch.
we spilted and i took 67 before changing to 5 at my home bus stop because it goes all the way down to far east.
the only direct bus other then 518.
the journey was like so long??
i dont know why. so i sort of stare into midspace while listening to my music.

reached far east and i went to find the cart selling watches.
the uncle asked me to come back tomorrow to collect the watch.
what....come back tomorrow...i abit lazy ah.
from tampines to fareast...
lols. so i said im not able to make it down.
he said the following day also can.
then he said anytime free can come down.
lols. but obviously i dont know when i would be going there.
okay, 12june i would be going for my dentist.
but i dont know if i would be walking down to fareast.
so i said im not really sure when i would be free, moreover im from tampines.
so all the way down there.
abit far ah.
lols. then i asked him if he could check or what, i can wait.

so he checked the batt.
he said the batt is alright.
lols. i know that too, but i gotta pretend that i dont.
lols. he then later asked if i opened it before.
he asked quite a few times but i kept saying no.
lols. i even said 'i nvr open it up because i dont know how to change this type of things like battery.'
lols. what a dumb lie.
haha. nvm lah. he believe can le.
he wasnt that willing to change. kept wanting me to come back some other times.
lols. he then relented and said he would onl switched with any of the displayed ones.
caiyan's watch is sold out.
lols. so no stock.
haha. so switched to a orange one.
i dont think the light is working.
but others are functioning well.
so dont use the light bah caiyan.
lols

went over and took 5 home.
the journey was like pretty fast?
does it take a different route back?
because the very next thing i knew was that i was ard ubi very quickly.
unlike the journey there.
i kept finding myself like around balestier area.
or was it because i felt more awake(because i somesort of rested on the journey there)
or was it because i was sms-ing on the way back? lols

okay its caiyan birthday tml.
meeting her again tml with others.
lols. im seeing her so often. lols

caiyan the spastic fellow. lols

whats with her sian-ed looks? lols

i guess things is alright now.
as long as i dont think much of it, shldnt be a problem.
stayed home for those two days. =/
need a walk.

got a wokeup call from jiewei in the morning!
lols. she just called to tell me some things.

so i sorta chatted with her while time past till i gotta get ready to get outta my hse.
reached tampines mrt early today because i saw the time wrongly-.-
i forgotten to minus ten minutes off my com time and i thought i was late.
so i sorta went down immediatly.

reached at around 10.50am
no one was there.
well, im early..
duh.. -.-
er..ranon message to say he gonna be late and then caiyan message that she gonna be late too.
lols. everyones late today.
sat to pasir ris and back to tampines for nth while waiting.
well..im bored and im in no mood to read the chi storybk.
abt 3 trains passed before someone came.

chankai was sorta on time.
so we waited&waited for the rest.
alot wasnt coming today.
lols. nvm los.
so ranon came and we sat to pasir ris again.
jiahao reached while we were on the way to pasir ris and ranon decided not to reply his message till jiahao calls him.
lols.

caiyan came up with this ultra lame topic and message me. -.-
i thought i didnt know the meaning of massacre that i even asked chankai in case my definition of it was wrong.
i was also thinking..if theres a great massacre in the bus caiyan was in..
how come shes alright?
lols. i damn bad sia.
kidding only mah.
she then came up with what superman crap.

stood all the way to clementi because there wasnt seats.
lols. saw this pair of indians who were disgusting.
one touching the other ear repeatedly when both are GUYS.
disgusting. =XX

went to NAP and had our lunch then to the library.
ranon said i was kiasu cause i took quite a lot of books.
lols. is because i didnt bother going through what is needed and what is not.
as long as i saw HERPES VIRUS, i just took it off the shelf.
so..im not kiasu.
just LAZY.

something pretty embarrassing happened.
lols. wont talk much abt it.
but we were sorta scolded for drinking bubbletea in the lib.
lols. i told chankai that i think only level two of the lib could consume food stuff n drinks.
but they still sneak it back.
lols. i play a part in drinking too =XX

ranon kept saying PHOTOCOPY PHOTOCOPY PHOTOCOPY
the solution for everything to him is to PHOTOCOPY
lols. i later got lazy and opt for his idea too.
lols. so we went off after photocopying and borrowing of books.

stood all the way back again to tampines.
read the chinese bk on the way back.
me&caiyan parted ways with the guys later.
caiyan said went shopping.
but she went for manicure instead.
lols. nail palance price was a little steep.
so she decided not to.
then we NEARLY wanted to go to fareast.
because caiyan's watch was 'dead'
lols. but we didnt.
other day instead.

i wanted to sit 28 home.
so we took 28. lols
then we got off later somewhere at tmart because there was a manicure shop there.
so yeah went to check for the price and caiyan did it.
lols. 'did it' sounds a little wrong.
it was somewhere like 5.40 and they arrange for cy's one to be at 6.15
so we went to 201 to collect caiyan's contacts.
then back to tmart for her manicure.

waited there for like an hour.
yup. so i was sorta bored.
so..i took out the chinese bk to read.
and so caiyan's done and we went home.
yup. shes so happy over her nails and now the white on her forefinger came off a little.
shes devastated.
lols. kidding. yup thats all for today.
so see ya ard.
swt dreams ppl.
emo-ing time is to be gone.

my eye is hurting.

lols. i guess i would be right back up again.

that shall be the last * i will ever have for now.

because my eye is really hurting.

lols. theres no more tears either.

it was also a long one.

i feel like having some dark chocolates. lols

no more of this!

thks to those who tried to cheered me up or talk some sense into me over the phone or others.
its over and yup, i know.
but yet, i dont know why.
its the holidays and i arents feeling any good about it.
infact i think im kinda numb by it or what.
i reallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreally wanna have a nice chat with someone.
somehow to pour out all my - feelings.
but yet i dont know if i really would.
i felt that this time round it has reallyreallyreallyreally sort of killed me.
i guess u did really say something right caiyan.
but in fact, all along i didnt guess it was that bad.
its only this time round.
theres no more time for me to stay like this or what.
but i guessed its really really hard for ....
mum, u just dont seemed to get it until now.
u just dont!
i dont know why u dont.
but u just DONT DONT DONT DONT seemed to get it.
i seriously dont know whow to get back up.
u arent showing me anything * that i need.
breakdowns dont seem to be doing anything it should to get one back on track.
or throwing things away.

i dont know how to show my report slip to my dad. =/

just got home from sch.
meet the parent-teacher session today.
mum was pms-ing me right in the morning.
so i was sort of moody.
kept flaring at me for nth.
its not my fault that u dont see the teacher at the time u want right.
how would i know that theres also 7am++ timing slot.
argh...nvm. my fault yah my fault.
wanna scream in the morning go and find another victim lah.
scream at me for what.
i know that ur worried for ahyee because things doesnt seem as well as it is.
but..my fault ah. things not going well for her my fault ah.

mrs teh came in and i saw her but yet looked away.
so she walked over and said : why scared to see me because ur mum is here ah?
no lah. its not that im scared to see u.
its some sort of i dont know how to see u.

other parents asked quite a couple of things.
she didnt asked much.
just said something like : do u know whats the cause?
zzz. mrskoh asked if when i started revising.
mrskoh : 2weeks before?
me : no comments.
mrskoh : what u mean by no comments?
me : just no comments.

i dont know why but the moment she opened my report book.
i felt horrible.
very very very very horrible.
mrskoh told my mum something like maybe its because of the great jump that im not able to cope with and the stress or what and syf was somehow at that period.
as she said on and on to my mum.
my eyes started stinging.
and then the next thing i knew was that i started to be breaking down alittle.
tried my best to control it but i just couldnt help it.
abigail&her parents were there =X

guess some of the things that mrskoh said was truly what i felt.
but my mum just dont seem to see it ='(
i was also hoping to get away as soon as possible because the tears started flowing quickly.
so..i didnt even say bye to mrskoh when she said bye to my mum&me.
i saw mum tearing.
i felt even worst.
just told mum to go off first while walking away from her.

so..i went to the toilet supposingly is to wash my face.
but i soon started breaking down seriously.
i couldnt control any longer.
so i went into one of the showering cubicle.
stayed there for quite some time.

im not going on any further.
im stll feeling veryveryveryveryveryveryveryvery horrible.
damn it. just writing this post has made me started tearing.
im going to play the cello now.
hope it makes me feel better.

='((

hey!!
okay. had ss which was just watching movies.
then 2hrs of bio was sort of a free period.
went off to ngeeannpoly at 11am.

went to SIM canteen to have our lunch.
we thought lesson was at 1pm and so we rushed our lunch.
lesson only started at 1.30pm =/
sorry lifen. haha. but not i say the timing one.
is dont know who pass de.
lols.

had a minor quiz.
then had lecture.
i felt super sleepy.
i dont know why. maybe because i slept late yesturday.
gonna read on what she did just now.
but i think i missed quite a bit

had lab work later.
weighed nutrient broth, glucose and agar powder.
mixed them and then heat it up and blah blah blah.
haha. pretty fun though.
with all the nice equipment. if only our sch can have that too.
lols

went sorta high and we took pictures.
lols. post them later.
had to do a project.
two in a group.
im with ranon(nurse gracie)
doing on herpes virus.
caiyan is with jiahao.
lifen with perry.
CHANKAI with kimyong on HIV! lols!

then got a ride from engleong's dad to somewhere near the new tampines mega courts.
somewhere that area.
there was like 8-9 of us sitting at the back of the van!
lols.
theres caiyan,perry,chankai,weijian,jiahao,chengboon,ranon,me.
engleong joined us at the back later part.
lols. we then started playing like concentration? hai dai quan. lols

went to collect the scores from chuiying.
thks chuiying! lols
that time ask u help me bring back my bow now file.
lols, thks. though u didnt brin ghome the new songs scores.. u brought me my file!!
my file is found!!! hahas. thks fusheng too.
because she said he found it. =)
okay. shall post the pics.





nurse gracie&drHo&caiyan


Dr Lisa Ho- our lecturer


perry being squeeze into the corner. lols


lols. the crowded van


they wanted to be emo-ing

my shoulders are aching =/
because i brought home physics&ehist today.
i dont know why but it seemed to be so heavy today.

i took almost everything out of my file yesturday.
just found out that i forgot to bring all the worksheets n forms today-.-
gotta bring it tml.

left sch ard 11am or earlier to get to ngeeannpoly
somehow slept during the train ride there.
but i can still hear ppl talking.
so is that considered sleeping?

reached ngeeannpoly and headed to the canteen for lunch.
we all had chickenchop for lunch.
dont know is coincidence or what. lols.
people were staring at us.
because we were one big gang of ngeeannsec students.
as in one big gang wearing uniform.

we then sort of got lost.
heard some saying, sec students sure lost.
lols. whatever. then another said we were secondary school KIDS. -.-
the lecturers are sort of interesting.
quite comical here and there.

had campus tour.
their sch is kinda similar here and there to tp's.
but i know tp better.
lols. thats for 'sneaking' in.
well, didnt do much today.
most was orienting, will only start learning tomorrow i guess.

it was time to go and yeah so end of the day le los.
damn. i gotta skip tkd today.
that mood spoiler.
anyone has a locker to spare till sat?
hmm..the journey to ngeeannpoly is like so sian. 5-6 more trips.

woke up like late again this morning?
but not that late lah. still able to rush to make it on time.
first thing received for the day was the drafted report slip.
it suck. real suck.

practically chatted the whole day of lessons.
didnt do much for each subject.
mt was again some sort of chatting period.

went on a secret mission.
lols. crazy. i just dont know what to blog abt.
i asked chuiying to help me bring home the sch cello bow.
lols. because she says shes scared the bridge might break of what.
so yah, shall use my own cello but not my hairless bow. lols
guess i gonna prac that super awful part.
it made fusheng hand numb when he went to play along.
i played two bars and stop. lols. because its sorta stressful on the fingers?

theres microbiology tml.
hmm, i dont know to look forward to it or what.
its all the way to ngee ann poly and that means waking up early during the holidays.
but thinking of the hands on that we get to do..maybe it might be worth it.
but having tests n projects. not a nice idea hur.

oh yah. i got my sis chocolates because its her graduation day today.
haha! im nice isnt it. know the reason why?
because its kindness week.
lols. thats pretty -.-
just wanted to get her something.
thats why i got her chocolates.

marks&spencer percy pig is really nice!
haha. been having it since young.
mum intro-ed it.

thats so radom. okay, im in the mood to play the cello when its 9.24pm now.
im sorry for causing the unpleasant noises to the ears of my neighbours.
but im really in the mood to play the cello.
so bear with it ppl.
swt dreams everyone

accompanied my mum to deliver some office stuffs to somewhere near far east plaza yesturday.
went to borders to look around and bought two books : the lollipop shoes&little people.
wanted dead end too. but nvm, i still have the other two.

went to nydc to have orea cheesecake&lemonshiver(nice!)
mum had nuttynougatbrownie&e=mc2(aka the genius drink)
the cheesecake is alright. alittle too filling though.
but lemonshiver was just nice(fresh lemonade+lemonsherbet)
it was sour enough to ease the cheesecake.

the nuttynougatbrownie was hot brownie with nougat ice cream&whipped cream.
its quite nice & its beautiful!(sort of)
e=mc2(the genius drink) is made up of a chocolate drink with double chocolate ice cream.
they say its best consumed before a test. lols

went to walk around before taking 5 from far east back.
chatted with my sis like for 1hr plus? before going to bed ard 2-3am.
lols. i was rebutting everything she said.
like it was the factories that made lousy metal, thats why i broke the chain for the keychain.
or it was left too long thus rusting.
lols. it was crap.

today

mum woke me up at 6.40am and told me i was late for sch already!
lols. i believe her and rush..
then while brushing my teeth halfway, i realised that today was monday.
sch only start at 8am++. lols. so i sat on the sofa and slept all the way to 7.20am

it rained this morning so we dont have to assemble at the the bball court.
and the aircon went crazy today.
leak for a moment and then stop leaking.

i didnt understand amaths from the beginning today.
so for the whole period, i was doing my own things.
so i gotta check out the textbook later =/

mr thong was dont know why but so nice today.
lols. he let us off at 12.30 to have lunch instead of going to the hall.
went to bio lab for the microbiology briefing.
it sounds interesting i guess.
but we have to make our way there on our own on the 23,24may & 4-7june.
so yeah, guess it will be another long journey.

then went to st luke's old folks home for cip.
its three bus stops away from school.
well, did quitea couple of things there.
wept the chairs, 'dry' the floor, seperate the blinds from a plastic thing, wiped the tables after the old folks had their tea break&helped zhihui rinsed the soap off the bowls after used.
so yeah, i did something there. not like the trip to another old folks home last year?(i did practically nothing)

so..walked home from there since it was only a bus stop away from mine.
and...i wanna go get a nap now. lols. cya!

ANY ONE WANNA GO TO THE TEMASEK JC CONCERT TOMORROW(SAT 19/5)?

its friday today!
lols. so fast.
we had class phototaking today and mrskoh didnt came.
so..everything dragged and we had our class photo without mrs koh.
how interesting. =/
it seem that the informal shot are quite formal too.

there was a few ques for bio which i could have got it right.=/
had chem spa.
did titration.

went for lunch with abigail.
and then went for co.
i saw my cello after like...1monthplus?
lols. it sound nice with the new strings too.
played it and i couldnt find the correct notes at first.
now on&off still wrong tune quite often=/

many faces appear today!
so..cello juniors today was pretty much of a full attendance!
it looked like cello suddenly has so many people! hahas =)

todays prac was also real slack!
lols. tianlaoshi was teaching the sec ones&twos.
so we were slacking in the other room.
we even went to prac with them for a really really short while before going off.
lols. we then went to the volleyball court and play the cello.
we brought chairs up and played there.
fusheng&chuiying later joined us.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
i cant find my co file.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
im feeling like.....
going crazy anytime?
maybe not that bad lah.
but i just cant find my file.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want my file back...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
dammit.dammit.dammit.
i know its just a file...
but i dont knw why...im just feeling so @$^*%# for not being able to find it.
it should be in the cupboard lah!
anyone see it can tell me?
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!arghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

not going any further.
I WANT MY FILE!!!! zzzzzzzzzz
theres dazu tml at 8.

woke up late today...
thus, late for sch. lols
no detention for me =P
mrong made a mistake. hahas.

my result sucks.
i wonder how many underline will appear tomorrow when we get back our report slips. =(
im dumb.
thought i would get better for bio. but....
DAMN IT!

seeing what others get is like so wow!
i was like : whats the problem with me?
why am i so lazy?
why do i slack so much?
when will i change this bad habit?
my average will be like so damn low =(
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..................

dont feel like hanging around the com.
so i shall be going to watch tv -.-
the only thing im looking forward to is for tomorrows cello prac =)
remember to bring ur tie for tomorrow's phototaking everyone.


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its a sad life for me.
i dont know whats the bloody problem either.
it was mt first thing in the morning.
mr thong wasnt here again but we got back our paper.
guess its sorta alright? =/
listen carefully to both physics n chem.
i get physics but not chem today.
lols. too chim? or im just purely dumb.
i guess its more likely that im dumb then its chim.

e.hist,amaths&eng.
got back both ss&e.hist.
luckily, i passed both.
but because i failed during term1..
i dont know i will pass overall
amaths was...
i think i got the lowest.
i FAILED WITH FLYING COLOURS. -.-
though i knew i would fail it and badly at the same time.....
grrr.. nvm, i deserved it.

eng was as usual lousy.
my eng is deproving greatly.
went to qy's place for correction.
i dont get it, she can see things clearly from there as long as ryan dont move abt. lols
sorta miss the seating arrangement last year. lols.
with ryan sitting the row beside and crapping so much. lols.
waited in the lib for mdmriza with cy,jet,abby,ayisah,pris.
zzz. i guess it sounds bad. of all thing to be done.

went to look for stacia after sch to get things from her.
she told me not to blog abt what she said today.
lols. while taking 39 back from her sch to transfer to another bus back at sch..
i suddenly felt that the journey was so long.
it was also a depression ride.
lols. met chuiying after getting down the bus, nearly wanting to cross the road.

reached home and i wasnt in the mood to do anything.
so i just lied in bed staring at my ugly ceiling.
its sucha sad thing to say that i failed so much again. -.-
maybe im sorta numb to it already.
grr.. sian.
theres prac on fri and sat.
im looking forward to it because i really miss playing the cello and the people.
lols. playing the cello helps to numb myself too.
but sometimes theres much comfort sought from the cello.

it rained this morning.
what a nice weather to sleep in.
didnt change into pe during pe because it was drizzling and there wasnt much time for pe either.

got back physics&chem today.
er...no good ='(
i seriously hope my other papers would be better so that my average wouldnt be that bad.
i seriously hope that im able to buck up..
what my sister said just now....
it really dont make me feel like thinking abt it

so while waiting for shirlin..
chankai&me went to help qihao&huihui to shift things from the sc room to the 'student lounge' lols. funny thing to do. lols

went to subway for lunch with shirlin,qihao&chankai
met chuiying,shunzi&valerie over there too. lols
qihao&chankai bought a footlong loaf each. crazy. lols

took 65 all the way to my dental.
crazy. the bus journey was crazy! totally crazy!
sat till my butt ache
lols. my appointment was at 4.15 but i only reached there at 5pm. lols
i waited for some time because i was late. lols.
its the first time i was late for dental! make me wait. lols.
actually everytime also gotta wait. no difference
maybe not first time late? but i arent late for most of the time. at most 2-3 time? lols bad enough. nvr been late that long before. lols

so after dental my mum called.
asked me to stay put and wait for her call while she ask my sis if we wanna meet up for dinner.
so i waited waited & waited.
i waited that long that i walked from heeren all the way to fareast plaza and then back to heeren before she called me back -.-
i even walked one whole round of far east basement.
saw campus superstar khim&zhiyang&one more girl.
caiyan told me that she wanted to get a watch but not sure where to get one.
so i saw this watch cart and called her to ask if she wants me to help her get first.
she wanted a pink one. lols
but the pink one didnt look as nice.. so she decided on one that has a pink screen instead. lols
because i think that was nicer then the black one.
oh yah, caiyan, if theres any problem with the watch, send it back to the place by the end of this month.

took 65 home. zzzz. another damn long journey.
i was feeling sleepy so i sorta slept. and when i woke up, i wasnt even yet at ubi. -.-
from sleepy to not sleepy. lols
listened to my hp playlist of 14 songs like 3 times?
and by the tim ei was at ubi...i was freezing cold-.-
okay, im gonna have my dinner le. cya

made breakfast for my sis&mum this morning!
lols. it was amazing that i could wake up and could for them because i slept at only like 5am++?
woke up at like almost 7am. lols. wanted to go back to bed instead.

so off they go to work and im left alone at home.
tried watching cornerlove.
but again, i turned my screen and lied on my bed while watching...
so..guess what, i fell asleep. lols
luckily i set my alarm to ring at 11am.
was going to vivo to catch spiderman3 with chuiying, nicholette, joel, fusheng, koknam.
huiling didnt catch it because she watched it already and had tuition. lols.
so i prepared and went to chuiying place to meet her slightly after 12pm.
supposingly was to help her to decide on what she gonna wear so that she wouldnt spent too much time. but we chatted instead? lols. so we took a longer time instead. lols.

set off from her house somewhere near 1pm.
we were supposed to go off earlier on a secret mission. lols
so we were guessing on whether will we see koknam&fusheng at the mrt.
lols. guess what, they were really punctual, but we werent meeting them. lols
we thought we saw them and we were on the same train. lols. but at the other end.
asked fusheng if he was wearing green to confirm because we didnt know if they saw us lols.
he was wondering how we know and i said because i was 'shen' so i knew.
lols. i know, thats very -.- of me. lols.

so reached vivo at ard 2.25 i think.
went to carls jr for lunch and they were already there.
chuiying was thinking so much on bio. lols. even a simple drink and she can link it to fractose, lactose&galactose.
got a western bacon cheeseburger. lols. forgotten what was it already. its big. lols.
had ice lemon tea. lols.

went to the roof. huiling made me wet -.-
she and chuiying were planning on that.
evil. evil. evil. lols. and guess what, whenever my pants touches my leg, it was really cold.
went to pet safari and i saw some pretty cute dogs.
lol. i would like to play with them, but taking care of them...i dont know if i have the patience to. hahas.
so walked and wasted time as the show was only at 5.20pm

well.. the movie was quite alright.
only that those ppl beside me were very noisy.
there was a few times during the show i wanted to tell them to shut up.

went to the foodcourt above for something 'light'
koknam suggested having something 'light' lols.
shared steamed dumplings and zha jiang mian with chuiying.
its the first time im eating zha jiang mian.
guess what, koknam ordered zha jiang mian too because they wasnt niu rou mian(beef noodles) already. lols. his expressions was lols.
so..thats his light. lols.

was deciding if we should take 65 directly home or mrt home.
lols. the 1 or 2 method is good. only that one doesnt actually really follows it. lols
so took mrt to 'send' nicholette back.
mum called and was chiding me for not cooking dinner for them today-.-
lols. just because i have no school. =P other time lah. lols
took 18 from the interchange and chatted.
lols. sent chuiying to her lift today.

theres sch tomorrow. =/
its been quite some time since waking up at 6am++
lols. scarely tomorrow late for sch =XX
i hvnt done the eng hw=/

kinda get moody easily recently =/
been staying home doing nth but just staring blankly into space air.
i dont even have the mood to....
i dont know if i will be going tomorrow actually =/
there was this sudden moodswing over me which made me felt like sian?
actually, that sian mood was here ever since like thursday or friday?
the shows that im watching recently have seen to made me get more *.
i might want to get a job in the holidays instead of just spending the days like how ive been spending this few days. =/
it totally bores and suck =(
i seemed to have so much in mind but yet i dont know how to. zzzzz
bye

the reason behind that answer.

i told my mum that i would make breakfast for them today. but i woke up at 8 instead of 7.
lols. my sis was right.
she said she would wake up and see me in bed instead of preparing breakfast.
lols. so my mum still made breakfast in the end. lols

went to sch for listening.
listening was alright.
my mood was on the low side.
dont know why either.
maybe because my eyes were hurting in the morning ?

went to tm with caiyan and shirlin.
walked ard to look for cy's jeans. but she didnt get one in the end. lols.
she decided not to.

after that, like dont know what to do le.
=XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
i dont know why im feeling so sian-ed.
it was really really really really SIAN-ED.

went to subway for lunch and chatted.
well..seriously speaking..i have no idea what will happen to co if the seniors leave. =/
okay, im going to sleep. zzz. lols

I MISS PLAYING THE CELLO.
as in practice. lols

woke up at 9am instead of 8am++ today.
haha. reason : i slept at like 5.30am++ this morning/lastnight.
so i rushed down to somerset.
reached my dentist somewhere round 10.30am.
waited till like 11am before it was my turn. zzz.
they asked if i had to rush to anywhere and i said i have something on at 12.
so they attended the working adults first -.-

nvm. took 65 back.
timed todays journey. it was exactly 1hr.
lols. i was practically falling asleep.
its super boring.
met caiyan at abt 12.30++ and we went to pasir ris for her job interview.
she got it. lols
she will be starting on the weekends first.
so..weekends...cant jio her out le.
lols.

then met up with shirlin at er...the letter post there?
we simply just crossed the road, forgetting that the meeting place is actually the bus stop.
lols. well, it was a total slack.
caiyan was watching hana yori dango on my com.
me&shirlin were watching deathnote2 and playing the game of life.
lols. i was actually that bored that i asked shirlin : shirlin, u wanna play barbie dolls? lols
and she said she dont mind. lols
bu we didnt play.

cooked instant noodles, eggs & sausages.
it was a total mess?
lols. i seemed to not know what to do because there were three ppl cooking at the same time.
lols. everytime its only me just cooking instant noodles for myself, so i only need one pot. lols
the cooking of the egg was lols. everything was lols.
i said : it seems as if we didnt learn home econs.
lols. mainly is because of the damn oil. which kept spurting.
it was like exactly the same thing as what happened or maybe alike.
but funny though.
i was damn mean.
they were hungry, but i insisted on eating together. lols
so they starve for some time.
and caiyan went back to her show after eating. -.-
so lifeless. lols

today somehow reminded me about those days back during sec1..
those times we had.
sometimes im actually missing it=/

okay nvm. theres mt paper 3 tml.
lols. the mood just isnt there.
its like staying home for these two days and going out.
a little like holidays le. lols
will be going out with caiyan&shirlin tomorrrow after paper i think. lols
hmm, report t osch at 9am++. sians =(
lols. what to do after that hmm?
okay, im not sleeping tonight. hows that? lols
and i will surely hear nth during listening =D