converse?

didnt get it after waitin lyk a long time for it..k lah..not tat long but its killing enough..haiz..looks lyk gotta wait lor..nvm..n its lyk wth..if dun wan go tell mi earlier lah..then i go meet up wif hl they all..n nvm lah..they juz nice 4pple..then..finally sent kent the songs le lor..he lyk so desperate for it lah..nvr touch my com wad..how to send..n yah..cy told mi tat ts gonna sell it if i dont go get it today..but i nvr go out..how to get it..haiz..hopethey still got keep it tml lor..then i think the ______ plan gonna shelf it back for a few weeks lor..ts didnt even told mi tat the stock came..n i wont noe if cy nvr tell mi lor..also nvr tell mi they got reserve..otherwise tat day i go get it le..wth..haiz..wan so much things..but havent save enough..its killin mi man..

u bitch

wth.wads ur bloody freakin problem..wan to chase mi out of the class..wad..tryin to show tat u got authority ah..y dun u say u're useless. not even able to handle the class..n ur lesson sux lah.foreva usin tat bloody god damn tone. lyk anione owe u something lyk tat. okay..i admit im in the wrong for even tokin to someone lyk U lyk tat lah..but lyk u're so god damn angel lyk tat.. practically screamin at the top of ur voice lyk i cant hear u lyk tat..think i wan to attend ur lesson..im onli goin for the attendance sake..tink ur so big deal.think i gif it a damn ah..n im also prepared to get into trouble becoz of tiz lor..but ur not goin to affect mi..u bloody fucker..dont even noe why the sch hired you to teach lor..ur not even qualified..u see the way u treat lah. on the 1st lesson treat us lyk dirt.then now showin ur attitude to mi..

sorry??

well..i seems to be goin back to my old self again..of not botherin abt others feelins n juz blah out wad i wan to shoot anione down..but..i dun mean to..dunno wads changin mi back too..so..i can say tat im realli sorrie to ur..n..i said tat tellin u to shut up was coz somethin provoke mi previously n u was lyk keep on bangin on the desk durin maths when we were told to hand it up..n it was lyk..u're realli noisy..n when u asked..u was lyk so 'happy' tat they fite or wad..n im not realli ventin my anger on u..coz..i dun noe myself nowadaes too..juz feelin n gettin pissed off or irritated damn easily now..tats y i sayin tat i thinked im turnin back to my old self..n..if becoz of tat u get so pissed off or rather in a bad mood..then its realli nth compared to wad i'd gotten from __.but no matter of wad i did..k..its wrong of mi aniwae..n..its not say * wna cry or wad..but y do * haf to put up wif everythin..* realli sick of it le..n u see..even when its real tears or by yawnin or wad..u also cant see it out..n when i called u..the tone u gave i was lyk exactly the same as tat time when __ _____..u dun sound lyk u wna tok..u said tat if theres anithin juz call..but then..how can i say anithin if its lyk tat..n the way ur were lyk durin *&* made mi more sure tat ** r realli un_____ wif mi..wad more can i do..n i myself dont noe y im changin back too..but..none off the *********** haf affected mi as greatly as tiz..i somehow was lyk felt everithin were normal when sl ran wif mi durin my 2.4 re-run..butafter the run..it was lyk everithin was back to as how sour it was..i didnt noe if ur wanted mi to b there..tats y i went away..but wad i heard from **..it seems tat ur were thinkin i was givin ur the cold shoulder..y wld i do tat..i admit tat im somehow different wif ur in thinkins or wad lah..but if theres no problem, wad for wld i go create one..n ur didnt told mi of ani of ur plans..tats y i supposed tat ur were a***y wif mi..n i didnt noe abt ur ___ n ___ onli when i saw the change tiz mornin..im not havin a gd time either k..i dunnoe wad will happen if tis carries on..mayb it will juz blow over or not..i haf no idea..but im thinkin of ** idea of thrashin everythin out..but..i dont noe wad ur think..n..im writin it here coz i dont noe tat will we even chat if ure online n i dunno how to tell u all these if we dont even chat..so..lets hope u will read tiz n see wad u decide lor.

sian

went for CO prac today..finally decided coz * pissed mi off by wad * said..even if i dont go..it also wont haf much impact on u wad..made until lyk so serious lyk tat..somemore change the timin to even earlier..think i too much slpin hrs ah..wtf..asshole..how wld u wan mi to brin the cello along back to jyps if i was to go earlier n leave later for cca..do u noe how troublesome izzit anot..****** ********..n it wont have much impact on u lor..coz u also onli chat more wif ( & ) nowadaes..leavin mi n jess out..still bein a *** here..yah..then was told to play one by one when he was checkin..yah..n when it got to mi..i placed the wrong fingerins n later was criticise by him..u see the way u stared at us lah..im not the onli one hu was 'scared' by u lor..others also..yah..then juz prac on..n i seemed to haf deteriorate greatly todae..mayb coz i didnt realli prac much tiz wk..then saw tat i had two missed call from jacklyn..so called her back when havin break..n she n jess told mi to go back again when i said i wanted to stayed on in prac..but later gave in n told them i try to go back..then went to fusheng abt it..n he agreed to lettin mi off..so packed the cello up n went off wif it..yah..hl..i did turn up for prac..lol..then went to take 291 to interchange..saw chui ying at the bus stop n was surprised tat she left early too..was told tat she had a headache..hope it got better for her now..n transferred to 22 when reached interchange..finally..reached the jyps le..then went in to find jacklyn n jess lor..but was stopped by fong ee, stef, hui ping n kelly..so didnt get to find them when i was supposed to..n then they wanted to play wif the cello..n they r bein a ass lah.told them say i goin in to find jess le..then still say nvm, let her wait..wtf..so they took it n play lor..then later jacklyn walked to the walkway btween the bball court n canteen n she saw mi..then say wad she waitin for mi there then here i m n gave mi those look..was lyk so %*(@# lah..rushed here le u still lyk tat..then went in to looked ard lor..wth..they installed so much more things..now canteen also got one tv..somemore is plasma one lor..so evil..when we were there also dont haf..then went all the way up to our ex classrooms..sat in there(exactly where i used to sit in the past) n was lyk so miss the feelin lor..missed the table, the classroom, the lessons, the cupboard(used to b in charged of it..also had some privilege from it), the classmates n more lah..but tat might seem rather lame to others..but i juz love tat feelin..then jacklyn wanna play wif the cello..so yah..let her touched it..but then later recieved a call from mrs de almeida n miss foo..they told mi to go n looked for them..didnt noe how they knew i was there..coz when was smsin mrs de almeida last nite..my last reply was her as not bein able to go..so..went to find them lor..n miss foo was still the same..still as lovely as ever..lol..i mean it..i realli miss her so much man..i was lyk so happy when i saw her lah..no words cld describe tat..then mrs de almeida..she had cut her hair SHORT..she had been havin long hair since i was p3/p4..so yah..she looked exactly the same as the last she had long hair..then chatted wif her for a while..saw some pple there too..but coz i was there so late..missed some pple lyk sarah..shane n his sis was there too..not mani of his sis batch were there..but at least she went..not lyk my sis..too lazy to go..n yah..mrs de almeida was lyk keep on commentin : aiya..ur sis so long nvr see alreadi..she still dun wan come..lol..haha..n jessie, jacklyn n others were lyk so wu liao lah..went into the toilets at lvl 2 n 4 to see the difference..lol..the basin looked so short suddenly..the mirror too..though had to bent a little to look at the mirror in the past, now had to bent even more..n they were lyk praisin themsleves by sayin the mirror too short for them ah..lol..then went off..jess went to tm with kelly n stef n others..but i was lyk carryin the cello with mi which was so obstructin..so didnt went..then after much tokin of goin to SAFRA to play bowlin or pool..jack n mi decided not to go..then we were lyk ge zou ge lu..but later went to tampines west cc for lunch..n it was lyk so full..but had these table wif two sit..n lucky it was near the corner..otherwise i dunno where to put the cello..we had our lunch n tok much jokes, teasers n craps on n on lah..then later saw sheng han wif some of his frenz..then he see mi was lyk so amazed lyk tat lah..dunno y..later then went off lor..jack n mi was lyk arguin of whose hse to go first to get the vcds lah..lol..then in the end became mine..then put down the cello n followed her home lor..then stayed at her hse for awhile after gettin the vcds..then saw those family albums they taken at the end of last year..didnt believe it was her at first lor..coz it looked so not lyk her k..lyk a different person lor she..with makeup n long hair on(fake one de..lol..coz she dun wanna keep long hair when her mum told her to)..she look so freakin mature n beautiful lah..haha..if shes readin tiz now she will b so damn happi..yah..then sat at the playgd wif her n chatted coz her mum frenz came..then later called my mum n came over to her office..which im still there now..dunno wad time she gonna finish her work..its alreadi 6++ now n todays a sat..which is suppose to b as half day..shes the onli one left in the office..hiaz..bought lunch on the way here for her too..coz got to noe tat she havent eaten..

shld b goin off soon bahx..hope so..n.. ** r u a***y wif mi??

tkd

well..those juniors nowadays suck man..i mean in tkd..they r lyk totally not showing anyone respect k..n the training toughness is lyk so slack now lah..was told to come up wif steps for a tkd aerobics together with the other poom belts..haha.. its lyk...wth..tat time p6 tat year also did the same thing..now muz create a new one..haiyo...no creativity le lah..n everyone was lyk so slack too lor..they didnt even put much thot to it..say wad so tough..wad shit lah..nvm..then while doin the brainstormin.. was ask to teach the white belts by tis bitch..hu was thinkin lyk as if shes so god damn great juz becoz she's a black belt..bloody freak..abusin ur powers onli!!! nvm..then gotta teach tiz boy hu was lyk.. @^$%(*&@#.. thot him his pattern last wk onli..today forgotten everithing!!! then wadeva i tell him to do..he do the opposite..haiz..gotta go mad teachin him man..hiaz..then later time to go home le..was lyk so glad lah..then sir say..u all go combined wad ur haf thot..then i bring music nxt wk..ur put in the steps..wth..lyk doin project lyk tat..following sch syllabus ah..teach less learn more...wth..ahh..forget it..feelin so dead now..but still gotta do hw..haiz..rushed out the script for lit for cy to print it out juz now..damn strainin lah..had a change of plan n cy had to go offline soon..so lyk was practically rephrasin it out..sending it to sl later when shes back..

2.4-->fail..

had 2.4 today..wth..failed by 1 min lyk tat..omfg!!!haiz..nvm lah..at most nxt pe run again lor..lol..coz was runnin wif jetaime..n sort of acc. her lah..hmm..jetaime..if u're readin tis..i gonna pang-seh u te nxt run le..sorrie..but yah..u noe..n tml gonna haf the others of napfa test..hmm..my standin broad jump suck big time k..hiaz..pray had then..saw tat lionel had the new type of pe shirt..the material is lyk so god damn nice lor..the current or rather old one material is lyk so shit..gonna get it soon..had recess n sat in the canteen coz cy was eatin grass jelly which was in a bowl..n the upper secs r lyk..dumb or wad..dont they haf tat little bit of sense to know tat a fork cld b dangerous..wth..juz throw it somewhere lyk tat..wad if kena others..they will b lyk so suay lah..hmm.then later had lessons on lor..which was pretty normal..n had mt..well..phil was cheatin in it..lol..(phil..dont mean to wreck ur 'reputation'..but u was lyk so obvious lah..coz when u flip ur txtbk pages..the sound cld b heard lor..lol..)then when miss ho was toking..mi, jy, trevor, phil was tokin lah..but jy lucky lor..nvr kena caught..n it was lyk stupid lah..phil n trevor was the ones tokin later part n coz miss ho was starin at our direction..i laughed coz i knew sure they sure kena warned by her again..but was thot tat i was tokin wif them by her..hiaz..fated to get scoldin ah..cant escape from it..lol..then had tiz listenin n i was lyk not listenin to at all..n when miss ho asked mi tat ques..i was lyk dunnoe wad to say..n onli rmb a part of the story..so was lyk blabberin rubbish..then she later say tat dunno hu's (kent i think..) ans was rite..was lyk..so..erm.....then went wif sl n cy to tmart..saw germaine, amanda n amelia..lol..its lyk everytime meet them de..haha..n bought waffle cum bubble tea..then went to void deck to eat coz it was drizzling..asked then cy was the one hu gave out hus was hus..n i didnt notice tat i was eatin the wrong one until shir lin said tat y is hers peanuts..lol..haha.. n shir lin one was actually empty inside..when its supposed to contain chocolate..lol..then sl was lyk 'chiong' ah..back to the shop..lol..haha..n the aunty was lind..she gave another one to sl..but yet luckily..coz i hag alreadi taken two bites of tat plain one..haha..n later when cy asked mi for the time..the both of them were lyk juz rushin back lor..n its lyk..diaoz..nvm..then went back to class to get my bag..but decided to stay in class to do some hw..was listenin to my mp4 too..haha..then the three of them went into the class later too..they were rehearsin their lit script..tokin abt tat..CAI YAN SHIR LIN NURUL!!! wad abt ours..wad ur gonna do abt it??hmm..then saw their script n went back to my work later..n miss zahra CAME IN!! i was lyk didnt notice till she walked to my desk n asked mi if this was 2r2..i was lyk thinkin..omg dame shit..wad r u doin here..u gonna confiscate my mp4??then i quickly take out my earphones n reply her yah..then she say where shaiful sits..then i told her while sittin..'tat colume third row table'..then she walked over to his table..then she asked..where does cai yan sits?? i was lyk wonderin 'huh..u lookin for cy?' she said 'in front of him izzit?' i said yah..then she then she look under both sl n cy table..thn shaiful desk..n flipped through some of shaiful's books..she was also holdin onto a stack of yellow papers..dunno if its yellow form..then she asked why i stay back for..then i say 'doin my hw'..lol..then she said..haf u been in the class all the while..then i told her onli lyk at abt 2.50 lyk tat then in class..then she later walked outta the class n even told mi to reduce the volume so tat i can hear when others tok to mi..i was lyk..so heng tat she nvr confiscate lah..but y she lookin for cy when she's lookin for shaiful?? weird..then i went home not long later..n y..shir lin..i saw the mag wif johnny depp on it at the bus-stop tat mini store there..but dunno u wan anot..so nvr buy..n its condition wasnt tat gd too..came home..n here im typin all tiz out..gotta go for trainin later..hiaz..hope dont haf to teach the white belts again...

so the lit how?? discuss tonite k??

pirates of the carribean sea

well..went to catch pirates of the carribean : dead man's chest with shir lin today..cy didnt go coz she n her reason of not INTERESTED..haha..for the funny thing tat happened..a bit lazy to type it out lah..so..mayb other time ur ask mi in msn lor..then see wanna say anot..lol..haha..or mayb cai yan got blog it out??..haha..cy..u arh..dunnoe how to operate it..lol..haha..aniwae its normal lah..hmm..well..had quite a interestin day..n yah..recieved my real belated bday present from cy n sl..got princess hours 1 disc..coz..the bball no more le..hiaz..abit sad ah.but nvm lah..aniwae..still thkzfor the gift..hmm..then..abt today..on n off i abit moody ah..coz some unnecessary questions to b asked..well..dunnoe y either..but was lyk so tired coz not enough of slp..n yah..repaired cy erm..wads tat called..dunno lah..her accessory on her pencil box..then passed it to her..hmm..cy even thot i wanted it to play with..u until nnow still dunno mi ah..y i wanna play wif it for wad..haiyo..but was u surprised?? haha..so crappy..n yah..phil..nvm de lah..aniway its all over..haha..but realli..didnt realli noticed tat i didnttok to u..lol..haha..then..was lyk tokin durin mt today..but missho help mi n jinye to save face by not callin out us but * n #..haha..feel bad coz they got scoldin/warning also partly becoz of mi n jy lah..so..well..sorrie k..haha..then..d&t was lyk kinda sucky lah..dunno y..then was moody all the way till sch ends..till gotta go out of the class to wait for 4pm ..well..took home cello again..n cy n sl was playin with it today..n sl learnt how to play TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STARS...lol..haha..but cy..shld b not sure bahx..lol..but dunno y..wif sl n cy there..i juz feel so weird playin the cello till everythin doesnt sounds rite..but then hor..sl..muz wait lah..appreciate music muz whole thing mah..lol..n u muz b feelin damn happi rit..coz u got ur POSTER!!! =)haha..then wentfor mentorin..n yah..ben was lyk damn blind lor..walked past twice n still couldnt see us..i mean mi..nvm..then even his fren came today..lol..was lyk damn funny lor..todays prac..i mean mentorin..was lyk laughin hell lots when cy drew her stickmen..lol..no lah..is her graph sketch lah..which later went..erm..outta look..coz not straight...then i went to add in a couple of lines n it became stickmen..lol..then shir lin added skirt n others..lol..then we were laughin lyk mad..then when cai yan redrew it..it turns out the same..lol..the reason behind it..is coz she drew the y-axis on the x-axis..lol..haha..then ater ben n his fren was lyk drawin wu gui n pikachu.wad the heck..everyday draw in class still look so..erm...= X..lol..haha..then later went home with the cello behind mi..lol..hmm..tml got 2.4 durin pe..then at nite got tkd..hiaz..hope tml not much hw man..wait too slpy then nvr do..

well..didnt get to do much today..was juz well..replyin those freaks..didnt know tat some thinkings were so freakin lame sia..n i post dont post my problem rite..i lyk leh..u care..hmm..but *** a jerk k..actually agreed on to get it today..but later..coz of somethin on..cancelled..nvm..haha..got co prac tml..muz wake up early..cat they change it back to sch days..wth..nvm lah..aniwae lyk tat..i bring the cello back to sch also easier..mayb goin for lunch wif hui ling they all..then..well..hope she gonna be able to make it tml to get it!! gonna be damn addicted to watchin the videos le..

tkd

was feelin so sianz today..first..when was in maths, didnt realli listened to mr lee explanation coz was copyin some ans for the elearnin hw..hiaz..in the end..dont noe how to solve the ques..ran 2.4 today..n walk n ran with nurul today instead of with shir lin n caiyan..haiz..still exceeded the time given..must improve on it le sia..then came recess..haha..nurul mi n shirlin was lyk makin fun of caiyan..sayin abt the tissue she gotten from nurul's junior..lol..recess seems to be goin faster today..lol...then went to change back to pe..was lyk shock outta my life lor..coz when cy sl n mi went back to class..it was EMPTY..totally..thot everione had gone to the lab le..then rush to the lab lor..but luckily they havent gone in coz the other class havent came out yet..haha..n miss tey was lyk damn cool lor..locked the lab door n told us abt somethings first..lol..then the rest not there yet was lyk stuck outside..lol..n ipw's kena chosen for the SLF tiz fri..haha..preety amazed by it lor..n yah..tat seems interestin u noe..coz last year when we had tiz..we were lyk juz walkin ard doin nth which was so sianz..so.tiz year it wld be something pretty new..XI..yah..n then had history lesson..i find it interestin le..i pretty lyk those histories abt all these things..but then wld have to rmb lots of things..so..mayb i'm juz interested in the stories..haha..hope to haf more of tat man..then skipped mt lessons coz went for this CO presentation at the S'pore Conference Hall..was onli asked abt it from mr lee today..n heard tat can get cip hrs..so i was lyk y not..doesnt haf to do much actually..but was lyk totally clueless abt wad i had to do lor..so when was on the bus..all those members sec 4 de lah..was lyk treatin mr lee as their fren k..use their hp so openly..then used those sick n ***** words..but yet mr lee lyk nvr say much..n even joked too..reach there le..was lyk even more #%^%* lor..coz i had really no idea of it..they seemed to all had a briefin abt it le..haha..nvm..then asked mr lee wad was i supposed to do lor..n he was lyk replyin mi back in chi when i asked him in eng..its lyk..so weird lah..but he is still as helpful though..so was lyk sittin at the front row with the others to watch the some pri schs co performin..they were gd k..its lyk..i was thinkin..izit even better then ours?? n i went to looked at those cello players..OMG..they look so pro okay..admire them sia..wished i cld played as gd as some of them..they played some songs we wplayed last yr..n it was gd..realli gd..their percussion was lyk..so..aniwae..they rocks..but after lyk 3 schs..started to felt slpy n tired..was lyk wanna dozed off but i cldnt..coz..well..i'm in the first row..so beared wif it lor..then finally was informed abt somethin to do..n was grp wif r3 yan ying coz she was the sh n i was sh2..lucky not sh3 or others man..coz their job was tougher..then mr lee was so kind..he went to told me abt all i needed to do n where to go n where is lyk the holdin room or wad n the plan n on..then..had nth to do le..coz the usher was not dere to 'communicate' with..then when the whole thing finished..it was lyk abt 6++ le..when it was supposed to end at 5.30..n i was lyk..oh shit..coz had tkd at 8..n i was not off yet..so then the ic of all these things was lyk askin if we had ani ques after they had debrief the other sch t'chers..so..was told tat needed a blacked collar tshirt..i was lyk huh..coz..black tshirts i haf quite a few..but collar de..i had none..n worst was we gonna need i by fri..then cldnt get it in the nite coz gotta go for trainin..so..intend to get it tomolo after sch..waited for the bus to fetch us back to sch till abt 7.10..i was lyk..OMG!!! how m i gonna rush..gonna b late le..n reached sch at 7.45 lyk tat..then tried to walked faster to get back home real soon..haha..reached the bus stop at ard 8..n i actually ran home after gettin down the bus..dunnoe y i did tat..was lyk thinkin..juz had 2.4 tiz morning lehz..still run..crazy ah..run not enough?? then felt real sweaty after the whole day activity..but had to take a quick shower coz it was lyk wad time le..so then rushed all the way..n reached there at ard 8.20..n the instructor said sarcastic-ly 'u veri early hor..'i was lyk..k.sorrie for bein late..but wad can i do..so was punished to run round the whole cc for 5 rounds..i was lyk huh..okay..it is lesser then 2.4..but cant he let mi off..n he actually set timin lor..said i have to b back by 8.35 when he finished tokin to mi at almost 8.30 lyk tat..but was realli lyk no mood to run..so i juz simply run n walked..then was punished to kick side kick n back thrust..was alrite with back thrust..but didnt lyk side kick..had to do 5 laps of it..then when went back..he asked if i knew white line n i was lyk..onli the front..back not tat sure..then he say..aiya then nvm la..also can teach..so i went to told tat 'junior' of my to practise wad she learnt last k first while i recall the pattern..n i was amazed by her lor..coz when i was teachin her the pattern..she was lyk so tense n nervous k..haha..understandable lah..but she look lyk in sec sch le..so shldnt b wad..then i asked her..'how old r u??' she replied tat she was 21..n i was lyk..OMG..u sure??!!? dun look lyk lor..i was lyk so damn amazed k..coz her looks..realli dun look lyk..so nvm..get on wif it..then coz i see her lyk so tense..i was lyk laughin while teachin coz when she did somethin wrong she was lyk down there tokinto herself..haha...lol..then later went to ask one of the black belt the ending of the pattern..n when she saw mi teachin that 'junior' wrongly..she was lyk scoldin mi..but in a laughin manner lor..haha..we alwaes lyk tat de..then when tat 'junior' did wrong things n tat black belt commented 'see lah..teach wrong things..' tat junior was lyk sayin sorrie to mi..coz she say..sorrie to let u kena scolded..but i was lyk nvm lah..also not scolded for real de..n yah..i keep sayin tat 'junior' coz i dunnoe her name yet n she was lyk juz my junior in tkd..but not in life..then she see mi keep laughin..dunnoe y..but she say..juz treat mi as if im younger then u..then i replied..' haha..i treat u as someone abt the same age as mi lor..but see ur actions so stiff n tense..i cant help but to smile n laugh..'then later the both of us were lyk laughin throughout..but at least she got learnt lah..then when end of lesson she said' sorrie ah..make u cannot learn anithin tday..' but i said nvm lah..coz if dun teach u..today also wont b learnin anithin but teachng others as i learnt poomsae le..haha..interestin lesson man..haha..so went home later lor..yah..then tat shld b all..but still haf lots of hw yet to b done..looks lyk tonite is a tough nite again..swt dreams everione.. =)

syf openin ceremony

hmm..today semi interestin n borin lor..first of all..went to meet shir lin n cai yan for lunch at long john silvers..was told by them to meet at the one at century sq outlet..so..waited for them there..message shir lin throughout her journey here coz i didnt see cai yan n wondered if she cld b at tm de..finally decided to go n see if cai yan was at the tm outlet be4 shir lin was reachin..haha..when went there..i was rite man..realli saw her sittin there..lol..both of us were waitin for each other at different places..haha..communication problem surfaces when i cldnt contact cai yan..lol..haha..then bought shir lin share first coz she told mi to help..yah..throughout it..we was lyk laughin..lol..in the end..shir lin was the first to finish n the both of us were lyk still had much to go..lol..n yah..cy..it's not any ESP lah..its juz coz u posted it on ur blog..n when u said the word'f****e b***s' it was realli loud..later then when to sch for the syf openin ceremony thing..co was the last to set off n tat caiyan ah..damn evol sia..still go n 'wave' at me when shes on the bus..u gd..u watch out..wait i realli go post all the pics ah..was so bored throughtout the whole thing..onli enjoyed the performance by the few band..things realli changes as u grow sia..still rmb tat when i once came to tiz in pri sch..it was still considered quite fun..well..at least enjoy it..n today seems lyk a tortured..then later when was at the carpack..cy n sl came over..to acc. mi?? haha..they came to take water lah..lol sia..onli look 4 mi when u need mi..aiyo..hurt mi so much sia..lol..so lame ah mi..yah..then it turns out tat the three of us later had the same song playin..but mine was the ast to start..haha..then cy n sl was lyk down there havin their own singin concert..haha..then later it was my turn to board the bus first..haha..it was pay back tim..well..not realli lah..but was juz tellin them bye n said' its mine turn now..haha'..so lame sia..was bored throughout the journey..but had musics on wih mi throughout the whole day..thk god..otherwise dunnoe how am i gonna survive..well.tats all then..n juz realized tat my post yesturday was realli filthy sia..had so much %$%^*&.. haha..guess i was realli pissed off yesturday..but in fact its not yet tat pissed off..oh my..if tats the case..then wad will i be lyk if i m realli pissed off totally..gonna chase the person hu anger mi n chop tat person up into many many pieces??!?? oh my..tats so evil..haha..n one more thin..i wanna go watch a movie..anithin or mayb juz my luck..but yet..still has so much work not yet done..myb i'll b catchin one on tue..anione comin along??swt dreams everione =)

eportal sux

well..eportal realli sux k..made mi worried lyk shit the whole of yesturday(29/6)..first of all was cldnt log in..then nxt is not bein able to view the course..nvm..worst of all..some frenz were botherin mi when i told them tat i was buzi n not able to chat now..but thkz to some frenz..for helpin mi out lyk sendin mi the lessons..then had the maths which was lyk so mani videos to view..n had tis quiz..didnt went to memorize the formulas n was lyk scored so low..haiz..nvm..aiwae..i sux in maths..haha..then come to today which was suppose to be quite a interestin day..coz was actually goin to meet up with sl n cy de..but yet was cancelled coz all felt tat there was much hw to do..n wanted to completed it..haiz..again..cldnt get the bball..haiz..was so glad when didnt had to do xtras for the sci lessons..then had the maths..tat real sux k..my dad is a **a**** k..bloody freaker.pissed mi off onli..givin me all craps abt sayin i was playn truant or y i was not at sch n all those shit..wth..it was the same as yesturday wad..explain to him yesturday le n even mention tat today will b the same..wth..gt scolded n screamed at for nth..dont even know wads happenin n tryin to act smart or man to mi..tis dont work k..u sux..u do tiz type of shit one more time n u gonna b sorry k..im not gonna tolerate ur nonsense animore..tiz is not the first time u haf been treatin mi lyk tiz..i dont owe u a damn shit..n one more thing..do u haf so little trust in me or izzit tat u juz dont know or understand mi..am i those hu will play truant..n fine..if i were to do tat..y wld the hell in the world i bother to haf topics on maths on my screen..wun i be doin other things..u jolly well noe its not somethin tat i lyk..n all thks to u..came to piss mi off when i was doin the quiz..wad the hell..spoil my mood..made mi do it angrily n finally completin it anihow..coz my marks to b so low..ass u..nvm..then later chatted with sl n cy via msn lor..broke my record sia..was on the net for 7-8 hrs..haha..n yah..$%^#$* an ass k..so wad u score beta then mi..its juz a quiz..bloody asshole..u're another freako hu pissed mi off one after another..wad..today pissin me off day ah..%^$& lah..came n show off..shit u lor..bloody gayer..think u damn smart ass ah..ur nth but juz a pile of dung lor..cy..sorry to say tiz..but i juz so piss off with him k..u're so BLIND to even b with him tat time..n there were so mani pple hu were busybodies lor..lyk %$&#% n $%#$..wth..nvm..later then had a funny conversation wif cy n jl..

hmm..been sometime since i came le..haha..sch has started..haiz..so fast..but my cousin so gd..got chicken pox..extra days off..haha..sl..stay away from mi hor..wait u also get it..haha..hmmhad tkd trainin..finally learnt poomsae after joinin back for sometime..haha..somehow 'qi4 shi3' my instructor..he ask if i still rmb n i say no..but when he was teachin, i kept doin faster one step coz i somehow recall bits here n there..then he say : u noe still say forgotten..haha..then he down there kept picking on my forward stunt n backstunt..haha..then after havin break..all were told to fall back to do our pattern..then when we finish doin, he said: eh poom belts..ur can go back to white belt alreadi..haha..coz most of them forgotten the steps here n there..then was stuck..haha..lucky mi..manage to complete the whole thing..hmm..wen reach home le..discuss with cy n sl abt the journey to..the west.. haha..no lah..kiddin..was then somehow confused by sl on the arrangement she wanted..but later i kept findin different ways to get there till i confused her..haha..after lyk dunno how long then decided..gonna change here n there..well..then will stop here bah..coz gotta go do other things..

CY..if u're readin this..here's the plan..take 39 from sch tat bus stop to the one after tpjc..then from there take 34 to changi airport terminal..then take 36 all the way to suntec convention hall..didnt chose takin mrt coz had some reasons..though it iz easier to get there..will tell u abt tat 'reason' when i tok to u..:)

happy birthday

went out with shir lin n cai yan today..last minute decision de..at first..both cant make it coz of some problems..but then was solved :)..yah..so..watch R.V - runaway vacation instead of omen..the show was quite funny n interestin lah..erm..didnt realli do much..juz walked ard tm n century sq..had to part with them leater as was meetin my mum for dinner..got some things later on when was with my mum..but i had to pay it myself as she had alreadi given me my gift..:)..yah..n i forgotten to pass shir lin her keys..wth..becoz of my forgetfulness..had to make her wait for the nxt bus..n becoz of tat..she couldnt acc. cai yan on the bus..haiz..all thkz to mi..haha..but well..dunno lah..n sorrie sia..to jin ye n mandy..jin ye - sorrie bout yesturday..coz somehow feel abit weird lah..lyk u dun wanna go lyk tat..so..sorrie..disturb ur nite..mandy-coz u had to babysit ur cousin..so didnt manage to make a appointment with u..n when ur plan changed..i cldnt make it with u..sorrie..other time bahs ;)..thkz to everione hu made my day :)..to all..thk u:)its now abt 15 mins away from midnite..when it will b 16 june le..which will be the end:(..swt dreams everione:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF :)

hope tat i will enjoy myself today bahx.. :)

been a few days since i last came in le..hmm..well..nth much actually..other then havin two bbqs..one is pri sch gatherin..the other is my cousins de..had some fun in both lah..but cough n sore throat got worst becoz still went for those bbqs..yah..n thats the results..other then tat..not much..but spent my days watchin vcds n playin ps2 @ my cousins place..havent started on my hw yet..wth..gonna rush through hw again durin the last min..tats so..me??!? 4eva gettin things done onli in the last min..tat explains y i nvr does well in exams..haha..noe my mistakes n yet..nvr change it..missin mandy n sarah again..durin the chalet..dey were lyk so quiet..not tokin much..haiz..waitin for tomorrow to come..coz..haha..i will b happy on tat day bah??!??hmm..waitin for more presents to open up =)..hmm..dont even noe wld i b goin aniwhere on that day..haha..its still long to go..at least got one day lah..but yet..dont realli feel happy now..y?? will my wishes come true?? haha..nvm..feelin addicted to tat show..wanna watch it alll over again..gotta meet shir lin in hours to go for hw n now iz 1am in the morning..haha..but yet no one iz awake to chat with mi..feelin bored..but yet..not sleepy..swt dreams everione =)

got back le..

hmm..back in s'pore le..feel so gd..missed my bed..haha..tats so crappy..ah..feelin sick on the last day..got sore throat, cough n a little block nose..shldnt haf eaten so much chocolates..but its juz simply..*********..=)..reached home at abt 10-11++..ah..didnt manage to go for the combined concert..wad a pity..realli wanted to go man..ah..feelin lyk killin someone..haha..aniwae..had a great time at gentin..went bowlin(= the theme park(= n arcade??!!?the bowlin n theme park was great..but the arcade was lyk..so SIANZ!!! well..tried a new game called 'flyin coaster'..it was so fun k..but haf to pay additional to play tat..so onli tried once..isaac iz a 'chicken' k..makin 'flyin coaster' seems so fun n interestin..makin mi feel lyk playin..n said tat he dun wanna play coz muz pay additional..but admitted tat he was scared when i came down from the ride..haha..hmm..did many other games too..found 'converse' after walkin the shoppin mall..got a few items..both for sis n mi..haha..at a cheaper price too..=)hmm..didnt realli noe wad to get for some people!! wth..walked the whole shoppin mall..but still dunnoe wad to get them..mayb i juz dun understand humans?? girls??? frenz??? haha..aniwae..didnt return home empty handed..so dun worry..but dun haf ani high hopes..coz it nth great..but PATHETIC!!! haiz..wad a failure i am..ohya..i saw the shoebag at adidas tat shir lin was lookin for..wanted to help her get it..but dun noe if she wld still want it..the price was also affordable..haiz..dun realli feel lyk typin everithin out..coz wanna sleep??!!? haiz..iz anione free to go out wif mi tomolo(wed)?? gotta buy some things for the chalet on thurs too..i tink dey change to one day onli le bah??! lookin forward to tat..but yet im still sick..ohya..one thing..CAI YAN!!! when r u free?? haf u gotten it?? aniwae..gd nite=)

she's a pervert..

cai yan is an absolute pervert.. stay clear from her..haha X)

gone n away...

hmm..feelin so bored now..will b leavin in a few hrs time..gonna miss my things, sis, n com..haha..was still thinkin tat i still haf to wait for so many hrs b4 today comes..n now..dunnoe if i shld say time passes so fast or slow..wth..sorrie ah..might not b able to make it for the concert..coz will onli be back at abt midnite on tat veri day..but still wish u all the best of luck for the performance..hmm..wad a pity..my sis n grandma r not goin..sobs..gotta leave them at home alone..to sis 'gd lucks for ur comin exams..with mi not at home these few days..u will haf peace..shl b able to concentrate well bah.. =)'..hmm..hope there got loads of different things..so tat i might/cld get somethin unique for ur.. :P..haha..hope tat there got converse too..then will b able to get certain things tat i wan..mi mum iz also gettin mi my bday gift at the same time..she's so trueful k..even said to me tat its becoz she will then not haf to spend too much $$ on my gift..so evil..haha..but also nvm lah..anywae.lyk pple say..its the thoughts tat counts rite.. =)..hmm..nth to write le..the nxt time comin here wld b on wed bahx..so..cya..

got my fav. wallet :)

hmm..went out alone juznow..coz..shir lin gotta do her lit project..n cai yan iz not feelin tat well..nvm..aniwae its juz goin out..nothin important..went to popular to get certain things..well..still couldnt find one of it..doesnt seems to be there..had to go look for my dad's bday present..didnt noe wad to get for him..it seems easier to get one for my mum..coz he is even more picky..walked the whole shoppin mall..still culdnt find somethin..then went into converse..saw this wallet..it made me love it at first sight k..but cost 49.90..even more ex then the billabong one i lyk..but preferred the converse one to tat.. couldnt make up my mind if i shld get it..so went to walk ard to search somethin for my dad again..i finally gave up findin for him n decided to get juz chocolates forhim..tats the easiest..was so tempted by the wallet again when i walked past converse..i was lyk..went to look ard at the shoes, bags n clothes..everythin was 20% off..then if member..will get additional 5% off...shld haf waited..cld haf saved more money on the bag tat i bought recently if i waited..nvm..i finally decided to part wif my $50 note for the wallet..but coz of the 25% off..manage to saved quite a bit..yah..then walked off to the interchange..went to sit 28 coz all bus to my home had juz gone..was lookin at the wallet the whole journey..it juz seem so beautiful..:)yah..then when was at the bus-stop outside ngee ann..juz realized tat i forgotten to take back my converse vip card..was so damn worried k..coz i was thinkin lyk..'wad if others saw n took it away'..'its so not worth to get juz 25% now n lose the card when i can haf more discount off'..got down at tat bus stop n took 291..usually find it veri fast de..but coz i was so worried..i find the bus so god damn slow..finally reached interchange le..got down n was lyk walkin damn fast to the shop..finally reachedconverse le..told the cashier tat i left my member card juz now when i purchased somethin..they say..'oh..ya..so u were the one ah..tried callin u juz now but u didnt answered..' i then said thkz when got it back..was so relieved k..n btw..i didnt bring along my fone..so couldnt ans n didnt noe abt it..got a shock outta y life today..but am just so in loved with the wallet..:) to everyone i noe..happi holidays.. x)

wad a way to spend the last three days..

hmm..gotta go back for the past three days for the maths thing..was quite fun n interesting actually..but was late for the last two days..wth..one of it was becoz my lit project doesnt fit the size of the pigeon hole of mdm azrina's..coz started it wrongly..but dun feel lyk redo-ing it..thn gotta ask a t'cher to leave it on her desk..the other was becoz i woke up late!! wad a thing to happen man..woke up at 9am n got a shock outta my life k..the course was lyk..it start at9 n here im still in my bed..not washed up or any s.h.i.t!!! haha..muz b coz the previous day was veri tired?? but i slept quite early for tat timin..abt 12 which was alreadi preety early..haiz..yup..enjoyed the bday celebration for cy..was realli funni..but she didnt do wad she PROMISED!!! haiz..nvm..n they didnt clear up wad they brought in as wad they promise..although itz fun..i dun realli think tat ur shld juz leave it there n made a mess lor..afterall its a public place and anything noted iz under my record leh..pls lah..think first can..hmm..sat bside jy for all the days course..n we finally had to af a test to evaluate on wad we haf learnt from the course..was even told to seperate our table n not to tok..but mani others still tok..n she said shes not gonna give any clue or wad..but she still sumhow help in the ques here n there..wad logic..then went home early coz got nth to do le..wanted to go watch movie with my sis de..but its all her lecturer fault k..juz becoz the lecturer didnt wan to come back to sch juz for a few hrs on other days..so made it longer to replace it..nvm..so was at home..my dad tried helpin me repair my fone..its better now coz at least i cld switch it on..but tats only if i charge the fone..the moment i stop chargin it..it juz switch..wth..its juz exactly lyk my mp3 in the past..dunnoe wad gotta do abt it..bt still somehow okay lah..at most use it at home onli lor..but luckily all thins inside are still there..went for tkd in the nite..the other co-instructor is back..wth..hes lyk a sicko or mentally unstable person??? first thing he did was to make us run ard tat pathetic court again juz becoz we r late for abt 20 secs..n everyone was lyk standin in tat court..but didnt stand properly coz he didnt told us to 'fall in'..ass man..he seems to lyk runnin round tat court so much..after doin warmin up..was called out by ah beng sir to teach two new comers..they were lyk..retarded or wad lah..tok to them also dun reply ..ask them to bow also dun bother abt mi..told them wad to do n they were lyk standin down there..posin lyk a model..wth..nvm..gif up then..call another fren to help mi out..coz she often teach the new-comers mah..though i does it too.not as experience as her..n she manage to make them move..k..she is pro n im juz a total failure..then..when they did wrongly..i went to correct them..n they didnt seem to bother abt wad i say or lyk treat me as non-existence!!! f**k ass man..then my fren told me to go to the toilet with her when we were havin break..she told mi tat..to teach them..u gotta b fierce n strict..i told her tat i did wad..but she said to b fierce n strict straightto their face..dun bother if they are hurt or scared or wad..k..i might not be abled to do tat yet bah..muz try..after the break at abt 9 le..all were fall back n we got to SPAR!!! was so damn glad k..but didnt bring my guards..haha..but i lyk it..coz we had continuous sparrin and not one to one..then those spar light contact de haf to kick lightly lor..then one guy..dun realli rmb his name le..he ask mi if i got wear guard anot coz he doesnt wan to spar light contact..so told him nvm..wthout guard also can de..n we were lyk sparrin real hard k..all our blows were real hard..i kept kickin his body n he kept kickin my legs..tryin to make it pain..gd counter attack way too..haha..n we were lyk fightin all round the place coz we kick continuously..not lyk the others which was not fun at all k..haha..then coz everyone includin him didnt wear their groin guard..erm..well..theres one kick where both of our legs were rise at the same time..i kick le his....g***n..oh..ouch man..haha..to ad on..tat kick was quite hard..shit he goes..haha..then all stopped..coz becoz of him?? haha..sirs had to attend to him.lyk help him up n others..was realli sorrie..then later when all fall back..he say..'wah..u also kick so hard..my body tomolo will swell le..' haha..wad crap..then i say..if u no more fathers day le then go try b a mum..haha..those hu heard mi sayin tat said i was evil..haha..then together wif him n others..they mentionin abt goin to the movies one of these days..then those hus no. he got le told mi not to gif coz they say he had been buzzin them abt it almost everyday..even ah beng sir, the main instructor said tat too..then i went to gif him a fake no..worst of all..i kept givin different no..then it doesnt tally at all n he didnt belive..gave him the actual first four no. coz they onli told mi after i gif those no le..gave him nos ly. 3480 then 8430 thn gave 8340..kept contradictin myself ..wth..then told him say tis one confirm de..haha..n tat was the 8340..then ask sir abt my tkd shoe n belt..he said he havent go korea yet..onli to thailand..wth..he say april he go de leh..then now alreadi when le..then later one of them said 'sir..she gotta b taller then u alreadi..' haha..tat person was damn funny to say tat k..then sir tried coverin it by sayin..'tats y i place my arm ard her to stop her from growin rite..'..lyk it will help to stop mi from growin lyk tat..haha..then i said..'oh..but my head n neck could still grow wad..' tat was a total crap k..then he said..'wad u wanna b giraffe ah..' crap man..nvm..then went home le lor..hmm..tiz post iz damn long k..haha..those hu r readin it..happi readin..haha..will end here le..