Monday, March 31, 2008

Hi everyone.
Its the last day of march today and tomorrow will be april.
The main thing is not about april's fool day, but about how near it is to O levels.
Lols.

Everyone, say WOW!
Like since when did Zengmei become so sensible and realise that it is so near to O levels and yet here she is playing her guts out?!

Okay, thats retarded. lols
But I like it XD

Well, its a FACT that Zengmei is sensible all along =D
but not doing what I'm supposed to do isn't in the least sensible-.-
and knows how near Olevels is actually.
But the PROBLEM is..though Zengmei knows how important studying hard is and everything, she isnt putting any words into actions.

It's easy to preach.
It's tough to starting working.
But it's harder to work what you are preaching.

Hahahahahahaha.
I guess I'm mad =D
and what's so happy about that?
it also feels weird to be typing Zengmei when I, myself, am Zengmei. Lols

About all the test and spa we had today.
I don't know what to say.
Lols. Because I thought it was going to be alright for me at first..
But I later realized how NOT alright it gonna be for me.
LOLS.
*slaps myself*

Regarding what pisses me off sometime in the day..
I won't talk about it.
For I've already complained it to caiyan.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
So thats the end of it =D

Maybe I'm like really a noob lah.
I don't know =/
Because..sometimes I'm really dumb-.-
*Bangs the wall*

Wanted to help brighten the day for someone.
But..I guess sometimes its really hard to do so.
Because, sometimes its not up to you to say that you're alright.
Though I know that this might not be read by that someone, given that well, I just don't think that person reads this, but still, my silent support still stands.

Talking about that..
rahh rahh rahh rahh.
I'm still hoping that someday I would actually see my grandma in real life.
Change of topic.
Change of topic.
Change of topic.

There.
I'm still red.
LoLs.
But at least, not that red =D
It still hurts, but not as bad.
I wonder how long it would take to get back to my normal skin colour. Lols.
Caiyan still asked if I wanna go suntanning-.-
I don't want anymore heat for now.
Lols. Because though the sun isn't that scorching or what, my legs are still able to FEEL the heat.
Woah. Hahahaha. RETARDED-.-

I don't fancy the new MT class.
Say anything you want.
But you can't stop me from preferring the old MT class.

My post for today is really jumbled up and stuff.
Lols. Nothing is going in sequence or what.

Oh, Lunch was like a spread?
Especially for Caiyan. Haha.
I'm sorry to make you waste your $2.50
But I seriously wanted to try that Spicy&Sour soup since don't know when but I just didn't want the dumplings. Lols.
Having Jiahao lunching together just seems to make certain things even gross-er(is there such a word?) then it is.

I was right, my energy died somewhat and I got energetic again at about 9pm++

I have Itchy Fingers XD

I have to go and do something PRACTICAL now.
Shadn't stay here any much longer.
Though its hard not to touch the com =D
SEE YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Do you know that debating is fun actually?
Maybe I should start one on my blog?
Since I'm like not that active in the school's one. Lols.
I'm feeling apologetic to myself for saying this...
But I still feel more committed to CO then that.
But my interest for it still lies there.

OK, I GOTTA RUN...
RUNNING.....
RUNNING...
RUNNING.
RUNNIN
RUNN
RU
*GONE* =D

Sunday, March 30, 2008

RAHHHHHHHH!
haha, got a shock anyone?
thats dumb-.-

wait. before i start on anything..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACIE!
i hope i didnt get it wrong this time. lols

well, guess what.
once again, my weekend is screwed again.
not really been doing anything productive.
i seriously believe that i cant study at home now.
nothing gets done-.-

i just realised that the portion of my thigh which got burnt is swollen.
and thats only after my mum told me about it yesturday.
i dont know whether its just that im not used to the pain of getting a burnt or what.
there was a point of time when i wanted to peel my skin off. lols
though i know thats not possible.
my mum told me to apply this hazeline cream?(something like that)
and so i did. she later told me that the colour has gone down.
but the problem is, its hurting even more.
i went to look at the product box, and it wrote that it whitens one skin-.-
i seriously went -.-.-.-.-.-.-.--.-.-.-.-
because thats not helping at all!?!

i wanted to like go studying outside?
but because of the pain, i stayed home instead.
and so, I WASTED MY DAY AWAY-.-

oh, by the way, my buddy wanna change her english name. lols
and shes worrying about things like her friends not accepting it or what.
typical worries. haha
and her letter has yet to arrive.
maybe it got lost somewhere in the sea? lols.

hi everyone,
IM BORED.

Friday, March 28, 2008

hi there.

had the last annual combined school sports meet today.
so some of our plan were to get high and really cheer.
but to our disappointment, it seems that it would not happen.
im not going to talk much about this.
but what i think is, even if some doesnt cheers, it doesnt meant that all wont cheer.
and if thats the way how things are going to be organised..
lets just say, forget it, your will never be able to bring the school together-.-
anything unhappy with that statement, shoot it to me direct.
because though i might get comments like i dont know how hard it is to bring the school together or what, but still.. nvm, i shall stop.

the sun is like..DAMN FRIENDLY.
after the sports meet, ive got a pair of burnt thighs, arms and face.
all of us turned black/red. lols
just when i decided not to bother about getting a tan already, im given one free one -.-
after leaving the place, i just felt like soaking myself into the water to get rid of all the heat.
though i know it wont help much. lols

caught step up 2 after lunching at carl's junior.
oh, and while i was in carl's junior, i was like kying two pieces of wet tissues on my thighs.
and after a while, quite some time(not too long, but not that fast either. lols), the paper actually dried and was hot because of the heat given off.
it was like really a wow to me. lols
because never once, never once did i get such a burn before.
i was like feeling 'cold' and yet 'hot'.
was freezing while watching the movie.
but my lap would hurt if i had place my bag on it.

went off for tuition later without anything but a pencil case. lols
i forgot my calculator-.-
i wanted to like tell the teacher, can you just let me sleep for the lesson without disturbing me. lols.
but i didnt XD

caiyan only messaged me when i was on my way BACK from tuition.
so i went, i didnt know it took you so long to get home. lols
haha, i know that its like somewhat troublesome to do so actually, but still, just to be ensured that one is safe..just do it lah. =D
lols, like the nike slogan 'JUST DO IT'

my thighs are seriously stinging like shit.
i dont know what will i do with it tomorrow.
the damn skirt will be hurting it more.

oh! had a conversation with caiyan yesturday and we did stupid things over the phone and we got really high. lols
and she went laughing and laughing and laughing. -.-.-.-.-
caiyan, you know what i mean, dont ya? *winks* lols

okay, im going to cool myself off now.
cya people
drink more water and rest loads especially after the sunny day you had. lols

the cute letter yuyun gave me. haha
the burnt people. lols
shirlin is fairer then me! hahaha XDD
been quite some time since i had an individual photo with her too. =D

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

hi.
i dont know to say if its a funny or bad day for me.
because this morning was nothing but a joke.
and i tell you, its really a joke-.-
i shall try to cut short and not talk crap.

was awaken by my mum at abt 6.55am
i thought i was going to be late.
my first reaction was 'wth, going to be late for school again today?'
so i chiong-ed chiong-ed chiong-ed and chiong-ed
got out of my house looking like a mad woman and rushed down.
waited waited and waited for chuiying.
it was 7.20am and she wasnt down yet.
i was thinking 'dont tell me..she's taking the bus to school today?'
so i called her like crazy and her mum picked up..
was told that she was in the toilet.
i was thinking, we all gonna be late.
so my mum called and asked if i started my journey.
we chatted chatted and chatted before i decided to give chuiying a call again.
before i called, i looked at the time again.
it said 7.25am.
i was thinking..something isnt right. it just doesnt felt right.
i calmed down and REALISED that school starts at 8.20AM today.
i was seriously feeling .................................................
like how DUMB can i get?
not say i didnt look at my watch.
i kept looking at it and knew that it was the digit 7 and not 8.
but my mind just didnt function properly to let me know that its wednesday today-.-
called my mum to let her know and we laughed at our foolishness.
see no point in going up since im already washed up.
so i waited downstairs all the way till like 7.50am before making my way to meet her.
how dumb can i be man.
like..HOW DUMB! -.-
i wasted about 20mins worth of sleep D=

had my first detention today. lols
but i was feeling hungry after lessons..
but i didnt want to stay till later if i went later.
so i can say that the session was horrible.
moreover, i was feeling very sleepy too.
saw inghong and her friend there.
they said they were caught for jaywalking..and thus were given detention.
when i heard about it..i was like, wth?!? lols
because it was seriously weird to have detention for the reason : jaywalking.
haha. funny.
but after that, i died again. lols

i dont think its a good idea having only two fans in the class.
displeasures would definitely happened as time passes.
if placed at the back, those in the front wont get it.
if placed at the front, those at the back wont get it.
plaing it in the middle doesnt seem an ideal idea either because the fan isnt that powerful to reach those at the ends.
and so..its like, might as well have more fans or none at all.
thats what i think.

lets jump to another topic.
lets see, what shall i say?
okay, yuyun passed me a letter today.
its handmade and everything.
as in the envelope.
and it looks nice.
and her art is definitely better then mine. lols
the contents were..haha....like that los.
secret. hahahah -.-.-
okay, so i shall stop about the letter thing here.

i dont know where else to jump.
so i believe i will be leaving now.
so bye people.
sleep early.

i hope i wont wake up late again tomorrow or have some brain blockage early in the morning tomorrow just like today.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

i think i have been complaining like non-stop today.
and its just on one matter. lols
ive like complained it to 4 or 5 people.
but i complained about the same thing 4times.
i wonder what the heck is wrong with me today. haha

and so..i was late today-.-
okay, i dont wanna write it down here again.
if not it will be the 6th time?
im like so gonna learn from my cousin and complain complain and complain.
lol, i dont know which nerves of me isnt right today.
maybe every nerves of it?

apart from that..i dont know what else to blog about. lols
because theres nothing interesting things that happened for me i guess.
im like just blogging because i didnt felt like turning to my books.
hahahahaha.

oh! tomorrow gonna be a long day for me.
because after oral..i gonna have detention!
Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh....lols-.-
i broke my record then..
i was still hoping that i wont break my record of getting detention.
caiyan said a dumb comparison lols.

talking about detention..
im reminded about this morning again.
the system has now changed if im not wrong.
so there isnt this like termly renewal of latecoming list again.
because hazmi(#%!@) said so after someone asked on a matter regarding it.
yah yah yah yah yah.
wl...i cant stand seeing his name there.
damn damn damn.
i want to complain again lah!
no i shouldnt.
I SHOULDNT BOTHER WASTING MY EFFORT ON THINKING ABOUT SUCH STUFFS WHICH IS NOT EVEN WORTH ME HARPING ON IT.
rahh..........

im like feeling $*&@#!
i dont know why either
im not like feeling angry or what.
its just like i wanna talk but yet i dont wanna talk-.-
dont know what else to say
bye

tag replies :
yuyun - i wasnt feeling displeased with your opinions. lols. what for would i be displeased with it? its your perception, not mine
yiliang - lols. yup, and the best thing was that your broke my camera lens with that gayness XD
yanyi - lols. i didnt know my specs looked edible XD
qh - lols. what do you want me to reply? lols. like cant reply de ah your comments.
dion - just like how dion and yanyi looks alike too XD hahahaha

Sunday, March 23, 2008

guess today just wasnt the day for me.

even after 49days, im still pissed whenever i see that monk.
i seriously want to curse and swear at them.
but i cant.
for that is my grandma new residential place.
all the feelings i have within me..
i dont know how to get rid of it.

sometimes i just cant stand the way the adults does things.
be it you are tired or what, thats not the way to do things.
sending my grandma off should be a completed event.
not only you, others are also tired too.
who are you to deprived the others to stay behind to see the whole thing is done properly just because you want to leave first.
im seriously upset with those kind of behaviours.

i started thinking and things got me sad.
when i really need someone there for me, its hard to find one.
though one musnt expect to get exactly back what they give for friendships, but being as a human all the same..
i cant help but just feel sad.
im sorry for not being able to be there all the time when you need me just like this morning when the timing was seriously too wrong.
but i felt horrible in the late afternoon when everything ended and i couldnt find one.
while going through my contacts, i hesitated while thinking of calling them.
reasons varied from how far they lived given the fact that i said i will be home at 6plus when it was already 4plus.
and given that short period of time, if that person i called lived somewhere far, i feel bad for making them travel.
i wasnt in the mood to talk.
i just wanted the accompaniment.
hello. its 2.21am now =D
you know something! i slept at 5am++ yesturday too XD
lols, and i was lying on my bed.
but i dont know why i just didnt fall asleep.
and so..i will be posting pictures in this post again =D

went for dunman high's 'an evening of chinese rhapsodies' concert.
because of some dumb reasons, my mood was totally spoilt before the concert.
and it was really really spoilt-.-
its the first time i had used 'knn' to describe how pissed i was with the other party.
never once, and i mean NEVER ONCE did i use 'knn'; because i thought it was very vulgar and uncouth.
and yet it was used today-.-
like what did i do to deserve that man-.-
inside the concert hall..i had to adjust my mood back to normal to enjoy the concert.
if not i would be like emotionless for nothing and wasting my time there.
so not worth it.
so yup, it took me the duration of about 2songs before i went back to normal mode despite being irritated all the way from tamp mrt station.
and though i personally think dhsco deproved, but still, they are better then us.
i cant say for other sections because i believe i know nuts about it.
but at least for cello, i can say, they have the standard.
i like their body expressions.
so neat and organise.
will nasco cellists strive and be like them too?
i hope so.
something i would like to say.
no point arguing with me over some stupid stuffs lah-.-
it will only goes to show how much excuses you're trying to come up with to turn the situation-.-

something that i wont want it to happen in cello is being apart.
no matter what obstacles may come, i hope that your will stay united together.
i dont want anyone to feel out of place for that is not the spirit of cello&bass right from the start.
im not telling your to put up with unreasonable behaviour or whatever rubbish that might irks you.
if there is the need to do so, lecture and correct them.
but let them know why you do so.
well, i got hyper after the concert(guess it was due to the late night sleeping) and again, did stupid stuffs-.-
but nevermind, whats most important is to have fun =)
i feel bad for not bringing them to the mrt station.
but luckily, 'yuyun the great' knows the way i think. lols

came home and took a bath and here i am.
so i shall end here and up next are some pictures =D

you never fails to come up with loads of craps XD

lols, the gay brother and sister

keep that smile on ok! =)

Saturday, March 22, 2008

my randomness got over me and here are random pictures. lols

some unglam fellow. lols
ouch.
i have long hands..*creepy* lols my ugly drawing. lols
mandy&kelly =)
whats with chankai -.-
caiyan&shirlin
rubbish written on it.
yeah!!! yuyun!! lols XD
*drools*
LOLS!
meet caiyan and her twin-yan cai
hi shawn.
crazy times. hi juliet =D
meet mr guo chang suo
hi fusheng!
hi julian
koknam! see how cute you WAS. lols!
say hi to eric. (i think he looks like one of my pri sch friend) say hi to huijie
founder's day o8 *sunkist smile*

thats all people.
have a nice day.
going off to watch a concert. cya