Spent at least the past 20mins at least looking at my archives.

From the time I joined TPCO till now, so much things have changed.

But my experiences are definitely growing and getting better or for the worst. Haha.

I'm just overwhelmed by all my feelings suddenly.

Back then I was saying that I was not going to take music theory and further my knowledge in music.

Now..I'm actually going to go for more.

What in the world is wrong with me? Haha

Everything is always so unexpected that my words that were only said about a year ago seem to be just some nonsense that I was saying randomly for the fun of it.

Just what will life turn out to be for me?

Should go and pack to prepare for the dragz chalet tomorrow, haha.

Bye!

These are some of what that kept me entertained for the past 4 days

Good news for myself!

I passed my theory..

But I don't exactly feel that happy because I was expecting something more than a pass.

Well, a pass is good enough because that means that I don't have to waste anymore time and can proceed with my practical!

But I feel some disappointment and I don't know how to describe it.

I wanted to like tell weilin and mr chua with pride that I passed with merit (I was expecting a merit actually..) but looks like its not going to happen now. Haha

Siannnnnnnnnnnn.

I don't know if it is true, but I am going to save my liver by going to bed early now.

Hahaha good night world! It's not exactly that early either haha

At this point in time when my mid-sem tests are over, I'm not enjoying myself but am doing my tkd report.

Wth is wrong with me, I need to stop finding things for myself to do. Lol.

For the sake of being able to play the cello tomorrow, I shall persevere on and complete my tkd report asap, anyway it's due tomorrow also..so by hook or by crude I have to finish it.

If only the entire theory paper tomorrow is MCQ, I will love STF to bits.

This is what happens when you get an over dosage of something and you will want to do another thing.

And I seriously miss playing the cello so much that my heart literally felt itchy to play it!

Can you believe it!?

I can't! But it did happen, so I will. Haha

Now that I know that tomorrow will be over soon(which is the horror to why I want the weekends to end faster)...I am feeling pretty happy, although I know that I will die during my test tomorrow.

But no matter what, I will still give tomorrow my best shot because afterall.. I'm paying for this damn course on my own-.-

Sweet dreams world!

I'll find you after Sunday.

Hahahaha I can't believe I am actually feeling that jolly in a night like this.

Wth is wrong with me.

I hear people playing the zhongruan, suona, pipa, piano, flute and violin whenever I'm at home at different timings.

Haven't heard a cello, so maybe I'm the special one in my neighbourhood!

Lolllllllllllllll, thick skin. Hahahaha

Conveyancing paper later at 5pm and I'm not done with studying because I barely started!

And it was a wrong choice to switch on my com, hahaha.

I can't wait to end my paper but at the same time...that means I have to get working on my tkd stuffs again.

FFFFFFFFFFFFFF, I only like being a student, who is told to train, train, train, train and train lol.

I don't want to train people anymore.

I don't have that aspiration anymore.

I'm not cut out to be a teacher, I don't want to either lolllllllllll.

To make things worst, there's drillings today.

I don't see why can't they do their work efficiently. Like start on one area then finish the area up first before starting on others lah!

Why start on everywhere and drill a bit today a bit tomorrow and on every other days.

What do they think they are doing man?!?!

Spreading the 'love' so that we get a taste of it every other day?

Bullshit. The floor gets so dusty and dirty that I'm sick of washing my feet after walking around my house a few times that I'm wearing those bedroom slippers around my house.

I want to play my cello =/

I need some free time, not for myself, but for my mum.

I'm sorry.

Christmas is coming!

Rapunzel!

Watching Rapunzel made my day. I feel happy watching it hahahaha.

Like what Qihao said, it made me forget about everything I had in my mind for that 100min and lived in the world of fantasies and humanity.

I like rapunzel and eugene's voice!

I felt so happy and kiddy that I threw popcorn at dion and qihao even though I knew it was childish, and I didn't know what was I thinking. I think I lost my mind, but nothing could beat having a child's happiness.

I'm just hoping that everything will end so that I can sit down and practice my cello for hours without having anything in mind.

People like you are always dampening others mood. Disgusting, I don't want to talk to you if thats the case. Whatever, fuck off man. I had a long day already. CBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB

Hate my life now.

End of company law individual project!

YAYYYYYYYY hahaha, ok lah, not like I'm very hardworking-.-

But it's okkkkk, hahaha, I still feel tired after sleeping for 12hrs=/

Training later, ahhhhhhhhh, i hope its not tiring because I'm not in the mood for ittt.

GAHHH

Shall date my cello after 9pm =D

I hear the bells ringing

Don't know what to do for my company law project.

Oh nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

I ♥ lawnet -.-

Went for GY's 21st at downtown east!

It has been sooooooooooooooooo long since I met them and grace gave me a hug the moment she saw me!

I totally appreciated that! Because I miss them alotttt too. (She can read my mind, hahahahahaha)

Downtown east has never been so quiet before I think..and it was already empty and quiet when it was only 1am.

Stayed for the chalet unexpectedly, lollllllll, so that meant no clean clothes to change into, omgggg and my mind was pretty tired in fact.

Tried to do some company law to atone for my playfulness but I only managed to absorb 2pages and I gave up on studying to play, lollllllll.

Breakfast with a few of them at mac was awesome, not because the food was good, lol.

Been so long since we had a chalet together, went for early breakfast when we don't sleep at all(always happens, loll), chatted and just talk about nonsense stupid stuffs and sometimes even having our conversations made into debates.

But the feeling that came back to me, just made me felt so happy that I could be there, meeting up with them instead of being occupied with other nonsensical stuffs.

It has been so long since I got those simple happiness kind of feelings again.

Like for the 4years that we spent together in secondary school.. it was all wonderful memories no matter how much maths, physics and chemistry tried to kill me.

There was a short period where I even thought that we were having our holidays together again.

Ok, my post don't really make sense lah, but I just wanted to share how much I enjoyed their company, how much I missed it and how awesome it is to have them as my friends.

Bye!

All of a sudden, I find that I have changed.

I don't know how to explain that, but I'm pretty much disgusted by it.

I can't seem to put my heart into doing something well.

Even if I want to, I will waver somehow.

Hais.

what is the correct thing to do?

tell me where to go, how to go.

stop playing with my feelings.

I kinda miss you =/

Most of my weekends are going to be drain out this coming december. Oh no.......

I will have to stop my cello lessons for 3 weeks to attend the courses.

I hope that my school work and co stuffs won't drain me out =X

I've signed up for NCAP and poomsae coaching course but I don't think I'm qualified enough!

Plus I mia-ed for the past 2-3months for tkd, whoops!

Dieeeeeee.

On a bright side, if I pass both courses, I will be considered a qualified national poomsae coach and half a qualified tkd instructor!

I'm scaredddddddd. =/

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!
I know you won't see this, but it's okkkkkkkkk. Hahahaha

I'm soooooooooo excited!

I'm going to catch Harry Potter later at Iluma!

Been so long since I had the HP craze in me, maybeeeeeeeee I will read the entire series all over again in my next long break, HAHA, that means it will be in like next march? Lollllll

My sis is going tw in about...... 6hrs time!

Lucky shit. Damnnnnnnnn I want to go too! If I simply hope on a flight, I can be in tw for abt 5days!(including flying over and returning)

Whatever!! I got to try to go on a getaway somehow =/

Need to get started on my company law essayyyyyyyy. Omggggggggg