school was considered very boring to me today.
mt was some kinda reading period with this new teacher.
other periods were watching of shows or movies.
i wanted to watched the movie played in class today.
but i was sick of watching shows played using the com.
i dont know why.
i guess its because of the days i spent at home recently watching shows.
it bores me totally.
it gonna be some time before i get back that 'passion' for watching shows again.
but i dont mind tv shows and movies though =/
anything that doesnt revolves using the com to watch i would be alright.

went swimming at safra after school.
it rained and stopped and rained and stopped-.-
so i didnt bother about the slight drizzle and continued.
well, the lifeguard didnt state that we couldnt continue swimming.
only swimmed like 12laps when the rain got bigger and i had to stopped because the lifeguard told us to clear the pool.
-.-.-.-.-.-.-
i dont swim it dont rain-.-
never even complete my usual 20laps and i had to stop-.-

so i went to wash up.
the rain stopped by the time i was out of the toilet.
wth.....
nvm, i will go some other time and see if im really that unlucky.

came home and watched tv.
nothing to watch though.
fell asleep later from 4pm all the way till 9pm.
lols. wth, so long.
and now im wide awake.
my sleeping timing is always so haywired. =/
theres nothing to do tomorrow and on sunday.
rah.im bored to death.
why do i find this year so different from te other years?
the previous years there was like so much interesting things to do?
and now im like so bored?
no life-.-

okay, cello&bass chalet will be held on 3rd december if nothing goes wrong.
it gonna be 2d1n only because some might not be able to be there for long.
and other details will be provided at a later date.
so i booked all of your 3rd december first hor!
dont suddenly come and tell me your arent able to go because you have other appointments!
lols. okay thats all for now.

my sis made cranberry cheesecake-.-
i dont know what will it taste like.
its colour is disgusting. seriously.
it looks like some kinda fake cake or what.
its too pink to look real =/
she seriously should stop trying out such experiments.
i dont wanna be her guinea pig!!!
and when i cooks, she doesnt want to be my guinea pig-.-.-.-.-
at least what i cook doesnt look as inedible as hers!

it looks too pink. a little like those kinda cakes that couldnt be eaten or what in those kinda shows? and theres so many strawberries which i dont really fancy =/

cd shelter is really very dirty.
no one actually bothers to does proper cleaning throughout the years.
leading to loads of dust accumulated throughout the years.
the shelves are really dirty and spider webs could be found everywhere.
even in instrument boxes-.-

throwed away all the spoilt stoppers.
those wooden kind one which cant be used.
its been lying in the shelve for a long time.
the cellos have to be arranged according to those cellos with numbers and those without.
some is according to the list mrskoh gave.
when practice resumes and if tianlaoshi sees that...
she will scold me for mixing up the cello and not arranging it according to those used and not used-.-
so i guess i gotta rearrange it again before she sees it. =/

we need a better saw to saw off the legs for the chairs.
rah...
free labourers for the school -.-
lols. okay i shall stop ranting.
but my left hand is seriously not feeling very well.
lols, as if it fell sick-.-

came home after that and i fell asleep on the chair while watching shows.
someone called.
some china lady with a anonymous number called.
asking me about what holiday stuff.
so i was damn pissed because if she was those kind of scammers, its like been the dont know how many time i recieved such calls.
so i shot her with very short answers instead of just hanging the phone up on her.
she finally asked for my details and i ask her what she wants it for.
she claimed that for future references such as if i were to go to their travel agency for booking or what, i can stand to win some kinda lucky draws or get what vip privileges by just checking my details-.-
what rubbish. how can i possibly go to their travel agency without knowing which agency is she from-.-
i said i dont have to bother about such stuffs because im rich-.-
lols. what crap.
okay, nevermind.
so she said 'wah, so lucky, what about leaving behind your details so i can get back to you when theres interesting travel plans for you?'
-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-
i told her i wasnt of age, so she cant scam any money out of me.
then she just hanged the phone on me-.-

wth. rubbish.
going off now. bye

went to bugis instead of vivo today.
guess what we did.
watched movie and had seoul garden for lunch-.-
that lame face as in, theres also a cinema and seoul garden in tampines mall..
so was there a need to go to bugis to do those stuffs?
lols. okay, but if we didnt went there..
i wouldnt have gone gift searching.

so bought the tickets for mr woodcock and went for lunch.
there was this lady sitting damn unglam-ly..
instead of sitting properly..
she was sitting as if she was sitting some kind of see-saw-.-
and she was swinging her leg at the same time..
hitting passerbys-.-
just because she sat at a corner-.-

went off after lunch and went round looking for gifts.
spent quite some time at just one shop-.-
cant decide what to get. lols
got a metal bookmark for my junior and jetaime.
different designs though.
i get to choose the accessories hanging on the bookmark =D
haha, okay, so if its ugly..im sorry. lols

went to catch mr woodcock at 2.30pm later.
well..the show was quite okay i think.
funny on and off.
there was one scene which was er...lols.
should i say it here?
if i do, i would be called a movie spoiler. =/
its something gotta do with the bed.
bugis cinema was er....
okay, not an ideal choice.
there isnt any lightings on the ground or chairs to indicate which seat is which alphabet.
it was total darkness other then the light from the screen.

went for more gift searching at the show at 4pm.
well, i went back to the shop where i got the bookmarks thinking if i should get one for myself because i think it look rather pretty with your name on.
but i didnt get the bookmark in the end and got something else instead-.-
and..my sis took a damn long time just to decide what colour of the accessory should she get-.-
she asked for my opinion of what colour should she get.
she was eyeing pink, white and purple.
so i suggested pink or white but she chose purple in the end-.-
if so, why did she even bother to ask for my opinion in the first place when theres already something she decided on? -.-

went elsewhere later.
bought four socks-.-
i wanted dark brown and green, but it was out of stock-.-
so i got grey in the end-.-
how lame. i wanted to get orange, but there wasnt green or yellow, so i didnt get it.
i guess im crazy-.-

well, i spent quite a sum of money today...
but like only a minority was for myself?
boo.....i wanna go shopping again!
as in for myself!
but thats when i have sufficient cash with me to go on a spree! lols
but if anyone wants my accompaniment for shopping..
feel free to call me!
because i dont want to stay home. lols
okay, bye bye people.
im going off to watch shows now.
havent watched any today.

theres stock taking tomorrow =(
i have to meet junyan at 7.30am.
boo......i want to sleep...
theres so many -.- faces in todays post. lols
oh yah, caiyan, you wanna go kbox? lols

the bookmark i got for yuyun(i know my hp camera suck. lols)

another day wasted.
couldnt see what i could do after finishing watching 黑糖玛奇果because my other shows arent downloading well =/
so i lied in bed till i fell asleep again.

theres stock take on tues.
and everyone are required to return the instruments is they are not borrowed with permission
gotta make those who brought home the cello come back to school on tuesday just to pass me the cello
sorry.
and i gotta meet junyan at 7.30am at school bus stop to get the cello from him.
boo. =(
just because its inconvenient for him..
i must meet him so early in the morning....
i want my sleep! rah...
not my fault mah..

might be going to vivo tomorrow.
reason : i dont know either. to accompany my sis i guess-.- she called me out.

im feeling damn bored!
闷到要死掉了啦！
its only sat today and im already like bored to death.
how am i going to spend sun mon and tues man.
okay, tuesday might be taken off the list since i needa go back to sch for stock take.
but still...
rah.....
im bored!!!!!!!!

我连看戏的心情都没有了！！！
and i dont know what else can i do because i dont want to start studying yet.
怎么当我想要找人出来时。。。各各都没有空呢？
还是。。连找谁出来我都不懂。。-.-

i thought i anticipated for the eoys to be over or the hols to be here..
why do i suddenly hope that the hols dont come that soon?
maybe i wont like staying at home all day long bah?
rah...............
someone please kill the boredom out of me!!!
lols. lame shit-.-

donuts! =D

okay, it looks messy.
well, its already considered not bad to be handled by someone so rough like me. lols

woke up at 7am++ this morning despite sleeping at only 4am++ last night.
i dont know why. lols
probably my body adapted to that kind of timing where i only gets about 4hrs of sleep during the exam period.
haha. went back to sleep since i didnt had to attend school today.

only woke up at 9am because shirlin was coming over before meeting zhihui and others at 11.30am.
watched just my luck.
haha, pretty nice from what i watched so far.
didnt get to complete the show as time was up.
oh! when i was taking out my clothes from the wardrobe, shirlin said : are you changing in your room?
i said : nope, im going to bathe. lols
with her expressions and others.
it was pretty funny. lols
like as if i was going to change in front of her. lols

lunched at bk after getting the donuts.
its pretty funny seeing gy kena suan-ed by everyone. lols.
the spotlight of the day.... ZEBRA YANG. lols
and its a strawberry chocolate zebra. =P

went off later because i was meeting caiyan at 3pm++
accompanied shirlin to shop&save because i was early.
funny thing we did there.
i got 4lollipops from shirlin! yeah!
lols. one each for caiyan and her brother, and one each for me and my sis.
how nice of shirlin. hahas. thanks =)
oh, and thanks shirlin. for walking back to the bus stop to pass me the disc i was supposed to lend to caiyan.
lols. i reminded myself to get the disc from shirlin..
but yet i forgot totally about it when i alighted.
only remembering it after walking halfway, i felt something was missing.

a lame thing we did. lols

had the last paper today.
i dont know what i will get for amaths.
hais. didnt really spent much effort studying it anyway.

wasnt like really that happy that eoys are over. =/
dont know why.
i find that i was actually more excited for exams to be over yesturday then today =/

went to tmall with cy.
theres quite a number of things that catches my eyes.
but rah....no money!
lols. hais...i wanna get a part time job for now.
lols. i want wugui!
wth....i want a wugui.
rah........as in toy de lah. not real one. lols

okay nvm.
theres a couple of shows for me to watch now!
yeah! haha-.-
borrowed aiqingmofashi from leechuang.

no more of locking up of myself in my room for now! yeah! =D
haha. like some zi bi fellow.
hmm, anyone wanna go out on fri?

one more paper to go!
yeah yeah yeah yeah! =DDD
haha, and that will be the end of eoys!
but then...when we gonna get back the papers.....
oh dear =/
okay, lets talk about it when we get to it then.

so had emaths paper 2 and physics today.
i didnt study at all for emaths last night.
for physics..i focused mainly on the latent heat of fusion and others on that chapter because i wasnt much sure of wht to do for it.
the other chapters of physics was mainly read through.

i practically slacked the whole day yesturday instead of studying just because i believe i screwed up my chemistry.
so i wasnt really in the mood to start on anything.
slept all the way from 1plus almost 2 to 5plus.
then i watched tv and blah blah blah.
so its like, i wasted the time i had.
haha.
told myself to wake up at 5 this morning to read up on physics..
but i dragged in bed.
so i only woke up like 6.30am?

i dont know whats wrong with me this morning but i just felt sick.
i thought it was nothing much.
until i puked on the way into school-.-
mention to chuiying that i felt like puking while in the car and the next thing was i puked. lols
luckily there was chuiying to supply me with tissues.
lols. but she was so clumsy with the tissues that i was actually laughing with my vomit in my hands -.-
yuck.
i didnt dirty the place!
because i covered my mouth in time.

went to the toilet like thrice just within a short time before the paper.
rah..i felt like throwing my stomach out.
lols. i wanted to puke again while doing the paper.
but i tried controlling it.
i didnt swallow in my vomit!
as in just tried to prevent myself from vomitting.
so i was pretty thirsty but i was afraid that if i was to drink, i would puke.

luckily it was better after emaths paper.
i was even laming with jetaime about me puking on my paper and its sent into the machine and blah blah blah.
that will be like so damn gross.
lols. only grace and huihui's paper will be stained-free then.

my correction tape died on me halfway-.-
and so i was cancelling what i wrote wrongly out and squeezed in the editted ones somewhere on the paper.
haha. i overlook one question while doing section A.
luckily i noticed the difference in answers before looking back again.
if not my section A is dead.

went for lunch at 801 with chuiying, yanting, shihui and elaine.
supposed to go home after lunch.
but i landed up at cy's place.
lols. so i learnt trigo graphs over there! =DD
though i didnt had any amaths thing with me..
i still learnt something!
yeah! lols. lame-.-

okay, i guess i will be going to study now.
or maybe i will be like just staring into daze and not really doing anything actually =/
bye everyone.
one more day! yes, one more day!
weeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

wasnt in the mood to study for long today.
dont know why.
maybe because i felt sleepy this morning?
or maybe its because i didnt bring my jacket..

went to study again at mac.
i guess after this..it gonna be for some time before i will start studying again.
so today was the last day i will ever get to see that mac at bedok again..
because its closing down on the 15 of oct.

waited for my mum to get back home because she said she was getting breakfast for me.
but she wasnt back yet at 9.25am when i was supposed to meet caiyan at 9.30am.
so went off first and it turns out that i wasnt late.
im always the first to reach there! wahahahah. lols, lame.

i hope i dont get addicted to mac's latte.
because i have been having weekly dosage of it everytime i go there to study.

the aircon was pretty cold today.
and to make it worst..i forgot to bring my jacket-.-.-.-
so i was fiddling all about.
today wasnt productive.
i dont know why.
totally no mood to study after lunch.
so we went off earlier today instead.

waited damn long for bus 28 yesturday and today.
omg..caiyan is jinxed! lols
know why?
because bus 28 always take a very long time to arrive whenever im with caiyan.
and im serious.
regardless be it at the school bus stop or at bedok there..
28 took ages to come.
and i felt like banging the wall because no bus came.
lols. caiyan, go learn the skill to transfigure into a wall!
so i can bang you. 'BANG'

okay its very very very very very lame.
oh, and we thought we saw the les couple we saw yesturday today again. lols
is those kind of hairstyle the current trend for butch? lols.

3more days to go and eoys will be over for me!
so..lets hope i would just continue to push myself to study productively. =/
im like already planning what i wanna do after eoys?
like the outings or activities i wanted is already somehow decided?
not for the hols. but for the six day break im gonna have.
yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahhahaha.
siao. okay, i should go study now.
good luck everyone

tgif !
lols. okay its friday and that means ss, e.hist, emaths paper1 and bio paper is completed.
so whats left is chem, physics, amaths and emaths paper2
though theres still 4 papers yet to be taken..
at least i would get to have sufficient sleep for the day! =D
okay, its my fault actually for not preparing early.
haha, but i cant believe that i managed to drag myself out of bed at 5am for yesturday and this morning to study on what i havent completed though sleeping late that very night or rather that similar morning.
lols.

bio paper was okay i guess.
but a little frustrating i guess.
cause i studied many things like for nothing?
okay, nvm. i rather its this case.
rather then studying but yet not remembering the answers for those that came out.

e.hist paper was a little #^*$% because i had about 15mins left after completing the paper.
so i decided to rewrite one of the essays on the other blank foolscap i had.
so i somehow wrote less vigorously.
but i had 2more paragraphs to copy when the invigilator said 5 mins left.
so i started chionging because that essay i rewrote had editted contents here and there.
but i was left with one more paragraph to go when she said pens down.
rahh........

and thanks to that last few minutes of vigorous copying..
my left hand was trembling-.-.-.-.-
just like how it trembled the previous time where my hand trembled after playing fengshouluogu.
the awful part i mean.

okay, talking about this..
its been like so long since i touched my cello.
lols. i have been like just practically spending my days watching shows ever since cca stopped and only studying this few days.
i miss the sch cello.
lols. the strings are much nicer to play on.
at least it dont make the skin on my fingers just come off so easily.
but i still feel the heartache if my cello gets any scratches or what.
and recently..okay not that recently, but some time ago it gotten a couple of scratches.
ah..........then now its a little ugly if you focus on those parts scratched =(
i cant wait for eoys to be over.
then i would be able to see the sch cello again.
lols.

but there are other things to look forward too after eoys.
like the six days off after our last paper!
cca? well.. i do miss cca though.
watching movies.
going shopping. wahahaha.
though that means a hole in my pocket =/
maybe i shall ask my sis out and ask her to get it for me?
haha, thats so bad.
nah. i wont do that. ill only just accompany her out and not spent her money =X

then there will be c&b chalet in the hols!
but i have yet to plan anything for it =XX
lols. scarely this year there isnt c&b chalet. lols.
okay not funny. lols.
anyway..theres just so much things to do after the hols.
and yah! watched shows! lols. as in online shows.

okay, i gonna go get my sleep replenished now.
maybe i will only start studying tomorrow?
im in the mood to slack =/
okay bye everyone!
and still..good luck for ur eoys.

well, theres social studies and emaths paper 1 tomorrow.
good luck to me man. hahas
i seriously hope i manage to scrap through ss paper tomorrow because i have yet to be done with ss.
in fact, i arent done with emaths too.
lols. and here i am blogging-.-
well...i couldnt absorb anymore thing in currently, so i think maybe i should have a short break?
but well, i never does much absorbing by the way-.-
hey! wth am i typing man.
-.-.-.- i should go study seriously.

hais...msn still not working=/
its like been ages since i last used it.
rah......i wanna reformat my com or what.
but all the things in it will be lost.
nevermind, lets take it as a temptation for distraction is reduced.
well, maybe it isnt of much help hur?
because like i mentioned it wasnt sometime near.
lols. lame
wth..im like being so retarded now?
talking to myself. lols.
thats pretty fun hur?
thats what becomes of me if i try locking myself up in my room.
lols.

but if my door is open..
i tend to get distracted and i wont get down to work.
i dont know why either.
what a weird fellow i am =D
okay, i guess im going now.
good luck everyone.
have a early night =D

i went to search for songs in the afternoon!
okay, i wasted my time rather.
finding songs at the wrong time-.-
i need better time management. lols =P

4 papers down; two subjects done.
thats for eoys currently.
8 more paper to go.
jiayou! =D

okay, had english paper 1.
i guess im so dead.
lols. from what caiyan and the rest said..i was like writing a drama.
lols. too much watching of show =P
lets just hope it doesnt get that bad.

chinese paper 2 was pretty okay i guess.
at least i had sufficient time to write finish everything and even had time to look around?
lols. but the second passage was pretty confusing.
as in the questions asked.
so i hoped i didnt give the wrong answers =/

took 28 home after that.
you see..u really shouldnt take bus 28 when ure with caiyan.
why? because the bus always seems to take a very very very very long time to come!
lols. =P okay, its just coincidental that we might have missed the bus and 28 dont really come that frequent anyway. hahas
came home and went to get a bath.
my sis cooked maggimee for me!
yeah!!!! lols -.-
yup, i asked if she could cook for me and she agreed to.
and as usual..i was criticising her maggimee of being too soft or what.
haha, i always does that to praise my maggi cooking skills =PP

my sis was watching the click on ppstream
so i watched it after she watched.
haha, its pretty nice.
the ending was touching.
as in the back part.
the ending was okay, not that bad. =)

oh, and i watched the invasion on ppstream last night too!
haha!! okay dumb.
the show wasnt that bad
quite nice, a little tense here and there.
its nicer then naraka19 though. lols!

im like watching so much shows at the wrong period of time?
okay, but i said i will only watch one per day.
omg..thats bad enough. lols
i wanna watch hanakimi of the jap version too.
because i saw one epi on ppstream.
but it was epi 9. and i should start from there.
thats the part where xiuyi got accused of cheating in the exam.
thats pretty back =/
okay, i shouldnt watch it!
i should only watch it after eoys!
and other shows too.
in the meantime..i should only watch those 1epi kind.
lols. i shouldnt even be watching-.-
wth..im contradicting myself.
just like the compre passage in todays mt paper.
about having freedom and yet not having it at the same time.
lols.

slept after watching the click.
watched epi36 of zhongjiyijia.
damn..im watching again.
lols, i arent studying. wth.
okay, will be going studying at bedok tomorrow and sunday with caiyan again.
anyone joining us..i have no idea. lols
just got a message that shes only going at 1pm.
i guess i will still go at the same time?
perhaps i shall start first?
because even if at home, i wont be studying-.-
okay. so have a nice night everyone.
its friday today! =D

the day started off with a big rain.
what a waste for not getting to sleep in.
lols. what rubbish am i talking.

well, it was pretty interesting this morning.
haha. firstly..i knocked my head onto the car this morning.
lols. it was a hard knock. ouch. lols.
but yet i was still laughing.
as said by chuiying : crazy. lols
well, maybe ive gone crazy after the knock.
haha. and chuiying mum was very kind to offer someone a lift a school on such a rainy day.
i mean like shes nice. haha.
and you know what! that someone studies in junyuan pri!!!!!!!!
lols. crazy-.- okay she studies in junyuan pri.
and when she was alighting..
i very much wanted to alighted as well.
lols! okay i dont know why but i really felt like going in too.
many of the teachers have left =/
so off we go and byebye jyps.
it gonna be gone soon after PRIME which will starts next year i think.
they will be shifting to changkat changi sec/pri in the meantime.

i think we somehow got high in the car.
lols. we were practically talking loads of rubbish.
okay, when do we dont talk rubbish anyways. lols
it was cold in the car as well.
though chuiying says the aircon is only at the first level. lols
as the time went ticking away..
we started looking out for other ngeeann ppl as well.
to gurantee that we werent the only ones late.
lols.

reached class somewhere near 8am.
lols. luckily the paper havent started.
and luckily i wasnt the only one missing from class. =P
so had english paper2 and then it was chinese paper1.
went for lunch later with caiyan, dion, koknam, ranon, yaoyi and jiahao
they said they wanted to have kway chap for lunch..
but no one had it in the end.
lols.

came home and tried watching zhongjiyijia but i fell asleep while watching it
okay, i know im supposed to be studying.
but i dont know.
so it rained later and i went to sleep on my bed instead.
it was damn comfy! =DD
but this sleep couldnt last for long =(
haha nevermind.
getting to enjoy a little is better than none=)
i found secret on ppstream. maybe i shall go watch it after revising for english a little =PP
im just a show-addict.
haha. have a nice night everyone.

and all the best for every tests everyone! =D
快乐不是因为拥有的多而是计较的少 =D

decided to delete two of my post when i came back this afternoon.
wrote that in a spite of anger i guess.
but what i said was what i really meant.
but nevermind, its gone.
i guess i shall just try to have better temper management.
but gaoyang, seriously, i wasnt angry because of the book.
i meant, that only add on but it wasnt the reason why i was pissed in the first place.
though i might say i dont know why i was pissed, i do know why i was this time round.

i guess, sometimes im really pretty sick of being a slacker.
like, i know i have to do something for my schoolwork, but im just seriously very lazy.
it seem rather dumb of me.
im like having sucha high ambition when im like getting lousy results and yet im not working on it.
this will seriously lead to a downfall for me.
but yet, im like just #$^*% or what.
maybe i should actually just like turn into * so that i start being hardworking?
but thats like just so not me.
but yet i do know i dont wanna regret.
sucker. i seriously should just go and bang the wall and die.

im also pretty pissed with myself.
for the bloody attitude i have.
but yet i dont see myself improvising.

but thats not all to what im pissed with.
maybe it just isnt what i will do so or what.
but i guess i wont be like exactly typing out what im really displease with.
i dont know where to vent my frustrations other then punching the wall.
i dont even know who can i actually look for if i really do have frustrations.
maybe some things are so minor that even when its said out, its not being realised.
now, im actually thinking if what i had did was worth it.
sometimes, i do render my help for anyone who i could help, but when i actually need it..do i get it?
maybe i seem to have set certain expectations on some stuffs too high that i get those disappointments when i dont see it.
its such a wrong time for all this feelings to come.
EOYs is like starting tomorrow and yet im not concentrating on it.

to ly and yy, i cant seem to be carrying a smile everytime.
thanks though for your concern, but no matter what, i believe everyone do have their ups and down.
maybe its just because the things that your have faced so far are different, so the attitude you have towards certain things are different from me.
i dont wanna say this, but seriously, theres much more things your arent aware of me.

maybe i just havent seem to have been able to have trust in ppl yet.
some things just seem so ridiculous for me.

this gonna be a picture post. because its like a miracle blogger worked a little this time round.

just came back from studying.
well, studied way way much serious then yesturday.
lols. actually, yesturday was like more of a chatting session then studying session.

okay, about yesturday..
left mac around 4++pm and went home to put down my stuffs.
then went to meet liying and yuyun at tamp mrt.
i wasnt in the mood to be the one talking.
so i sort of left the juniors to entertain themselves.
lols. sorry =P

had subway.
oh yah, thanks huiling for the belated bday gift.
lols. its still the thought that counts.
so nvm, i forgive u for the late gift.
lols. just kidding. i gave urs late too.
dont bother abt my craps =P

went for the concert.
and tianlaoshi was the shouxi for cello.
lols, actually shes also the consultant for cello lah.
so not surprising though.
lols-.-
well, saw many other instruments teachers in there as well.

yangguiying(?) the erhu teacher was .....
haha, her dressings were all pretty bright i guess.
i think she look nicer in the catalogue. lols.
but shes very expressive while playing.

i like the last song most, ode to yellow river.
lols..cannot blame lah..
im in cello mah..so obviously im more bias right.
lols. as in towards the songs.
because that song had a introduction by cello and they sound like way nicer then us.
lols. as in the flow of the next tune.
some of their plucking parts in other song were fast?
i dont know.
and their encore song was a piece we played before.
but i forgotten the title =/
tianlaoshi had a few solos as well i think.
not really solo for a song, but for some parts. =D

so went to get a drink/bite at tmall mac.
got a lift home from chuiying's mum.
lols, chuiying did dumb stuffs and her mum was like laughing at her =P lols
jojo is way much well-behaved then chuiying. lols
PS : chuiying, your mum agrees with me! lols

okay so reached home nearing 1am i think.
then watched a reality show by jacky wu and went to get a bath.
told my sis to choose a movie and we shall watch it..
but i fell asleep like only after 10-15mins after the show started.
lols. so i left my sis to watch the show alone while i slept.

today...
woke up later.
and was supposed to meet caiyan at 1pm.
but i only reached somewhere near 1.30pm
haha, but she was late too.
so i was the one early XD
lols. -.-

there was this guy who kept shaking his legs.
omg..i wanted to flare at him to stop shaking his leg.
because i could feel the vibration from the chair as well and it irritates me alot!
its not once or twice..
but practically the whole time.
rahhh.....

went off later at 6.45pm++
we missed 28 so we waited pretty long for the next bus.
okay, im going to have my dinner now.
bye

this week gonna be over real soon.
and then it will be like so close to EOYs?
and that will mean studying studying and studying till all papers are over.
but i dont know if i will be that dilligent to carry out what im preaching. =/

because my dumb com is still not working well...
i cant post pics.
i dont know why.
got quite a number of pictures i wanna post. =(

well, amaths test was like i think probably dead for me.
lols. and yet i only got to have two hours of sleep the day before =(
but its my fault though.
for not starting earlier and not being attentive in class.
well, im 2 beat slower then the rest. lols.
thats terrible =X

while doing some questions last night.
i seemed to be able to attempt all without any help.
but i dont know why..
my brain was like so not active today?
i even thought maybe i improved =/
looks like it isnt the case =/

mt was crap.
okay not really crap. but i wasnt listening because i wanna sleep.
english seemed to pass very quickly.
i dont know why.
bio was okay i guess.
i cant believe mdm ashikin commented that i started laughing again?
like..you dont really hear that coming out from a teachers mouth.

talking about that..
during emaths lesson yesturday..
caiyan and i were making weird voices supposingly trying to imitate mdm zubaidah i think?
okay i arent. i was just trying to make noises-.-
noise pollution.
caiyan..i have no idea.
mstoh thought i was trying to imitate her i guess.
so she tapped me on the shoulder and said something like 'aiyo zengmei, what are you doing!?!'
then with that expression she had on her face..
i started bursting out laughing.
lols. i didnt meant to imitate her.
seriously.
okay, maybe it isnt that funny reading from here.
but the scenario was amusing to me at least.

lent gaoyang earpiece during recess.
im envy.. lols. i like the way the music comes out from the earpiece.
unlike mine.
it sounds way way way much nicer! =/
cme was like just wasting our time away and settling some cca thing.
actually mslim(?) the co-form teacher should maybe try to interact with the class?
she seems so quiet =/
and shes always just standing at one side.

lunched at tmart later with caiyan and others.
lols. lunching between the both of us and ith them is like different.
duh..obviously its different.
okay i meant that we are like way quieter when its only the two of us.
lols. im a saddist with no idea of what to talk about.
rubbish. ah...whatever.
i dont even have a idea of what im talking about now.

so went home later and my sis asked me to go to ntuc with her -.-
I WANT TO SLEEP!
okay, i sound like a despo for sleeps.
well, i am. haha though not that. =P
so yup, her aim was actually to make me help her carry the items that is bought-.-
to share the workload.
how nice of her-.-
lols, okay i shall do my part and help her =P
well...im nice.
you cant deny it.
you can only accept it.
lols. just kidding.
i think lacking of sleep makes me high? -.-
because i was crazy today. about going on about cars and stuff-.-

i was later made to carry all the stuffs up by myself later when my sis wanna go to 929 to get some stuffs-.-
she said i looked like a penguin -.-
just because i was trying to reach out for the lift button.
well, i did manage to carry the things back safely into the house though..
dinner tonight was prepared by me! =DD
lols. its like been so long since i cooked dinner.
as in like everything was under my instructions.
lols. but it wasnt what i wanna cook =(
it was under the discretion of what my sis felt like having-.-

goign studying with caiyan tomorrow before going for the co concert later in the night.
cya people! dont miss me too much!
lols. shameless =P
well, the aroma of the food i cook just simply taste heavenly!! =DD
like real..lols.
well, its not that bad lah.
at least my home econs got a A.
okay, im going off now.
byebye

hi there! im back again -.-
wu liao. 自high.

okay lets see...
what should i talk about?

lets go back to fri?
it was raining pretty heavily and went for lunch with caiyan at tmart.
and having a umbrella was like equilvalent to not having one?
well, i supposed one of caiyan junior was there and his friends went off with the umbrella without him.
so he came to seek shelter from caiyan and i some sort of got thrown out of the umbrella.
lols, he was like walking in front of me and so slowly that his speed and caiyan's one didnt tally.
so that meant i was pushed out of the umbrella.
so my whole back got wet and i decided to go to the bus stop first while caiyan sheltered her junior.
and later when we were supposingy to walk together again, her junior 'pushed' me out again.
so evil! so i was like soaked liao.
only that my shoes and skirt has yet to be fully soaked.
caiyan was very interesting.
she held on to the umbrella but she didnt open it-.-
lols. i wondering what was she waiting for.

went to kfc to had lunch.
it was like cold.
and my uniform was sticking to my skin -.-
bought lunch for some others and went back to sch to get my bag as well as to shelter the food back.
caiyan is damn interesting i tell you.
she said that i could bring my bag and go off later.
then what about the food she helped to buy?
wont it be soaked wet?
lols. imagine soaked waffles and kfc.
yucks. lols

went home after sending her and only then the rain got smaller -.-
off all time-.-
cant it at least like maybe get smaller after i got home?
so at least theres like the consolation that i needed the use for a umbrella.
but anyway, i was walking with the wet umbrella with myself being wet.
so those at the bus stop were like staring at me.
as in because i have a umbrella and im wet-.-

came home and took a shower.
i was about to get a nap when liying called me.
disrupt me sleep!
lols. okay so she randomly asked if she can come to my house.
but there isnt anything to do in my house especially with my net down and my sis deleting all those shows i have dwnloaded =/
so i said what about her house instead?
and then the next thing was that i went to wash up and off to meet her and yuyun.

well, it was sorta fun over there.
but i feel so old. lols.
all of them like so young...
all 12 or 13 only.
then like i so odd. lols.
i was like using liyings laptop because i wanted to use msn.
lols, i was like er...
deprived of msn?
lol. but i didnt really chat actually, because i was going to other webpage too.
like checking my inbox.
then played with the cello.
they told me to bring along my tuner.
lols. fri prac was cancelled that day and they told me to bring my tuner so they can prac.
haha, self prac ah..
your seriously so hardworking meh?!? lols
in the end ur also never really prac -.-
we later did a damn lame thing.
and that is to draw each other with whiteboard markers.
lols -.- actually..i think i was the one who started it i guess?
lols. because i was playing with liying's whiteboard..
then yuyun kept disturbing me by drawing on the area i told her not to intrude!
lols. yup and so i dont know how but we went pretty high drawing each other with markers.
lols, its like since so long i did something that childish?
thats the result of hanging out with childish ppl like YUYUN!
lols. =PPPPPPPPPP
went off later and liying and yuyun looked damn les okay!
they were like saying : yuyun/liying, bu yao zou....
lols. then those hand actions they did.
bloody lesbos. lols. kidding =P
so yeah, and because i used msn for awhile on liyings laptop..
i spammed dion.
lols, because he was like the only one online who i felt like spamming.
there wasnt much of a choice for me to spammed either. lols
so that was somehow my friday.

now saturday.
went to study with caiyan.
our plan which was to meet at 9.30am was dragged till 10plus.
lols. one reason was because i only woke up at 9am.
but caiyan also needed to pack her stuffs.
so i was being a very nice fellow by giving her time allowance!
lols. because we're meeting at my block downstairs..
so how long can i possibly take to get out of my house and down to first floor?
lols. so we went to have breakfast and then started studying.
studied till 5pm++ before deciding to go off.
i was like feddup liao when i didnt know how to do those linear things.
so had no mood to continue.
so walked round bedok while caiyan got her stuff and off we went.
there was this old man on board who was like making a irritating whistle every now and then -.-
whenever his hand waves/shakes to be precise.
so we were irritated i guess.
or is it only me? lols
so i said shh and he kept quiet for a while..
the shh-ed just came out of my mouth unexpectedly.
i didnt like meant to do it on purpose, but i was saying something to caiyan and i just suddenly said shh-ed. lols
but he soon continued.
caiyan did the same thing later when i nudged her but her shh made him produced more noises. lols. got off first and i wonder where he alighted.
did he continued whistling the whole journey? haha =P
was alone at home.
because my mum went to attend a dinner with my grandma.
sis went outing with her friends
dad was out too.
rahh....im like always left alone at home? -.-
so i was actually like enjoying the peace of the night when i dont know why must my sis come home so abruptly.
just when i was starting to enjoy it -.-

sunday was actually somehow wasted.
because my damn com finally downloaded epi 25, 26 and 27 of zhong ji yi jia.
so i watched the show instead of studying.
only wok eup at 12pm++ so half the day was already gone.
oh, and sunday was actually meant to be used for studying amaths.
but because no one who understood the chap was able to make it to teach me and caiyan from what we planned at first.
so anyway it was cancelled and so i rotted my day away.

its monday today and we had to assemble at the carpark today.
oh yah, by the way, i think next time im gonna just go down at the normal time im supposed to meet chuiying in the morning afterall.
because ever since she told me to come down later..
she has been coming down rather early i supposed?
and they were waiting for me in the car.
i felt damn bad okay.
because its not once but like maybe thrice? or more?
when im down somehow on time i was to come later.
but when im later im late =/
paiseh..and sorry. haha =P

didnt listen to amaths today.
because i guessed i dont know what is she talking about afterall.
so i chatted with caiyan instead.
sorry caiyan, that resulted in you not listening as well. hahas =X
mt was again the same as usual.
had ci yu che yan.
i didnt even know that there was one today =/
so i supposed another lousy graded one?
lols. then assembly.
okay, i got pretty disgusted with seeing someones behaviour during assembly.
not only me. caiyan felt they were disgusting at well.
like, dont they know how to behave themselves?
as in, what do they benefit from doing those dumb things.
it would only make others have a bad impression of them.

had to clean up the classroom today because it was caiyan's and my duty to sweep the floor.
the floor is damn dirty.
especially some rows.
i wonder how they lived with it.
and i guess its somehow pretty clean now?
as in at a glance and not a detailed one because we somehow did duty seriously!

went for lunch later with caiyan at tmart.
chankai, dion, shawn, yaoyi, gaoyang and his friends were there too.
wow. they stayed there since they had their lunched?
it was like an hour later already since sch finished.
i dont like the wet tissue i just bought at watsons today.
i dont like the smell.
lols, smell like some medicated oil as describd by caiyan which was supposed to smell like lavendar-.-
so i guess i wont use it anywhere near my nose.
took 28 home and caiyan was damn lame to say she would shout if i dont let her get down the bus-.-
its lame but yet lols.
lols, contradicting =P
went home and my sis was mopping the floor?
so she screamed at me for walking about and chased me onto my bed.
so i took the cello along with me and tried figuring out the fingerings for 在水一方 and 不会爱
actually i meant to figure out bu hui ai.
but my sis told me to figure out zai shui yi fang instead. -.-
so yeah i did as she said-.- and she told me to go and play as well as si ren played on the violin -.-
i dont have the scores..how to play?!?
unless ure asking me to play it while watching it?
as in convert the notes he played on the violin to bass clef instead?
wow..then that would be like so troublesome?
so yeah, stopped around 6pm++ and thats it for now.
bye bye.
wow, its a pretty long post today! haha =P

i felt very horrible suddenly.
reason : i dont even think im sure whats the reason behind it.
i dont know whats wrong with me.
i dont feel good.
all i know is i feel like talking to someone now. ='(

i have yet to do any research for english yet and its already 10.40pm now.
all i feel like doing is to just isolate myself in bed.
when i wanna have practice, there isnt practice.
when i dont want practice, theres practice.
whats the problem with everything man.
it seems to go the opposite way.

i think im rather dumb today.
firstly, i forgot to bring my wallet out with me when i got out of the house-.-
only when the bus arrived then i realised i got out of my house without my wallet.
so i went back home to get it and waited for buses to school again -.-

lessons were quite okay today.
i wanna go to NUS if im able to make it.
lols, i will make it happen!
haha, lets see when i start becoming hardworking then. =/

totally didnt listen amaths lesson today.
was chatting with caiyan.
and theres a test next week..
so that means i gotta study that chap on my own.

my mum prepared peanut butter bread for me today.
but i didnt felt it eating it.
haha, have been bringing bread to school since tuesday i think.
because canteen is so far away now and even smuggling food back might be a problem.
so, yup, the best is to bring it from home.
but i felt sick of eating bread after only two days.
so chankai took it after a long long time later with much hesitation.
lols, because no one is helping him to get anything?

bio was quite okay.
accept the part when shawn was kneeling beside me.
im actually alright with him being there.
but must he kneel?
especially when theres sufficient number of chairs in class.
i didnt mean to be mean to him.
but it seems to irks me that hes kneeling for nothing.
i dont know why, but in fact, if any other is kneeling for nothing too..
it irks me too.
nevermind, shouldnt talk about it anymore.

physics was making me sleepy again today.
i was yawning like crazy.
and i went to the toilet like twice within 50mins?
gaoyang..i didnt go to the toilet to bang the wall this time round. lols
spa was okay? or not okay?
i dont know. haha.
all i know was..i was like thinking 'i dont know how to draw the table'
as in the suitable headings for it.
and there was a couple of things which i did wrongly..
so i had to redo the experiment and that wasted time.
i was looking at the metre rule and i was looking at the pivot.
i was thinking..how am i going to shift it to the 80cm point when its tied a 1cm?
lols, im really dumb.
only like a few seconds later then i opened the container and found strings inside-.-
didnt get to finish the key sources of error question =/
whenever mrchee was standing at the side checking his list..
i started to get nervous and i couldnt measure the length properly because my hands were shaking.
lols, how dumb.
this is only one of the spa assessment for o's and im already reacting so slow.
what about the other science subjects?
arent i gonna be so dead?
i wonder how much i would get.

went to take 39 to interchange.
i actually forgot to tap my card when boarding the bus.
then the bus wasnt moving and i was wondering if i tapped my card.
so i turned and the bus driver was staring at me through the front mirror and i guess i forgot to tap me card because i dont remember doing so though im holding my wallet-.-
omg! damn malu lah!!
i was the only one who boarded the bus and
everyone on board was also like staring at me?
argh....malu malu malu!
jiasui was also on the bus.
and she told me to remember to tap my card when boarding another bus later. lols
i was also hoping to get off the bus real soon.
but it seemed to be travelling so slowly. =xx

when to purchase the concert tickets from sistic.
i actually forgotten the title of the concert watching!
omg. how dumb can i get man!!!!rah rah rah rah rah!!
so i was like describing to her what i read on the net about the concert last night saying where it is held at, whose performing and blah blah blah.
then she told me the english title for it and i had no idea was it right.
so i asked her this very dumb question 'can you show me the computer screen so that i can check if its the right one? '
dont needa ask also obviously know the answer is no lah!
dumb. then i was like er er er..
then i even told her, from what i checked on the net last night, most tickets are sold out only leaving the $25 and $12 (excluding booking fee)
how dumb...like what can she do with the pricing?
lols, other concerts might also be sold out too?
dumb man me.
she read out practically all the details about it.
as in what is shown on the web.
then because it sounds familiar so i took the risk and said yup.
luckily its the right one.
and she needed my ic but i didnt bring it out with me today.
luckily she settled with me ez-link card.

went to the bank to help my mum get some things done too.
then one of the task was to cash out a cheque.
was requested for my ic too but i said i didnt bring. =xx
then that lady was like mumbling 'then you make ic for what.'
lols, sorry lah, never bring. =/
so she asked for my nric number and asked if i had anything with my ic on.
cant she have told me other verifications would do too?
must she say that sentence? mean.
lols. so then went to my mum office to pass her the stuffs she told me to do so.
the journey there was boring and i felt like sleeping.
but luckily i didnt, if not i might have overslept and might ended up dont know where. lols.

another dumb thing happened again later when i was crossing the road.
i was standing at the traffic light waiting for the red man to turn green but yet i forgot to press the button.
so i jut stood there like an idiot fool for like maybe 5-1omins?
because the traffic lights when green twice but the green man didnt and i dont know why didnt realised that i didnt pressed the button.
so i stood under the dumb sun and those motorcyclists were like staring at me because i stood there for quite some time.
and i dont know why no one was crossing the road either.
so no one could have 'helped' me press the button.
slept on the journey back.

oh man...why am i so so so so so so so so so so dumb today.
theres physics tuition tonight.
i hope i dont do any dumb thing again.
argh.....another hour of physics!
okay a hour and a half i mean.
that means i had 3 and a half hour worth of physics today ='(
this not the first time anyway..
so what am i complaining about-.-

yeah!!!
im at home now when many of my friends are still in school!
isnt that so cool!
lols. lame + retardness = me. lols
i dont feel like studying yet.
others are like lacking of time to study and here i am idling my time away =/

well, theres loads of teacher absent today.
mt was again boring.
i somesort of slept in class later part because i didnt bring my chinese workbook,
so i have nothing to do.
mrchee wasnt here and i wasnt in the mood to do the workbook.
so i tried doing some of the maths hw that i owe mstoh but i was just practically staring at the foolscap, only doing like 2 questions? at the end of the hour-.-
this is called inefficient.
lols.

for hist test...
i dont know how to do part a.
lols, so i think 6marks is probably gone.
and i dont have much confidence for the other questions because im like rather mixed with which questions needs similarities and differences and which only needs similarity.
im confused for sbq now =/
oh, and sorry caiyan..
for telling you the wrong chap and causing you to study wrong things.
paiseh. lols. i didnt study for it either.
instead of reading the hist textbook last night..
i decided to go to bed because i was feeling sleepy and to read it in the morning today instead.
but i shut my alarm off when it rang earlier. lols

amaths was.........horrible but yet not that horrible.
the moment she stepped in..
i was like, is she relieving us or teaching us?
i seriously seriously seriously seriously cant stand her the moment i saw her.
i dont know why either.
maybe its just the bad blood i have against her that runs in my veins?
lols. i dont know either.
i just felt irritated and blah blah blah.
and i badly wanted her to stop talking. lols
shes gonna teach us till mrswee comes back.
i wonder how am i going to survive.
decided to get out of the class instead.
so i went to the toilet and banged the wall with my fist-.-
lols. what a dumb thing to do during lesson time-.-
walked in and out of the toilet and then mr leonard tan saw me.
lols. so he asked me to return to class quickly and thats why i was back in class so quickly.
okay, not that quickly, i was like maybe 10mins out of class?
i could hear her squeaky? voice outside the class through the mic
and i was like not in the mood to return back to class le. -.-

mstoh isnt here for emaths and a teacher came to relieve us.
i think its mrliu?
wl...comparing my pri sch chi teacher mr liu and this mrliu...
is like so much difference lah.
my pri sch mr liu is like so much better?
and he does collects anime stuffs!
and those games..movie posters(limited edition!) and others..
he gave the whole class an item each at the end of the year that year =D
hes damn generous.
the top three for mt in class was given the opportunity to choose ff stuffs!
and those are the real ex ones.
but sadly none of them chose it at that time because those three werent fans of anime-.-
what a waste.
okay, so was release from lessons earlier because eng was cancelled today and so, he let us off too.

went for lunch at tmart after that.
zhihui does weird stuffs while eating. lols
okay not that weird, erm funny?
but its not really under funny.
hais, thats the problem with limited vocab -.-
lols. went home after that and my dad asked why was i back home so early.
because i was backed like ard 2.30pm?
then i said i pon-ed lessons.
lols, he wanted to lecture me, but i told him just kidding.
lols, so he didnt lecture me but nagged at me instead saying 'you think its funny?' and others.
no sense of humor -.-
but he got a sense of tumor!
WAHAHAHAHAHA. so funny!
LAME ._.
lols. sorry my retard-ness is acting up again.
so i will get going. bye! lols

this morning weather was cold to me though it didnt rain.
weird hur?
i felt like just sleeping all the way not bothering about attending school.
but my mum doesnt allows that.
like duh. lols.
whose parents permit their child to do so?

no more assembling in that pathetic assembly area unless on monday!
yeah! lols, otherwise it will be like walking one round of the school from the main gate to the other side of the school.
i havent been on the learning journey yet. lols
not like im looking forward to it, but if theres like cip hours or what, why not?

PE was some sort of fun.
looking at a side is funny =P
haha, i went laughing like crazy but not that crazy after someone was attacked.
lols. im evils =P

mr lee is cute?
okay nice i mean.
as in, i dont know why, but i still think hes nice.
though my maths teachers now are nice too, i still miss him as my teacher.
haha, two years of maths taught by him, what you expect?
i hope he doesnt retire.
lols, thats absurd, he cant possibly work in the school all his life.

school ended like only just?
and 3 stalls are already closed.

went back to class for oral.
for once i was like so nervous? for oral.
i dont know why but i just taught that it wont go well.
so while waiting for my turn, i sort of lost my mind.
lols, abigail played this guitar song on her handphone but like what jetaime says, im not actually listening to it.
tried listening to hong lou meng-.-
what a weird choice. lols, its just a feeling so sudden that i felt like hearing that.
because that was the last song i played with the huiling and fusheng.
as in like for performances.
i wanted to play the cello too. lols
its was damn random i tell you.
those things i wanna do is like..the timing doesnt tallies.

went to catch a movie at century later.
gv doesnt seem to be showing much of a horror show i guess?
the only one is 1408 if im not wrong.
i still wanna watch dead silence.
lols. rah rah rah, why didnt i catch it yesturday when i was at cineleisure?
its like so near yet so far.
lols, waiting for another 2hours after dentist is super boring i tell you.
because just going for dentist alone is boring.
okay, talking about dentist..
i went back for checkup after 3months. haha.
the next appointment will be 6months later...
and that is next year march. lols.

so i was only told that my appointment had to be brought later to 4pm instead of 3pm when i was on the platform-.-
cant they have told me earlier?
then i could have take 65 instead to drag time.
so i sat to pasir ris and back to tampines and then alighted at city hall.
one lady thank me before se alighted! haha, for giving up the seat to her husband.
because the train was full when they board, as in the seats were full.
so beside me was an empty seat where she sat.
and her husband had to stand and they looked like they attempted to talk.
so i gave up my seat though it was only at tanah merah and he sat. hahas=)
so that also meant i had to stand till city hall.
but i didnt have much books with me, so it doesnt matters. haha

instead of just crossing over to the next platform to jurong east at city hall..
i went to board the train to marina bay instead.
lols-.- because there was still one more hour to go before 4.
so i reached somerset at about 3.15 i guess.
wanted to walk about while waiting, but guess what...
it was raining over there and i didnt had a umbrella with me.
because its in cd shelter-.-
my fault though, because i forgot to bring it back home on sat.
but still walked under the rain though.

went to orchard cathay cineleisure.
walked from 1st floor to 4th floor and then took a lift down to basement.
lols, saw a couple of nice things there.
had the temptation to buy it.
but i didnt =D so i saved money! haha-.-
theres a timeslot for dead silence at 7.35pm
but i didnt purchase the ticket, because i dont know what time i will be done at dentist and what will my mood be like then.

so as expected, i was already feeling sleepy by the time im done for dentist.
because though my appointment is at 4pm, i was only attended at like 4.30pm++
so cross over to take 65 back home instead.
slept all the way back to tampines.
haha, its a 1hr journey right back provided theres no jams.

okay back to today.
so watched naraka 19 with caiyan, gaoyang and qihao at century cinema.
oh yeah, gaoyang couldnt find anything odd about me. haha
so everyone had a odd thing out but i didnt =DD
=PP
i was damn damn damn damn image blind i tell you.
i couldnt see the words naruka on the poster. lols
i didnt realise that there was an empty seat infront of me on the bus either.
so i was like where where where until they pointed it out real obvious to me.
i was thinking maybe the title be like some 19th gate of hell or what.
so when they said we're watching naruka, i was like huh?
im always huh-ing. nvm
at least its better then gaoyang speaking with full-stops.
bleah bleah bleah bleah.
hahahhahaahs. -.-.-.-
even qihao couldnt continue his sentence either!
so its not any of us weird but gaoyang himself.
haha...wahahahahah.

the movie wasnt exciting. =/
so im like, im still not satisfied.
i wanna watch horror movies again before im satisfied and that i will start studying real hard!
i guess even if im satisfied, i will still be lazy and not working real hard after that though.
lols, so it doesnt makes much difference. =P
gaoyang musnt take his oral anytime soon!
lols, otherwise words coming out from his mouth will all be wrong.
haha, even his expertise language : chinese, also suffers under his speech too =P
okay, i somesort of screwed up my oral for the reading aloud too.
so i shouldnt be saying others, because im no better.
i seriously dont know why but i was like having difficulty pronouncing certain words just because im anxious?
and its like for what? this isnt the O's oral.
so arent i like so dead for the real thing? =/
haha, at least the examiner wont be someone i know by then =P

so, went home after the movie and yup here i am.
theres hist test tomorrow and im still not yet started on it yet =X
bye bye everyone.
and zhong ji yi jia ah gong is really very funny! lols.
sweet dreams everyone =D

its already sunday.
this one week break seem to pass pretty quickly too.
is everything just going to pass so quickly this year? =/

lets see how wastefully did i spent this one week break =P
monday : went to catch ratatouille with my sis....
tuesday : studied and actually slack.. lols
wednesday : cello practice, lunch, found out my sis deleted all my shows($%^&@)
thursday : practically slacked at home. started reading my sis comics, she bought it quite some time ago. i was criticising the cover page. lols, and she wasnt too happy about it XP
friday : went to study with huihui(i didnt know whats up with me). and it was quite okay. actually, i was doing my homeworks and not studying =P haha, but i did touch on some physics.
her dog kept licking me for dont know what reason and i forgot to wash my hands when eating the apple -.- and that means i ate the dog saliva along with the apple.
forgot to ask huihui how to go off from there and when i was down the block i was actually wondering where should i walk. lols.
saw roads outside the block so i just walked to that direction. i wanted to walk out so that theres more buses i could take, but from what i remember..there isnt any bus stop soon i think?
so i took 3 and transfer to 21 later. my sis called and so she was accompanying me throughout my journey home.
i didnt want to tell her where i was so i just said 'im lost im lost.'
and i was even talking to her when i was standing outside the house-.- lols.
then i spent the night reading comics again
but i was awake till like 3am++ and i felt like watching a horror movie, but those at home wasnt appealing to me.
i was also thinking, theres co prac in the morning and yet here i am still awake..too much energy ah?

saturday : it rained in the morning. what a nice weather to sleep in. practice was very short because there wasnt gonna be any electricity supply. so it ended very early..like 9am++?
i was deciding whether to bring or not to bring the cello home, because its nicer to prac on compared to mine, because te strings arent too high. but i didnt in the end. only brought home the bow.
so seeing that its so early, 11 of us i think walked to tmall.
and koknam didnt know how to walk there but yet hes leading -.-
so we were like following the bus track?
then fusheng was like saying, we walked past 1bus stop.....
lols, fusheng led the way later.
fusheng did a disappearing act later but yet he appeared again. -.-
he seems to know how to teleport or disapparate hur? lols.
waited till 11 before having lunch and went to the open plaza after that.
it was boring.
didnt know what to do =/

went home later and i was bored.
my mum didnt mark her words. so theres nothing to do =/
okay, apart from studying.
i wanted to catch dead silence, so i went looking in the newspaper, but only orchard cineleisure was having it. but my mum says she dont wanna watch it. my sis said she go if i paid for her ticket -.-
hmm....i wanna catch dead silence!!
its like since so long i wanna watch it but yet i havent catch it. =/
theres dental on monday! maybe i can go catch it after dental?
but im not looking forward to dental.
its like..the journey there is horrible.
as in, it takes some time to get there and its boring going alone
and i havent had to go there since july...well, he wanted to wait and see if my teeth stabilises.
but my teeth are back small again -.-
as in, he sort of 'pulled' my teeth out to make it seem bigger but then it went back into my gum to its orginal size again now.
and actually i miss my braces.
wth-.- of all thing to miss, i miss my braces-.- lols
the times when i get to change the colour of the rubber every month.
and yet i wasted 6months of changing colours because i stuck to transparent at the beginning.

sunday : the day isnt over yet so how i know? lols
okay so far i woke up at 12pm++ and then here i am blogging. theres still homework that i have yet to do =x i still cant post pics because i seriously dont know whats wrong with my com.
the internet has been dying on me.
bye bye

went studying yesturday at east cc mac.
theres some pics i wanna post, but nothing is working well for me >:(
rah.....my com seem to be dying soon or what.
i cant use msn
cant log in to certain webpage
cant post pics
and its taking a long long long long time to load pages
i even have to refresh the com dont know how many times or even restart my com -.-
i dont know whats happening to it, but just using it is making me frustrated.
i dont know if its dying or what.
but it better not die at the wrong time.
i dont know if its the modem problem or is it that my com has gotten virus or it just have some problems with it.
even checking my inbox is a difficult thing to do now =/

had cello this morning.
well, i havent really been practicing on it actully, maybe i just took it out from its bag and just left it on the floor just plucking it on and off.
the school undergoing prime is a troublesome thing.
its like, there isnt anywhere for us to prac?
the classrooms cant be used because exams are going on in the upper levels.
percussion took cd shelter.
the other assembly ground is taken by other ccas.
so we landed up using the canteen.
its like since sec 1 i practice in the canteen?
and that was the one and only time.
i have retarded fingers.

went for lunch at pizzahut later with liying, shumei and huiyi.
was supposed to meet my sis later, but she was sleeping-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-
nevermind. i even had to buy home lunch for her.
and guess what when i called her...
she says she has bad news to tell me -.-
i dont know what she did to my com, but she didnt bother asking me about where my files are place and she just fiddled with my com and in the end, all the movies i downloaded are gone!
-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-
isnt she amazing!
what the hell.........now that all the shows are deleted what am i gonna watch?
and its like she always blame me for making things wrong..
about not opening my mouth to ask first before doing things that im unsure..
what about her..she cant find the files cant she wait till i get home or call me and ask?
just because she thinks she know how to do things she takes everything in her own hands.
what the heck.
no offence, but it seems the case that the elder ones are most of the time are always doing things in a way they deem fit?
they always criticizes others but yet they dont applies what they say on others on themselves?
they're always asking others to reflect on their doings but it never seem that they're using it on themselves?
it seems that only the elder one always uses the excuse to probe into the younger one matters on the context of they are caring for the younger one?
and that if they ask for an answer it must be given to them?
and yet on the other hand, if the younger one probe into the matters of the elder, they will be just shut off by saying : you've no right to bother about my matters.
and the elder one just sometimes think that they have the authority on controlling the younger ones as in every decision made must so called go under their 'acknowledgement' even if you're asking your parents and not them and that they can/must have a say in whatever you does?!?
okay, nevermind, maybe its only on my case that it seems so.
rah......i feel like smashing my com!

went to catch Ratatouille with my sis this morrning.
GV already had a long queue by the time we reached there which was somewhere like 10.20am.
loads of children with their parents.
guess they were catching ratatouille as well.
it was already like 11.15am when we purchased our tickets.
but because there were only the two of us, we managed to get three rows from the back.
the whole cinema was filled with loads of kids.
those kids sitting behind me was damn noisy.
they were like talking throughout the whole show.
and those sitting in front of me were like playing with the chairs? -.-

went for lunch with my sis at seoul garden.
it was so packed that we were placed on waiting list. lols
and there were many more before us.
so we went to times, courts and other place to waste our time away.
i spent a long time at courts looking at their speakers, earpieces, computers and others.
my sis got pissed because i was staying at a single station for a long time that she went off by herself.
lols.

seoul garden finally called and then we went in.
yup, i was like in total silence as soon as i sat down.
i didnt like my neighbours, so my mood was affected as well.
lols, so my sis was like damn bored.
because i did nothing but just cooking the food and just sitting there.
didnt talk to her much at all, other then like replying her when she asked if i wanted this or that.
i told her im affected by my environment on how noisy or quiet i am.
lols. -.-
so they finally went off after like 1hour plus and weirdly, i started talking as soon as they were gone.
my sis was like huh? also.
seriously, i was like put off by their behaviour that i got no mood to talk to my sis at all.
so she was like eating alone. lols

went to courts again to get a earpiece when my sis finally agreed to leave.
bought shoelaces to replaced my other one which dropped down.
came home and the first thing my sis did was to claim money from me-.-
rah..she said that she will pay for all expenses today and yet she still claim from me when im back home.
so it should be corrected to her paying for all expenses today FIRST before claiming back from me when we are back home.
my sis said i played the cello awfully today and told me to stop.
lols, so i said back to her : since when did i play it nicely?
hahaha, and she gave me that lame face -.- hahaha
okay lame lame lame lame lame
byebyebyebye i dont know what else to say. haha -.-

my shoelace just dropped off my window grill... -.-
argh......i have no spare shoelaces!
how?!?!?!?!?
its raining raining raining and raining.
damn, its making me feel moodier and moodier. =(
i dont even have the mood to take the cello out and practice =/
its been in the bag ever since i brought it home, never once did i touch it.
oh man, whats the problem with me.
i feel like playing real sad songs, but i cant find the scores for any-.-
and im lazy to get it tuned though i wanna play it.
i tried playing the cello, but my index hurts when i started playing.
all thanks to the burnt that i got while making the blass beads thing.
how dumb, i thought it had cooled down-.-
i thought a part of it was cooked when it was white in colour-.- lols

my alarm rang at 6.30am and i was shut it off.
but it was in a snooze mode, so it just kept on ringing after some time.
and then i couldnt seem to identify what day was it today.
so at when it rang again at 7.15am, i was like : shucks, im late for school.
so i sorta got out of bed and went to wash up.
after washing up, i realized that today was saturday, even if i wake up at 7.15am i wont be late cause CO is only at 8am.
so i was sitting on my sofa dumb-ly while waiting for time to pass when there isnt CO this morning. -.-
only after like maybe half an hour?
then i realised that there isnt practice this morning-.-
so i went back to sleep after unpacking my bag.

it just dont feel like a saturday without CCA for me =/
theres like nothing to do in the morning other then sleeping.
catch up with all the shows that i didnt watch over the past week.

i didnt felt like going to sch today.
so i lied in bed till like maybe 6.45am?
and then i took my time to get prepare.
by the time i was out of the house, it was already like 7.10am?
and i was thinking..am i gonna be late today?
lols, took 28 to school.
it seems as if it was so long since i took a bus to school in the morning.
as in those feelings like 7++am and like gonna rush to school later?
the bus was damn cold and i dont know why either.
maybe its just that im weird.

teacher's day celebration without a concert just doesnt seem right.
i dont know why i thought so but i thought it was pretty boring.
mstoh is really really really very cute when shes young.
and wang qiang looks really like la bi xiao xin.
haha, im bad. but he have to really look alike then i will find it so ah.
as in, i have never watch the la bi xiao xin cartoon before.
really. i only heard of it and i dont know what everyone is talking abt if they ever touch on him.
the atmosphere was a little alright before recess, but i guess it changed later after recess.

caiyan, nothing is too much too handle =D
just find me if you need someone to talk to, i will be there..unless i got a problem in hand too =X
haha, but dont worry, you can look for me.
and if i arent there, maybe you can try the place i told you about?
well, it somehow helps me.
maybe you can try, but visiting it too often is no good. lols.

went back to junyuan later.
i think im like dumb or what?
maybe i was too used to getting into the 65 queue that i wasnt even observing where im walking to.
instead of getting into the bus 22 queue, i went to the 65 queue instead and happily happily board the bus and i didnt realise it-.-
only realised it when the bus went straight and not turned-.-
so i got down and chiong-ed over the overhead bridge and into the HDB blocks and to junyuan within 10mins or less.

the dumb guard says that the principal dont allow us to go in.
dumb -.-
someone called mrs how and she brought like 20 odd of us in?
lols, like some kinda strike or what.
went up to forth level to look for mandy.
guess what!
i saw weiliang with them!
lols, it was like really surprising to see him there.
like, though we are in the same class, we like hardly talked?
and i thought he wouldnt be going back so i didnt ask him.
and mandy was saying : whats your mouth for? your given the gift to talk.
-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-
fine, suan me. lols. okay nevermind.
so i walked one round round the classrooms.
i miss the 6/8 classroom of my batch =/
well, i meant the classroom and not the people.
lols, evil, just kidding im actually missing everything in my primary sch
the ballet room(i dont take ballet though, it was used as the choir room too, and sometimes the tkd room), the music room and just every corner in the school.
other then that miss cheng lian chee. -.-
gosh, i cant believe i remember her full name. i forgot the vp's name. lols
mrs ann tan went back too =D
but i didnt talked to her =(
lols. retard.
oh, and i was talking to mrs de almeida and suddenly i remembered that i dreamt of that scenario before! really! i mean it.
i was thinking what was i doing there. as in why am i in there.
most of the teachers especially the male teachers have put on lots of weight. and i mean loads.
all the fit looking teachers are now out of shape.
only mr daniel slimmed down. lols

they built a new corner which has those kinda 'outdoor' feeling.
its like so damn innovative of them to think of that in the school.
then we went to the conference room.
mandy, kelly, puishan and i was reminiscing the times we had there with miss foo and the whole of 6/8 and 6/9 for supplementary classes.
she always forbids us from switching on the aircon with her 'conserve energy' thing. lols
and the times when she brings us to the garden to try some weird fruits that can be found in the school.
and the times when i had to rush over almost immediatly after choir.
she even scolded me, saying, psle is coming and why do u still have cca?
how i know? lols. i just went since they said so.
the sweet old times
shes gone to be the vp for fairfield methodist pri sch.
so all the best miss foo, i will miss you.
lols, actually im already missing you =P

went to meet caiyan at century square later.
i wanted to ask her if she wanted to have pepper lunch, but she said she wanted pepper lunch even before i asked her. lols. i can read minds!
wahahahahaha. lame. lols
wanted to catch dead silence. but the timeslot is only at 7pm++
so its like what to do for that period of time if we were to catch it.
met yunguan and stacia. hahas
so went for a haircut instead.
i somesort of got a shock when i put on my specs.
lols, as in though i might have had this kinda hairstyle before, it was different from the one he showed me. lols.
but i still like it though, as in i was missing those hairstyles and wanted to cut back but my dad dont like it though, because it makes him think that i arent straight-.-
accompanied caiyan while she get her eyebrow trimmed, i was sitting outside waiting though.
haha, it felt so cool and somehow a little cosy that i felt like sleeping.
when i got out the shop, i was like, i wanna go to bed now and i mean now!
if only i knew how to disapparate. lols

went home later while caiyan walked back home with her mum.
watch zhongjiyijia ep 16 and then i fall asleep.
my sis said she was wondering why was i looking at the computer screen for nothing and she just realised that i was sleeping when she came closer.
i shifted my one seater sofa into the room while watching.
so it was very comfortable. lols.
i cant believed i shift it in-.-
my mum was like wondering where the sofa was when she came home, only to see it in my room. haha
she said next time she should get non-movable chairs or heavy one so that i wouldnt shift the furnitures round the house anytime i like. =P

was told to go down to get baking powder
and to buy supper for them -.-
my sis wanted bubble tea from 929 and roti prata from 801.
what the heck...i didnt want to do so, so i told her choose one or none.
went to the 7-11 at 801, they dont have it.
went to the medical hall beside it, they dont have it either
the provisional shop across the road, they run out of it.
why does no shop seemed to sell it when i need it? lols
so i went to 929 in the end.
finally found a shop selling baking powder.
then bought bubbletea and rotiprata for her-.-
i said i wouldnt walked around to get her what she wants and in the end, i still gotten her what she wanted -.-.-.-
i dont think i will be patronising that bubbletea store in the coffeeshop, their pricing are very misleading.

my thumbs are still hurting from the tying of balloons =(
i havent touch the cello for a week.
i wanna practice on it but im lazy to even take it out on a bag.
and i dont know why but i like to do things in the middle of the night.
because i might want to play the cello later.
i never know when i feel like playing it.
its just like a random feeling which comes and goes.
and i would be disturbing my neighbours once again if i starts playing after midnight.
i want a cello mute. damn it.
anyone wanna study during the sept hols?

its sunday today and i was woken up by a phone call -.-
my house phone ringed, but i was lazy to get out of bed so i let it continue ringing.
lols, and then my handphone ringed too.
so i just stretched my hand to answer it.
the first thing i heard on the phone was : WHY DIDNT U PICKED UP THE HOUSE PHONE?
lols, what a way to start my day.
woke up ard 1.30pm++
slept at like 5am++ this morning/last night.
hahas. okay lets talk about the nanyang girls concert.

i fell asleep in the after and was awoken by liying's call.
luckily she called, if not i will be like sleeping until dont know what time.
lols. but it turned out that celeste was later. haha
fusheng asked where are we meeting and that he, vick and yunguan are going for the concert too.
so last minute. haha, but nevermind =) its the presence that matters
celeste is funny and crappy.
haha, took 154 from Eunos down to nanyang girls high.
my earpiece spoilt on the way.
HOW WONDERFUL-.-
now i needa get another earpiece.
anyone has any recommendations for one that is good but isnt too ex?

reached nanyang girls high and saw some familiar faces there.
someone there looks like boon yew. haha, and its really look alike.
the concert was okay i guess.
i was complaining, why isnt there a cello solo, and only other instruments solo?
lols, rubbish man.
nanyang girls played the syf set piece and it was really like WOAH! to see their cellists lah!
argh..........like, their motion is all together and the movement.
it just looks beautiful! =/
i gonna grill my juniors. lols.

haha, chatting with yunguan and fusheng on and off is funny..
especially when fs is kena suan-ed by yg. haha
took 67 to bedok.
actually we were on 154 but then we alighted the next stop to board 67. lols.
i got scared by vick-.-
i was just staring out of the window then suddenly i was thinking why was it so dark suddenly then i look up i saw vick -.-
got a shock and fs, ly, hy was laughing so happily =/
evils! lols.

went for supper at bedok 85.
had bbq stingray(nice=D), oyster egg omelette and chicken wings.
i dont know what happened to the mince meat noodles. haha
guess it was replaced by the stingray.
so huiyi and liying, i hope ur dont mind.
took 17 and alighted at huiling's hse bus stop and walked home from there.
i dont know why but the road was damn quiet only with a few buses going past on and off.
so i played a few tracks on my phone while walking home.
reached home within like 10mins after alighting from the bus. so not that bad.

okay and today, i didnt do much stuffs.
no one was at home when i first woke up.
all pang-seh me. lols
so i watched episodes 9-13 of x-family today and did nth else.
lols. and i realised that i didnt bring home my tuner again when i wanted to play the cello
i left it on a cello and forgot to take it home on fri so i thought i can get it the next day after prac
but yet i forgot to bring it home on sat again. and this time round i dont know where i placed it.
so i went online to see if like theres any online tuner.
found one which loads of comments said its useful so i tried.
and i think i only got the A-string right.
as in accurate.
others is like estimation?

okay its 11pm now and no one has yet to be back. =/
im bored. anyone wanna chat on the phone?
because my msn is still not working.
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

had a 'bad' night yesturday.
thanks celeste, chuiying, liying & yuyun.
i dont know why but i just felt damn bad.
i guess theres something wrong with me these days or what.
my mood just change here and there very quickly. =(
and most of the time its for the bad =(
but i just felt like a total failure sometimes.
im sorry that ure were 'forced' to go to the concert and later had to pay for it even if ur are not going.
especially catherine. sorry.
and btw, belated happy birthday. though i dont know if u will see this. haha

had co this morning and my mood was actually quite okay.
but as soon as i got to school..
i suddenlly felt damn bad and emo.
i sort of had no mood for todays prac and just felt like staying home.
but i cant for no good reason as in i shouldnt be doing that.
so i made junyan arranged the chair instead today.
haha sorry junyan and thanks for arranging the chair.
but he dont wanna help me tune my cello-.-
i was in no mood to touch the cello either.
so tune it here and there then i had my disappearing act for maybe like 5-10mins.
haha, guess it doesnt matters though.
yeah, so nvm.
during that period of time..
i suddenly thought of so much thing and felt so lost.
theres some things i wanted to consider doing like telling my dad abt something but yet im not prepared to think what the consequences gonna be.
and theres other things too. nevermind, end of this emo thing.
cause its nth good.

so i was in a no mood state to play the cello.
played other songs during break even though my fingers were pain -.-
thats what a idiot like me does.
so the end result is...
my left index and last finger hurts and i have gotten blisters on my index and right middle finger.
my middle finger dont really get blisters on it =/
i guess i felt better after the break so prac after break was much better for me.
got to try playing fengnianji at the actual speed i guess.
but im still not sure when to come in at certain parts.
but i managed to get through the whole song once =D
sorry yuyun, for causing displeasure later part. really sorry.

went for lunch at tecc mac later.
played the number game and now i know why dion dont like mayo
im actually alright with mayo taste
but after today with its mixture with others..omg..it taste disgusting!
lols. and yuyun the poor fellow kena continuously a couple of times.
haha, sad for her.
just hope that u dont get tummyache.
haha. going to nanyang girls high for a co concert later.
so far D=
okay bye bye thats all for now.
once again sorry catherine and yuyun.
if i owe any apologies to others, sorry too.
have a nice day everyone.

yoyoyo!
okay today is a nice day.
lols. total crap.

had bio in the morning and gotten back the previous test paper.
like finally after so long.
well, its pretty okay.
not that bad.
that was the day which we had physics, ss and bio
haha, all the test all chiong together
then pe which was boring.
gotten back physics common test paper!
luckily i passed! =DD
i dont know why, but i fear to fail physics paper more then anything now.
abigail passed too =D
and abigail said she likes this topic the most because its her highest

why does chem seems to have so much things to master now?
im dead.... so dead.......
english was okay too.
then it was the extra emaths lesson.
got back common test paper and i passed my emaths too.
lols. yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah.
lols lesson ended earlier and actually alot of ppl went home after getting their test paper.
went to look for missyanti later with chankai for the slf thing
chankai's sword balloon looks like a banana balloon.
lols. =PP

went to catch secret with yuyun and liying =D
haha, others pang-seh me.
lols, kidding lah.
timing clashes. thats why.
yup and so we caught secret and its pretty nice.
only that the ending was........
aww....sad.
but nvm, its just a show. lols.
and those fingers of his is like, woah, so fast.
haha. they played 'the Swan' for the graduation piece.
hmm, gonna go try out and play the song.
haha, even fusheng cant really handle it.
whats more me...
forget it lah...
lols, nvm lets just play it just for fun.
no one wants to play with me cello =(
booo....haha.

i cant upload the pics because i dont know why but my internet is being sucha * now.
okay not only now...this few days.
so..bye bye going to have my dinner.
my msn just cant seem to work =/

"Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word" by Elton John



What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you're not there?

What I got to do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

What do I do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

Yeh. Sorry

What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
What have I got to do?
What have I got to do?
When sorry seems to be the hardest word.

chatted with liying and yuyun last night.
actually i guess they were the one talking..
because i was falling asleep anytime soon.
haha, so sorry for not talking much.
other time k?
i promised i will speak, provided i have a topic. lols

well, so i only woke up at 3pm this afternoon.
more then 12hrs of sleep.

the weather is considerably pretty cold today.
was under my comforter whole day.
its so cosy and comfy. =)

sometimes i wonder what am i actually practicing.
i dont seem to be improving at all =/
and everytime i takes the cello out to play, im not practicing the songs we're supposed to but playing other songs from other book.
i ought to be shot.

homeworks yet to be done
but im not in the mood for them.
thats it. stopping here.
listen to the song! its nice =)