Happy/sad

I'm back from Taiwan and done with Day1 of TNS.
Need loads of sleep to get fully recharged.
And I have loads of things to share.
But I guess that will have to wait till after thursday at the very least for now I'm drainedddddd.

Bye.

Everyone loses their mind when they are going overseas.
That is especially true for pear jie lol...she made me laughed almost non stop for an hour because there was a flight delay and thanks to her I was exhausted. Hahaha

today has been rather calm, just that there was a little commotion and I felt soooooooo down lol but it's ok.
Got to wake up at 7plus tomorrow providing that i'm missing breakfast and that is very likely hahaha.

Exchange program with the ntua starts tomorrow. I hope it won't be too bad.
Good luck!

Tomorrow will be a better day for you and me

It's 4 am now and I have to wake up at like 7 and head to the airport. See you guys soon! Bye!
There better be wifi in the room.

ROFLOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

Knew I could be up to some mischief using yr's msn to talk, hahahahaha!

[pauL²ine]-[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
i realized
i got beehoon at home too
lols
Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
so?
lol
[pauL²ine]-[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
i shall stay home and eat the beehoon
hahahaha
Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
so you're not coming ah
[pauL²ine]-[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
lols
erm
nah
my mom got cook dinner
lols
Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
ok
[pauL²ine]-[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
i will get scolding if i go out eat
lols

------------after a few minutes-------------------

Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
haha
ok lah
dont play with you already
lol
hahahah
did you think i was angry?
[pauL²ine]-[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
a bit
lols
Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
[pauL²ine]-[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
but maybe not
Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
(Y)
=D
[pauL²ine]-[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
eeyer
i still think think think
should i go down a not
did you mom cook a lot?
Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
hahahahahah
dont know
she havent cook
[pauL²ine]-[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
lols ok
Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
and btwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
im zengmei HAHAHAHAHAH
[pauL²ine]-[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
!@#$%^&*()_
Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
i was trying to imitate yr's style and talk to you
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
[pauL²ine]-[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
!@#$%^&*()_
tsk
cheat me only
Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
HAHAHAH
not entirely lah!
i realized
i got beehoon at home too
lols
Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
so?
lol
[pauL²ine]-[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
i shall stay home and eat the beehoon
hahahaha
Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
so you're not coming ah

all these is yr say out then i type
hahahh
[pauL²ine]-[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
no wonder
Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
only the rest is me
hahahahahahahah
[pauL²ine]-[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
i really thought is him
i go suspicious when you gave the =D
yu ren dont use that
Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
XDDDDDDDDDDd
LOL
ROFLOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
HAHAHAHAHA
I FEEL LIKE LAUGHING OUT LOUD
but chuyuan is studying
LOLLLLLL

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
SO FUN! =D

Just when I want my cello, it is stucked in studio 10 in school.

Love you mum!

You was soooooooo irritatingly cute when you obviously saw the message I left for you and then pretended to not see it and force me to say it out of my mouth even though we went out of topic with you prompting the topic back again 3-4times. RAH.
I know that you won't be seeing this but still, my title says it all.
It doesn't have to be a special day for me to thank you but I just had to say it out today. Because I had never once said it properly to you.
Esp after watching that cello video which showed me the extend of a love a parent can give and to understand how fortunate I am.

This post seem so ...*shivers*... as if it was some kinda confession or what.
But whatever, it's for my mum.
The idiot who gave birth to this brainless idiot. Hahahahahahaha

My mum bought larsen strings for me!
How awesome is that!!!!!!!!!!!!
And I shall learn to be content!
Though it's a little stupid of me to not get G and C string, but well.......I feel the pinch, hahaha.
But I also think that the strings are a waste on me =/

已经决定的事
如果后悔
就会像在原地踏步一样
如果不往前走
我们永远都不会知道
现在走的到底对不对

HI GAIIISSSSSSSS!
Hahahahaha, I don't know why but I feel like posting that up, hahahahahah.

Look at this lame convo!
zm. says:
HAHAHAHAHA
LOLLLLLLLLLL
u say ur sch until so jialat
lol
Weiqi says:
it is jialat
and what is english word of jialat?
TERRY-BLE!!
zm. says (8:48 PM):
LOLLLLLLLLL

Ok, I totally forgot what I wanted to blog about, so anyway, here's some pictures, hahahaha.

My stupid ah-neh BF! lollllllll

Neoprintxwzzz Partial 1l04, lol

downsize of The People, lol

I was studying my ass off last week and now I'm enjoying my holidays! HAHA =D

Watch this!


You're a TOE-MAY-TOEEEEEEEEEE
HAHAHAHAHAHA =D

Food paradise

I'M TEMPTED TO GO INDULGE IN GOOD FOOD!
Good food doesn't mean expensive stuffs!
Like those food search at random places will do as well!
ice cream, cakes, waffles, and everything else! OMG
Any takers?

THE SMELL OF FREEDOM IN THE AIR!

EXAMS ARE OVER, LALALALALALA, HAHAHAHAHA

That means holidays are here, hahahahahahaha
No projects, tutorials and any whatsoever to think about of in the meantime!!!!!!
Till results comes out =XXXXXXXX
All pass please! With flying colours too! LOL, i wish lah hor, hahahaa.
I seriously wanted to pull up my gpa this sem, but at the look of my studying(so last minute) input, if i maintain i happy already, SERIOUS.
Can't improve at least maintain, lol.
Hahahahahahaha

And I have a sad life because all my classmates are like going home after the paper, lol, so no life, so i also no life los, hahahaha, lol.
Nvm, can date ppl out during hols =D
I now have all the time in the world to catch up with the people(though they will be busy with their schoolwork, but at least I can plan properly a suitable time whereby everyone can make it during their march hols)

Relaxation time =D
Cello time =D
Cy, you better spare me some time to date you out ah!
Been so long since I went out with you, 1-1 date, LOL, gayness.

BYE

GOOD MORNING!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHA, ok it's not very early, but well....I had my sleep and now it will be studying for another paper again.

Crim law is finally over, not that I don't like it, but it wasn't as easy as I thought, haha, like the way to identify the different provision, and which to include which not to, which is the correct one, which provision to be read with what and all the misconceptions.
But well...the paper that I worry for the most is now over and time to start revising the other subjects.

ok, bye!
can't wait for exams to end!

Didn't study the entire week at all! LOL, must start mugging, hahaaha, have to lah, to pull up my grades=/
Well! that's not the main focus for today!

Happy CNY and valentine's day!
Been to a pretty pretty place for the past two days to help my mum's boss do a little deco and tried some food over there which was $$$$$$$ hahahaha.
My lunch for the day cost $45, which consist of a dish only!
Guess that's my pay hur? A costly lunch, hahaha. But it was worth the try =D

These DIY benches are done by the workers there! =O So talented

This tapas thing cost $16! =O

Bye guys!

Facebook addiction disorder? =X

SPENT LOADS OF TIME ON FACEBOOK THESE 2DAYS!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Spoke a little to zh just now and she said i sounded more lighthearted already!
Hahahahaha, was it that bad???
But I'm glad things worked out fine and yes, I'm contented.
Projects submitted, problems more or less settled, gotten a peace of mind, spent quality time with some of the people I want to, had sufficient rest, had fun.
That's all for now!

I wish for exams to be over realllllllllll soon!

Awesome seniors!

CO practices everyday for the past week and..... tpco's pretty impromptu concert is finally over!
It's good because no more practicing for those songs when we are not prepared at all and worrying that the concert will be very cui (didn't turn out as bad as I thought it might)

but........

It's bad because that means that the school year is coming to an end soon which also means that the seniors will be graduating VERY SOON =( while those going for their SIP will be away for quite some time too =(

Concert was fun because of the seniors, no doubt, and my debut playing of bass was successful! LOL(I think I played better on the bass then on the cello lah, wth, lol)
Jx has the hard cello casing which is pretty but so heavyy that it's like carrying a bass around which is way more inconvenient then my semi hard case hahahahahahahahaha
Went round taking pictures with lihyee's camera as if it was mine, lollllll

Met up with them again today for pearrrr jie's 21st birthday celebration and it was funnnnnnnnnny(looking at others :x) and awesome!
A good break away from school(all the chiong-ing of project works + presentation)
With yr's weird theory of enjoying the scenic view of HDBs in S'pore, lollllll.

I bet that these two days will be one of the best memories I have for tpco.
And I think that I am very lucky to always get awesome people as my seniors! (which makes me feel sad thinking about them leaving:/)

my group got a freaking F for my client interview assessment.
to make it worst, it is 25% and that is one quarter the subject mark. FML man.

I could have written an essay or maybe even a chapter about the frustrations I have since 2weeks ago till now man.
RAH

For the past whole week(till I don't know when will it stop), everytime when I feel that I am ok, something will happen to make me feel sad and troubled again.
And I hate it.
But it's not getting any better.
For now, laughing helps to hide all my feelings.
I hope this stops soon.

So much has happened today, especially in the night.
Dinner with GC ppl was pretty awesome, the food! LOL
And then for their accompaniment + understanding.

Once again..I came face to face with something which I had never been able to face truthfully ever since I was primary4.
All because of some trivial matters which actually meant so much to me that it has since caused an invisible wall within me.
And I didn't know how much of an impact it has in me to make me feel so jumpy the entire night.
All I had in me was hoping to be able to express my thanks but I didn't know how to do so.
I hope to clear my mind soon and to give confidence to myself so that I can give my best for what I choose in the end and not to regrett.

Talked it over with my mum&sis and with cy, I'm feeling much at peace now though I'm still feeling jumpy over what I should do.
Maybe I should not think so highly of myself
I don't know.
Don't know why I broke down, but it was the first for 2010. and it's because of tkd.