I have been taking things for granted.
I have been a bad friend.
A horrible person.
I'm sorry.
I hope its not too late for me to find back the old me..

wanling baked an ORANGE cake specially for me!

There's this flu bug going around attacking everybody.
I don't know how, I don't know why, but yes, it found me.
This is not helping when there is so much to do for the camp.
Occasionally, I have the thought to just forget about it, just forget and cancel the camp man.
But yet again, everyone's effort will be wasted. Sheesh.

I found another twin today! LOL
And that is weilin!
As said by the mensa drinks auntie, lol!

After much thinking, I decided to head down to nas today to have a look at like the scores.
Jialat, like if you count weekly, it's just like 8practices away from the concert, haha.
And so far I've only seen the scores for one piece.
Thought only Stacia would be there, but guess what!
Yanying, stacia, vick and huiling were there as well!
Hahaahahah, it sort of felt like a reunion to me!
Like the few main seniors in cello that started my journey in CO were there.

Coincidentally......we were all one batch after one another!
Felt as if I was in sec1 again for that brief moment, apart from the fact that I didn't have to stay in the erhu room and hear them(the orchestra) playing outside, hahaha.

If I didn't go tonight......I would not have met them!
And the opportunity cost for that was that I could have gotten my belt today from Pauline mdm if I went for tkd, haha.
Opportunity cost, wth, so econs.

Bye world! (need to sleep, loll)

Lol, this is ancient man. Hahaha
But guess what, this was what my tkd instructor showed me after seeing my pm, lollllllllllllllllll.

Can't help but to wonder how in the world did I accumulate so much karma to have so many nice people around me that I feel that I suck. Haha.

Show a little kindness!

Went cycling today with the fruits today!
And.......I still can't cycle well, lolllllllllllll.

Had an adventure of my life today as a lousy cyclist and almost knocking down 2people, lollll.
And after all my crashings and dropping of the bicycle on the ground, the bicycle made weird creaking sound hahahaha. And Terry was very nice to risk his life of taking over my creaking bike and lend me his, hahahahaha.

And the world is kind afterall!
For random strangers bring iodine or medical stuffs with them and help people in need!
They aren't afraid to show kindness!
But you don't meet them everywhere!
That's what we need to make the world a better place to live in!
Especially so when the world is dying!

It is such a nice feeling when everyone is looking out for one another!
Really! Even when it is not expressed.

And monopoly deal is funnnnnn!
HAHAHAHAHA, it's a little like 'I'm the boss'.
So much for the 'no hard feelings' when yongsing counted the number of times I attacked him.
And I didn't had beginner's luck!!! Lol.
I was so close to winning like twice, and damnnnnnnnnnnnn someone else wins.
And I can't multi-task for nuts. Hahahaha

To end off this post........
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JELLY! (HAHAHAHAHA)

Bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm living my days as if I'm having my holidays already, lol!

Don't know Y didn't come!

Very jazzy feeling! =D


Elmo is so lucky to have all these people singing to him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I sang this when I was in my primary school choir!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


for Pauline! C IS FOR COOKIE, COOKIE IS FOR ME ~~~~~~ =D

For TERRY and IVAN!!!

When all the world is a hopeless jumble and the raindrops tumble all around
Heaven opens a magic lane
When all the cloulds darken up the skyway, theres a rainbow highway to be found
Leading from your window pane
To a place behind the sun
Just a step beyond the rain.........

Somewhere over the rainbow way up high
There's a land that I heard of once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true

Someday I'll wish upon a star and wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemon drops, away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me,
Somewhere over the the rainbow blue birds fly
Birds fly over the raindow why then oh why can't I

Somewhere over the rainbow way up high
There's a land that I heard of once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true

Someday I'll wish upon a star and wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemon drops, away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me,
Somewhere over the the rainbow blue birds fly
Birds fly over the raindow why then oh why can't I

If happy little blue birds fly beyond the rainbow
why oh why can't I!

Been checking my email so frequently.
But I always felt as if something was missing or not right.
It was only until after hearing VJCO's peng you then I realise what I was missing out on.
Despite opening so many mails, none of it meant a thing. Everything was purely on projects projects projects and nothing but projects.

I was suddenly reminded that we sang peng you for the farewell party we had in suzhou.
Yes, dumb and cliche of it to use that song, but well, the teachers told us to do that and yes, we did that. Haha, and I don't know why but I cried while singing that night, lollllllllllllllllll. So shameful! But the time spent there was fond memories.

The excursion spent with my buddy who gave me a lollipop the first time we met, hahahaha.
Her mum who was also their PE teacher o.O and her mum's burnt soup and da zha xie, and hahahaha, the two of them very cute!
And omg, the horror of playing toys early in the morning when I just woke up and the sharing of bed with someone I barely knew.
The breakfast I had with her after a late night spent out at some place and then strolling back to her house before getting ready to go shopping.
The daily running to and fro from her place to school because we always tend to drag time knowing that we are so near to the school.
Being mistaken for a guy by one of their english teacher and impressing everyone with my answer 'kingfisher', lolllllllllllllll.
The classroom which had aircon everyday, learning everything(maths and science) in chinese, omgggggggggggg.
Our happiness from getting to use the school com to log on to msn and chat, lolllllll.
And so much more!
Can't believe how livid those memories are that it feels like just yesturday when it was almost 3years ago!

same same, but different

The hardship, the joy, the frustration, the fun, were what once that took place.
At the same place, the same spot, with the same smell, just that time has change.
One by one, year by year, batches by batches, people are graduating.
Bidding farewells happens again and again and again.
But all these happens as time waits for no man.

That was a thought I had while I was at the reception area while helping guzheng to move their 'legs'. Haha.
But it's true isn't it?
One question solved!

Even though you've called and sms-ed to say that you will be fine and not to worry, I'm still worried.
In fact, I'm very worried.
How I wish I can fly over and fetch you back to Singapore now.
If only I have the capabilities to do so instead of just thinking and thinking here.

On a side note, I'm wondering if I should go and ask.

I have time on my hands now but I can't do my work.
How great is that.

PS. My tutor rolled eyes at someone in my group, lolsssssssssssssssss

JOKE OF THE DAY!

it's predestined says (12:21 AM):
anyway my mummy paid a deposit for a condo at downtown there
but the owner havent confirm yet
so confirm le then i will be staying next to the beach XD
zm. says (12:24 AM):
oh
but pasir ris bitch polluted lah
lol
it's predestined says (12:25 AM):
beach my dear -.-
zm. says (12:25 AM):
LOL

Sometimes the way life works simply make your world go topsy turvy.
in a day alone, I experienced 2 extreme ends of different feelings.
But it's not the time to say I quit.

Aren't things suppose to be back on track after so long?
I miss the times when nothing was my problem at all.
It's fine if they don't understand, but it is also not as if I am rewarded from doing all these, so shut your crap unless you can give me a better way out.
I need to find some other reasons to keep my faith for the reasons now are wearing out.

Tell me what is worth holding on for.

I feel like baking cupcakes. =(
But my house is in such a mess that I can't even fulfill that simple wish of mine even though I have a few hours off my hand to do something that I could share.
And I have no idea what to do for my mum for mother's day =(
I can't even do the simplest thing I have in mind now which is to bake, howwwwwwwwwwwww!

Suddenly

My Friends!

I wanted to blog about something. But I forgot what I wanted to blog about as soon as I got in.

Waiting in the library now for huiling and vick to come!
Been 2months or so since I last met her and vick.......probably since december?

I brought my BA book out with me thinking that I will probably do my tutorial while waiting. But looking at my mood now, I have no intention of touching it at all. Loll.

There's this very angsty person sitting opposite me in the lib. Don't ask me who, for I have no idea as well. Hahahahaha

I'm like just noting down all the random things that comes to my mind.

I feel that my blog looks so colourful with that picture there suddenly, lollllllll.

Woke up at 8am just for an hour's of lesson today-.-

I feel like sleeping now. But I can't =(

Mr Looi makes me want to laugh for nothing during tutorial today. Lol