Lol, this is ancient man. Hahaha
But guess what, this was what my tkd instructor showed me after seeing my pm, lollllllllllllllllll.

Can't help but to wonder how in the world did I accumulate so much karma to have so many nice people around me that I feel that I suck. Haha.

Show a little kindness!

Went cycling today with the fruits today!
And.......I still can't cycle well, lolllllllllllll.

Had an adventure of my life today as a lousy cyclist and almost knocking down 2people, lollll.
And after all my crashings and dropping of the bicycle on the ground, the bicycle made weird creaking sound hahahaha. And Terry was very nice to risk his life of taking over my creaking bike and lend me his, hahahahaha.

And the world is kind afterall!
For random strangers bring iodine or medical stuffs with them and help people in need!
They aren't afraid to show kindness!
But you don't meet them everywhere!
That's what we need to make the world a better place to live in!
Especially so when the world is dying!

It is such a nice feeling when everyone is looking out for one another!
Really! Even when it is not expressed.

And monopoly deal is funnnnnn!
HAHAHAHAHA, it's a little like 'I'm the boss'.
So much for the 'no hard feelings' when yongsing counted the number of times I attacked him.
And I didn't had beginner's luck!!! Lol.
I was so close to winning like twice, and damnnnnnnnnnnnn someone else wins.
And I can't multi-task for nuts. Hahahaha

To end off this post........
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JELLY! (HAHAHAHAHA)

Bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm living my days as if I'm having my holidays already, lol!

Don't know Y didn't come!

Very jazzy feeling! =D


Elmo is so lucky to have all these people singing to him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I sang this when I was in my primary school choir!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


for Pauline! C IS FOR COOKIE, COOKIE IS FOR ME ~~~~~~ =D

For TERRY and IVAN!!!

When all the world is a hopeless jumble and the raindrops tumble all around
Heaven opens a magic lane
When all the cloulds darken up the skyway, theres a rainbow highway to be found
Leading from your window pane
To a place behind the sun
Just a step beyond the rain.........

Somewhere over the rainbow way up high
There's a land that I heard of once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true

Someday I'll wish upon a star and wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemon drops, away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me,
Somewhere over the the rainbow blue birds fly
Birds fly over the raindow why then oh why can't I

Somewhere over the rainbow way up high
There's a land that I heard of once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true

Someday I'll wish upon a star and wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemon drops, away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me,
Somewhere over the the rainbow blue birds fly
Birds fly over the raindow why then oh why can't I

If happy little blue birds fly beyond the rainbow
why oh why can't I!

Been checking my email so frequently.
But I always felt as if something was missing or not right.
It was only until after hearing VJCO's peng you then I realise what I was missing out on.
Despite opening so many mails, none of it meant a thing. Everything was purely on projects projects projects and nothing but projects.

I was suddenly reminded that we sang peng you for the farewell party we had in suzhou.
Yes, dumb and cliche of it to use that song, but well, the teachers told us to do that and yes, we did that. Haha, and I don't know why but I cried while singing that night, lollllllllllllllllll. So shameful! But the time spent there was fond memories.

The excursion spent with my buddy who gave me a lollipop the first time we met, hahahaha.
Her mum who was also their PE teacher o.O and her mum's burnt soup and da zha xie, and hahahaha, the two of them very cute!
And omg, the horror of playing toys early in the morning when I just woke up and the sharing of bed with someone I barely knew.
The breakfast I had with her after a late night spent out at some place and then strolling back to her house before getting ready to go shopping.
The daily running to and fro from her place to school because we always tend to drag time knowing that we are so near to the school.
Being mistaken for a guy by one of their english teacher and impressing everyone with my answer 'kingfisher', lolllllllllllllll.
The classroom which had aircon everyday, learning everything(maths and science) in chinese, omgggggggggggg.
Our happiness from getting to use the school com to log on to msn and chat, lolllllll.
And so much more!
Can't believe how livid those memories are that it feels like just yesturday when it was almost 3years ago!

same same, but different

The hardship, the joy, the frustration, the fun, were what once that took place.
At the same place, the same spot, with the same smell, just that time has change.
One by one, year by year, batches by batches, people are graduating.
Bidding farewells happens again and again and again.
But all these happens as time waits for no man.

That was a thought I had while I was at the reception area while helping guzheng to move their 'legs'. Haha.
But it's true isn't it?
One question solved!

Even though you've called and sms-ed to say that you will be fine and not to worry, I'm still worried.
In fact, I'm very worried.
How I wish I can fly over and fetch you back to Singapore now.
If only I have the capabilities to do so instead of just thinking and thinking here.

On a side note, I'm wondering if I should go and ask.

I have time on my hands now but I can't do my work.
How great is that.

PS. My tutor rolled eyes at someone in my group, lolsssssssssssssssss

JOKE OF THE DAY!

it's predestined says (12:21 AM):
anyway my mummy paid a deposit for a condo at downtown there
but the owner havent confirm yet
so confirm le then i will be staying next to the beach XD
zm. says (12:24 AM):
oh
but pasir ris bitch polluted lah
lol
it's predestined says (12:25 AM):
beach my dear -.-
zm. says (12:25 AM):
LOL

Sometimes the way life works simply make your world go topsy turvy.
in a day alone, I experienced 2 extreme ends of different feelings.
But it's not the time to say I quit.

Aren't things suppose to be back on track after so long?
I miss the times when nothing was my problem at all.
It's fine if they don't understand, but it is also not as if I am rewarded from doing all these, so shut your crap unless you can give me a better way out.
I need to find some other reasons to keep my faith for the reasons now are wearing out.

Tell me what is worth holding on for.

I feel like baking cupcakes. =(
But my house is in such a mess that I can't even fulfill that simple wish of mine even though I have a few hours off my hand to do something that I could share.
And I have no idea what to do for my mum for mother's day =(
I can't even do the simplest thing I have in mind now which is to bake, howwwwwwwwwwwww!

Suddenly

My Friends!

I wanted to blog about something. But I forgot what I wanted to blog about as soon as I got in.

Waiting in the library now for huiling and vick to come!
Been 2months or so since I last met her and vick.......probably since december?

I brought my BA book out with me thinking that I will probably do my tutorial while waiting. But looking at my mood now, I have no intention of touching it at all. Loll.

There's this very angsty person sitting opposite me in the lib. Don't ask me who, for I have no idea as well. Hahahahaha

I'm like just noting down all the random things that comes to my mind.

I feel that my blog looks so colourful with that picture there suddenly, lollllllll.

Woke up at 8am just for an hour's of lesson today-.-

I feel like sleeping now. But I can't =(

Mr Looi makes me want to laugh for nothing during tutorial today. Lol

It's been almost 5months since I last saw the dragonxz.

I decided to just stick to using that term since the people aren't official and somehow I feel more attached to the term the dragonxz. Haha
Hanging around with them once more was pretty awesome!
Like, I don't know how to describe the feeling, but I felt some warmth from it, especially while we were playing in the rooms.
And then suddenly I went remembering the fact that we had actually been classmates for 2years and like, so many things had happened during the 2years and everything came running back to me again.

How I miss the feeling of sitting in class with all of them around me, with zh turning behind to smile at me, Jo giving her braces smile or the 'zm!?' expression, cy's sleeping or bitchings in class, ck's 'whatever~!', qh's help on maths+bitchings(hahahaha),jeremy's 'sha mah~~' and all the other nonsense..

How I wished to stay for the chalet but I had to go because I was really a little tired plus I thought I would be having cello.
But then........to think that lessons will only be starting from next week onwards because of my forgetfulness. =(((((((((
Now..not only do I not get to attend the lesson that I'm anticipating for, I'm also missing out all the time I could have enjoyed with them after not meeting them for so long. And I don't even know when will be the next time we will be meeting because everyone's all busy with their own stuff.

It's 6.18 am now and I am still not sleeping because I'm waiting for my hair to dry.
How I wish that I could stop wishing.

Don't know why am I losing my composure over such a little matter. But well I am.
I don't think I'm like that normally right?
I can't think of the rational behind my behaviour and I'm feeling irritated over behaving like that.
Just like some spoilt brat.
But I seriously felt auffocated, irritated, disgusted and pissed at the simplest thought of it.
I don't know why either.
I don't like behaving this way especially making it known to others simply because of the way I react to it which is so @!$%$#^@(
But I HATE TO LEAVE DOUBTS IN MYSELF.
AND NOT BEING ABLE TO DECIDE AND IDENTIFY WHAT I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT.

For the sake of sleeping an hour more, I had to get out of my house without washing up and head to the toilet built under my block to wash up. Wth-.-

Holidays are ending so soon and I had much fun this holiday, but, it's human nature to be greedy and ask for more.........I hope I have enough laughter to pull me through this sem. =/

Shihui said something last night which made me went =(
sch starting = not able to see her much this sem =/
chances of seeing my seniors who are yet so much my friends getting lesser

Life's bad when everyone you love are getting further and further away from you.

TW Trip! + TNS + TPCO Chalet

I want to have another holiday at taiwan!

Like to really explore the different places, try out their public transport, drink their bubbletea and every other little things that you do on a holiday!

For now...I shall just do my mundane, yet exciting, yet interesting, yet fun experience update, hahahaha.

There's too many pictures for me to post here.........so well.....just visit my fb for the pictures then! HAHAHAHA

Day1 - Had a flight delay of 1hr in the plane and omgoodnessss pearlyn went MADDD. Hahahaha, we were both laughing like mad. Ok, I better cut short my updates instead of writing things one by one, if not I don't know when will i ever get to finish this post. Went for dinner at some science center place thing?

Off to shilin market for shopping of only 1hr plus? siansssss, all shopping trip like that de los. Ate loadsss of food, haha, not bad not bad, plus my bubble tea =D Oh and the day ended with laughing for about half an hour before we slept with shiyan and amalina, lolllllll.

Day2 - Went to NTUA and woah.....I like the feeling of playing in their orchestra, hahaha, just that my skills aren't there yet lah, like duh! lol.......plus the cello I used was very nice to play with! Like too good to be true that I'm using it. Huge packed lunch at the basketball court, lolllll, super big chicken!

And then off we went to jiu fen where I bought loads of tai yang bing there and ginger tea and jelly which made me look like I went on a shopping spree because there was so much things to carry. And then off we went to Ximending for dinner plus shopping where everything was about food food and food again. Not to forget my bubble teaaaaa!

Day3 - Went to NTUA for practice again, and wahlao!! COLDDDD too much details to complain about(of you-know-who), so I shall leave out those, because i'm trying to recall about 1month's old worth of daily memories! Then we went up the mountain to some place where there were antiques and records and those related, and shihui,yuren,weilin,janice and I had our own fun downstairs before joining the rest upstairs, but everything to be explained ended! So that goes to show how long we played =X LOLLLL. I was dead asleep on the coach to be immune to the noise the rest made, lolllllllll

Went to wufenpu to shop and oh man......not enough time not enough time not enough time! Bought a pair of boots!(wasted alot of time there because of waiting for the person to bring the shoe over =( ), bought 2wristbands without thinking, lolll(that started my shopping mood, hahaha), plus 3tees and we had to go =( There were so many other shops yet to be exploreddddd!

Went over to shihui's room and then hahhahahahaha, I was a mass destruction, it was the first night that pear jie and wanling stayed up till like 3plus, hahahaha. Went back to my room later and then we started laughing non stop again, loll.

Day 4 - Performance that day! Like finally, so that we won't have to practice again, I felt so inferior! Hahaha, but oh well, time to improve my skills, I want to undertake lessons again, but time is not on my side =/ It was once again coldddd and then off we went to the musuem in NTUA and then dinner at a restaurant and then shopping again! Hahahaha, but I can't remember what I bought, nothing much I guess. Oh oh! My cap!! =D hahahahaha

And then I had my daily dosage of bubbletea againnnn with snacking in shihui's room again with wanting and weilin and crystal too! And then we were laughing laughing and laughing again, lolllll. We even received a call from the reception to tone down =X HAHAHAHA

Day 5 - Went to yu ren ma tou and took loads of pictures there too! Didn't bother to really snap pictures the first few days because we were mainly in the school and I don't know why I didnt bother to take anything, but anyway....it doesn't matter! Lollllll. Then we were off to dan shui and I bought quite a number of small gifts there which are still with me now because I haven't met any of my friends who I bought those gifts for.

Bought my red bling bling specs there! Lol, my only regret for there is a hat which I didn't buy because at that point of time I was lacking in money(but had sufficient after that night), and the watch which I wanted; which I got, looks more practical then the hat. But nevermind......Had loads of food there too! Lolllll. Not to forget, bubbleteaaaa lol!

Went to this zi you guang chang and sun yat sen memorial hall which I don't remember learning anything there but just taking pictures and having fun, lolll. And then off we went to the 24/7 bookshop which had soooooo much books there but yet alot of cello scores were sold out, oh man!!!! But still, I got 2books from there, hahaha. And then we went to taipei 101 which we later decide to visit the next day and then off for dinner!

After that was a mad rush to catch a concert which I kept dozing off because I was so tired from the lack of sleep for the past few nights of sleeping at 4 or 5am and waking up at 7 or 8am. That was another regret I had because I couldn't appreciate the concert properly when there is so much of them for us to learn=/ Oh, and I love their chang cheng sui xiang qu!!!! Reminds me of so much memories in NASCO....And the other song that I woke up to hear was their encore piece, hua hao yue yuan, lol. I don't remember any other pieces that they played. The night was late, so we ended it by returning to the hotel, but then out we went again to carrefour which was 24/7 there where we all bought snacks(kinder surprise!) and stuff for the last night there to PARTAYYEE and loads of instant noodles, lolllll.

Then it was the packing of our lugguage = siannnnnnnnn. Went round returning money and collecting my properties which I left everywhere to pack my lugguage, lollllll. Supper plus laughing session at shihui's room again. Unfair! It will never be at my room because shihui's room ratio 3:1 wins mine, siannnn hahahaha.

Day 6 - went to taipei 101 and then it was photo taking session again, lollllllll. Then off to this place where all the scenes in those idol dramas were taken and me and pear jie were running around, lol, hoping to get to the place where they took xia yi zhan xing fu at, but oh man!!!!!!!! we had to meet F and we were told to turn back, siannnnnnnnnnnnnn. We were so closed yet so far, sian sian sian sian sian. And we ran one round round part of the place, lol, morning exercise, hahaha.

Off for lunch and it was the first and last quite meal we have in tw, lollll. Because we had to rush for our plane, so I jolly well shut up and eat and not make noise to waste time. But sadly, even when I eat quietly I get 'scolding' as well, lollllllllll. Then off we went to the airport and back to singaporeeeeee. Finally a good rest after so long but oh mannnnnnn I miss all of them like nuts, lol. The trip was full of laughing laughing and laughing which meant fun fun fun and nothing but fun! OH not to forget the lack of sleep I got from it too. HAHAHAHA

I have finally blogged about my tw trip with tpco! Ok, maybe it's just narration for you guys reading, but it's a keepsake for me so that I can recall what event happened at each place, so even if it is not EGG-citinggg enough, =P. Hahahahaha

Next up will be tns which actually I feel that there is nothing to blog about since I had to check into the hostel the very next day after getting home from tw which was sun and checking in on mon, so I was veryyyyyyyyyyyyyy tired and I don't know how I survived but I survived through the four days with loads of dozing off in class and rushing back to the hostel before 11pm, which always exceed, lolllllll.

Then in the 3days break, went kiteflying with the monsters? sounds weird calling them that, but well, they are the monsters, lol, but yet my amazing seniors. It was fun but DAMN, the kite couldn't go up whenever I try to fly it, I'm so gonna try it again. RAHHHHHHHH

Sent pauline off on sun and siannnnnnnnnn =/ I don't know why I did, but well I did. But it's already been almost 2weeks she left! So that means that she is 2weeks closer to coming back! Been chatting with her almost every night and webcamming with her almost everynight too! Lol, that was before tpco chalet. Hahaha.

Monday was back to hostel and I was totally dreading it. I don't know why was I dreading it so much, I guess it was compared to the fun I had from tw trip it was much lesser, thats why I didn't want to return there. But it was also because I was tired. And because I was tired, I didn't open myself up to make new friends as how I normally do and that was why I only got closer with my flatmates as in got better and closer then how we were in the first week on like the 2nd last day!? I know that is damn late, but yes that was what happened. And I had so much fun the last few days too. Stupid can! But well, I can still dig them out during school time! Hahahaha.

Then it was TPCO chalet(from monday-fri for me)and my body clock has been screwedd again. Lollll, with sleeping only at 9am, 7.30am or 8am and waking up at 12pm, 2pm or finally 3pm! on all the different days. Madnesssssss. And I guess that I'm really really tired that everytime I get to sleep I really conk off like a dead person. Both in TNS and during chalet, lolllll.

And though it was pretty disappointing that the attempt to make it a surprise fail(obviously..partly my fault since I had tns and couldn't start on it sooner), but well, I hope they like it. It would be really really really different now I guess =/ Arghhh musnt think about it now, if not, nvm nvm nvm.

And this is the first time that fire setting failed so badly for me. From 5.30-7.30, the set up for 2pit failed so badly that in the end only half the pit survived. Never once had I used up almost 30fire starter and I could still fail when the fire setting was so successful the other times I did. Kns, waste my energy only.

Spent my day sleeping today to return my sleep debts and I felt so good when I woke up! But I will be off to nua again because school is starting on monday and I don't have much time to nua anymore! Monday will be the day where I will be starting the routine of projects tutorials test and projects again, siannnnnnnnnnnn.

My holidays somehow just zooooooooooom past again this time round =/
If you survived through this super long post........ hahahahah, well, you survived! LOLLLLLLLL

Till next time!