Saturday, June 07, 2008

It's a wrong decision to stay home today.
Unknowingly, I fell asleep on the sofa at 10pm+
After waking up at 12am+, I forced myself to stay awake to get some things done.
Omg, that was tough man! Haha.
Decided to go back to bed at 3am+ and damn it!
I couldn't fall asleep!
Like wth?
So I laid wide awake till 5am+

My mum said she almost wanted to kill me while trying to wake me up this morning.
And as usual when I don't get much sleep, I get very hyper.
To that extent that my sis was very irritated with me.
Lols.
And I was left alone at home again because I fell back asleep.
But!!! There's this wedding under chuiying's block which was singing so loudly that it got me totally irritated with it and couldn't fall back to sleep.
Rah...I could practically shout down and ask them to keep quiet.
But I know I shouldn't be doing that.

Btw, another irritating matter
When I was sleeping, my phone kept ringing.
And it was from this person who was looking for Eddie.
Time and again, I told him that he got the wrong number but he kept calling back and insisted that I was holding on to Eddie's phone.
I was seriously irritated because this wasn't Eddie's phone but mine.
If the line that I had was a second hand, I don't mind the mistake of people not knowing the change of ownership.
But the problem is that this wasn't a second-hand line.
So can't the other person accept that he got the wrong number?!?
He even sent a few messages claiming that I'm Eddie -.-

I guess that's my retribution for irritating my sis earlier in the morning.

Thursday, June 05, 2008

Getting out of bed recently been quite a hard thing for me?
I don't know why. Haha
Be it whether I sleep early or late, I would still laze in bed the next morning.
And whats more, it isn't like 10mins or 15mins.
It can be as long as 1hr or 2hr.
However, if I have an appointment early in the morning probably 8 or 9 plus, I would spring out of bed almost immediatly. Lols.
Like today, I wanted to wake up at 8am in the morning but I snoozed my hp alarm from 8am all the way to somewhere around 10.30am -.-
Thats horrible lah-.-
And then I start chionging and forgetting taking things-.-
Just like how I went out of my house without taking my wallet today. Lols
And I was like waiting for the lift and when I only recalled about my wallet when the lift came filled with people.
So the situation was like awkward for me because I walked into and out of the lift on the same level.
Lols.
At least this is better then walking all the way to the bus stop before realising it.
Couldn't stand the messiness of my room.
It was really messy, but not the worst it can get.
Just sitting down and staring at my room got me irritated.
Lols, so I decided to at least clear the tables.
And I think the mess gonna pile up again-.-
Okay, going off now. Bye

How's the post today?
Haha XD

Monday, June 02, 2008

Selfish brat.
Smoking in the lift when its NOT ALLOWED.
What's more, walking out of the lift with a lit cigeratte butt and puffing it right in my face.
Wtf. I seriously wanted to scold him on the very spot.

Hang on, let me vent my frustration about this.
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RAH. DAMN IRRITATED.

Okay, and being so irritated, I got onto my com as soon as I got home.
Another thing which irks me.
With reference to somewhere, I was reminded of the variety show on channel U last sat I think.
Had loads of comments towards what the host said.
They mentioned something about the father of a family has to go out all day and work and thus, neglected the child.
And when the child is asked on who does he/she is closer to, he/she says the mum.
And the host later said on how hard the dad has to work and yet seem so little to their child and blah blah blah.
Later ending with the dad being the 'greatest'.
Something like that.
Maybe I intepretated it wrongly or what, but then I think its unfair to mum's if this is so.

In this age, even mums has to go out and work as well.
After a hard day of work as well, why does it seem that Mum's are obliged to come home and start serving everyone and do the household chores like some maid and yet Dad is just sitting down doing nothing.
Since both had a equally hard day at work, why is it that this has to continue for the mum and the dad need not do anything at all?
That is not being fair?
Seriously, not only is the dad providing the household income, the mum is doing so as well.
So why are they terming dad's to be so wei da.
Are the mums not doing equally as much too?
Much to a extent that they are actually doing more.
Urgh.

Sunday, June 01, 2008

Today's episode of 命中注定我爱你 is a heartbreaker.
Really! =(
I feel sad for chen xin yi =(
Disappointed-.-
nevermind, i don't give a damn.

I am...........bored.
I want to catch a movie badly.

I want to bake cakes.
I want to make jellies.
I want to make salads.
I want to make pancakes.
But I dont want to eat them-.-

Okay, maybe I want to eat pancakes.
Shall go ransack my fridge and kitchen and see if I have the necessary stuffs.

Damn it, feeling irritated again.

I like that watch at St. Louis
But the other one looks nicer on mummy's wrist.
But mummy dont want to get that watch for herself though she like it unless I like it too.
=(((((((((
Maybe I get that for her on her birthday?
=/////////

Friday, May 30, 2008

Happy Birthday Cai Yan!
Hope you really really really enjoy yourself.
Take good care of yourself and stay happy.
Anything, can come and find me =)

Okay, going off now.
It's already/only 11.38pm.
Just reached home and I'm dead bushed.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

I'm back.
Haha. My modem died on Monday.
Though I didn't had the chance to use the computer...I don't know how but I simply let my time pass by me.
Let's see what I wanted to blog about the past two days=/

Monday
It was the day which I had been studying a whole week for.
Haha. Being a coward for fearing I wouldn't get what I would hope for, anyone who asked me how was the paper..I simply replied I don't know.
For it seem that all along if I commented on any of this things, it might turn out the opposite.
So I rather just shut up.

It gets really really really irritating when someone just cut into your lane for no good reason.
Especially when the pool wasn't crowded and when there were abt 2-3 other lanes available.

The conversation with mrthong via sms was damn funny =D

Met up with chuiying&yanting later before coming home to practice my cello for the fun of it.
No lah, I was just reminded of how long I haven't touch it and how unprepared I am for the exam that I'm having most likely in august.
I hope they doesn't like place it in july or what.
If not, I'm SO dead.

Chatted with huiling on the phone and randomly decided that 'ok, i shall go audition for the fun of it.'
So she helped me inform them and stuff.

Off to bed.

Tuesday
Woke up and saw the message from huiling last night.
It says that my timeslot is Today at 1pm.
I was seriously thinking 'WTH?!'
Because like what I mentioned, I didn't intended to go for it, wanted to study hard to get in through my Olvl points rather then DSA.
So..I didn't had any song in mind because I'm not ready for any shit. Not even the exam pieces, because like I said..I haven't touch it for quite some time.
But still, I didn't bother much, just had the intention to go there and get the experience.

Went to tjc after school with jingzhi.
I somehow got the 'anxiety' bug from her.
It started out great.
The students there were like very friendly?

Let's see how it goes :
Jingzhi&I walked into the school with our instruments.
Two/three guys were infront of us.
They started joking among themselves on who was a past-co boy.
And one of them suddenly turned and ask us to follow him.
But because we didn't know where was the co room and I was supposed to call huiling when I reach her school, we didn't know what to do.
So I decided to just follow Jingzhi who followed the guy.
Another friend came past and they were saying something like 'your future junior'(referring to jingzhi because she was holding nicholette's zr)
And they asked us to follow that new guy.
Walked a little more and they met this fellow friend of theirs.
They told her to bring us to the co room and so we followed her.

And everything started changing.
I'm not gonna recall about what happened again because it pisses me and agitates me off.
Seriously.
Because I knew I wasn't going there for the audition to be successful since I wasn't at all prepared, what I anticipated for was the experience I could get.
Like get to know the procedures and stuffs since I never does this before.
What I would comment was, being like a fool/idiot over there, I didn't know what to do at all.
I felt insulted.
I don't know why I felt that.
But that was definitely not my standard.
It seem as if I went there to bring shame for myself.
Was damn pissed even after a few hours.
Didn't know why was I taking it so hard.
Went home and started playing the cello.
I seriously went crazy.
Vented my anger on the strings and luckily, it didn't break.
And though my index and last finger hurt, I continued.
And now my index is swollen. and it still hurts-.-
huiling, gaoyang and caiyan, thanks.

Even when I recall it now, it gets me agitated.

Chance upon the scores for the theme for Swan Lake yesturday.
It rocks I tell you.
Im gonna master that song some day though it isn't that hard. Lols
Just have to smoothen the notes.

Wednesday
3hours of maths today.
Crazy. Haha, but I think I might know how to do it.
This isn't something good, everytime I think I know how to do something, it gets tougher later-.-

Saw yuyun!
Haha, you've grown darker.
废话。-.-
I appreciate that hug.
Really.

That movie medley themes thing irritates the guts out of me while I was in the sheng room playing with yuyun.
Its not hard actually, but it just got me irritated with all the different countings and the same notes.
Totally can't hear anything out of it.
Maybe I'm overestimating myself.

I actually forgot what I wanted to blog for today after being reminded of all the stuffs that happened the past two days.

Nevermind, I should go get a start on my homework.
Bye.
Its yet another long post right? =d

I really miss 田老师.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

It's over it's over it's over!
Yeah. Hahahahaha
Okay, for now at least.
Until the result is out Xd

Okay, though it's the sch holidays now...
Theres still lessons-.-
So..that's tomorrow's matter!

Bye!

For today at least, I might be playing.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Actually..I do miss my old classmates.
Random. Okay, Bye
Hi.

So my days had been filled with chinese chinese and chinese
It quite a miracle how I survive so many days of chinese studying, but well, yeah, I survived. Lols
But it makes me really tired as well.
I couldn't get out of bed this morning and I don't know why.
I really hope that I can secure a A1 for mt.
Like afterall the things(shouldn't call it effort because I think I had not done enough) I've done, I don't know why but I'm actually scared that I won't be able to apply anything at all or rather, I've learnt nothing ._.
So please..let me get a A1 for mt.
Please please please please please.

Went to Swensen with my mum yesturday.
Had a nice time there and not to forget...the Ice-creams!
But sadly, I had to go there to study Chinese as well.
Why don't the menu have chinese either?
Maybe I can use it to study.
That's crap-.-

TJco concert.
Saw many ex-nasians there as well.
Saw Stacia!!!
Haha, I think I get what they meant by saying Bernard is less quiet now. Lols
Fusheng's waterhorse hair is gone.
Huiling was all glittery.

For the first time in history ever!
My mum told me to go and have supper with the rest after the CO concert. Lols!

I think I'm really nocturnal!
Because I soon got quite 'alive' in the night.
Lee Chuang is really fun!
My cup of tea. (LOLS! JUST KIDDING!)

Anyway, its sunday today and that means that the chi Olvl is tomorrow.
So all the best everyone whose taking it as well.
Let's kill the paper.
Hahahahaha .....

Wanna see my chinese standard?
Hi, 你好!
希望我们明天的paper会是容易的。
Kena sai._.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

hellOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
byEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
That's freaking lame-.-

Well, I think Fong's lesson is not that bad afterall.
In fact, I think I might like it?
Lols. Let's leave out the fact that he goes round pin-pointing at everyone's attire.
Or maybe I don't know him yet.
So I think hhes good.
Haha.

Kept thinking that we don't have to go to school tomorrow.
I guess the last day of school thing for everyone else apart from the sec4s have got to me as well.
Hahaha.
But sadly..there's lessons tomorrow =(((((((
And school is not starting any time later but the usual.
Rah......

Caiyan : I still feel sorry. Haha.

Got annoyed by my damn fringe.
Went to get it snipped off at some random salon opposite my house.
My mum was saying, go risk your hair then, HAHAHA.
And there I go, off to the salon.
Lols. I don't know what to say about it.
But my fringe is indeed less irritating!
Trimmed the back as well.
You see...I'm all ready to sit for my MT paper.
All trimmed and proper.
Lols, indeed-.-

Huihui says shes feeling the stress for us.
Haha, interesting!
She can feel the stress for us so that we can be stress-free!!
Haha.

Btw, went to see the sitting plan for the paper and DAMN.
I'm at the 3rd seat again. -.-.-.-.-.-.-
Like how coincidental can this get man?
Class Register: 3, therefore at the 3rd seat.
MT register: ......0065?(forgot already. lols), don't know why, but also at the 3rd seat.
Like everyone's arranged in a random manner and yet I'm still at the 3rd seat.

And OMG!
Caiyan is also sitting beside me for the MT paper too.
Lols, like omg omg omg omg.
So cursed! (lols, thats kidding=D)
But well..its just like so coincidental?
Because shes also sitting beside me for internal exams.
Haha, fated lah.
Caiyan, 命中注定啦, I'm not just a Nobody.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.

How did I get Caiyan's spastic-ness?
Omg. *shields it away*
Haha, LAME!!!!!

Bye.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

I have 3 different tan on me now-.-
My sis said I turned red again-.-
That was also how she guessed I went for a swim-.-
Everything is ending with a -.-


I don't know.
It still bothers me.
YO!
Okay, I don't know why am I feeling so hyper now.
Haha. Might be because of the swim I just had. XD

Well..This week is supposingly the MT intensive week to prepare us for Olvl Chinese next week.
But yesturday was like even worse then a normal MT lesson?
The teachers must be thinking that they have the whole day to teach MT.
Must be Must be.

I think I learnt something after having SunTao's lesson.
Time seemed to pass by fast too!
And the girls were quiet as well.
Haha, shes not bad =D
WangQiang..less capable as her. Lols.
Omg, I'm making myself sounding like some critics.
I find him very entertaining.
Him, not his lessons.
Just as like what Caiyan said, he is teaching in his own LaLaLand and speaking to himself.
Certain phrases said by him sounded funny too.

I heard that we will get a taste of LeiMee & Fong as well. -.-
Seems as if this is a time for us to experience all the different kinda MT teachers in the school way of teaching.

Went to tm after school.
Bought a chinese assessment book. Lols.
Sudden enthusiasm.
My mum might be nagging at me again.
Because I hardly touch assessments(in fact..unless it is needed to be handed in, then will I do. lols-.- my mum has also decided not to get any since I doesn't do it. lols)
and now I'm getting one without asking her.
Lols, gonna pia for MT and finish that book by Sat night before meeting Caiyan on Sunday.
We will be marking each other's book and the loser have to treat the other fellow lunch. Lols!

Saw this guy dipped in the pool and swam for one lap and off he went to sun tan.
After that, he came into the pool and dipped himself again and went off without swimming.
Weird isn't he?
If he just wanted to cool himself down or what..
He could possibly have just gone to the tap and shower himself?
Why does he need to enter the pool?
Lols, maybe he likes the chlorine smell to be on him
LOLS!

One dumb thing I did today.
I totally forgot that the seniors are performing for tapestry too.
So I asked some if they wanted to go catch it.
Only remembered about it after receiving replies from them like 'I'm performing'
Lols, felt damn dumb =X

Off to do my chinese assessment!
Lols. -.-

Monday, May 19, 2008

Friday, May 16, 2008

Hi.
I don't know whats with that sudden uproar of mine.
So much vulgarities used-.-
And I would still work on maths despite hating it.

Let's see what happened today.
Woke up in the morning having diarrhoea -.-
Don't know why either.
So I went down late in meeting chuiying.
Sorry..I'm really sorry.
Been going down late-.-
Either for waking up late or what-.-.-.-.-
Luckily, I found my diarrhoea pills before leaving home.
Guess that saved me.

I can't stand the way Yongyuan commented today.
It was like not our fault or that we're insisting on doing things that way?
We were just going round to give the envelopes earlier so that everyone won't like have to rush around because it was already like nearing 12pm?
And yet he made it seem as if we insisted on having a second round of donations.
Hello?!? We wasn't the one who came up with this. We were just carrying out the actions planned by you all?
We know that not many will donate a second time.
But we didn't phrase it in the way that they HAVE to donate once again?
We merely said that if they have cash to spare and can afford to, we would appreciate any amount donated by them.
And giving only to the sec1s and stopping at it might make others feel why are we like only focusing on the sec1s and like not bothering about the others just like what happened during the sports day?
And the sec1s might be thinking why only are they required to foot out extra?
By choosing classes to pass the envelope and not to, it might make us seem as if we're picking and not accepting whatever we got?
Surely many would be unhappy, but its best to at least pacify most and do things the way that seem to be more impartial isn't it?

Seeing those smses sent by my juniors makes me feel sad.
Really. I felt helpless.
I don't really know how to phrase the feelings I was having but I am just feeling sad about it.

Now that the weekends are approaching...I'm actually feeling rather lost.
Like I don't know what to do.
I know I'm suppose to be studying.
But apart from that, I can't help but have that lost feeling in me.
It seem that not having anymore CO practices is making me rather depressed and lost actually.
I knew I would miss everything before stepping down, but I didn't know that it was that bad.
Though I know I can still go down and practice since I'm still having a cello exam yet to be taken..The feeling is different.
When I went down on Wednesday to help with the scores.. while walking to CD shelter, I don't know why but just felt differently and as if I wasn't welcomed anymore.

sorry, emo-ing.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

I'm feeling VERY pissed right now.
I don't know the reason for it either.
I don't know what started it and I feel like banging the wall to vent my frustrations.
what the fuck.

To add on, I don't know why but am just reminded of my bio and physics marks.
Okay, I know I didn't score well for either.
But what I just wanna rant about is that I studied like crazy for physics this time and yet what have I gotten?
SHIT RESULTS.
I spent like so much time on physics such that I neglected the others as well.
But yet why is it still like SHIT!
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
And because of it I screwed others as well because of the failure in planning my time well.
I spent lesser time on bio and yet for now at least(without section C)..it seemed that I gonna do better for it then physics.
My mood now is really like shit?
SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT.
DAMN IT.

Yuyun, I'm sorry.
I felt glad for you while looking at what you type though I wasn't in a good mood.
But I couldn't stand it when you shot me that sentence that I simply replied 'haha ok'.
I seriously couldn't stand it.

What's the damn fucking problem with me man!?!
Physics is just simply killing me.
And I really really really really hate maths. >:'(((((((((((((((((((
Yo.
I think I'm very smart.
Headed home after school because I was having a headache.
Headed home and....
I forgot to bring my keys again-.-
Pissed.
Headed to my grandma house and fell asleep there instead.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Tried to escape but I don't think my conscious will let me off if this continues.
Though I seriously started earlier on the subjects, what I've gotten is seriously shit.
I think I might be thinking that just because I started earlier meant that I've studied more?
Maybe that's not the case.
I should stop finding excuses for myself.

After getting back the papers for combine humanities yesturday, I felt scared.
Seriously scared.
But I don't know where to start from.

* said something to me.
But the thing is, I'm not like you.
Don't come and tell me at least I didn't fail all my subjects.
That's not the point.
I know what I want and where I'm aiming for.
But the point is I'm not yet working on it.
So don't come and tell me that because that is not what I'm aiming for.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

I think this piece is pretty nice.
Saw it on Vick's link and decided to have a look.

久石讓 Joe Hisaishi Asia Dream Song


Another piece that I find it nice : 久石譲 - Spring


Does anyone have the song?

I didn't mean to behave so insane-ly today.
But that is one way where I would stop myself from thinking about other things.
Sorry for being a disgrace.