It's already thursday today.
Oh no! That means next week is coming soon!
All the sciences SPA skill 3.
Omgoodness!
And worst still, it will drag on until the following week for my biology spa skill3.
That means I can't play my guts off on friday-.-
But at least, I will be done with my cello exam.
Isn't that wonderful? Lols-.-

Practiced the cello for 2h30min straight!
Haha, been quite some time since I practiced so vigourously this year.
What to do..I have been slacking ever since CCA stopped.
Though I know I don't play the cello nicely..
I still wished that I would be able to get a Pass with Distinction =/

There's this layer of dead skin forming on my finger.
And its hardening.
Lols.

The dark knight is a nice movie.
Harry Potter's coming out later this year. Yes! Haha
I will want to watch it on the opening day.
Let's hope that O's has already ended by then.

Look after yourself people. Bye

Paranoid.
It's said that a dream will not happen, however, the opposite of it will.

Bad dreams? Sweet dreams?

Why is it that some dreams keep recurring?
Whereas some only happens once.

Some dreams wears you out.

Still, you hope that it would happen again.

What are dreams actually?
A desire of one?
A person's hope?
Or is it a person's regrets?

Regrets are the consequences of not spending enough time with the ones that you hold dearly to your heart.

It's saturday today but yet I kept having the impression that it's a sunday.

Maybe.

Totally disgusted, irritated and pissed off.
Like wtf. -.-

Bastard-.-

Damn Loser.

Every single vulgarity can simply just come out of my mouth if I were to speak.

And to add on to the irritation, my left index is feeling damn pain-.-
All thanks to the stupid bridge of mine.
I'm so gonna change it off after O's.
Adding on to the layer of dead skin on my finger-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-

Everything's all just going the wrong direction lah.
Wtf -.-

12more days.
To either be disappointed or satisfied.
But I fear that I will feel disappointed.
I don't deny that I hardly find the time to touch my beauty.
Thus, whatever result it is, I can only say, serve me right.
But obviously I would still be wishing all the best for it.
Nevermind, I shall chiong it for the last few days I have.
Shall make up the hours as much as possible.

Everyone just seem to be stepping on my 'tail' recently.
wtf-.-

Hey Yo!
Time flies doesn't it?
Didn't even realised that my last post was on the 9th of july.
Not that is has been very long.
Just that I didn't know that I hadn't updated my blog since then.

Well, I guess life everyday has been nothing but just studying studying and studying.
But well, given the fact that I like to study on my bed...
The comfortness often led me to slacking.
Not in the context of using the computer.
But something worst then that.
Stoning on the bed-.-

Quite a number of things happened recently.
Not major ones. Duh-.-
But just small daily ramblings that can turn my day topsy turvy.
I guess what I miss now is simply 'simplicity'.
When everything was so simple and not having to worry about anything.
Like, playing with my cousins, chatting with my grandma, playing with my sis, attending loads and loads and loads of cca.

For some unknown reasons..
I was just simply very hyper today.
Couldn't stop laughing.
But after those laughs, I felt dead.
As if my energy got sucked away by some creeps.
Seems as if Life's a Chore.

Supposingly..
My buddy that I made from Suzhou last nov was supposed to come over to S'pore somewhere during this period of time.
But I don't know what happened or what..
It doesn't seem to be so.
I can say, yup, I'm disappointed.
Though people might say 'You only knew hr for less then 5days? How close/well can you two possibly be?'
Well, I guess to me..it's not a matter of duration.
Instead, its the process.
I'm one who emphasis loads on the process and not the end result.
One might attain the end result by any means, but the process can never be gotten through any means.
Also, I don't term a friend as someone who I know for long, gets benefits from them or whatever crap, but one that I can click with, enjoy their accompaniment, appreciate them for who they are.

I miss practicing with my juniors.
No only that, but also the after-co lunches with them.
And many others.
Also, seeing yuyun's sms today just made me felt......
awwww....I miss you too.
Although I get to see you on and off too lah.
The feeing's just different.
I wonder what would my life be should I be rip away of my friends, family and everything around me.

Okay, okay, okay, whats with this man?
It was supposed to be a happy post, but I don't know how the heck had I digress-.-

Bye people. Take care of yourself.

A break for the time being.
Another routine will start again on friday.
Nevermind, all shall be over within months.
In fact, in time to come, I would wish that time stops.

Didn't touch the com for maybe 2days?
Well, it might be nothing to others, but to me its something 'wow'.
Because I would just stone in front of the com even if I'm not doing anything and just let the time pass.

I hope that I would continue to have the drive throughout.
No, I can't hope. I HAVE TO.

Well, brief updates..
Nothing much actually..
Since everyday has been studying.
Ok, I do slack too. =/
I guess things gonna get tougher as time passes.
Espcecially with my cello exam coming up.
Now...I don't even have the confidence that I will pass the exam-.-
Given the lack of practice and stuffs.
I need pushing. I don't deny that.

Take care. Bye

Sorry for late replies.
Yuyun : why are you saying sorry? its nothing =) thank u
Huiyi : no lah. am i that mean to give you all expired stuffs?!? was afraid that it melted. thats why.
-SLY-, yuyun : sorry lah. and i didnt abandon you all that day. will go next time k. sorry
yihui : hah, another lie. stop decieving yourself =P
Li Yi : hi. okay, shall drop by.

Well, Tapestry's over.
So, good job everyone, continue to strive higher yeah?

I don't normally shout during concerts.
But I did yesturday. Haha
And at the same time played my friend out thrice.
Sorry about that =d

Late nights out.
Though not that late, but not that early either.
One of the few times this year.
Does that spells the end of fun for now?
I think..yeah, probably.
Its time to stop.

Had MT orals today.
Think I screwed myself up.
I think I did better in my PSLE oral.
LOLS!
That's like how many years back?
But hey, I still remember what the picture is!
From my memory, it was a picture of a zoo.
However, it's supposed to be a bird park actually.
Because there wasn't any animals around apart from birds.
But I guess it was still alright yeah?
I hope that my O's one would be too.

Heard that there's a physics test tomorrow?
Didnt know about it-.-
Hope I don't screw it up or that there isn't one.

To end this....................
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE WEI!

I guess its really nice to hear from someone far away after so long.
Though its only a short sentence, but still, it beats than having nothing at all.

To my juniors,
Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou!

I still feel like buying flowers for them-.-

I want subway.

Happy Birthday Shimin!
I wish you all the best andkeep that smile of yours.

Gone were the days where we used to practice taekwondo together and being classmates.
How are you?
Well, I really miss seeing you.

It's like as if I've been played out. -.-
I don't know why, but its just that emo-ness struck me once again.

Hello.

Did some shopping these few days.
Haha =P
But I guessed I really did spent quite a bit of money.
And again......I want a haircut! Lols
It's been like since when I wanted a haircut already?
Since march. Yeah.
But my mum says to wait until I've a new hairstyle I wanna try-.-
So irritating. Haha

Jinye, thanks for the flowers that you folded. I guess you are really good in handicrafts? Haha
LeeChuang,Yanting,Shunzi - thanks for the gift! And I really am playing with that yellow sexy. LOLS

Saw huiling and vick on my way back.
Hahahahahahahahahahahahha.
Although I saw them last like during the tjco concert, I just got that feeling that its been very very very long since I saw them and again, I miss them.
They were going to bedok reservoir to watch that 'thing' (forgot the name =d) that I was interested with.(looks like im reporting on their whereabouts, haha)
There's still one last show left, tomorrow night 8pm.
My mum said my seniors were cute. Lols.
Huiling, shuang mah? Haha!
But she also said that we all belong to one gang, crazy gang-.-

I'm dead for cello.
No comments. Lols.
Too horrible already.

Talking about this, I heard from huiling that there were hiccups on today's rehearsal.
Guess this kinda thing is inevitable, afterall, we're all just students.
Moreover, its a rehearsal, which is a place for hiccups to happen so that everything goes smoothly on the actual one.
So...instead of feeling bad, why not look at it in another way then?
Just work a little harder to make things right.
Because it is through all these experiences that makes one a better person!
I know that this is nothing for you all.
Remember my bag slogan? IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING.
I'm not like saying all these for nothing.
As in, to pacify or what.

I guess I'm gonna go to sleep by playing with sexy. Lols

Hello.
Well, guess what!
Yesturday was one of the best birthday celebrations I've ever had.
Really. And...I wanna thank everyone for that!
Haha, because it was also Father's Day yesturday..
I seriously thought that..... yah...
If you get it, you will get it.
If not, then forget it =D

It was simply the best?
From the mini gathering with my juniors on saturday
The not so surprising surprise at midnight (Haha Xd)
to the few hours later breakfast
to the surprise later (which I had a couple of mixed feelings at that time, lols).
And thanks for the thoughts yiliang!

And sad to say, my intelligence wasn't working yesturday. LOLS.
Hey, I do have one okay!
And..what's with the Happy Father's Day? Lols

The gifts were........wonderful!
Haha, sounds like I'm being very practical-.-
But well, I went to try the headphones and the sound sounded really nice. Lols (anxious mah, cannot ah? lols=d)

Caiyan, thanks for the wrongly coloured XD rainbow! Lols. Guess your eyesight would get deeper! Xd And ah...that photo....-.- lols
Zhihui, thanks for the birthday card! Though you said you wasn't artistically-inclined, but it still looked as cute as you. Haha
Chuiying, for the interesting video which my mum and sis kaypoh-ly looking at it too. Lols! Some of the pictures inside got me surprised. Stalker! Haha XD

Jiewei! Thank you! Haha, I know you won't see this though. But you lied to me. Haha

And so, now I can watch NC16 movies.
Lols, but that isn't much of a great deal either hur? Lols
Didn't realise about that until I heard someone talking about it.

Thank you!

Everyone, please treasure your life no matter what!
It's sad to know that my birthday has become someone's death anniversary =/

Thank you!

Zhihui with the fallen rose! Haha! I don't know where are the roses and I still don't know what flower is that. The blue one. lols

Sunflower! =D

Cactus! (I hope I don't kill it =X)

It's raining now.
Heavily.
And I don't know why but I'm having this sudden fear in me.

Happy Birthday Zhihui!

Okay, I know this is one post late.
Sorry then. Haha Xd

Zhihui! You good!
Haha, nevermind, I'm nice what XD shall forgive you.

I don't know what to blog about.
Shall share some pictures then. =D

Ohyah, I don't know whats wrong with some of my friends these days-.-
They either start calling me Z2(sounds a little gay actually) or M2.
I mean, I'm fine with anything but M2.
Especially gaoyang-.- and chuiying(who just did that to remind me-.-)

look at the cake! Haha, so many candles in its mouth. Omg omg, its hot hot hot! LOLS

woah! empty-.-

my flower sister and grass! lols

sweet memories! haha, I don't know wth was wrong with me.

I think Ben Barnes is very charming!
Haha, maybe its just because of the momentary craze over him.
He would also be casting in the next sequel of The Chronicles Of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader.
But as King Caspian and not Prince Caspian.
Lols, sounds old.

It's a wrong decision to stay home today.

Unknowingly, I fell asleep on the sofa at 10pm+
After waking up at 12am+, I forced myself to stay awake to get some things done.
Omg, that was tough man! Haha.
Decided to go back to bed at 3am+ and damn it!
I couldn't fall asleep!
Like wth?
So I laid wide awake till 5am+

My mum said she almost wanted to kill me while trying to wake me up this morning.
And as usual when I don't get much sleep, I get very hyper.
To that extent that my sis was very irritated with me.
Lols.
And I was left alone at home again because I fell back asleep.
But!!! There's this wedding under chuiying's block which was singing so loudly that it got me totally irritated with it and couldn't fall back to sleep.
Rah...I could practically shout down and ask them to keep quiet.
But I know I shouldn't be doing that.

Btw, another irritating matter
When I was sleeping, my phone kept ringing.
And it was from this person who was looking for Eddie.
Time and again, I told him that he got the wrong number but he kept calling back and insisted that I was holding on to Eddie's phone.
I was seriously irritated because this wasn't Eddie's phone but mine.
If the line that I had was a second hand, I don't mind the mistake of people not knowing the change of ownership.
But the problem is that this wasn't a second-hand line.
So can't the other person accept that he got the wrong number?!?
He even sent a few messages claiming that I'm Eddie -.-

I guess that's my retribution for irritating my sis earlier in the morning.

Getting out of bed recently been quite a hard thing for me?
I don't know why. Haha
Be it whether I sleep early or late, I would still laze in bed the next morning.
And whats more, it isn't like 10mins or 15mins.
It can be as long as 1hr or 2hr.
However, if I have an appointment early in the morning probably 8 or 9 plus, I would spring out of bed almost immediatly. Lols.
Like today, I wanted to wake up at 8am in the morning but I snoozed my hp alarm from 8am all the way to somewhere around 10.30am -.-
Thats horrible lah-.-
And then I start chionging and forgetting taking things-.-
Just like how I went out of my house without taking my wallet today. Lols
And I was like waiting for the lift and when I only recalled about my wallet when the lift came filled with people.
So the situation was like awkward for me because I walked into and out of the lift on the same level.
Lols.
At least this is better then walking all the way to the bus stop before realising it.
Couldn't stand the messiness of my room.
It was really messy, but not the worst it can get.
Just sitting down and staring at my room got me irritated.
Lols, so I decided to at least clear the tables.
And I think the mess gonna pile up again-.-
Okay, going off now. Bye

How's the post today?
Haha XD

Selfish brat.
Smoking in the lift when its NOT ALLOWED.
What's more, walking out of the lift with a lit cigeratte butt and puffing it right in my face.
Wtf. I seriously wanted to scold him on the very spot.

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RAH. DAMN IRRITATED.

Okay, and being so irritated, I got onto my com as soon as I got home.
Another thing which irks me.
With reference to somewhere, I was reminded of the variety show on channel U last sat I think.
Had loads of comments towards what the host said.
They mentioned something about the father of a family has to go out all day and work and thus, neglected the child.
And when the child is asked on who does he/she is closer to, he/she says the mum.
And the host later said on how hard the dad has to work and yet seem so little to their child and blah blah blah.
Later ending with the dad being the 'greatest'.
Something like that.
Maybe I intepretated it wrongly or what, but then I think its unfair to mum's if this is so.

In this age, even mums has to go out and work as well.
After a hard day of work as well, why does it seem that Mum's are obliged to come home and start serving everyone and do the household chores like some maid and yet Dad is just sitting down doing nothing.
Since both had a equally hard day at work, why is it that this has to continue for the mum and the dad need not do anything at all?
That is not being fair?
Seriously, not only is the dad providing the household income, the mum is doing so as well.
So why are they terming dad's to be so wei da.
Are the mums not doing equally as much too?
Much to a extent that they are actually doing more.
Urgh.

Today's episode of 命中注定我爱你 is a heartbreaker.
Really! =(
I feel sad for chen xin yi =(