Happy Birthday Zhihui!

Okay, I know this is one post late.
Sorry then. Haha Xd

Zhihui! You good!
Haha, nevermind, I'm nice what XD shall forgive you.

I don't know what to blog about.
Shall share some pictures then. =D

Ohyah, I don't know whats wrong with some of my friends these days-.-
They either start calling me Z2(sounds a little gay actually) or M2.
I mean, I'm fine with anything but M2.
Especially gaoyang-.- and chuiying(who just did that to remind me-.-)

look at the cake! Haha, so many candles in its mouth. Omg omg, its hot hot hot! LOLS

woah! empty-.-

my flower sister and grass! lols

sweet memories! haha, I don't know wth was wrong with me.

I think Ben Barnes is very charming!
Haha, maybe its just because of the momentary craze over him.
He would also be casting in the next sequel of The Chronicles Of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader.
But as King Caspian and not Prince Caspian.
Lols, sounds old.

It's a wrong decision to stay home today.

Unknowingly, I fell asleep on the sofa at 10pm+
After waking up at 12am+, I forced myself to stay awake to get some things done.
Omg, that was tough man! Haha.
Decided to go back to bed at 3am+ and damn it!
I couldn't fall asleep!
Like wth?
So I laid wide awake till 5am+

My mum said she almost wanted to kill me while trying to wake me up this morning.
And as usual when I don't get much sleep, I get very hyper.
To that extent that my sis was very irritated with me.
Lols.
And I was left alone at home again because I fell back asleep.
But!!! There's this wedding under chuiying's block which was singing so loudly that it got me totally irritated with it and couldn't fall back to sleep.
Rah...I could practically shout down and ask them to keep quiet.
But I know I shouldn't be doing that.

Btw, another irritating matter
When I was sleeping, my phone kept ringing.
And it was from this person who was looking for Eddie.
Time and again, I told him that he got the wrong number but he kept calling back and insisted that I was holding on to Eddie's phone.
I was seriously irritated because this wasn't Eddie's phone but mine.
If the line that I had was a second hand, I don't mind the mistake of people not knowing the change of ownership.
But the problem is that this wasn't a second-hand line.
So can't the other person accept that he got the wrong number?!?
He even sent a few messages claiming that I'm Eddie -.-

I guess that's my retribution for irritating my sis earlier in the morning.

Getting out of bed recently been quite a hard thing for me?
I don't know why. Haha
Be it whether I sleep early or late, I would still laze in bed the next morning.
And whats more, it isn't like 10mins or 15mins.
It can be as long as 1hr or 2hr.
However, if I have an appointment early in the morning probably 8 or 9 plus, I would spring out of bed almost immediatly. Lols.
Like today, I wanted to wake up at 8am in the morning but I snoozed my hp alarm from 8am all the way to somewhere around 10.30am -.-
Thats horrible lah-.-
And then I start chionging and forgetting taking things-.-
Just like how I went out of my house without taking my wallet today. Lols
And I was like waiting for the lift and when I only recalled about my wallet when the lift came filled with people.
So the situation was like awkward for me because I walked into and out of the lift on the same level.
Lols.
At least this is better then walking all the way to the bus stop before realising it.
Couldn't stand the messiness of my room.
It was really messy, but not the worst it can get.
Just sitting down and staring at my room got me irritated.
Lols, so I decided to at least clear the tables.
And I think the mess gonna pile up again-.-
Okay, going off now. Bye

How's the post today?
Haha XD

Selfish brat.
Smoking in the lift when its NOT ALLOWED.
What's more, walking out of the lift with a lit cigeratte butt and puffing it right in my face.
Wtf. I seriously wanted to scold him on the very spot.

Hang on, let me vent my frustration about this.
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RAH. DAMN IRRITATED.

Okay, and being so irritated, I got onto my com as soon as I got home.
Another thing which irks me.
With reference to somewhere, I was reminded of the variety show on channel U last sat I think.
Had loads of comments towards what the host said.
They mentioned something about the father of a family has to go out all day and work and thus, neglected the child.
And when the child is asked on who does he/she is closer to, he/she says the mum.
And the host later said on how hard the dad has to work and yet seem so little to their child and blah blah blah.
Later ending with the dad being the 'greatest'.
Something like that.
Maybe I intepretated it wrongly or what, but then I think its unfair to mum's if this is so.

In this age, even mums has to go out and work as well.
After a hard day of work as well, why does it seem that Mum's are obliged to come home and start serving everyone and do the household chores like some maid and yet Dad is just sitting down doing nothing.
Since both had a equally hard day at work, why is it that this has to continue for the mum and the dad need not do anything at all?
That is not being fair?
Seriously, not only is the dad providing the household income, the mum is doing so as well.
So why are they terming dad's to be so wei da.
Are the mums not doing equally as much too?
Much to a extent that they are actually doing more.
Urgh.

Today's episode of 命中注定我爱你 is a heartbreaker.
Really! =(
I feel sad for chen xin yi =(

Disappointed-.-
nevermind, i don't give a damn.

I am...........bored.
I want to catch a movie badly.

I want to bake cakes.
I want to make jellies.
I want to make salads.
I want to make pancakes.
But I dont want to eat them-.-

Okay, maybe I want to eat pancakes.
Shall go ransack my fridge and kitchen and see if I have the necessary stuffs.

Damn it, feeling irritated again.

I like that watch at St. Louis
But the other one looks nicer on mummy's wrist.
But mummy dont want to get that watch for herself though she like it unless I like it too.
=(((((((((
Maybe I get that for her on her birthday?
=/////////

Happy Birthday Cai Yan!
Hope you really really really enjoy yourself.
Take good care of yourself and stay happy.
Anything, can come and find me =)

Okay, going off now.
It's already/only 11.38pm.
Just reached home and I'm dead bushed.

I'm back.
Haha. My modem died on Monday.
Though I didn't had the chance to use the computer...I don't know how but I simply let my time pass by me.
Let's see what I wanted to blog about the past two days=/

Monday
It was the day which I had been studying a whole week for.
Haha. Being a coward for fearing I wouldn't get what I would hope for, anyone who asked me how was the paper..I simply replied I don't know.
For it seem that all along if I commented on any of this things, it might turn out the opposite.
So I rather just shut up.

It gets really really really irritating when someone just cut into your lane for no good reason.
Especially when the pool wasn't crowded and when there were abt 2-3 other lanes available.

The conversation with mrthong via sms was damn funny =D

Met up with chuiying&yanting later before coming home to practice my cello for the fun of it.
No lah, I was just reminded of how long I haven't touch it and how unprepared I am for the exam that I'm having most likely in august.
I hope they doesn't like place it in july or what.
If not, I'm SO dead.

Chatted with huiling on the phone and randomly decided that 'ok, i shall go audition for the fun of it.'
So she helped me inform them and stuff.

Off to bed.

Tuesday
Woke up and saw the message from huiling last night.
It says that my timeslot is Today at 1pm.
I was seriously thinking 'WTH?!'
Because like what I mentioned, I didn't intended to go for it, wanted to study hard to get in through my Olvl points rather then DSA.
So..I didn't had any song in mind because I'm not ready for any shit. Not even the exam pieces, because like I said..I haven't touch it for quite some time.
But still, I didn't bother much, just had the intention to go there and get the experience.

Went to tjc after school with jingzhi.
I somehow got the 'anxiety' bug from her.
It started out great.
The students there were like very friendly?

Let's see how it goes :
Jingzhi&I walked into the school with our instruments.
Two/three guys were infront of us.
They started joking among themselves on who was a past-co boy.
And one of them suddenly turned and ask us to follow him.
But because we didn't know where was the co room and I was supposed to call huiling when I reach her school, we didn't know what to do.
So I decided to just follow Jingzhi who followed the guy.
Another friend came past and they were saying something like 'your future junior'(referring to jingzhi because she was holding nicholette's zr)
And they asked us to follow that new guy.
Walked a little more and they met this fellow friend of theirs.
They told her to bring us to the co room and so we followed her.

And everything started changing.
I'm not gonna recall about what happened again because it pisses me and agitates me off.
Seriously.
Because I knew I wasn't going there for the audition to be successful since I wasn't at all prepared, what I anticipated for was the experience I could get.
Like get to know the procedures and stuffs since I never does this before.
What I would comment was, being like a fool/idiot over there, I didn't know what to do at all.
I felt insulted.
I don't know why I felt that.
But that was definitely not my standard.
It seem as if I went there to bring shame for myself.
Was damn pissed even after a few hours.
Didn't know why was I taking it so hard.
Went home and started playing the cello.
I seriously went crazy.
Vented my anger on the strings and luckily, it didn't break.
And though my index and last finger hurt, I continued.
And now my index is swollen. and it still hurts-.-
huiling, gaoyang and caiyan, thanks.

Even when I recall it now, it gets me agitated.

Chance upon the scores for the theme for Swan Lake yesturday.
It rocks I tell you.
Im gonna master that song some day though it isn't that hard. Lols
Just have to smoothen the notes.

Wednesday
3hours of maths today.
Crazy. Haha, but I think I might know how to do it.
This isn't something good, everytime I think I know how to do something, it gets tougher later-.-

Saw yuyun!
Haha, you've grown darker.
废话。-.-
I appreciate that hug.
Really.

That movie medley themes thing irritates the guts out of me while I was in the sheng room playing with yuyun.
Its not hard actually, but it just got me irritated with all the different countings and the same notes.
Totally can't hear anything out of it.
Maybe I'm overestimating myself.

I actually forgot what I wanted to blog for today after being reminded of all the stuffs that happened the past two days.

Nevermind, I should go get a start on my homework.
Bye.
Its yet another long post right? =d

I really miss 田老师.

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

It's over it's over it's over!
Yeah. Hahahahaha
Okay, for now at least.
Until the result is out Xd

Okay, though it's the sch holidays now...
Theres still lessons-.-
So..that's tomorrow's matter!

Bye!

For today at least, I might be playing.

Actually..I do miss my old classmates.
Random. Okay, Bye

Hi.

So my days had been filled with chinese chinese and chinese
It quite a miracle how I survive so many days of chinese studying, but well, yeah, I survived. Lols
But it makes me really tired as well.
I couldn't get out of bed this morning and I don't know why.
I really hope that I can secure a A1 for mt.
Like afterall the things(shouldn't call it effort because I think I had not done enough) I've done, I don't know why but I'm actually scared that I won't be able to apply anything at all or rather, I've learnt nothing ._.
So please..let me get a A1 for mt.
Please please please please please.

Went to Swensen with my mum yesturday.
Had a nice time there and not to forget...the Ice-creams!
But sadly, I had to go there to study Chinese as well.
Why don't the menu have chinese either?
Maybe I can use it to study.
That's crap-.-

TJco concert.
Saw many ex-nasians there as well.
Saw Stacia!!!
Haha, I think I get what they meant by saying Bernard is less quiet now. Lols
Fusheng's waterhorse hair is gone.
Huiling was all glittery.

For the first time in history ever!
My mum told me to go and have supper with the rest after the CO concert. Lols!

I think I'm really nocturnal!
Because I soon got quite 'alive' in the night.
Lee Chuang is really fun!
My cup of tea. (LOLS! JUST KIDDING!)

Anyway, its sunday today and that means that the chi Olvl is tomorrow.
So all the best everyone whose taking it as well.
Let's kill the paper.
Hahahahaha .....

Wanna see my chinese standard?
Hi, 你好！
希望我们明天的paper会是容易的。
Kena sai._.

hellOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
byEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
That's freaking lame-.-

Well, I think Fong's lesson is not that bad afterall.
In fact, I think I might like it?
Lols. Let's leave out the fact that he goes round pin-pointing at everyone's attire.
Or maybe I don't know him yet.
So I think hhes good.
Haha.

Kept thinking that we don't have to go to school tomorrow.
I guess the last day of school thing for everyone else apart from the sec4s have got to me as well.
Hahaha.
But sadly..there's lessons tomorrow =(((((((
And school is not starting any time later but the usual.
Rah......

Caiyan : I still feel sorry. Haha.

Got annoyed by my damn fringe.
Went to get it snipped off at some random salon opposite my house.
My mum was saying, go risk your hair then, HAHAHA.
And there I go, off to the salon.
Lols. I don't know what to say about it.
But my fringe is indeed less irritating!
Trimmed the back as well.
You see...I'm all ready to sit for my MT paper.
All trimmed and proper.
Lols, indeed-.-

Huihui says shes feeling the stress for us.
Haha, interesting!
She can feel the stress for us so that we can be stress-free!!
Haha.

Btw, went to see the sitting plan for the paper and DAMN.
I'm at the 3rd seat again. -.-.-.-.-.-.-
Like how coincidental can this get man?
Class Register: 3, therefore at the 3rd seat.
MT register: ......0065?(forgot already. lols), don't know why, but also at the 3rd seat.
Like everyone's arranged in a random manner and yet I'm still at the 3rd seat.

And OMG!
Caiyan is also sitting beside me for the MT paper too.
Lols, like omg omg omg omg.
So cursed! (lols, thats kidding=D)
But well..its just like so coincidental?
Because shes also sitting beside me for internal exams.
Haha, fated lah.
Caiyan, 命中注定啦, I'm not just a Nobody.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.

How did I get Caiyan's spastic-ness?
Omg. *shields it away*
Haha, LAME!!!!!

Bye.

I have 3 different tan on me now-.-
My sis said I turned red again-.-
That was also how she guessed I went for a swim-.-
Everything is ending with a -.-


I don't know.
It still bothers me.

YO!
Okay, I don't know why am I feeling so hyper now.
Haha. Might be because of the swim I just had. XD

Well..This week is supposingly the MT intensive week to prepare us for Olvl Chinese next week.
But yesturday was like even worse then a normal MT lesson?
The teachers must be thinking that they have the whole day to teach MT.
Must be Must be.

I think I learnt something after having SunTao's lesson.
Time seemed to pass by fast too!
And the girls were quiet as well.
Haha, shes not bad =D
WangQiang..less capable as her. Lols.
Omg, I'm making myself sounding like some critics.
I find him very entertaining.
Him, not his lessons.
Just as like what Caiyan said, he is teaching in his own LaLaLand and speaking to himself.
Certain phrases said by him sounded funny too.

I heard that we will get a taste of LeiMee & Fong as well. -.-
Seems as if this is a time for us to experience all the different kinda MT teachers in the school way of teaching.

Went to tm after school.
Bought a chinese assessment book. Lols.
Sudden enthusiasm.
My mum might be nagging at me again.
Because I hardly touch assessments(in fact..unless it is needed to be handed in, then will I do. lols-.- my mum has also decided not to get any since I doesn't do it. lols)
and now I'm getting one without asking her.
Lols, gonna pia for MT and finish that book by Sat night before meeting Caiyan on Sunday.
We will be marking each other's book and the loser have to treat the other fellow lunch. Lols!

Saw this guy dipped in the pool and swam for one lap and off he went to sun tan.
After that, he came into the pool and dipped himself again and went off without swimming.
Weird isn't he?
If he just wanted to cool himself down or what..
He could possibly have just gone to the tap and shower himself?
Why does he need to enter the pool?
Lols, maybe he likes the chlorine smell to be on him
LOLS!

One dumb thing I did today.
I totally forgot that the seniors are performing for tapestry too.
So I asked some if they wanted to go catch it.
Only remembered about it after receiving replies from them like 'I'm performing'
Lols, felt damn dumb =X

Off to do my chinese assessment!
Lols. -.-

I must have been out of my mind.

Hi.
I don't know whats with that sudden uproar of mine.
So much vulgarities used-.-
And I would still work on maths despite hating it.

Let's see what happened today.
Woke up in the morning having diarrhoea -.-
Don't know why either.
So I went down late in meeting chuiying.
Sorry..I'm really sorry.
Been going down late-.-
Either for waking up late or what-.-.-.-.-
Luckily, I found my diarrhoea pills before leaving home.
Guess that saved me.

I can't stand the way Yongyuan commented today.
It was like not our fault or that we're insisting on doing things that way?
We were just going round to give the envelopes earlier so that everyone won't like have to rush around because it was already like nearing 12pm?
And yet he made it seem as if we insisted on having a second round of donations.
Hello?!? We wasn't the one who came up with this. We were just carrying out the actions planned by you all?
We know that not many will donate a second time.
But we didn't phrase it in the way that they HAVE to donate once again?
We merely said that if they have cash to spare and can afford to, we would appreciate any amount donated by them.
And giving only to the sec1s and stopping at it might make others feel why are we like only focusing on the sec1s and like not bothering about the others just like what happened during the sports day?
And the sec1s might be thinking why only are they required to foot out extra?
By choosing classes to pass the envelope and not to, it might make us seem as if we're picking and not accepting whatever we got?
Surely many would be unhappy, but its best to at least pacify most and do things the way that seem to be more impartial isn't it?

Seeing those smses sent by my juniors makes me feel sad.
Really. I felt helpless.
I don't really know how to phrase the feelings I was having but I am just feeling sad about it.

Now that the weekends are approaching...I'm actually feeling rather lost.
Like I don't know what to do.
I know I'm suppose to be studying.
But apart from that, I can't help but have that lost feeling in me.
It seem that not having anymore CO practices is making me rather depressed and lost actually.
I knew I would miss everything before stepping down, but I didn't know that it was that bad.
Though I know I can still go down and practice since I'm still having a cello exam yet to be taken..The feeling is different.
When I went down on Wednesday to help with the scores.. while walking to CD shelter, I don't know why but just felt differently and as if I wasn't welcomed anymore.

sorry, emo-ing.

I'm feeling VERY pissed right now.
I don't know the reason for it either.
I don't know what started it and I feel like banging the wall to vent my frustrations.
what the fuck.

To add on, I don't know why but am just reminded of my bio and physics marks.
Okay, I know I didn't score well for either.
But what I just wanna rant about is that I studied like crazy for physics this time and yet what have I gotten?
SHIT RESULTS.
I spent like so much time on physics such that I neglected the others as well.
But yet why is it still like SHIT!
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
And because of it I screwed others as well because of the failure in planning my time well.
I spent lesser time on bio and yet for now at least(without section C)..it seemed that I gonna do better for it then physics.
My mood now is really like shit?
SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT.
DAMN IT.

Yuyun, I'm sorry.
I felt glad for you while looking at what you type though I wasn't in a good mood.
But I couldn't stand it when you shot me that sentence that I simply replied 'haha ok'.
I seriously couldn't stand it.

What's the damn fucking problem with me man!?!
Physics is just simply killing me.
And I really really really really hate maths. >:'(((((((((((((((((((

Yo.
I think I'm very smart.
Headed home after school because I was having a headache.
Headed home and....
I forgot to bring my keys again-.-
Pissed.
Headed to my grandma house and fell asleep there instead.

Tried to escape but I don't think my conscious will let me off if this continues.
Though I seriously started earlier on the subjects, what I've gotten is seriously shit.
I think I might be thinking that just because I started earlier meant that I've studied more?
Maybe that's not the case.
I should stop finding excuses for myself.

After getting back the papers for combine humanities yesturday, I felt scared.
Seriously scared.
But I don't know where to start from.

* said something to me.
But the thing is, I'm not like you.
Don't come and tell me at least I didn't fail all my subjects.
That's not the point.
I know what I want and where I'm aiming for.
But the point is I'm not yet working on it.
So don't come and tell me that because that is not what I'm aiming for.

I think this piece is pretty nice.
Saw it on Vick's link and decided to have a look.

久石讓 Joe Hisaishi Asia Dream Song


Another piece that I find it nice : 久石譲 － Spring


Does anyone have the song?

I didn't mean to behave so insane-ly today.
But that is one way where I would stop myself from thinking about other things.
Sorry for being a disgrace.

I screwed things up for myself again-.-
I sort of accept the others but not for physics!
Because I started on it the earliest.
For the others like amaths, I knew I won't be able to get it.
I know I suck but everything for today is very disappointing.
Even MT.
Not say I'm good in it or what..just feeling....

I wanted to go swimming today.
Which I did.
I know I would appreciate a swim after getting any result.
If its for the good, a relieve.
If its for the bad, to tire myself out.

Guess what I heard from some people.
Translated from another language(its pretty obvious that the other language I understand is chinese-.-) :
From # to %: Don't talk to me about my result. So far from the marks I got, my L1R5 is 4. *looks pissed*
What a failure I am.

I see the dark clouds ahead-.-

Happy Mother's Day!
Okay, I wrote 'Happy Mummy Day' on the cake for my mum. Lols
Felt like writing mummy instead of mother.
Left out the 's because the cake didn't had space for it. Lols.

Dozed off before I could wish my mum happy mother's day last night. =(
Guess it was due to sleeping late on friday and waking up early yesturday.
But still, chatted with both huiyi and yuyun. Lols.
From which, I got to know some things...
That sentence made it seem as though they were some complain queens or what-.-
No they aren't ones. =)


I was up early this morning! Hahaha.
Okay, lame-.-

Went to the temple with my mum and my aunt and my sis.
Went to wish my grandma happy mother's day. Lols
And my mum sort of bought a feast for my grandma.
Rather, I should say a fruit feast. Haha
She brought over the cake that I baked for her too. Lols.
Talking about the cake..I think I seriously have no patience. Hahaha.
Because of my patience..there was foam forming on the mixture when there wasn't suppoed to be any.
The others were having fun laughing at me =/

Okay, I'm still feeling sleepy. Have yet to re-energise myself with sufficient sleep.
I have two blisters on my feets now.
All thanks to my shoe-.-
It didn't gave me any trouble before I washed it.
But now its washed, it gave me blisters-.-

PICTURES

the cake. haha

Guess who is behind the glass!

Dion just wanted me to snap him that he just kept taking the eclipse box away

Funny Ranon =d

Shawn!

He was wearing a couple tee with ranon that day! Haha XD

Omg!
I just heard my sis talking over the phone that one of her secondary mate is getting married!
Haha, I was like wth?
Because, they are only 22 this year?
And yet tying the knot as such a young age?
Okay, its not that young anyway, but a little Wow to me.

Whoops! I disclosed my sis age.
HAHAHAHAHa. LAME. okay, whatever 0.0

To think that they still keep in touch until now.
So sweet isn't it? =/
I'm actually jealous that shes still in contact with her old friends.
Even those as far back as kindergarten!
But thats provided if they went to the same primary school as her.
HAHAHAHA.

I sound retarded-.-
I hate moodswings.

Hi there!
I'm back.
Been quite a time since I last came yeah? =d
I think it has also been a very long time since I abstain away from my blog though I continued viewing others.

Well, Mid-Years are over today.
Like finally. Haha.
And I'm gonna take a break and put down all troubles that I had been containing and hopfully get over it before getting back up again.
Might have said many times that I'm back up or what.
But I guess I had never been ready all this while.
The mid-years this time round, has been a different one for me this time either.

Since the last, I had never once dreamt of my grandma again yet so far.
I don't know if I mention before, but that dream was really really really really very realistic at that point of time.
I practically felt the warm from my grandma.
It was very real and I woke up crying.
I had never once experience such a dream so real before.
Is it real? Or just an illusion?
Maybe theres such a thing called spirits?
I don't know. I don't believe in that.
But to have my grandma back with me again, I would believe in it.
But no, I should wish her all the best and get going.

I think I drifted.
Got a little emotional.
Now, okay back to the present. (thats also what matters isn't it?)

I didn't had the mood to continue studying yesturday.
It felt to me as if yesturday was the last paper when theres still one major one today; not including mt listening-.-
And my mum was nagging at me last night too.
Haha, for once after so long..I joined her in the living room and she chased me back to my room.
And so I sort of had a interesting chat or is it argument with her? Haha.
Its not either actually. Sounded more like a joke of the day for us instead.

I think Bio is pretty screwed.
I don't even know if I will pass.
Practically didn't studied for it-.-

Couldn't decide where to go after both papers.
Haha, there wasn't any post exam mood at all. Lols.
Guess the mood came for me one day earlier-.-

Been spending ALOT this week.
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN.
And its really alot.
Omg Omg Omg Omg Omg.

It was only 3plus noon when we were leaving.
Everyone headed home but I didn't felt like doing so.
So I alighted and transferred to 21.
I dropped my wallet-.-
Damn dumb.
Luckily Jo and Caiyan were on the bus.
So Jo noted it and I got it.
Seriously..it was 'Phew'
Because I had quite some bit of cash in there.

And so, I headed to TM instead.
Went to look at the new Popular Bookstore.
Spent $20++ there-.-
I wonder how did I spent that much money.
What's more it isn't on books -.-.-.-.-
There are many design and colours of ribbons selling there now! =D
Got tempted, and yup, I bought some. Haha. Stupid-.-

That wasn't the end of it.
Continued shopping at other shops.
But sadly, nothing I bought was for myself-.-
Rah..the total amount I spent today was like over $50?!?
Without even having the basic intention to shop at all, I simply just spent $50++ today-.-
And so..I pronounce myself broke for the week.
=(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Well, but I think that made my mood went for the better.
I didn't know buying things for others could make me happy as well =D

Wanted to catch a movie.
But I had only $5 left on me so I didn't bother checking out the shows available either.
Tell me which idiot had no intention to spend much of it at all and spent it all later so randomly?-.-

Oh! and I saw a crowd near the MRT.
There was the banner of 'the Showdown' displayed.
There were also some celebrities like the police in 'Police&Thief' and Paul Twohill(in ancient dressing)
Lols, they were doing stupid acts-.-

Came home and here I am.
Take care everybody! =)

Won't be replying old tags because I think its a little outdated hur? =)

I can say, today was a nice day for me.
I woke up fine this morning feeling highly energetic =)
I think today was like a Saturday.
Really. I don't know what's wrong with my body clock -.-

Caiyan said I harass her today. -.-

Met Melissa there! =)
Quite a long time since I saw her.
I like this kinda feeling.
To meet my 'long-lost' friends and yet not feeling weird with the presence of each other.
But sadly, not every friendship in this world goes around like this.

Read one of my pri sch friend's and I felt.....
I don't know how to describe.
Its just a not that good feeling =/

Anyway, the small event that happened after studying was extremely funny and exciting.
Lols, I seriously didn't know where I was heading and where to head but just to run here and there.
Haha.

BYE EVERYONE.
GONNA CONTINUE CHIONG-ING XD

It has been very long.
Very very very very long since I slept till 1plus in the noon.

I'm not talking about the duration of the sleep, I'm just talking about the feeling that one gets after sleeping seemingly until so late.
The feeling seem to disappear ever since this year started?
I don't know.
But it's been like, Saturday's has been a day of early waking as well.
And so that leaves Sunday for sleeping in.
But Sunday has and was supposed to be used for studying(though I didn't stick to it well).
So the latest I slept till was like 10am or 11am plus?

Maybe this seem nothing, but after a horrible night last night, it just simply made me realise how much changes there was in my life since the year started..
And maybe it seem nothing at all, but I felt that nothing good has ever happened since this year.
And this is making me feel NOT ALRIGHT.
I mean it, NOT ALRIGHT.
Damn, I wasn't supposed to be blogging about this.
It was just supposed to be on waking up late.
But this just came naturally...

Back about waking up late..that kept me thinking that today is a Sunday.
I don't know why, maybe it was just how things seem to have flow.
Nevermind, I'm ending here.

The day you went away - M2M

You've broke that very last string which kept me hanging on.
I can take it no longer.
You've broke me.
Really broke me.

Hello.

I think I sort of spent my afternoon unwisely again =/

After borrowing Zhihui's phone
I've been listening to the radio.
Though I have a Hi-Fi in the hall, I don't really use it because my family members are normally in the hall, okay not hall, living room.
I'm just used to using the word hall since young.
Don't know why either.
Yah, back to what I was saying..
Because they are int he hall, I will be in my room and sadly, I don't have a radio in my room.
Though there's also the online radio..sometimes the quality isn't that good.
And..I didn't know that radio stations were that interesting in the past either.

Will be meeting Caiyan for breakfast tomorrow early in the morning.
Lols, I know it's pretty crazy to wake up so early but still, just felt like doing so.
And I just remembered that I haven't got my allowance from my dad for this week either.
So gotta eat in to my spare cash then.

Well, going off now.
Take care people.
Do rest well.
Mid years is officially starting from tomorrow onwards.
All the best!
Ciaoz.

Hello.


I don't know whats up with me these days.
Been having headaches pretty frequently.
It totally drove me nuts sometimes.

Let''s see if theres anything interesting today =/
Well, reached school at 7.30am++ this morning because of the heavy rain.
It's been sooooooo long since it rained in the morning.
I totally missed the wet spells but not too much either.
Because I won't get to enjoy the coolness of it in bed.
So..it might as well not.

Well, met up with my sis after school today.
Lunched at Hans and then studied a little while she read her mag as I didn't had much books with me either.

I want to cut my hair =(
And I think not cutting my hair is really making my mood really bad -.-
I feel so deprived -.-
Because..in the past it was like anytime I wanted to have it cut..I could just visit the salon.
But because I'm a little sick of that hairstyle and wanna change it away..I have to wait till my hair grows back...
As in those really short ones.
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
If only our hair can grow at our command.

By the way, I think I'm insane.
Instead of going to bed last night..
I took a look at my cello and suddenly started snapping pictures and pictures of it.
Lols, and I thought that some of it looked not bad in the phone XD
Oh..and...I feel really pretty bad for having to borrow Zhihui's phone for this long period =/
Just because I thought it wasn't worth sending the phone for repair...
Because without those keys problem, it looks like it gonna crank up someday or another =/
I'm sorry Zhihui =/

The nasty yet pretty bridge which is causing my fingers so much pain.

This picture looks nice in the phone. To me at least.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QI HAO!
Hope you had a nice time.

Hi there.
I don't know what a day had I had today.
Haha.

Went studying with Zhihui,Caiyan&Gaoyang today.
We kept hopping from place to place.
Haha. And we ended at Cafe Cartel.
My dad asked me where I was, I told him I was at Cafe Cartel and he heard as Cafe Hotel-.-
So he was like 'WTH are you doing in a hotel' -.-.-.-

My mum met Zhihui's mum in school and they went for lunch at Cafe Cartel too.
They stalked us. Hahahaha -.-.-
Okay, nvm. But I think that the thing the yhad in school this morning was nothing but just a waste of time-.-

I couldn't make up my mind if I wanted to go for the concert today because I wanted to meet Stacia. =/
But in the end, I didn't went either.

I kept dozing off while studying today.
It wasn't a productive one =/

I want to have a haircut.
RAHHHHHH......
Random-.-

I'm off to play my cello now.
Bye.

I still feel like a stranger to cello.
Maybe I will just 'kope' the school one for the cello exam and place it back in school after the exam since no one is using it?
Hahahahahaha *evil grinsXDD*

Hi.
Today's post gonna be a picture post.
So..yeah...enjoy =)

RAHHHHHH.

I don't know what's with me today.

The day didn't seem to start off nice, but yet, it seem to start off very beautifully =/
I don't like it.
And yet..I like it.

I want more of it.
But yet I don't want more of it.

Oh damn. ='(
I did thought I had already got over it.
As in, am able to cope with it better.
But it seems that I was wrong...

But still, thank you caiyan and chuiying.
Lols, both CY's.

With mrspong by the side, I seem to know how to do some of it here and there.
But yet without her there..I totally was in a lost of how to start-.-

While thinking of what to write for the card..I couldn't think of any.
And that made me felt really horrible.
I wanted to cry again.
I know its stupid.
But what happened in the morning really broke me up.
Whats more with being so touched by my juniors and yet feeling like such a failure.
And what's more..seeing my juniors and friend cried and yet I can't do anything.

Seeing huiyi and yihui, I don't know why but I just felt happy.
Don't tell me I'm a lesbo? Hahahahahaha.
Don't know why, but I just acted crazy.

Had this 'bond' with caiyan today.
Lols. Our actions gets restricted easily.

I don't want to blog anymore for now.
I actually thought I could post some pictures now.
But I don't feel good...
So I shall keep it and post it only on thurs?
Bye.

EDITED.
Sorry, please reread the individual part again or below because I edited it.
Wrote this almost immediatly after I woke up at 6am but forgot to post it and saved it under draft instead..
So I was yet in a clear state of mind.
Haha. Sorry =D

Hello.

I can say that today has been a memorable day for me.
And..I experienced all different sort of emotions throughout the day too.
I shall post what happened today according to what happened as the day went by.
So that I can always refer back to this day =D

Let's start the day now =D

Was late in meeting Yinglan for breakfast.
I was glad that she came back.
For..she always mentioned about wanting to return but never does so.
So after knowing that this week goona be the last practice for the Sec4s as well..
She came back =D
Had breakfast with her to relieved the old memories.

Went to school for CO.
It was the last dazu I am going to have.
And also the last I would ever have that beautiful(though with loads of scratches) cello as 'my Cello'.
Practice went as normal and actually, I was affected by something Guo said that I only went back to my normal mood after break.

Had break and it was giving out of Muffins time! =D
It was my first ever try to bake and luckily it went out alright.
Okay, the powder was ready mixed kind.
But still, eggs, water and butter is to be self-added..
And so..its still valid that I baked successfully right? Lols.
Must thank Chuiying for this though.
Because she made it possible since I didn't have a oven and know nuts about baking. Haha.
My aunt makes nice pineapple tarts and though I helped in the producing of pineapple tarts as in to add the pineapple(nothing else XD)..I know nuts about baking.
Well, I'm glad your like it.
Took pictures and haha, it was the nicest break I ever had. =D

Practice resumed.
Me and JunYan somewhat didn't play much.
Was slacking at the back.
Only that later Fusheng tell us to treasure the last few minutes. Lols

During the normal procedure of saying thanks to the conductor, I felt sad.
It started to rain. *I didn't know that the sky understands me so well! Lols, kidding. *
I don't know why, but Yinglan seem to be still like the same.
Hais.. =/


Let's jump to the part where they were all preparing for the party.
I was left with nothing to do and nowhere to go.
So I roamed around and landed in the library later.
Just when I got comfortable in the library..they were done.
So I stopped reading and went there.


All I could say about the party was that......
I really appreciate everything that you all(the juniors) have done for us to make this party work out.
Really. I give my heartfelt thanks to you all.
Though simple, its was heartwarming enough and it would definitely stay in my memories for a lifetime.

I shouldn't elaborate more about the party because its not like something that can be easily put into words?
So I shall just let the picture speak its stories when I get everyone's photo's =D

So now I shall talk about what I truly feel deeply in my heart about CO since CCA is stopping permanently for us.

CO has been a part of me since I started life in NAS.
Though it wasn't the top of my choice, I still stuck to it as I thought of it as taking up a totally new CCA.

How I got into cello at that time was all a coincidence.
I wanted cello as it was the only western instrument at that time apart from Bass which is actually a family with us.
So cello&bass used to be very close..unlike now =/
But the conductor mentioned that alot of money would be spent, so I didn't choose cello.
But because Germaine sat beside me, I was called by the conductor to 'accompany' her since I had big hands too(LOLS).

And so, my adventurous journey in CO-cello started.

My sec1 year wasn't much of interaction with the others.
Didn't learn much either because the seniors were busy preparing themselves with the upcoming SYF.
Didn't really interacted with many but mainly more with Huiling and Vick.
Both of them helped me with cello stuffs.

I still remember the times when I'm always rebutting Vick for somethings he said and he said this sentence once to me 'scarely next time your juniors all also argue with you ah! *with his smile like always*'
Hmm...does this seem familiar somewhere in my juniors?
Haha, why not you tell me about it?
JunYan, was my behaviour that time like * ? Lols
*Hopes not*

I thank Hui Ling for teaching me the things I don't know and being forever so friendly.
I don't know why but I could never been able to relate the other seniors to be as friendly as you at that time.
And also, for all the fun you have given me.

Sec2
Stacia's batch left.
I felt that we weren't as good as we were.
Promoted to having juniors as well =P

A change in internal instructors.
Now..this is when Tian steps into my life. Haha.
I could never forget the first lesson we had with her in the classroom block.

And as usual..no not usual, that was the first lesson. How can it be as usual? Lols.
And so after seeing us play and me being as lousy as usual(now..that is as usual =D)..
I got scoldings. Haha.

I remember that I once asked her if she can help me to write those fingerings like 4G 3D 1A 3C just like how mrPan did.
And for that, I got a lecture by her for don't know how long but that also started me out on my journey to playing according to the notes and not according to the alphabets thing.

And I believed that this was the year which I improved.
Especially during the period of time and after the CO east zone camp thing that I went with Cat and Fusheng with a leg injury. Lols.

This was also the year when I interacted more with the seniors.
And also the year whereby my impression of YingLan changed.

Sec3
Everything seem to just proceed as normal because of the busy preparation for SYF.
Every hard work and blah blah blah during this time frame is badly missed.
How we all work together towards a common goal.
Not forgetting that I had a unforgettable scolding from Tian again.
Haha, my cello life seem to be nothing but scoldings since she came right? Haha.
And I still remembered the times when me and HuiLing will be chatting on the phone..
Both gossiping..sharing..and others. Haha
Not to forget how I would rant to her about Tian scolding me for my bow posture and stuffs.
She agrees that I got the most and serious scoldings too. Lols

After the SYF(2nd April)..
it was the period of time when we all had this 'break' from CO.
And when we were back from this break..
The seniors were no longer here D=
We had to learn not to rely on the seniors.

Sometimes, I really feel helpless and frustrated.
Especially at the beginning when JunYan wasn't willing to help me yet.
Having no one to look for if Fusheng didn't came back.

Being handed over the duty as a SL..
there was so much rubbish to settle at the beginning.
About the missing items and blah blah blah.

At times, because of the disappointment gotten in return..
I even wondered, am I doing the right thing?
Is everything that I had done even matters?
Who understands the reason behind on how and why I did certain stuffs?
I doubted myself. More than usual.

The journey was a adventurous one.
And maybe I have since started being more sociable with others that I might not use to hang out with.
I also had to cope with the new life of having no seniors to hang out with.
And thus, I have even gotten myself a few better and closer friends.

Got to know more about the juniors after the interactions.
And I can say that though I always knew that they were nice in their own ways..
I never want to admit it to them XD

Sec4
It came to me that time passes sooooooooo fast.
It seem just so vividly to me what happened when I just joined and now here I am, about to leave.
Happy moments never seem to last long hur?
Haha. I don't know what am I talking about either.
And right till the very last sectionals, I'm still getting scoldings.
Haha, isn't that way cool!
To have things ending just the way it has started.
Things that happened made me not want to do anything anymore.
But feeling so indebted, I can't help but would just render my help if needed though not appreciated.

Okay. That will be the end of my cello journey but yet the start of another's one =)
So to my juniors, take care okay!

Now, for the individuals.

JunYan : Errr..I have already told you what I have wanted to tell you. So there isn't much left for me to say to you. Lols. But still, thanks for making your presence sensed.

HuiYi : Though I only started interacting with you late, it's been fun knowing you. You do have your own qualities too. I bet you know about it already without me saying this.=D Sometimes, you have to learn to be firm on your stand. You would prove to be outstanding in your own way, but stop following the crowd always. Overcome the strings too okay! Lols. Jiayous! If there's anything..you can just look for me next door XD lols.

Shumei : To let you know, you were originally the one I thought to be the next SL. I'm not going to touch on this topic much as I don't want there to be like any grudges or what. But just to let you know, this is purely what I think; if you think its not applicable or what, just ignore it okay XD. Sometimes, you have to be more sensitive towards your surroundings. I'm not asking you to be fake or pretend liking something that you don't like, but certain actions sometimes might seem to be nothing to you but yet seems to be the world for others. Do help the juniors!=D You've been a nice junior and continue to rock on! =D and..don't appear to be so emo or angry hur? Lols. Next time when we meet..must say 'YO! WAZZUP DUDE!' okay? hahaXDD

Catherine : Hello! You're the first junior that I interacted with you know! Haha. I knew you were a nice person to hang out with right from the start. You never seem to lack of jokes. Be it dirty jokes or cold *grr...cold...* jokes. But you soon started disappearing =( . Haha. Remember the times when you and me were getting the most scoldings from Tian? Haha, you seem to be so fragile that time and yet I believe you are strong! Well, even though you might be lagging or appear to be lagging from the rest..you do know personally that you can do it. So the main thing is, why bother about what the rest thinks? You work for yourself and not for the rest. So as long as you think you've benefitted and done well, that's enough. =D

Yuyun : Yoyo! So..let's see... Hmm... I think I've nothing to talk to you leh. Lols! Did I once again break your heart into bits and pieces? Haha, well, I don't hope to do that. Use your E.T powers to fixed it back! Like you know, you've been one which some said that you're like my cello hou dai. Lols. 你对这个足见有什么看法呢? Well, I believe that you can see for yourself how much you have improved right? =D Sometimes, you have to adjust yourself to expect lesser then since the world will never obliged you. If not, you're just giving yourself unnecessary pressure. I believe that you will be able to do well and can lead. We'll continue any others in the letters k! Lols! XD You totally reminds me of myself and huiling sometimes.

Liying : Hello. You have been one junior which not only I think, but Tian thinks too that you're outstanding. You do have the skills and you get the hold of things fast. I don't really know what to say to you because I think you've basically been great enough XD. I still remembered that time when me&yuyun went to your place and we started being childish playing with the markers. Haha, and how I hogged onto your com because mine spoilt. Maybe I've yet to see that emo side of you because you're always hyper infront of me. Nevermind, that's a good thing! Remember..STAY HAPPY K! Don't miss me too much then turn emo XD

Gracie : Do be willing to work on your basics okay? Okay, I know you won't be reading this or what but I just hope that you'll know how to improve. Sometimes, you have to appear serious and shows that you do care about what has been said. You're always presenting those kinda 'Orh, Orh, Orh' behaviour. But whether you internalise on the comments given to improve, no one knows about it. Continue to work on it and you have HuiJie there to help you right? =) Take Care.

Serene : Though I haven't gotten to know you for long because you just joined us..I had great fun knowing you. Also came to know of how you all felt after the concert. I'm sorry that you all actually thought that the seniors were mean. And though yet not being that close, you were willing to take the step to be closer by coming for the party XD Take care okay!

Chanel : Though you have been one pretty mean junior by guailan-ing us when you first joined..I'm glad that you bother to listen to what I have to say on the way you are behaving and presenting yourself on others. I hope that you will continue improving on your skills since you have the interest in cello. Though being slightly slower then the others, it doesn't mean that you won't excel in cello, and from what I know, you've been slower then the others because of the wrong basics you know; about the G string being the C string on the scores. Do work on it and I believe you will get better. And...I won't tell you which floor I live at because I don't want you to give me a sudden surprise when I'm not ready. Lols.

To the other juniors that I have not mentioned, I just wanna say that you all can do it. (Tian sees the potential in you all. Haha XD) Just practice more and more and more. Jiayou!

Okay, I gonna end this post here.
It's been a long one and I guess you've been sick of seeing me typing.
So I shall end here.
Stop being so lanky though it has already been one lanky one.
Picture post will be another day. Haha.

And again, thanks for everything you all have given me.
Be it memories, gifts or anything.
And now I shall say it clearly that my juniors are really lovable!

And also..I wanna say something!
The box really really really really really gave me a pleasant surprise!
See how much I emphasize on the pleasant?
Haha. You know..it all turned out so sweet!
Let's see what happened k?

I was taking the stuffs out of my bag.
And I don't know why but the box just came loose and everything just spilt out of the box very nicely..
The pictures were scattered in a uniform manner, with all the paper hearts everywhere and all it contents...
I was really really really really surprised when I saw it.
I was really really really touched too.
Because...everything just seemed so sweet!
The pictures were like only taken in the morning..
We only parted for a few hours..
And the next thing I knew...
The pictures were all inside...
Thank you! =)

Theres so much thing that is left unsaid.

Hi.

Should I say the day was basically good for me?
I don't know about that.
But it wasn't that much of a bad day afterall.

Well, nothing special about school today.

So let's talk about what happened after school instead then.

Went for the last sectional practice today and took some pictures.
Err..well, the first thing that happened when I saw TianLaoShi was...
Make a guess =D
Well, it's getting scolded by her.
Lols. Isn't that such a sad thing? =/
Haha, but I guess that's what makes everything normal.

It all started with a scolding from her when she took over..
Okay, not a scolding, is scoldings. Lols.
And it ends with yet another scoldings from her.
Haha, isn't that like so wonderful?
Well, I will definitely miss her scoldings and I think..I will seriously miss everything about it.

Maybe its not much of a scolding lah.
Just that she speaks loudly.

So..I had to settle some stuffs again and thus headed for the stuff room.
-oh man...not something I look forward to.
Someone wasn't in.
So I looked for another teacher instead. XD
I guess as much.
The others knows about it.
I was told that my name was mentioned.
I was thinking..is it that much of a thing to be surprised of if I am ever like involved in any of this kinda thing?
And like..so?
Or is it that I just seem to appear so bo chap about CO stuffs even though I care alot for it to others?

Went back to the classrooms and was at the sec1&2 side.
Well..I guess..Maybe maybe maybe and maybe..
I've managed to get some sense into her or what.
So I don't know about it yet and let's hope things will improve further.
Looks like JunYan had been too mean to her. Haha
That's what happens when he is too mean. Haha.

Let's hope that everything will end nicely yeah?
Kinda hard though.

Well, I'm going off now.
Maybe if I have the mood or what..
I will be coming back to blog later.
Haha. See yaaa......

By the way, Happy Birthday Yanyi!
Sorry for not knowing about your birthday.
Was only told by Chuiying today.
So I wish that you will have all the fun that you can ever get k?
Take care and happy birthday once again =)

I didn't want to talk about it.
But something just like sparked that irritation of me?!
I don't think I should even bother to like think of something to replace that fellow name.
Because without me even doing so, I guess many would have guessed as much.

It just seem that I can't stand # way of doing things.
Maybe I should say I aren't the only one?
It's just so irritable.
No matter what we say..you already have a concept in your mind and let's say, you're stubbornly sticking to it.
And though I'm stubborn too(sad to say), I don't wanna link myself to be anywhere like you.
Getting back to the topic..
So what for is there a need to bother to ask us?
Just to put on a show that you do consider about what students have to say?
Like WTF?

The way you're doing things, let's say, won't get you nowhere.
So what if you think you have the authority?
But to everyone, you would never earn it faithfully.
So..is it like of any use?
Just because Idon'tknow how did you manage to get that position..
It doesn't mean that everything works similarly to your case.
Let's say its possible, but that doesn't rule out the impossible too.
You're just a stick-in-the-mud -.-

It's not that I aren't supportive of !.
It's just that I don't think shes yet suitable to be one.
I mean YET and not say she CAN'T.
Let's hope that you understands the difference of it.
If you want to say that some things are left for adults to consider, should I say..
Most adults are BLIND in such stuffs?
They don't know the true qualities of whoever as compared to us.
So what even if you have taught them before or seen them..
It doesn't means that you've seen the true them.
Let's put it simply, who doesn't put up a pretence in class?
Not say all, but most does, and from what and who I'm referring to now, they does.
I shouldn't say that I know them better then you.
But what I dare say is at the very least, I see MORE of them than YOU.

I told you my truthful opinion and this is what you say-.-
Might as well just do things your way and don't bother about us then-.-
Or right from the start I should say, you never did bother about us.
Just looked for us to get things done when you have to cover your butt-.-
Forget it. In any case, you just suck.

Hi.
I'm back once again.

I just had the sudden urge to blog after speaking to one of my junior and am still speaking.
To protect her identity, I won't say who it is.
Lols. I sound like she gonna get into some trouble or what.
But sometimes..I think its good enough that we know it in our heart.
So I'm not like gonna write her name or what because I don't want her to get like comments on anything negative because she's really nice and sensible.

I think I have really really nice and cute juniors.
And sensible ones too.
And I can say, I'm really really really proud that I have them as my juniors.
I'm really very glad that they've actually matured and learnt that not everything will go smooth sailing according to what they want.
I'm really glad that they even spared a thought for Jun Yan.
I'm not saying that all does, but the fact that there are people who bothers is comforting enough.

And talking about Jun Yan, I should say that I have to apologise to him for being harsh on him sometimes.
But somewhat being my cello partner for these few years..definitely you know that I don't always mean those mean things I say right? =D
Only sometimes when u really gets onto my nerves. Haha.
And maybe I should say that luckily theres you being there to help me with stuffs and blah though you don't always do it and sometimes orders me to do it instead.
Though very irritating at times, you can be very nice at times too.
Just, maintain yourself properly can?
Especially, your nose hair.
Get it trimmed. Lols.
It's disgusting.
And mind your temper!

And well, I was really touched by what was said.
So I'm really comfort to know that my juniors knows what is right and what is wrong.
To be able to pass a judgement based on what's seen and not based on what's other's view on it.

Talked talked talked and talked.
Talked about the past and blah blah blah.
Everything seemed to be happening so vividly in my mind.

Ending it here before i gets emotional. Haha.
Bye.

I guess I seriously suck in doing anything that has to do with wheels.
And..I'm like immune to getting falls and cuts and blah blah blah. LOLS.
Thats not a good thing-.-

I think even if I get a really bad injury or what one day..
I won't cry because of it.
Reason : I would just keep laughing at my own's foolishness to get rid of the pain from the fall. Lols.

Okay, I don't know whats with that sentence either.
I don't know what to blog about today because I can't think of anything to say.
I think I'm not making sense.
I guess thats what happens when my brain is jam.

And I think, guys of the Modern Era sometimes are better gossipers then girls.
Haha. And actually, there IS a difference between gossiping and analysing.

Okay, because of my super long and nonsensical post yesturday, I shall keep today's post short, btu not sweet.
Hahahahaha. So not funny.

Hi there.
I shall share something about the 3rd of april.
It's nothing much actually.
It's just that I fell asleep at 6pm++!
Haha. Okay, that's all.
And when I woke up at 2am++, no one was awake.
So I had no choice but to put myself back in bed because I didn't want to switch on my lights.
Took a long time to fall back asleep though.
And when I woke up, I was actually feeling sleepy-.-.-.-

And the skin for my right leg peeled off a little too.
My Itchy Fingers went to peel it and..Omg, the process is a little way too gross to be mentioned here.
Though I shared it with like some of my friends, some details were left out to prevent them from feeling disgusted though they already were. LOLS.

English lesson started off the day and what I could say was..
I was totally disgusted by the damn hanger thing.
It's like, why are those women doing and allowing those harm to happen?
Where's their stand!?

As what Jetaime might have said, they were forced under circumstances.

BUT STILL, don't those women has a say for themselves?
Don't they know whats best for their own body?
Don't they know that everything has a right to live?
Don't they know if they want to protect the child even if its not a boy?
There are so many other things I want to list down.
But most importantly, WHY ARE THEY NOT MAKING THEIR STAND KNOWN ON A SINGLE THING THAT IS GOING TO BE DONE?
If it's just about upsetting their in-laws or whatever, don't they have the basic sense to stand up for their own rights and well-being or simply have a life on their own without living under their in-laws?

The hanger thing just made me felt sick throughout the whole discussion.
I just couldn't get my mind off about that.

Emaths was average.
And I totally forgot that there was Chemistry later that I was like mumbling 'early recess!'
Lols.

I apologise for those words.
But I'm glad that neither of us jumped to any conclusion or what but instead, thrashed it out.

Lunch was fun/funny/funnier/funniest. (choose one)
Lols. What the hell am I doing-.-

MT oral was....
Omg, I don't know what I was doing.
I simply screwed my oral up-.-
I took many breaks because I just simply forgot all the words I wanna use-.-
And at the second question, I totally went stunned for don't know what reason that I went speaking damn SLOW like,其实呢。。。我，本，身，觉，得。。。
I felt damn dumb lah.
Like which normal fellow would speak like that-.-

Cello was alright.
Only that even right up till the second last Official practice for us..
I'm still getting screamed at by tian.
Lols. But I don't blame her.
After all, the skills I have now, is mainly taught by her.
I'm not trying to say that my skills are like good or what, but what I have learnt from cello so far is all taught by her together with the help that I got from my seniors.
I'm glad to see that the so-called 'interaction' that day at DHS concert did at least made Chanel turned a little better rather then her normal usual self which always GL people.

Went for tuition later and I think the teacher is feeling very energetic today. LOLS!
Let's do the Automatic cheer now!
*Forgot the beginning*
A.U.T.O.M.A.T.I.C.
....S.Y.S.T.E.M.A.T.I.C....
Automatic, Systematic, Highly Energetic
Lols, okay thats lame-.-

Let's see what the teacher did..
Maybe it doesn't seem funny here or what or maybe it isn't funny at all in the first place..
But it was at the very least, entertaining to me..

T : Do your know what's a 'Die'
S : *Continues with what they were doing without giving a hoot about the teacher*
T : It's the singular of a 'Dice'

T : And do you know what's the singular of a 'Dice'?
S : Die.
T : So clever! So in conclusion, a 'Die' is the singular of a 'Dice', and a 'Dice' is the plural of a 'Die'. I think I can be a English teacher! I know about plurals and singulars and blah blah blah..
T : *Laughs and smiles to himself*
S : *None of them were bothering about him at all. LOLS!*
T : Is it a trend now to ignore your teachers? *Smiles to himself*

Isn't it like so stupid and yet funny! Lols.
Because I didn't interact with them at all, I had no one to laugh with, which is a sad thing. Lols.
So I was feeling so deprived of laughing over and as if constipated as I couldn't laugh it out loud.

Another part.
T : *takes a student bball and starts bouncing it*
S : *STARES*
T : Do you need to pump air into the ball?
S : Yah.....-.-
T : Do you think the sound made from a plastic ball or bball is louder? *pauses* Or perhaps, a soccer ball? *laughs*
No one replied.
T : Is the bball made of rubber or plastic?
S : It's made of plastic
T : No. Can't you feel that its made of rubber? *gives those -.- face and starts laughing*

Me : *Omg...Damn funny! Seeing them is just so entertaining to myself who is acting like an anti-social kid there. lols*

Had dinner at 9plus going to 10 while Chuiying had her supper. Lols.
Didn't know who to find at such a late hour.
So tried asking her since shes leaving so near.

I saw a few of my primary school friends today which I haven't seen for a very long time and they all look very ah-beng kind now.
Why did they like choose that path for themselves?
Maybe they are enjoying it now or what.
But in any case, I do wish for them all the best.

Okay, anyway, Im going off now.
A few pictures up to end the post. =D

Caiyan's creation which she claims to be worth Hundreds. Lols.

Made this out of my dinner. See the face there? =)Balls of cheese. Lols

See that tiny spectrum of light over there?

Isn't it pretty? =DDD

I purposely place this picture larger in the hope of making the spectrum more obvious.

You will never ever earn my respect.
You never did and you never will.
And I'm not saying this in a spite of anger because I'm very much in a sane state of mind.
And I mean it.
I will never forgive that act.
And I mean NEVER.
F* OFF.
This is what you call a real Bastard.