Absent-minded

I think that I'm very smart-.-

First of all, I dropped my phone in Chuiying's mum car.
Next, I realised that I've forgotten to bring out my keys today, left it in my other bag when I went out yesturday.

How smart right? -.-

So I'm locked out of my house now and I feel like sleeping -.-

Feeling slightly drowsy now because I couldn't sleep last night.

Only went to bed at 2plus in the morning and that's not including the time I spent tossing around.

Got to know more about others expenditures on prom stuffs and I was like omg?!

I know that these things don't really come cheap, but well, I don't really fancy these things now so I'm not willing to spend a bomb on it.

I have very nice friends who tells me 'oh, i'm released! *grins*'

What a jerk. Lols.

One more paper left!

Bye!

:)

Am glad:)
Pretty glad, we shall go for the briefing together! :)
Exciting!!!! Haha, retarded:)
Shopping!!!!!:)

Went with my mum to far east today for a walk.
Shes damn random I tell you!-.-
One moment she tell me to stay at home, next moment call me out-.-
But I swear that that's a better place to shop then vivo.
Maybe not for everything lah, but for this time round.
Lols, within like 1hr plus, it has been more fruitful then other trips-.-
Saw this one, quite interested in it.
My mum thinks it's nice too, but I'm not willing to pay so much for something that I don't really wear-.-

Okay gotta sleep now, chem paper1 in abt 8hrs time.
Bye!

Phone calls.

Some phone calls are interesting and entertaining while some phone calls are disturbing.
You never know who the other party gonna be without having Caller-ID or when it's from some unknown callers with private numbers.

A persistent caller woke me up from my bed this morning when I had no intention to wake up yet and hanged on me when I picked up the call.
Not once, but thrice-.-
I was pretty irritated because I slept late last night and was tired from the lack of sleep the previous night and from the walkings.
Called back the caller and he/she rejected my call.
Wouldn't have bother calling back should I not be waiting for a call-.-

Next, received another call and I thought it was another prank call because the number was sort of similar-.-
But luckily I kept my cool.
Seems pretty interesting hur.
Slogging my guts out during festive seasons =/
Not a very nice idea if I'm there alone-.-
But like, this gonna be an interesting experience for me too I hoped, whats more, there's money-.-
Was pretty excited after hanging the call.
But the excitment soon died.

Shall go back into my bed.
Bye

emotions.

Isn't it amazing how our emotions can change so easily?
You can be laughing like some cracko a moment and then be silent like some emo kid.

So unhappy about things?
Don't go, no one will point a gun at your head and threaten to blow your head up if you don't go.
I daresay that I'm way much capable and experience then you guys in handling such things.
Downright losers.
You don't have to put up a front and pretend to be so gracious.
People can sense it without you having to try to put up an act.
There's no need to make a mountain out of a molehill. -.-

Not gonna spoil my mood because of this dumb thing.

Physics paper1 tomorrow!
Excited? No. -.-
More excited of the plans after the paper instead-.-

I should get a punching bag someday-.-

my twin?

maybe I have a twin somewhere out there? :D
But that also means that I'm not unique. Lols

Ok, this stroke my mind because someone mistook me for another person while I was at the bus stop today.
It goes like this....
Boy cycles past me and turn back.
Boy: eh hi! You still goes to the church now?
Me: huh?! (who are you?)
Boy: you forgot who I am already?
Me: who are you?
Boy: sorry, wrong person *grins*
Boy cycles away.

How weird, quite malu for him though.
But he looks familiar, seem to be someone from my primary school.
Oh, I call him a boy because he looks at most a primary6.

And I got a scare from caiyan just before I was to start crossing the road. -.-
It wasn't those kinda normal scare for me. Don't know why-.-
Might be because I didn't expect to see her there since I was late.

I've lost contact with my textbooks man.
Couldn't even remember the simple things like the direction of the magnetic field for the right hand grip.
Gonna look at my textbook when I get home tomorrow.
It has been about 4days of break since I last had a paper.
My mind's rusty. Haha:P
Okay, byebye!

kill me please

Am very very very very very very very very very very bored!
Can't wait for O's to be over so that I can go out and play play play play play play play play till I drop dead.

I know that there's still things to study and revise.
But I just can't push myself towards the books.
They were never my friends sadly.
Only sometimes, when I feel like it.
Talking about that, I'm reminded of the book which I borrowed from Zhihui.
Borrowed it in the midst of O's I think?
And stopped reading it because I had to sped more time on textbooks.
An now..I've yet to complete it-.-

I've watched shows till I don't want to watch them anymore -.-
Actually not really, it's just some dramas that I don't feel like watching already, not all shows.
But I shouldn't even be watching it in the first place-.-

Gonna have a family chalet! =D
But I hope my cousins stays even if their parents don't -.-
No weekend slots =(

Anybody want to cook with me? =DDDDDD
I feel like cooking =(

boredom kills it all.

I hate drillings-.-
Especially when I'm sleeping!
I'm practically a live example of a dead log when I'm sleeping because I'm a heavy-sleeper.

Felt like cooking.
But no one's home for me to cook for, so who will eat up what I cook? =/
But still, I went ahead to make a pizza and now, it's lying around in the kitchen.

I don't know what should I do.

Ah...tiredtiredtiredtired.......
Actually I don't get tired so easily from all these walking..
But I guess sleeping late last night and waking up early this morning made me tired.
Now I can't really sleep very late and still feel energetic after i wake up =/

Wanted to catch three movies today but I don't think I can tahan because I was feeling tired.
We shall have a real movie marathon after o's!
Rent loads of vcds and watch it at someone's place! :)
There's other shows that I want to watch, but they are off screen already:(

Got something for my mum for her birthday but I'm think I'm getting more.
Saw this handbag at charles&keith which I think my mum would like it since it's big(so that she can just throw all her files into her bag-.-), quite simple and pretty.
But getting bags for her is like so boring because most of the time I get her a handbag as a present(because she tells me to get her things that are useful and her handbag is like the only accessory she use everyday.)
But I forgot to get it after walking-.-
Maybe I will check with the store that's at tmall if they carry the product or till I find something more interesting.

Feels as if o's are already over though there's still paper1 for sciences and mt(tomorrow).
Gotta rest early for energy!
Remember to bring your chinese dictionary! :)

Shall continue looking around.

When there's a misunderstanding, it is necessary to clear things out and solve it rather then keeping it aside and saying that one won't bother about it when it actually does matter to the person itself.
If not, this will only create opportunities for future disputes and unhappiness among one another.
Since everyone is somewhat working towards the same direction, why be unhappy with one another?
Don't let history repeat itself?

Hi!
Guess what!
My phone battery just went flat and that marks the end of a 4hour chat!
Lols, this has been the longest chat I ever had on the phone man!
Previous chats had never been so long before!
Haha:P and the best thing is..o's has yet to end and here I am chatting for 4hours.

I think I talk alot today/ tonight!
LOLS!

Bye!:D

I was actually very happy and type loads of crap.
But after clicking publish post, blogger died on me and now im in no mood to type anything.
So yeah, shall just brief things up.

Left with 6papers
My mum kept me waiting-.-
Found $20
No more tuitions on saturdays and sundays
I have weird friends but I enjoy having weird friends
Belated happy birthday huijie.

Thats all. Bye.
Stupid blogger-.-

7 papers left!
This week has been a very fast week!
It's like, just few days back I was studying at coffeebean with my friends and now, another weekend is coming!

Bio paper tomorrow and then everything else will be more relaxing for me already!:)
Okay, that's not a sign to like celebrate or what, but like, everything will be done and over with soon!
And I believe many people will start thinking back on what were the days like during o's.
Okay, I'm digressing.
I'm still in the midst of taking exams and here I am thinking about what will I be thinking after o's-.-

Bye!

am screwed, so screwed...

Long weekend gone.
But that meant......9 papers left!

Well, I guess it has been a long time since I last had some time left to check through the paper.
Must say thanks to the blackout. Lols.
Quite an eventful paper hur?
Drillings, blackout, etc..

Am I screwed or not? Lols
My choice of questions and answer looks different from others. Haha
It's over anyway.
Now, studying history has become history itself.
Ah hahahahahaa, not funny-.-
I wasted my time on cold war =(
Stupid-.-

Anyway, its over.
Physics up next..
Wish me luck!
Bye!

E.Hist paper tomorrow!
It seem that I know something and yet I don't.
But not gonna say I'm screwed. LOLS.
Know why?
According to some show shown quite some time back, 'a date with a vampire 3', there's this character who kept saying : 'believe that you can and you can.'
Lols, self-delusion.

I want to watch Miss No Good.
But sadly, I don't have the time to.
As in, i should spend my time studying instead.
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I feel like getting a haircut. -.-

it's only 3plus in the afternoon now and i'm feeling dead tired...that's not a good thing :/
Hais...

Hi!
Just got back home from my mum's company dinner.
Okay, should be company's BBQ.
And I was there helping to barbeque food-.-
I was asking my mum whose bbq-ing the food before we arrived.
She said she don't know..and it turned out to be me as that was the first time BBQ-ing for many of them.

Putting that aside..
I started reminising the past and felt that that was more like me.
As in, like I'm the sort who plans or go for BBQ normally rather then the me whose sort of studying everyday.
But it's for my own benefit anyway, so no complains.

Didn't study much today-.-
Feeling bad about it. -.-

Anyway, am sleepy now.
Bye.

2 more papers down today!
That means..about 10papers left only!
Exciting!! :D

Maths somewhat over..
Left with emaths paper2.
Wasn't as happy as I thought I was going to be..
But still, am glad that I'm nearly done with maths.

I'm sorry for showing my feelings today?
Sorry, my mood simply turned very bad and I rather just keep quiet then to speak, because when I'm in a very foul mood, I tend to be very nasty or can say nasty things very easily.
I meant foul, not bad mood.
Though I might not control my emotions well when i'm in a bad mood too.

Sometimes, I just don't think thats right.

Anyway, back to happy things.
Okay, nothing much to be happy about of anyway either.
Just that the weekends are here again.
Plus a ph on Mon..and it will then be e.hist paper.

Bye.

Done with amaths paper1
12papers more!
2papers tomorrow...and that means all maths paper will be over soon! :D
Hehehehehe..

At ehub coffeebean studying now!
Waiting for caiyan and zhihui. :D
I'm early. HAHAHAHA..
Okay, going off now!

All the best for those taking their e.geog or pure geog today!

I'm glad that you didn't choose to keep it to yourself..because I had a similar feeling too, but didn't know what it was..

苦茶:)

13 papers left!

Haha. Finally done with English.
I showed my sis the question paper for paper1 and she say she thinks it's easy-.-
I find the topics hard to write though.
What's more...I'm only doing narrative. Don't want to risk and try others, nows not the time to do so. :P

Amaths paper1 tomorrow!
Sian..
Lols. But I will be damn happy when all maths paper are over.
Trust me! Maths is really a chore for me. LOLS!

My place is freaking cold!-.-
I hope that my brain won't die on me.
If not I'll just be kiasu and complain about the aircon.. And for those who feel warm.. I'm sorry, can't help it.
Even my windbreaker is not able to keep me warm!-.-
Or according to what some 'nice' people says, my raincoat-.-
But I just hope that it doesn't gets too noisy when I put it on.
Sorry for the noise made then :/ HAHA

I told my mum about how cold my place was and she told me to put on my jacket's hood so that it doesn't freeze my brain-.-

Byebyebyebye! :)

She commented that it was a good and pretty interesting plot.
However, it wasn't even one to start with...

Hey there!

Can't believe it! Chemistry's paper2 is already over!
Haha, fast fast!
But then..Does that mean that other papers are coming that soon too?
Can't believe it!
Haha.

This morning, zhi hui and the rest were already discussing about having movie marathons after O's.
It was pretty amusing when they were like talking about it and someone suddenly someone said O's aren't over yet and here we are planning for things to do after O's.
But everything seem so exciting.
Haha

I'm pretty weird I guess.
It's not like I'm very well or fully prepared for O's,
But yet I aren't in the least anxious of it =/
Just amazed that a paper is down so quickly.

About 15 more papers to go!
Wow! Haha.

I think ms lee is very nice to be staying back till so late.
As in, she's not really obliged to stay till so late for us right?
She could choose not to.
And I feel bad=/

English papers tomorrow!
Madness! Second paper at 5pm!
Haha.
I think I've lost my mind. Lols.
Excited, but don't know why.

Btw, happy birthday shunzi!

Bye people!

Happy Birthday Jetaime!

Ok, tomorrow's the start of O's.
Well, that's fast! But that also meant that it will be over soon yeah! :)
So, all the best to all my friends.
Let's all mug together!
And then play as if there's no tomorrow! Haha

Everyone's feeling the stress and tension...
Maybe it will get better after the first paper..or maybe worst
But still, jiayou! Make all these worth the while!

I have a dream! :)

One of my eyebrow's hair is 0.8cm!
Amazing! Lol -.-
Not 1.8cm, made a mistake.
Quite a big one. Lol

Feeling all messed up.
Someone clear my mind for me-.-

WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME! >:(

I miss CO.
Both sectionals and dazu.
The times when we all train like some mad horses and the excitement and all the fun.
And especially, my friends there(seniors&juniors).

How I wish that we could all turn back time and practice/perform together.

Random.

What a thing to discover just after I woke up.
I lost my Amaths TYS year-by-year series.
How wonderful can that get?
Is there any chance that any one of you has seen my book lying around anywhere?
Seems abit hard to identify mine though, given that I didn't write my name on it.
I practically place it IN my bag everyday, how did it get the chance to escape?!?
Someone stole it? Seem likely.. -.-
Looks like I might have to get another one.
Damn.

Hihi!

Here's another video with cello.
It's a MUST WATCH!!
Okay, just listening to it is as good.
I sort of like this, as compared to those I posted previously.
Those were just watching for the fun of it, but this is nice =D
What's more the cellist learnt it by ear and not scores(though i don't know how true is it, i rather choose to believe it and be impressed by him.)
I love the way how he plays at somewhere 1.56/5.00 and note the part where the fingerings get fast later.

王力宏 - 落葉歸根 (Luo Ye Gui Gen) Piano/Cello Cover


I'm glad youtube has this recommendation thing.
Thus, I didn't have to search for this.
I'm going off to play my cello now!
It's been near 2 whole months since I last touch it!
And I miss it though its just beside me-.-
I kept it in its bag to stop myself from touching it.
I want to play my cello well too.
I just love the deep mellow of it, not to mention the high notes when it's not squeaky. =D

Here's another one :
jay chou ju hua tai and yi lu xiang bei remix

I hope you guys like it as well.

Not really very impressive but just for the fun of listening to it.

Dance of the Elves


安静


Opps!...I did it again.


Can't Help Falling In Love

The sound from the sparkles have been going on for about an hour. Then came the rain and now, its silent.
How I wish that I could be washed away by the rain as well.

It's hard to see clearly in a mist.
Trusting one another seem hard, but it's a must.

Hi there.

It's 1.28am right now.
How great! I can't fall asleep-.-
Told myself not to go anywhere near my bed at 7pm but I still did.
And I slept all the way till 11pm-.-
Looks like I will spend my night awake and I would be god damn sleepy tomorrow. Wait, it's later not tomorrow.

My mum's sick and she refuse to visit the doctor-.-
Like mother, like daughters. LOLS
But it's different.
Ours goes away easily, but not hers-.-

Got the cello tee from yuyun and..the shirt is damn big. LOLS
And it reminds me of Vick, I don't know why.
Its big enough to be a dress for Zhihui. LOLS
But still, not bad lah=) don't put yourself down yuyun!
Where's the 'cellists are nice people'? LOLS
And I forgot which of my junior said that cellists are happy people.

It rained heavily today and my shoes are soaked-.-
It's only monday and my shoes are soaked. How great -.-
And on my way home, I wished my house was further away, so that the bus ride home is longer.
But if that really gonna be the case, I probably die due to lack of sleep. LOLS
Even 1minute of sleep is precious to me. I'm serious!

And now comes the contradiction, I can't fall asleep -.-

Take care of yourself everyone.
Be it preparing for O's or EOY.
With the oncoming stress, don't stress yourself up or get too depressed.
It's bad for your health.

I don't know why my mind ran away last night.
Couldn't find its way back till this morning.
Got to turn my missings into my motivation.
GO ZENGMEI!! and also, to all her FRIENDS =D
GOGOGO!!!

Thanks to all the sleep in the morning, I'm now wide awake-.-

Loads of work to be done.
Oh no!!!

All the best for those taking EOYs anyway.
Jiayou!

25days away.
OH NO!
TIME IS RUNNING OUT. CATCH IT IF YOU CAN.

One activity already up on the 'things to be done calendar' after O's.
And that is..C&B chalet! Lols
More to go!! =DD

I am waiting for my grandma to come up and tell me that her absence all this time has been nothing but a dream.

Hi.
I know I'm not supposed to be here. But I'm here, so yeah -.-

I suddenly have the urge to go for FLH's upcoming concert in dec. LOLS.
I told caiyan that I won't like waste the money to attend their concert because they can't actually sing? LOLS.
But while listening to the radio and a little news about them, I suddenly had the urge to want to go for the concert. LOLS
Afterall, they are sort of one of the boybands that I like who can't really sing(LOLS!)
So...I don't know.
How????????????????????????????????????????????????????

Maybe I could try to scam my sis.
HAHAHAHAHA. No lah, I'm not so evil-.-
But they seriously can't sing lah!
But I still want to go-.-

Pictures on grad day(from my cam only, LOLS) are in this link!
4R1'08 BBQ

Official Graduation Day yesturday.
Well, many things to say, but shall keep it till after O's.
Because...we'll still get to see one another so often now yeah?

pictures pictures and pictures = memories memories and more memories!
more of such events!
But not farewells please =(

Class Video!


I can say I was shocked to see him approaching.
But my opinion of him is changing.
Maybe he's a nice guy afterall? Hope that I'm not wrong.

That's why I said I hate goodbyes.

Hi.

Some pictures from COda.

Let's welcome the future yeah! =)

My lovely juniors! Catherine!

Jiayou ok! =) Jocelyn!

Though I didn't know you for long, thanks for the fun!

YanTing!

Good Luck crazy kid! =D

WengLok!

All the best!

Elly!

All the best!
Syuhada!

All the best!

YiLiang!

Thanks for the pair of socks man!(SEE! I still remember. haha)

ChuiYing!

My Spastic neighbour! But I like.

LOLS XD

YuYun!

JiayouJiayou! Let's work hard together! =)

Me.

Once again, a stupid picture of me=P

Everyone...JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!


Maybe I could say as expected for some.
But for some, its not the case.
But anyway, that's not the point.
So that's the end of it.
-Closes Case-


You'll see the change.
Go on and look down on me if that makes you feel better. =)

Hi!

Went to school for CO's graduation party this morning.
I can't say that it was very exciting, but it was fun enough.
Good job for all who had planned all these out.

Well, I can say, I'm very fortunate!
Really, I mean it.
I don't know how to express everything out.
And though I didn't cry like what you guys(my cello juniors=D) wanted me too, I was touched.
Definitely. I think it's because I know that I would still get to see you guys, that's why I was emotionally stable. Haha..
And you guys make me feel even more...舍不得你们.
But really, thankyou thankyou thankyou.
Like..for all the efforts..planning..and work.

Yup, so, thankyou. Haha.
Can't post any pictures now or send to anyone now because the cam is not with me.
Will post or send when I've uploaded the pics.
Remember to ask me for the pics too! =D

I was packing my stuffs and placed all my treasured things that I've received this year together and I felt very contented.
This has been one of the best year of my life though a heart-wrenching one as well.
But it definitely gonna be in my mind forever.

Take care. Bye =)

Hello.

I've just reached home from the cinemas!
Okay, nothing of a big deal.

Hana Yori Dango Final!
Not bad, not bad! =D
Haha, Oguri Shun! =D
Domyoji's mum 'looks' much nicer in this finale. =D she smiled, not in those evil way lah. =D

End of prelims! Yes! actually, i didn't study hard lah-.-
Went to shop! Random, no plans of it actually.
From 'rich' to 'poor'. Lols.
And..oh no, I now have similar clothes with caiyan! Oh No! Haha

Bye!

Hello!

It's September 11 today! Lols. It's been 7years since the terrorist attack!
Wow, time flies hur? It seem just a few years back that it happened in my memory. Haha.
Okay, I bet everyone must be thinking that I'm dumb.

and September 11 also means 1 more day to the end of prelims =D
but then, 1more day nearer to Olevels -.-
but then, it also mean 1more day nearer to the end of Olevels!
but then, it also means 1more day closer to 2009.
but then....
no more! haha, this can go on forever and ever and ever man. lols.

Okay, up next.. I went swimming. Lols-.-

I'm feeling all happy and excited just because I'm back from swimming.
But because I don't have any other plans yet, that also meant that I'm feeling wide awake and bored =(
The opposite effect of what I wanted.
I've change my body clock during the September holidays and has yet to adjust it back.
So the previous few days for me were coming home, sleeping, waking up at night and then study all the way till like 4/5plus(okay, slack pretty much too, but well, that's not the focus. LOLS) before napping for 1hr and heading for school.
So since prelims gonna end tomorrow(yeah!), I went for a swim after coming home.
Decided to do so so that I would make myself tired and sleep early tonight.
Maybe it will work? since I'm feeling wide awake now.

Oh yeah! nearly forgot what I wanted to blog about.
I wanted to say, the life guard scared me when I was on my way in and out.
I was looking for wallet for my card when the guard scared me by saying a really deep but loud-.- 'Good Afternoon'.
And when I was going out, the guard was speaking to another guard(his friend..duh-.- lols) .
And suddenly he said 'goodbye'.
I don't know why and how but he just was able to scare me with his booming voice-.-
And there's this disgusting man who think he's a hunk-.-

Okay, that's all actually. Lols.
Well, I don't really have a interesting day right?
But nah, it's ok. Because I'm going out tomorrow! =D

Bye!

PS: there's this no life guy out there somewhere. let's see who will get what I mean XD

I'm here again!

I think this show might be nice =D

(though the first episode wasn't watched by many)

Okay, I had no intention to watch it now, wanted to watch it when more episodes comes out or after O's, but watch it while having my lunch just now.
So yeah, I don't like Rainie's accent in the show-.-
A little like la bi xiao xin-.-

Don't like her hairstyle too-.-

藤冈靛/Dean Fujioka Tatsuo plays a very nice role so far.
As in likeable? I don't know, but to me at least.
He looks charming. LOLS.
What's with all this craze-.-
Nah, it will be gone soon. Haha.
But for now, let me just say he is charming. Lols.

And now..this will be another show that I'm catching.
More and more shows are adding up!

kns, no self-control.

Hi.

I don't know what will the marking of my SEQ part b be like.
I checked my textbook while I was on the bus home. And...I went to write stuffs on Stalin for Hitler!
I went to write purges, show trials, labour camps-.- Oh no-.-
I did include Hitler things in like suspicions among people and others but like, I went to write 3 things on Stalin in Hitler. Like wth-.-
And this is like provided the factors I started with are right.
wth-.-
I hope they only minus off marks and not penalised the question. But well, penalise now better then during O's

That's what happens when all these communist people thinks alike lah!

They seem to have so much in common yet difference-.-

And I identified the questions wrongly for the SEQ.
Part B was supposed to be the 3 factors one whereas A was the agree/disagree one.
And only found out about it when I was starting on my part B. So I tried to make admentments by adding those '//' to indicate a new paragraph.
Stupid lah-.-

Okay, all this is back to my fault. For not starting revision early.
Haha. So who to blame? Who else, but me.

I don't know why, but the feeling I get of history is that I know what is in the book, but yet not every single details.
When I was flipping my text, I was thinking 'I have seen this picture so many times! I know what is it talking about.' and when I compared what I thought I knew and what the picture shows, not everything is noted in my brain-.-

Left with paper1 for all sciences = no mood to revise any further -.-
I don't know why too.
Haha. Shit lah-.-
When will I get serious? kns.

Bye.

edited. (too much vulgarities used-.-, couldn't stand it)
those people who smokes deserves to die.
Especially those who smokes along the common corridors of HDB.

I'm freaking pissed with these kind of selfish smokers.

If this doesn't stop soon, I'm SO GONNA COMPLAIN TO HDB just like some typical aunties. kns

Today was like a day out with my mum and sis! =D
Haha. Shall let you know why! =P (even if you don't, haha)

I went for breakfast with my mum this morning because she took a day off today!
Haha. She hardly take days off -.-
But well, what's the point of working if you're always on leave? Lols.
I was saying that I will come home to study after breakfast, but she says she want to catch a movie.
She hardly does that too! Haha, normally its either my sis or I who are the ones who 'drags' her into the cinema.

Caught a 10.40am show of Wall.E
I thought that the show won't be nice.
But after watching, i think its not that bad lah =D
Wall.E is quite cute, and Eve is, violent(at the beginning).

Came home after the show while my mum went out with chuiying's mum.
Studied, but fell asleep too-.-
I was up till 3plus last night because my mum was sleeping on my bed, so I was thinking that I would go to bed after my mum wakes up. But she didn't. So I slept on the floor instead. Lols.

Met my sis at TM for dinner together with my mum later.
And, I made them walk home with me. LOLS.

Okay, that's the end of my day.
But still, I like it =D
Its been very long since we did random and simple stuffs like this.

Bye!
It's 11.11pm now!
Anyone thinking of me? Lols!

Hihihihihihihihi!!!

I'm wide awake now although I didn't sleep that early last night and despite the fact that its only 8plus in the morning.
Well...it's not normal to catch me waking up so early in the morning you know!
But I woke up immediatly and became wide awake this morning when my mum came into my room and said 'there's a certificate in the mailbox today!'

Haha. Excited excited excited. But also feeling anxious at the same time.
Reason? Because I didn't recieve any email from ABRSM at all of checking my results online =/
I wonder why.
And also because I know that I'm wasn't prepared for this exam. Haha (thats not a good thing-.-)

Results results results results!!!
I passed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hahahahahahaha!!!!!!!! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Damn happy to know that I pass.
Because I screwed it up that day and thought that I would fail.
Should I take future cello exams....I'M NOT GONNA SCREW IT UP AGAIN!

So yeah, end of my sharing. Lols.
And also, much thanks to Junyan.
though you gave me much stress and worries-.-
For being the pianist though the date was nearing exams and for playing the accompaniment.
Because without you, I can't take the exam. Yeap, so thanks.

Oh! and thanks to the examiner too! (though I know he will never ever read this...)
For making my first cello exam so enjoyable and wonderful!
A great experience! =DD
And he's a nice and charming guy too.
LOLS! my craze over him is long gone.

Bye people! =D
And take care to those who are dying. Haha. *refer to blogs* LOLS!

I'm a certified grade3 cellist now=D
Though its only grade3, it's still considered a recognition to me!

Happy Birthday Kok Nam!
Grow up hur! See how nice I am, to place your greetings at the beginning. What's more, so big! Haha XD

Well, its 1am++ now but I'm not in the least feeling sleepy.
Maybe I should go study. Haha
To be truthful, very truthful...
I hardly touch my books at all! And even if I did, not much thing is done-.-

Today's weather is very nice. Very cooling. But cold too-.-
While I was opening the door for my sis, there was this sudden gush of wind, and I was like wth, so cold!
Oh, maybe it's yestuday. Not today. haha XP

Well, I've changed skin! DUH!-.-

Been looking for one since don't know when. Somewhere since last year end? December? Yup, it's that long ago. Just that I couldn't find one that I'm alright with.
And many of my friends has changed their blogskins, some even more then once. I started thinking, 'why is it just that I can't find a skin that I like?-.-'

There was even once when I spent hours but couldn't find one to changed. Because I thought my previous one was better. But at the same time, I was slightly sick of it too.
Had that skin for very long! Maybe not very long, but very long to me.
If I didn't remember wrongly, I only changed into that after I got back from cambodia(and that was sec 2, wow!), and the skin at that time was the one which had caiyan's and my photo on it in a filmstrip kind.
And and! caiyan changed my skin to that skin when I was away. So when I tried to see if I could use my hp to go online via GPRS that time, I was surprised to see a change in skin. Forgot how she managed to log into my account though. And my bill went up to hundreds at that time-.- just because of GPRS -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-

Oh, and talking about blogskins, I learnt new things today!
Haha, I won't say what I learnt, because it might be nothing to you guys as you all have know it long time ago.

Ok ok, I shall scram now. Doubt anyone else is awake anyway. -.-
Bye!

Happy Teacher's Day. Once again.

I guess I was a little emotional the past few days.
Simply can't keep my mind off thinking unneccessary stuffs-.-
But well, I'm gonna heed what my sis and my friends told me, which is to keep it off my mind till O's are over.
It's hard to now that I'm demoralised by it. But I will.
What Mandy said about the old me, I will bring it back! Yeah!

Anyone wanna go out and study?
I have not started on bio-.-
Maybe I should try studying from 12am-5am too! =D
Shall we have like night-studying and a sleepover? =D

Bye.

Happy Teacher's Day.
Okay, today is not the actual day. But shall still say this first in case I don't blog on teacher's day, 1st sept.

I'm having mixed feelings about today's celebration.
I don't know why.
I feel both sad and happy; not much on happy though.
But shall talk on why I'm happy first =) =(
It was fun and a nice surprise to see the teachers in uniforms.
Mr Ong(OM) was the first that I saw.
The next was Mrs Teh and Mr Chee.
I think Mrs Teh looks damn cute! Haha.
Other teachers are cute too lah =)
Also, we took pictures with the teachers and well, I'm glad we did.
Because..what if we don't get to in the future?
And anyway..I think its better that we take loads of pictures and keep it rather than taking only one.
Though the one would be very precious as it is the only one, but what would happen if that only one was lost?
That would be very sad. (not meant to be sarcastic)

The sad things..
It may look quite insignificant though, but it does bothers me a little

Firstly, I won't be returning to my primary school this year.
Okay not won't, should be did not retun to my primary school this year.
That alone, made me sad.
It's like, teacher's day for me has always been very interesting for me.
Because I get to catch up with my primary school teachers and friends.
But this year, I did none of it.
I could simply just rush over to my primary school after ngeeann's celebration normally. But Junyuan has shifted to a holding site in changi(why changi?!), so I didn't attempt to rush to that site as I don't know the place well either.
Moreover, the teachers were leaving early for lunch at a hotel, as usual.

Seeing how close others still are with their primary school friends, I felt envious.
Very envious.
Since don't know when, we had all just said 'we shall meet up and gather after Olevels.'
But what's the actual possibility of it happening?
I don't mind organising, but..that's provided that we really do meet up.
=(

Next, I don't know why.
But I had quite a bit of expectations for the celebration this year.
I think everything had gone well overall.
Just that I was expecting too much.
I don't know why, but the expectations of the expressions and actions of the teacher wasn't really what I expected.
Okay. nevermind.
I'm ending it here. I don't have any mood to type on further.

WHY IS IT THAT ALMOST ALL OF MY PRIMARY SCHOOL TEACHERS ARE GONE ALREADY? D=
They either are transferred to other school, has resigned or retired already.

Though prelims are not yet over, I don't know why but I have this feeling that I can slack a little today-.-
Guess it's just because the worst has yet to come.
After sept hols..biology, physics, chem, amaths and...e.history
OH NO..................
I don't want to dream of hitler and stalin!
haha. retarded-.-

I'm actually looking forward to the end of prelims.
Because the shirts would be ready soon by then!
Actually, I can't wait for the class dinner too!
But that might not be a good thing?
That is...O's coming soon..and the worst thing of all..............
partings..... D=

Okay, I don't know of anything to type anymore.
It's only 2pm now.
and...I'm feeling sleepy.
Bye!

Sudden sadness.

Went to look at JYPS website just now for fun.
Alot of teachers left, and there's many additions to the jyps family.
But there's still teachers there worth visiting.
Not many though.
Some were transferred, some retired and etc, etc.
Miss Foo has quit teaching. =/
It's only that day that I just talk about her and now, she's no longer a teacher.
Haha. I don't know what to say.
I just miss the past so much suddenly..


Come to think of it, it's gonna be the 7th month since she left on koknam's birthday...

Left this out previously.

Happy Birthday Catherine!

One more thing to add on. My Red phone is working!!! =DDD

Hey thereeeee.
I don't feel like studying for the moment. =(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
Howhowhowhowhowhowhowhow!!!!!
Zhi Hui don't wanna talk to me =(((((((
Haha -.-

I SERIOUSLY DON'T FEEL LIKE STUDYING LAH!
DAMN SIAN CAN!

Hais......
Was watching a TKD match on olympics just now.
OMG................I MISS THE TIMESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Sweden VS Mexico.
I hope Mexico wins.
And she won =DDDDDDDDD
But Sweden was DAMN scheming.
Tried to make Mexico out of the court.
Well, mexico went out once.
But she still won in the end.
So nothing much. Haha

The two of them were damn nice, they shook each other hands and gave each other a hug.
My opponents didn't do that before T.T
At that time, it was just like any other sparring session for me.
Lols, win or lose, I didn't have much joy or sadness. LOLS
I guess at that time, such things didn't matter much to me.
The first match I had, I didn't even know what to do -.-
My instructor was like giving me signals of what to do at his end.
And I looked at him more then I looked at my opponent. LOL-.-
And he told me to fall and I fall.
EVEN WITHOUT HAVING MY OPPONENT TO ATTACK ME. LOLS!
WTF MAN! XDDDDDD
Thinking about it now, it was like damn funny please!
And he told me to hug(go near) my opponent during the intervals.
I didn't know what it meant that time, but I simply just went to hug my opponent after she kicked me.
Damn stupid can! T.T
Lols, luckily I was shy in the past, then I won't really go hug, just place myself near the other.
If not I would be the joke of the day man. -.-

There's something I want to say.
PS: NOT FOR THOSE WEAK AT HEART.
I think I used to be damn cute. LOLS!

Okay, that's enough.
The weather's cold enough.
Bye!

PPS : I STILL DON'T FEEL LIKE STUDYING! LOLS

Hi.
I don't know why but I seem to be just plain lazy.
Heh heh heh heh heh.
Haha

I think my timeline is damn screwed.
Lols. I totally had NO idea that teacher's day is just next week and that the sept holidays is just the week after.
Speaking about Teachers day.
oh no...I won't be visiting my primary sch this year.
Okay, not like I'm some big shot or what-.-
But I just miss my teachers. Can't I ?
It has shifted temporarily to changi?
It's undergoing PRIME as well.
Oh no.....
Once its built up again, there's nothing left of me there =(
Oh no oh no oh no oh no.
Sudden gush of sadness. =(
Haha.

Miss Foo!!!! where are you? =/
I miss you.
Okay, I know you're the VP for don't know what primary sch now.
You were the HOD for maths back then.
And I remembered that time when me and sarah return during the holidays to help you pack your area in the staff room.
Haha. (seem like some stalker of teachers-.-)
I also miss the times where I got on your nerves for 'arguing' with you.
Haha, hey, I don't argue with teachers for nothing ok!
Reason being..I was accused of letting my friend copy my maths homework.
So, I was scolded by missfoo.
I was also not happy that I was scolded for nothing.
And so, I replied her in a harsh tone.
And so..our argument began.
Haha. I was only p6 then.
Okay, its not that young, but comparing now to that time..I don't really talk back to teachers then.

I also miss mdm eng.
She and her thick and wavy locks of hair.
Haha. She even brought a mic to class, those kind that you use for singing? lols
But that was to train us for our oral.
I am definitely calling her out after O's . haha
She will want to kill me if she knows what I am scoring for eng now =p
You're just like my granny.
The way you two speaks.
Its just like a english and mandarin version. Lols

I miss mrs lee, josephine lee.
She and her eye bags. lols
I miss her lessons.
And how she often scold me.
But her scoldings were just like naggings. Lols

I miss mrliu too.
I miss your FF stuffs, the games, posters and everything that you have.
Haha.
He's really nice.
He gives out the items that he collects to those who did well in class.
I didn't like chobits back then.
But I still don't like it now. Lols.
I miss your ultra flat hair.

I miss mrs de almeida, and amazingly choir too. Lols
Not to forget, mrs dorothy lee, the choirmistress.
She and her bright 'darlie' smile.
She really has that 'darlie' smile! Lols

And many many other teachers.
Like dailaoshi. my primary one chinese teacher.
She was the first teacher to make me interested in chinese.
And the first teacher to give me a duty.
Which is? Carry mt books. lols-.-
Well, at that time I like the job because I like her.
Stanley and me gets to leave the class earlier from the previous lesson because of hat too.
Lols. And we would always compete on our way up to the staff room.
The fun and childish moments.
I can still remember how we run up to the staff room! haha

I have photographs of myself with them!
Wanna see?? Hahas
Don't have one with mrliu though.

Hey! what's with the sudden post?
Lols. That was damn random man!
I simply just rambled and rambled on about my primary sch teachers.
There's many more teachers I would like to talk on though.
Like chenlaoshi who thought me in p4.
He looks like a tortise =X XD
Hey! I seem to enjoy chinese in pri school more then I do now huh? Lols!
I think so too. =/

Tell you something.
I've drifted really far.
From wanting to talk about how little time I realised that I have left to study to talking about teachers.
Lols, and now..the time I spent to write on all those teachers.
I think I will find some time after O's to write a teacher's post for all my teachers.
Not for them to read, duh?
Like which of them knows my blog huh? Lols
But for me to look back in the future =D
Let's hope blogger will never close down. Lols!

Going off now.
Bye people!
Dont you guys miss your primary school teachers?
I can even smile just thinking about them.
Oh yah, I wanna add something, I never like miss cheng. Lols
Lychee!!!! Okay, thats rude. Haha=P
Don't get it? Come and ask me then =P
Shouldn't write here. lols
I use to say, she stuff a coin at her dimples everyday to make it significant.
Seriously, the smile on her face that she wears everywhere she goes seem to be force out-.-

Gone were the past few days.
Prelims are starting tomorrow-.-

I'm having a bad headache.
Can't absorb anything. Oh no =/
Okay, I shall be gone with the wind.
Till next time.

All the best my friends.

I'm not posting this to make a big issue out of nothing.
I simply think that its very irresponsible for one to make such comments when they know nuts about whats happening and take things in their own stand.
But if that's what you think, I can't help it.

I'm not going to hide anything or what.
I very much wanted to direct this post clearly to but I'm not going to.
Because I respect the rights that everyone should have on their freedom of speech.
Be it whether you read this , accept it or not, I'm not going to do anything about it.
But at the very least, I have done my part to make the situation clear.

Firstly, I'm going to touch on the point of the part about some classmates paying for the shirt.
Like I mentioned and I will repeat, your classmates are paying for the shirt not for the sake of paying. It's not something which you could put it so simply with a lousy example of treating one to a buffet or such.
Have you ever thought of why would your classmates even voluntarily offer to pay for the shirt? It's not because of some stupid reasons like 'maybe to bring the cost of the shirt down' or to 'appease' the other part of the class.
I dare not say that the class is bonded.
It's true that there's cliques here and there, but are we those kind who really distinguished and segregate the class into many many small parts?
It's just a matter on how you wanna look at things.
The most irresponsible thing you can say is 'jus treat me as a bastard who dun give a dam abt the whole class.I am jus a self centered individual who does not know how to appreciate.Ya, hate me this way.'
That's not the way to close this subject.
That's the lousiest thing one can ever think to close this.
Like you said, you don't want relationships to turn that sour, for that, I agree with you.
That's why just taking you as a bastard or whatever shit is not the way to end things.

You mentioned that you will not be part of the class anymore, but like it or not its a fact that you are part of the class.
And maybe to you, sadly, its one fact that you can't change.

Shall touch on the first two points.
I won't comment anything on the making of last year's shirt as I don't know the full happenings. So I won't comment anything irresponsibly about it.
Our purpose for making a class tee this year was to make up the for failure of last year intentions.
We were hoping that we could leave at least a thing for each other to keep.
You might say that you don't give a damn about the class or something like that.
Once again, we can't do anything about it.
You mention about using this money for a class outing?
Like I said, we tried to organise but simply got rejections from you guys.
You want to talk about class outings?
Okay, let's bring in the most recent attempt.
The class dinner.
Do you dare to say that you are going for the class dinner?
Once again, we are getting rejections from some people who claims that we could use the money for better purpose.

IF you think that all of us or most of us are well-off, for that, you're wrong.
I can't say for all, but for some, the money that we pay for the shirt are from our daily savings from our allowance.
Our allowance though higher than those who faces financial difficulties, are not of very much higher. However, we do not simply just go up to our parents and stretched our hands out for more money.
We know that its not a easy thing to earn money
Thus, we use our savings from our allowance instead.
If you were to throw the shirt away after 'purchasing' it, won't you be contradicting yourself after saying that we should spare a thought for others who are not able to afford it.
And wasting it here yourself.

You proclaim that we did not find out from the others if they are able to afford it.
Are you able to justify your statement?
Do you even know what we have done to try to see if the class is okay with it?
I admit, its our fault, we didn't get to ask all, but we did try to ask for opinions.
And I assure you, its definitely not just within the few we normally interact with.
You might think that we might have asked mdmashikin about it and get her backing, but for your info, we did nothing of that sort.
It just happened to happens during her period and that she went to touch on the topic seeing that there's quite a number who didnt want to get the shirt.
And I believe because of it, she might get misunderstood by some.
Some might think that she's wasting the time on such stuffs when shes not done with the syllabus.
That I think, is very unfair for her when she merely just wanted to help to probably, bond the class a little more.

That's mainly what I have to say.

Heyhey!
I can't say that this week has been good or bad.
Because I don't know about it myself either.
Well, loads of things to say actually, but the thought of typing it out all turns me off.
But anyway, I ranted about it to my sis.
Lols, she has a much bonded class than me in her secondary sch life -.-
Come to think of it, I have never been in a class that bonds very well since P1. LOLS.

Anyway, while going out with my mum just now at tampines mall..
I saw MrChee.
And he looked scary-.-
I seriously didn't see him at all.
Until some time later, I was thinking, why do I sense that this person is staring at me?
Then I knew it was MrChee and I waved.
He waved back but he had this expression on his face which seem to say..'Why are you here and not studying at home!?'
I don't know, I just thought he looked fierce.
Maybe he was discussing serious matters with his wife?
I think he can be quite a scary dad though a loving one.
Haha.

Oh yah, I saw this nike bottle, same design as the blue one I had.
But its colour was quite nice.
Tansparent bottle with bright green?
Wanted to get it.
But I don't know if I should. Haha

Another thing I want to share!
I just signed into MSN and I saw this thing popping out 'New email from Shenyun'
Haha, I got damn excited-.-
But happy though. Haha =)
Her email never fails to bring a smile on my face.
I like email and letters.
Haha, I think its very heartwarming.
Especially letters =D

Bye!

Let's hope that time changes people.

I posted a post earlier, hoping to mark the completion of the class video.
But who knows..they scheduled it in my entries-.-

Nevermind.
So let's see...
I have been rather sleep deprived this few days.
Gonna go catch some sleep later.

I actually intended to sleep at around 12pm just now, but I got woke up by a call.
Had a really weird dream in less then 15minutes of sleep.
I was dreaming that there was a basin somewhere in front of me and I saw this long and black thing in front of me.
I tried to disturb it by turning on the tap and who knows, it was blown up.
But when I stop aiming the water at it, it shrink again.
It was some snake-like creature.
I pulled it and tried to kill it by giving its neck a 'sudden' jerk.
I dont know if it had a bone in its neck anyway.
And I tried, but when I was reaching its neck, I woke up.
So there goes my dream.... Lols
So random.

I finally learn how to play bridge.
Haha, I still remember the times when I was sitting at the dizi area together with my seniors playing card games while mrpan teaches the bass.
And how unfair it was that the seniors were always playing cards but I had to practise.
Haha, okay, thats not unfair, its because I was new to cello, so naturally I had more things to learn.
The good old days...

Need to study!
But I'm going to sleep first.
See you people.

By the way, Happy Belated Birthday Shi Hui!
Have fun today =)

The class video is finally done! =D

Yo.

Okay, cello exam down.
So for now..full concentration on studies!
Haha, I'm glad that I'm done with my cello now though I know I screwed it up.
But I had a real fun and nice experience.
So..its worth it.
I might fail, because of all the errors I made or what, but I won't blame anyone.
Because its my fault.
If I really fail, which I hope not, I would just have to give it another try next year.
Now I see why people have to start practicing early for their grade.
Wanted to blog about alot of things.
But now..I guessed the excitement had calmed.
So..yup, there's nothing and I'm going.

And..thankyou to my friends again for the support and encouragement.
Also to tianlaoshi, though you still scold me as much as usual. Lols.

PS: My mum just came back with a box of donuts. Don't know what made her buy it, but I get to eat it =D haha

DAMN.
I just can't seem to play in school just like how I play it at home.
I totally suck and screw it all lah-.-
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN
And I just can't seem to play well with the piano.
I'm always waiting for the piano to play a note first.
But that will never happen because I'm not the accompaniment this time round-.-
Maybe I should listen to what Yuyun says, don't bother about the piano at all.
Maybe I should try that hur?
Maybe it will work out.
Tianlaoshi kept saying that my pai zi wasn't stable last practice.
And because of that, I don't have the confidence that I'm stable.
So I keep looking out for the piano.
Also, when I can't hear myself clearly, I don't have the confidence that I'm playing the right thing because I don't know if I am.
My sis said that I improved a little.
But Junyan says likewise.
So who am I supposed to believe?
I just wish myself all the best for tomorrow.
Hope that I don't screw it up.

Olvl chinese result out next week.
*hopes to get an A1 though I have never gotten an A for my chinese since sec1*

Hi there.
Guess that I'm feeling better today.
Well, that was what I thought till at about 5pm/6pm, I realised that I have yet to settle my emotions.
But I will get better.
Just like what caiyan said, I won't regret it.
Okay, let's just hope so.
But still, thanks again caiyan.
And..sorry for the moodswings.

I was checking my email and I suddenly saw an email from shenyun.
It totally made me smile.
Wanted to post the whole content here.
But I don't think I will.
This was one portion which made me smile.
'I believe we will sleep on one bed and chat all night again. And i will wake you up when you fall asleep^^like that night.'
It might sound wrong.
But think of it in another way instead.
It is something which is written with such pure intentions in mind; to relieve the memories.

Thank you, my friends.

Lost myself totally.
I tried hard to stay calm during chemistry.
But the smses just got me upset, disappointed and lost.
Not referring to any specific person, because I was sms-ing a few at that time to ask around.
I think..
Because this matters so much to me, I will expect myself to do well in it.
But that also means..if I myself or someone screws it up for me, I will be hard on myself or on that person.
Anyway, thanks dion, caiyan and huiyi.

This week has been tough for me actually.
Loads of lost and frustrated moments.
But its going to be over.
A new and better week it shall be then.

I wanted a hug.

It's already thursday today.
Oh no! That means next week is coming soon!
All the sciences SPA skill 3.
Omgoodness!
And worst still, it will drag on until the following week for my biology spa skill3.
That means I can't play my guts off on friday-.-
But at least, I will be done with my cello exam.
Isn't that wonderful? Lols-.-

Practiced the cello for 2h30min straight!
Haha, been quite some time since I practiced so vigourously this year.
What to do..I have been slacking ever since CCA stopped.
Though I know I don't play the cello nicely..
I still wished that I would be able to get a Pass with Distinction =/

There's this layer of dead skin forming on my finger.
And its hardening.
Lols.

The dark knight is a nice movie.
Harry Potter's coming out later this year. Yes! Haha
I will want to watch it on the opening day.
Let's hope that O's has already ended by then.

Look after yourself people. Bye

Paranoid.
It's said that a dream will not happen, however, the opposite of it will.

Bad dreams? Sweet dreams?

Why is it that some dreams keep recurring?
Whereas some only happens once.

Some dreams wears you out.

Still, you hope that it would happen again.

What are dreams actually?
A desire of one?
A person's hope?
Or is it a person's regrets?

Regrets are the consequences of not spending enough time with the ones that you hold dearly to your heart.

It's saturday today but yet I kept having the impression that it's a sunday.

Maybe.

Totally disgusted, irritated and pissed off.
Like wtf. -.-

Bastard-.-

Damn Loser.

Every single vulgarity can simply just come out of my mouth if I were to speak.

And to add on to the irritation, my left index is feeling damn pain-.-
All thanks to the stupid bridge of mine.
I'm so gonna change it off after O's.
Adding on to the layer of dead skin on my finger-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-

Everything's all just going the wrong direction lah.
Wtf -.-

12more days.
To either be disappointed or satisfied.
But I fear that I will feel disappointed.
I don't deny that I hardly find the time to touch my beauty.
Thus, whatever result it is, I can only say, serve me right.
But obviously I would still be wishing all the best for it.
Nevermind, I shall chiong it for the last few days I have.
Shall make up the hours as much as possible.

Everyone just seem to be stepping on my 'tail' recently.
wtf-.-

Hey Yo!
Time flies doesn't it?
Didn't even realised that my last post was on the 9th of july.
Not that is has been very long.
Just that I didn't know that I hadn't updated my blog since then.

Well, I guess life everyday has been nothing but just studying studying and studying.
But well, given the fact that I like to study on my bed...
The comfortness often led me to slacking.
Not in the context of using the computer.
But something worst then that.
Stoning on the bed-.-

Quite a number of things happened recently.
Not major ones. Duh-.-
But just small daily ramblings that can turn my day topsy turvy.
I guess what I miss now is simply 'simplicity'.
When everything was so simple and not having to worry about anything.
Like, playing with my cousins, chatting with my grandma, playing with my sis, attending loads and loads and loads of cca.

For some unknown reasons..
I was just simply very hyper today.
Couldn't stop laughing.
But after those laughs, I felt dead.
As if my energy got sucked away by some creeps.
Seems as if Life's a Chore.

Supposingly..
My buddy that I made from Suzhou last nov was supposed to come over to S'pore somewhere during this period of time.
But I don't know what happened or what..
It doesn't seem to be so.
I can say, yup, I'm disappointed.
Though people might say 'You only knew hr for less then 5days? How close/well can you two possibly be?'
Well, I guess to me..it's not a matter of duration.
Instead, its the process.
I'm one who emphasis loads on the process and not the end result.
One might attain the end result by any means, but the process can never be gotten through any means.
Also, I don't term a friend as someone who I know for long, gets benefits from them or whatever crap, but one that I can click with, enjoy their accompaniment, appreciate them for who they are.

I miss practicing with my juniors.
No only that, but also the after-co lunches with them.
And many others.
Also, seeing yuyun's sms today just made me felt......
awwww....I miss you too.
Although I get to see you on and off too lah.
The feeing's just different.
I wonder what would my life be should I be rip away of my friends, family and everything around me.

Okay, okay, okay, whats with this man?
It was supposed to be a happy post, but I don't know how the heck had I digress-.-

Bye people. Take care of yourself.

A break for the time being.
Another routine will start again on friday.
Nevermind, all shall be over within months.
In fact, in time to come, I would wish that time stops.

Didn't touch the com for maybe 2days?
Well, it might be nothing to others, but to me its something 'wow'.
Because I would just stone in front of the com even if I'm not doing anything and just let the time pass.

I hope that I would continue to have the drive throughout.
No, I can't hope. I HAVE TO.

Well, brief updates..
Nothing much actually..
Since everyday has been studying.
Ok, I do slack too. =/
I guess things gonna get tougher as time passes.
Espcecially with my cello exam coming up.
Now...I don't even have the confidence that I will pass the exam-.-
Given the lack of practice and stuffs.
I need pushing. I don't deny that.

Take care. Bye

Sorry for late replies.
Yuyun : why are you saying sorry? its nothing =) thank u
Huiyi : no lah. am i that mean to give you all expired stuffs?!? was afraid that it melted. thats why.
-SLY-, yuyun : sorry lah. and i didnt abandon you all that day. will go next time k. sorry
yihui : hah, another lie. stop decieving yourself =P
Li Yi : hi. okay, shall drop by.

Well, Tapestry's over.
So, good job everyone, continue to strive higher yeah?

I don't normally shout during concerts.
But I did yesturday. Haha
And at the same time played my friend out thrice.
Sorry about that =d

Late nights out.
Though not that late, but not that early either.
One of the few times this year.
Does that spells the end of fun for now?
I think..yeah, probably.
Its time to stop.

Had MT orals today.
Think I screwed myself up.
I think I did better in my PSLE oral.
LOLS!
That's like how many years back?
But hey, I still remember what the picture is!
From my memory, it was a picture of a zoo.
However, it's supposed to be a bird park actually.
Because there wasn't any animals around apart from birds.
But I guess it was still alright yeah?
I hope that my O's one would be too.

Heard that there's a physics test tomorrow?
Didnt know about it-.-
Hope I don't screw it up or that there isn't one.

To end this....................
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE WEI!

I guess its really nice to hear from someone far away after so long.
Though its only a short sentence, but still, it beats than having nothing at all.

To my juniors,
Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou!

I still feel like buying flowers for them-.-

I want subway.

Happy Birthday Shimin!
I wish you all the best andkeep that smile of yours.

Gone were the days where we used to practice taekwondo together and being classmates.
How are you?
Well, I really miss seeing you.

It's like as if I've been played out. -.-
I don't know why, but its just that emo-ness struck me once again.

Hello.

Did some shopping these few days.
Haha =P
But I guessed I really did spent quite a bit of money.
And again......I want a haircut! Lols
It's been like since when I wanted a haircut already?
Since march. Yeah.
But my mum says to wait until I've a new hairstyle I wanna try-.-
So irritating. Haha

Jinye, thanks for the flowers that you folded. I guess you are really good in handicrafts? Haha
LeeChuang,Yanting,Shunzi - thanks for the gift! And I really am playing with that yellow sexy. LOLS

Saw huiling and vick on my way back.
Hahahahahahahahahahahahha.
Although I saw them last like during the tjco concert, I just got that feeling that its been very very very long since I saw them and again, I miss them.
They were going to bedok reservoir to watch that 'thing' (forgot the name =d) that I was interested with.(looks like im reporting on their whereabouts, haha)
There's still one last show left, tomorrow night 8pm.
My mum said my seniors were cute. Lols.
Huiling, shuang mah? Haha!
But she also said that we all belong to one gang, crazy gang-.-

I'm dead for cello.
No comments. Lols.
Too horrible already.

Talking about this, I heard from huiling that there were hiccups on today's rehearsal.
Guess this kinda thing is inevitable, afterall, we're all just students.
Moreover, its a rehearsal, which is a place for hiccups to happen so that everything goes smoothly on the actual one.
So...instead of feeling bad, why not look at it in another way then?
Just work a little harder to make things right.
Because it is through all these experiences that makes one a better person!
I know that this is nothing for you all.
Remember my bag slogan? IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING.
I'm not like saying all these for nothing.
As in, to pacify or what.

I guess I'm gonna go to sleep by playing with sexy. Lols

Hello.
Well, guess what!
Yesturday was one of the best birthday celebrations I've ever had.
Really. And...I wanna thank everyone for that!
Haha, because it was also Father's Day yesturday..
I seriously thought that..... yah...
If you get it, you will get it.
If not, then forget it =D

It was simply the best?
From the mini gathering with my juniors on saturday
The not so surprising surprise at midnight (Haha Xd)
to the few hours later breakfast
to the surprise later (which I had a couple of mixed feelings at that time, lols).
And thanks for the thoughts yiliang!

And sad to say, my intelligence wasn't working yesturday. LOLS.
Hey, I do have one okay!
And..what's with the Happy Father's Day? Lols

The gifts were........wonderful!
Haha, sounds like I'm being very practical-.-
But well, I went to try the headphones and the sound sounded really nice. Lols (anxious mah, cannot ah? lols=d)

Caiyan, thanks for the wrongly coloured XD rainbow! Lols. Guess your eyesight would get deeper! Xd And ah...that photo....-.- lols
Zhihui, thanks for the birthday card! Though you said you wasn't artistically-inclined, but it still looked as cute as you. Haha
Chuiying, for the interesting video which my mum and sis kaypoh-ly looking at it too. Lols! Some of the pictures inside got me surprised. Stalker! Haha XD

Jiewei! Thank you! Haha, I know you won't see this though. But you lied to me. Haha

And so, now I can watch NC16 movies.
Lols, but that isn't much of a great deal either hur? Lols
Didn't realise about that until I heard someone talking about it.

Thank you!

Everyone, please treasure your life no matter what!
It's sad to know that my birthday has become someone's death anniversary =/

Thank you!

Zhihui with the fallen rose! Haha! I don't know where are the roses and I still don't know what flower is that. The blue one. lols

Sunflower! =D

Cactus! (I hope I don't kill it =X)

It's raining now.
Heavily.
And I don't know why but I'm having this sudden fear in me.

Happy Birthday Zhihui!

Okay, I know this is one post late.
Sorry then. Haha Xd

Zhihui! You good!
Haha, nevermind, I'm nice what XD shall forgive you.

I don't know what to blog about.
Shall share some pictures then. =D

Ohyah, I don't know whats wrong with some of my friends these days-.-
They either start calling me Z2(sounds a little gay actually) or M2.
I mean, I'm fine with anything but M2.
Especially gaoyang-.- and chuiying(who just did that to remind me-.-)

look at the cake! Haha, so many candles in its mouth. Omg omg, its hot hot hot! LOLS

woah! empty-.-

my flower sister and grass! lols

sweet memories! haha, I don't know wth was wrong with me.

I think Ben Barnes is very charming!
Haha, maybe its just because of the momentary craze over him.
He would also be casting in the next sequel of The Chronicles Of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader.
But as King Caspian and not Prince Caspian.
Lols, sounds old.

It's a wrong decision to stay home today.

Unknowingly, I fell asleep on the sofa at 10pm+
After waking up at 12am+, I forced myself to stay awake to get some things done.
Omg, that was tough man! Haha.
Decided to go back to bed at 3am+ and damn it!
I couldn't fall asleep!
Like wth?
So I laid wide awake till 5am+

My mum said she almost wanted to kill me while trying to wake me up this morning.
And as usual when I don't get much sleep, I get very hyper.
To that extent that my sis was very irritated with me.
Lols.
And I was left alone at home again because I fell back asleep.
But!!! There's this wedding under chuiying's block which was singing so loudly that it got me totally irritated with it and couldn't fall back to sleep.
Rah...I could practically shout down and ask them to keep quiet.
But I know I shouldn't be doing that.

Btw, another irritating matter
When I was sleeping, my phone kept ringing.
And it was from this person who was looking for Eddie.
Time and again, I told him that he got the wrong number but he kept calling back and insisted that I was holding on to Eddie's phone.
I was seriously irritated because this wasn't Eddie's phone but mine.
If the line that I had was a second hand, I don't mind the mistake of people not knowing the change of ownership.
But the problem is that this wasn't a second-hand line.
So can't the other person accept that he got the wrong number?!?
He even sent a few messages claiming that I'm Eddie -.-

I guess that's my retribution for irritating my sis earlier in the morning.

Getting out of bed recently been quite a hard thing for me?
I don't know why. Haha
Be it whether I sleep early or late, I would still laze in bed the next morning.
And whats more, it isn't like 10mins or 15mins.
It can be as long as 1hr or 2hr.
However, if I have an appointment early in the morning probably 8 or 9 plus, I would spring out of bed almost immediatly. Lols.
Like today, I wanted to wake up at 8am in the morning but I snoozed my hp alarm from 8am all the way to somewhere around 10.30am -.-
Thats horrible lah-.-
And then I start chionging and forgetting taking things-.-
Just like how I went out of my house without taking my wallet today. Lols
And I was like waiting for the lift and when I only recalled about my wallet when the lift came filled with people.
So the situation was like awkward for me because I walked into and out of the lift on the same level.
Lols.
At least this is better then walking all the way to the bus stop before realising it.
Couldn't stand the messiness of my room.
It was really messy, but not the worst it can get.
Just sitting down and staring at my room got me irritated.
Lols, so I decided to at least clear the tables.
And I think the mess gonna pile up again-.-
Okay, going off now. Bye

How's the post today?
Haha XD

Selfish brat.
Smoking in the lift when its NOT ALLOWED.
What's more, walking out of the lift with a lit cigeratte butt and puffing it right in my face.
Wtf. I seriously wanted to scold him on the very spot.

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RAH. DAMN IRRITATED.

Okay, and being so irritated, I got onto my com as soon as I got home.
Another thing which irks me.
With reference to somewhere, I was reminded of the variety show on channel U last sat I think.
Had loads of comments towards what the host said.
They mentioned something about the father of a family has to go out all day and work and thus, neglected the child.
And when the child is asked on who does he/she is closer to, he/she says the mum.
And the host later said on how hard the dad has to work and yet seem so little to their child and blah blah blah.
Later ending with the dad being the 'greatest'.
Something like that.
Maybe I intepretated it wrongly or what, but then I think its unfair to mum's if this is so.

In this age, even mums has to go out and work as well.
After a hard day of work as well, why does it seem that Mum's are obliged to come home and start serving everyone and do the household chores like some maid and yet Dad is just sitting down doing nothing.
Since both had a equally hard day at work, why is it that this has to continue for the mum and the dad need not do anything at all?
That is not being fair?
Seriously, not only is the dad providing the household income, the mum is doing so as well.
So why are they terming dad's to be so wei da.
Are the mums not doing equally as much too?
Much to a extent that they are actually doing more.
Urgh.

Today's episode of 命中注定我爱你 is a heartbreaker.
Really! =(
I feel sad for chen xin yi =(

Disappointed-.-
nevermind, i don't give a damn.

I am...........bored.
I want to catch a movie badly.

I want to bake cakes.
I want to make jellies.
I want to make salads.
I want to make pancakes.
But I dont want to eat them-.-

Okay, maybe I want to eat pancakes.
Shall go ransack my fridge and kitchen and see if I have the necessary stuffs.

Damn it, feeling irritated again.

I like that watch at St. Louis
But the other one looks nicer on mummy's wrist.
But mummy dont want to get that watch for herself though she like it unless I like it too.
=(((((((((
Maybe I get that for her on her birthday?
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