Show a little kindness!

Went cycling today with the fruits today!
And.......I still can't cycle well, lolllllllllllll.

Had an adventure of my life today as a lousy cyclist and almost knocking down 2people, lollll.
And after all my crashings and dropping of the bicycle on the ground, the bicycle made weird creaking sound hahahaha. And Terry was very nice to risk his life of taking over my creaking bike and lend me his, hahahahaha.

And the world is kind afterall!
For random strangers bring iodine or medical stuffs with them and help people in need!
They aren't afraid to show kindness!
But you don't meet them everywhere!
That's what we need to make the world a better place to live in!
Especially so when the world is dying!

It is such a nice feeling when everyone is looking out for one another!
Really! Even when it is not expressed.

And monopoly deal is funnnnnn!
HAHAHAHAHA, it's a little like 'I'm the boss'.
So much for the 'no hard feelings' when yongsing counted the number of times I attacked him.
And I didn't had beginner's luck!!! Lol.
I was so close to winning like twice, and damnnnnnnnnnnnn someone else wins.
And I can't multi-task for nuts. Hahahaha

To end off this post........
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JELLY! (HAHAHAHAHA)

Bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm living my days as if I'm having my holidays already, lol!

Don't know Y didn't come!

Very jazzy feeling! =D


Elmo is so lucky to have all these people singing to him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I sang this when I was in my primary school choir!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


for Pauline! C IS FOR COOKIE, COOKIE IS FOR ME ~~~~~~ =D

For TERRY and IVAN!!!

When all the world is a hopeless jumble and the raindrops tumble all around
Heaven opens a magic lane
When all the cloulds darken up the skyway, theres a rainbow highway to be found
Leading from your window pane
To a place behind the sun
Just a step beyond the rain.........

Somewhere over the rainbow way up high
There's a land that I heard of once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true

Someday I'll wish upon a star and wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemon drops, away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me,
Somewhere over the the rainbow blue birds fly
Birds fly over the raindow why then oh why can't I

Somewhere over the rainbow way up high
There's a land that I heard of once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true

Someday I'll wish upon a star and wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemon drops, away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me,
Somewhere over the the rainbow blue birds fly
Birds fly over the raindow why then oh why can't I

If happy little blue birds fly beyond the rainbow
why oh why can't I!

Been checking my email so frequently.
But I always felt as if something was missing or not right.
It was only until after hearing VJCO's peng you then I realise what I was missing out on.
Despite opening so many mails, none of it meant a thing. Everything was purely on projects projects projects and nothing but projects.

I was suddenly reminded that we sang peng you for the farewell party we had in suzhou.
Yes, dumb and cliche of it to use that song, but well, the teachers told us to do that and yes, we did that. Haha, and I don't know why but I cried while singing that night, lollllllllllllllllll. So shameful! But the time spent there was fond memories.

The excursion spent with my buddy who gave me a lollipop the first time we met, hahahaha.
Her mum who was also their PE teacher o.O and her mum's burnt soup and da zha xie, and hahahaha, the two of them very cute!
And omg, the horror of playing toys early in the morning when I just woke up and the sharing of bed with someone I barely knew.
The breakfast I had with her after a late night spent out at some place and then strolling back to her house before getting ready to go shopping.
The daily running to and fro from her place to school because we always tend to drag time knowing that we are so near to the school.
Being mistaken for a guy by one of their english teacher and impressing everyone with my answer 'kingfisher', lolllllllllllllll.
The classroom which had aircon everyday, learning everything(maths and science) in chinese, omgggggggggggg.
Our happiness from getting to use the school com to log on to msn and chat, lolllllll.
And so much more!
Can't believe how livid those memories are that it feels like just yesturday when it was almost 3years ago!

same same, but different

The hardship, the joy, the frustration, the fun, were what once that took place.
At the same place, the same spot, with the same smell, just that time has change.
One by one, year by year, batches by batches, people are graduating.
Bidding farewells happens again and again and again.
But all these happens as time waits for no man.

That was a thought I had while I was at the reception area while helping guzheng to move their 'legs'. Haha.
But it's true isn't it?
One question solved!

Even though you've called and sms-ed to say that you will be fine and not to worry, I'm still worried.
In fact, I'm very worried.
How I wish I can fly over and fetch you back to Singapore now.
If only I have the capabilities to do so instead of just thinking and thinking here.

On a side note, I'm wondering if I should go and ask.

I have time on my hands now but I can't do my work.
How great is that.

PS. My tutor rolled eyes at someone in my group, lolsssssssssssssssss

JOKE OF THE DAY!

it's predestined says (12:21 AM):
anyway my mummy paid a deposit for a condo at downtown there
but the owner havent confirm yet
so confirm le then i will be staying next to the beach XD
zm. says (12:24 AM):
oh
but pasir ris bitch polluted lah
lol
it's predestined says (12:25 AM):
beach my dear -.-
zm. says (12:25 AM):
LOL

Sometimes the way life works simply make your world go topsy turvy.
in a day alone, I experienced 2 extreme ends of different feelings.
But it's not the time to say I quit.

Aren't things suppose to be back on track after so long?
I miss the times when nothing was my problem at all.
It's fine if they don't understand, but it is also not as if I am rewarded from doing all these, so shut your crap unless you can give me a better way out.
I need to find some other reasons to keep my faith for the reasons now are wearing out.

Tell me what is worth holding on for.

I feel like baking cupcakes. =(
But my house is in such a mess that I can't even fulfill that simple wish of mine even though I have a few hours off my hand to do something that I could share.
And I have no idea what to do for my mum for mother's day =(
I can't even do the simplest thing I have in mind now which is to bake, howwwwwwwwwwwww!

Suddenly

My Friends!

I wanted to blog about something. But I forgot what I wanted to blog about as soon as I got in.

Waiting in the library now for huiling and vick to come!
Been 2months or so since I last met her and vick.......probably since december?

I brought my BA book out with me thinking that I will probably do my tutorial while waiting. But looking at my mood now, I have no intention of touching it at all. Loll.

There's this very angsty person sitting opposite me in the lib. Don't ask me who, for I have no idea as well. Hahahahaha

I'm like just noting down all the random things that comes to my mind.

I feel that my blog looks so colourful with that picture there suddenly, lollllllll.

Woke up at 8am just for an hour's of lesson today-.-

I feel like sleeping now. But I can't =(

Mr Looi makes me want to laugh for nothing during tutorial today. Lol

It's been almost 5months since I last saw the dragonxz.

I decided to just stick to using that term since the people aren't official and somehow I feel more attached to the term the dragonxz. Haha
Hanging around with them once more was pretty awesome!
Like, I don't know how to describe the feeling, but I felt some warmth from it, especially while we were playing in the rooms.
And then suddenly I went remembering the fact that we had actually been classmates for 2years and like, so many things had happened during the 2years and everything came running back to me again.

How I miss the feeling of sitting in class with all of them around me, with zh turning behind to smile at me, Jo giving her braces smile or the 'zm!?' expression, cy's sleeping or bitchings in class, ck's 'whatever~!', qh's help on maths+bitchings(hahahaha),jeremy's 'sha mah~~' and all the other nonsense..

How I wished to stay for the chalet but I had to go because I was really a little tired plus I thought I would be having cello.
But then........to think that lessons will only be starting from next week onwards because of my forgetfulness. =(((((((((
Now..not only do I not get to attend the lesson that I'm anticipating for, I'm also missing out all the time I could have enjoyed with them after not meeting them for so long. And I don't even know when will be the next time we will be meeting because everyone's all busy with their own stuff.

It's 6.18 am now and I am still not sleeping because I'm waiting for my hair to dry.
How I wish that I could stop wishing.

Don't know why am I losing my composure over such a little matter. But well I am.
I don't think I'm like that normally right?
I can't think of the rational behind my behaviour and I'm feeling irritated over behaving like that.
Just like some spoilt brat.
But I seriously felt auffocated, irritated, disgusted and pissed at the simplest thought of it.
I don't know why either.
I don't like behaving this way especially making it known to others simply because of the way I react to it which is so @!$%$#^@(
But I HATE TO LEAVE DOUBTS IN MYSELF.
AND NOT BEING ABLE TO DECIDE AND IDENTIFY WHAT I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT.

For the sake of sleeping an hour more, I had to get out of my house without washing up and head to the toilet built under my block to wash up. Wth-.-

Holidays are ending so soon and I had much fun this holiday, but, it's human nature to be greedy and ask for more.........I hope I have enough laughter to pull me through this sem. =/

Shihui said something last night which made me went =(
sch starting = not able to see her much this sem =/
chances of seeing my seniors who are yet so much my friends getting lesser

Life's bad when everyone you love are getting further and further away from you.

TW Trip! + TNS + TPCO Chalet

I want to have another holiday at taiwan!

Like to really explore the different places, try out their public transport, drink their bubbletea and every other little things that you do on a holiday!

For now...I shall just do my mundane, yet exciting, yet interesting, yet fun experience update, hahahaha.

There's too many pictures for me to post here.........so well.....just visit my fb for the pictures then! HAHAHAHA

Day1 - Had a flight delay of 1hr in the plane and omgoodnessss pearlyn went MADDD. Hahahaha, we were both laughing like mad. Ok, I better cut short my updates instead of writing things one by one, if not I don't know when will i ever get to finish this post. Went for dinner at some science center place thing?

Off to shilin market for shopping of only 1hr plus? siansssss, all shopping trip like that de los. Ate loadsss of food, haha, not bad not bad, plus my bubble tea =D Oh and the day ended with laughing for about half an hour before we slept with shiyan and amalina, lolllllll.

Day2 - Went to NTUA and woah.....I like the feeling of playing in their orchestra, hahaha, just that my skills aren't there yet lah, like duh! lol.......plus the cello I used was very nice to play with! Like too good to be true that I'm using it. Huge packed lunch at the basketball court, lolllll, super big chicken!

And then off we went to jiu fen where I bought loads of tai yang bing there and ginger tea and jelly which made me look like I went on a shopping spree because there was so much things to carry. And then off we went to Ximending for dinner plus shopping where everything was about food food and food again. Not to forget my bubble teaaaaa!

Day3 - Went to NTUA for practice again, and wahlao!! COLDDDD too much details to complain about(of you-know-who), so I shall leave out those, because i'm trying to recall about 1month's old worth of daily memories! Then we went up the mountain to some place where there were antiques and records and those related, and shihui,yuren,weilin,janice and I had our own fun downstairs before joining the rest upstairs, but everything to be explained ended! So that goes to show how long we played =X LOLLLL. I was dead asleep on the coach to be immune to the noise the rest made, lolllllllll

Went to wufenpu to shop and oh man......not enough time not enough time not enough time! Bought a pair of boots!(wasted alot of time there because of waiting for the person to bring the shoe over =( ), bought 2wristbands without thinking, lolll(that started my shopping mood, hahaha), plus 3tees and we had to go =( There were so many other shops yet to be exploreddddd!

Went over to shihui's room and then hahhahahahaha, I was a mass destruction, it was the first night that pear jie and wanling stayed up till like 3plus, hahahaha. Went back to my room later and then we started laughing non stop again, loll.

Day 4 - Performance that day! Like finally, so that we won't have to practice again, I felt so inferior! Hahaha, but oh well, time to improve my skills, I want to undertake lessons again, but time is not on my side =/ It was once again coldddd and then off we went to the musuem in NTUA and then dinner at a restaurant and then shopping again! Hahahaha, but I can't remember what I bought, nothing much I guess. Oh oh! My cap!! =D hahahahaha

And then I had my daily dosage of bubbletea againnnn with snacking in shihui's room again with wanting and weilin and crystal too! And then we were laughing laughing and laughing again, lolllll. We even received a call from the reception to tone down =X HAHAHAHA

Day 5 - Went to yu ren ma tou and took loads of pictures there too! Didn't bother to really snap pictures the first few days because we were mainly in the school and I don't know why I didnt bother to take anything, but anyway....it doesn't matter! Lollllll. Then we were off to dan shui and I bought quite a number of small gifts there which are still with me now because I haven't met any of my friends who I bought those gifts for.

Bought my red bling bling specs there! Lol, my only regret for there is a hat which I didn't buy because at that point of time I was lacking in money(but had sufficient after that night), and the watch which I wanted; which I got, looks more practical then the hat. But nevermind......Had loads of food there too! Lolllll. Not to forget, bubbleteaaaa lol!

Went to this zi you guang chang and sun yat sen memorial hall which I don't remember learning anything there but just taking pictures and having fun, lolll. And then off we went to the 24/7 bookshop which had soooooo much books there but yet alot of cello scores were sold out, oh man!!!! But still, I got 2books from there, hahaha. And then we went to taipei 101 which we later decide to visit the next day and then off for dinner!

After that was a mad rush to catch a concert which I kept dozing off because I was so tired from the lack of sleep for the past few nights of sleeping at 4 or 5am and waking up at 7 or 8am. That was another regret I had because I couldn't appreciate the concert properly when there is so much of them for us to learn=/ Oh, and I love their chang cheng sui xiang qu!!!! Reminds me of so much memories in NASCO....And the other song that I woke up to hear was their encore piece, hua hao yue yuan, lol. I don't remember any other pieces that they played. The night was late, so we ended it by returning to the hotel, but then out we went again to carrefour which was 24/7 there where we all bought snacks(kinder surprise!) and stuff for the last night there to PARTAYYEE and loads of instant noodles, lolllll.

Then it was the packing of our lugguage = siannnnnnnnn. Went round returning money and collecting my properties which I left everywhere to pack my lugguage, lollllll. Supper plus laughing session at shihui's room again. Unfair! It will never be at my room because shihui's room ratio 3:1 wins mine, siannnn hahahaha.

Day 6 - went to taipei 101 and then it was photo taking session again, lollllllll. Then off to this place where all the scenes in those idol dramas were taken and me and pear jie were running around, lol, hoping to get to the place where they took xia yi zhan xing fu at, but oh man!!!!!!!! we had to meet F and we were told to turn back, siannnnnnnnnnnnnn. We were so closed yet so far, sian sian sian sian sian. And we ran one round round part of the place, lol, morning exercise, hahaha.

Off for lunch and it was the first and last quite meal we have in tw, lollll. Because we had to rush for our plane, so I jolly well shut up and eat and not make noise to waste time. But sadly, even when I eat quietly I get 'scolding' as well, lollllllllll. Then off we went to the airport and back to singaporeeeeee. Finally a good rest after so long but oh mannnnnnn I miss all of them like nuts, lol. The trip was full of laughing laughing and laughing which meant fun fun fun and nothing but fun! OH not to forget the lack of sleep I got from it too. HAHAHAHA

I have finally blogged about my tw trip with tpco! Ok, maybe it's just narration for you guys reading, but it's a keepsake for me so that I can recall what event happened at each place, so even if it is not EGG-citinggg enough, =P. Hahahahaha

Next up will be tns which actually I feel that there is nothing to blog about since I had to check into the hostel the very next day after getting home from tw which was sun and checking in on mon, so I was veryyyyyyyyyyyyyy tired and I don't know how I survived but I survived through the four days with loads of dozing off in class and rushing back to the hostel before 11pm, which always exceed, lolllllll.

Then in the 3days break, went kiteflying with the monsters? sounds weird calling them that, but well, they are the monsters, lol, but yet my amazing seniors. It was fun but DAMN, the kite couldn't go up whenever I try to fly it, I'm so gonna try it again. RAHHHHHHHH

Sent pauline off on sun and siannnnnnnnnn =/ I don't know why I did, but well I did. But it's already been almost 2weeks she left! So that means that she is 2weeks closer to coming back! Been chatting with her almost every night and webcamming with her almost everynight too! Lol, that was before tpco chalet. Hahaha.

Monday was back to hostel and I was totally dreading it. I don't know why was I dreading it so much, I guess it was compared to the fun I had from tw trip it was much lesser, thats why I didn't want to return there. But it was also because I was tired. And because I was tired, I didn't open myself up to make new friends as how I normally do and that was why I only got closer with my flatmates as in got better and closer then how we were in the first week on like the 2nd last day!? I know that is damn late, but yes that was what happened. And I had so much fun the last few days too. Stupid can! But well, I can still dig them out during school time! Hahahaha.

Then it was TPCO chalet(from monday-fri for me)and my body clock has been screwedd again. Lollll, with sleeping only at 9am, 7.30am or 8am and waking up at 12pm, 2pm or finally 3pm! on all the different days. Madnesssssss. And I guess that I'm really really tired that everytime I get to sleep I really conk off like a dead person. Both in TNS and during chalet, lolllll.

And though it was pretty disappointing that the attempt to make it a surprise fail(obviously..partly my fault since I had tns and couldn't start on it sooner), but well, I hope they like it. It would be really really really different now I guess =/ Arghhh musnt think about it now, if not, nvm nvm nvm.

And this is the first time that fire setting failed so badly for me. From 5.30-7.30, the set up for 2pit failed so badly that in the end only half the pit survived. Never once had I used up almost 30fire starter and I could still fail when the fire setting was so successful the other times I did. Kns, waste my energy only.

Spent my day sleeping today to return my sleep debts and I felt so good when I woke up! But I will be off to nua again because school is starting on monday and I don't have much time to nua anymore! Monday will be the day where I will be starting the routine of projects tutorials test and projects again, siannnnnnnnnnnn.

My holidays somehow just zooooooooooom past again this time round =/
If you survived through this super long post........ hahahahah, well, you survived! LOLLLLLLLL

Till next time!

Is it possible for one to have all their wishes come true?

I'm supposed to be doing my journal 3 for today, but I have yet to done anything productive today, lolllllll.
Today was simply spent nua-ing, and a little interacting with someone while taking a walk to get our stuffs completed, hahahahaa..
But up till now, I haven't done ANYTHINGGGGGGGG HAHAHHA

BYE
Going off, ttyl! LOL

I was SOOOOOOOOOO happy when you called.
Hahahah, gayness to the max!

I know that I would miss you much, but I don't know why I lost control =/
While I was on the bus, I don't know why but I started thinking of you, haha.
What were we doing the day before, all the teasings I did to you, all the random chats; short and long ones, all the stupid things we did and just everything.
I have yet to imagine how life would be like without you after seeing you everyday since thursday, seriously everyday, lol.
It's not very long, but it aren't exactly that short.
I started thinking about what date was it today and just realised that it's already april, school is starting soon.
Maybe july won't be that far away and will arrive soon, but it's really pretty long if you count the number of days I would see you normally if you were still in Singapore.
Do have a very safe trip and I want to see you soon.
Yes, I'm actually hoping for time to fly now.
But again, apart from seeing you again, I don't really want time to pass so fast because that means life is nothing but projects, lectures, tutorials, tests and all the other mundane stuffs.

3rd day into tns

Was fighting against time just now to get back to the hostel before the tutor does her night duty.
Just about after a minute I'm into the hostel, the door bell went, and guess who, yes, it was the tutor on duty.
HENG AHHHHHHHH.

Been dozing off alot in tutorials because the tutor seriously has her way into hypnotising people to sleep and not because I'm seriously tired.
Because when she doesn't conduct the lesson, I'm very much awake enough to get engage with daily activities, and I'm SERIOUS about that.
I can't wait for all these to end.

But I can't deny that she has been a very caring person who is willing to help, just that she haven't found the right way to help.
And she's making me feel guilty because I have been dozing off in her lesson.

This is what happened when I'm dead, but forced to be alive.

And this is what happen when I'm bored.

Pardon me, I need to do some senseless things to be able to tolerate more nonsense.

And the reason to why I haven't been laughing carefreely isn't purely because I'm tired, but also because the company is simply not right.

Taiwan trip updates another time.

Time for bed. Nights.

hostel alone

as my title says...............
I'm alone in the hostel now! With everything to myself!
Not that it is very wonderful.....
Since there is no tv, lol......

ok, come back again, off to peel potatoes now, bye!

Happy/sad

I'm back from Taiwan and done with Day1 of TNS.
Need loads of sleep to get fully recharged.
And I have loads of things to share.
But I guess that will have to wait till after thursday at the very least for now I'm drainedddddd.

Bye.

Everyone loses their mind when they are going overseas.
That is especially true for pear jie lol...she made me laughed almost non stop for an hour because there was a flight delay and thanks to her I was exhausted. Hahaha

today has been rather calm, just that there was a little commotion and I felt soooooooo down lol but it's ok.
Got to wake up at 7plus tomorrow providing that i'm missing breakfast and that is very likely hahaha.

Exchange program with the ntua starts tomorrow. I hope it won't be too bad.
Good luck!

Tomorrow will be a better day for you and me

It's 4 am now and I have to wake up at like 7 and head to the airport. See you guys soon! Bye!
There better be wifi in the room.

ROFLOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

Knew I could be up to some mischief using yr's msn to talk, hahahahaha!

[pauL²ine]-[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
i realized
i got beehoon at home too
lols
Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
so?
lol
[pauL²ine]-[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
i shall stay home and eat the beehoon
hahahaha
Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
so you're not coming ah
[pauL²ine]-[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
lols
erm
nah
my mom got cook dinner
lols
Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
ok
[pauL²ine]-[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
i will get scolding if i go out eat
lols

------------after a few minutes-------------------

Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
haha
ok lah
dont play with you already
lol
hahahah
did you think i was angry?
[pauL²ine]-[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
a bit
lols
Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
[pauL²ine]-[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
but maybe not
Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
(Y)
=D
[pauL²ine]-[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
eeyer
i still think think think
should i go down a not
did you mom cook a lot?
Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
hahahahahah
dont know
she havent cook
[pauL²ine]-[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
lols ok
Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
and btwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
im zengmei HAHAHAHAHAH
[pauL²ine]-[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
!@#$%^&*()_
Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
i was trying to imitate yr's style and talk to you
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
[pauL²ine]-[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
!@#$%^&*()_
tsk
cheat me only
Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
HAHAHAH
not entirely lah!
i realized
i got beehoon at home too
lols
Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
so?
lol
[pauL²ine]-[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
i shall stay home and eat the beehoon
hahahaha
Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
so you're not coming ah

all these is yr say out then i type
hahahh
[pauL²ine]-[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
no wonder
Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
only the rest is me
hahahahahahahah
[pauL²ine]-[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] says:
i really thought is him
i go suspicious when you gave the =D
yu ren dont use that
Its never ending ever since I started learning music......... says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
XDDDDDDDDDDd
LOL
ROFLOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
HAHAHAHAHA
I FEEL LIKE LAUGHING OUT LOUD
but chuyuan is studying
LOLLLLLL

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
SO FUN! =D

Just when I want my cello, it is stucked in studio 10 in school.

Love you mum!

You was soooooooo irritatingly cute when you obviously saw the message I left for you and then pretended to not see it and force me to say it out of my mouth even though we went out of topic with you prompting the topic back again 3-4times. RAH.
I know that you won't be seeing this but still, my title says it all.
It doesn't have to be a special day for me to thank you but I just had to say it out today. Because I had never once said it properly to you.
Esp after watching that cello video which showed me the extend of a love a parent can give and to understand how fortunate I am.

This post seem so ...*shivers*... as if it was some kinda confession or what.
But whatever, it's for my mum.
The idiot who gave birth to this brainless idiot. Hahahahahahaha

My mum bought larsen strings for me!
How awesome is that!!!!!!!!!!!!
And I shall learn to be content!
Though it's a little stupid of me to not get G and C string, but well.......I feel the pinch, hahaha.
But I also think that the strings are a waste on me =/

已经决定的事
如果后悔
就会像在原地踏步一样
如果不往前走
我们永远都不会知道
现在走的到底对不对

HI GAIIISSSSSSSS!
Hahahahaha, I don't know why but I feel like posting that up, hahahahahah.

Look at this lame convo!
zm. says:
HAHAHAHAHA
LOLLLLLLLLLL
u say ur sch until so jialat
lol
Weiqi says:
it is jialat
and what is english word of jialat?
TERRY-BLE!!
zm. says (8:48 PM):
LOLLLLLLLLL

Ok, I totally forgot what I wanted to blog about, so anyway, here's some pictures, hahahaha.

My stupid ah-neh BF! lollllllll

Neoprintxwzzz Partial 1l04, lol

downsize of The People, lol

I was studying my ass off last week and now I'm enjoying my holidays! HAHA =D

Watch this!


You're a TOE-MAY-TOEEEEEEEEEE
HAHAHAHAHAHA =D

Food paradise

I'M TEMPTED TO GO INDULGE IN GOOD FOOD!
Good food doesn't mean expensive stuffs!
Like those food search at random places will do as well!
ice cream, cakes, waffles, and everything else! OMG
Any takers?

THE SMELL OF FREEDOM IN THE AIR!

EXAMS ARE OVER, LALALALALALA, HAHAHAHAHA

That means holidays are here, hahahahahahaha
No projects, tutorials and any whatsoever to think about of in the meantime!!!!!!
Till results comes out =XXXXXXXX
All pass please! With flying colours too! LOL, i wish lah hor, hahahaa.
I seriously wanted to pull up my gpa this sem, but at the look of my studying(so last minute) input, if i maintain i happy already, SERIOUS.
Can't improve at least maintain, lol.
Hahahahahahaha

And I have a sad life because all my classmates are like going home after the paper, lol, so no life, so i also no life los, hahahaha, lol.
Nvm, can date ppl out during hols =D
I now have all the time in the world to catch up with the people(though they will be busy with their schoolwork, but at least I can plan properly a suitable time whereby everyone can make it during their march hols)

Relaxation time =D
Cello time =D
Cy, you better spare me some time to date you out ah!
Been so long since I went out with you, 1-1 date, LOL, gayness.

BYE

GOOD MORNING!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHA, ok it's not very early, but well....I had my sleep and now it will be studying for another paper again.

Crim law is finally over, not that I don't like it, but it wasn't as easy as I thought, haha, like the way to identify the different provision, and which to include which not to, which is the correct one, which provision to be read with what and all the misconceptions.
But well...the paper that I worry for the most is now over and time to start revising the other subjects.

ok, bye!
can't wait for exams to end!

Didn't study the entire week at all! LOL, must start mugging, hahaaha, have to lah, to pull up my grades=/
Well! that's not the main focus for today!

Happy CNY and valentine's day!
Been to a pretty pretty place for the past two days to help my mum's boss do a little deco and tried some food over there which was $$$$$$$ hahahaha.
My lunch for the day cost $45, which consist of a dish only!
Guess that's my pay hur? A costly lunch, hahaha. But it was worth the try =D

These DIY benches are done by the workers there! =O So talented

This tapas thing cost $16! =O

Bye guys!

Facebook addiction disorder? =X

SPENT LOADS OF TIME ON FACEBOOK THESE 2DAYS!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Spoke a little to zh just now and she said i sounded more lighthearted already!
Hahahahaha, was it that bad???
But I'm glad things worked out fine and yes, I'm contented.
Projects submitted, problems more or less settled, gotten a peace of mind, spent quality time with some of the people I want to, had sufficient rest, had fun.
That's all for now!

I wish for exams to be over realllllllllll soon!

Awesome seniors!

CO practices everyday for the past week and..... tpco's pretty impromptu concert is finally over!
It's good because no more practicing for those songs when we are not prepared at all and worrying that the concert will be very cui (didn't turn out as bad as I thought it might)

but........

It's bad because that means that the school year is coming to an end soon which also means that the seniors will be graduating VERY SOON =( while those going for their SIP will be away for quite some time too =(

Concert was fun because of the seniors, no doubt, and my debut playing of bass was successful! LOL(I think I played better on the bass then on the cello lah, wth, lol)
Jx has the hard cello casing which is pretty but so heavyy that it's like carrying a bass around which is way more inconvenient then my semi hard case hahahahahahahahaha
Went round taking pictures with lihyee's camera as if it was mine, lollllll

Met up with them again today for pearrrr jie's 21st birthday celebration and it was funnnnnnnnnny(looking at others :x) and awesome!
A good break away from school(all the chiong-ing of project works + presentation)
With yr's weird theory of enjoying the scenic view of HDBs in S'pore, lollllll.

I bet that these two days will be one of the best memories I have for tpco.
And I think that I am very lucky to always get awesome people as my seniors! (which makes me feel sad thinking about them leaving:/)

my group got a freaking F for my client interview assessment.
to make it worst, it is 25% and that is one quarter the subject mark. FML man.

I could have written an essay or maybe even a chapter about the frustrations I have since 2weeks ago till now man.
RAH

For the past whole week(till I don't know when will it stop), everytime when I feel that I am ok, something will happen to make me feel sad and troubled again.
And I hate it.
But it's not getting any better.
For now, laughing helps to hide all my feelings.
I hope this stops soon.

So much has happened today, especially in the night.
Dinner with GC ppl was pretty awesome, the food! LOL
And then for their accompaniment + understanding.

Once again..I came face to face with something which I had never been able to face truthfully ever since I was primary4.
All because of some trivial matters which actually meant so much to me that it has since caused an invisible wall within me.
And I didn't know how much of an impact it has in me to make me feel so jumpy the entire night.
All I had in me was hoping to be able to express my thanks but I didn't know how to do so.
I hope to clear my mind soon and to give confidence to myself so that I can give my best for what I choose in the end and not to regrett.

Talked it over with my mum&sis and with cy, I'm feeling much at peace now though I'm still feeling jumpy over what I should do.
Maybe I should not think so highly of myself
I don't know.
Don't know why I broke down, but it was the first for 2010. and it's because of tkd.

Life in 2010 for the past few days has been pretty normal plus average for me.
Sufficient joy to me but also unnecessary worries. Just a little.
But oh man, just as I was about to think about the happy things, I'm reminded of the things that I will be missing more instead.

2010 means ending my first year in poly, and yet starting of my second year.
Time seems to pass by quickly but yet slowly and yet it doesn't seem like a good thing but it doesn't seem like a bad thing either.
The pros and cons somehow seem to be about the same.
But one thing for sure is that I will definitely miss my seniors cum friends. Shit.
Om天, how? I feel like saying F.
But it doesn't seem appropriate.
But seriously eh! Can't imagine what life will be like without them.
Another reason of my laughter being able to survive till now is partly because of them.
Bet all of them will say life would be great not hearing my destructive laughter and nonsense and blah blah blah blah, but still..I bet they will miss me(for my rubbish)! HAHAHAHAHAHAA
With yr ys wl wt graduating, pauline away for OSIP(wtf! only way to see her is webcam?!), miaoru and pearlyn disappearing for SIP.
I don't know what will become of me.
Only left with mrchua, LOL
I should zou yi bu suan yi bu.

I think my sarcasm skills are coming back. Maybe? Haha
But I'm using it openly in class now I think.

My class was having some mini quiz competition the other day and we were spilt into two teams.
I was so irritated with some ppl's behaviour that I seriously want to comment something abt it that I said to my friend, 'Just have fun answering the questions, we can afford to lose =)'
Guess what! My teacher then said 'I sense some tension growing.' Lol
It was obvious what! Not that it was some competition or something, it was just to test our understanding, like wtf.
To think * even said 'can the other team go first before we answer our last que'
Bet * must be thinking that if we can't get more then 6points for our question * will 'cool-y' say, 'we win, don't have to answer any more ques already'
And if we succeed in doing so, * will be wanting to have a go for another que.
Loser, I call that a snob-.-


My friend said something to me the other day and my actions in class the other day.
My friend asked the other day 'eh zm, why now in class you don't laugh so much anymore ah?'
Maybe because I was tired for laughing so easily in class be it I find it amusing or even to ease the awkwardness sometimes that now I can't or simply smile unless I find something funny and worth laughing at.
And I don't see why I should laugh and probably make myself seem like a clown to others purely for their entertainment.
Plus yr say I shouldn't laugh so much in class(esp crim lessons, because apparently I think my teacher could be irritated with it if that happens too frequently).
So I should tone down, hahahhaa, not that I'm very noisy! (am i? lol)

Random thoughts for the day.
Saw the vandalised mailbox caused by some person called inkman(?) on don't know nye or nyd which turn out to be an attempt of campaigning?
Anyhow bombing of the bass during open house with ys was enjoyable today, lolsssss.
I freaking hurt myself after banging onto some board thingy on my shoulder while saying hi to my friend(full blow somemore, I don't see how I can get a cut because of it plus my shirt wasn't torn or what.)and it hurts while playing the cello just now.
I'm pretty interested in learning dizi now._.
I think I like my hair better now.
I wish for all my friends to be happy always!!!!!!!
I think I have a number of fav teachers now =D
I wish to pass my theory exam. Siansssssssssssssssssssssssss. Been 2months and 8days since I took the paper.
Had a wonderful 11hrs of sleep last night.
I need to go and sleep now!
I think I'm almost over him.

New year = new hairdo?
CUI please! lol.
I don't know lah, hahaha.
I'm happy because I got a haircut and..........I don't know...............
I look more normal with a hairband now, lol.

Watch this! HAHAHA Classic!
Taken in sec2, omg, hahahahah!
I can't help but to keep rewatching it, lol

I find myself still living in 2009.
Time seems to be too fast for me to handle. Haha
I spent my first day of 2010 with staying up till like 12pm before sleeping and then getting up for cello lessons at 7.30pm and then sleeping again and now I'm awake at such an unearthly time.

Meeting tian on the first day of 2010..I don't know if it is a good or bad thing.
She asked me this question which made me wonder what was her meaning behind that.
She asked me '你觉得七级怎么样？会不会很难?'
It started making me think if she is having regrets of teaching me or I don't know what else, I thought as if she wanted to discharge herself off me or something along that line.
But yet the one who prompted me to continue with grade7 is also her.
How contradicting is everything-.-
I feel like saying confidently that if I pass my theory I will continue, but if I fail, I will stop with my cello.
But then, I feel as if there's a waste somewhere because I didn't even put in 50% of my effort for it and it is not like I can't make it because I really can't study music.
But also, I doubt I have any talent for music-.-
What should I do man-.-

Argh, good night.
Talk about it again.
IthinkI'mlettingitgogradually.Itmaybeworking,itmaynot.Idon'tknow=/

2010!

It's 5.15am now and I'm sitting in my living room here with 11 of The People.
Hahaha, how awesome.
We spent last year's nye&nyd with each other and this year as well.
Just at a different venue.
And I think everyone's suffering from heatstroke somehow, lol.

I think we can be called The People because new year means new name! HAHA, that's tiring; to have to think of different name every year.

Going off for now, bye! Haha

Happenings for the past month

Here's some pictures of what's in my life for the past two months.

Night safari with nasco peeps
C&B chalet'09

3 batches of law students!

bbq on xmas night!

The People or the Dragonsxz? haha

tpco seniors

sis's grad day, not the oversea uni one yet.

small picnic @ pasir rissentosa with phyllis&nat
PA cello&bass peeps with Mr Chua!
a new friend that I've made, atikah(?), she's only sec1!

another new friend, wanlin!(she's a stalker, haha)

another new friend + cellist, zhiyu(he's lamer than me, can you believe that?!)taken by pauline, haha with ly's head in it

love them! what would life be like without them at PA, unimaginable =X

2009, how good was it?

2009 is coming to an end in a few days time and soon it will be 2010.
This whole year has been a pretty eventful year which gave me many new experiences which made me frustrated, happy, excited, irritated and everything.
Somehow, I'm glad that things ended the way it ended but somehow I can't help to think of what would happen if it is another way round.
Had many first-times this year, but I can't really remember much of it now and I'm lazy to bring back my memories and organise it.
Had many depressing moments in the beginning of the year and endless worries, but all have passed.
I hope that 2010 will be better and that I will be a better person too.

PA's beautiful sunday concert was finally over yesturday.
Bye to all the hours of extra CO practices and time spent there and the continuous carrying of my cello around on sat.
My saturdays will now be so empty that I bet I will feel all weird. Afterall, my saturdays has been filled with PA practices for like close to 5months?
And somehow I feel as if this will also meant lesser time spent with pauline, yuren&lihyee.
Total mix feelings whether it is a good or bad thing.
But overall, I had good memories from it and that yesturday has been a good day to end it off with much laughters despite the fact that my throat was hurting like mad, but I can't stop laughing, haha.

Yesturday also marks the end of my two weeks break from school.
Just when I feel that holidays are starting, it is ending.
How sad.
Shall post some pictures up another time.

was blog-hopping and i came upon this part talking about organising gatherings.
suddenly, i felt guilty for thinking that way.
for the friendships and memories that i got from my friends, no matter what, it is still worth the effort for arranging the meet-ups.
but i hope that this works both ways because it can't be just me thinking that way.
i should think in other's point of view too

not bad of a catch up with cy,kn,dion,qh&yl.
cy&i are definitely the best partners as compared with the rest, hahahaha.
trash them all with a score of 265 for the bball machine shooting thing XD hahahahaha

gotta catch some sleep!
will be having a busy week! =/
full of mixed feelings.

My end product for last night.

Lihyee gave me the thumbs up! =D

just finished baking some cookies!
used a recipe and the shapes turned out pretty ok, just need more care!
it's 4.30am now.
got to go and sleep, meeting the rests for breakfast tomorrow morning before payco practice at 9.30am.
that means the latest i can wake up is 8.30am.
and that means that i only have er......4hrs of sleep! OMGGGG
Nights!

btw, i walked from somewhere near tampines west cc all the way down to bedok85 and then back home from bedok85 with mandy&sarah.
how fun and amazing and i don't know. hahahahaha
see you guys soon!

Spent a couple of hours at downtown east yesturday for some catching up and gathering with c&b peeps.
It's a pity that everyone can't be there, but still, am glad that those who were there were there.
It's no secret that I miss everyone, and yes, that includes the irritating jy. HAHA
Time seem to have stop while we were chatting, playing, eating and everything which felt so familiar and nice.
Only at that moment, did I realise how much have we all grown and yes, that is what I miss; the innocence.
I wanted to stay over for the company, but because of my paper today, I couldn't stay over, sians...

Haven't had my last paper but I'm already in holiday mood.
There's so much thing that I want to do, especially meeting up/catching up.
In fact, I haven't really started my engine working yet since the last break and that is bad because my projects aren't progressing much or well.

Next up will be to go out and play, baking, studying(esp crim law, sian..), completing projects.
And I don't know. Probably reading?! lol
And oh yes, it's time I go for a swim-.-
I need to plan my 2weeks of hols properly so that I make full use of all the time. (it's likely that I won't follow it though-.-)

Bye!

I dont know what's the problem with me, but I went to start on a new drama just before mid-sem, like on friday -.-
But...I've just finished it! HAHAHAHAHAHA
At least the ending did not make me feel like I shouldn't have watched it.
And now! I have yet to study anything for tomorrow's paper, gotta run!
CHIONG AH!
Sleepless night tonight T.T

Have sufficient trust and faith.
Time will tell.

Sometimes, maybe taking the initiative will help?

omg, wtf, hashima!

My title rhymes doesn't it?

But wtf wtf!
I just had hashima for dessert just now and I went to google it to check what it was because my sis told me that it was frog mucus, my mum told me it was something from the frog, but never did I know that it was the FALLOPIAN TUBE of a FROG.
OMGOODNESS.
I can't believe I ate that down because it is so urghhhh...
I believed that it was mucus as it was like a little slimy like when I went to try it specifically instead of swallowing it down.
URGHHHHHH.

I had an awesome seafood dinner(Chilli crab!! =D) just now but all had to be spoilt with hashima!!!
Why do people on earth likes it?
It's sweet, but just the thought of it being something from a frog is disgusting enough, what's more, the fallopian tube of a frog, omgomgomgomgomg, wtfwtfwtfwtfwtf!!!!!!!!!!!

Enough about that.

Had cello this morning, and omg, I'm super tired!!!!
My lessons will be on sunday from now on, so no more of sleeping in on sunday =(
But on the bright side, these few weeks of prac was peaceful without much scoldings!! =D

Sat was PA and then night safari with nasco ppl.
Joel said that there was 6generations of nasco ppl there!
Wow! Hahaha, but there was a total of about 26 of us there. (still a pretty big group)
And we were almost stranded without any transportation back but taxi. lol
Hippos are huge, omg, I didn't know that they were SO HUGE

Fri was celebrating of gy's bday, I hope he enjoyed it though it was like nth much.
Had a really really really good talk on fri night, or maybe sat morning, till 3plus with cy.
It was awesome, haha.
I felt so much better after that, like, arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I feel good and better to be myself again.
Like I have place down a heavy load to start walking again before piling things up again, LOL
And it came in time because only then was I able to laugh without feeling worn out.
All in all, I like it, haha. LOL

Weekends are over and now........another week to endure through!
For those overseas, have an awesome trip!!
School trips are normally awesome!! Hahahaha

Bye!

omg, hashima-.-

parliament visit!

Hi!
It has been a long and slightly busy week!
Impromptu speech is over, amazingly I had too much too say, actually I was totally crapping.
Went to gramercy with lihyee and I bought a new cello rosin! It's pretty, but expensive =( hahaha

Had lessons today and then off to the parliament house for some sch law stuffs.
Was so tired that I dozed off repeatedly when that lady was speaking.
Somehow, I seem to want to support the workers party now.
Moreover, my LCOMSK2 tutor is Ms SYLVIA LIM, THE NCMP and chairman of workers party!
Cool right!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think that she is damn zai, haha.
Plu she's humorous, the one who suan us as much as we suan her, hahaa.
Go wiki her to find out more abt her! lol

Went to clarke quay with some of my classmates and.....all I could say is that it was a good time, shocking time and...... I don't know. haha
I hope those that are hurt will recover soon.

Gotta sleep now, my head is hurting and I need rest.
Bye!

Another class picture after so many months, everyone has changed so much since then, haha

Phyllis! Move on ok! Know that you won't see this though.

Germaine! She snipped off her hair! omg!

natasha and phyllis haha.

with sandra =)

It was my mum's birthday on the 17nov!
It was coincidentally zuxian's mum birthday as well! HAHA
Bake her a cake and sew her something, pretty ugly i think, lol.
Plus the cake was too sweet, OMG-.-

The logcake from swensen which became my mum's birthday cake, lol.

My sis, my mum and I =D
The horrible cake which I bake for my mum which was a total failure just because I used self-raising flour._.

Had orange nails today O.O
Haha, but I have removed it now because there's impromptu speech tomorrow, so I must not get penalised because of the inappropriate nails! Hahahaha

Going Gramercy tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!
No $$$$$$$$$$$$$$ D=

SO IRRITATING!!!!

THE OPPORTUNITY TO DONATE MY BLOOD TODAY SLIPPED AWAY JUST LIEK THAT!!!
I'M SO IRRITATED AND DISAPPOINTED!!!!!!!!!!
TO THINK I WAS SO EXCITED OVER IT. KNS!!!!!!!!

Here's how the story goes.
I went down to the blood donating area at the auditoria, and was told that I have to get a form signed because I was under 18.
And so, I COULDNT DONATE MY BLOOD.

So I went to school today with the form signed. =D
Lcom client interview today was hilarious! HAHAHAHA.
Seriously funny, and I got the whole class applause, lolololol, because our tutor used the opportunity to suan us and we tackled her back, it was so much fun, hahah!

Okay, that's not the main thing that I wanted to blog about.
Macroecons lecture ended earlier and I decided to go and donate my blood and even didn't mind skipping lunchh so that I can donate my blood and go for lesson after that.

There are three parts to go through before donating your blood.
First, temperature taking station.
Second, keying in your information.
Third, checking of blood pressure plus veins and stuffs.

The first temp reading I got was 37.5 and the person told me to go and cool myself down for 10mins because your body temp have to be below 37.4 degrees celsius to donate your blood.
And so, I went to cool my body down and drank like loads of water.
I went again, and it was 37.6
Then 37.7
And then 37.8
As such, I can't donate because it's considered as having a fever.

I went off for public speaking lesson and then back again after my lesson ended and drank loads of water again and cooled down but my body temp was just not going down.
It was still 37.7degree celsius
I was like damn disappointed already, because the person says that I can't donate blood today.
And yet! Today was the last day of the blood donation drive.
I feel so sore over it, lol.
I went for CO and then I started complaining to all random people who I have just really interacted with today.
I complained to my seniors, other co friends, classmates, and even timothy and russell when I saw them on my way to bizpark to have my dinner.
How annoying I must have been man!

But I really want to donate blood if I can because it's the minimal that we can do to help others.
We may not have the power, the money and all other worldly possessions to make the world change, but we can do a little difference by donating our blood to others who need it.
So disappointing =(

It would be infuriating enough to not be able to donate blood because of blood vessels that are too small, but isn't it more infuriating when you can't even pass the temperature taking point to even find out if you can donate your blood?
RRRRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Doing all the stupid letter writing thing in starbucks now...
okay, it isn't that stupid because afterall...it's practical lah.
Sianzxxxxx.

I'm most probably skipping school on friday because there isn't any lessons on fri and no attendance taking for ccn day.
So...I don't see any reason for me going to school on friday.
Hahahahahaha.

I feel as if I have no life these days. ._.

missing you guys!

OHMYGOODNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just have this overwhelming feeling in me to meet up with the clique and have a good chat or great laugh.
I miss you guys so much suddenly! =(

Damnnnn

Music theory is over... But I'm afraid that I will fail. Chiong grade4&5 yesturday and there's a lot of things that I guess I'm unsure of. I will be studying it again I guess, to fully understand it. But I hope that I will pass so that I don't have to retake it plus I will then be able to register for grade7 next year:/

Apparantly it has yet to have a good walk through life for the past 22years of it.
Making a commotion out of nothing and not being able to accept reality gracefully is nothing but making a nuisance of yourself.

Call me a bitch for bad-mouthing it here, I don't give it a damn, let's say that it is my hobby to do so?
Plus, this is my blog.

My patience on it is running low and I don't give a hoot about her as long as my friends are not affected.
Come up with one more nonsense of yours and I will shoot you in your face.
It has totally no respect and sense of responsibilty -.-
Why is someone else covering it's butt when it created the scene and yet not clarifying anything and making use of others to save it's own butt.

Tort lesson lasted for 1h30min today only and I have been wasting my time in school for nothing.
Crim law lecture is at 3pm and so...I will be going back to school afterwards for lecture, but a part of me is simply pretty lazy to go back to school, hahahahaha.
I shall see how.

I think that my careperson is someone to be wary of, hahahahahahahha.

Garbage of the society

I was damn forgetful today.
First, I forgot to bring my lcom files with me today and then the next thing I know was that I forgot to bring my econ book to sch too.
And guess what, I woke up slightly earlier this morning to pack my bag and look through my timetable and I even place those book onto my shelves after looking at my timetable-.-
and my lcomsk2 teacher says that I'm on her watching list since I forgot to show her my lcom files twice hahahahaha.
She's absurd hahahaha.

I think my crim law and lcomsk2 tutors totally rock. Hahaha!
They have a pretty good or weird(?) sense of humour and a tinge of sarcasm in them, but they are both very nice and capable people, hahahahaha.
My econs teacher is also better than my macroecons teacher so far and I guess I have to do my work on time man!
Everyone in class is like so much more hardworking and I seem to be still slacking as much, lol.

My lsm2 teacher who is a full time lawyer, part time teacher conducts boring lessons though.
I was feeling very sleepy after his talking and I don't actually feel very impress with him, I don't know why though, it's probaby his poise.

Oh! Not to forget!
My awesome groupmates won the mini quiz thing for lcomsk2 tut today.
The winning thing wasn't what that mattered to me because I was just hoping that some idiot with the intials ET(et, the movie character, is so much cuter then him-.-) to not win the quiz to prove that he isn't that great afterall even after those attempts at mocking, disrespecting, feeling superior, and all the negative things that one evil shit can come up with.
And the joke was that my group won with a mere 1/4 mark as compared to him and another evil shit(I shall name that person 'it' because it is nothing but a thing to me) in the class who thinks that it has the right to despise and judge people.
But the truth is, since it studied the law before, it is nothing of a big deal that it knows more than us because it has already been through all these law stuffs. I shall call it a dumbass if it fails to do so, so much for it's maturity at such a age-.-
plus, it is such a sleazy person-.- and is proud to be one, bleah:$

though your work might be completed slightly earlier with those idiots(because of the pressure you get from them-.-), but it is definitely easier and better to work with others because everyone else is a nicer person as compared to them and the work will be completed no matter what with lesser stress and tension in the group.
Working once is enough, I hope my friends will have an easier time with them.

public speaking today was average. The two year2s law students are madness though, I suppose my newsarticle sharing was way much lousier then theirs because I thought no one would bother to take it that seriously, so I haven't even chose my article which I want to to talk about and I simply smoke my way through it. Thank goodness it is over. Another presentation next week though T.T

ok it's time for me to go and chiong for my theory now, bye!

will we ever get to turn back time?

It has been a month since we came back from the trip to vietnam.
I was looking through the photos on fb and I totally miss the times we had there.
I can't wait to have another oversea trip with them!
It seem just so yesturday since we went to cuchi tunnel, university, Ben thamn market, awesome massage, shopping, room crashings, orphanage, speaking of which, I miss the kids there totally:(
I wonder how are they doing now.
I feel so emotional suddenly hahahahahaaha.
How can everything be express in words?

Today was pretty much of a good day for me because cello lesson was good!!
I didn't get any scoldings at all seriously! And today's lesson was an enjoyable one. But I guess I told a white lie. But it wasn't exactly a lie!:(
my mind was awake today during cello lesson which was pretty surprising because I didn't had more sleep or something.. But the feeling was good.
I even got a small gift from her. Lol

i'm running out of time to study theory. Gotta start now!! Oh no:/

going off to bed, it is already 4.30am, holy shit.
Bye!

There are so many things going through my mind which I don't know what to do.
And the saddest thing of it is that it is about cello which is my passion which is yet giving me so much trouble, making me feel so lost.

start of another semester!

I don't know if it is a good thing or a bad thing.
It is good because I will be starting on criminal law, and I am so looking forward to it!
But it is a bad thing because that means that is the start of a super hectic life again when projects start kicking in.
Just when I find holidays getting better and better with the accompaniment fo my friends and the things I could do, school had to start, how awesome....... -.-

Another thing is that my timetable is screwed.
I use to complain not having morning lessons so that I have my afternoon free, and now, my mornings are occupied, but I don't see how are my afternoons when I get breaks as long as 3hrs after a morning lessons and ending the day at 4 or 5pm.
I think I will never be contented with my timetable man, how awesome.
And now I have to wake up at 8 or 9plus every morning because the only day with no morning lesson will be filled with cello lesson.
How dreadful?
It's not that I lost passion for cello, it is the waking up time which is making me dreading it.
Tsk.

Now that tuts have yet to start for most subjects, I'm going to sch for just an hour of lecture on mon, tue and wed and then my thur and fri will be filled with tort tutorials, cds(public speaking) tutorials and lectures.
Got to go now, LSM lecture at 9 tomorrow T.T

Joining GC is definitely something that I have not regret taking up! =D
Though I didn't have the best groupmates, I made many new friends and some friends who I feel comfortable with to really LOL without bothering about anything.
And I suppose it was also because of the bad things in GC which made me appreciate the nice people there.
Knowing them for only one week's worth of lectures(plus we didn't really interact much actually) + a week in vietnam with those new found friends, this shows you how awesome they are to make me feel so happy with them!

I might really consider TNS now if they are joining TNS =d

Random =d

Note how much the guy on the utmost left shakes his head till his specs dropped off somewhere at 3:43 haha.
I like the feeling of this song, totally different from those classical songs that you hear from a cello.


Start hearing from 1:43