Hi.

Some pictures from COda.

Let's welcome the future yeah! =)

My lovely juniors! Catherine!

Jiayou ok! =) Jocelyn!

Though I didn't know you for long, thanks for the fun!

YanTing!

Good Luck crazy kid! =D

WengLok!

All the best!

Elly!

All the best!
Syuhada!

All the best!

YiLiang!

Thanks for the pair of socks man!(SEE! I still remember. haha)

ChuiYing!

My Spastic neighbour! But I like.

LOLS XD

YuYun!

JiayouJiayou! Let's work hard together! =)

Me.

Once again, a stupid picture of me=P

Everyone...JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!


Maybe I could say as expected for some.
But for some, its not the case.
But anyway, that's not the point.
So that's the end of it.
-Closes Case-


You'll see the change.
Go on and look down on me if that makes you feel better. =)

Hi!

Went to school for CO's graduation party this morning.
I can't say that it was very exciting, but it was fun enough.
Good job for all who had planned all these out.

Well, I can say, I'm very fortunate!
Really, I mean it.
I don't know how to express everything out.
And though I didn't cry like what you guys(my cello juniors=D) wanted me too, I was touched.
Definitely. I think it's because I know that I would still get to see you guys, that's why I was emotionally stable. Haha..
And you guys make me feel even more...舍不得你们.
But really, thankyou thankyou thankyou.
Like..for all the efforts..planning..and work.

Yup, so, thankyou. Haha.
Can't post any pictures now or send to anyone now because the cam is not with me.
Will post or send when I've uploaded the pics.
Remember to ask me for the pics too! =D

I was packing my stuffs and placed all my treasured things that I've received this year together and I felt very contented.
This has been one of the best year of my life though a heart-wrenching one as well.
But it definitely gonna be in my mind forever.

Take care. Bye =)

Hello.

I've just reached home from the cinemas!
Okay, nothing of a big deal.

Hana Yori Dango Final!
Not bad, not bad! =D
Haha, Oguri Shun! =D
Domyoji's mum 'looks' much nicer in this finale. =D she smiled, not in those evil way lah. =D

End of prelims! Yes! actually, i didn't study hard lah-.-
Went to shop! Random, no plans of it actually.
From 'rich' to 'poor'. Lols.
And..oh no, I now have similar clothes with caiyan! Oh No! Haha

Bye!

Hello!

It's September 11 today! Lols. It's been 7years since the terrorist attack!
Wow, time flies hur? It seem just a few years back that it happened in my memory. Haha.
Okay, I bet everyone must be thinking that I'm dumb.

and September 11 also means 1 more day to the end of prelims =D
but then, 1more day nearer to Olevels -.-
but then, it also mean 1more day nearer to the end of Olevels!
but then, it also means 1more day closer to 2009.
but then....
no more! haha, this can go on forever and ever and ever man. lols.

Okay, up next.. I went swimming. Lols-.-

I'm feeling all happy and excited just because I'm back from swimming.
But because I don't have any other plans yet, that also meant that I'm feeling wide awake and bored =(
The opposite effect of what I wanted.
I've change my body clock during the September holidays and has yet to adjust it back.
So the previous few days for me were coming home, sleeping, waking up at night and then study all the way till like 4/5plus(okay, slack pretty much too, but well, that's not the focus. LOLS) before napping for 1hr and heading for school.
So since prelims gonna end tomorrow(yeah!), I went for a swim after coming home.
Decided to do so so that I would make myself tired and sleep early tonight.
Maybe it will work? since I'm feeling wide awake now.

Oh yeah! nearly forgot what I wanted to blog about.
I wanted to say, the life guard scared me when I was on my way in and out.
I was looking for wallet for my card when the guard scared me by saying a really deep but loud-.- 'Good Afternoon'.
And when I was going out, the guard was speaking to another guard(his friend..duh-.- lols) .
And suddenly he said 'goodbye'.
I don't know why and how but he just was able to scare me with his booming voice-.-
And there's this disgusting man who think he's a hunk-.-

Okay, that's all actually. Lols.
Well, I don't really have a interesting day right?
But nah, it's ok. Because I'm going out tomorrow! =D

Bye!

PS: there's this no life guy out there somewhere. let's see who will get what I mean XD

I'm here again!

I think this show might be nice =D

(though the first episode wasn't watched by many)

Okay, I had no intention to watch it now, wanted to watch it when more episodes comes out or after O's, but watch it while having my lunch just now.
So yeah, I don't like Rainie's accent in the show-.-
A little like la bi xiao xin-.-

Don't like her hairstyle too-.-

藤冈靛/Dean Fujioka Tatsuo plays a very nice role so far.
As in likeable? I don't know, but to me at least.
He looks charming. LOLS.
What's with all this craze-.-
Nah, it will be gone soon. Haha.
But for now, let me just say he is charming. Lols.

And now..this will be another show that I'm catching.
More and more shows are adding up!

kns, no self-control.

Hi.

I don't know what will the marking of my SEQ part b be like.
I checked my textbook while I was on the bus home. And...I went to write stuffs on Stalin for Hitler!
I went to write purges, show trials, labour camps-.- Oh no-.-
I did include Hitler things in like suspicions among people and others but like, I went to write 3 things on Stalin in Hitler. Like wth-.-
And this is like provided the factors I started with are right.
wth-.-
I hope they only minus off marks and not penalised the question. But well, penalise now better then during O's

That's what happens when all these communist people thinks alike lah!

They seem to have so much in common yet difference-.-

And I identified the questions wrongly for the SEQ.
Part B was supposed to be the 3 factors one whereas A was the agree/disagree one.
And only found out about it when I was starting on my part B. So I tried to make admentments by adding those '//' to indicate a new paragraph.
Stupid lah-.-

Okay, all this is back to my fault. For not starting revision early.
Haha. So who to blame? Who else, but me.

I don't know why, but the feeling I get of history is that I know what is in the book, but yet not every single details.
When I was flipping my text, I was thinking 'I have seen this picture so many times! I know what is it talking about.' and when I compared what I thought I knew and what the picture shows, not everything is noted in my brain-.-

Left with paper1 for all sciences = no mood to revise any further -.-
I don't know why too.
Haha. Shit lah-.-
When will I get serious? kns.

Bye.

edited. (too much vulgarities used-.-, couldn't stand it)
those people who smokes deserves to die.
Especially those who smokes along the common corridors of HDB.

I'm freaking pissed with these kind of selfish smokers.

If this doesn't stop soon, I'm SO GONNA COMPLAIN TO HDB just like some typical aunties. kns

Today was like a day out with my mum and sis! =D
Haha. Shall let you know why! =P (even if you don't, haha)

I went for breakfast with my mum this morning because she took a day off today!
Haha. She hardly take days off -.-
But well, what's the point of working if you're always on leave? Lols.
I was saying that I will come home to study after breakfast, but she says she want to catch a movie.
She hardly does that too! Haha, normally its either my sis or I who are the ones who 'drags' her into the cinema.

Caught a 10.40am show of Wall.E
I thought that the show won't be nice.
But after watching, i think its not that bad lah =D
Wall.E is quite cute, and Eve is, violent(at the beginning).

Came home after the show while my mum went out with chuiying's mum.
Studied, but fell asleep too-.-
I was up till 3plus last night because my mum was sleeping on my bed, so I was thinking that I would go to bed after my mum wakes up. But she didn't. So I slept on the floor instead. Lols.

Met my sis at TM for dinner together with my mum later.
And, I made them walk home with me. LOLS.

Okay, that's the end of my day.
But still, I like it =D
Its been very long since we did random and simple stuffs like this.

Bye!
It's 11.11pm now!
Anyone thinking of me? Lols!

Hihihihihihihihi!!!

I'm wide awake now although I didn't sleep that early last night and despite the fact that its only 8plus in the morning.
Well...it's not normal to catch me waking up so early in the morning you know!
But I woke up immediatly and became wide awake this morning when my mum came into my room and said 'there's a certificate in the mailbox today!'

Haha. Excited excited excited. But also feeling anxious at the same time.
Reason? Because I didn't recieve any email from ABRSM at all of checking my results online =/
I wonder why.
And also because I know that I'm wasn't prepared for this exam. Haha (thats not a good thing-.-)

Results results results results!!!
I passed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hahahahahahaha!!!!!!!! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Damn happy to know that I pass.
Because I screwed it up that day and thought that I would fail.
Should I take future cello exams....I'M NOT GONNA SCREW IT UP AGAIN!

So yeah, end of my sharing. Lols.
And also, much thanks to Junyan.
though you gave me much stress and worries-.-
For being the pianist though the date was nearing exams and for playing the accompaniment.
Because without you, I can't take the exam. Yeap, so thanks.

Oh! and thanks to the examiner too! (though I know he will never ever read this...)
For making my first cello exam so enjoyable and wonderful!
A great experience! =DD
And he's a nice and charming guy too.
LOLS! my craze over him is long gone.

Bye people! =D
And take care to those who are dying. Haha. *refer to blogs* LOLS!

I'm a certified grade3 cellist now=D
Though its only grade3, it's still considered a recognition to me!

Happy Birthday Kok Nam!
Grow up hur! See how nice I am, to place your greetings at the beginning. What's more, so big! Haha XD

Well, its 1am++ now but I'm not in the least feeling sleepy.
Maybe I should go study. Haha
To be truthful, very truthful...
I hardly touch my books at all! And even if I did, not much thing is done-.-

Today's weather is very nice. Very cooling. But cold too-.-
While I was opening the door for my sis, there was this sudden gush of wind, and I was like wth, so cold!
Oh, maybe it's yestuday. Not today. haha XP

Well, I've changed skin! DUH!-.-

Been looking for one since don't know when. Somewhere since last year end? December? Yup, it's that long ago. Just that I couldn't find one that I'm alright with.
And many of my friends has changed their blogskins, some even more then once. I started thinking, 'why is it just that I can't find a skin that I like?-.-'

There was even once when I spent hours but couldn't find one to changed. Because I thought my previous one was better. But at the same time, I was slightly sick of it too.
Had that skin for very long! Maybe not very long, but very long to me.
If I didn't remember wrongly, I only changed into that after I got back from cambodia(and that was sec 2, wow!), and the skin at that time was the one which had caiyan's and my photo on it in a filmstrip kind.
And and! caiyan changed my skin to that skin when I was away. So when I tried to see if I could use my hp to go online via GPRS that time, I was surprised to see a change in skin. Forgot how she managed to log into my account though. And my bill went up to hundreds at that time-.- just because of GPRS -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-

Oh, and talking about blogskins, I learnt new things today!
Haha, I won't say what I learnt, because it might be nothing to you guys as you all have know it long time ago.

Ok ok, I shall scram now. Doubt anyone else is awake anyway. -.-
Bye!

Happy Teacher's Day. Once again.

I guess I was a little emotional the past few days.
Simply can't keep my mind off thinking unneccessary stuffs-.-
But well, I'm gonna heed what my sis and my friends told me, which is to keep it off my mind till O's are over.
It's hard to now that I'm demoralised by it. But I will.
What Mandy said about the old me, I will bring it back! Yeah!

Anyone wanna go out and study?
I have not started on bio-.-
Maybe I should try studying from 12am-5am too! =D
Shall we have like night-studying and a sleepover? =D

Bye.

Happy Teacher's Day.
Okay, today is not the actual day. But shall still say this first in case I don't blog on teacher's day, 1st sept.

I'm having mixed feelings about today's celebration.
I don't know why.
I feel both sad and happy; not much on happy though.
But shall talk on why I'm happy first =) =(
It was fun and a nice surprise to see the teachers in uniforms.
Mr Ong(OM) was the first that I saw.
The next was Mrs Teh and Mr Chee.
I think Mrs Teh looks damn cute! Haha.
Other teachers are cute too lah =)
Also, we took pictures with the teachers and well, I'm glad we did.
Because..what if we don't get to in the future?
And anyway..I think its better that we take loads of pictures and keep it rather than taking only one.
Though the one would be very precious as it is the only one, but what would happen if that only one was lost?
That would be very sad. (not meant to be sarcastic)

The sad things..
It may look quite insignificant though, but it does bothers me a little

Firstly, I won't be returning to my primary school this year.
Okay not won't, should be did not retun to my primary school this year.
That alone, made me sad.
It's like, teacher's day for me has always been very interesting for me.
Because I get to catch up with my primary school teachers and friends.
But this year, I did none of it.
I could simply just rush over to my primary school after ngeeann's celebration normally. But Junyuan has shifted to a holding site in changi(why changi?!), so I didn't attempt to rush to that site as I don't know the place well either.
Moreover, the teachers were leaving early for lunch at a hotel, as usual.

Seeing how close others still are with their primary school friends, I felt envious.
Very envious.
Since don't know when, we had all just said 'we shall meet up and gather after Olevels.'
But what's the actual possibility of it happening?
I don't mind organising, but..that's provided that we really do meet up.
=(

Next, I don't know why.
But I had quite a bit of expectations for the celebration this year.
I think everything had gone well overall.
Just that I was expecting too much.
I don't know why, but the expectations of the expressions and actions of the teacher wasn't really what I expected.
Okay. nevermind.
I'm ending it here. I don't have any mood to type on further.

WHY IS IT THAT ALMOST ALL OF MY PRIMARY SCHOOL TEACHERS ARE GONE ALREADY? D=
They either are transferred to other school, has resigned or retired already.

Though prelims are not yet over, I don't know why but I have this feeling that I can slack a little today-.-
Guess it's just because the worst has yet to come.
After sept hols..biology, physics, chem, amaths and...e.history
OH NO..................
I don't want to dream of hitler and stalin!
haha. retarded-.-

I'm actually looking forward to the end of prelims.
Because the shirts would be ready soon by then!
Actually, I can't wait for the class dinner too!
But that might not be a good thing?
That is...O's coming soon..and the worst thing of all..............
partings..... D=

Okay, I don't know of anything to type anymore.
It's only 2pm now.
and...I'm feeling sleepy.
Bye!

Sudden sadness.

Went to look at JYPS website just now for fun.
Alot of teachers left, and there's many additions to the jyps family.
But there's still teachers there worth visiting.
Not many though.
Some were transferred, some retired and etc, etc.
Miss Foo has quit teaching. =/
It's only that day that I just talk about her and now, she's no longer a teacher.
Haha. I don't know what to say.
I just miss the past so much suddenly..


Come to think of it, it's gonna be the 7th month since she left on koknam's birthday...

Left this out previously.

Happy Birthday Catherine!

One more thing to add on. My Red phone is working!!! =DDD

Hey thereeeee.
I don't feel like studying for the moment. =(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
Howhowhowhowhowhowhowhow!!!!!
Zhi Hui don't wanna talk to me =(((((((
Haha -.-

I SERIOUSLY DON'T FEEL LIKE STUDYING LAH!
DAMN SIAN CAN!

Hais......
Was watching a TKD match on olympics just now.
OMG................I MISS THE TIMESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Sweden VS Mexico.
I hope Mexico wins.
And she won =DDDDDDDDD
But Sweden was DAMN scheming.
Tried to make Mexico out of the court.
Well, mexico went out once.
But she still won in the end.
So nothing much. Haha

The two of them were damn nice, they shook each other hands and gave each other a hug.
My opponents didn't do that before T.T
At that time, it was just like any other sparring session for me.
Lols, win or lose, I didn't have much joy or sadness. LOLS
I guess at that time, such things didn't matter much to me.
The first match I had, I didn't even know what to do -.-
My instructor was like giving me signals of what to do at his end.
And I looked at him more then I looked at my opponent. LOL-.-
And he told me to fall and I fall.
EVEN WITHOUT HAVING MY OPPONENT TO ATTACK ME. LOLS!
WTF MAN! XDDDDDD
Thinking about it now, it was like damn funny please!
And he told me to hug(go near) my opponent during the intervals.
I didn't know what it meant that time, but I simply just went to hug my opponent after she kicked me.
Damn stupid can! T.T
Lols, luckily I was shy in the past, then I won't really go hug, just place myself near the other.
If not I would be the joke of the day man. -.-

There's something I want to say.
PS: NOT FOR THOSE WEAK AT HEART.
I think I used to be damn cute. LOLS!

Okay, that's enough.
The weather's cold enough.
Bye!

PPS : I STILL DON'T FEEL LIKE STUDYING! LOLS

Hi.
I don't know why but I seem to be just plain lazy.
Heh heh heh heh heh.
Haha

I think my timeline is damn screwed.
Lols. I totally had NO idea that teacher's day is just next week and that the sept holidays is just the week after.
Speaking about Teachers day.
oh no...I won't be visiting my primary sch this year.
Okay, not like I'm some big shot or what-.-
But I just miss my teachers. Can't I ?
It has shifted temporarily to changi?
It's undergoing PRIME as well.
Oh no.....
Once its built up again, there's nothing left of me there =(
Oh no oh no oh no oh no.
Sudden gush of sadness. =(
Haha.

Miss Foo!!!! where are you? =/
I miss you.
Okay, I know you're the VP for don't know what primary sch now.
You were the HOD for maths back then.
And I remembered that time when me and sarah return during the holidays to help you pack your area in the staff room.
Haha. (seem like some stalker of teachers-.-)
I also miss the times where I got on your nerves for 'arguing' with you.
Haha, hey, I don't argue with teachers for nothing ok!
Reason being..I was accused of letting my friend copy my maths homework.
So, I was scolded by missfoo.
I was also not happy that I was scolded for nothing.
And so, I replied her in a harsh tone.
And so..our argument began.
Haha. I was only p6 then.
Okay, its not that young, but comparing now to that time..I don't really talk back to teachers then.

I also miss mdm eng.
She and her thick and wavy locks of hair.
Haha. She even brought a mic to class, those kind that you use for singing? lols
But that was to train us for our oral.
I am definitely calling her out after O's . haha
She will want to kill me if she knows what I am scoring for eng now =p
You're just like my granny.
The way you two speaks.
Its just like a english and mandarin version. Lols

I miss mrs lee, josephine lee.
She and her eye bags. lols
I miss her lessons.
And how she often scold me.
But her scoldings were just like naggings. Lols

I miss mrliu too.
I miss your FF stuffs, the games, posters and everything that you have.
Haha.
He's really nice.
He gives out the items that he collects to those who did well in class.
I didn't like chobits back then.
But I still don't like it now. Lols.
I miss your ultra flat hair.

I miss mrs de almeida, and amazingly choir too. Lols
Not to forget, mrs dorothy lee, the choirmistress.
She and her bright 'darlie' smile.
She really has that 'darlie' smile! Lols

And many many other teachers.
Like dailaoshi. my primary one chinese teacher.
She was the first teacher to make me interested in chinese.
And the first teacher to give me a duty.
Which is? Carry mt books. lols-.-
Well, at that time I like the job because I like her.
Stanley and me gets to leave the class earlier from the previous lesson because of hat too.
Lols. And we would always compete on our way up to the staff room.
The fun and childish moments.
I can still remember how we run up to the staff room! haha

I have photographs of myself with them!
Wanna see?? Hahas
Don't have one with mrliu though.

Hey! what's with the sudden post?
Lols. That was damn random man!
I simply just rambled and rambled on about my primary sch teachers.
There's many more teachers I would like to talk on though.
Like chenlaoshi who thought me in p4.
He looks like a tortise =X XD
Hey! I seem to enjoy chinese in pri school more then I do now huh? Lols!
I think so too. =/

Tell you something.
I've drifted really far.
From wanting to talk about how little time I realised that I have left to study to talking about teachers.
Lols, and now..the time I spent to write on all those teachers.
I think I will find some time after O's to write a teacher's post for all my teachers.
Not for them to read, duh?
Like which of them knows my blog huh? Lols
But for me to look back in the future =D
Let's hope blogger will never close down. Lols!

Going off now.
Bye people!
Dont you guys miss your primary school teachers?
I can even smile just thinking about them.
Oh yah, I wanna add something, I never like miss cheng. Lols
Lychee!!!! Okay, thats rude. Haha=P
Don't get it? Come and ask me then =P
Shouldn't write here. lols
I use to say, she stuff a coin at her dimples everyday to make it significant.
Seriously, the smile on her face that she wears everywhere she goes seem to be force out-.-

Gone were the past few days.
Prelims are starting tomorrow-.-

I'm having a bad headache.
Can't absorb anything. Oh no =/
Okay, I shall be gone with the wind.
Till next time.

All the best my friends.

I'm not posting this to make a big issue out of nothing.
I simply think that its very irresponsible for one to make such comments when they know nuts about whats happening and take things in their own stand.
But if that's what you think, I can't help it.

I'm not going to hide anything or what.
I very much wanted to direct this post clearly to but I'm not going to.
Because I respect the rights that everyone should have on their freedom of speech.
Be it whether you read this , accept it or not, I'm not going to do anything about it.
But at the very least, I have done my part to make the situation clear.

Firstly, I'm going to touch on the point of the part about some classmates paying for the shirt.
Like I mentioned and I will repeat, your classmates are paying for the shirt not for the sake of paying. It's not something which you could put it so simply with a lousy example of treating one to a buffet or such.
Have you ever thought of why would your classmates even voluntarily offer to pay for the shirt? It's not because of some stupid reasons like 'maybe to bring the cost of the shirt down' or to 'appease' the other part of the class.
I dare not say that the class is bonded.
It's true that there's cliques here and there, but are we those kind who really distinguished and segregate the class into many many small parts?
It's just a matter on how you wanna look at things.
The most irresponsible thing you can say is 'jus treat me as a bastard who dun give a dam abt the whole class.I am jus a self centered individual who does not know how to appreciate.Ya, hate me this way.'
That's not the way to close this subject.
That's the lousiest thing one can ever think to close this.
Like you said, you don't want relationships to turn that sour, for that, I agree with you.
That's why just taking you as a bastard or whatever shit is not the way to end things.

You mentioned that you will not be part of the class anymore, but like it or not its a fact that you are part of the class.
And maybe to you, sadly, its one fact that you can't change.

Shall touch on the first two points.
I won't comment anything on the making of last year's shirt as I don't know the full happenings. So I won't comment anything irresponsibly about it.
Our purpose for making a class tee this year was to make up the for failure of last year intentions.
We were hoping that we could leave at least a thing for each other to keep.
You might say that you don't give a damn about the class or something like that.
Once again, we can't do anything about it.
You mention about using this money for a class outing?
Like I said, we tried to organise but simply got rejections from you guys.
You want to talk about class outings?
Okay, let's bring in the most recent attempt.
The class dinner.
Do you dare to say that you are going for the class dinner?
Once again, we are getting rejections from some people who claims that we could use the money for better purpose.

IF you think that all of us or most of us are well-off, for that, you're wrong.
I can't say for all, but for some, the money that we pay for the shirt are from our daily savings from our allowance.
Our allowance though higher than those who faces financial difficulties, are not of very much higher. However, we do not simply just go up to our parents and stretched our hands out for more money.
We know that its not a easy thing to earn money
Thus, we use our savings from our allowance instead.
If you were to throw the shirt away after 'purchasing' it, won't you be contradicting yourself after saying that we should spare a thought for others who are not able to afford it.
And wasting it here yourself.

You proclaim that we did not find out from the others if they are able to afford it.
Are you able to justify your statement?
Do you even know what we have done to try to see if the class is okay with it?
I admit, its our fault, we didn't get to ask all, but we did try to ask for opinions.
And I assure you, its definitely not just within the few we normally interact with.
You might think that we might have asked mdmashikin about it and get her backing, but for your info, we did nothing of that sort.
It just happened to happens during her period and that she went to touch on the topic seeing that there's quite a number who didnt want to get the shirt.
And I believe because of it, she might get misunderstood by some.
Some might think that she's wasting the time on such stuffs when shes not done with the syllabus.
That I think, is very unfair for her when she merely just wanted to help to probably, bond the class a little more.

That's mainly what I have to say.

Heyhey!
I can't say that this week has been good or bad.
Because I don't know about it myself either.
Well, loads of things to say actually, but the thought of typing it out all turns me off.
But anyway, I ranted about it to my sis.
Lols, she has a much bonded class than me in her secondary sch life -.-
Come to think of it, I have never been in a class that bonds very well since P1. LOLS.

Anyway, while going out with my mum just now at tampines mall..
I saw MrChee.
And he looked scary-.-
I seriously didn't see him at all.
Until some time later, I was thinking, why do I sense that this person is staring at me?
Then I knew it was MrChee and I waved.
He waved back but he had this expression on his face which seem to say..'Why are you here and not studying at home!?'
I don't know, I just thought he looked fierce.
Maybe he was discussing serious matters with his wife?
I think he can be quite a scary dad though a loving one.
Haha.

Oh yah, I saw this nike bottle, same design as the blue one I had.
But its colour was quite nice.
Tansparent bottle with bright green?
Wanted to get it.
But I don't know if I should. Haha

Another thing I want to share!
I just signed into MSN and I saw this thing popping out 'New email from Shenyun'
Haha, I got damn excited-.-
But happy though. Haha =)
Her email never fails to bring a smile on my face.
I like email and letters.
Haha, I think its very heartwarming.
Especially letters =D

Bye!

Let's hope that time changes people.

I posted a post earlier, hoping to mark the completion of the class video.
But who knows..they scheduled it in my entries-.-

Nevermind.
So let's see...
I have been rather sleep deprived this few days.
Gonna go catch some sleep later.

I actually intended to sleep at around 12pm just now, but I got woke up by a call.
Had a really weird dream in less then 15minutes of sleep.
I was dreaming that there was a basin somewhere in front of me and I saw this long and black thing in front of me.
I tried to disturb it by turning on the tap and who knows, it was blown up.
But when I stop aiming the water at it, it shrink again.
It was some snake-like creature.
I pulled it and tried to kill it by giving its neck a 'sudden' jerk.
I dont know if it had a bone in its neck anyway.
And I tried, but when I was reaching its neck, I woke up.
So there goes my dream.... Lols
So random.

I finally learn how to play bridge.
Haha, I still remember the times when I was sitting at the dizi area together with my seniors playing card games while mrpan teaches the bass.
And how unfair it was that the seniors were always playing cards but I had to practise.
Haha, okay, thats not unfair, its because I was new to cello, so naturally I had more things to learn.
The good old days...

Need to study!
But I'm going to sleep first.
See you people.

By the way, Happy Belated Birthday Shi Hui!
Have fun today =)

The class video is finally done! =D

Yo.

Okay, cello exam down.
So for now..full concentration on studies!
Haha, I'm glad that I'm done with my cello now though I know I screwed it up.
But I had a real fun and nice experience.
So..its worth it.
I might fail, because of all the errors I made or what, but I won't blame anyone.
Because its my fault.
If I really fail, which I hope not, I would just have to give it another try next year.
Now I see why people have to start practicing early for their grade.
Wanted to blog about alot of things.
But now..I guessed the excitement had calmed.
So..yup, there's nothing and I'm going.

And..thankyou to my friends again for the support and encouragement.
Also to tianlaoshi, though you still scold me as much as usual. Lols.

PS: My mum just came back with a box of donuts. Don't know what made her buy it, but I get to eat it =D haha

DAMN.
I just can't seem to play in school just like how I play it at home.
I totally suck and screw it all lah-.-
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN
And I just can't seem to play well with the piano.
I'm always waiting for the piano to play a note first.
But that will never happen because I'm not the accompaniment this time round-.-
Maybe I should listen to what Yuyun says, don't bother about the piano at all.
Maybe I should try that hur?
Maybe it will work out.
Tianlaoshi kept saying that my pai zi wasn't stable last practice.
And because of that, I don't have the confidence that I'm stable.
So I keep looking out for the piano.
Also, when I can't hear myself clearly, I don't have the confidence that I'm playing the right thing because I don't know if I am.
My sis said that I improved a little.
But Junyan says likewise.
So who am I supposed to believe?
I just wish myself all the best for tomorrow.
Hope that I don't screw it up.

Olvl chinese result out next week.
*hopes to get an A1 though I have never gotten an A for my chinese since sec1*

Hi there.
Guess that I'm feeling better today.
Well, that was what I thought till at about 5pm/6pm, I realised that I have yet to settle my emotions.
But I will get better.
Just like what caiyan said, I won't regret it.
Okay, let's just hope so.
But still, thanks again caiyan.
And..sorry for the moodswings.

I was checking my email and I suddenly saw an email from shenyun.
It totally made me smile.
Wanted to post the whole content here.
But I don't think I will.
This was one portion which made me smile.
'I believe we will sleep on one bed and chat all night again. And i will wake you up when you fall asleep^^like that night.'
It might sound wrong.
But think of it in another way instead.
It is something which is written with such pure intentions in mind; to relieve the memories.

Thank you, my friends.

Lost myself totally.
I tried hard to stay calm during chemistry.
But the smses just got me upset, disappointed and lost.
Not referring to any specific person, because I was sms-ing a few at that time to ask around.
I think..
Because this matters so much to me, I will expect myself to do well in it.
But that also means..if I myself or someone screws it up for me, I will be hard on myself or on that person.
Anyway, thanks dion, caiyan and huiyi.

This week has been tough for me actually.
Loads of lost and frustrated moments.
But its going to be over.
A new and better week it shall be then.

I wanted a hug.

It's already thursday today.
Oh no! That means next week is coming soon!
All the sciences SPA skill 3.
Omgoodness!
And worst still, it will drag on until the following week for my biology spa skill3.
That means I can't play my guts off on friday-.-
But at least, I will be done with my cello exam.
Isn't that wonderful? Lols-.-

Practiced the cello for 2h30min straight!
Haha, been quite some time since I practiced so vigourously this year.
What to do..I have been slacking ever since CCA stopped.
Though I know I don't play the cello nicely..
I still wished that I would be able to get a Pass with Distinction =/

There's this layer of dead skin forming on my finger.
And its hardening.
Lols.

The dark knight is a nice movie.
Harry Potter's coming out later this year. Yes! Haha
I will want to watch it on the opening day.
Let's hope that O's has already ended by then.

Look after yourself people. Bye

Paranoid.
It's said that a dream will not happen, however, the opposite of it will.

Bad dreams? Sweet dreams?

Why is it that some dreams keep recurring?
Whereas some only happens once.

Some dreams wears you out.

Still, you hope that it would happen again.

What are dreams actually?
A desire of one?
A person's hope?
Or is it a person's regrets?

Regrets are the consequences of not spending enough time with the ones that you hold dearly to your heart.

It's saturday today but yet I kept having the impression that it's a sunday.

Maybe.

Totally disgusted, irritated and pissed off.
Like wtf. -.-

Bastard-.-

Damn Loser.

Every single vulgarity can simply just come out of my mouth if I were to speak.

And to add on to the irritation, my left index is feeling damn pain-.-
All thanks to the stupid bridge of mine.
I'm so gonna change it off after O's.
Adding on to the layer of dead skin on my finger-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-

Everything's all just going the wrong direction lah.
Wtf -.-

12more days.
To either be disappointed or satisfied.
But I fear that I will feel disappointed.
I don't deny that I hardly find the time to touch my beauty.
Thus, whatever result it is, I can only say, serve me right.
But obviously I would still be wishing all the best for it.
Nevermind, I shall chiong it for the last few days I have.
Shall make up the hours as much as possible.

Everyone just seem to be stepping on my 'tail' recently.
wtf-.-

Hey Yo!
Time flies doesn't it?
Didn't even realised that my last post was on the 9th of july.
Not that is has been very long.
Just that I didn't know that I hadn't updated my blog since then.

Well, I guess life everyday has been nothing but just studying studying and studying.
But well, given the fact that I like to study on my bed...
The comfortness often led me to slacking.
Not in the context of using the computer.
But something worst then that.
Stoning on the bed-.-

Quite a number of things happened recently.
Not major ones. Duh-.-
But just small daily ramblings that can turn my day topsy turvy.
I guess what I miss now is simply 'simplicity'.
When everything was so simple and not having to worry about anything.
Like, playing with my cousins, chatting with my grandma, playing with my sis, attending loads and loads and loads of cca.

For some unknown reasons..
I was just simply very hyper today.
Couldn't stop laughing.
But after those laughs, I felt dead.
As if my energy got sucked away by some creeps.
Seems as if Life's a Chore.

Supposingly..
My buddy that I made from Suzhou last nov was supposed to come over to S'pore somewhere during this period of time.
But I don't know what happened or what..
It doesn't seem to be so.
I can say, yup, I'm disappointed.
Though people might say 'You only knew hr for less then 5days? How close/well can you two possibly be?'
Well, I guess to me..it's not a matter of duration.
Instead, its the process.
I'm one who emphasis loads on the process and not the end result.
One might attain the end result by any means, but the process can never be gotten through any means.
Also, I don't term a friend as someone who I know for long, gets benefits from them or whatever crap, but one that I can click with, enjoy their accompaniment, appreciate them for who they are.

I miss practicing with my juniors.
No only that, but also the after-co lunches with them.
And many others.
Also, seeing yuyun's sms today just made me felt......
awwww....I miss you too.
Although I get to see you on and off too lah.
The feeing's just different.
I wonder what would my life be should I be rip away of my friends, family and everything around me.

Okay, okay, okay, whats with this man?
It was supposed to be a happy post, but I don't know how the heck had I digress-.-

Bye people. Take care of yourself.

A break for the time being.
Another routine will start again on friday.
Nevermind, all shall be over within months.
In fact, in time to come, I would wish that time stops.

Didn't touch the com for maybe 2days?
Well, it might be nothing to others, but to me its something 'wow'.
Because I would just stone in front of the com even if I'm not doing anything and just let the time pass.

I hope that I would continue to have the drive throughout.
No, I can't hope. I HAVE TO.

Well, brief updates..
Nothing much actually..
Since everyday has been studying.
Ok, I do slack too. =/
I guess things gonna get tougher as time passes.
Espcecially with my cello exam coming up.
Now...I don't even have the confidence that I will pass the exam-.-
Given the lack of practice and stuffs.
I need pushing. I don't deny that.

Take care. Bye

Sorry for late replies.
Yuyun : why are you saying sorry? its nothing =) thank u
Huiyi : no lah. am i that mean to give you all expired stuffs?!? was afraid that it melted. thats why.
-SLY-, yuyun : sorry lah. and i didnt abandon you all that day. will go next time k. sorry
yihui : hah, another lie. stop decieving yourself =P
Li Yi : hi. okay, shall drop by.

Well, Tapestry's over.
So, good job everyone, continue to strive higher yeah?

I don't normally shout during concerts.
But I did yesturday. Haha
And at the same time played my friend out thrice.
Sorry about that =d

Late nights out.
Though not that late, but not that early either.
One of the few times this year.
Does that spells the end of fun for now?
I think..yeah, probably.
Its time to stop.

Had MT orals today.
Think I screwed myself up.
I think I did better in my PSLE oral.
LOLS!
That's like how many years back?
But hey, I still remember what the picture is!
From my memory, it was a picture of a zoo.
However, it's supposed to be a bird park actually.
Because there wasn't any animals around apart from birds.
But I guess it was still alright yeah?
I hope that my O's one would be too.

Heard that there's a physics test tomorrow?
Didnt know about it-.-
Hope I don't screw it up or that there isn't one.

To end this....................
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE WEI!

I guess its really nice to hear from someone far away after so long.
Though its only a short sentence, but still, it beats than having nothing at all.

To my juniors,
Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou!

I still feel like buying flowers for them-.-

I want subway.

Happy Birthday Shimin!
I wish you all the best andkeep that smile of yours.

Gone were the days where we used to practice taekwondo together and being classmates.
How are you?
Well, I really miss seeing you.

It's like as if I've been played out. -.-
I don't know why, but its just that emo-ness struck me once again.

Hello.

Did some shopping these few days.
Haha =P
But I guessed I really did spent quite a bit of money.
And again......I want a haircut! Lols
It's been like since when I wanted a haircut already?
Since march. Yeah.
But my mum says to wait until I've a new hairstyle I wanna try-.-
So irritating. Haha

Jinye, thanks for the flowers that you folded. I guess you are really good in handicrafts? Haha
LeeChuang,Yanting,Shunzi - thanks for the gift! And I really am playing with that yellow sexy. LOLS

Saw huiling and vick on my way back.
Hahahahahahahahahahahahha.
Although I saw them last like during the tjco concert, I just got that feeling that its been very very very long since I saw them and again, I miss them.
They were going to bedok reservoir to watch that 'thing' (forgot the name =d) that I was interested with.(looks like im reporting on their whereabouts, haha)
There's still one last show left, tomorrow night 8pm.
My mum said my seniors were cute. Lols.
Huiling, shuang mah? Haha!
But she also said that we all belong to one gang, crazy gang-.-

I'm dead for cello.
No comments. Lols.
Too horrible already.

Talking about this, I heard from huiling that there were hiccups on today's rehearsal.
Guess this kinda thing is inevitable, afterall, we're all just students.
Moreover, its a rehearsal, which is a place for hiccups to happen so that everything goes smoothly on the actual one.
So...instead of feeling bad, why not look at it in another way then?
Just work a little harder to make things right.
Because it is through all these experiences that makes one a better person!
I know that this is nothing for you all.
Remember my bag slogan? IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING.
I'm not like saying all these for nothing.
As in, to pacify or what.

I guess I'm gonna go to sleep by playing with sexy. Lols

Hello.
Well, guess what!
Yesturday was one of the best birthday celebrations I've ever had.
Really. And...I wanna thank everyone for that!
Haha, because it was also Father's Day yesturday..
I seriously thought that..... yah...
If you get it, you will get it.
If not, then forget it =D

It was simply the best?
From the mini gathering with my juniors on saturday
The not so surprising surprise at midnight (Haha Xd)
to the few hours later breakfast
to the surprise later (which I had a couple of mixed feelings at that time, lols).
And thanks for the thoughts yiliang!

And sad to say, my intelligence wasn't working yesturday. LOLS.
Hey, I do have one okay!
And..what's with the Happy Father's Day? Lols

The gifts were........wonderful!
Haha, sounds like I'm being very practical-.-
But well, I went to try the headphones and the sound sounded really nice. Lols (anxious mah, cannot ah? lols=d)

Caiyan, thanks for the wrongly coloured XD rainbow! Lols. Guess your eyesight would get deeper! Xd And ah...that photo....-.- lols
Zhihui, thanks for the birthday card! Though you said you wasn't artistically-inclined, but it still looked as cute as you. Haha
Chuiying, for the interesting video which my mum and sis kaypoh-ly looking at it too. Lols! Some of the pictures inside got me surprised. Stalker! Haha XD

Jiewei! Thank you! Haha, I know you won't see this though. But you lied to me. Haha

And so, now I can watch NC16 movies.
Lols, but that isn't much of a great deal either hur? Lols
Didn't realise about that until I heard someone talking about it.

Thank you!

Everyone, please treasure your life no matter what!
It's sad to know that my birthday has become someone's death anniversary =/

Thank you!

Zhihui with the fallen rose! Haha! I don't know where are the roses and I still don't know what flower is that. The blue one. lols

Sunflower! =D

Cactus! (I hope I don't kill it =X)

It's raining now.
Heavily.
And I don't know why but I'm having this sudden fear in me.

Happy Birthday Zhihui!

Okay, I know this is one post late.
Sorry then. Haha Xd

Zhihui! You good!
Haha, nevermind, I'm nice what XD shall forgive you.

I don't know what to blog about.
Shall share some pictures then. =D

Ohyah, I don't know whats wrong with some of my friends these days-.-
They either start calling me Z2(sounds a little gay actually) or M2.
I mean, I'm fine with anything but M2.
Especially gaoyang-.- and chuiying(who just did that to remind me-.-)

look at the cake! Haha, so many candles in its mouth. Omg omg, its hot hot hot! LOLS

woah! empty-.-

my flower sister and grass! lols

sweet memories! haha, I don't know wth was wrong with me.

I think Ben Barnes is very charming!
Haha, maybe its just because of the momentary craze over him.
He would also be casting in the next sequel of The Chronicles Of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader.
But as King Caspian and not Prince Caspian.
Lols, sounds old.

It's a wrong decision to stay home today.

Unknowingly, I fell asleep on the sofa at 10pm+
After waking up at 12am+, I forced myself to stay awake to get some things done.
Omg, that was tough man! Haha.
Decided to go back to bed at 3am+ and damn it!
I couldn't fall asleep!
Like wth?
So I laid wide awake till 5am+

My mum said she almost wanted to kill me while trying to wake me up this morning.
And as usual when I don't get much sleep, I get very hyper.
To that extent that my sis was very irritated with me.
Lols.
And I was left alone at home again because I fell back asleep.
But!!! There's this wedding under chuiying's block which was singing so loudly that it got me totally irritated with it and couldn't fall back to sleep.
Rah...I could practically shout down and ask them to keep quiet.
But I know I shouldn't be doing that.

Btw, another irritating matter
When I was sleeping, my phone kept ringing.
And it was from this person who was looking for Eddie.
Time and again, I told him that he got the wrong number but he kept calling back and insisted that I was holding on to Eddie's phone.
I was seriously irritated because this wasn't Eddie's phone but mine.
If the line that I had was a second hand, I don't mind the mistake of people not knowing the change of ownership.
But the problem is that this wasn't a second-hand line.
So can't the other person accept that he got the wrong number?!?
He even sent a few messages claiming that I'm Eddie -.-

I guess that's my retribution for irritating my sis earlier in the morning.

Getting out of bed recently been quite a hard thing for me?
I don't know why. Haha
Be it whether I sleep early or late, I would still laze in bed the next morning.
And whats more, it isn't like 10mins or 15mins.
It can be as long as 1hr or 2hr.
However, if I have an appointment early in the morning probably 8 or 9 plus, I would spring out of bed almost immediatly. Lols.
Like today, I wanted to wake up at 8am in the morning but I snoozed my hp alarm from 8am all the way to somewhere around 10.30am -.-
Thats horrible lah-.-
And then I start chionging and forgetting taking things-.-
Just like how I went out of my house without taking my wallet today. Lols
And I was like waiting for the lift and when I only recalled about my wallet when the lift came filled with people.
So the situation was like awkward for me because I walked into and out of the lift on the same level.
Lols.
At least this is better then walking all the way to the bus stop before realising it.
Couldn't stand the messiness of my room.
It was really messy, but not the worst it can get.
Just sitting down and staring at my room got me irritated.
Lols, so I decided to at least clear the tables.
And I think the mess gonna pile up again-.-
Okay, going off now. Bye

How's the post today?
Haha XD

Selfish brat.
Smoking in the lift when its NOT ALLOWED.
What's more, walking out of the lift with a lit cigeratte butt and puffing it right in my face.
Wtf. I seriously wanted to scold him on the very spot.

Hang on, let me vent my frustration about this.
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RAH. DAMN IRRITATED.

Okay, and being so irritated, I got onto my com as soon as I got home.
Another thing which irks me.
With reference to somewhere, I was reminded of the variety show on channel U last sat I think.
Had loads of comments towards what the host said.
They mentioned something about the father of a family has to go out all day and work and thus, neglected the child.
And when the child is asked on who does he/she is closer to, he/she says the mum.
And the host later said on how hard the dad has to work and yet seem so little to their child and blah blah blah.
Later ending with the dad being the 'greatest'.
Something like that.
Maybe I intepretated it wrongly or what, but then I think its unfair to mum's if this is so.

In this age, even mums has to go out and work as well.
After a hard day of work as well, why does it seem that Mum's are obliged to come home and start serving everyone and do the household chores like some maid and yet Dad is just sitting down doing nothing.
Since both had a equally hard day at work, why is it that this has to continue for the mum and the dad need not do anything at all?
That is not being fair?
Seriously, not only is the dad providing the household income, the mum is doing so as well.
So why are they terming dad's to be so wei da.
Are the mums not doing equally as much too?
Much to a extent that they are actually doing more.
Urgh.

Today's episode of 命中注定我爱你 is a heartbreaker.
Really! =(
I feel sad for chen xin yi =(

Disappointed-.-
nevermind, i don't give a damn.

I am...........bored.
I want to catch a movie badly.

I want to bake cakes.
I want to make jellies.
I want to make salads.
I want to make pancakes.
But I dont want to eat them-.-

Okay, maybe I want to eat pancakes.
Shall go ransack my fridge and kitchen and see if I have the necessary stuffs.

Damn it, feeling irritated again.

I like that watch at St. Louis
But the other one looks nicer on mummy's wrist.
But mummy dont want to get that watch for herself though she like it unless I like it too.
=(((((((((
Maybe I get that for her on her birthday?
=/////////

Happy Birthday Cai Yan!
Hope you really really really enjoy yourself.
Take good care of yourself and stay happy.
Anything, can come and find me =)

Okay, going off now.
It's already/only 11.38pm.
Just reached home and I'm dead bushed.

I'm back.
Haha. My modem died on Monday.
Though I didn't had the chance to use the computer...I don't know how but I simply let my time pass by me.
Let's see what I wanted to blog about the past two days=/

Monday
It was the day which I had been studying a whole week for.
Haha. Being a coward for fearing I wouldn't get what I would hope for, anyone who asked me how was the paper..I simply replied I don't know.
For it seem that all along if I commented on any of this things, it might turn out the opposite.
So I rather just shut up.

It gets really really really irritating when someone just cut into your lane for no good reason.
Especially when the pool wasn't crowded and when there were abt 2-3 other lanes available.

The conversation with mrthong via sms was damn funny =D

Met up with chuiying&yanting later before coming home to practice my cello for the fun of it.
No lah, I was just reminded of how long I haven't touch it and how unprepared I am for the exam that I'm having most likely in august.
I hope they doesn't like place it in july or what.
If not, I'm SO dead.

Chatted with huiling on the phone and randomly decided that 'ok, i shall go audition for the fun of it.'
So she helped me inform them and stuff.

Off to bed.

Tuesday
Woke up and saw the message from huiling last night.
It says that my timeslot is Today at 1pm.
I was seriously thinking 'WTH?!'
Because like what I mentioned, I didn't intended to go for it, wanted to study hard to get in through my Olvl points rather then DSA.
So..I didn't had any song in mind because I'm not ready for any shit. Not even the exam pieces, because like I said..I haven't touch it for quite some time.
But still, I didn't bother much, just had the intention to go there and get the experience.

Went to tjc after school with jingzhi.
I somehow got the 'anxiety' bug from her.
It started out great.
The students there were like very friendly?

Let's see how it goes :
Jingzhi&I walked into the school with our instruments.
Two/three guys were infront of us.
They started joking among themselves on who was a past-co boy.
And one of them suddenly turned and ask us to follow him.
But because we didn't know where was the co room and I was supposed to call huiling when I reach her school, we didn't know what to do.
So I decided to just follow Jingzhi who followed the guy.
Another friend came past and they were saying something like 'your future junior'(referring to jingzhi because she was holding nicholette's zr)
And they asked us to follow that new guy.
Walked a little more and they met this fellow friend of theirs.
They told her to bring us to the co room and so we followed her.

And everything started changing.
I'm not gonna recall about what happened again because it pisses me and agitates me off.
Seriously.
Because I knew I wasn't going there for the audition to be successful since I wasn't at all prepared, what I anticipated for was the experience I could get.
Like get to know the procedures and stuffs since I never does this before.
What I would comment was, being like a fool/idiot over there, I didn't know what to do at all.
I felt insulted.
I don't know why I felt that.
But that was definitely not my standard.
It seem as if I went there to bring shame for myself.
Was damn pissed even after a few hours.
Didn't know why was I taking it so hard.
Went home and started playing the cello.
I seriously went crazy.
Vented my anger on the strings and luckily, it didn't break.
And though my index and last finger hurt, I continued.
And now my index is swollen. and it still hurts-.-
huiling, gaoyang and caiyan, thanks.

Even when I recall it now, it gets me agitated.

Chance upon the scores for the theme for Swan Lake yesturday.
It rocks I tell you.
Im gonna master that song some day though it isn't that hard. Lols
Just have to smoothen the notes.

Wednesday
3hours of maths today.
Crazy. Haha, but I think I might know how to do it.
This isn't something good, everytime I think I know how to do something, it gets tougher later-.-

Saw yuyun!
Haha, you've grown darker.
废话。-.-
I appreciate that hug.
Really.

That movie medley themes thing irritates the guts out of me while I was in the sheng room playing with yuyun.
Its not hard actually, but it just got me irritated with all the different countings and the same notes.
Totally can't hear anything out of it.
Maybe I'm overestimating myself.

I actually forgot what I wanted to blog for today after being reminded of all the stuffs that happened the past two days.

Nevermind, I should go get a start on my homework.
Bye.
Its yet another long post right? =d

I really miss 田老师.

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

It's over it's over it's over!
Yeah. Hahahahaha
Okay, for now at least.
Until the result is out Xd

Okay, though it's the sch holidays now...
Theres still lessons-.-
So..that's tomorrow's matter!

Bye!

For today at least, I might be playing.

Actually..I do miss my old classmates.
Random. Okay, Bye

Hi.

So my days had been filled with chinese chinese and chinese
It quite a miracle how I survive so many days of chinese studying, but well, yeah, I survived. Lols
But it makes me really tired as well.
I couldn't get out of bed this morning and I don't know why.
I really hope that I can secure a A1 for mt.
Like afterall the things(shouldn't call it effort because I think I had not done enough) I've done, I don't know why but I'm actually scared that I won't be able to apply anything at all or rather, I've learnt nothing ._.
So please..let me get a A1 for mt.
Please please please please please.

Went to Swensen with my mum yesturday.
Had a nice time there and not to forget...the Ice-creams!
But sadly, I had to go there to study Chinese as well.
Why don't the menu have chinese either?
Maybe I can use it to study.
That's crap-.-

TJco concert.
Saw many ex-nasians there as well.
Saw Stacia!!!
Haha, I think I get what they meant by saying Bernard is less quiet now. Lols
Fusheng's waterhorse hair is gone.
Huiling was all glittery.

For the first time in history ever!
My mum told me to go and have supper with the rest after the CO concert. Lols!

I think I'm really nocturnal!
Because I soon got quite 'alive' in the night.
Lee Chuang is really fun!
My cup of tea. (LOLS! JUST KIDDING!)

Anyway, its sunday today and that means that the chi Olvl is tomorrow.
So all the best everyone whose taking it as well.
Let's kill the paper.
Hahahahaha .....

Wanna see my chinese standard?
Hi, 你好！
希望我们明天的paper会是容易的。
Kena sai._.

hellOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
byEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
That's freaking lame-.-

Well, I think Fong's lesson is not that bad afterall.
In fact, I think I might like it?
Lols. Let's leave out the fact that he goes round pin-pointing at everyone's attire.
Or maybe I don't know him yet.
So I think hhes good.
Haha.

Kept thinking that we don't have to go to school tomorrow.
I guess the last day of school thing for everyone else apart from the sec4s have got to me as well.
Hahaha.
But sadly..there's lessons tomorrow =(((((((
And school is not starting any time later but the usual.
Rah......

Caiyan : I still feel sorry. Haha.

Got annoyed by my damn fringe.
Went to get it snipped off at some random salon opposite my house.
My mum was saying, go risk your hair then, HAHAHA.
And there I go, off to the salon.
Lols. I don't know what to say about it.
But my fringe is indeed less irritating!
Trimmed the back as well.
You see...I'm all ready to sit for my MT paper.
All trimmed and proper.
Lols, indeed-.-

Huihui says shes feeling the stress for us.
Haha, interesting!
She can feel the stress for us so that we can be stress-free!!
Haha.

Btw, went to see the sitting plan for the paper and DAMN.
I'm at the 3rd seat again. -.-.-.-.-.-.-
Like how coincidental can this get man?
Class Register: 3, therefore at the 3rd seat.
MT register: ......0065?(forgot already. lols), don't know why, but also at the 3rd seat.
Like everyone's arranged in a random manner and yet I'm still at the 3rd seat.

And OMG!
Caiyan is also sitting beside me for the MT paper too.
Lols, like omg omg omg omg.
So cursed! (lols, thats kidding=D)
But well..its just like so coincidental?
Because shes also sitting beside me for internal exams.
Haha, fated lah.
Caiyan, 命中注定啦, I'm not just a Nobody.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA.

How did I get Caiyan's spastic-ness?
Omg. *shields it away*
Haha, LAME!!!!!

Bye.

I have 3 different tan on me now-.-
My sis said I turned red again-.-
That was also how she guessed I went for a swim-.-
Everything is ending with a -.-


I don't know.
It still bothers me.

YO!
Okay, I don't know why am I feeling so hyper now.
Haha. Might be because of the swim I just had. XD

Well..This week is supposingly the MT intensive week to prepare us for Olvl Chinese next week.
But yesturday was like even worse then a normal MT lesson?
The teachers must be thinking that they have the whole day to teach MT.
Must be Must be.

I think I learnt something after having SunTao's lesson.
Time seemed to pass by fast too!
And the girls were quiet as well.
Haha, shes not bad =D
WangQiang..less capable as her. Lols.
Omg, I'm making myself sounding like some critics.
I find him very entertaining.
Him, not his lessons.
Just as like what Caiyan said, he is teaching in his own LaLaLand and speaking to himself.
Certain phrases said by him sounded funny too.

I heard that we will get a taste of LeiMee & Fong as well. -.-
Seems as if this is a time for us to experience all the different kinda MT teachers in the school way of teaching.

Went to tm after school.
Bought a chinese assessment book. Lols.
Sudden enthusiasm.
My mum might be nagging at me again.
Because I hardly touch assessments(in fact..unless it is needed to be handed in, then will I do. lols-.- my mum has also decided not to get any since I doesn't do it. lols)
and now I'm getting one without asking her.
Lols, gonna pia for MT and finish that book by Sat night before meeting Caiyan on Sunday.
We will be marking each other's book and the loser have to treat the other fellow lunch. Lols!

Saw this guy dipped in the pool and swam for one lap and off he went to sun tan.
After that, he came into the pool and dipped himself again and went off without swimming.
Weird isn't he?
If he just wanted to cool himself down or what..
He could possibly have just gone to the tap and shower himself?
Why does he need to enter the pool?
Lols, maybe he likes the chlorine smell to be on him
LOLS!

One dumb thing I did today.
I totally forgot that the seniors are performing for tapestry too.
So I asked some if they wanted to go catch it.
Only remembered about it after receiving replies from them like 'I'm performing'
Lols, felt damn dumb =X

Off to do my chinese assessment!
Lols. -.-

I must have been out of my mind.

Hi.
I don't know whats with that sudden uproar of mine.
So much vulgarities used-.-
And I would still work on maths despite hating it.

Let's see what happened today.
Woke up in the morning having diarrhoea -.-
Don't know why either.
So I went down late in meeting chuiying.
Sorry..I'm really sorry.
Been going down late-.-
Either for waking up late or what-.-.-.-.-
Luckily, I found my diarrhoea pills before leaving home.
Guess that saved me.

I can't stand the way Yongyuan commented today.
It was like not our fault or that we're insisting on doing things that way?
We were just going round to give the envelopes earlier so that everyone won't like have to rush around because it was already like nearing 12pm?
And yet he made it seem as if we insisted on having a second round of donations.
Hello?!? We wasn't the one who came up with this. We were just carrying out the actions planned by you all?
We know that not many will donate a second time.
But we didn't phrase it in the way that they HAVE to donate once again?
We merely said that if they have cash to spare and can afford to, we would appreciate any amount donated by them.
And giving only to the sec1s and stopping at it might make others feel why are we like only focusing on the sec1s and like not bothering about the others just like what happened during the sports day?
And the sec1s might be thinking why only are they required to foot out extra?
By choosing classes to pass the envelope and not to, it might make us seem as if we're picking and not accepting whatever we got?
Surely many would be unhappy, but its best to at least pacify most and do things the way that seem to be more impartial isn't it?

Seeing those smses sent by my juniors makes me feel sad.
Really. I felt helpless.
I don't really know how to phrase the feelings I was having but I am just feeling sad about it.

Now that the weekends are approaching...I'm actually feeling rather lost.
Like I don't know what to do.
I know I'm suppose to be studying.
But apart from that, I can't help but have that lost feeling in me.
It seem that not having anymore CO practices is making me rather depressed and lost actually.
I knew I would miss everything before stepping down, but I didn't know that it was that bad.
Though I know I can still go down and practice since I'm still having a cello exam yet to be taken..The feeling is different.
When I went down on Wednesday to help with the scores.. while walking to CD shelter, I don't know why but just felt differently and as if I wasn't welcomed anymore.

sorry, emo-ing.

I'm feeling VERY pissed right now.
I don't know the reason for it either.
I don't know what started it and I feel like banging the wall to vent my frustrations.
what the fuck.

To add on, I don't know why but am just reminded of my bio and physics marks.
Okay, I know I didn't score well for either.
But what I just wanna rant about is that I studied like crazy for physics this time and yet what have I gotten?
SHIT RESULTS.
I spent like so much time on physics such that I neglected the others as well.
But yet why is it still like SHIT!
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
And because of it I screwed others as well because of the failure in planning my time well.
I spent lesser time on bio and yet for now at least(without section C)..it seemed that I gonna do better for it then physics.
My mood now is really like shit?
SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT.
DAMN IT.

Yuyun, I'm sorry.
I felt glad for you while looking at what you type though I wasn't in a good mood.
But I couldn't stand it when you shot me that sentence that I simply replied 'haha ok'.
I seriously couldn't stand it.

What's the damn fucking problem with me man!?!
Physics is just simply killing me.
And I really really really really hate maths. >:'(((((((((((((((((((

Yo.
I think I'm very smart.
Headed home after school because I was having a headache.
Headed home and....
I forgot to bring my keys again-.-
Pissed.
Headed to my grandma house and fell asleep there instead.

Tried to escape but I don't think my conscious will let me off if this continues.
Though I seriously started earlier on the subjects, what I've gotten is seriously shit.
I think I might be thinking that just because I started earlier meant that I've studied more?
Maybe that's not the case.
I should stop finding excuses for myself.

After getting back the papers for combine humanities yesturday, I felt scared.
Seriously scared.
But I don't know where to start from.

* said something to me.
But the thing is, I'm not like you.
Don't come and tell me at least I didn't fail all my subjects.
That's not the point.
I know what I want and where I'm aiming for.
But the point is I'm not yet working on it.
So don't come and tell me that because that is not what I'm aiming for.

I think this piece is pretty nice.
Saw it on Vick's link and decided to have a look.

久石讓 Joe Hisaishi Asia Dream Song


Another piece that I find it nice : 久石譲 － Spring


Does anyone have the song?

I didn't mean to behave so insane-ly today.
But that is one way where I would stop myself from thinking about other things.
Sorry for being a disgrace.

I screwed things up for myself again-.-
I sort of accept the others but not for physics!
Because I started on it the earliest.
For the others like amaths, I knew I won't be able to get it.
I know I suck but everything for today is very disappointing.
Even MT.
Not say I'm good in it or what..just feeling....

I wanted to go swimming today.
Which I did.
I know I would appreciate a swim after getting any result.
If its for the good, a relieve.
If its for the bad, to tire myself out.

Guess what I heard from some people.
Translated from another language(its pretty obvious that the other language I understand is chinese-.-) :
From # to %: Don't talk to me about my result. So far from the marks I got, my L1R5 is 4. *looks pissed*
What a failure I am.

I see the dark clouds ahead-.-

Happy Mother's Day!
Okay, I wrote 'Happy Mummy Day' on the cake for my mum. Lols
Felt like writing mummy instead of mother.
Left out the 's because the cake didn't had space for it. Lols.

Dozed off before I could wish my mum happy mother's day last night. =(
Guess it was due to sleeping late on friday and waking up early yesturday.
But still, chatted with both huiyi and yuyun. Lols.
From which, I got to know some things...
That sentence made it seem as though they were some complain queens or what-.-
No they aren't ones. =)


I was up early this morning! Hahaha.
Okay, lame-.-

Went to the temple with my mum and my aunt and my sis.
Went to wish my grandma happy mother's day. Lols
And my mum sort of bought a feast for my grandma.
Rather, I should say a fruit feast. Haha
She brought over the cake that I baked for her too. Lols.
Talking about the cake..I think I seriously have no patience. Hahaha.
Because of my patience..there was foam forming on the mixture when there wasn't suppoed to be any.
The others were having fun laughing at me =/

Okay, I'm still feeling sleepy. Have yet to re-energise myself with sufficient sleep.
I have two blisters on my feets now.
All thanks to my shoe-.-
It didn't gave me any trouble before I washed it.
But now its washed, it gave me blisters-.-

PICTURES

the cake. haha

Guess who is behind the glass!

Dion just wanted me to snap him that he just kept taking the eclipse box away

Funny Ranon =d

Shawn!

He was wearing a couple tee with ranon that day! Haha XD

Omg!
I just heard my sis talking over the phone that one of her secondary mate is getting married!
Haha, I was like wth?
Because, they are only 22 this year?
And yet tying the knot as such a young age?
Okay, its not that young anyway, but a little Wow to me.

Whoops! I disclosed my sis age.
HAHAHAHAHa. LAME. okay, whatever 0.0

To think that they still keep in touch until now.
So sweet isn't it? =/
I'm actually jealous that shes still in contact with her old friends.
Even those as far back as kindergarten!
But thats provided if they went to the same primary school as her.
HAHAHAHA.

I sound retarded-.-
I hate moodswings.

Hi there!
I'm back.
Been quite a time since I last came yeah? =d
I think it has also been a very long time since I abstain away from my blog though I continued viewing others.

Well, Mid-Years are over today.
Like finally. Haha.
And I'm gonna take a break and put down all troubles that I had been containing and hopfully get over it before getting back up again.
Might have said many times that I'm back up or what.
But I guess I had never been ready all this while.
The mid-years this time round, has been a different one for me this time either.

Since the last, I had never once dreamt of my grandma again yet so far.
I don't know if I mention before, but that dream was really really really really very realistic at that point of time.
I practically felt the warm from my grandma.
It was very real and I woke up crying.
I had never once experience such a dream so real before.
Is it real? Or just an illusion?
Maybe theres such a thing called spirits?
I don't know. I don't believe in that.
But to have my grandma back with me again, I would believe in it.
But no, I should wish her all the best and get going.

I think I drifted.
Got a little emotional.
Now, okay back to the present. (thats also what matters isn't it?)

I didn't had the mood to continue studying yesturday.
It felt to me as if yesturday was the last paper when theres still one major one today; not including mt listening-.-
And my mum was nagging at me last night too.
Haha, for once after so long..I joined her in the living room and she chased me back to my room.
And so I sort of had a interesting chat or is it argument with her? Haha.
Its not either actually. Sounded more like a joke of the day for us instead.

I think Bio is pretty screwed.
I don't even know if I will pass.
Practically didn't studied for it-.-

Couldn't decide where to go after both papers.
Haha, there wasn't any post exam mood at all. Lols.
Guess the mood came for me one day earlier-.-

Been spending ALOT this week.
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN.
And its really alot.
Omg Omg Omg Omg Omg.

It was only 3plus noon when we were leaving.
Everyone headed home but I didn't felt like doing so.
So I alighted and transferred to 21.
I dropped my wallet-.-
Damn dumb.
Luckily Jo and Caiyan were on the bus.
So Jo noted it and I got it.
Seriously..it was 'Phew'
Because I had quite some bit of cash in there.

And so, I headed to TM instead.
Went to look at the new Popular Bookstore.
Spent $20++ there-.-
I wonder how did I spent that much money.
What's more it isn't on books -.-.-.-.-
There are many design and colours of ribbons selling there now! =D
Got tempted, and yup, I bought some. Haha. Stupid-.-

That wasn't the end of it.
Continued shopping at other shops.
But sadly, nothing I bought was for myself-.-
Rah..the total amount I spent today was like over $50?!?
Without even having the basic intention to shop at all, I simply just spent $50++ today-.-
And so..I pronounce myself broke for the week.
=(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Well, but I think that made my mood went for the better.
I didn't know buying things for others could make me happy as well =D

Wanted to catch a movie.
But I had only $5 left on me so I didn't bother checking out the shows available either.
Tell me which idiot had no intention to spend much of it at all and spent it all later so randomly?-.-

Oh! and I saw a crowd near the MRT.
There was the banner of 'the Showdown' displayed.
There were also some celebrities like the police in 'Police&Thief' and Paul Twohill(in ancient dressing)
Lols, they were doing stupid acts-.-

Came home and here I am.
Take care everybody! =)

Won't be replying old tags because I think its a little outdated hur? =)