MY HAIR =X

I did something crazy, but not that crazy to my hair.
And I don't know how long will I be stuck with it.
Don't know what was going through my mind when I did it either. LOL
Here are pictures of my hair throughout the past two years, haha, don't have any pics of me in sec1&2(lost them when my com died)

willy wonka!!!

My willy wonka hair. haha

no more willy wonka =( LOL

My 'cool' hair, I'm no longer cool =(

I was often mistaken as a guy too, haha!

3r1'07!

a picture of me in sec 2!

another sec2 pic. haha

I'm so bored!
I was in camp at this time last monday!
But now....I'm doing nothing.
I don't even know what to blog about because there's nothing for me to blog about.
I will be having cello lessons tomorrow in the morning again and I don't feel like going for it =/
It has been one week and my bow isn't ready yet =/

Shirlin's birthday is coming up on wed!
But I have totally no ideas on what should I get her =/
I feel so depressed. LOL

Post camp blues

I feel like cutting off my nose and my throat.
Lol, I have yet to recover from it since wednesday =/
Okay, my fault too lah, didn't went to see a doctor, self-medicating.
And I can't go for the final clash tomorrow because I think my cough&flu will get worst under the 12pm sun in Sentosa(most of them will be sunburnt I guess! Haha!) and also because of cello. Hais.
But it's okay, I bet there will be other outings lah, so it's alright. Haha

Going off to stone now, bye!

reliez reliez oosh oosh reliez reliez oosh

Reliez, ni diao bu diao!?

mm diao diao mm diao (x2)
mm diao diao mm diao mm

one more time!

mm diao diao mm diao (x2)
mm diao diao mm diao mm

one last time

mm diao diao mm diao (x2)
mm diao diao mm diao mm

I'm back from FOC!
It was awesome!! =D
The mass dance!, cheers!, GLs!, freshies! and everything there! =D
This camp has definitely gave me a whole great load of new experience!

I'm in the empire Reliez and sub-empire Reylon and I definitely love my empire and am very glad that I was in Reliez! =DD

I personally felt that the group was a little not that enthusiastic yet on the first day(we are all shy people, hahaha!), but the second day was better and we started getting enthu!
When we were told that we were 5th on the last day, I felt sad because it was already the last day and yet the hard work that we have put in doesn't seem to show much changes(saw one of our gl cried too because of that D= ), but still, I love my empire because we continued to have fun while playing the games instead of being dispirited and not having fun because of the position.

All of us played hard and worked hard together right till the end and not losing the spirit to do better and we managed to clinch a third!
The feeling was awesome!
Because having fun and enjoying ourselves were the main objectives, being 3rd was really a bonus to the fun we had =D

The GLs were great! and I felt sad that a few of them actually had to leave on the second night =( but well, we are all one big family who can have each other's support though not being physically there.
I think Cheryl is great, really great. Haha!
Jeslyn too =) and she has a booming voice when she shouts! haha!
Hakim was once again my GL! He was my GL the other time during my sec1 orientation, teaching us the 'shark cheer' and stuffs, and now he's my GL again!
It was a great feeling to meet someone who you have not met since so long, but it was a little saddening(is there such a word? lol) that he doesn't remembers me.
Haha, well, it's been 3years so yeah, it's not surprising, haha.
Bernice was the first gl that I spoke most to.
All the GLs were damn nice and friendly! =D

Ok, I'm going off now to do other things, bye! =D

Reflection =D

Am still obsessed over Reflections. Haha!
Was once obsessed with that song and now, I'm once again addicted to it.

Overall, I had a good day today =)
I think that Shinjuku Incident was quite ok, nice enough to entertain me with all the bloody scenes and chopped off hands, haha!
Sounds like some sicko. lol
And Daniel Wu's make-up for the character at the second half of the movie is like, omg! Lol, like some typical crazy look you find in some parts of Japan.

Went a little high with Yuyun and Benjamin today after their rehearsal, haha. I was marrying them off away to other people.
I think Kah Chin is a very good entertainer to make me really LOL. Haha, he doesn't have to do much though, because I'm the root of all cause of my laughter, haha.
Met people who I have not seen for very long and it was nice to meet them again! Haha.

Okay, it's close to 3am now, going off!
Bye!

P.S. Am still obsessed with my cello, LOL

i've gotten a new cello!

It seems as if I have gotten a new cello. Lol
It's so much easier to play now, maybe I will be saying bye to the dead skin on my left index!
It's already there lah, no difference-.-

Went to Gramercy today to shorten my cello bridge because it's way too high and I finally decides to get it shorten.(wanted to keep it the way it was, but then it's stopping me from playing my notes properly, so no choice, it got to go.)
When the luthier passed me my cello, I tried it and omg, the strings were so much nicer to be pressed! Haha
But I think he might have shorten it a little too much that should the strings cut into the wood, I might have to change the bridge =/
But nevermind, at least it won't be giving me any troubles for now. Haha
We'll come to it when it's time to.

At the same time, I decided to rehair my bow because the luthier says that mine can still be used after rehair-ing.
Moreover, my bow, though not the best, isn't of those lousy quality, so it's like not worth to settle for another bow which is inferior to it when it can still be used.
Also, I prefer the shade of my current bow as compared to those that I was shown which costs $100+.
After being told by him that my bow was under the $200+ category, I regretted not taking better care of my bow, LOL.
It costs $60 to be rehair-ed and it's taking a week to be rehair-ed, so I got to get another bow in the meantime to practice, but it can serve as a standby when my original bow comes back =D
Got one which cost me $40, but I do like it though it's the cheapest one there because it somehow gave me a warm and comfortable feeling, just like the one I used in NAS.
So I spent $100 in return for having two bows which I like as compared to spending $180 to get a bow which I don't really like and not being able to use my original one.
Isn't that a better deal? =D

Bought two song books and a book on theory music.
Now... I don't know if I want to continue taking up cello to a higher grade.
Because looking at the book it seem still acceptable and is like a waste to stop learning and trying.
But then there will also be composing later on as the grade gets higher which I don't really fancy because I learn the cello just to play for leisure and am not interested in composing yet.
I'm in a dilemma again, and I don't know if I should invest my time in tkd again.
It seem that the phrase 'A master of none, but Jack of all trades' suit me pretty much uh?
Though I'm not really a jack of all trades because I don't know everything.

Tried out the songs when I was back in one of the books which was a small collection of disney songs and I can play reflection and colours of the wind!
It's not exactly very hard, but I don't play it very well either. Hahahaha, how dumb.

And, I think I have a mum who thinks she is cute by asking me to find a comfortable spot at hitachi tower(raffles area) and open up my cello case and to start playing and to share with her the proceeds I get. -.-
Ok, this came about when I got on bus10 happily without checking the direction it was going because I assumed it will be coming back to tampines just because bus31 was in tampines direction.
Yup, so from paya lebar, I went to raffles place instead of tampines. How smart.
I feel so dumb over how complacent I was after boarding the bus, thinking I will be going on a long bus ride home.
After finding it heading towards a wrong direction, I even wanted to continue the ride taking it as a tour around Singapore.
Thank god I didn't follow my stupid plan, if not, I would have landed up at Kent Ridge Terminal which I check on the board after alighting.
Felt so dumb when I was at paya lebar station after taking the train back from raffles.

Played the cello non-stop for 4hours today and I felt great. LOL
Reason being was because I have not played the cello continuously so long ever since cca stopped. Haha =X
Going off to do better things now, bye!

P.S. I'm tempted to play the cello again -.-

I think......

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince will be out on 16/17 July!

where does my real passion lies?

Had cello in the morning which made my mood a little bad because I woke up late and had to rush down to tian's place. My left hand hasn't had enough strength yet and then my notes were all off tune because of it.
Just like how you can't write properly/immediatly after you've woken up.

Didn't feel like going home after lesson because of my bad mood and I decided to bring forward the date of having a haircut because having a haircut normally changes my mood for the better.
That was what happened the other few times and amazingly, it still works this time round! =D
And now, I would shut my mouth about having a haircut for the meantime(been wanting one since end jan/early feb) since I had one today. =D
The next time you will hear me talking about having a haircut might be a few months down the road, unless I can't stand my hair again. Haha
And I have gotten a red mouse as well! But I don't know if it works well =/ Tsk.

Talked to grace the other time and suddenly, I was reminded of the passion I had for tkd the other time and realise that deep inside me, there's still the passion for it.
Those were the days where trainings were tough, countless of time and hardwork that I had put into it but yet the wonderful satisfaction I got from it.
For example, the satisfaction I got from my first medal in tkd though it was only a silver, and then the satisfaction that I got when I had my own gee with my chinese name on it.
I still remember some of the patterns(from white belt to blue belt), most of the kicks/defences and blah blah blah.
Now I'm thinking if I should join back tkd in tp though I heard that their tkd there is crap-.-
But I shall go and see what's their training like before deciding.

After today's lesson, I think I will stop learning cello after being certified a grade5 because I won't be pursuing a music career in the future, so there's a little no point in getting a diploma for it(if I can) or to take theory exam just to take grade6 or higher exams.
But I will still continue to play the cello, try out new songs and practice to improve my skills, just that I won't be certified if I had really improved.

Anyway, my mood is still good now though I'm feeling a little emotional(because of tkd and cello=/).
But still, cya! =)

Jobless once again XD

Hi there!

Like what my title says, I'm jobless once again! Haha

I would be back to leading my life without any plans again till school starts.

Talking about it, 2months has just flew past and now its almost April!

Back then, I was still talking about how am I going to spent my 2months plus break.

Now, school is starting in like 20days later.

Yesturday was the official last day of work while sun was the last day of work as a cashier.

Working at expo as compared to working at CP has its similarities and differences.

The people, the environment, the workscope...were all a different experience.

At least I didn't met detestable perm staffs at CP, LOL, look who am I talking about. Hahaha

And I actually miss Steven! LOL

Actually, to look at it in a way, Ann is sort of pitiful as well, to be detest(that seem such a strong word to use, but my meaning is somewhere there lah,lol) by almost everyone and that no one bothers to listen to her. But also, she sort of deserved it because of her actions.

I've got to met old friends/colleagues and met new friends and colleagues as well! Haha =D

Ex-colleagues were people like Yvonne, Loida, Lee, Alice(New ex-colleague, lol), Germaine(new ex-colleague too).

There isn't much ex-colleagues hur? lol

New friends and colleagues are people like Bryon(my counter partner), HuiYun(that super cute girl! lol), Jonathon, Shirley(Da jie, hahahaha), Mavis, Shiqi, Cecelia, Fabian and for some whose name I don't even know of-.-

Sad to say, but the truth is that apart from the few new counter friends I made, I don't really know the others. Part of the reason is because we didn't had to attend training and so, we didn't get to mingle with them, but its ok, we still got to meet nice people like HuiYun =D and Bryon, Shirley(I think that she's not that bad afterall if you get to know her).

Want to know the people under bad category? LOL

Let you know some ah, must keep it a secret ok! (LOL, that was so retarded)

Throughout 18march-29march, sad to say, I only met 3people while working that I know of by coincidence. Celine, Melissa and Mr Joseph Lim!

I was totally surprised to meet Celine and Mr Lim, seriously, and the best thing was that I didn't realise that it was them though they came to my counter, by coincidence too, and they were the one who called out to me.

Tell me how often does such meetings get to happen to you?

Like the hall was so big and there were so many counters and there were days when we get our off day and we don't really have a fixed shift, what are the chances that you get to meet someone you know by coincidence?

I was pretty happy that I saw Mr Lim because it has been since so long since I last met him!
Since last year october? I think so.

Gone were the days where we were studying like mad for O's and the things we had done.

Another thing! I met a customer the other day, saturday I think, who simply made my day. Haha

It's over a simple thing actually, but still, she made my day.

She came with a bucket of things which adds up to $90++ and paid with a thousand dollar bill.

She lost her specs and went to look for it while I get her her change.

After I was done counting her change worth of $900++, I wrapped it with the receipt and place it in the bags of her items and carried on serving other customers till she returns.

And when she came back, I passed her a specs which happened to be hers but was passed to me by a kid who found it on the floor.

I passed her her change and items and this was what she said to me after I passed her her change, 'This is my change is it? Okay, I don't have to count it, I trust that you have counted the right amount and return me my rightful change. Thank you and have a nice day!'

How often do you get to meet such customers who place such trust in you?

I have seen a few customers who paid with a thousand bill at CP whose change were only a few hundreds and they were counting it so many times as if I had made a mistake and some who even think that I didn't return them the full amount even when I was counting their change right in front of them.

Also, after meeting a horrible customer on the third day of your work who made you felt extremely humiliated because you know your job, but was made to appear as someone who doesn't know their job well in front of so many people, you would never have thought to meet such a nice customer in expo.

We were practically hard labourers on the last day of work by helping to do the packing up of the stuffs there, haha, or maybe you can call it cheap labourers, lol.

Didn't do much after lunch because there was nothing much for us to be done anyway, haha, sp time was practically spent taking pictures, chatting and slacking. Hahaha

Was let off early and went to play pool with Caiyan and Huiyun.

Here are some pictures taken on the last day, haha.

Meet Bryon, counter 37 partner. Haha

Alice on the far right and Loida! on the far left.

Another picture of Loida! with caiyan =D

Another one of Alice that funny girl, lol, the term girl seems inappropriate.

Jenny! She's nice too! =D

Cashiers of counters 35, 36, 37 & 38!(Looks like there are so many of us, haha)

Meet huiyun the super cute girl! Haha

Ok, going off to play Wii now!
To try out the games I bought from expo, hahahaha.
Bye!

primary school gathering II

It's thursday today and like finally an off day!
Haha, actually mine is on friday, but because I had a 'date' today, I tried to change my off day and now I have friday, which is tomorrow off as well! =D
I don't mind not earning another $35 tomorrow since I have cello lesson in the morning at 10am and I could probably go home and practice my cello or go out after my lesson tomorrow.

I don't know why but I feel as if I have not contacted my friends for a very long time =/
And seriously working at robinsons has made me sleep well in the night after I get home because I'm tired. Lol
Work is going to end soon, Saturday+sunday+monday =/
Not sure if I'm looking forward to it because that will mean end of extra income and having nothing to do again and not meeting some of the new friends that I made, like that super cute huiyun! haha
But then, it will be goodbyes to aching legs, no more of Ann Tan and the things I'm deprive of while working!
Anyway, like what yvonne said, take pictures! =D
Maybe you guys will get to see the disgusting Ann Tan which caiyan ranted on her blog. LOL
Working life has been alright so far with some nice customers and of course, nasty ones, just none as bitchy as that bloody bitch who will get her retribution in due course for treating me like that.
Everyone has been bitching during work too to past time, hahahahahaha

Okay, gathering today was almost practically with another group of people since they couldn't make it the other time and it was pretty good too.
And I'm late again -.-
But it was because I was practicing my cello and then watching a little bit of some shows later, haha, but the main fault was because I didn't want to wake up.

Bobby isn't very tall afterall, though taller then me, lol, maybe same height? Nah, I think he's taller.
And I conclude that Stephanie is as sick as ever, LOL
And I realise that maybe I will not be a bankrupt if I didn't allied with Bobby, LOL.
And Tingke and I are the only one in a good state of mind, lol, we are too clean for dirty games, hahahahahaha
Drank loads of apple tea that I kept visiting the toilet -.-

Didn't join them for dinner because I was feeling sleepy but anyway, there will be another time right? Haha
Okay, going off now for my shows.

PS. Chocolates! =D

can't wait for my break.

I can't wait for my break on thursday!
I'm tired =/
Been sleeping at like either 1/2 plus or 4/5plus everynight.
It first started because for the prep for winnie's project and then coming home late on thur and then I don't know why i slept late on fri and then helping my mum to settle some of her office work on sat and sun.
I then had to wake up at 8plus in the morning and prepare for another day of work.
What a hectic life. haha
I used to complain that i'm bored of watching shows, but now, I don't even get to catch my weekly dosage of shows on time.

Sunday was a good/bad day for me.
my day started out good with serving my mum as my first customer even after telling her that I don't want to attend to her. Hahahaha, yvonne was thinking why was I so rude to the customer, not knowing that it was my mum. Hahahaha
And then it was busy busy busy busy and time flew past pretty quickly until I met this ultra bitch which made me super mad with her because she was screaming the hell out of me when I did nothing wrong at all -.-
She's an ultra bitch I tell you.
If she can't catch up with my way of doing, she's the dumb one, not me.
Damn that bitch.
I was super pissed over the humilation that I had to go through while serving her.
That bitch, that bloody bitch, that pathetic bitch.
And the sad thing is that she has a husband, I pity her husband.
Time passed damn slow after her I tell you! that bitch-.-
Asked me about it on msn if you want to know what she did. Haha
Had to rush home after work for cello lesson at 8pm!
But it was worth the rush despite how tired I was feeling after the lack of sleep and the bad day.
Seriously, my mood got better after the lesson.

Okay, I will be going off now, am either going to get a good rest or to watch shows now because I will be working afternoon shift tomorrow and that means that I can get more rest! =D
Tata!

And by the way!! My item has arrived! =D

primary school gathering!

Gathering today was good! =D

Haha, didn't turn out as what I thought might have happened, as in like having awkwardness after not meeting up for so long.
Pretty fun with all the laughs with the usual jokers Mandy&Alan.

Haha I swear that mandy is a les! Nah, I'm just kidding. Hahahahaha

I was late, lol, late after not meeting up for so long-.-
Am not the only one late though, Jairus was late too, hahahahaha.
I totally didn't hear my alarm ringing and even wanted to go back to bed after I received an sms from Jairus and then realising that I'm supposed to be out of bed and on my way out of the house at that time.

Reached at 11.30am when the rest were as early as 10.40am, paiseh, haha.

And damn it! I'm like at Jairus beck and call! Lol
He just can't get his butt off the seat, someone should just kick him off the chair, hahahahahaha.

Been very long since I last saw Sihao, haha, like since P3 and he changed alot!
Who don't change? Lol, crap.
Even most of the guys now are less rowdy.
And most of them are pretty much gentlemanly, even Jairus, lol *wow, amazed! lol*
Okay, back to Sihao, haha, he's totally different from the old him, super quiet and those very well-behaved kind.
Haha, not that he's not well-behaved now lah, but just that he looks more outgoing now. Haha
And he's damn good in pool, but he says that he doesn't know how to play, haha, nice one ah, like solbi in WGM lol. Only those who watched WGM will get what I mean, haha.

I was a little amazed that Sihao still remembers me and guess what was part of the reason why he remembers me?

It's because he remembers that Bobby and WeiJie used to gang up against me.

Haha, see lah Bobby! There's proof that you and weijie bullies me, LOL

And its pretty depressing to see all the guys who you were taller then by alot taller then you, LOL.

But its kinda expected anyway, like duh~ lol. Kok soon is seriously damn tall, DAMN TALL.

Went to play pool after having lunch at seoul garden and a little of arcade playing.

Pretty fun, you see all the weird actions, sitting on the pool table weird stuns, lousy players(like me&jerald, LOL).

And another funny thing was a corner for the battling of Taptap revenge 2, lol.

I would look forward to another gathering. =D

Okay, it's 1.46am now and I got work tomorrow.
Starting my robinson job tomorrow and I hope I don't die, lol, too used to slacking, hahahahahaha.
I doubt I will go to bed now even after I stop blogging, hahahaahahahaha, lets just hope that I will hear the alarm and wake up on time tomorrow.

My mad friend, Mandy =D

The 2 siao char bos as said by alan, kelly&mandy, haha
Tingke&yanpeng =D
Kelly the overgrown kid, haha
Jairus =D
The smarter ones are at the back XD My long-lost friend, Si Hao =D
Alan, trying to act demure, LOL =D
Group photo, but some left though.

confusion = confucious? =D

Hahahahaha, I'm feeling very hyped now!
Hahahahahahaha. I just took my sis laptop's out just now and thought it was mine-.-
How dumb, and the best thing was that I only realise my mistake after the com shows a different wallpaper -.-
She lah, copycat...Hahahahaha, nah, just joking XD

I think caiyan has a problem.
She thinks that a person is crazy based on this :
zm says:
lol
zm says:
kns
zm says:
so long
zm says:
lol
zm says:
crazy
Caiyan says:
you sound like you're going crazy
no?????

Hahahahahaha.
Actually I think anyone would think that I'm crazy just by reading this part, lol.

I didn't have cello practice today because I thought lesson was at 2.30pm when it was at 12.30pm actually-.-
I couldn't check back the message because it seems that I've deleted the message by accident after reading it when I was asleep the other day.
And so, I spent my afternoon sleeping today-.- Lol

Primary school gathering tomorrow.
Almost like the first time after 4years. LOL
Hope it's good. =D
Cya!
You can talk to me online if you want! LOL

Red Laptop =)

My mood has simply got better after a few hours!
Lol, don't ask me why, because I don't know either, and the best thing is that I'm not even sleepy now-.-
I didn't fall asleep just now, I'm just more energetic as it gets later-.-

To add on from my previous post about my day after the court event in the morning, I've got my laptop from the IT fair and its red!! =D
I don't know why, but I fancied red as compared to the other colours. Hahahaha =d
Got the one I wanted and the best thing is that it's price dropped by $100 just overnight! LOL, where in the world would you get such a good deal, they are just merely trying to clear their items by earning slightly lesser profits.
And there were more freebies thrown in today as compared to yesturday's offer. Haha XD
Got an external hard disk too, like finally. Lol

It's pretty amazing that that salesgirl, called cynthia, remembers me and even approaches me before I even looked for her.
Another point that made me impressed was how she notice me among that crowd.

By the way, I bought a metal bookmark from the supreme court =D
Some like some stalker or something. Lol, but well, I don't deny that I like courts. =D
But I prefer the old supreme court.
I get a nicer feeling from it as compared to the supposingly 'better, higher tech, etc..' new supreme court a.k.a UFO(as what others call it)

Aren't used to the keys in the laptop.
Seem as if my hands are too big for it, seriously -.-
Am using my desktop now. Haha

Okay, I'm going to watch some shows now before I turn in for bed. Bye! =)

THE LIVING COURTHOUSE!

Slept late and woke up early again this morning.
I'm sleep-deprived.
And I think because of that, my mood was on the low side.
Not really that hyped unless occasionally.

Went to supreme court today and man...it was damn crowded-.-
To the extent of queuing to get in. Didn't expect that much people to go.
Finally got in after queuing like 30mins..
Activities were ok lah, but the chamber was disappointing.
Not up to what I was expecting. =/
Left at like 1plus almost 2 with my mum to suntec's IT fair and again, it was damn crowded, worst then at supreme court (duh...)
Queued once more to go up the escalator-.-
And it was damn packed on my way up to 3rd/4th floor.
Zhihui said that she was there too but it wasn't that bad. I wonder what time did she go.

I lost the mood for blogging already.
I think it's because I'm feeling pretty sleepy; a sleepy man is an angry man.
Bye

choose between words of encouragement or words of spitefulness.

I guess I was in a real foul mood yesturday.
Spiteful words were all that came out from my mouth.

Watched family outing at an ungodly timing of 3 in the morning and this really cracked me out. It was really hard to contain my laughter. Haha, hope this video makes anyone who watch it laugh out loud too.


Am finally done with all the enrolment stuff.
Like finally.

A joke to end this post.
Attorney : This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all?
Witness : Yes.
Attorney : And in what ways does it affect your memory?
Witness : I forget.
Attorney : You forget? Can you give us an example of something you forgot?

P.S This really did happened in court -.-

Bye!

After waiting for so long, I finally had my checkup done and I thought that I would be able to complete everything for the enrolment today.
But who knows that there's some reporting to be done and I have to wait for the report.
Am sick of the stupid procedure that I'm no longer excited for school.
Seriously. I don't know if its just mood swings or what but I think that I had a pretty bad day today and that I'm totally sicked of everything suddenly that I'm hoping that I can just shut myself off.
I'm totally sucidal(for once) but I'm not going to do anything stupid because its not worth it.
I'm wasting my life away and I totally hate it.
Sometimes I really wonder what am I living for.

My days will get more interesting as time goes by.

Had a good time today.
Both at the pool and gym+dinner with the usual gang :D
Grace said something like we do meet pretty frequently though school has started for them already but I don't mind it this way as it's a good way of keeping in contact too.
Because as the days goes by, we will all soon be kept busy with works and stuff.

And one more thing, tamp complex swimming pools has a number of disgusting couples who does disgusting acts in a public pool-.-
Sad fact but that's the way these people are behaving.
Thank god that I go to safra for my swims mostly.

I see an interesting week ahead and the week after next.
Because that's when I will be working and keeping myself busy again.
But then, that also means lesser time for my books:/

Have a good day everyone.
And it's time for bed for me now at an ungodly hour of 4 o'clock in the morning.

Damn!
I just remembered that I forgot about my cello's anniversary :(
It was my cello's 4th anniversary on 24feb.
Damn, how could I have forgotten about it.

A new week

Another weekend has ended.
What has happened during the past week has become a history.
Those who have started school will be back at school and those who are working will yet start another tedious week of work before the next weekend approaches.

My sis will also be starting school tomorrow.
Isn't it fast?
And she will be getting her degree upon graduation.
Unlike me, still far away to getting there.

What about me?
For now, I only see another lonesome week ahead.
I'm telling myself to look on a brighter side of life and that is, I'm one week closer to starting school.
But I don't know why, it doesn't seem to make me feel better.
Another thing for me to do is to go to the supreme court on Tuesday because there are some appeal cases to be heard.
It will be on criminal matters/civil cases.
But it's in Tamil, there will be translation though.
But it's just that the thought of going there...I don't know, I have some hesitations:/

Maybe I should go roam about again? :/

Does justice still prevails?

My morning had been spent fruitfully today.
However, it wasn't really a happy one.

I went to the Supreme court this morning to watch my mum's boss appeal.
She could not represent the case as she was involved in the case; which I think she could definitely do a better job defending herself.
I went there with much anticipation, but only to be given disappointment.
Her attorney wasn't able to handle certain questions shot to him by the judge, and couldn't provide some of the evidence on the spot, the defendant even gave an answer to the judge before he did. =/
I guess he hadn't really studied the case well.
But I don't fancy the defendant, I find that she's a downright liar.
But reality is such isn't it?
You have to twist and turn the facts to protect your client.

I like the judges though, they do have a sense of humour, are alert, etc..
Apart from the fact that they didn't overturn the verdict because they didn't want to put the judge in charge of the case previously in a spot.
But what is this man?
One appeals in the hope of getting a fair trial and verdict, but yet the reason for why they fail is often dubious.
Sometimes, judges can't do anything either because of the law.
Law and justice can be relatives, but also, they can be enemies as well.

The session went on for 2hours plus today.
I was surprised in the beginning because the plantiff(aunty tuan's attorney) went on speaking for an hour and then the defendant went on for another hour.
I was a little amazed that there wasn't any rebuttal while he was saying his case.
Aunty tuan had a glow on her when I first met her in the morning, but the glow seem to be lost after she lost the case. =/

I am disappointed by today's outcome as well though it doesn't really concern me.

Irritated.

My day was good till I came home.
First, to see stupid replies from some people to other people.
Second, to receive stupid replies from someone on something which is downright dumb and irritating.
Third, to get lectured and accused for doing something that isn't done by me and to protect someone's butt.
I'm so in the mood to blast at the next person who talks to me.
I know that I don't have to take it to heart but still, am damn irritated for getting all these shit.

Nothing is going the way I want it to.
What's the freaking problem now?
I will break your wings even before you get to take off.

Once again, I'm feeling sad over the topic that I have mentioned before.
I don't know why I feel so but I'm feeling down just at the thought of it.

Broken key

It's 8.35am now and i ought to be sleeping!
But my mum got part of the key stuck in the lock just moments ago and her first reaction was to wake me up.
-.- seriously -.-
Am I a locksmith or do I look like one?
Why is it that the first thing she did was to wake me up and not to call a locksmith??? ._.
She was making such a fuss that I simply opened the lock and chase her to work before removing the broken key.
And now I can't fall back into sleep.
I only slept at 5am last night T.T
Ciaoz.

Happy birthday grace!

Went to get my cello case this afternoon!!!!!!
YES YES YES YES YES =DDDDDD
Okay, I wanted to get an acrylic case actually, but its way off my budget because I can get another cello at that price and so I guess a semi-hard case would make do as well =)
I like the compartment for my bow!!!! =D
It protects my bow from getting hair-less! =D
There's even a security lock for it! Hahahahahaha.

Brought home my cello case because it was bulky(one disadvantage D=) and wandered off with my mum. Hahahahahaha
She's removing her cast next fri! Like finally!
Hahaha, her left arm must be wanting a bath desperately.

Met up with the rest and played.
Hope you enjoyed it grace, though it isn't a lavish one.
Something simple and nice =D
haha.
Happy birthday!

I LOVE MY NEW CELLO CASE! =D
I have yet to receive my enrolment packageT.T

Where will those feets of yours bring you to?

Life has been so monotonousT.T
Washing up, watching dramas, reading, eating, sleeping.
That's the kinda life I'm living now.
Seems luxurious, which working adult won't want this kinda life, probably adding in shopping and that would be perfect for them.
This has been the longest break ever since education started for me.

Recessions hitting everyone but yet I spent a hundred over at borders within 1week.
And that's not inclusive of other living expenses.
I'm in a dilema if I should go out and scout for anoter temp job to maintain the money in my account.

Airfares now are downright cheap that I'm so tempted to just simply book a ticket for myself and go on a backpacking trip.
But again, who to pay for my expenses?
Haha, let's take it as if I'm day-dreaming.

My sis has registered with a uni already and she's starting school in on 2march.
There goes my dream of having a companion for march-.-
She told me previously that her course starts in April.
Rah...there goes my plan *poofs*

My cousin has finally reached.
Bye

Thankyou.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUILING & ABIGAIL! =)

My computer is now as good as a new computer with everything deleted off its memories.
Thank god I had two hard drives, so only one of it(the main one-.-) has everything deleted off.
My songs, movies, pictures...all gone.
But my whole photo collection so far wasn't saved into that spare hard disk, so now, all the pictures that were taken after MrLim's wedding are deleted T.T
Now I only have those memories left in my mind.

All my program files are deleted as well and some of the applications are as backdated as those of 2004.
Loads of updating to be done.

Hesitated about getting out of the house today from like 11plus all the way till 3plus when I finally decides to make a trip down to vch.

That's what I saw on my way from Raffles Place mrt to VCH.

Different faces everywhere, each holding a camera of their own, snapping the same scenic view as everyone else, but yet the photos that comes out of it are very different.
That's how different every person is though alike.

Can't help but to think about those good old days.
When we went there for concerts, to perform, the supper after those concerts and so much more.

What will life be like 10years down the road?
No, 10months down the road will already be very different, whatsmore 10years.

And on my way back to raffles place mrt, different memories came back to me.
That's how wonderful life can be.
Though passing through the same place, but in a different direction and different time, everything feels different.

How am I going to give enough thanks for all these memories.
It isn't something that easy to be expressed.

Something that I received unexpectedly which kept my mind pondering.
满天的流星雨，是我撒向你心头的祝福，
奔流不息的江河，是我投向你无尽的问候．
愿霏霏的雨丝洗尽你心中的烦愁，
愿金灿灿的阳光洒满你脚下路．

A fool's bliss; ignorance

How often is it that one gets moody after all the thinkings?

I have two bruise thighs now.
It's damn ugly. Lol
And caiyan...I'm sorry haha.
Really sorry, I can give you some aloe vera gel to apply on your thighs.

Played all kinds of weird games today but it was fun though.
Haha, I think that we are all saddists who enjoy getting beatings, LOL

Looked at the clock when I got home and I was pretty amazed that it was 10pm already!
Didn't felt like it was 10 at all!
I thought it was only 8 or what, no wonder shirlin looked as if she was rushing home. Haha
Time passes quickly when you are having fun yeah? :D

Meeting up again tomorrow and then having cello lesson after that.
Another meaningful day ahead!

When the weekend ends, it's time for the jc students to be back at sch again and for the poly students to rot again. Lol

Happy valentine's day!

Hey there, a sad news to start with, till now, my com is still dead:( haha

Ok, next up...
How did I spend my day? :D

Pretty good, went to 3 locations today.
paya lebar, tampines and then pasir ris.
Haha.
It was hard to wake up this morning at 9am when I had been waking up at 12pm++ almost everyday for the past two weeks?
But I'm glad I got myself out of bed rather to send an SMS to fs to say that I'm not joining them.
Haha, saw the cello casings which I fell in love with almost instantly. LOL
I can't wait to get it! Seriously:D
Damn cool, just like me. LOL ;D
Got my cello mute and so...I can start practicing in the middle of the night without having to fear the trouble of waking people up.
I can also play it whenever I want, who cares if it's 4 or 5 in the morning? Haha
Never cross the road with fs because he is DAMN dangerous.
He has sucidal thoughts, lol.

Went back to help out in co and thanks for the gifts. Haha
Hope you like mine though I didn't wrap it up this year. Lol
I think tian wants to be my valentine eh LOL.
Just kidding.

Met the WEIRD people at ehub ntuc. HAHA
Made friends with zhihui's friend!
Believe me?
I know their name!
One of them is called grace and the other is...
I'm sorry, I forgot :X
Haha

Steamboat was madness, amazing, fun, serious and all the things that you can come up with to describe it. Haha
13people squeezed into one table with one hotpot.
Hahaha, one word, fun. Haha
Imagine seeing everyone sitting and chatting and waiting calmly at one moment and the next when the lid was removed, chiong ah!!!!!! Lol
The best joke was the one on caiyan and yaoyi and indirectly shirlin. Haha
The one where cy failed to get any food upon reaching out and yy getting it so easily. Haha

It's amazing how we changed topic so randomly.
From mad laughings to sudden solemn discussions and debates, lol, politics...hais..
Haha, maybe someday we might all sit in the parliment and start debating as mps lol.

I think it will be pretty cool should we really open up a one stop center, from seekig medical aid, to counselling and then to filling a lawsuit.
Haha, imagine, how cool will that be man!
HAHAHA
I'm speaking as if I have already got a position available for me as a lawyer to be telling people to look for me in the future. Lol
Well, dare to dream! Haha:D

I'm obsessed with cabbage now!
Haha

If only time freezes and never ends,

Please be alright.

My com is dead at the moment.
I hope that it will be alright soon.
Please please please please please.
I swear that I will go and get an external hard disk this time to store all my stuffs.
Please work again, please please please please.
I almost clicked system recovery without even knowing what will happen to it.
Please, work again for me.
I will not make you work for longer then 18hrs straight again I hope.

How sad can I get when my com choose to die on me now?
My main source of entertainment._.
ok, it's better then it dying when sch starts.
But please work again, please.
ARGH!!

Went to borders today like finally!
Been saying that I want to go there, just that I didn't bother to go there.
Know why? It's because of the bus fare! -.-
And only the bus concession will be offered at a student rate for poly students, apart from that, we will be paying adult fare-.-
Damn it. Because I live so near to tp, I jolly well walked to school to and fro unless I have a lot of things or am late.
But waiting for the bus takes quite long sometimes too, might as well run to school if I'm really late-.-
But what if I decide to travel to other places?
I would have to pay adult fare-.-
Kns.

Back to borders, saw a few books that I wanted to get, but decided not to, because it aren't exactly worth my money.
Haha, but still, for the effort and thoughts of the author writing the book, it deserve to be at that price.

Guess what!
Of all things that could happen, borders at wheelock place chose to ran out of the book!
Damn damn damn damn damn damn
Parkway outlet has it though, but the problem is that I went there with the aim to get that book but yet it chose to be out of stock.
Another title was out of stock too, but I didn't want that book as much because I came to know about that book only today.
I hope to get that book soon, lest it run out of stock at borders.
Checked with other book stores but they don't carry it.
There was this book that I got that didn't had a price sticker on it and it cost me $40plus-.-
It doesn't look that expensive. LOL.
Ok, the book just have to be thick to look expensive to me, lol, but it's not thick at all-.-
I wonder how much will I be spending this hols of mine man.

Went to taka to spend the $50voucher gotten from prom. :P
Bought random stuffs because the stuff that they sells there aren't what I'm looking at now.
Got a friendship keychain and someone to share with after so many years. Haha
I think it's somewhere during sec1 when I wanted to get it but didn't want to keep the other half myself, LOL.
Imagine how embarrassing it is when the conversation goes like this :
-Chats happily-
Someone: hey, who has the other part of the keychain?
You: oh, I bought it for myself actually and the other one is at home...

Am going to charge my iPod now.
Bye:)

i guess that it's all over =)

I feel cheated-.-
Received a phone call and they said that they have a number of part-timers today, so I'm not needed; will let me know again when they need me.
kns-.-
like suddenly..I've dropped back to the 'without job' category again.

I told my dad that I wanted fish soup beehoon and he bought me chicken rice.
I'm supposed to be on a soft diet-.-
Is chicken rice anywhere near soft?!?

Cello later on, don't feel like going for it suddenly.
all thanks to the damn person-.-
Either going to scout for another job or simply live without another job-.-

So similar yet different..

Will be having my second cello lesson in about 11hrs time.
Hope that it will be fine..given that I haven't really practiced much:P
And maybe..it might be because of that reason for me to get scolding from tian and maybe lesson will seem longer then. Haha
Must set off earlier from home to avoid getting lost or being late.

Will be starting work tomorrow night at phin's.
I hope I will not get the sack there, till I decide to give them the sack instead. Haha
Job's scope will be 4hrs/shift, not bad..will still have time for other things rather then having a life which is nothing but work,sleep,work,sleep.
Not sure of the roster yet, will only know about it tomorrow.
Hope that I won't die of boredom or exhaustion tomorrow.
Life might be so boring because there isn't much customers which means there might be nothing much to do.
But life could also be exhausting because there's just so much to do in the f&b line.
Though still a customer oriented job, it will be a different experience.

A little stunned that I'm working once again so soon because everythig just seem to happen so quickly as compared to robinsons.
Robinsons : Went scouting/interview in oct, training in nov, job in dec.
Phin's : went scouting on wed, interview on fri, briefing and working on sun.
Isn't the whole process so much faster? Haha

Just a week ago, I was thinkig of what to do at home.
From this coming week onwards, I will spend my day working, cello-ing, reading, watching videos/dramas/movies and other things to keep myself entertained.
The only difference from my life now is actually only the difference of having to work now.

Is anyone going to borders or is free to go there with me??? Haha

going through it once more

Removed my right wisdom tooth today.
And now, I have officially lost 50% of my wisdom because only my top ones are left.
Wonder if I can continue going towards my dream now that half of my wisdom are gone.
Okay, judging by what I've said, I'm not anywhere sane.
Hahaha, I think its not funny eh, what about you?
Hahaha, lame.

Well, this time, the operation/surgery took 1hr-.-
It was only 20-30mins the other time.
Just because my tooth won't budge-.-
And what's amazing about it was that the tooth broke 2 of my dentist's METAL instrument-.-
Yah, and he had to use laser to cut the tooth into 2 and remove it.
It also had a curved root, like a hook, just that it isn't that curve as a hook and that made it harder to remove, because simply pulling it out would cause the gum to bleed profusely.
The feeling I had this time was worst than the previous time.
RAHHHHHHHH.......

Heard the drillings and stuff and I was like damn...
Because I didn't had any drillings the other time, it was simply cutting of my gum and then removing it.
The tooth was deeper this time round.
I could feel my jaw vibrating when he was drilling, was also worrying what if he lost control of the instrument. LOL
Broken jaw.

Saw my wisdom tooth, as expected, its small...lol, it look so much like my other back teeths.
Not any bigger.
As compared to my sis ones', its so much smaller-.-
And..its broken into two pieces -.-

Once again, the smell of the raw gum/wound would always be there.
It wasn't that bad the other time because it didn't went on for that long the other time.
It was totally disgusting.
It seem exactly the same as the air I breathe in when I was P4 when he cut my gum to expose two of my 'lost' tooth.
RAH..can't stand it, hate that smell.

And I saw the needle he used to stitch my gum, it was shaped like a hook ._.
However, I felt better after everything because unlike the previous time, I don't have to prepare myself for another surgery to remove my wisdom tooth again, unless something crops up and I hope none of it would happen.
Though I would be living on liquid food the next few days, I feeling good now.
Felt damn irritated after I left the dentist because the anesthetic wore off and I felt the pain and the damn bus made me wait for 20mins.
But I forgot about the pain as soon as I continued reading my book.
Hahahahahahaha.

After reading the book, I actually wondered if I should continue aiming to be a deputy public prosecutor/defence counsel.
Because, its hard to survive when you're not the top few, because the punishment for capital crimes concerns a life, so people would naturally look for the top ones.
And I don't know if I want to be a DPP because sometimes the accused is actually innocent =/
And I don't know if I will be able to stand looking at those gruesome pictures for certain cases(that is if I'm appointed to that case.)
But if I don't continue my aim, life would be boring, I don't fancy conveyancing, and I can't possibly only be a lawyer to handle divorce cases right?
Life would be so boring-.-
Argh....there's simply just too much time for me now that my mind keeps running wild-.-
I'm saying as if I would definitely end up as a lawyer-.-, I haven't even started poly yet.

Gonna go down to Phin's tomorrow for I don't know what reason either, the person just said he wanted to talk.
The other time, it was also on the second day after the surgery that I had to go for robinson's training and now this. -.-
My swollen face-.-
People would stare at me like I'm some kinda weirdo.
I haven't heard from Bernard & Rada Law Corp.
But its kinda expected that I won't hear from them anyway.
I know where I stand.

Talking about this, I started thinking what have I gotten myself into.
Previously, I know that I got to study loads and loads of stuffs/years before I can be a lawyer, but I just didn't expected it to be THAT much.
Was stunned after looking in depth into the modules, courses and everything else.
After poly, get into a University to get a degree, and then go for pupilage and then the bar exam and so much more!

I started thinking how I got myself that ambition and it all started with children rights.
Because I was always debating with my mum about children having children rights and was damn determined to get change the system for children right because my sis often shoots me that 'Children have no rights, don't talk about that to us.'
Yah, so because of that, my dream started growing.
And then later on in life when I realise about what's going on in the world about human and women rights and so much about the justice that I want to fight for.
Debated with my sis the other day about children rights and I realise that children indeed can't get much rights.
Because..should they really get their 'rights', the world would turn havoc.
Not saying that they can't have rights, but just that they can't have like 100% of the rights they deserve to have.
Then suddenly, one of my aim(children rights) simply went *poof*, gone...
Didn't know how to continue on fighting for children rights.
Hais hais hais hais.

I'm already thinking so far into the future._.

First annivesary

Happy first death anniversary grandma.
It has already been a year since I last saw you breathing.
So many things has happened along the way; I've passed my O's and got into the course I want.
Thanks for the memories and care you have given me and also for the support that you gave me all these years.
I hope you're doing fine.

Bought a book written by Subhas Anandan; one of Singapore's Top Criminal Lawyer, The best I could.
Love the contents in it. =D
I think I will love TP's library in the future.
Maybe the library will be my next love.

First cello lesson of the year!

I've officially taken up cello as my next hobby. Lol.
Decided to take up private lessons with tianlaoshi.
And I happily set off for her place without even searching on the net on how to get there, how smart....
Luckily qh brought me to her place then I wasn't late for lesson.
thanks ah! though you walk here and there until I don't know where. lol

Time passes damn fast I tell you!
We practiced a few new scales and some 练习曲and there you go, 1hr up.
Lessons 45mins only, but she gave me extra time! =D
Hahahahahha, randomly walked out of the place after that and I landed myself at another bus stop.
Lol, but at least there's buses leading me home from there too, gotta hunt for tian's place again next sunday.
Oh, and she gave me a red packet too! Hahahaha
I can say I can't wait for the next lesson. Lol

For those starting school tomorrow, have fun! =)

Steamboat Dinner with the clique:D

Yo!
Okay..long day today but a fun one. :D
Went to mrspong's and mrsteh's place.
Fun fun fun and fun. Hahahaha
We can simply find any games to entertain ourselves and have fun!
Hahahahaha, gambled for the first time this new year.
Didn't win much, but hey, didn't lose any money afterall!:)
Haha:p

Went to Ecp for steamboat dinner and it was pretty fun, laughing at all the stupid things.
Haha, and playing wen zi jie long with hmt people makes one whose chinese isn't that good depressed. Haha
But hey, I got an A1 for my mt afterall, so my chinese shouldn't be that bad right?? Hahahaha

Took pictures and suddenly my mind got me a little depressed.
Most of them are starting school on Monday whereas I would still be rotting at home.
Can't wait to start school, don't like the feeling of not studying for so long.
The fact that everyone will be seperating is inevitable, but I rather not have it happening.
Why can't i handle seperations well:(
We'll have lesser opportunities to hang out because of everybody's hectic schedule..
I will miss all of you like mad, the laughters and all the fun.
All the fond memories, I can't bear for it to get lesser, so keep it going ok!!

After today, our next outing seem so far away...

LAW&MANAGEMENT! =D

what a long course name.
haha.

I got my first choice!
Wahahahahahhahaha =D
But that's like also the only course that I'm interested in.
I will be seeing the lecturer that I saw the other time(I think she's nice) and yes, I'm going there! =DD
I hope that I will have meet nice people there.
Law = politics?
Course intake for 2009 -> 120

But the best thing is that it's damn near my place!
Hahahaha, just a walk away! =D
So it means that I can also only wake up half an hour before my lecture and also get to school in time!
All the schools that I've attended so far are all very near to my place!
My primary school, secondary school and now, tp!

But then, I don't feel as happy as I thought I would be.
Many of my friends didn't get to the school or course that they wanted and I think the disappointment got to me too.
Also, everyone around me was saying that they want to go jc, but yet suddenly, there seem to be so many people who are going to another jc of their other choices or poly instead.

How can I help? =/

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAHAO!

I bet you will have a more interesting birthday then my sis! LOL

Presents presents presents.
Where to get the money to get presents?
Hahaha, leave the angbaos out, not many collected. haha

Postings gonna be out soon.
Can I say I die die also want to get into the course I want?
Who don't anyway, redundant comment.
Hahaha.
School gonna start soon for those going to JCs and that is so depressing. Lol
Know why?
Because I will have nothing to do when most of my friends goes to school.
Haha, haven't gone on a job hunt and I don't know yet will my mum's friend hire me.
Hais...................hahahaha

Those going to polys must let me know ok!
Hahahhaahha, I'm god damn bored but yet damn awake.
It's 3.43am now!
Good morning everyone!
Cheers!
I think I lost my mind.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Happy Birthday Sis!

Yesyesyes, it's my sis birthday today!
Hahahahahha.
Going out to celebrate later in the afternoon I guess?

We're sort of done with visitings already.
Haha, because we don't really travel around to different places, sort of gather at a specific place for my paternal side and same for my maternal side.
Only that...there's lesser people at my mum's side this year because my late grandma isn't around anymore..
No more of the super crowded house and the laughter of hers.
Indeed..it is very different without her, to the extent that it was a little disheartening actually.
Okay, shall talk about another thing then.

Paternal visiting is always very boring for me, hahaha.
A torture I say.
Can't wait to see my uncles,aunties&cousins from my mum's side! =D
Actually, I've already seen them just now.
Hahahaha, just got home not long ago actually.

Oh, and I want to comment something!
Being at my dad's side makes me feel very smart among them! LOL!
I can't seem to communicate with them which I don't know why either but I click with my mum's side!
Totally love them though they do compare results sometimes.
But still, not to the extent that I'm disgusted by them, unlike my dad's side.

Know something!
It's only the first day of CNY and I've already broken alot of the taboos!
Haha, can't really remember those taboos but some of it is like the touching of sharp objects(eg. scissors) and scolding of vulgarities(eg. called my sis a jerk when she refused to let me win during daidi. LOL)
We are healthy people who didn't gamble with money today! Haha
I would have win loads should money have been involved. LOL

Shall watch movies and play wii with my mum&sis! =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!

whats with all the complications?

Iwonderwhatsupwithpeoplesmindtheseday.
Somethingsosimplemadetillsocomplicated.
Wheresthejoyinlivinglifethiswaythen

alumni?

First performance as an Alumni.
How does it feels?
Certainly weird. =/
No longer anxious/excited for those performances and like I don't know, as if I wasn't a part of the school before.
Or as if I was a outside performer performing in some random place.

Don't know what was it because but my mood just simply went down and down and all the way down again.

Went shopping yesturday in the morning and I think maybe I'm the one acting weird actually.
Cut my hair which didn't really look very much different, but definitely less thick/unkempt, and probably the only difference is with the fringe -.-

Was so tempted to do something to my hair this afternoon but I don't know if I really wants to.

What's with me these days? -.-

I will be going out tomorrow.
Don't feel like staying home.
Guess it will be to shop or rather just to spend money-.-
So many things to get, but no money -.-

Shop at where?
I don't know about it either.
Find me if you can.

Got part of my pay!!

Hi there!!
Haha, I got part of my pay today and treated my mum and sis to a dinner plus a movie:)
Somehow a whole night expenses paid by me and it isn't cheap I tell you!
Hahahahahaha.
Guess I will have a lesser budget for shopping then!
What's more, I made a pair of specs on Friday, so after deduction it's like...aw...my money... LOL
And also...part of my pay has to be given to cpf!-.-
Damn, hundred over... Hahaha
I still intended to get a cello hard casing!
The really pretty ones!!
I want one!! But it isn't cheap...haha
Suddenly my money seem to be vanishing by the hundreds.
But not to worry! Because I have yet to withdraw any money out yet! Haha:P

Finally watched a movie in the cinemas today after so long..
Watched red cliff 2 with my mum and sis today.
How amusing, i didn't catch the first part but I'm catching the sequel...
Watched the 11.30pm show and re movie ended at like 2am!
Totally got a shock out of my life, like suddenly so late already.
Haha, haven't been out late much.

Now..I want to spend sometime with my friends catching up and hanging out before January ends!
When everyone will either start their busy jc life and me probably a working life again till poly starts.
Argh...if only I have the power to stop time...
and..I really hope to get to the course I want!!

Gotta go now, it's 5plus in the morning
Good morning!
Haha

Don't doubt yourself.

I guess thats what everyone has to keep in mind.
I've made my choices and there's nothing to regret about because I know that's what I want in life.
Still, I have my fears for the future.
Growing up isn't that fun and interesting actually.

I WILL TAKE CHARGE OF MY LIFE!
NO ONE ELSE CAN AND WILL!

A friend of mine studied hard for his maths because of his pretty maths tuition teacher that he requested for...
I'm speechless. haha

Fading away?? says:
maths really a headache
keep failing

Fading away?? says:
my mum say this cannot go on
so she got me a tuition teacher
a pretty one
lol

zm. says:
lol wth
haha

Fading away?? says:
coz i requested
lol

zm. says:
haha
wth, of all request

Fading away?? says:
lol
study hard for my maths
go for it

zm. says:
you study hard for your maths because you got a pretty maths tuition teacher?

Fading away?? says:
part of the reason la

zm. says:
lol
wth
haha

Ridiculous. Haha

TP's LAW AND MANAGEMENT!

I guess I deserve my results since I didn't study hard.
I sort of predicted that it will be something like that, but obviously I would hope that it won't come true right?
Regrets are obviously something that I will feel, but well, I've already taken the exams and the results are already out.
Nothing can be changed, so why not make the best use out of it?
It took some time for me to settle in with my results but well, I know what I really want at the end of the day though.
So I'm just taking another route there but I will give it my best.
According to some people, my results aren't that bad, but what's the reason for their statement?
Because there's others who did worse then me -.-
That's not really a valid reason.

My friends around me did well for their O's and I'm really glad for them, like their hard work pays off you know.
I was seriously happy for them, just that I didn't express it out.

I had my mind made up VERY FAST.
Seriously, even my mum didn't know what to do with me.
My sis don't even know how to change my mind or talk to me.
By the time they were back home, wanting to 'choose' the courses with me, I was already done with it.
I was also a little amazed by how fast I settled in with my results and getting back to reality and think of what's the next step to take instead of feeling lost.

I think I should start adopting singaporeans kiasu style. Haha
Went to TP at like 12plus and it was full of O'lvl students with their parents checking out on courses and relevant stuffs.
I started thinking, it seem as if my parents are the only one who sort of bo chap -.-
But I guess its just because they believe that I know what I should do lah.
I think I will start appealing like mad if I don't get the course I want at the end of JAE.

It seem that everyone around me is going into jc.
And the thought of only starting school in april isn't appealing to me amazingly though I used to say, 'so good, sch only starts for you in april' to my sis that time.
When all my friends start going to school, I don't know what am I going to do.
Find another part time job or stay at home to rot?-.-

Jo&Zhihui are really sweet!
I forgot who said this but it sounded a little funny when I heard it.
'While we were busy working at robinsons, they were doing this.'
Really, a big big thankyou.

Last day of work

Feeling sad that my job at robinson ends today.
Though I was hoping for it to end the other time, the feelings I have now are different.
Pretty much enjoy working there for this past week.
This has been a really great and wonderful experience for me.
I will seriously miss my colleagues(no, I should call them my friends instead) there loads.
I mean it.
I can say that I've been very happy working there despite the long and tedious(ok, not that tedious) standing hours.
Thank you for all the memories you've left me my friends.
I'll definitely miss those times.

Results to be out tomorrow.
All the best to my friends!

21st century

Why are the ladies carrying the shopping bags containing nothing but only the guys item?
As in..I'm not saying that shopping bags should only be carried by the guys for the ladies, but the very least the guy could do is to help lightening some of the ladies load right?
Neither party have to carry everything, they just simply have to share it and won't it make everyone happy?
What's more, they are already an old couple.
But I think there's quite alot of occasions when I saw the lady carrying everything, but the guy carrying nothing.

I think I'm speaking gibberish.
Not really sure of what I'm thinking now.
Am tired, will retire to bed now.
Cya some other time!:)

Ps. Loida came to work today! But there was a shortage of people that I had no choice but to work as a cashier and hence, no chance to join her and Lucy...

Waiting at the airport now.
Flying away in 1hr time.
Just kidding. Haha, so not funny:P
Nah, waiting for my mum and sis to join me before we have our dinner.
Loida cheated my feelings today. She's on noon shift today but she never mention it to me..was anticipating for her to come today.
Aww..where are you my love??
Oh no...lol

Noon shift tomorrow, can sleep late tonight!!:D

seeing is believing

I'm home early today!
Haha, thats because I claim hours since I can't claim OT.
Well, I'm lucky because the next few days gonna be busy, so I can have my hours off straight.

Past few days at work of being somewhat a mute has been horrible.
Haha, ok, not really that horrible, its only the speaking part which is horrible, life was more interesting in fact.
Getting to know Loida, Lucy, Chin Boon and one more person(which i forgot his name)was somewhat interesting.
Like Loida is really very humorous!
And the jokes that she make isn't those ._. jokes, but real funny ones! Though shes pretty lame at times too. Haha

Getting back my voice equals to being able to work as a cashier.
Was doing morning shift yesturday and this morning mainly as a cashier and life's DAMN BORING because theres NOTHING TO DO!
As in...most of the time you're just standing there wating for customers to come.
Life's at the cashier currently is so boring that I actually prefers working at the selling floor(which is folding clothings with Lodia and Lucy) because its much more interesting there.
At least when you have nothing to do, you can chat with others.
Unlike being a lonely soul at the cashier, which is super boring.
I wonder how those full time cashiers can stand working alone at the till when life is so boring there.

Results are confirm to be out on 12jan. Damn =/

MY VOICE!

Got back my voice today!
Haha, LOL.
Okay, the first thing I did this morning right after I woke up was to try to talk.
And amazingly, I could talk!
Only that I can't say that I've fully regained my voice.
But more or less, I've gotten my voice back.
Hahahahah, so no more quiet zengmei. =P

Spent my day staying at home watching dramas, sleeping, eating and playing wii alone.(Lol, wth right, haha)
What to do, I got sian of waiting for replies and replying.
Actually..I even thought of going to the cinema alone.
But I didn't like the timings the shows are arranged, so I stayed home instead. Haha
It has been so long since I slacked like that.
I don't know what else to talk about today.
Kinda lost the mood to blog.
Guess I will be going back to watching shows again. Haha

Kinda miss school.
I can't really remember what was I doing on this day last year, but I sort of still remember what I was doing in school last january.
The good old times.

Wanted to blog about random, interesting and happy things actually.
But suddenly..my mind started running away and I thought about so much things.
And I don't know why but I feel pretty sad suddenly.
Very randomly.
I thought of the past, especially year 2008, it has actually already became a past.
Because of all the wonderful times I had, I love it.
But at the same time..I hate it because of all the bitter memories.
And..sad to say, that was a year which left me with much regrets.
Till now I can't forget the pain of losing my grandma.
I keep thinking that if only she's here, what would we be doing now and many other random stuffs.
It's not that I don't want to let go, its because I don't know how to.
Damn, stopping here now.
Sorry and bye.

I'm already living on the 5th day in 2009.
I'm behaving like a pessimistic person suddenly now and I don't know what to do.

I lost my voice-.-

What a great way to spend the new year.
I lost my voice on 1jan2009.
-.-
I wonder how long will it take y voice to cone back.
How am I supposed to work properly this way?!? -.-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHANKAI!

First of all...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHANKAI! =D *braces smile* haha
Hope you had fun! Haha

Life has been nothing but working, eating, sleeping, working, eating, sleeping and the cycle repeats again T.T
Now, I sort of dread going to work because of the boring hours and facing the damn cash machine or the stupid fitting room-.-
I even lost interest in those nets machines which once got me so fascinated over how it works.
I even had the thought of quitting the job yesturday, but the thought of the money I will earn in the end made me stay on.
I'm like missing out all the fun I can have during class chalets just because of the job-.-
Still have about another 12more days to work...
I think I will only miss the funny and interesting seniors there when I stop work.
There's Cora!!(she's damn damn damn nice! and she's a german+chinese!), Siok Ai, Jun, Lucy, Karmar, Nadia, Steven(that preacher-.- but he's funny sometimes), Kuangyi(he's damn flirt, but he's nice and funny at times too, and he's sort of those anything anything also can lah kind.)
And maybe some colleagues like yvonne, euguene, weiyeat and darren.
But definitely not Jamie
I saying as if my job has ended-.-

Finally another day off today after 6days of continuous working.
Celebrated chankai's birthday and also had fun meeting up with the rest and doing simple stuffs with them like having lunch and playing with cards.
If only my holidays can have more of this and less of work -.-
I hope my job ends soon.
Learnt to be a nicer shopper after this and also some skills on how to be a difficult customer. LOL
But I think studying is really nicer then working.
Especially when your job is an irregular timing job, your life simply revolves around work and nothing else.
Because when you're awake, people's asleep and when you're asleep, people's awake.
I want to go out more!
Hais...

Back to work tomorrow and I think it will be boring tomorrow..
Darren's on morning shift, Weiyeat&yvonne off, Eugene..Idk, Jamie..idk either.
So sad! No other colleagues already!
Some others are only coming back on 2jan because they are on another contract.
Cora will be there! But I hope she's not on morning shift =/
Visit me! or join me for dinner?
Lols, I'm damn sad ._.
LOL
I dont want to have dinners at 4++pm -.-

Byebye.

Aching feets!!!!

My feets are aching like mad!
And I mean like mad!
It's the worst that I've ever had! D=

Ok, I will write everything that happened today.
Maybe not everything, but like how my day there was like.

After punching the card and 'signing in', caiyan,shirlin and I went to have our attendance taken.
Guess what dept am I at?
Men's woven clothes.
But basically, the dept I was at handle men's formal wear, winterwear, lugguages and some of the sports stuff like Nike.
I thought that it was a little absurd to be in the men's dept since there are quite a few guys there, but it was quite alright actually, because there were quite alot of other female staffs there, so it isn't anythig weird.
At least I didn't get the one I drat, linguries(? Forgot the spelling)
Shirlin got that T.T

Went to our respective dept and was sort of given a tour of the dept I was in.
The senior sales associate who was bringig us around is very friendly!
I couldn't keep a smile of my face while listening to her.
She has a really really really pleasant face which makes one can't help but to smile to her.
My other new colleagues are yvonne and darren.
Yvonne is a pretty sweet girl and she looks a little like claire!
Haha, darren was a little harder to speak to.
Weiyeat joined us later because he was actually allocatedto the lugguage dept which was somehow with us too.
Met two other of our seniors who are jamie and euguene(they are sec4s too! Just that they started work about a month ago.)
I thought I would be dead or what, but my dept has really fun and nice people! :D

So I tried the cashiering job and there were 7customers receipt who has my name on it!!!:D
Haha. We were told to have our dinner break at about 4.50pm!
We only reached the dept at like 3.40pm, and so fast we are having our dinner break! LOL
Went for dinner with yvonne, weiyeat and darren.
I think it was easier to communicate with weiyeat then darren.
Maybe because we were at the same table when we had our training.
It was nice to know them and dinner was fine.
Had this really big plate of fried rice which only cost $3 and had a big prawn in it.
Not bad, still worth the money.
Finished dinner pretty quickly and only half an hour past.
So we slacked outside the shopping centre to make our break worth it, but in the end, we still went back when there was about 15mins left before our break end.

The till(cashier) was overcrowded. There was 6of us there when the only number needed actually is about 3-4.
The gift wrapping counter needed staffs and they cane to ask if any of us knows how to wrap.
Yvonne and I were chosen to go there ad I was pretty happy actually!
Haha, because I like the idea of wrapping up customers gift and them hand of back to them in it's pretty wrapper after seeing zhihui working at courts at the gift wrapping station.
Started wrapping though I didn't had training for wrapping gifts.
The others there were seriously trained to wrap gifts.
I was a little jammed at the beginning because the gifts were seriously of all weird shapes and I didn't know how much the wrapping paper needs to be cut, but I soon got the hang of it.
It was pretty nice in the beginning and I thought that I'm pretty lucky to be doing jobs that I wanted to do, which was the job at the till and gift wrap! :D
But that's also when the nightmare starts.
People queuing for their items to be turned into gifts were neverending!
Even when you're done with one customer and attending to the next, the queue never seem to be ending!
Instead, it grew more and more!
An those trained to wrap started to go off, leaving at a point in time when there were only 3 of us non-trained people to wrap.
But hey, my wrapping isn't that bad either ok! Haha:P
I wrapped gifts non-stopped from 6pm-10pm!
And I seriously meant non-stop!
Most customers has like at least 5gifts to be wrapped and it comes in all shapes and sizes.
I was even given the challenged to wrap pillows up-.-
Thankfully, I was able to wrap it up, not perfectly, but at least, presentable.
Met alot of different kinds of people, nice ones mostly.
And after all the wrappings, now...I'm SCARED of wrapping ok!
I seriously think zhihui was very lucky to get themat gift wrap job at courts.

My feets also hurt terribly becuase of my court shoes.
Wore my sis one at the beginnig because the heels were lower.
But once out of my house, the shoes were really coming off.
It sort of came off already lah.
So i changed to mine whch were higher.
Saw others wearing sneakers, so I'm gonna change to sneakers too!
wanted to get sneakers at the beginnig but they said it wasn't allowed, but side oters are wearig it, I don't see why I can't.

On the bus home, I took off my shoes and sat barefooted.
LOL, I know it's unglam, but my feets were really sore.
Now I know why people does that. Too sore for you to care anything.
Walked home barefooted because I can't bare the heels anymore.
And seriously, I felt like a babarian-.-
But it was already 12.10am when I was walking home.
So I didn't really care.

So my day somewhat ended like this.
Gotta go sleep now because I'm having the 10am-6pm shift tomorrow(Friday), Saturday and Sunday.
Anyone wanna visit me for lunch????
Haha, because I will be all alone.
Caiyan and shirlin are given the afternoon shift and yvonne and darren are in the afternoon shift.
Hais, what to do. Accept fate.
Haha

Ok ok, bye!
My feets are aching like mad!!!!!!
I took 40mins to type this whole post with my itouch.
Now I have lesser time to sleep-.-

1st day working

Today gonna be the first day I'm working for a job that I found it on my own.
Guess it gonna be different from the way its like helping my mum's boss.
The job scope is also different, very different I guess. Haha.
Abigail said to take a picture before I leave my house, to commemorate my first working experience.
Lols, and that was what her dad did for her!
She and her dad are...so cute! =D

Haha, okay, going to prepare now.
Wish me luck!
Bye!
Visit me! LOL

Boots!

I'm still obsessed over boots!!
Hahahahahaha, but where sells cheap boots??????? :(((((
Hais hais hais.
I thought the craze for it would die, but looks like it aren't!
Hais hais hais
I want to go shopping!!!!
But I don't like it when I don't had much money with me to shop.
so irritating. Hais hais
Hahah

I should write boots under my wishlist for Christmas and maybe Santa would get me that for Christmas hur?
Haha, ridiculous

Oh, and I met Bryan today!
Okay, it's a little stupid since we live in the same block but hardly sees each other.
And the best thing was that the both of us were at the same stop waiting for a bus to interchange but none saw either, till we alighted and then he called out to me.
How blind can we get right?!
Haha, had a short chat but a enjoyable one though.
Haha, nevermind, there's definitely other times
That we'll chat.

Been sleeping at 4am plus recently.
All the pimples coming out.
*screams*
Lols, nah, that's so bimbotic and unlike me and that's not going to happen.

Okok, going off to watch my shows now!
Bye!!!!!!

BON VOYAGE zhihui!!! :)

Food is my love

My title says it all.
I'm very sad that I can't eat normally now:(
I feel so deprived that I feel like singing the song "I'm all out of love" now since food is my love and I can't have them now.

Sicked of mashed potatoes

I've eaten mashed potato for two meals and I guess I'm sicked of it already.
I still have another one bag full of instant mashed potato.
Anyone wants it?
I want to eat all the good and nice food when my gum recovers!
I feel like a glutton.

Some of my friends and family has gone through it before, but they don't seem to have any fear for it.
Is it just only me?
Like I'm weird or what?

quiz

A quiz from Jessie :
1. The person who tagged you is?
Jessie
2. Your relationship with him/her?
A very good friend of mine in primary school. (Don't believe in stuffs like best friends in primary school, so a very good friend is actually somewhere that position.)

3. Your 5 impression of him/her?
Independent, interesting, funny, tough on the outside but weak on the inside, caring

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
The friendship she has given me.

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
Sorry, but I can't remember it.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
Rape her. LOLS. Just kidding, that will never happen because friends are more lasting.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
Maybe to be more outspoken and shows what she really feels? But I guess she've changed and have already attain those.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
Act accordingly to circumstances?

9. If he/she dies, you will?
Really miss her because she played quite a major role in my childhood days and thats why I say I want to die before all my friends and kins die before me.

10. What is it you want to tell he/she?
Though we don't hang out as often as how much we used to in the past, our friendship will never fades and don't forget to leave some time for me to date you yeah? =D

11. Your overall impression of he/she?
A warm and nice friend.

12. How do you think people around you will feel?
Feel that I'm overbearing sometimes? Maybe not only sometimes hur? =/

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
Being heartless when there is the need to do so.
I guess there's nothing else worthy already.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?
My bad temper, playfulness and being stubborn, very stubborn at times.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
I'm happy with myself though with all the imperfections.

16. For people that care and likes you, say something to them.
I'm sorry for hurting my family and friend's feelings because of the way I behave and my bluntness sometimes. But I really don't mean to hurt you and I really want you all to be safe and sound.

Just leave me alone to do what I please

I say today's one of the worst day of my life.
And I guess there will be another one more of this kinda day since I have one more wisdom tooth to be removed.
And I don't want to go through this again another time.
I simply hate surgeries and anything to do with operations.
Ineedashouldertoo:'(

Confession

I think lionel is very brave.